im too high to remember what pictures i even picked now

Day 1: My room turned into a ocean. I swear I found fishes and sharks swarming into my lungs. Or maybe that was the remains of you trying not to escape but desperately needing to
Day 2: You weren’t at school today and I should’ve been happy, I was more sad
Day 3: I thought I was ready to move on, then I saw you with her.
Day 4: We haven’t spoken in days now. My mind thinks its being shoved off a cliff.
Day 5: I wish it would just hit the bottom
Day 6: This will be the first weekend we dont hang out. I know you’ll be seeing her and I know youll be smiling without me. I’m trying hard to learn how to too
Day 7: I asked you for help on a history assignment and you replied with “Ask Amber im busy”. I texted back: “Tell Emma I said hi”
Day 8: You posted a video with her on the only social media site you have. When I saw it I erupted. I spewed lava every where, oh god its every where
Day 9: My mom made me sleep next to her on the couch. She was afraid I would try and do something like I did two years ago when another guy tore up my heart. I actually had thought about it
Day 10: I slept in your sweatshirt one last time so i can feel myself engulfed in you. I know you wanted them back so I had to feel you and smell you one last time.
Day 11: I gave you all of your stuff back and you thought I looked like a warrior but really I went home and tried getting you out of my bloodstream
Day 12: when will my eyes stop flowing?
Day 13: I snuck out with a boy and smoked weed on his couch. He talked about love and how much it hurt. I only pictured you.
Day 14: I woke up next to that same boy and I woke up screaming. The boy was worried and confused but I knew why I screamed. I imagined you laying with another girl on your couch. I ran out of his house so fast you’d think Id be better at running from you.
Day 15: Its spring break and im with my best friend and your with her and i swear i can feel you tracing her spine the way you used to trace mine
Day 16: I ignored your birthday and it felt worse than the puking i did that night
Day 17: Im treading icy water while you’re swimming away from me, I guess I just hope you’ll loop around and find your way back to the shattered, but still there, us
Day 18: I don’t remember the sound of your voice I don’t remember the color of your eyes I don’t remember your the taste of your lips
Day19: No amount of screaming gets your name out of my head
Day 20: I got on a plane today and when we took off I swear i almost walked to the door and started flying
Day 21: They say it takes 21 days fo break a habit but I think I just manage to fall more in love with a greedy monster
Day 22: I saw you today and wished you a happy late birthday and promised we’d watch the third Hobbit together. I’m beginning to hate myself more
Day 23: Its the end of the month maybe next month won’t be filled with thoughts of you and killing myself. i think im beginning to be over you
Day 24: april fools
Day 25: i think i understand now. when you first told me you loved me your mouth curled up on the edges, two days before you left when i gave my bare self to you your mouth was a straight line when saying i love you
Day 26: if you’re trying to kill me its working
Day 27: i woke up this morning to my blankets and pillows piled in a corner in my room. its something s ghost would do to make his presence known. im haunting myself. or maybe its the ghost of us tsking over my body
Day 28: its almost been a month since you told me it was never me. i almost texted you happy easter but i saw those text messages and just got angry
Day 29: I hate that you act like you didnt break my heart. i hate that you think im fine that im not writing a shit poem sbout your shit personality
Day 30: thirty days since you’ve wanted me. thirty days since i told you i love you. thirty days since you’ve slipped from my fingers. i tried catching you. you’ve been gone far too long. thirty days is too long
Day 31: i had a nightmare last night about you. you told me you loved me and kissed my forehead. i woke up breathing heavily and shaking. i want you out of my life
Day 32: running on no sleep isn’t fun
Day 33: ive been awake for over 50 hours in fear that ill see you in my dreams again. i cant risk that. it hurts so much. get out of my head
Day 34: my mother told me that love will do this. that its cruel and torturous and breaks you into such little pieces not even yourself can pick up all the pieces. you know where they all are, please come back and pick them up
Day 35: i talked to another guy last night we stayed up late and he asked me questions about you. we were sober so it wasn’t easy spitting up vowels and similies and euphemisms explaining the empty feeling in my chest after you left
Day 36: fuck if i stopped seeing you everyday i swear id be over you.
Day 37: my knee didnt touch your leg like it used it i promise i didnt do that fuck
Day 38: you told me that the wrinkles on my leg bothered you when i sat down. thats not what you said when we were trying not to get caught in the back of your car
Day 39: you told me you’d take me to prom and in two days itll just be another day you promised to spend with me. its funny how our plans turned to dust in a matter of seconds after cleaning
Day 40: the thunderstorm of us was inside of you and maybe that why it felt so close. i keep counting the seconds between the boom and light hoping you arent moving away buy i fear that you are already letting others feel your storm. the plants you grew are dying. maybe you should come back to water them
Day 41: ten days since its been a month since you left. i cried at prom because all i could look for in the crowd was you.
Day 42: i got so drunk all i could see was your face. the guy i fucked kept telling me his name wasn’t yours. i just screamed and cried because you’re all i still think about despite your efforts to continue to push me away
Day 43: i should be getting high today but if i do ill just write more and think more about a guy who will never care
Day 44: i think im trying to gain feelings for someone else because it’ll make moving on from you easier. im afraid to write that it hasnt
Day 45: you traces my leg like you used to. it was like dandelion tea. it made my insides fill with happiness. you’re my yellow paint.
Day 46: Van Gogh used to eat yellow paint because he thought it would put happiness inside him. He would consume it everyday in the hopes that it would bring his sadness to rest despite the fact that it could kill him first. i gues you were my yellow paint emphasis on the were. see im not going to write about you anymore, because when i write you down im under the impression that you’ll stay with the words but you don’t. this is the last sentence I’ll ever write about you

