im way too proud of this one

-people thought he was gay in highschool

-people also thought he was on hella drugs in highschool because he lost weight really fast

-used to actually be kinda pudgy

-got lasik (broke my heart)

-loves sports (mainly professional wrestling and hockey)

-roots for the LA kings (probably likes the Devils too tho)

-recovering addict who hid his use for several years! im so proud of him!!!!!!!!

-plays DND with Gerard + friends

-hair looks like a chocolate chip

-despite how quiet/shy he seems gerard has actually described him as being the more extroverted one of the two

-used to be a hella scenester in the NJ scene. interned for an indie label and hung out with all the local musicians

-didnt, contrary to popular belief, learn bass just for MCR. he just put it down after he+gerard’s band raygun jones broke up and picked it back up for MCR

-Hambone (of Pencey Prep) loaned him a bass when MCR formed because he didn’t have one

-Likes all kinds of music but electronica + new romantic music (like joy division and the cure) seem to be a huge HUGE influence if you listen to Electric Century

-Really good at naming things. He came up with the name for Electric Century in school, also came up with My Chemical Romance. 

-Came up with the name New London Fire which is the name of his bandmate Dave Debiak’s band!

-Loyal friend, has been friends with people like the Debiak brothers and Gabe Saporta literally since the 90s

-Love Of My Life

-a dad now! he just had a daughter named rowan

i was supposed to just draw taeyong but my hand slipped so here’s hyung line

anonymous asked:

Do you make some gadgets yourself? If so, what are some things you have made?

Or… at least… I come up with the idea for them and my parents figure out how they would work. I am learning a lot though, and maybe sometime soon I’ll actually decipher how they figured all of this shit out lol

But back to something about the things that I’ve made.

This has proved really useful, especially when there’s ghosts that are way too large to stuff though one of my measly short-lived portals. (don’t worry – i still practice a lot, so this should be a temporary crutch hahaha)

Really, the whole fighting in the ghost zone is good for everyone though. No buildings get demolished, people are safe, and I get to take the ghosts back to a contained place…

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He’s nowhere near done learning anyway… and since he’s incomplete yet… it means he was all the room in the world to grow even more. Today’s experience, too, will translate into strength for him. The way Sawamura is now, I don’t doubt it in the slightest.


raphael openly following simon on twitter just to post cryptic things about betrayal and heart simon’s tweets even tho it’s nothing but boring shit like a picture of a cat he passed in an alley or bits of original lyrics

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“I’ll overcome time, so that someday
I can be proud of that day again.”

@natsumeweek // Day Six:
Favourite OP / ED


so fun fact this is now my fave op tied for first spot with floria! i love the way the scenes changed from being empty to the yokai appearing in them aa
i wanted to do the other shots and the other days for this week
but hoooo boy work has been kicking my butt this week :’)
maybe one day ill do this concept again,,
im sorry i didnt draw u mizuki ur too big


my commissions are open!

History Repeated – A Scott McCall Imagine

A/N: Hey guys! So I was really pleased with the feedback I got with my first imagine, so I was very inspired to write another one! I actually really like this piece I did and might consider making a Part 2 for it! :)) If you guys want to see that make sure to let me know by sending me a message or shoot a message in my ask. I’m really REALLY fond of this one and hopefully you guys like it too :)) Also! I tried to make this fit for both female and male readers so I hope I did it well And finally! Without further ado, on to the imagine!

Fandom: Teen Wolf

Characters: Scott McCall, Reader, McCall Children

Theme/Plot: Scott and You are enjoying your morning together when your children discover something they don’t know about yet.  

Word Count: 1300+

 ~

 I stirred in the bed a bit before finally settling on my new position. I savor the last moments I have of shut eye and slowly take in the current state of things. I look over next to me and a smile immediately forms on my lips. Beside me was my husband for 10 years, boyfriend for 5 years, and best friend since I could remember.

