im very emotional and i want to give them all a big hug

anonymous asked:

so vld is confirmed to run for 8 seasons right? if that's the case and say sheith will be end game, at what point in the series would you want them to be canon?

hmm thats tricky. i know a lot of people would probably prefer it sooner than later, but i would much rather have relationships that werent rushed or forced. also, i dont think either of them is in a good headspace for it right now. keith in particular with his abandonment issues and constantly “afraid that he’s gonna say or do something wrong and he’s gonna lose shiro” isn’t ready for a relationship. His immediate readiness to sacrifice everything for shiro without even questioning it is admirable, but i dont think shiro would ever want that. obviously shiro would still risk a lot for keith, still does things like trying to fight off everyone at the marmora base for his sake. but id argue bom proves that before shiro, keith had nobody (aside from his dad, who he already lost)And even after bonding with team voltron, he still doesnt think any of that matters if he loses shiro. 

also, if we still go by the fact that keith’s worst fear is feelings, i think it’ll be a while before he’s ready to confront them. particularly if doing so runs the risk of losing his friendship with shiro. 

Of course, we also know that keith is somewhat touch averse despite this craving for some kind of intimacy (you can see it in the way he immediately tenses up and then slowly relaxes anytime he’s hugged with the exception of shiro). In a way, this problem also extends to shiro. shiro, who thinks that the galra have twisted and warped him into a weapon, who feels that he can’t even trust his own body or memories, who struggles with this notion that he is both unworthy as a paladin and a leader. If you look at kuro and crystal venom, shiro’s worst fear seems to be turning into exactly what the galra tried to make him. and then he finds out that zarkon was the previous black paladin, that black saw the same fire in zarkon she saw in him, and all that fear and doubt is compounded. so i could imagine shiro would be very hesitant about having a partner now, not to mention how any physical contact he experienced during that year in prison always resulted in pain. ironically, the first gentle touch he receives on earth isn’t only human, but also galran. the fact that keith reaches out to him again outside the shack without hesitation is also notable, especially compared to when shiro holds out his galra hand to lance. 

you see lance’s hand stop and it flinches away, and he stares at shiro sadly before offering a smile and reaching back. just to be clear, i dont think there’s anything wrong about lance doing this. it shows he’s empathetic and its really crashing down on him what kind of hell shiro’s been through. and you see how choked up keith looks when he first sees shiro after all this time. but when he’s actually in front of shiro? he stays calm and grounding, tries his best to reach out and act like nothing’s changed. keith never hesitates, never shies away from shiro’s touch or startles from it the way he does around others. and after his time in space prison, i think shiro needs that honestly. Still, that doesn’t change the fact that shiro seems to hold people more at arm’s length after kerberos. With keith their easy, casual intimacy with one another certainly helps, but i imagine a romantic relationship would still be a big adjustment after everything they’ve both been through. 

ideally i could see them working up to something like flirting or dating around seasons 5-6. of course, then you also have to ask: what would cannon sheith look like? becuase honestly, i think the answer is: not very different. They already seem to be pretty open about their affection, and we already know shiro is keith’s most important person. I can see them maybe holding hands occasionally or being more into hugs. maybe going on “space dates” every now and again on more lowkey missions like the space mall. but voltron is also a sci-fi adventure, so romance wont be the focus. It’s also a matter of what they can and can’t get away with in terms of censorship (which is really shitty, i know) but thankfully staff already said netflix seems to allow for more opportunity with representation. and this is the same studio who said they wanted to make it expressly clear that korra and asami were together. im thinking the most romantic voltron will get though is like pining, the exchange of little physical reassurances (hugs, shoulder touches, pats on the back, ect), and a mutual confession. maybe a kiss good luck or goodbye during a really emotional scene. 

anyway, season 3 will be a lot of background info and flashbacks i think, which we really need. i feel like the direction of their relationship will end up depending on whatever they had going prekerberos, especially if either of them had feelings for the other that they never confronted before voltron. i think everyone would take some time off from their relationships for season 7 and most of 8 though, you know, put stuff on hold while they gear up for the final battle. a big emotional farewell before the last fight would be really good though. 

and see now, the thing about relationships that i think a lot of people forget when it comes to “cannon ships” for an action adventure series like this is that…well…if a ship becomes cannon at some point, it doesnt mean that they’ll stay together for the rest of the show. sometimes it happens fast and burns out, or people break up and make up a lot, or they try to work things out but just drift apart. so i think id much rather it happen later than sooner because, with show like this, i think that gives them a better chance of staying together? like, the thought of keith being in a relationship with allura and then shiro or vice versa seems to be treated like something impossible, but relationships dont work out and partners deicide to see other people all the time? its even possible keith will have the occasional one episode romantic interest that’s never revisited, like the mer-alien that kissed lance. so anyway, im not too worried if it takes them a bit longer to get together. 

Boyfriend Taeyong

this is for you @freakydeakytaeyonq HAHA

  • this is going to be very fluffy because taeyong’s so soft omg
  • who can resist this guy though seriously
  • he was my first bias and im so happy and proud of him okay let’s start
  • you probably met him through another member
  • probably johnny because he’d be the first one to notice how nervous you get whenever you look at taeyong
  • and being the asshole he is, he’d purposely set both of you up
  • he’ll invite both of you for dinner but back out at the last minute so it’s only left with the both of you
  • and you’d be very nervous and awkward and think that taeyong didn’t like you because of his very cold expression
  • but who knew this guy was trying to keep his cool and not blush because he was as equally nervous as you
  • but after some time though , he’d slowly open up .
  • he’d ask you questions and try to keep the conversation going
  • he’d make you feel more comfortable by smiling at every word you say and listening attentively
  • and being the gentleman he is , he’d offer to walk you home and pay for your meal
  • and just like that both of you clicked and hung out more often
  • after some time it was obvious that both of you liked each other but didn’t dare to confess
  • until johnny and ten dragged him to your place because they couldn’t stand the awkwardness between both of you anymore
  • “ I…I-uh have feelings for you ”
  • “ Gdi taeyong you can do better than that ”
  • “ i agree with johnny hyung ”
  • and you’d stare at them in awe because you didn’t know what to say or do
  • “ ilikeyouwouldyoubemygirlfriend ”
  • then johnny and ten would facepalm
  • but you’d laugh and pull him into a hug while saying yes
  • probably lots of lazy hugs and late night deep conversations
  • he’d wake you up with a big smile and a warm hug every morning without fail because it gives him enough energy to sustain for the day .
  • when he gets too emotional during the talks though , he’ll cry and tear up
  • and your heart will soften because it’s just too pure
  • he’d hold your hand tightly for support
  • and he’ll hug you tightly while crying on your shoulder and you’d be patting him on the back ensuring that everything will be okay
  • be prepared for homecooked meals 24/7
  • he’d pack lunch for you everyday , with different menus and recipes
  • and you’d be so fascinated by his cooking skills and abilities like how ??
  • when you volunteer to help him cook though ,
  • he’d be watching over you every minute and make sure you’re not hurt by the knifes and tools
  • “ Tae.. it’s only a pair of scissors i need it to cut open the package ? ”
  • while he rushes over to snatch the scissors and packet away from your hands
  • and you’d give up because he wouldn’t let you touch anything because he’s afraid it may hurt you
  • so you’d frown and pout with your arms resting on the counter staring at his back cooking
  • after a while he’d notice and you’d see his expression change
  • because he thought you were really pissed
  • but you’d give him an assuring smile and he’ll quickly run over to you to give you a small peck on your cheeks then running back to cook
  • on days when you feel very lazy and want to have breakfast in bed , you’d try your best to persuade him but he’d be persistent and say no
  • “ please babe , im lazy to get up , just let me eat on the bed ? ”
  • “ No do you know how unhygienic it may get , all the fallen pieces of food - omg no baby ”
  • “ Pleaseeee ”
  • “ climb on my back i’d carry you out since you’re lazy ”
  • and you cant doing anything because febreeze taeyong has the say in everything
  • he’d probably be the very supportive boyfriend , encouraging and cheering you on whenever you had activities
  • when you’re sad though , softie and cuddly taeyong would appear
  • he’d try to make you smile while joking with you but when he saw it wasn’t working ,
  • he’d get all serious and talk to you about your problems , giving you good and honest advice
  • when you’re out and someone else gets too close or tries to flirt with you he’d get all manly and cold , firmly putting his hands on your waist and purposefully saying “ Let’s go now BABE ”
  • he’d most probably glare at the person
  • until you told him it’s okay , his expression would soften and he’ll become all warm again , smiling at you
  • he’d treat you like a princess on dates
  • okay maybe everywhere anywhere not only on dates
  • he’ll plan dates according to all your likings and favourites
  • and he always looked forward to seeing you smile brightly when you were contented with his plans
  • if couple fights do occur though , taeyong would apologise right after he calmed down and try comforting you
  • and of course you seeing him so broken tore your heart apart too so you forgive him , sobbing in each others’ arms
  • he wouldn’t be afraid to show everyone the relationship you guys had ,
  • and he’d be open with skinship
  • lots of kisses and hugs
  • from random pecks on the lips when you’re about to sleep ,
  • to him kissing you passionately after a long and tiring day of work
  • yall would probably be the parents of the younger members
  • to the point where jisung accidentally called you ’ umma ’ instead of ’ noona ’ once
  • because you’re always helping them with their school work ,
  • giving them advice ,
  • making sure their well fed
  • and making sure they have enough sleep
  • at the end of every day taeyong would thank you because he’s grateful for your existence
  • and you’d blush because even after so many months he still gave you that fuzzy feeling ,
  • the same one you felt when he was nothing more than a crush
  • and you love lee taeyong so much you want to protect him with all your heart
  • i’m dead after writing this
  • why am i blushing
  • hope yall liked it !!
You’re not going

*GIF not mine*


Request: anon(s)

Can I request a ivar imagine, where y/n is one if the best female fighters and he is protective of her. Thank you😊

Can I request one, where Ivar is being over protective of his girlfriend? Thank you. 

Can you do a Ivar imagine please, I don’t mind the plot

okay so this is like my worst imagine ever. period. Not cause of the request they are amazing, but cause of my shitty writing and patience. I hope i didn’t disappoint you anons that requested this!! again its like 4.27 am my time and it surprisingly enough not Hvitserk that keeps me awake, but Ivar. Anyhow i will start writing the saxon lady imagine thing right away! Enjoy as much as you can my little Ivar (or Ragnarssons in general) sluts <33

Warnings: none

Wordcount: 1.764

“You’re not going.” He stated simply.

