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i might delete this later but im working on a story that may or may not be adrien x nathaniel *cough* i haven’t had time to draw it so here’s a sneak peek i drew in school

geminineedle  asked:

For the character thing... Makoto and Motomi?

AAA, thanks man!! ;; really appreciate it <3

fucking… makot, my sweet cannibal child….

  • First impression: i thought he was a happy go lucky friendo, just having a good time, couldn’t stop imitating his “OMEGA MEAT BURGER” impression LOL, really adored him from the get go and thought he was cute. 
  • Impression now: SHIT SON, I love this boy to death more than ever, i weep for him, about…. how much of a victim he was to the circumstances as everyone else. I want to protect him, and god i relate to him (not the cannibalism part) so much. He’s an anxious boy who just, felt so confused about why he felt such a way, this strange possessiveness, and i just… his bad end man, i fucking cry just thinking about it. why couldn’t he have had a chance…… either way he loses. 
  • Favorite moment: 

LOL no but– i love a lot of scenes, ngl every scene with makoto has me like “THERE HE IS” but, i have to say, the scene that affected me the most was that scene when he went to youji’s house, and just.. had a melt down right then and there, and was so much the frightened boy he really was, how paranoid and you can tell he wanted to spit out what he wanted to say, but he simply… ran off. in all honesty the first time around i thought i got a bad end- boy was i wrong, this is also tied with the hospital scene because of how… vulnerable he truly was, and how much he regretted doing such a thing to youji…..  (i also love the only time makoto and youji ever hung out in the game, because im a dirty makoyou fan) 

  • Idea for a story: canon makoyous, BUT IN ALL SERIOUSNESS, i would love to explore makoto in the true ending as there was so much left unsaid as to what happens afterwards when he gets back from the hospital, does he even remember youji..? I also want to really explore his post bad ending, the effects of cannibalism and possibly consuming the inner beings from youji’s flesh and, what could possibly occur?? psychologically and of course the guilt and something slipping, what if he was caught? inevitably…. also of course high school setting stuff //cough, band au like the official art…. 
  • Unpopular opinion: uhhhh, im not sure what the general opinion on makoto is? but, i guess, the fact that he was a victim like everyone else, considering the non-con scene with youji, which, is…. how do i say this, that scene was awful alright, but, in all seriousness, he himself said “this isnt what i wanted” and while i may get a lot of hate for this idk? but he really wasnt in control of his body at some point, his instinct was, due to the influence of the pheromones youji emitted (i mean look at tetsuo, and just how little restraint he showed). I seriously believe if he’d been in his right mind, he would’ve never conceived ever harming youji in such a way. he cared too much and you can see just how much he fucking regretted just threatening youji in tetsuo’s route (to the point of attempting suicide). just…. yeah
  • Favorite relationship: Makoto and merry’s (merry is my weakness) , LOL but of course, Makoto and Youji as well, even as friends or as a pairing, i adore them so much. 
  • Favorite headcanon: god so many….. as bad as it is, i kinda like to imagine that Makoto’s eating habits are a nervous induced habit? like, he eats more when he’s upset or anxious, and its like, a comfort thing for him. an eating disorder probably. I also like to think he has all the youji merch (body pillows and figure) in his room. That’s crack but, i love it all the same LOL. 

shit i went overboard, but uHHH I WANNA DO MOTEM TOO SO~~

  • First impression: idk who you are but idk whether to trust you yet or not….. suspect. kinda like akira LOL
  • Impression now: I trust him, i trust him and i love him with all my heart and i just want him to be happy and cheesy and romantic with akira and I JUST WANT HIS HAPPINESS BECAUSE THEN IM HAPPY. im serious his ending was my first and the fucking sweetest and most heart warming ending to me, and i just cant stop crying over it even now. Bless this man. 
  • Favorite moment: so many… sO MANY. but, u GH if i had to choose, that moment, that sticks with me the most, was that scene in the true end, where he basically….. gave up on killing nano or akira, because nano proved how he wished to live by akira’s side, and motomi was so blown away by it and simply said “i came here to kill a machine, not a human being like him” (probs fucked that quote up bUT) LIKE IDK, IT JUST REALLY AMAZED ME, how he was letting his purpose for solely killing Nicole Premiere… like he just stopped, because he knew he wasnt killing a machine, but a human being and he knew there’d be guilt in doing so. He wasn’t going to kill a victim who really wasn’t to blame…. As much as he had reason to become a cold hearted man who simply wanted revenge. Like i respect him as a character with integrity. But again, i loved so many scenes in his own route, there all just… amazing and deep in meaning. But it’d be too long, so yeah. 
  • Unpopular opinion: mmmm, again not sure, but i guess…. uhhh :L im not sure, i’ve never come across anything i didn’t agree on, so moving on. 
  • Favorite relationship: Motomi and Akira man (Keisuke included also), but i also adore the interactions between him and Rin, it’s hilarious. ALSO FUCKIN MOTOMI AND ARBITRO BANTER IS MY FAV OH MY GOD IT CRACKS ME UP. 
  • Favorite headcanon: Motomi’s ptsd over what happened in the past (ie. nightmares, certain reminders, etc.), also nsfw but, that he likes to be dominated by akira in bed :3c. And I was just discussing with @retrolizard how perhaps the moment Motomi realized he’d fallen for Akira, was that scene where they were huddled underneath the blanket, and when Akira passed out, he saw his sleeping face and couldn’t help but think how adorable he was….. and it hit him like a brick wall 
    shit im in deep”