Cold Hearted (Prince AU) Part 5

Originally posted by sugaglos

Requests are open!

Also quick note, I’m linking videos for the dance scenes, in case my description is a little off. They’re not carbon copies of what I imagined, but it gives an idea of what they will look like. I’ll just mark it with an X

Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Part 6, Part 7Part 8Part 9, Part 10

Word Count: 4418

“To be fond of dancing was a certain step towards falling in love.” -Pride and Prejudice.

Warnings: Blood (In later parts), Smut (in later parts)

     Kiss me.

    Jaebum opened his eyes. It must have been two in the morning, the sky was dark, and heavy snow was blowing past his window.

    That dream had been strange, why would that, that, princess be asking him that? He hated you. Right?

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jungkook smut in highschool hes your senior & is in ur classes bc he failed them & he always jokes around about getting u to date him but u both know hes kidding but one day ur wearing a tight dress and hes so turned on and wont stop dirty talking


can I request a jungkook thigh riding smut … I swear those thighs will kill me one day

I’m combining these two request so i hope you enjoy!! and thank you for requesting!


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Ride me Baby

You walked into your classroom and sat down your books at your desk and then grabbed the homework from the front of the room. This was just like every other normal day at school. 

You would come in, grab the homework, sit down and start looking over it while you waited for the one and only Jeon Jungkook to come and start up so crazy conversation like always.

He was actually supposed to graduate last year but he failed horribly in math so he had to stay back a grade. Although that’s a bad thing you were actually quite happy he was in your class now.

You had always admired him from afar before because he is literally beautiful and handsome and just perfect in every way. All the girls loved him and he knew it because he always showed off when he got the chance.

“Hey look! its my future girlfriend!”

Speak of the devil…

“Morning Jungkook”


Jungkook came in and sat his stuff down just like you did and also grabbed the homework. His desk was right next to yours so you and him had gotten decently close this past year. 

He always makes jokes about you dating him and how you should be together and you both laugh it off because you BOTH know its not gonna happen..Even if you wanted it to.

You had to admit you had developed a crush on this absolutely crazy fetus and it drove you crazy. Every day your feelings grew and you knew eventually you weren’t going to be able to hide it..and that thought terrified you because you knew that would be the end of yours and his relationship and that is the last thing you wanted.

“How was you morning Y/N?”

“Fine, although i woke up a little late so i didn’t get any breakfast so im starving”

“Thats not good! I cant have my future girlfriend starving on me!!!”

“Oh jeez Jungkook stop with the silly jokes already haha”

You both laughed and continued talking about random things until the teacher came in. Today was a half day of school because we had our homecoming dance tonight.

*To anyone who doesn’t know what that is, It is a high school dance that happens at the beginning of the year to welcome everyone back to the new year*

Everyone always got so pumped and excited for homecoming, Girls would spend tons of money on their hair and makeup and especially their dress. You on the other hand didn’t try very hard.

I mean sure it was really fun but it would be more fun if you had a date or friends to go with. To say simply you weren't the most social person you tend to keep to yourself.

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Must Love Cats- Chapter Five

Levy hadn’t planned on being a pet sitter when she’d moved into the city. She also hadn’t planned on pet sitting for a sex god either, but here she was.

AKA the one where Levy is a pet sitter, Gajeel is her client, and Lily is the glue that binds them together.

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Last Night; Liam Dunbar

this a rlly old imagine i wrote on my other blog so im reuploading it here

TW where you’re drunk and stuff happens between you and Brett/Liam (I don’t mind which) but the next day you can’t remember it until they tell you 

“(Y/N) come on, we need to get you home.” Liam pulls on your arm as you down another shot of Jack Daniels. Obviously, he wasn’t drunk, but you couldn’t notice that or much of anything at the moment. You sloppily get up out of your seat and fall onto his shoulder.
“Has anyone ever told you that you have very pretty eyes.” You giggle as you poke his cheek and rest your head on his shoulder. The party wasn’t scheduled to end for another 45 minutes, but you’d obviously made the most of your night.
You get dragged through the rooms and hallways before Liam notices your stumbling and eventually picks you up bridal style.
“Let;s get you home, eh?” He smiles down at you as you wrap your hands around his neck and snuggle your face into his upper chest. It was a good thing you were too dizzy to hear his heartbeat raising dramatically.