The fury streaming trough my veins, as i cast daggers at him with my eyes. 

“What are you talking about of course Im going!”

He didn’t say anything, just continued to polish his ax on the spinning wheel, sharpening it to its travel to England. Ivar had sworn revenge for his father, along with his brothers - and where now ready to leave with his great army in a couple of days.

But in his mind, i was not a part of that army. 

“You’re not going because i will not see you hurt y/n! I don’t have time to protect you under the battle, therefore you are staying back here in Kattegat. Where you’re safe.” 

He was meeting my eyes now, and he was clearly fed up. His foot had stopped pressing on the pedal as he gave he a stern look, waiting for me to give up - but as my boyfriend he should know me better.

I don’t need your protection Ivar, i have beaten all your brothers in combat, except from Bjorn! 10 of your best men won’t make a half of me and you know this very well!” 

He only chuckled bitterly at my fierce, confident words. A tongue darted out to wet his lips. 

“And this is why Im saying no. You’re to confident, thinking you can take on everything, which makes you reckless. You’re gonna get yourself hurt, or worse, killed. This argument is finished.”

His foot started to pump the pedal again, going back to ignoring my frustrated state and heavy panting. My jaw clenched itself as i pulled a hand through my hair - tugging at it. Did he really think he could control me? Tell me what I could do and not?

“You don’t decide my actions Ivar, no one can. And if i said Im going, then I. am. going.” 

My words like knifes tossed at him, as spat in his direction. Turing around to walk out- my ax mimicking my harsh, angry movements. My hand formed a angry fist around the doorknob tossing it open, an newly sharpened ax flew right pass my head, sending the door shut again. I had clearly used up his last drop of patience - but he had also used up mine. 

Outraged i ripped the ax from the wood, sending splints everywhere before turning around and marching back to him. Our eyes locked in a challenge of dominance - neither going to back down. I sent the sharp metal down in front of him with a large thud. He firmly gripped round my wrist so hard it would surely leave bruises, making me look at him. 

“You’re my woman! And when i say no, then it’s a no!” 

His yelling only added fuel to my fire. 

I took a hold around his thumb, bending it backwards and making him let out a hiss from the pain, his firm grasp letting go of my wrist. He is forgetting who he is talking to. 

“You don’t own me so don’t pretend like you do! You’re not the master of my free will!” 

My hair fell around my face, bouncing at every move i made - h/c shining from the light of the fire. His big eyes holding a burning stare. There was a moment of silence between us, and not a good one - a tense one. We where waiting for the other to make the next move - until i did. 

“If you won’t let me come, Bjorn will.”

I watched as my words struck him. He knew Bjorn would want to be the leader of the army, even though he meant he was a better fit. I meant that to. I knew how his strategic and cunning mind would lead us to a certain victory, but right now he had angered me enough to spill these words. His teeth sunk into the skin of his cheeks, making his cheekbones more prominent. 

I gave him one last cold glare and walked backwards until i made it to the door, making sure his ax didn’t come flying at it again. Leaving him with his chest rising with every furious breath, all his muscles tensing. I could hear him tossing his weapon away with a bang as i turned around to open the door again. A loud curse flying from his mouth letting out some of his angry steam, before i myself slammed the wooded door shut so hard it nearly flew off it’s hinges. 

I hated to ague with him, but he wasn’t right in this. I had just a big a claim of the chance for Valhalla as him and any other man, to die a glorious death in battle - to honor the gods. And still i know he only means it for the best, it angers me. 

To engrossed in my fury, i almost jumped at the large hand slowing down my hastily feet. 

“Y/n, you seem upset my daughter? I don’t like seeing you this way.” 

My fathers concerned voice reaching my ears as i turned to look at him, letting out a despaired sight. 

“I just had an argument with him.”

My eyes looking everywhere but at him, fearing i might take to tears if so. He only nodded, understanding at once who i was talking about. 

“Let’s speak about this at home y/n?” 

Swallowing a lump in my throat i turned my eyes at him, looking at his grey eyes surrounded with a black thick line, making them stand out. He draped his arm around my shoulder, hugging me tight and pressing a loving kiss at my temple, before leading us back home. 

“And the he told me i wouldn’t be joining to England, like he has some right to control my will!”

My fingers where gripping firmly around the cup of warm liquid he had given me, as i had informed him on every single detail of our argument. 

“Well y/n, maybe he is right?”

I snapped my head towards him, not really believing what Im hearing. Before i could say anything back, he continued. 

“I do also fear for your life y/n, you are my most precious treasure and i would betray Odin himself to keep you safe.”

He sat himself down next to me and took my hand in his, brushing some of my hair behind my ear - giving me some fatherly comfort. 

“He only says this because he loves you, my dear.” His voice soft.

“Ivar has never stated that before, never actually said those words, but then again never have I.”

I looked down at my lap, circling the rim of the cup with my finger.

“Actions speak louder than words daughter, and you must remember, Ivar isn’t the man to show most affection or emotion.”

He gave me a soft smile which i returned. There was nobody else in the world who could comfort me the way my father did. 

“I know this because i have known the little bastard all his life and he can’t hide his emotions from me.”

My father let out his infamous laughter, making me join him with my own. My arms hugged around his neck as he pulled me into his warm embrace, his hands softly stroking my back.

“Thank you father, you’re always there for me no matter what. I love you.” 

I felt his grip tighten around me at my words. 

“I love you too, y/n.”

As i let go i met his grey eyes again. 

“But no matter what you or Ivar say Im going to England.”

“Of course you are, after all you inherited your mothers stubbornness and determinateness.”

Straightening my breastplate, i polished on the final details before the journey to the west. I hadn’t spoken to Ivar in days. Time had just flown by, taken up on training in the woods, mostly with Bjorn, making sure i was as prepared as i could be. 

Bjorn’s shouting had called for my attention as i placed the ax back in my belt. That was when i saw him. He was sitting with his brothers around him, as his oldest was shouting rather commanding at them. I was prepared to meet an angry frown upon his face, but instead he greeted me with an uneasy, yet soft expression. Bjorn directed his voice at my lover, making his eyes turn their attention from me. The familiar confident and cocky smile spread across his handsome face, making me do the same.

“And you will obey me!”

I could see that Bjorn’s statement wiped away his grin and replacing it with a rather annoyed one. As he had finished his speech, all the brothers disappeared around him, one by one, greeting me as the passed by. He was waiting for me to join him. I hesitated for a moment, playing with the tip of my finger, before deciding that i had to share words with him. 

My steps where shaky no matter how much i tried to put confidence into them. 

“I see you decided to tag along.” His words capturing my attention.

“Yes.” I simply answered.

He motioned for me to sit down next to him, and i obeyed. 

“Im glad you did y/n. I hope you understood i only said those things because i don’t want too loose you, i only wanted to protect you.” 

He didn’t look at me as he spoke his words. I lifted my hand to slowly caress the scar over his cheekbone, making his blue eyes meet my e/c ones.

“I know Ivar.”

“Stay close to me then, please?”

I cocked an eyebrow at him as he waited patiently for my answer.

“Okay then, i will stay close to you, incase you’ll need my help.”

He playfully shoved his elbow in my side, a beautiful smile growing on his lips - showing off his white teeth. His arm came snaking around me, pulling me closer into him as he placed a kiss on my forehead. 

“I love you y/n.”

His sentence spreading a warmth within my body, making me look at him. His eyes just glowing with sincereness, a rare thing too see, and it made a wide grin spread across my face. Cupping his cold face in my warm hands i pressed our lips together in perfect synchronization. 

“Of corse you do, i mean how can’t you?” I playfully teased him. 

A chuckle escaping his lips before he brought them back my my awaiting ones.

“And there it is again, the overconfidence that i love.” 

Dream pt. 1

Hi! Love your stories! I have a newt request if you fancy it? The reader is marrying a man she doesn’t love (arranged marriage or she doesn’t remember newt because she was oblivated) but newt is in love with her and she with him. He asks her not to go through with it and kisses her, they end up sleeping together then Newt asks her to come away with him and travel instead and she agrees

I went with Obliviated because feels guys. Also, the Italics are flashbacks/dreams


“N-Newt, I don't want to forget” You cry out. 

You’re standing in the subway overhang. The rain continues to pour. Newt has tears in his eyes, all he wants is to take you far away and be with you forever but, he knows he can’t. 

“It’s quicker than falling asleep love” Newt reassures you, holding back his own tears. 

“I-I love you” you cry out. 

You hold onto Newts coat tighter, not wanting to let go. 

“You’ll be okay love, You’ll live your life, you don’t need me” Newt tells you, stroking your hair. 

You start to cry harder, Newt’s heart breaks even more, tears trying to escape. 

“Y/n, It’s time” Tina says reluctantly, her own voice breaking. 

You let go of Newts coat and walked into the rain, giving one last glance at the man you loved. 

You shot up gasping for breath. The same dream, the man in a blue coat and the lady. You almost had the names on the tip of your tongue. 

“Are you okay babe?” you turn your head and see your fiance lying half asleep next to you. \

“Yes I'm okay, just excited about the Wedding that’s all” you assure your them. 

You lied back down and pulled the blankets up and fell back asleep. You woke up to your fiance gone, Just a note sits next to you.

 Morning sweetheart, 

I have to work today, it was an emergency but I will see you tonight. 

Love, Jason

You got out of bed and got dressed. Your wedding was in a few days and you had to check on your cake. As you walk to the bakery you pass by Macys, a light blue coat catches your eye. It’s a beautiful blue color, it almost seemed comforting. You shrugged it off and kept walking, maybe you would buy it for the winter months. 

“Hello Jacob!” you called as you walked into the bakery. 

Jacob turned around and greeted you with a smile. You met Jacob when he opened his bakery a couple months ago and you two quickly became good friends. You begged him to make your wedding cake, which he happily agreed, and he was also invited to your wedding.  

“Hi Y/n, What can I do for ya?” Jacob asks. 

“Just came to check on the cake” you replied. Jacob chuckled, 

“This is the tenth time this week you’ve come to check y/n”. You blush a little, 

“Okay you caught me, It just smells so good in here” you admit. Jacob laughs and turns to his other worker, 

“Henry, im going to take a break, you think you can handle the bakery for a few minutes” The boy nods and Jacob takes off his apron. 

He grabs two cookies and sits down next to you. 

“Thank you” you say taking the cookie from his hand. 

The two of you engage in conversation for a little bit. “So where’s Jason?” Jacob questions. 