 He has definitely changed over the years I’ve been with him. Light creases now have a permanent place on his forehead, his smile lines are now more apparent. However, despite all of these changes, I still see the Scott McCall I fell in love with. The one who wasn’t afraid to risk his life for anything or anyone he cares about. The Scott McCall who would accept you for whatever you are. The Scott McCall I fell in love with who had a big heart, a soul so pure, the True Alpha. Until now, he still carried these traits with him, and that’s why I will never stop loving him.

 While these thoughts were passing through my mind, I see Scott starting to stir in his sleep too. I caress his arm and my hand stops onto his tattoo. My thumb repeatedly glides over it and I see Scott slowly opening his eyes. I smile at him slightly and give him a light peck on his lips.

 “I can get used to waking up that way every morning.”

Scott says with a smile playing on his lips, his morning voice still there. I chuckle at what he said and proceed to hold his hand in mine.

 “You already do, darling.”

 I say to him, my voice barely above a whisper. Scott starts moving closer to me and our legs entangle with each other under the sheets.

 “I hope it never stops.”

 Scott caresses my face as he says this. I place my hand on top of his and smile at him.

 “I don’t plan on going anywhere without you, Mr. McCall.”

 “Good. Because I honestly don’t know what I would to do without you, Mr. / Mrs. McCall.”

 We just laid there. Watching the sunlight dance on the ceiling of our room, holding each other close. I didn’t want the moment to end. I wanted to stay there for a little longer. Reminisce on all the hardships, adventures, moments we had since the beginning. It was amazing really. How we started out as best friends when were children, and now we have children of our own. Three amazing children to be exact.

The eldest of our kids was our 16 year old daughter, Maggie. She was a lot like Scott. She was very protective, and definitely had a big heart like his. We had her a little earlier on, before Scott and I were even married. We were definitely nervous about her coming of course but when she finally did, we immediately fell in love with her,

The next of our children were the twins, Allison and Derek. The twins were both 8, and they were named after 2 people who were very important to Scott and to me as well. The twins were polar opposites. Allison was the more curious and studious one of the two. Derek on the other hand was a big ball of energy, always having a big smile on his face and immensely loved Star Wars. Stiles and Lydia insisted that each twin took on one of their personalities respectively. When they said this, all Scott and I could do was laugh and agree.

While Scott and I were still cherishing the moment, we heard Maggie screaming at the twins. We didn’t pay it too much mind, since the twins always liked to push Maggie’s buttons. But when we heard a crash Scott and I immediately bolt up from the bed. The crash was followed by Allison and Derek’s screaming and Maggie’s sobbing. Scott and I immediately went through the hall quickly and down the stairs. What we saw next made both of us stop in our tracks.

“Mommy/Daddy! Daddy!”  

Allison and Derek immediately screamed when they saw us and immediately hid behind us with their heads only peeking out slightly.

“Maggie…”

Scott started while walking slowly towards our eldest. Derek hid behind me too when Scott left. I couldn’t believe it. Maggie, our daughter, inherited Scott’s werewolf gene.

Maggie immediately faced us when she heard Scott call her name. She was shaking, clearly not knowing how to handle this situation. We had planned to tell her about the possibility of her getting her father’s gene, we really did. But, it seemed like we were beat to it.

“Stay away!”

Maggie screamed at us, tears clearly sliding down her face. This was the moment I was able to fully look at her. She had hair on the side of her face, eyes glowing yellow, claws protruding from her fingertips.

Scott tried going to her again slowly when I finally snapped out of my trance. I was trying to send Maggie a comforting look, desperate to help her.

“Maggie, darling, please go to your father. He knows how to handle this. Please, darling. For your sake, go to your father.”

I started pleading to my daughter. I still couldn’t believe this was happening. But I didn’t look at her differently. She was still my daughter, Scott and I’s daughter. That will never change no matter what she is.

Maggie started going closer to Scott slowly and when she was finally arms length from Scott, he immediately enveloped her into a hug.

“How did this happen?”

Scott asks gently while they sit slowly onto the couch. I sent Allison and Derek up to their rooms and told them to behave and not do anything that would make the situation bigger, such as calling anyone about Maggie.