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Arisha’s 3rd Fan Meeting Experience


As many of you have seen from my updates, I finally had the chance to see Arisha live at her Fan Meeting, which happened on 16 July 2017. Here is a small report of what I could remember and my spaghetti on everything that happened!

More under the cut~

(Warning a lot of spaghetti/random fanboying happened while I was typing out this post…)

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general art tips pt. 1: skin and facial features! ft. jimin

so recently i’ve been drawing this portrait of bts’ jimin and i just wanted to give out some art tips that i learned that i think might help. and just a disclaimer, by no means am i professional artist! im self taught and what im about to share are just the way i do things haha. but i hope it helps! so let’s start!

ok so first off, i obviously just pick a reference picture. youre going to need one if youre drawing a portrait of someone 

damn jimin lookin fine. still not over the perfect man performance ahhh. now you can use this picture but if you want to test out new waters and really work with bright, enhanced colors rather than exact reference, try referencing a filtered photo! it really helps in encouraging you to use more colors which overall, makes everything look more interesting. but you don’t have to do this.

next step is laying down the outline. now if youre new to all of this, i highly suggest printing out your reference, putting a grid on it, and then transferring it onto your paper. or if youre too lazy like me, you can just trace it. it’s not cheating trust me! it just saves time especially if youre doing realism. all the magic is in the coloring anyway haha. and when you get better at it, you can try freehanding.

for your outline, make sure to keep things light and soft. you don’t want dark, heavy marks, because they are just there to guide you. you’re going to end up erasing most of them later on when you get to coloring. try not to have solid connected lines either. remember these lines are just a guide so it can look accurate.

time to color! i usually color in little sections. doing this makes things a lot less overwhelming and easier to handle. as you can see, i usually like to start with the eyes. i think it’s just a nice starting point and also because i really wanted to draw jimin’s eye makeup hehe. 

the key to coloring, is starting off with a light base color. for jimins eye makeup, i started off with a basic red. (sorta shows up pinkish on camera):

(also note that you don’t need to have expensive, high quality colored pencils. i typically just use Crayola colored pencils LOL. i sometimes use Prang and i have some Artist Loft ones that were given to me as a gift. crayola ones are actually very nice because the colors show up more bright and intense. artist loft ones are generally lighter which is good for shading and blending) SO LAY DOWN THAT BASE BRUH. details come later. 

bam. jimins eye makeup is truly goals. i don’t have pictures of his eyes with just the base color (sorry, bad on my part) but basically, what i did to obtain this is that i worked with A LOT of colors.  

take a good, hard look at your reference, try to pick out all the basic colors first and lay them down. and then study it harder and pick out as many colors as you can see and slowly build up.

it helps if you can look at it on a computer because you can zoom in! as you can see, there are purples, pinks, yellows, different oranges and reds, browns, and even a little green. try to keep a soft touch because it makes blending these colors a lot easier. don’t think that you can’t add in colors like green and blue because they’re not “natural”. these colors are actually a lot more evident in skin tones and facial features than we think! even the whites of an eye are never completely white. try to add in purples and blues to make them more natural. 

make sure to layer colors. here, the top is just the basic red. but on the bottom, i have layered on a purple and a brown. it helps make the color look a lot deeper and it helps for shading. don’t shade with black! try shading with other colors (in this case, darker reds, browns, purples, oranges, pinks, etc.)

as for black, a lot of the time people will tell you to NEVER USE BLACK. however, i’m against this LOL. it’s totally ok to use black! just be careful with it. leave it for the end, after you have laid down all the colors. it’s hard to layer over black.

so for the skin, you’re going to do the same thing. lay down a light, base color. for jimin, i’ve chosen a peachy color. but depending on who you’re doing, you might have to use a brown, yellow, or maybe even pink. regardless, just start off light and work your way into the darker colors slowly. 

remember to color softly and lightly. as i said, work slowly. and you can also erase colored pencil if you work lightly! so if you make a mistake, you can clean that right up. it doesn’t give a completely white space, but the erasing is mostly if you lay on the color more intensely than you planned.

these are just some colors to make your drawing look more natural and realistic. but dont’t limit yourself to just these (the left side is if you press hard with the pencil, and the right side is if you shade lightly):

the bottom two are my favorite two colors to incorporate because it really helps the drawing pop! the blue is a light ultramarine blue and the purple is more of a lavender. the light green also helps in lighter areas too.

see? it really gives the drawing more life! i would recommend staying away from gray because using too much gray can end up making the person look a little sickly LOL and it ends up looking dull. try to find substitutes for grey like blue. 

i also love to use gold to help shade skin tones. weird, right? but gold is a nice transition between those intense colors and our base color. it gives a nice, natural shading.

as for areas that are “black and white” like nostrils, the inside of a mouth, or teeth, make sure to incorporate other colors into those too. its hardly ever just plain black and white. on the teeth, i mixed in pinks, that ultramarine blue, oranges, pinks, and lavender.