You sigh looking down, “Work, it was an emergency.” you say. Jacob gives you a sympathetic look. 

“It’s okay, he works a lot but he is very successful.” you say, trying to prove that things were fine.  

Jacob was about to pry when the bell rang on his door. He quickly stood up and a big smile appeared on his face. You turned to look at who Jacob was looking at, a beautiful blonde lady stood in front of him. 

“Hey Queenie!” Jacob says excitedly. 

“Hi Jacob!” she replies cheerfully. 

“There was something I wanted to ask you” Jacob says nervously, “Would you like to go to a wedding with me?” 

“Oh! I would Love too!” she exclaims, “When is it?” she asks. 

“In a couple days” Jacob answers. He looks at you, you give him a thumbs up. Jacob laughs and Queenie looks confused. 

“Oh Queenie, there’s someone I’d like you to meet. This is the wonderful person getting married” Queenie turns and looks at you. Her hand goes to her mouth, her eyes flash with different emotions. 

“Hello Miss, are you okay?” you ask in concern. She snaps out of it and puts on a smile, 

“Yes im fine, it’s just, I adore weddings. So many emotions” She says. 

Her tone is happy but something else is laced in with her voice. 

“So who’s the lucky man?” 

“My fiance, Jason. he’s at work but we are going to spend some time together before the wedding” You answer. 

“Well, I hope it goes well and I’ll definitely be there” She hugs you, her hug lingers a little but you don’t mind. 

“Um Queenie, I have a question. There’s this lovely blue coat I saw in the window of Macys department store. Do you think I should get it? I know we just met but you have amazing style” you say sheepishly. 

“Dont worry honey, I saw the coat you’re talking about and I think it would look amazing on you!” She replies. 

“Thank you” you say. 

“I’m going to leave you two alone now. Goodbye!” You call. 

You walk past Macys again, the coat is still there. You look longing at the coat, you had some extra money to spend. 

“It’s so beautiful” you murmur to yourself. 

You walk in the store and try on the coat. it fits perfectly and you couldn’t resist, you but the coat and rush home. Jason was already asleep, your heart dropped a little but you shook it off. I was late anyway. You curled up next to him and fell asleep. 

“What creature is this Newt?” you ask curiously. 

“These are my Bowtruckles” he answers. One climbs from the tree to your arm, you let out a small laugh. Newt smiles at you. 

“That is Finn” he tells you. 

You let Finn climb onto your shoulder. Newt watched you as you played with Finn. Squealing distracted you from the Bowtruckles, little snake dragon things were in a nest. Newt made his way over, 

“Mummys here” he comforted to his animals. You giggled as he continued calling himself mummy. 

“These are my Occamies. Very protective creatures, They are also Chroanaptyxic and Choranaptyxic. Which means they grow and shrink to fit available space” he explains. he looks over at you and see;s your eyes full of wonder. 

“Would you like to hold one?” he asks

. Your eyes widen, “I’d love to!” you exclaim. 

Newt carefully puts the Occamy in your hands. It slithers into a spiral, it looks at you with curiosity. You stare at it making cooing noises. The Occamy chirps happily at you and you hand him back to Newt. hile Newt put the Occamies away you looked up at the nest above the Occamies. 

“Who’s nest is that?” you ask pointing at the nest above the Occamies. 

“Oh no Dougals gone” Newt said worriedly. “Dougal?” You ask. “My demiguise. he looks like this” Newt shows you a picture of a white looking creature, “He must have escaped” Newt explains. 

“Don’t worry Newt. Jacob and I will help you find him” You told him. Newt smiles at you. 

“Newt!” Jacobs voice called from the direction of the giant aquarium. 

“Ill be right back” Newt said to you before running to Jacob. 

You watched him walk away and you couldn’t stop yourself from smiling. 

“Y/n?” A voice woke you up. Jason was shaking you awake. 

“I made you some breakfast. I have to run to the office but I’ll be home early tonight I promise” Jason kissed you on the cheek before dashing out the door. 

You sighed and looked down at the food. You picked at it, your dream taking over your thoughts. The man in the coat again but this time, jacob was there. The mans name was still in your mind. 

You think it started with an N? You had to ask Jacob. It was probably just a coincidence. you were with Jacob most of the day yesterday anyway. But was the harm in asking. You hopped out of bed and got dressed. 

Wearing your new coat you hurried over to the Bakery. You burst through the door. 

“Jacob I had the weirdest dream last night. You were in it and something that looked a lot like your cookies and this man in a blue coat.” You blurt out, not even bothering to look up, you walked past a couple people and stood right in front of Jacob. 

“The coat was just the same color as mine” you explain gesturing to your coat. 

“Do you know anyone who dresses like that?” Jacob looked at you, then behind you, then back at you again. 

“What was the mans name” Jacob asks slowly.

 “I can’t recall but I think it starts with an N” you answer. 

Jacob looks behind you again. Curious, you turn around and are met with three people. One was Queenie, the second was another lady you hadn’t met and the last person made you stare with your mouth open. 

A man stood in front of you, he had a leather case in his hands, a dark colored bow tie and a blue coat, the same color as yours. His face had freckles all over it and he mirrored your expression. His hair was floppy and a cinnamon color. He was looking at you with so many emotions. 

“Y/n?” The man finally croaked out. 

A wave of emotion overcame you. This was the man from your dreams, the one you couldn’t get out of your head every night. The man who you would think about. You looked directly into his eyes before you whispered something, the mans name finally came to your memory. 


She’s a Monster Pt. 1

Choi Youngjae X Reader Ft. Im Jaebum/JB

A/N: Here it is! It’s not as perfect as Youngjae, but I did my best! I hope everyone that wanted a Youngjae story isn’t too disappointed. There will be more smut later! DON’T GIVE UP ON ME, OK!?

Part Two

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  • loves to make jokes about everything and anything, just to see you laughing 
  • the other members always warn him to tone it down with his humor in front of you, but his teasing is usually harmless so you don’t mind 
  • until of course he starts with the cheesy pickup lines and you’re like seOKMIN S t O P 
  • he doesn’t stop, he keeps at it until you’re a blushing pile of goo
  • also a big fan of sending you funny pictures he takes of the members and of himself
  • his snapchat story is like 300 seconds long and it’s just him making weird faces at the camera 
  • made his name in your phone ‘seoktalk’ and hoshi was like why not ‘soonseok talk’ and seokmin was like “because you’re not dating them only i am so your part had to be removed duh” 
  • is jealous in an overly playful way like tickling any member that’s standing too close to you because no that’s his spot not their’s
  • once you made your background wonwoo on purpose and seokmin got so pouty and wouldn’t stop bothering you to change it for like a whole hour until finally you did
  • literally half your dates are at karaoke places 
  • usually he sings and you stare in awe
  • until he starts singing ballads to you and basically serenading you in the small dark room and you’re like seokmin i hate how beautiful your voice is because he’s literally making you m e L t 
  • the people at the karaoke place near pledis know you two as the ‘really loud couple’ because seokmin gets real excited and real loud whenever he does ‘adore u’ on the machine
  • he likes lending you his clothes because once you put on his sweater or his scarf he’s like “doesn’t it smell like me~ don’t you feel my warmth through the fabric~?” 
  • he buys one drink for you two at cafes usually and you’re like why?? and he’s like so we can share it of course
  • (seokmin just wants to indirectly kiss you)
  • speaking of kissing seokmin is such a sucker for like the cute kinds of kisses like butterfly kisses and eskimo kisses
  • but when he’s really been missing you or something like that his kisses are passionate and slightly playful with him nipping at your bottom lip and sometimes even purposely only kissing the side of your mouth to make you impatient. 
  • it’s cute tho because when he leans in, sometimes you can even feel him laughing against your mouth because this is still just a tad bit awkward for him. 
  • he once confessed he wanted to try like an upside down kiss or something with you and you were blushing like seokmin stop and he was also blushing you both were blushing and literally the rest of seventeen was like we gtg u two are toO cheesy 
  • since hoshi and seokmin are close you and hoshi get close too and seokmin is totally chill with that because tbh hoshi keeps rigging your games of truth or dare and daring you to kiss or hug or let seokmin carry you and literally hoshi is the biggest shipper of you x seokmin 
  • you and seokmin got matching cell phone charms 
  • and matching snapbacks
  • and matching fake plastic rings from a crane game he won for you
  • seokmin likes couple items ok let the boy live
  • he’s a big affectionate puppy that loves to give you forehead kisses and have you sit on his lap and back hug you in random places at random times
  • its cute and fun but sometimes you’re like seokmin please control yourself we are in public and he gets pouty because “i can’t, i love you sooooooo much~ i just adore youuuuuuu” 
  • (he loves saying ‘i adore you’ ironically and unironically) 
  • once he bought like ten sticker sheets of flowers and asked you to cover his arms in them because he was bored 
  • he ended up covering your arms too and you two were laughing manically and vernon walked by shaking his head like what is up with those two???
  • seokmin’s smile is as strong as the sunlight so you took a photo of it and made it your background and seokmin sometimes gets shy of it like “make it something more cool” and you’re like “your smile is cool!” and honestly your compliments do so much for his self esteem 
  • actually seokmin is a super vibrant, energetic person who just wants the best for you and everyone around him but sometimes he loses track of taking care of himself so you’re always there to remind him that yes- help others, but also he should look out for himself
  • also you remind him daily that he’s important and that seventeen wouldn’t be the same without their energy of the group~
  • just those simple little supports from you really help him do his best!
  • and even though he’s a big goofy cutiepie, he can always be super serious when it comes to cheering you up and to making sure you’re ok. he’s honestly very trustworthy and knows exactly what to do and say to make your gloomy days better
  • loves giving you piggyback rides
  • loves eating your snacks when you’re not looking and then pretending he didn’t do it with crumbs all over his face
  • whines when you remind him to take medicine when he’s sick 
  • his favorite cuddling position is like having your legs thrown over his lap and your arms around his shoulders like while you two are watching a movie or something. it’s just nice and comfortable and lazy 
  • loves trips to the aquarium and to the zoo, imitates all the animals and makes you die of laughter 
  • “im so proud of you! come here so i can kiss your face” (this is both something he would say and something he would like to hear from you)
  • has an old gameboy that he likes playing with his head in your lap
  • whenever you two find yourself in a silence he starts talking about the first day he saw you and how he fell in love in an instant and during one of those stories he sits up and looks at you and gets really serious and says ‘i love you’ for the first time and it’s so emotional that it stops your heart for a second or two
  • whenever he gets his stage makeup done he makes hoshi take a photo so he can send it to you and ask if he looks ok or not~
  • he asks you to send him photos of yourself too. he saves all of them into a folder titled ‘my night’ (courtesy of the lyrics from ‘20′) 
  • sometimes he gets really concentrated while he’s practicing and you swear he has never looked more handsome with his lips parted and his hair messily pressed against his forehead and he looks so strong and determined but then he turns to you with his silly wide smile and you’re like rip 
  • keeps talking about how your married life will be in the future and making you get all flustered while seungcheol wipes a tear in the corner and mumbles that it looks like his son is all grown up
  • seokmin wants to wear flower crowns with you and just be happy together forEVER

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anonymous asked:

any headcannons for after glendower ended up being dead/gansey's death&resurrection where bluesey just like Talks About Feelings And Stuff lying in bed at monmouth bc im a sap and the book just cut off??? after the climax?? like sure just skip right over the emotional aftermath of what was built up to be the most important event in all 4 books lol

^^^ i know right? like i didn’t expect much but i really wanted to see how everyone reacted when gansey woke up….