“Alli and Derek were pissing me off by messing my project up. I got enough of it and I started screaming at them to stop. But… but…”

Maggie started to break down in tears. She had shifted while explaining what happened and I could tell she was still clearly shaken up. I sit at her side not taken by Scott and I rub her back comfortingly.

“Maggie… just take your time. Your Dad and I are here to listen. You can always tell us anything.”

“We have a lot of experience with this kind of stuff. Too much experience in fact.”

Scott says this then sends me a small smile. I smile at him back and nod my head in agreement. Honestly, seeing Maggie in her werewolf form reminded me of Scott when he was still a beta. Actually, all of this happening right now is what her father exactly had to go through in the beginning. Hopefully this time we don’t have the part of having a maniac like Peter running the streets though.

“Re-Really?”

Maggie whispers while sniffling. Scott smiles at here and ruffles her hair a bit

“Yup.”

I look on as Maggie witnesses for the first time her father’s eyes turning red. Her jaw goes slack and I chuckle a bit at her reaction.

“I’m dreaming right? I’m in a bad dream.”

Maggie says to herself while looking on. I laugh and pull Maggie close to my side.

“Maggie, you have no idea how many times I’ve said that during moments where I can’t believe what’s happening. Sadly, it never works.”

“You’ll understand soon what’s happening okay Mags? You have your mother/father and me to help you. We won’t leave you alone through this. You just have to trust us okay?”

Scott says this then holds Maggie’s hand. I can see that the gears in her head are probably spinning so fast right now. I hold her other hand and look at her sincerely,

“You do trust us, right Maggie?”

Maggie looks back and forth at Scott and I. She smiles a bit and squeezes both our hands.

“I do.”

Scott and I look at each other and we smile. I guess you can call this… History Repeated?

 

A/N: Hope you guys enjoyed that! Once again feedback is always appreciated. If you guys want to see a part 2, notify me in any way you can and I’ll try to go straight to it! Thank you guys! xx

Borderline Backlash
A playlist for borderlines, about borderlines (listen here)

Versa Emerge- Burn | Twenty One Pilots- Doubt | Gotye- Easy Way Out | Mew- Cartoons & Macramé Wounds | Carpark North- The Beasts | TeddLoi- Me!Me!Me! | Apparitions- Burn Alive | Sia- Chandelier | Panic! at the Disco- Miss Jackson | The Offspring- A Lot Like Me | The Killers- Smile Like You Mean It | In This Moment- You’re gonna listen

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five things you know and one you don’t. {insp.}

typenull  asked:

aha! and i was browsing your blog. we were meant to chat, you and i. do you have any adult Gladion hc? ((and thanks bout my name, im very proud of it aaaa))

It took me way too long to answer this and I should be doing like a hundred other things right now but it’s 12:23AM and I feel a need to fill at least ONE hc req.

ADULT GLADION HEADCANONS:

