im too immature

Maybe I’m a piece of shit for saying so but I really don’t care about the amount of followers I have.

I’m not saying you guys aren’t all amazing (you are) but I didn’t start this blog to be popular or anything. I didn’t start this blog to be an inspiration to people w/ BPD or whatever you want to call it. I started this blog to rant about my disorder without people on my main account (irl people and family) seeing it. The followers just kind of came.

That being said, trying to tell me that I “have a lot of followers and shouldn’t be acting this way” doesn’t?? Really affect me. Like I get I have a lot of followers but I really… Don’t care? I’m not going to censor myself or not post something because of my follower count. I don’t care if it’s the right thing to do; this blog started out as a rant blog and it’s going to stay that way, whether I have 1 follower or 100,000.

so i was working today, talking to my 17 year old coworker

and she was like

Her: …. I just. refuse to believe you’re 25
Me: lol why?
Her: you just. dont look 25. you look like you’re 18. you got such a baby face and you dont act like you’re 25. you act like me!
Me: ….. are you saying im too immature to be 25? :D
Her: OMG NO I DIDNT SAY THAT I JUST SAID YOU JUST SEEM TOO YOUNG TO BE THAT OLD
Me: 25 IS NOT OLD STOP SAYING THAT -SMACKS WITH MENU-

My little sister was yelling at my other, younger sister, so I leave my room to see what is going on. I ask the older one whats wrong and she says “Elly took all the games from my room and she lost all the pieces!!” and I have no idea what to do so I just sit there for a moment before bursting out “FIND THE PIIECCCEEESS”

haha i have a crush on my bestfriend ! hes so nice and i feel really good around him i want to always be with him,,,,,,,,,,. but not like kiss him or anything or hold hands that makes me feel gross !but! its probably only because im too immature and tomboyish like everyone says i am hahaha