  • let me talk about this before i get to your prompt because reasons
  • you bet your ass everyone would be all over gansey 
  • blue is kneeling on the ground, holding gansey’s face, telling him to wake up
  • and this was always really important to me, that she’s the one who tells him to wake up, partly because it’s her voice he hears, her voice that brings him back, her voice that gets through :’)
  • but also because the parallel is wonderful, gansey waking the skeleton animals in bllb, and blue waking gansey in trk, it’s wonderful
  • (and i also really love how everyone played their part in resurrecting gansey: henry pushing them to do something, adam thinking of cabeswater, ronan persuading cabeswater to help, and blue telling gansey to wake up)
  • anyway, so gansey opens his eyes, blue beside him, and the first thing he sees is her, leaning over him, and watching him so intently, so frightened, so worried for him
  • her dark hair is falling around her face, her eyes swimming in tears but so clear and beautiful, the sun shining above her, creating the idea of a halo, and he’s just… never seen anything so beautiful
  • he smiles, small and soft
  • “gansey?” blue asks quietly and gansey reaches up and tucks a piece of hair behind her ear, and says, “hey”
  • and the moment he speaks blue sobs out a laugh and buries her head in his chest, and everyone else starts talking at the same time, crouching beside them too, hovering around gansey
  • there’s a lot of hovering and touching and hugs involved and gansey is actually so overwhelmed by the love they all shower him with
  • he’s a little weak and wobbly so they support him as they walk to the car, ronan on one side, blue on the other, and adam tries to step in to help because blue is literally so tiny that she doesn’t look like she can hold gansey’s weight, but blue waves him away, not letting go for the world 
  • henry drives while the rest of them squeeze into the back, gansey in the middle with blue on his lap, adam and ronan on each side of him
  • anyway, back to bluesey talking about feels in bed
  • i don’t think there’s one big moment where they talk about everything that’s happened, rather it’s different moments, different nights, different issues
  • when gansey can’t sleep one night, he tries to gently disentangle himself from blue who’s firmly latched onto his his side without waking her (she sleeps over often, fight me) but of course she stirs immediately, though doesn’t fully wake up until several minutes when she feels his absence in bed
  • when she sits up there’s gansey on the floor, fiddling with his henrietta model but not truly building it, a faraway look on his face as he stares out the floor to ceiling windows of monmouth
  • he barely notices when blue joins him until she lays a gentle hand on his shoulder and he turns, immediately apologizing for waking her up
  • blue shakes her head and tells him she wishes he woke her up on purpose if something was bothering him, and gansey looks down, unable to lie to her
  • she waits patiently, stroking his arm, until he finds the strength to speak 
  • “i was thinking about noah,” he says, and her hand halts, curling into the material of his shirt
  • they’re both quiet for a long time, then gansey reaches up to wipe his eyes and tells her how noah has sacrificed himself to save him
  • blue listens wordlessly, gently rubbing his back, resting her head on his shoulder, a silent comfort 
  • there’s no right thing to say, no right words to ease gansey’s pain, but she tells him she loves him, tells him noah loved him too and he gave his life for gansey because he was his friend, she tells him he’s not alone and they’re not going to let noah’s sacrifice be in vain
  • right then and there gansey decides that he will honor noah by living a good happy life with few regrets
  • (and this is what gives him confidence to start doing things for himself rather than others, this is why he decides not to go to college, his parents be damned, this is why he starts acting more and more like himself and less like the facade)
  • another time, (and this would actually happen before the previous one because here they don’t know yet that they can kiss but whatever, it came to me like this) blue is really distant and quiet as they snuggle in gansey’s bed, and at first gansey tries to cheer her up by telling her silly animal facts and sharing stories of his time traveling europe, and though she smiles, he can see her heart is not really in it so he finally caves and asks her what’s wrong
  • she looks him in the eye but she doesn’t really see him, quiet for several seconds, before she announces, matter of factly, “i killed you”
  • gansey blinks, speechless, for several seconds
  • he sighs, adjusts their position a bit so he can look at her better, and he finally manages to say, “you know it wasn’t like that”
  • but blue shakes her head and looks away, stubbornly staring at nothing until gansey gently turns her face back to him with a quiet whisper of her name and tells her she can’t think like that
  • blue swallows and tells him that maura told her they can kiss now and gansey is now very confused because “that’s wonderful, jane!”
  • when she shakes her head again, clearly upset, gansey frowns, and quietly asks “do you… not… want to?”
  • and she’s just, “i don’t deserve to. after killing you the last time… i don’t deserve any of this”
  • that’s when gansey realizes just how guilty she secretly feels and he beats himself up for not noticing it earlier
  • he hugs her tightly, tucking her against his chest, and whispering to her that it’s not her fault and he doesn’t blame her and he loves her no matter what 
  • “you saved me, blue,” he tells her, stroking her hair, voice gentle, “i heard your voice, telling me to wake up, pulling me back. you didn’t kill me, you brought me back.”
  • blue sniffs and holds onto him tighter, almost desperately
  • when she pulls away after a while, wiping at her eyes, she says, “if you hadn’t come back, i don’t think i could have ever forgiven myself”
  • “but i did,” he answers and kisses her forehead, now with the knowledge that he’s allowed to “so you must forgive yourself”
  • blue’s eyes flutter closed when gansey’s lips touch her forehead and almost instantly, she longs to feel them against her own mouth as well, because god, she does want to kiss him again, she really does
  • (spoiler alert: they do kiss)
  • (it makes blue feel a lot better too)
  • they probably also talk about glendower being dead some time, and gansey dealing with his second death, and perhaps even the fact that they’re each other’s true love, but i’m not going to elaborate on those now because holy shit this is long

superluckystar  asked:

Hello new blog! Could i have some stand hc with jotaro,kakyoin,pol. Like how there stands interacts with their s/o. If it makes sense, thank you!

Sure! Love me some stand headcanons.

Jotaro/Star Platinum:
-Star is VERY into physical contact with Jotaro’s s/o. He will hold them  all the time, sit them on his lap, carry them on his back. He is just a big pup.

-BONE CRUSHING HUGS. Star will just consume Jotaro’s s/o in suffocating hugs.Jotaro will have to be monitoring Star very closely, since he is afraid Star gets a little too carried away and that he could actually hurt them. (If he does, Star just sulks and will feel really guilty.Poor blue punch ghost.)

-He would make Jotaro feel so embarrassed sometimes. Every gesture or emotion that Jotaro didn’t show to his s/o would channel right through Star Platinum.Star will just stare at Jotaro’s s/o with a lovestruck expression and kiss them out of the blue.  

-He is very curious, and it’s no different with Jotaro’s s/o. He will just touch them everywhere, watching s/o’s reactions as he finds a place where s/o likes to be caressed, or where it tickles. And sometimes without even intending to, Star may touch places that will get things pretty heated up….

Kakyoin/Hierophant Green:
-Hierophant Green is so gentle with Kakyoin’s s/o, whenever he touched them it would be a feather-like touch. He likes running his hands (or tendrils) on s/o’s hair and it just feels so nice. He may even try to braid their hair and fail.

-He would like to give s/o little emeralds as gifts now and then. He will hold their hand on his own and place a beautiful little piece of the gemstone in their hand. Sometimes s/o will be making their bed, or putting their hands in their pockets or doing actually anything and oh what is that.It’s a cute little emerald.

- Even though he is a gentleman,Hierophant will like to tease and scare s/o a little bit. Sliding a tendril over their shoulder or neck and making them shudder or squeak would really amuse Hierophant and Kakyoin.

- He is an overall really calm Stand. He will love to simply chill with Kakyoin and his s/o,he is just happy to be there.

Polnareff/Silver Chariot:
-Silver Chariot is kind of wary when he is with Polnareff’s s/o. He really loves them a lot and want to be physically close with them, but he knows his body structure is not exactly the softest. Though with a little reassurance from s/o, he will start to get a little more comfortable around them and may even cuddle or hug them, even if it is a little uncomfortable.

-Unlike his user, Chariot is shy. Little things as touching s/o’s hand will make him get embarrassed.If s/o gives Chariot a little peck the stand may just lose it and he just vanishes.It would be a little bit hard for Polnareff to invoke his stand back.

-He likes to watch Polnareff’s s/o do things. Any thing. S/o is cooking? Chariot is there watching. S/o is reading a book? Chariot wants to read it too. There was one time where Polnareff had to stop Chariot from going into the bathroom with them.

-One thing he has in common with his user is that even while being shy,Chariot loves to show off in front of s/o. Every time he demostrates his amazing swordsman skills and they praise him he gets so proud!

(I hope you like them!  -Lettuce)

are you alright? (c.h)

inspired by this video bc calum just looked so sad and tired and i just wanted to give him a big ol’ hug, my poor precious :((

(this is all gonna be lowercased because im too lazy and tired to do all those shifts and shit lololol)


as calum sat there between ashton and michael, he wondered how long this interview was going to take. he couldn’t do his day like this. the interview overall was going good until the interviewer took it a bit far. even though it wasn’t mentioned in the video as the boys watched it back, calum still remembered it, as it constantly replayed in his head.

“so calum, word has it that y/n won’t be joining you on the slfl tour. or even to any shows at that,” and there it was. calum’s mouth opened slightly and he shifted uncomfortably in his seat, his eyes starting to tear and his breathing start to hitch.