for dark areas, mix in dark purples and a navy blue along with black:

all in all, for realism and portraits, incorporate lots of colors to give your drawing more life! human skin tones have tons of colors. it’s never just one basic color like peach or brown. you’d be surprised what colors would help. 

so closely study your reference for the different use of colors. LOL sorry chimchim for doing this to your face:

but also note: don’t follow a reference to the grave. if you want to up the contrast between colors or the shading, go for it! do what feels right. but if you want to do it as it looks, that’s totally ok too. take risks in your art and be proud of it. 

another tip is TAKE BREAKS. it can be from a five minute break to a day. if you stare at your drawing too long, it might start to look bad to you and you’ll get frustrated. but it’s not bad, you’ve just been looking at it too long so it’ll look weird to you. take a break, and come back to it later.

so here’s what i have so far:

the face isn’t even done yet but i just really wanted to make this post to share what i’m doing. i hope it helps and i’ll be back with part two: hair (aka the most difficult part for me lololol) 

sorry for the long post but i hope you enjoyed! check out my blog for other fanart :)

Remember This

Summary: “As long as I remember you, you will never be lost to me. You will never be lost again.”

Characters: Kim Taehyung x Reader/You

Genre: Wedding Planner!AU, v angsty, as usual

A/N: im back from the dead! show this some love pls <3 requested by @myeonggu here

The rules for your job are fairly simple. There are only two.

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Phone Call | Jackson Wang


Jackson needs to hear you.


Disclaimer: Adult theme

“Hello?“ You nervously answered the phone from out of the bottom of your bag. You sat kneeling over the welcome mat in front of your door. You were too worried that you would miss the call completely, picking up by the fifth ring, that you didn’t bother to glance at the name or number flashing across the screen.

"Hello?"You called out again more anxious as you listened to the heavy breathing on the other end. It sounded like him, but the voice seemed too deep.

You pulled the phone away and checked the screen.


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Of Course Pt. 8 (Kim Seokjin)

Originally posted by hopeatuuli

“I’ll go if the others ask what I’m doing tell them I just went for a walk to think about philosophy or some shit.”

Word Count: 1.2k

Genre: Angst, (Flashback fluff)

Warnings: Drinking, smoking

I’m glad how this series has grown! Thank you to everyone who reads, likes and rebloggs, I appreciate it a lot! Enjoy <3

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“I’ve barely slept, I’m running purely on coffee and I’m positive it’s unhealthy, I’ve been smoking so much and I’ve just been feeling generally ill,” You said as your voice raised slightly. “But yes, I’m okay.”

“You just contradicted yourself.”

“Yes I did but I am okay.”

“You’re lying though.”

“I’m okay.”

“No, you’re not.”

“Yes, I am.”

“No, you’re not.”

“I’m fine.”

“For once, stop pretending you’re okay! Just talk to me!”

“Why should I? It’s not like you ever cared anyway!”

“Why would you ever think that?”
“Because you said you don’t love me!” You seethed, a few tears you didn’t know you had left escaping your eyes and falling onto the carpet. You pushed past Jin in the doorway and walked out into the living room where the rest of the boys were. Jin still stood in his place as the rest of them stared at you. I guess we weren’t quiet with our arguing. You thought. It was awkward, to say the least, the air was tense and uncomfortable. It was as if they stopped talking and thinking and were just paying attention to you, some of them scanning your features and condition and the rest just staring. You quickly walked to the door, not letting yourself take in the familiar doorway and the plant they never moved and the piles of shoes at the front of the door. You weren’t going to let yourself remember everything again.

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I honestly forgot what order my screenshots were meant to go in but whatever I have things to say.

First of all I was so happy to see a Natsume and Kitamoto focused chapter because well I love Kitamoto and so does Natsume and this is quality content .


This holds up very well with literally everything I think and love about Kitamoto and I love that it’s a fact that’s being reinforced here.

Kitamoto is and always has been the person who doesn’t ask for much. Someone who cares about the people around them and wants them all to be comfortable and happy. We see this so much from Kitamoto, in his special chapter and in his general behaviours but seriously??? 

Even as a child??? Most kids tend to act up and make themselves louder when new siblings come into the picture, something that’s natural and understandable in children. But nope, Kitamoto took a step back and actively gave up the attention he once had for his baby sister. And I stress this because of the wording. It’s not that he became quiet because he was struggling to accept it. he ‘asked for very little attention’. Meaning he made the active effort to sacrifice his own time with his parents.

What a little trooper jfc my heart hurts.

ALSO Kitamoto just has such good happy memories with his family and I love it. I love seeing this. It shows just how strong his relationship with his dad was even before he got sick (I mean of course it was but this is the first we’re really seeing of it.)

KITAMOTO CALLS A USED BOOK STORE EXCITING OH MY GOSH what a precious little nerd he is.


Just picture it. Little Kitamoto trotting around in the book store admiring all the books and marvelling at all the fancy looking books that are up just a bit t high for his grasp.

Let me point out that he says ‘bother’ his father to help him. 