  • Most of this stems from @dc9spot’s amazing adult!SuMo character art or President Gladion and Trainer Gladion.
  • Living a double life, nothing as badass as that.
  • Well, if your double life was a secret.
  • “Gladion pls you need to be at this meeting tomorrow, you can’t just sneak out so you can challenge your s/o at the Pokémon League.”
  • “You are literally not the boss of me, Lil. I’m the boss of you. And I say I need some [Y/N] time.”
  • “YOU LIVE TOGETHER gDi”
  • Ah, to be in love.
  • At this point Lusamine is probably that older woman who smiles a lot and gives you cookies when you visit her and tells you stories of how she met Mohn.
  • She mellows tf out after all these years.
  • Shows off pictures from your wedding with Gladion tbh.
  • Gladion is v well adjusted especially since his family is pretty content.
  • If you and Gladion want kids you’d probably have one or two.
  • A boy and a girl and the boy leaves to be a trainer but the girl wants to be like Auntie Lillie and be a scientist at Aether.
  • Gladion cries his little girl makes him so proud wanting to inherit the Foundation wanting to help Pokémon everywhere bless.
  • Also, she looks super cute trailing after Lillie.
  • NOTHING!! BEATS!! YOUR SON THO!!
  • That fiesty son that brags to everyone about his Champion parent he does not feel shame.
  • “When I grow up I’m going to kick but and be like you but 400 times better!!!”
  • Hah, Gladion doesn’t think it will ever happen because you’re the best out there he’s v proud of his s/o his son gets it from him.
  • He and his son are president of your fan club. 
  • I want to say Gladion lets go of a lot of things as he ages.
  • He becomes a lot more responsible for one, he focuses more on the Foundation to improve their services.
  • He leaves the Pokémon battling to you but he still fights you once a month because he’s invested in your continual growth.
  • He accepts that Lillie is her own person and that she can be responsible for herself.
  • Gladion scares all children that are not his though so he lets Lillie handle them if there’s a field trip to the Foundation.
  • People still belittle and doubt him but I think he’d be more mature about it and more resilient to criticism.
  • GLADION WOULD BE!!! A WELL ROUNDED ADULT!!!
  • Let him rest. He deserves peace. Alola has been through enough.
  • Sure, he sometimes tags along on his daughter’s dates and stalks his son when he’s traveling someplace alone.
  • It’s because he’s a protective father.
  • But he lets his kiddies go eventually they both get married. Gladion doesn’t cry. He teases you for crying though.
  • He still sends flowers to the League for you and you both cook dinner together when you get home.
  • Every other week he’ll walk with you somewhere you both had been to during your journey and he’ll reminisce on how you both met.
  • He’ll blurt out a sudden “I love you” and blush.
  • You’ll smile back at him and say it back.
  • Gladion is very happy with his life. He wouldn’t trade it for anything in the world.
open book.

i gave him a big part of me. It required my tongue to be curved, which I’m too accustomed-  and it cost me my loyalty.

Now, I have learned that time ill spent = moments of destruction. You mismanage your time and it can quickly mismanage your life. So now do you move on from him? After blocking him on social media, and it being reciprocated. How do you move on when it all feels too close?

I never heard my mother speak of love when I was a young girl. We were always neat and overly presentable. Mannerly and on time, sure she loved me enough to keep me straight- but she had a daughter who never really enjoyed falling into line. We never saw eye to eye with love. Me, i was forgiving and always ready to hug and make amends,

In my first love, we held grudges, like cancer. would withdraw from any bit of affection and my advances for reconciliation would be ignored. I felt like the power of her denial to me, showed me early, that everyone will do what they want to do. Everyone will see what they want to see, and even when you are sure someone loves you, they sometimes force you to believe otherwise.

If only for moments at a time, still they were greatly felt and I can unashamedly admit, I remember these encounters moreso than the moments where we embraced. It is this reason I look at love the way that I do. It may be the reason Im coming to believe relationships never end but transform.

When I say “relationship” I am referring to a connection you have with someone that you have deemed unbreakable. Whether platonic a mother to daughter- or soul-mate to soulmate. You have completely shifted your life to accommodate their energy. Sometimes we reserve those spaces for people who are not quite ready to be there completely. I try my hardest to look at my past relationships as a guideline to the woman I do not wish to ever be. Mainly because I do not speak to any of my exes, all of my relationships have ended violently. Emotionally and even physically. 

Some, silently. 

What is it that wont let me break? Sometimes I need to check in on myself and make sure I’m not in the same cycles from my past. I call it the “cyclist” love spell.

Where there are energies in your life, not really “ready” to be in your space how you deserve and yet, you still save space for them. A friend of mine cringed when I told her what I was doing. Or who I was allowing to do me this way. She cringed because she had been there before and I had helped her through it. I had been the one explaining to her that holding space for someone unavailable to you is probmetic in itself, and the karma on that isnt worth it.. And for two years, that is where I was.

I have since forgiven him. I have since forgiven myself for ever needing an apology. I believe that was pride. Im a lot of things. Most certainly- way too proud to beg is one of them.

anonymous asked:

May I request a 67 + 45, involving Murdoc?