“y/n,” michael says bursting in, sitting up, allowing calum to cower back into the seat, “is a very successful person and even though we all wanted her to come, she can be really busy at time. we would really like her to come, but she has her jobs, like we do ours.” michael smiles and he leans back, wrapping his arm behind calum and patting his back, looking at him worryingly. calum smiles and nods his head, staring at the ground. the interviewer smiles and she moves onto the next question.

but, throughout the whole interview, calum couldn’t bother to answer any of the questions, let alone comment on any of the others. he was just too focused on her. too focused on them. he looks at his boot covered foot, resting on his right leg and he starts to zone out, slowly blocking out the boys sounds and slowly started to hear hers.

“calum, i told you i can’t come,” y/n says, sitting in her outfit, ready to leave. ready to leave him.

“but,” he paces about the room, tears in his eyes, his hands roaming through his nappy hair, “i can’t focus without you there.”

“you can barely focus with me there. plus, when i’m there, you normally block me out to be with the boys,” she says, tears falling down her face as she looks down at her glove covered hands.

“thats, thats not true, y/n.” calum rushes to her side, grabbing her knees, the cold touch that lingered through her leggings as she lifts her face up at him. “i can’t be without you. i can’t..” he starts to tear and he bites his lip, hoping to hold back the sob that was building in his throat. y/n takes a hand to his face, wiping the tear that slowly falls down the side of his cheek and grabs his t shirt, colliding into his body, burying her face into the crook of his neck, his face into her shoulder. calum wraps his arms around her, like a child clutching onto its stuffed animal for protection. calum tightens his grip, hoping to stay like this forever. y/n sniffles into his shoulder, inhaling the minty and musky aroma, and she slowly pushes him off, knowing she had to go. she had to leave.

“you’ll do amazing,” she says, smiling, starting to get up. calum’s face turns even more worried, his chest rising up and down, his mind filled with “no’s”.

“please don’t leave me,” he says, the tears now falling down his face. his hands start to shake and his legs started to feel weak as he watched her carry her duffel bag in hand.  

“i would never,” she says. she gets on her toes and places a warm kiss upon calum’s tear stained cheek, secretly using her thumb to scratch at her index finger, a habit she picked up, to hide her pain and to keep her from sobbing. she then starts to walk down the cold hallway and out of the door, leaving calum in her apartment, the apartment she was going to leave behind for 7 months. he looks around and something in him just sparked, throwing picture frames against the wall, along with empty, dirty glass cups. tossing pillows and flipping over the couch, punching the walls multiple times, ignoring the physical pain. he just hoped to get rid of the emotional pain.


“are you alright?” he saw ashton mouth in his peripheral vision. he didn’t answer. he just didn’t want to talk to anybody, really. he also saw ashton give up, sucking at his cheek, knowing that calum really didn’t want to talk. but it was just too obvious. he knew he zoned out for a whole minute, and the thing that took him out of that trance was michael poking him in the back, smiling at him. he let out a sigh and uncrossed his arms, watching the interviewer start to put up her notebook, knowing this was going to be the end.

“well thank you for having this small interview with us, and asia looks forward to see you on your world tour,” she says, standing up to shake the boys’ hands as they walked back to their dressing room, ready to leave for the next interview/show they had to be at.

“hey cal,” ashton said, running up to calum, who was far ahead of the others, ready to leave.

“yeah what’s up?”

“what’s up? you were as dead as roadkill, mate. what’s wrong?” ashton says, opening the door to their room, watching as calum goes over to his stuff and starts to pack up, ignoring the question.

“hey, i know it’s hard,” ashton says, placing his hand on his shoulder. that was it. calum sniffled and shook his head, tears starting to form.

“fuck man, i just…” he said, his voice cracking, trying not to cry in front of his best mates. he turns around and punches the wall behind him, groaning at the pain, luke coming up behind to calm him down.

“hey man, it’s going to be alright,” luke says, patting calum on the back. calum shook his head and laughed at luke’s cliche attempt to make him feel better.

“it’s never going to be alright.” he said, sighing, continuing to pack up his bag.

“she wanted to come,” michael said, the others going to pack up as well.

“THEN WHY DID SHE LEAVE?” calum yells, not even bothering to hold it in. he grabbed the attention of all the boys and bryana, who stood quietly beside ashton. calum didn’t even notice she was in there. “IF SHE WANTED TO COME, SHE COULD’VE CAME. she…” his slams his hands onto his suitcase and turns around, his legs resting on the table, his hands roaming over his face and through his hair.

“calum,” he heard bryana’s small voice say. he looked up to see her worried, her hand on his shoulder, “you know she wanted to come. she begged to come. but, that school in england is strict. you know that. she couldn’t leave.” bryana was right, but calum wanted her to be wrong. he knew he let his selfishness come through, but he didn’t care. he didn’t want anything more than to sit down with her, her hair constantly falling onto her face, her “sweet pea” fragrance from bath and body works filling his nose as they cuddled together on the plane.

he turned away from bryana and closed his suitcase, zipping it shut. “are we going yet?” he said, all of the others worriedly looking at him. ashton nods his head and they all continue to pack, ready to leave.  


here comes another addition to this series in which my grammar is atrocious, enjoy everyone and tell me what you think!! :) xx

• our boy jisoo proposed to you in the most romantic way possible you died a little inside
• he had taken you out on a date for a walk beneath the stars because your boyfriend is a cheesy little shit and the whole night he’s extremely nervous && when u hold his hand it’s all clammy and sweaty and ur lowkey like ew what’s up w u
• little did u know that he was super nervous about the fact that he was gonna propose to you!!????????1?1?1?
• so anyways, the two of you were walking underneath the stars being gross and cheesy (but u love it) when jisoo ‘noticed’ a little theatre thing that had a stage in it and all and was completely packed with people
• at first you were like “noo babe i dont wanna, let’s just be together by ourselves” bc you knew that he would easily get recognised in that room and you wanted to spend some quality loveydovey time with him *barf*
• but after some persuasion (and it was so easy to persuade you bc how could you say no to those pleading cat eyes) he managed to drag you into the theatre
• and for some reason, he was dragging you with some urgency, as if he wanted and needed you to be in that building?? hmmmmmm strange??? 
• and for some other reason, you saw familiar heads of hair that strangely looked like the hair of the seventeen members??? 
• joshua seemed to have recognised them too because he steered you the other direction n was like oMG IS THAT EXO???!?!?!?
• this night was just getting weirder and weirder hm
• turns out, the theatre had had an open mic event in which anyone in the audience could come up on stage and sing whatever they want
• the idea was intriguing to you, but you wondered why jisoo wanted to you come here so badly since he wasn’t all that confident in singing by himself in front of large crowds of ppl
• however, after a few performances from other people, you looked to the side and realised your boyfriend was gone?? and !! where did he go?
• then a massive scream was heard and you looked on stage and you along with the rest of the audience noticed that THE joshua hong was standing on that stage, guitar in hand, preparing to siNG A FREAKING SONG EFHSKJFGSKFEUFH
•he began to play and sing with that honey sweet voice of his to the song of sunday morning and you swooned so hard bC THAT WAS THE SONG HED SING TO WAKE YOU UP EVERY SUNDAY 
•  but then all of a sudden, he stopped singing and everyone was like o no what’s wrong?? especially you, you were worried af
• “y/n? get up here”
• you freaking froze because o no u were not gonna go up there and embarrass yourself in front of everybody
• once on stage the two of you began a duet, hm strangely to the song of marry me by jason derulo ;))))
• it was going fantastic and the whole crowd was digging it sm 
• until he stopped playing guitar, causing you to stop singing but he continued to sing ILL SAY WILL YOU MARRY MEEEEE as he goes down on one knee
• woo that was long
• moving on
• when preparing for the wedding he really lived up to his name as gentleman joshua as he refused, freaking reFUSED to make any decisions - big or small - without you
• “here y/n try this” *stuffs face w food*
• “here y/n how’s these chairs?” *makes u sit on every single chair*
• “hey y/n what’re your thoughts on inviting the members-”
• despite that he’s SO into his wedding planning like he wanted everything to have been discussed and thought out and everything to be PERFECTION for his special day
• despite the major and detailed planning, the wedding went wrong on so many levels.
• the weather was windy as heCK
• joshua lost his peice of paper that held his vows
• you threw up before the wedding because u were so nervous
• but in the end, the weather worked out, joshua remembered his vows and you felt muCH better once you became his for life :-))
• it was crack up aS when the sermon was like “i now pronounce you mr & mrs hong”
• and all you could hear was
• “hong”
• “honG”
• “HONG”
• it was the best day ever bc u finally got to call urself the wife of the dangerous church oppa so all the other girls can bACK THE FUK UP
• jkjk (not jk)
• jisoo would ideally want two kids, boy and girl
• twins 
• identical ones too
• just because he wants a “perfect” family, but he’d be absolutely happy with whatever he gets
• when he found out you were pregnant he just stands there with his mouth wide open along with his eyes and he’s just so quiet then all of a sudden he starts to cry and pulls you into the tightest hug ever
• he’s just in a state of disbelief for the next 9 months even when you got sO fat he’s just like omg my freaking baby is in theRE
• in preparation for your baby, his emotions were extremely bipolar
• one minute he’s all like I GOT DIS BRING ON THE BEBEH
• the next he’s on the floor rocking himself saying KEEP IT INSIDE BABE IM NOT READY YET IM GONNA BE THE WORST FATHER THERE EVER WAS
• and you kinda just have to adapt yourself to his moods but lowkey youre like aren’t i supposed to be the one with all the mood swings??? lmao
• speaking of your mood swings and food cravings, he was yet again, the absolute gentleman whilst you were experiencing those (u kno despite his very own emotional swings)
• “hamburger pls?”
• “pickles?”
• “here y/n, have some chicken”
• “why?”
• “bc chicken will heal our hearts from all the hard-”
• nine months flew by in a blink of an eye and before you know it your water is broken and the pain is arriving
• joshua being joshua was ready 7 months in advance for the birth of your baby bc hey you can never be too early
• so when the time came for you to give birth he came strolling into where u were so casually , stuff in hand and was like “o ur giving birth! cool lets go!”
• whilst you were giving birth he was yet again so calm and soothing and he held your hand the entire time and ugh just bless your husband’s heart
• but his hand was practically ded bc u squeezed so hardlmaoo
• “you’re doing so good my love, just a bit longer. i love you so much.”
• after you had given birth he just cried so hard bc he was so proud of u and so freaking happy
• and that’s him in every milestone in your childs life tbh lmao
• first steps; cry
• first words; cry
• first birthday; cry
• speaking of birthdays, lets talk about how he goes about during the birthdays of your child
• every year, he’d write a song for your child’s birthday along with a massive party 
• which sounds super fun… until the embarrasing stories and the dad jokes begin to arise
• “dad, im so happy!!”
• “hi so happy, im dad”
• “… get out”
• na for reals everyone loves him
• when your child’s first relationship AND break up comes along, the gentleman everyone has grown to know and love is non-exsistent and is instead replaced by joshua hong the savage
• “o sorry! i didn’t mean to slash holes in ur tires and break ur car windows! it was just an accident”
im kidding 
• has a habit of treating your child as a baby even when they’re like 40
• one time your meme of a husband was listening to your child sing
• “excuse me(excuse me) but i might drink a little more than i should, tonight”
• “DRINK WATER… not-.. not alcohol..”
• “….”
• “sorry, its a habit”
• during your anniversaries, joshua would drop his kid off with the rest of the members and literally threatens them in such a scary way that if they hurt your child or something happens he will come for them and they better run
• then hes like back to his bright and happy self like kaY BYE GUYS HAVE FUN
• he then takes you on a magnificent date in which he serenades you with his guitar and awww
• “y/n, my love, roses are red, violets are blue… gosh i just really wanna kiss you” 
•  :DDDD


okay,this is the Ziam version of, THAT IS NOT PLATONIC…

as I said last time, “fetus first” (sorry not much x factor but we all know how different Larry and Ziam are…)