(I was also under the impression that Kitamoto was using a more informal tone here so I thought they’d translate it to ‘dad’ at least but I’m not sure about that.)

Another reason why Kitamoto is an absolute angel. Not only does he remember that there was a book his dad wanted years ago, he spends days on end trying to find it for him.

Are you serious???? My son is literally the cutest sweetest lil cinnamon bun on the planet and he loves his family so freaken much it hurts me.


Let’s talk. We don’t know for sure how long Nishimura and Kitamoto have been friends for but I think It’s pretty clear that it’s been a long time. The reason why I mention this now is just how???? Nishimura is so sure that there’s something off about Kitamoto meanwhile he says its not his speech or his behaviour, and that what ever it is he doesn’t show it. Basically it’s something very hard to pick up on, but Nishimura did and pretty much right away. As he says it started days ago, he noticed it days ago and he’s been keeping an eye on him probably.

Nishimura must know Kitamoto so well??? He can pick up on such little things, and even if it’s something so tiny it worries him enough to actually bring it up.

Kitamoto probably doesn’t outwardly express much. Like I said earlier he seems bigger on observation and helping others than expressing himself so Nishimura has probably learnt to pick up on all the subtle things which is so sweet. You also see that sort of thing when he interacts with Natsume.

Basically Nishimura is more observant than people think and he’s an absolute sweetheart. 

And of course Natsume takes his worries into his own hands by stalking his friend after school. He’s got only the best of intentions of course.

But yeah not much to say here but I wanted to mention it because, come on, Natsume taking care of his friends it so sweet.

I know that this is similar to before, Just Nishimura bringing up his concerns again but I have more things to say.

I really love Nishimura’s serious moments. I feel like it’s easy for people to see him as more of a flat character than he really is which is devastating because he’s honestly so amazing.

We’ve seen in Kitamoto’s special chapter that he does take a lot of stress on himself because of his family’s situation which is so precious but also so heart breaking in the way it takes such a deep effect on him. 

The fact that Nishimura brings it up here feels like its bringing in more connection with his concerns earlier. It makes me think (Or rather I like to think) that Nishimura more or less watches for the signs that things moght be getting too overwhelming on Kitamoto’s end.

From what I can tell Nishimura has trouble not expressing his feelings. Not that he always expresses them in a healthy way. In his special chapter he has outbursts that are mostly misdirected when he’s under stress. That being the case Kitamoto has probably never had a problem knowing when Nishimura needs support. The reason I mention this is I think that they probably have a sort of lopsided relationship, but not in a bad way. In a very normal and human way.

Kitamoto is good at helping others, even if it’s just in small, subtle ways and had probably more often than not been able to do something to help when Nisimura needs it yet he’s more narrow in expressing himself to others. The way he deals with issues is, though calculated, largely reliant on how much he can do himself.

On the other hand, Nishimura has trouble containing his own feelings, and though he expresses himself he doesn’t seem experienced or confidant the details of it all. I believe he probably has issue with keeping things and thoughts organised enough to know what to do when he or other people he cares for are experiencing negative emotions.

as such their relationship likely tends to lean more on Kitamoto’s shoulders at first glance. but like I said that isn’t a bad thing, nor is it that simple. It’s very Human.

Where Nishimura seems to lag he makes up for with effort. Kitamoto is somewhat natural at what role he takes in relationships even if he does spread himself thin. Nishimura on the other hand makes an active effort to make up for the qualities he lacks. He watches his friends, and he does his best to know if there’s something wrong.

So, what I was getting a lot here with the way he brought it up to Natsume is that Nishimura really doesnt know what to do, even if he really wants to. The fact that he clearly has an idea of what might be troubling Kitamoto (even if he’s wrong this time) yet is talking to Natsume rather than Kitamoto himself… He’s clearly worried, and clearly worries a lot, but Nishimura cant do much. It’s not something he’s good at and besides, its a problem Kitamoto has had for a long while and its not one that can just be fixed.

Yet he brings it up to Natsume. Because even if he doesn’t know what to do he still obviously cares so much. It seems almost as if he’s asking Natsume to look out for him too.

I’m reading waytoo much into this but shoot me, I’m allowed to make any interpretation I wish.

Again. Kitamoto being so freaken nice and caring. This girl rocks up, demands that they leave (pretty rudely) and tells them it’s dangerous and he’s just like ‘talk to me and I’ll do what I can to help out’ like just shoot me who is that nice???

I have nothing to say to this other than the fact that Natsume looks so damn offended that someone said something rude about Kitamoto. I love how defensive Natsume is about all his friends. He thinks every one of them is the most amazing thing to step foot on the planet and honestly he’s not wrong.

And such a sweet little moment between the two of them near the end. I really loved this because it’s so simple. It wraps up so many little feelings and meanings in this chapter (that I’m probably just imagining). Natsume loves his friend very much.and really does want to pull together all the little gaps they have between them. Any bad feelings, and things they dont talk about, Natsume just wants to bring them all closer to not having those silences between them.