spiteful-crow

Oh, I have ranted about this too so many times, it’s so annoying, but tbh? I think that happens, when people are only used to either BAD GUYS ™ or GOOD GUYS ™. it’s like they are unable to see anything else in Griffith than a villain, which is so sad for them tbh. They lack the imagination to see more in him even in a complete AU.

yeah, i feel like i repeat this on here broken record style, but berserk uses ~grey morality~ and the idea of being able to choose your own fate- or not- when faced with higher powers (both mortal and divine) who have their own plans about how your destiny is laid out.  literally no one i know who likes griffith is saying, oh i think what happened (you know what im talking about) was justified or not that bad or should be forgiven in real life.

but in the context of the story and the universe miura has constructed, there’s the question of, can someone who does this awful thing*** then go on to do good things for humanity as a whole? does his opponent, who is ‘good’, have the capability to become a similar monster himself, even if this capability is unwanted and attempts are made to stave it off?  can anyone be a truly ~good person~ in a completely callous, cruel, and unforgiving world that by its nature can and will crush everyone living it eventually… lol that sounds cheesy but u get it.  it just really really isnt a black&white morality play about Good Man Guts and Bad Man Griffith, in which guts triumphs over griffith thru his sheer goodness and virtue and griffith gets brutally murdered because he is the dastardly cartoon villain.

***the whole “is griffith the same as femto, is femto neo griffith, is griffith neo griffith” issue is another topic i think ive gone on about before but im not gonna derail my own damn self

anonymous asked:

THANK YOU FOR THAT OMG the amount of times people brush me off when I'm mercy and I heal really good, I almost never get a simple thanks or no one watches over me, Mercy has a gun but if more than one person is on my ass I'm guaranteed dead like my teammates expect me to be everywhere I can't heal everyone at once like chill, for me personally I always thank our healer every single damn time they heal me and if I fail a mercy after she revives me I apologize like just be nice it's that simple

np im always here to thank for heals bc im a partial support main

dps’es who complain abt their tanks/healers, tanks who complain abt their dps/healers, healers who complain abt their dps/tanks sometimes its just bc they dont fully understand those roles

hero switching is an important part of the game folks

(OKAY BUT I HONESTLY LOVE THE IDEA OF THE BROS AS NEWBIE VAMPS ‘CAUSE FIRST OFF WITH NEWBIE LUKE YOU GET HUMAN JAN WHO TRIES HIS DAMNDEST TO LOOK OUT FOR HIS BROTHER EVEN AT HIS OWN EXPENSE AN’ IT’S FUCKING  A D O R A B L E  <3 <3 <3 

BUT ALSO YOU GET LUKE STILL TRYNA BE THIS COOL CALM AN’ COLLECTED CLASSY MOTHERFUCKER WHILE AT THE SAME TIME GETTIN’ THE INTENSE URGE TO FUCKIN’ EAT PEOPLE ALL THE DAMN tIME - AN URGE HE’S LOST A FEW ACQUAINTANCES TO

THEN THERE’S NEWBIE JAN WHO NEVER FUCKING ASKED FOR THIS OKAY HE NEVER ASKED FOR HIS BIG BRO AN’ HIS POSSE OF FUCkIN’ PSYCHO FREAKS OF THE NIGHT TO TURN ‘IM INTO A FUCKIN’ VAMPIRE bUT HEY HERE HE IS TRYNA FIGURE THIS BULLSHIT OUT AN’ OH MY GOD HE’S THE BIGGEST MOST AWKWARD DORK WITH NO IDEA WHAT THE FUCK HE’S DOIN’ BLESS HIS SOUL

NEWBIE VAMP BROS ARE A HELL YES FROM ME MHMHM GOOD SHIT 10/10 WOULD RECOMMEND)

flyby-anon  asked:

ALSO! It's ok that you haven't been on here much, we understand you've been busy with school, which is important, and thats ok, really! I hope you've been well!