I honestly don’t even think Zayn is awake,and maybe I’m a bad friend,but if Jamie fell asleep on me and was crushing my boobs with her head, I would make her get up…. (sorry babe)

yes Zayn, just leave Harry your other friend out of the hug before realizing that you cant do that…  And Liam, Nuzzling into Zayn’s neck, totes platonic…

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Hey guys!! How are you today? I hope you’re all doing well, because you deserve it! 

Yes, it’s true: I’m making yet another follow forever! I still haven’t reached my goal, but I was getting so impatient that I really had to do this today! And, of course, I don’t need to hit a particular amount of followers to make one of these. Everyday is “follow forever” day when it comes to expressing how I feel about you guys, heh~. Please forgive my sappiness, but most of you have been following me long enough to know how I am. 💗

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Bold: favorite blogs;
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Birthdays & Secret Boyfriends

Pairing: Peter Parker x Stark!Reader

Prompt: In which Tony’s daughter is as
devious as he was during his teenage years and is secretly dating her best friend Peter.

Word Count: 1331

A/N: I was inspired to write this after watch Will Smith (while he was on The Tonight Show with Jimmy Fallon) tell a story about his son Jaden tricking him so that he could drink on his 18th birthday.

You and Peter Parker your boyfriend were cuddled up leg intertwined while sitting on the couch in the infamous Stark household. After meeting the spiderboy during incidents of Civil War, you and Peter instantaneously caught feeling for each other. The two of you had been dating for 8 months now and things were great. Except for one small detail…whats was it again?….on yeah, your dad had no idea about the two of you. Of course you loved your dad, and despite the what the press might sat Tony Stark was the best father anyone could ask for. Your biological mother dropped you off at Tony’s house with a note and left never seeing you again. Yes, at sometimes it did suck growing up without a mom, but your dad gave you the love of much more than two parents ever could. You were the light of his life, his little angel. Plus pepper helped out quite about with the girl stuff like when you got your first period. Your dad and you had a great relationship and normally had no secrets. But your dad was extremely overprotective when it came to boys and with Peter still being in “probation” (as your dad called it) before he could officially become an avenger it was just better that the two of you remained a secret. It wasn’t that bad though, you still got to hang out with your amazing boyfriend over all the time because you dad thought you guys were “best friends” due to you getting along so well and being close in age. Of course that meant that you guys can it be all cute and coupley around him. So when your dad was there when Peter was over your time consisted of a lot of secret glances, holding hands under the table, calling your boyfriend “petey” instead of “babe” or “honey”, and lots of making out behind closed doors. You had to admit as you were indeed very much a Stark you enjoyed the thrill of a secret relationship.

Yours and Peters cuddle session was abruptly interrupted by the sound of your Dad entering. You quickly untangled your guys’ legs and scooted a couple inches away from Petey.

“Oh Parker, I didn’t know you’d be here. While luckily I brought enough Chinese takeout too feed all of us” Tony greeted as he walked to place the food on the table and stopped to give you a quick hello kiss on the top of your head.

“Wow, thank you Mr.Stark I would love to stay for dinner,” your adorable awkward boyfriend responded.

As the two of you made your way to the table your dad was setting your dad groaned, “I’ve told you a million times kid call me Tony,”

“Oh yes! Of course…sorry Mr. Stark…errm I mean Tony… It won’t happen again,” Peter stuttered with his cheeks turning pink.

While the three of you guys ate dinner together your dad asked you , “So sweetie your 18th Birthday is coming up should I start planning a classic Stark party for my best girl,”.

Smirked to your self you thought about how you were going to answer you dad without rising any suspicion. You had thought about the year you had, witnessing the avengers spilt apart took a tough toll on your heart. Steve, Natasha, Clint, Rhodey, Wanda, Sam, Vision were like family to so watching them fight tore your heart in two. Even Bucky and Scott, though you had just met them, seemed like great guys and you didn’t want anyone to get hurt. Even now that things had simmered down there was still some tension so you just wanted to escape and have a fun weekend to release your stress.

Innocently, you like at your dad and said, “Well dad I was think you have the big meeting in London on my birthday so why don’t we just celebrate there,” she paused, “and if you Petey doesn’t mind I was hoping my bestie could join us,”. Giving your dad puppy dog eyes he smiled and nodded agreeing to your birthday plans.

A week later when your birthday was nearing you, Tony, and Peter left to London on the private airplane. The three of you settled into the gigantic suite at a five star hotel. Your dad left to go to his meeting and you all made plans to meet up for dinner at a fancy restaurant. As soon as you dad left the hotel, you turn to your boyfriend with a devilish smirk.

“I know that look y/n, what are you planning,” a nervous Peter asked almost afraid of what crazy thing you had planned for the two of you.

“You know Peter, baby, I’ve been quite tense lately and I would just love a bit of unwinding,” you spoke take steps closer and closer to him.

“Just spit it out, y/n,” Peter demanded anxiously.

“I was just thinking that maybe we could go clubbing for a little bit before meeting at the restaurant with Dad,” your arms circled around Peter’s waist pulling his body against yours as a way to trap him from trying to escape your plans.

Think quick on his feet Peter retaliated, “We are underage,”

“Actually Mr.Smartypants, the legal drink age here is 18,” but even after telling him that your boyfriend still look apprehensive, “Plus you know babe I bought the cutest little sleeveless black dress the other day that you would love to see me in and maybe if you’re lucky enough you can see it off of me,” your words seduced Peter as you hand ran down his torso. Your boyfriend gulped and was persuaded to follow your devious plan .

“Omg you dad is going to kill me….It’s official I’m not going to be an avenger…and Mr.Stark is going to hate me for bringing his daughter to a club,” Peter’s thoughts began worried rushed words as you guys enter the club.

Grabbing his hand you push your way through the many sweated bodies and made your way to the bar. “Baby you just need to loosen up” you reassured Peter, “We will take two Gin and tonics” you shouted your order to the bartender.

Two hours and 6 drinks later you were completely wasted. Thankfully Peter was sober and was currently occupied trying to haul you into a cab. Early peter took your phone and texted you dad saying that you were feeling sick and that dinner should probably be postponed. Now he just needed to get you home before Tony and in you bed washed and asleep so that your father couldn’t question anything.

Opening the door to the suite Peter quickly tried to shut the door behind them.

“Peter your soooo hot, how are you my boyfriend?” You giggled. Sliding your hands up Peters shirt you whined, “Petey make out with me, you so hot take your shirt off,”. Peter attempted to get your hands off him and begged you to be quite.

Your dad walked through the door.

“Daddy! Im so glad you are home,” you slurred and hugged your dad.

“Parker, you have have 10 second to explain to me why my little angel is drunk before I leave you spider but all alone here in London,” Tony said glaring at your boyfriend.

Your emotions getting the better of you, there was quick movement where you threw you arms tightly around your boyfriends neck.

“Nooo daddy don’t kill him! The legal drinking age is 18 here I tricked you, but please don’t kill my boyfriend I love him and he is so cute I want to keep him daddy please,” you begged on the verge of tears.

You dad looked astonished and threw a questioning glance at Peter.

“Umm surprise?” Peter nervously chuckled while you kept of pressing sloppy kisses all over your pretty boyfriends face.

And boy was your 18th birthday definitely a surprise for your dad and you when you woke up the next day.

So You Think You Can Dance? (JB/Mark/Jackson)

Request: I was wondering if you could do a scenario with Mark, Jackson, and JB where you have a performance (You can make it whatever you want) and they come all the way to the States to come see it - petitefangirl

Length: 1,183 words

This scenario was waaaay overdue! I’m sorry it took so long! Hope you like it :)

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He Never Cared 2 ( Sehun x You x Kai )

Weeks have passed by. Soon, months. You couldnt have asked for a different group of best friends. After school, you would meet up at the canteen and have lunch together. During recess as well. It has been quite awkward in class for the first few weeks after the conversation you had with Sehun. Naeun had stopped talking to you as she was occupied with Sehun the whole time. You didn’t mind though, class was class, not talking period.

What hurt you inside was them laughing and hugging when they meet and when they separate ways. Being stubborn, you kept it in and told yourself to forget about it. “(Y/N)! Just the girl I was looking for!” Kai approached you with a big smile on his face. You raised an eyebrow and walked towards him. “What is it?”

Baek is having a party this weekend, it’s at some venue near his place. I was wondering if you wanted to go with me? Like a date kind of thing?“ He ended off awkwardly, his hand at the back of his neck. He started having second thoughts if he should have left the last part out.

A date. You would love to have a date with Sehun.

He’s probably going with Naeun if he’s invited. Sehun and Baekhyun were still pretty close so of course he would be invited. "Sure!” you agreed, “what’s the occasion though?” You said as you both started walking to the canteen. “The end of exams for the semester.” He chuckled. “Way to go Baekhyun."You laughed along.

Kai was with you ever since you and Sehun fought. He knew what you were going through and he made sure he was there through every emotional phase you went through. You were truly grateful to have Kai. "I’ll make sure I dress nice!”

“You’ll look nice even in pajamas. He told you sincerely. You felt a strange feeling, it was familiar though. That feeling when you had lunch with Sehun before. Sehun was always complimenting Naeun, though.