And that so damn sweet and so perfect.


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After years of following in the footsteps of their relationship shadow, Bucky and his wife offer Steve a small getaway to the cold mountains. Getting to know the the new woman in his life, they realize a change in their own lives . Come to find, it dawns on the married couple just how much time and marriage has changed their once passionate relationship - How will they react to a now new hot couple taking their place on the mantle?

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Turbulence in Miami

So to start off I went with my good friend, we got in Miami the morning of the show, we originally wanted P1 tickets with group photo but ended up getting P2 and Hi-Touch. Picked up our wristbands etc around 1 and went to our hotel and literally spent those hours before 5 getting dressed, cause I, a Jackson Wang stan, needed to make sure I was beat to The Gawds, like of all the days my makeup had to be perfect it was that day… AND it was I just knew it was gonna be a goodt night because my brows came out perfect on the first fucking go, outfit choice if you see my DP (I’ll submit a picture later maybe~) I had a mauve scoop bodysuit with high waisted jeans a kimono and some cute peep toe booties, we finally get in around like 5:30 something? And P1 had the main floor so we found a little higher platform right where the lower seating is and stood against the rail/steps to the second level, because we are both short and ironically everyone in P1 tall as fuck, amazing view of the stage btw!

Moving on to the show (this is where my receipts come in) they perform hard carry and now are talking and Jackson is in my direct line of view!! And amazingly enough there was a fuxking space in the crowd where we BOTH saw each other perfectly!! So I’m in awe watching him and he’s looking around then I notice he hasn’t looked anywhere else in a while and I think “oh shit is he looking at me? Nah” out of habit I licked my lips AND BOY DID IT TOO AT THE SAME TIME WHILE STILL LOOKING MY DIRECTION I’m dying inside. Jinyoung was making his speech so I’m trying to focus on him and I also notice Marky but I could not get the feeling of someone staring me down out the corner of my eye so I 👀 and it was Jackson 💀 I’m nervous man like someone blessed me with chances of him looking at me and letting me prosper that night. Every time I looked at him he’d look around but I swur he was looking at me every chance I looked away or at other members I even waved at him at some point and he smirked! Pause cause lets acknowledge how fine the other 6 were! Yugyeom that boy been working out him and Bambam and Bambam and THAT DAMN MELANIN I mean baby boy was glowing, they all were! I love sun kissed GOT7.

All the way fast forward it’s now time for group photo and Hi-Touch, oh! Btw me and my friend met these amazingly sweet chocolate beauties two came together another lived in Miami they actually were in the same area as my friend and I so we ended up talking and being friends with them through out the whole show so for P2 we had to sit in the seating area until P1 was done with their group pics so we decided all 5 of us would go up together to do Hi-Touch so we all sat next to each other. We waited pretty late to make our way up and MY DAMN STOMACH WAS IN MY ASS THE WHOLE WALK UP TO THE STAGE I WAS BOUT TO DIE! I ended up being in the middle in our group of 5 nervous and trying not to bust my ass ok. So we go up it’s Jinyoung, JB, Yugyeom, Mark, Youngjae, Bambam, and THEN Jackson. Jinyoung is so fine lawd and his hand was so soft!

But ok Im Jaebum!!! This is where I die I look at his hand I touch it like slide my hand against his it happened so slow, I look up and not only did we make direct eye contact but he looked at with his eyebrows raised with a smirk on his face and gave me a quick look up and down and I saw teeth and I just died! My legs hurt right now thinking about it! He came for me!! And I don’t know what life is! Ok…. moving on…. Yugyeom is tall as shit but so cute! Mark looked surprised, I lost my voice that night but I told him I loved him, youngjae is so cute lmao he screamed WOW ok it was 5 brown skinned beauties coming at the same time to say hi to each of them like it was back to back I hope they remember that shit. When I got to Bambam I was stopped and I just Marveled at him and he was blowing kisses! He blew a kiss at one of the girls I was with and he told her he loved her too then turned back and was just smirking like that damn boy know he is fine I tried saying “Bambam I love you!” He said aw I love you too! Then I finally met Jackson I stared his ass down in all his glory and them damn arms and muscles and idk but he had me shook HE DID DO THAT THING WHERE ITS LIKE HE DONT LOOK AT YOU LIKE BOY DONT PLAY MEEEE 😩😭😤 but then he did and idk I blacked out slightly after saying I love you and stay healthy and my ass turned to a baby horse once I got to my friends and was all over the damn place cause my legs went weak! They had to help me walk down the steps I looked back and waved and him (Jackson) and Bambam waved then we waited for the other girls and went outside we all freaked out like that shit was crazy but I cannot…. believe… JB AINT HAVE TO DO ME LIKE THAT 😩 we stayed at the venue until the boys left we missed them leaving tho but omg it was so amazing like I’m ready to go to more fanmeets and concerts this was my first one ever and I’m still at a loss of words

Unfortunately I didn’t get a full shot of my entire outfit but here’s two I took inside the venue, first one is actually after the show waiting for Hi-Touch and the second I took right when me and my friend got inside.

