I’ve watched Lo become sober. I’ve watched Lily curb a relentless addiction. (I’m proud of you, sis.) I’ve watched Rose blaze her own trail and put fire to stereotypes. I’ve watched Connor fall in love. With more than just himself. I’ve watched Ryke Meadows unclip his shackles and rise again. And me. I’ve discovered who I am.
I’ve only just realised that Robs ‘
i love you, just you, only you’ from Friday is a direct reply to Aaron saying ‘i want you to want me, just me and no one else’ on Thurs.
Like, Rob must have been replaying that conversation in his head all night…but that line must have stuck. Rob was totally helpless in Thursdays ep with Aaron, completely lost, but by Friday he’s back to the Rob we all know, trying to sort all the sh*t out…and here is Rob giving Aaron the only thing he actually asked for, the only thing Rob can actually control.
ps. does anyone have an edit of these 2 scenes as a set?…just i cant see 1 on my dash + im literally useless at all that stuff
is the most beautiful creature I have ever seen and it’s not about his face,
but the life force I can see in him. It’s the smile and the pure promise of
everything he has to offer. Like he’s saying, ‘Here I am world, are you ready
for so much passion and beauty and goodness and love and every other word that
should be in the dictionary under the word life?’ Except this boy is dead, and
the unnaturalness of it makes me want to pull my hair out with Tate and Narnie
and Fitz and Jude’s grief all combined. It makes me want to yell at the God
that I wish I didn’t believe in. For hogging him all to himself. I want to say, ‘You greedy God. Give him back. I needed him here.’
To celebrate passing 500 followers a while back, over 1 year since I became a VIP, and going to K-Con Paris last week, I thought it was about time I made another list of the beautiful people who light up my dashboard! (ive been putting this off for ages whoops)
Mutuals are in italics, baes and/or blog goals are in bold. Both means go follow them this instant.