You smiled and nudged him playfully. "Such a flirt.” He laughed, stuffing his hands in his pockets. “(Y/n)!” A female voice called after you. You haven’t heard that voice calling you for quite some time. “Naeun ah!”

“It’s been awhile since we’ve talked think I think it’s my fault.” She gave an embarrassed smile. “No it’s my fault too, why did you call me though?” You asked your used-to-be best friend. L;Uh well I was wondering if you were invited to Baekhyun-ssi’s party this weekend?“

"Yea I am. Why?”

“Do you want to hang out—”

LNaeun ah! You told me to meet you outside the female toilet!“ You froze upon hearing that voice. That voice that made your heart thump faster. That voice that made you feel uneasy. Kai subconsciously placed his hand on your left shoulder. A form of protectiveness on his part. ”(Y/N)…“ You hear Sehun mutter your name. You ignored him and faced Naeun. She eyes Kai’s hand on your shoulder and beamed. "Anyway, I was about to ask if we could hang out but now that I think about it, we can have a double date!!”

“Double date?!” You asked, baffled from what she had just said. “You and Kai-ssi and us!” She nodded her head. You cleared your throat awkwardly, “Sorry as much I would love to catch up with you it’s a bit awkward.” You hoped that she quickly got the message. Of course you weren’t surprised when she understood it, she was your best friend for years, you knew her very well.

“(Y/N)-ah, Baek and Chen’s waiting for us.” Kai leaned down to your height to inform you. “Well i’ll see you in class tomorrow.” You smiled at Naeun and left, of course taking a quick glance at Sehun. You weren’t sure what you saw on his face. Irritation? Anger? Hurt? Maybe a mix of all of them.

After having lunch with your three best friends, you all separated to head home. You felt a tap on your shoulder and realised it was Sehun. “Oh hi.”

“Can we talk? In a calm manner this time maybe?” He offered, you sighed and gave in. “Okay sure.” You two walked to the school garden, where very few students went. LListen, I admit I was really rude towards your feelings and I’m really sorry for that. I just didn’t know you liked me and I kept talking about Naeun to you while you had to deal with all of that silently. I realised that after all the moments we spent together, I just feel more comfortable with you. You know?“

"Sehun,” You started off with a soft voice, you cleared your throat and tried to speak more confidently. “You’re making a big mistake. Trust me, I’ve seen the way you look at Naeun. You don’t have to give me a chance just because I like you.”


“Sehun I mean it.”

“But I think I like you (y/n)! Why is it when you hear me say that you reject me?"He practically begged for an explanation, careful for his voice not to raise. "Sehun you have Naeun.” you began to walk back slowly, getting ready to say your goodbyes.

Even though a huge part of you wanted to go alone and give it a shot with Sehun, you knew it wouldn’t last long. Even though you and Naeun weren’t best friends anymore, you couldn’t just hurt her like that. “I’m sorry for telling you how I felt that night, I realised it would’ve been much easier for you than it is now. I’ve confused you.” Your voice broke slightly.

“(Y/n), please? At least can we remain friends?”

You shook your head, eyes glued to the floor, losing all the confidence you initially started off with. “I can’t I’m really sorry..” You turned and headed to the school gates. You sat at the bus stop, looking at your shoes, feeling defeated and miserable.

“Hey there.”

You looked up to see Kai walking towards you. He sat beside you and wrapped his arms around your waist, pulling you closer to him and you allowed it. “I overheard you two talking.” He admitted, actually, he had followed you but he didn’t need to include that part. A lone tear dropped and you pressed your lips into a thin line, doing your best to stop yourself from crying.

The bus came and without saying a word, you both boarded the same bus. “I’m bringing you home.” He smiled at you like a child.

Once you reached home, you turned to thank him for accompanying home. Kai opened his mouth to say something but stopped himself, just as you opened your front door, he spoke. “I like you, (y/n). You don’t have to say or do anything but I just wanted you to know that there is someone there for you and I’m here. If anything, you can call me, even at 2am. I'lll pick up. I just don’t like seeing you hurt anymore, you definitely do not deserve that.”

Seeing that you had no idea how to respond, he flashed you a smile and patted your shoulder, “Well, ’ll see you tomorrow.”

Picking up the courage to look at Kai, you realised. You’ve been feeling this strange feeling time to time with Kai. When no one was there for you, Kai was there. When you were all sad and heart broken, Kai was there. He has always been there for you. Youve been focusing so much on Sehun that you’ve been ignoring the guy right beside.

All along, you were always happy when you were with Kai. When you see Sehun now, you just feel distressed and uncomfortable. It was Kai. It has always been Kai since you&rsquo;ve become friends.

Extending out your hand to hold his, you pulled yourself close to him and gave him a warm and sincere hug. “Thank you.” You whispered, not trusting your voice after experiencing a roller coaster full of emotions. Kai hugged you back willingly.

You knew you could now move on.


At the party, almost everyone from Baekhyun’s class was there. Just a few from yours. It wasn’t a big party — that was a surprise. It was just a big group of school mates talking and jamming to music.

“(Y/n)! You look so amazing in that dress!” Naeun approached you, pulling you into h hug which you returned. “You look pretty as always!” You sincerely complimented her.

“Where’s Kai?”

“Oh he’s with Chen. I just came to get another drink.”

Naeun nodded her head, “So are you two officially together now? I mean it’s about time, you two are really cute together.” You felt your cheeks heat up and you shook her head, “We aren’t technically together.”

“Well I hope he asks you soon!”

“Where’s Sehun?” You ask this time. “Oh he’s over there,” she pointed over to the couch, “Talking with Lay, you know, he’s a really good dancer?”

You smiled sentimentally at her, “I miss talking with you. I’m sorry I drifted away from you. I think it’s time to be honest with you.”

You wanted to start all over and start afresh. Firstly, you needed to forgive and forget, and he be honest. “What is it?”

“The reason why I didn’t really talk with you was because I liked Sehun before, thinking about it now it’s quite foolish to let a guy ruin our friendship. I’m really sorry.”

Naeun laughed and shook her head, “I also stopped hanging out with you because I kept spending too much time with Sehun. You could’ve told me you liked Sehun! If you did maybe you two would be together now.”

“I think that’s alright. I’m happy with Kai.” You honestly said, a smile naturally appearing on your face. “Im glad you found someone for you.” You two hugged and planned a catch up sleepover together.

Now that was done, the last person would be Sehun. “Hey” You greeted the boy, who returned it with the same level of enthusiasm. “You’re right about what you said the other day, I’m sorry if I hurt you even more.”

“It’s alright.” you shook your head, “the past is the past. I was hoping that we could forget about all that has happened and if your offer is still open I would love to accept it?” You asked sheepishly. Sehun chuckled and nodded his head, patting your back. “Of course we can still be friends!”

“That’s good to know.”

“Anyway, I see Kai over there waiting for you. I should probably patch things up with him too.” Sehun spoke and you both walked over to Kai. He pulled you gently towards his body, hugging you protectively around your waist.

“Kai I hope that we could continue being close friends? I’m sorry I caused (y/n) and you so much trouble and drama.”

Kai shook his head and smiled, “Of course! Brothers forever remember?” They both laughed and Sehun left to hang out with Naeun.

“You know,” Kai started, “ I haven’t really asked you formally yet.”

“Asked me formally?” You teased. He laughed and pressed his forehead against yours, “(y/b), will you be my girlfriend?”

“I’d love you.” You grinned and kissed his lightly on the lips, before resting your head against his chest. “Honestly, I’m happy all these drama happened. If not, I wouldn’t be with you right now.”

“Honestly Kai, you’re so cheesy.l

"Honestly (y/n), I learnt it from you”


“Honestly. You’re the most cheesiest person ever.” He teased.

“Maybe honestly will be our always.”

Kai laughed, “And that just proves my point.”


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Dinner? (Part IV)

Pairing: Sebastian Stan x Reader

Warnings: Language. Fluff. Mild Angst.

Word Count: 2369

Author’s Note: It’s a short ass chapter!! Forgive me please!! Based on a conversation with @pleasecallmecaptain​. FINALLY. PART 4 IS UP. I’M SORRY IM GARBAGE. PLEASE FORGIVE AND FORGET. This is NOT the end! PART 5 IS COMING. I SWEAR. Thank you to everyone who has liked and reblogged this fic, and helped this blog grow tremendously within the past month!!!! ALSO. DISCLAIMER BECAUSE I’VE NEVER BEEN TO A CON BEFORE SO IDK HOW ACCURATE ANY OF THIS IS.

Part I | Part II | Part III | Part IV | Part V |  Part VI/Epilogue

By the time you had finished getting ready, your underwear was dry. You slipped it on, opting to stay in Sebastian’s shirt. After finishing the leftover pizza, you, Sebastian and Hayley left for the convention centre.

When you arrived, there seemed to be some sort of commotion so you were all escorted into the centre through the back entrance. There was still some time left before the panel started so while Sebastian and Hayley left to join the cast, you wandered around backstage aimlessly, checking your Tumblr.

You were just mindlessly scrolling through your dashboard when suddenly something caught your eye.

Is that? Ohmygod. What? Is that? No way. How?

There, on your dash, was a picture of you and Seb leaving the centre together last night. You stared at it. You felt hot tears prickling the corners of your eyes. How would he react? What if he refutes it? Or what if he’s not ready to talk about the pair of you? What if, what if, what if?

You didn’t want someone to catch him off guard at the panel. He didn’t deserve that. You set of in search of him, nervously wringing your hands. You had no idea where he was but you had to try. You walked around backstage, frantically searching for Sebastian.

As you ran about the convention centre, you failed to notice the stares that people were giving you. Especially from those that were extreme fangirls of Sebastian’s. However, in your hurried state, you simply breezed past them, head swiveling left and right, eyes focused and snapping about. Every time you thought you saw someone who even remotely looked like Sebastian, your neck snapped around, eyes narrowing in before disappointment and frustration settled in as you realized you were mistaken.

You searched and searched but it was no use. You wouldn’t be able to warn Sebastian that someone had seen you two leave together. You didn’t know the extent of the reactions of Sebastian’s fans over the picture but if you had to guess, they would either be really supportive or hate your guts.

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How to Know When to End Your Relationship

Hi girls!(:

So as some of you may now, I broke up with Marcos. Looking back on our relationship, I have learned a couple new things that I think will be useful to those of you who are wondering if your current relationship is worth keeping or not.  My relationship with him was very stressful to me, but our bond of endless inside jokes was what made us click. Marcos did not cheat on me. I did not cheat on him. We broke up for the first time a week after our anniversary, and got back together the next day. Then we broke up again mid November. The first time, I was completely crushed and heartbroken. This time, I feel liberated and free to love myself. In the end, I saw him for what he truly was:

 Fucking Disrespectful.