Rabbit in the Moon

Request: jaebum 9 and 10 :)

9) You are on the verge of breaking up with your bias, when one of you has an idea that could save your relationship.

10) Your bias forgets your birthday.

Prompt list can be found here!

Member: Got7 JB x Y/N

Type: Angst/Fluff

So maybe I was doing it for dramatic effect, but at this point I didn’t care. I felt the rain pound steadily on my scalp and begin to wash away the makeup I had caked on my face for the night. It was my birthday and Jaebum had promised me he would get out of work early, he would do it somehow. I was so used to him blowing off important dates, so it came as a surprise to even myself when I put so much behind what he had said. He had told me to meet him in front of the JYP building at exactly 5 p.m. in my best night wear. That was three days ago, and I hadn’t heard much from him since.

I assumed he was busy. He was the leader of a fairly popular boy group. He wouldn’t forget his promise, he couldn’t. It was too important and our relationship was already too broken for him to do this. At least that was what I thought before I found myself standing here, drenched, in my favorite red dress and a pair of heels that were too high to be standing in for two hours.

He hadn’t answered a single text I had sent him while I was standing out here. He hadn’t picked up a single call. That was before it had started raining nearly twenty minutes ago, before I had become blind with rage, and drenched in more than just water, but pain. Deep, unfaltering pain.

The door of the JYP building finally sprung open, followed by the laughter of seven boys I had grown to love. Seeing their faces even hurt at this point. The rain, on cue, began to lighten to a dull sprinkle. Par for the course I suppose.

I watched as the boys began to split off, but a few had come to a halt, spotting me in the distance.

“Who is that?” I heard BamBam ask, squinting through the light rain. “Y/N?”

“Ah! It’s Y/N noona!” called Yugyeom with a wave. “Noona, why are you in the rain?”

Jaebum smacked both of them on the arms to signal their departure. I heaved a sigh preparing for what I knew would probably be our last conversation.

“Jagi,” JB chuckled, growing closer. “What happened? Why are you standing in the rain?”

“Why?” I coughed bitterly. “Why?”

Jaebum searched my face for a moment, looking a bit lost until finally I saw a lightbulb light behind his eyes. His mouth immediately drooped into a scowl. “Y/N, I-”

“Forgot,” I nodded, taking my skirt in both hands and ringing out the water above his shoes. “I realize.”

“Why didn’t you call me?” he asked quietly.

“Oh, I did,” I said, trying not to cry. I’d be damned if he saw me cry this time. “Texted too, but you can’t trigger someone to remember when they don’t want to Jaebum.”

“Y/N,” he sighed, scrubbing the back of his neck. “Look, I never intended to forget. I just get so busy with work. I’m their leader. I can’t leave before everyone when we’re all working so hard. We were such a good place this practice, we got so much done!”

“You know JB,” I said icily. “It isn’t the fact of you even leaving early. It’s the fact that you forgot my birthday, forgot the instructions you had given me. Just like you forgot our anniversary. Just like you forgot a lot of things.”

“Jagi,” he sighed.

“Don’t call me that,” I cut, trying to make my words sharp. “You lost the right to call me that.”

“Y/N,” he tried again.

“No Im Jae Bum,” I said bitterly. “You are going to listen while I talk for once.”

Shit, I could feel tears begin to pool at the corner of my eyes.

“It was my birthday today,” I choked, hitting my hand with my fist. “I turned 23. I thought I’ve had a pretty smart 23 years. But these two years we’ve been together? They were the most foolish two years of my life.”

“Slow down Y/N,” JB said coldly. “Do not condemn our relationship for one mistake.”

“One mistake!” I gasped, not even trying to keep my voice down now. “Have you been asleep this entire relationship? It’s been riddled with mistakes! Our relationship is literally one, elongated mistake!”

“Yah,” he shouted, angrily punching at the wall behind him. “What the hell Y/N? We established when I first confessed to you that this would be no where near perfect. I am an idol, what do you want from me?”

“I know you set the bar low Jaebum,” I scoffed. “So I know it’s hard for you to imagine that we’re ending it even lower than that bar you set.”

JB froze, looking from his red knuckles up to me. “Ending?” he mumbled.

“You didn’t think we could possibly continue on this way,” I groaned. “Look at us…look at me.”

JB looked from my feet to the top of my head, slowly taking the situation in. I was standing in front of him, the picture of fragility, one word from completely shattering in front of him.

Without saying anything more, he ran his hand down my arm to place it at my wrist, where he gave a firm tug. He began walking quickly down the sidewalk, pulling me along with him.

“Let go of me!” I spit, smacking at his arm. “Hey asshole, let go!”

JB set his jaw as he walked with determination, dodging other city goers as we strode past. I had to have him let go of me, he was nearly pulling my arm out of it’s socket.

“We should’ve never started dating,” I tried, cruelly. I had to say something that would make him falter for a moment, something to trigger him to let go. He needed to let go. “Really this was all to get close to Junior.”

