Maybe I’m a piece of shit for saying so but I really don’t care about the amount of followers I have.
I’m not saying you guys aren’t all amazing (you are) but I didn’t start this blog to be popular or anything. I didn’t start this blog to be an inspiration to people w/ BPD or whatever you want to call it. I started this blog to rant about my disorder without people on my main account (irl people and family) seeing it. The followers just kind of came.
That being said, trying to tell me that I “have a lot of followers and shouldn’t be acting this way” doesn’t?? Really affect me. Like I get I have a lot of followers but I really… Don’t care? I’m not going to censor myself or not post something because of my follower count. I don’t care if it’s the right thing to do; this blog started out as a rant blog and it’s going to stay that way, whether I have 1 follower or 100,000.