Here are my signs of when you should get out of a relationship.

1) You find yourself constantly planning to make him jealous by hanging out with your guy friends. If you hang out with your guy friends because they’re your real friends but it makes your boyfriend a little jealous, that’s fine. If you think to yourself “I really need my boyfriend to pay more attention to me, so I need to hang out with a guy friend”, then that’s not fine. Doing extra things like that means you’re already losing.

2) You find yourself obsessing over his social media. Who did he just follow on Instagram? Why is there a star next to his name on Snapchat-you tf rewatched his snaps? Who’s pictures did he just like on Facebook? These are signs of insecurity and distrust in the relationship.

3) He doesn’t make you a priority, ever. Yes shit happens, and yes we all need our “me” time, but if he keeps canceling on you or hasn’t paid you back that $50 he still owes you from 8 months ago even though he keeps saying he will (but he apparently has money to go out with his friends), then you’re not a priority at all. You’re just available.

4) He never compliments you, but its easy for him to compliment other people. I understand that some people have trouble communicating, or they feel weird giving compliments, but if he can say things like “Rashida Jones is pretty”, he should be able to call you pretty too.

5) You find yourself begging/fishing for compliments. You shouldn’t have to send him a Snapchat selfie for him to compliment you. You shouldn’t have to ask him “Don’t you like my dress?”. You just want him to acknowledge you, and you shouldn’t have to beg for that from your significant other.

6) His manners towards you fly out the door. I’m not talking about things like burping. I’m talking about when he stops holding doors for you, when he stops saying “please”, “thank you”,  “excuse me”, and “sorry”.

7) He doesn’t react when people disrespect you, even when its front of his face. Of course you don’t expect him to beat everyone up, but a simple “hey, don’t talk about my girlfriend like that” would be nice. Even him just agreeing and saying “that was wrong, they shouldn’t have done that to you” would be fucking fantastic!

8) He turns things on you. Lets say theres some drama with your friends who have been very nasty to you lately even though you’ve been a great friend to them. When you tell him about it, instead of listening and understanding, he says things like “Well maybe if you didn’t snap at them so much, they’d like you more”. You are always the villain. 

9) He stops replying or treats you like a stranger when you’re stressed. When you vent to him, he says things like “stay up” or “that sucks”. He doesn’t want to deal with you when you’re not happy because he feels like its a burden on him. 

10) He doesn’t care about your stories or daily activities anymore. He doesn’t ask how your day was anymore. When you say “have a good day!” he says “thanks”, not “thanks, you too”. 

11) He stops being excited about celebrating the relationship (ex: Anniversaries, Valentines day). He seems like he doesn’t care or is forgetful about them. He doesn’t care where you guys should go for dinner. He doesn’t care when you guys should have dinner. He doesn’t care what you want as a gift. He doesn’t care that you got him a gift. He just doesn’t care.

12) You see him care about the little things other girls do, like feeling flattered that a pretty female friend left a normal/friendly comment on his picture.

13) You appreciate the compliments coming from other guys than from your significant other.

14) When you’re upset or sad, he dismisses you. Instead of listening to you, talking to you, or comforting to you, his attitude says “go away then”.

15) He rolls his eyes every time he apologizes.

16) He gets defensive when it comes to his phone. Just you trying to look at the time on his phone backs him jump for it.

17) He makes you hate something about yourself. He didn’t force you, but something about loving him made you hate yourself. In my case, I had to beg for compliments from Marcos. I settled with the fact that he doesn’t show affection through words. Even then, I knew I wasn’t the type of girl he typically went for. I was the exact opposite. I started to hate myself more than ever. My face. My weight. My skin color. My height. My hair. Me. I felt like I was never going to be good enough for him, appearance wise. I bought things that
I thought would make him like me more like skin lighting creams/soaps, products that promised longer hair, and contacts to make my eyes seem bigger. They weren't for me, they were for him. He never asked me to change, but he never once said “You’re beautiful” even though he knew I wanted him to. He saw it as a problem with me, not a problem with us. Im not normally an insecure person, but he’d tell me “just feel secure” - how? How? Your significant other is supposed to bring out the very best version of you, but I didn’t feel like I was getting better. I made him better, and he made me worse.

18) You feel yourself becoming someone else, in a bad way. I felt myself becoming jealous and insecure. I felt myself being a self-loathing person that desperately craved the affection of someone that I thought loved me the way I loved them. I lost myself.

19) You find yourself constantly pointing out what needs to be fixed in the relationship. Relationships take work and time, but if its becoming exhausting, its not worth saving anymore..

20) It doesn’t bother him at all when another guy is constantly texting you or hitting on you to try to steal you away from your significant other.

21) When you’re crying yourself to sleep at night, even when you two didn’t fight. It was a good day. You laughed. You kissed. But when you went home, something happened in your heart. You remembered something. You thought about something. All of a sudden you’re in fetal position sobbing and you can’t explain why.

22) You give a lot more than he does. You feel like the relationship is unbalanced.

23) He puts his ego before your emotions. He’d rather be stubborn than acknowledge the fact that he hurt you.

24) When you want to calmly talk about an issue in the relationship, he’d rather ignore you for 8 hours or be rude to you.

25) You’re constantly thinking about that happy honeymoon phase from the beginning of the relationship, and then you realize hes so different now.

26) He doesn’t appreciate you or the things you do. Hes not flattered by random little gifts or supportive texts anymore. He doesn’t care for warm long hugs anymore. Doesn’t care to use tongue while kissing anymore. He suddenly stops talking about introducing you to his family or friends. He doesn’t seem excited to hang out or have dates anymore. Hes just not into it.

27) You constantly have to repeat how when he doesn’t ___, it  hurts you, or that you like it better when he ____, but he doesn’t change. He didn’t forget. Trust me, he heard you. He just doesn’t care enough to do anything about it.

28) You feel like if he moved far and tried to do long distance, he’d probably hardcore flirt (but not cheat) with other girls. You feel like if you weren’t physically there to keep an eye on him, he’d stray. 

29) He doesn’t care if you look at him in a negative light. If you say hes being mean to you, it doesn’t phase him at all. He seems numb to it.

30) He basically tells you to get ready to settle because hes not going to change for you or anymore, aka “deal with it”. This is his ego speaking, which is apparently more important than you or basic self improvement. He makes you feel guilty for wanting a basic, fair, and healthy relationship.

31) He thinks you’re needy just because you want affection. He doesn’t care to give or receive affection. You start to feel like you’re being treated like “just a friend” that he has dinner with once a week. You start to question if hes just with you because he’d bored.

32) You’ve been looking up ways online to fix an issue in your relationship for the past couple weeks. You want to be extra careful on how you handle it, and thats fine, but at the end of the day, it feels like you’re cramming information for a big test. Whats stopping you from just talking to him? Fear of him leaving? If he wants to leave even though you’re putting in this much effort and “research” into fixing the issue, then its a clear sign that you two aren’t on the same page anymore.

33) When he’s expressed that he thinks you feel like hes always doing things wrong in the relationship. This is his way of saying “I tried, but you keep nagging me and its frustrating”. Hes close to giving up, or already has.

34) He completely denies that hes been slacking in the relationship. He refuses to take any responsibility about it. He refuses to acknowledge how hurtful he can be towards you.

   I may add more to this later. It was a little painful to type all of this out. I didn’t realize how much I was being mistreated towards the end of our relationship because I’m a very patient person, and I loved him (or thought..I did at one point, till I realized how badly this relationship was hurting me). It sad for me to type all of this and think “Did I really let myself be treated like this?”

   I stuck through it because before me, his longest relationship was 1 month, while our relationship lasted a year and 1.5 months. I kept making excuses for him like “he doesn’t really know what to do in a long term relationship”- all of that doesn’t matter! If you feel it, you’ll know how to treat your significant other. I also stuck around because although he didn’t give me that verbal affection that I love, he had other traits like his humor was the exact same as mine (which is rare), and that I knew he wasn’t cheating on me. He gave me that “high school” feeling that I haven’t felt since my first love 5 years ago. He made me laugh and I adored him the way you adore a puppy - you’re always excited to see them. So many guys have called me beautiful or or said they loved me, but they still cheated on me or took me for granted. The right words from the wrong people truly mean nothing. Marcos’ traits were like a trade off, and that in itself is me settling for less.

   I felt like I was completely losing myself in our relationship. Now that I’m single, I feel better than ever. I have good days and bad days, but I don’t hate myself anymore. I’m working out more - FOR ME. I’m going out more. I’m getting to know myself again. I smile more. I laugh more. I love more. I feel free, free to love myself.  

   I’ve never experienced self hatred like that before. You need to love yourself a little more than you love him so that you can recognize when you’re being mistreated. I did not love myself. I loathed myself, and therefore I could not see that I was being mistreated.

   I’m finally back to my old self, and it feels amazing. Don’t let a guy disrespect you in any way, because I promise you, his ass ain’t worth it.

Thank you all for being so patient with me and my lack of posting. My mind is clear now, I feel amazing, I’m talking to new guys, and I have plenty to share!

 I love you all so much (:


anonymous asked:

For the ficlet thing: klance "waking up at the start of the end of the world, hearts beating just like every morning before"

“You think we’re ready for this?” Keith’s voice is a mumble, the barest brush of lips against Lance’s shoulder. His hair is wild like it always is in the mornings, strands sticking up to tickle Lance’s cheek and nose, and he has to turn away to rub his palm against the places that were starting to itch. 

“Obviously?” Lance says with gusto, or at least, as much gusto as a guy can give at four in the morning (or what he thinks is four in the morning—he’s still not used to not having a sun to fall asleep to or wake up with). His words are tainted with the edge of what little sleep he managed to get last night.

It’s a little hard to get some shut-eye when you and your teammates are setting a course straight for the final, epic battle of the universe. 

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anonymous asked:

Uh Im on mobile so I can't send the symbols and apologies for the number of characters ;v;' uhh crescent moon, skull, black star, white star, white heart, and a random headcanon for lev, takao, kageyama and akaashi please? Sorry again ;^;

It’s okay sweetheart! <3 I understand completely owo *places a muffin on your head* Take care, love!

[Anon also asks for Bokuto, making five characters in total.]

It’s a bit lengthy, so I put it all under a cut!

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