im turning 16 in 2 months

anonymous asked:

hello prim! lately i’ve been feeling out of place like i’m 16 turning 17 in 2 months i’ve never had a boyfriend while everyone out there is falling in love and haven’t even had my first kiss... i feel like nobody will love me i don’t understand

bee, there is nothing wrong with you! im eighteen and i still haven’t had my first kiss + i never had a boyfriend too! but tonight i am here to tell you that it does not abso-freaking-lutely mean we’re losers/ugly/unlovable/etc, alright? it only means that it is not our time yet! and i promise/guarantee you that someone is going to love you unconditionally one day! it may not necessarily be romantic, but it could be platonic or even self-love! and what the heck, those are equally beautiful and cool sorts of love too! so really bee, don’t be so down about this, you were always wonderful magnificent capable even waaaay before these people realize that!! also, i understand how reassuring external validation is but sometimes we have to understand that there are things that only our own body/soul/thoughts could ever fully, 100% validate because it is only then that we will feel complete and fulfilled. go forth and love yourself 💕

To all of the sjws and special snowflakes let me tell you a story

I was born a poor kid from two drug addicts.
At age 9 i was raped and beaten over the course of months.
At age 11 i tried methamphetamine for the first time.
At age 12 i made my first attempt on my life
At age 14 i realized I am pansexual
By age 16 i had made 9 attempts on my life, 4 more would follow inthe next 2 years
At age 17 I was institutionalized and diagnosed with schizophrenia and severe depression.
Im turning 20 in a few months. My life has gone on a massive uphill track because i have made a decision to better myself, and utterly reject my beginings.

Your skin color, your sexuality, your gender, your social status, and your former adversities are just hurdles for you to better yourself.
As soon as you sit back and expect better treatment for something you were born with/without, you have given up. Get your lazy ass up and better your life. No one else should have to do it for you.
I know it gets hard, but damnit you just have to push on.


LIFE IS NOT FAIR
WE ARE NOT CREATED EQUAL
WE SHOULD NOT EXPECT TO BE TREATED DIFFERENTLY BECAUSE OF WHERE WE CAME FROM. THIS GOES FOR BOTH NEGATIVE AND POSITIVE TAKES.