(( here you go darling!! ))


Murdoc threw his head back and groaned. At this point he was convinced he was never going to finish writing this new song. How could he when his muse was hundreds of miles away from him? You were currently in New York for a few weeks on a business trip. Murdoc couldn’t stand being away from you for so long. He always drew his inspiration from you; you were the best part of him. Not that he would ever say that out loud, though. Tossing his pencil down onto the kitchen table and resting his head in his hands, he decided he would call you. Maybe the sound of your voice would motivate him.

You picked up the phone after three rings. “Hello?”

“Hey, sweetheart,” he answered, “do you have a minute?”

“Yeah, of course,” you said, sitting down on the neatly made bed of your hotel room. “Is everything ok?”

“No. I can’t get this stupid song finished… I miss you too much,”

“Aww, Murdoc, don’t tell me your getting all mushy on me,” you teased.

He could hear the smile in your voice. “Never! It’s just the truth,” he stated, a bit flustered.

“Well, where do you usually get your inspiration for your songs from? Maybe try that?” you suggested.

Murdoc sighed. “It’s you, it’s always been you…” he admitted quietly. “That’s why I called you, darling. Everything I do is for you. You are my inspiration,” A blush spread across your cheeks. It wasn’t often he confessed his feelings so openly. He must really miss you terribly. “I wish you were here,”

“I do too,” you sighed.

“Just come home then. Fuck the business trip. I need you,”

You giggled softly at his clinginess. “Don’t tempt me. I have half a half a mind to buy a one way ticket for a flight home,” you said, only half jokingly. You thought over how desperately you wished he was in your arms, how much you missed his touch. “I think I might just have to,”

melyssamusic  asked:

hi Mama! i could use a hug. school is stressing me out, i have a difficult spanish oral test next week, and my anxiety and depression gets the better of me. im not sure how to handle it all. thank you for also blessing me with Attack on Titan as I am a huge fan and it is one of my favourites! it cheers me up a lot :D <3 thank you for being you! love you lots

Oh no. That sucks… Is there any way you could maybe get medication if it gets too bad? Please study a bit for the exam, but don’t overdo it and just do your best! If you can do that I’m already very very proud of you! Always remember that!

shoutout to all the not extremely popular bands who open for very popular bands, it cant feel too fantastic to play for a crowd thats not all there for you and doesnt always cheer for your set or know your songs but im proud yall made it far enough to tour with/open for bigger bands who may even be ur idols, you deserve that and you deserve to get way more popular so one day you are the headliner with other bands opening for you

stucksim shitposting entry no. 8: PERPETUAL H8FUL MODE!!!!!!!!

let’s see how many recurrences i can put in one post.











and that’s that.


you dont want to click read more. trust me. it kills the joke.

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winter break; dylric. part one of many.

for the past few weeks, i’ve been working on this concept with my really good friend @comradeklebold.
honestly bb ilysm and i hope you’re proud of me
also massive s/o to my main bitches @gaycoiumbine & @blackcombats for supporting me w writing and for other stuff in general like ily guys??? aaaaa???

summary: dylan klebold liked to base his entire life and his supposable love story off of mellon collie and the infinite sadness. this winter break, to dyl, proved a hell a lot of it to be true.
but it just wasn’t.

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Okay so I thought I was rocking my Nirvana T-shirt this morning and was going to post this selfie earlier, but then I bought my textbooks and pulled out my ID. It was then I realized how far ive come in my weight loss agenda.

One year ago this January, I began my first semester at my college. I took my photo ID (left). I immediately got it back, and hated it. This photo made me want to change my life. I was once 160 lbs. In the left photo, I was 290lbs.

One year later, and I have gone from a 2XL (3XL for comfort) in both shirts and pants to wearing a large, and once again taking selfies (right).

I still have a long way to go, but Im proud that Ive made it this far. I can sport 36 skinny jeans, and a large shirt, and Im slowly getting my confidence back.

If I can do it, you can do it. I believe in whoever wants to get healthier but gives up too soon. Dont give up, you can do it!