Ahhhh thx so much friend! Yeah the reason I haven’t been on much is DEFINATELY school cause for some reason I decided taking concurrent enrollment and early college (at 7:30am where did my sleep go) would be a good idea and though it is if I spend time on tumblr I won’t get any of my homework done so I’ll still be on tumblr here and there but not as much and friends plz talk to me I miss u all and yeah I LOVE ALL YOU GUYS AND I HOPE UR ALL DOING WELL IN SCHOOL, JOBS OR WHATEVERS GOING ON IM HERE IF ANY IF YOU NEED ME AND I HOPE U HAVE A GOOD DAY!

i don’t think im doing a good job at expressing myself, on here. what i mean is, i just don’t think people get my yukino. and that’s okay, because my writing has went through a massive change, and i never really addressed it except maybe talking about it to like kai.

but my end game for yukino was death at one point, i couldn’t see her living past her forties. and now, my end game is her HEALING.

some backstory on this decision, last year was the worst time of my life. i had low energy, i was getting horrible grades, i was depressed quite frankly. i hated literally everything including myself. there were some horrible thoughts back then. and i’m almost grateful for that because im honestly feeling amazing right now as i look back. it’s the whole bring urself back up.

but going back to the point, yukino was in the same state for YEARS UPON YEARS. for more than 18-19 years, she thought she was a failure. she thought she couldn’t amount to anything. what kept her going was the mere desire to be powerful so she could please her dead parents. it was the only thing that seemed to ease the pain.

y’all, you get tired after that. emotionally drained, you’re tired of hating yourself, of always beating down on yourself. but she knew no other way. so she silently bore the pain. until she saw sting’s leadership of sabertooth. while i still headcanon that they’re almost the same as before, sting just encourages more social interactions between the tigers, u feel me ? but anyways, she saw how saber changed from a toxic guild to something more relaxed. an environment she wasn’t used to. and sting and rogue, especially, were accepting her. and THAT’S what triggered a bit of introspection, the ‘ why am i like this ? ‘ question. ( each person has their own trigger, something clicks in their mind. it can happen any time or for any reason. ) and that took time bc @ that excommunication. she didn’t care abt forgiveness, there was nothing to forgive. she thought she deserved it and she always will, but it’s still that humiliation factor. like hey, these people saw me naked. 

AND it’s not even the naked part, it’s the fact that she was in a submissive, defeated position. the fact that she was like this BECAUSE she failed. it’s the failure more than the naked part.

anyways, once you get a taste of a ‘ normal ‘ mindset, of a healthy mental state. you long for it. i longed to be myself again, and i’d think yukino would too. she’s not a girl of just sweet blushes and flowers. she’s a girl with a fire, with claws, she’s strong. she definitely doesn’t have a normal thinking pattern, and that’s what bothers me about the spin-off and canon. her view is different than the submissive, weak girl, u know ?

but the point is, yukino WILL CHANGE. she IS CHANGING. she’s tired, i’m tried. i can’t write a girl who hates herself every single time, not because i can’t, not because i don’t want to. but because it seriously hurts, lmao another case of getting too involved in anime, she deserves more. not that she openly wants to ‘ heal ‘ that’s not her mindset, it’s the fact that she wants to prove to HERSELF that she can be stronger than before. that she’s not a failure. and i don’t do this because i want to make her strong or for my own person benefit, she just deserves a change. she won’t fully heal by the time she dies, there’s no way she can. not with what happened to her, but she’s trying. she’ll relapse, she’ll have good and bad days. she’s TRYING.

anonymous asked:

❀ I'm just a nervous bab but I really wanna roleplay buT IM TOO NERVOUS AAAA,,

Send me a ❀ if my muse is one of your favorites!

{{ wrAPS AROUND… THE FLOWER IS A GOOD START BUT IF IT MAKES YOU FEEL ANY BETTER I….
im also really shy. oh my goodness
im sitting here throwing compliments out left and right and it probably makes me look kind of outgoing but i just have no chill whatsoever when it comes to letting people know i think theyre really!!! cool and capable of cool things. its important stuff!!! MY INTROVERSION AND 5739 MENTAL ISSUES CANT CONTAIN THIS KINDNESS AND ENTHUSIASM COMPLETELY…

but really, if you feel pressured, dont! if you feel daunted, my goodness… im like the biggest softie ive ever met. ill never judge you for your abilities, trust me.
take your time to get comfortable! ill be here even if you decide that just admiring from a distance is more your thing 💙 }}

  • troye:lol btw releasing a ep heres a snippet, oh and everyone has already heard it but you guys havent, and yeah im filming a music video for it next week lol #TRXYE
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