JB walked quicker now, holding on to my wrist even tighter. He wasn’t buying the venom I was spitting.

“How do you know I wasn’t cheating the whole time?” I tried. “How do I know you weren’t?”

He continued on in silence. I was trying any route to get him angry. I wanted him to feel the pain I had felt all day, for the past few days, but more than anything I wanted him to let go of my damn wrist.

“Will you stop dragging me?” I screeched as we finally came to a stop. He pulled me to face him, grasping firmly onto my shoulders.

“Where are we?” he asked through cringed teeth. We had finally stopped, so I could engage in my surroundings. As soon as I realized where we were, my heart nearly stopped.

“Rabbit in the Moon,” I choked out.

“What is special about this place?” he prompted me.

“This is where we first met,” I nodded, memories flooding back to me.

“You were a café worker,” he continued. “Easily the prettiest girl I had ever seen.”

“You had come there with Jackson,” I whispered. “And I waited on you…and Jackson wouldn’t let you leave without asking for my phone number…”

“What else is special about this place?” he asked again.

“This is where you confessed,” I said, tears now streaming from my eyes. The cool thing about Rabbit in the Moon was that their tables had touch screens where you could doodle, play games, or read your fortune on it.

“I wrote it on the touch screen,” JB nodded. “Right after we got our fortunes that said we would find an impressive love soon.”

The tears were falling down almost as quickly as the rain had earlier.

“And what else did the fortune say?” Jaebum asked.

“It was a love to not be lost…but a love to fight for,” I choked out.

“Fight for us,” JB pleaded, grasping even tighter on my shoulders. “Fight for me.”

“I can’t fight alone JB,” I cried. “I’m so tired of fighting alone.”

“You won’t be alone,” he cooed, pulling me into his arms. “Not anymore.”

I cried loudly into his chest, pounding it lightly with my first.

“I’ve been so selfish,” he sighed, pulling his hands through my wet hair. “I’m ready to stop being this way and start being what you deserve. And I’m going to start now.”

He leaned back and tugged at my hand, guiding my towards the restaurant.

“JB,” I hiccupped. “I’m a wet mess.”

“Y/N,” he smiled, shaking his head. “That night we first met, I’ll admit…you didn’t catch my attention at first…but once you did…I couldn’t look away. Just like then, tonight, I can’t look away.”

“Even though I’m soggy,” I muttered, wiping away at my face.

“Even though you’re soggy,” he nodded, squeezing my hand, and pulling me towards him. “But especially because you are you and THAT is what is important. You.”

Originally posted by imjaeboms


Sehun roommates!au
  • eye roll™
  • the kind of person who sends you a text because he does’t want to get up from his bed and actually talk to you
  • if you don’t reply then lmao get ready for the unavoidable sulking
  • also the type of person who goes out of their way just to get revenge
  • “i swear to god if you leave another sock in my backpack i’m going to kill you”
  • “haters gonna hate y/n”
  • you leaving the room because oh my god stop
  • sehun texting you after five minutes
  • “i didn’t use that sock u freaking loser”
  • you facepalming because ??? is that your way of apologizing ??
  • because it worked
  • him being extra dumb when you try to talk to boys
  • “hello!! oh you met y/n?? the y/n who tried to fit twelve marshmallows in her mouth??”
  • “wait that’s not true he is just trying to—”
  • “it’s okay y/n nothing to be embarrassed about :))))”
  • “but it’s not—”
  • you pulling him away because damn it why are you trying to sabotage me
  • “im not doing anything y/n you did this to yourself”
  • and your are like ??? don’t bring up marshmallows anymore ?? pls ??
  • your mom visiting and telling you how much of a sweet boy sehun is
  • and sehun in the background being like :^))))))
  • “your mom can recognize my potential lol why u mad bro”
  • him also keeping embarrassing pictures of you in his wallet
  • like the proud dad kinda thing
  • but slightly less cute
  • when baekhyun hangs out in your room you need to bring out earphones because duh
  • “hey guys i was thinking—”
  • “that’s a progress y/n!! keep trying!!”
  • sehun laughing because lmao “before that you need to reach my face”
  • you texting a nice guy you just met because :))) two can play this game oh sehun don’t try me :))))
  • baekhyun going to open the door and finding a really tall boy in front of him
  • “who dis y/n”
  • “oh right i forgot i’m going out today :))) bye guys :)))”
  • texting sehun right after “take that you damn cotton swab”
  • “if you eat out you better bring me something too :)”
  • what ??? no reaction ???
  • the truth is that sehun is currently searching through you facebook account with the password he accidentally saw
  • when you get home he has an essay ready with all the wrong things that random-guy did since 2009
  • “i actually think he was very sweet”
  • eye roll™ pt.2
  • but strangely he doesn’t say anything to the guy when he comes visit you ?? like u okay
  • no embarrassing stories
  • what happened
  • don’t worry gurl he’s just waiting for the right moment
  • one day the dude came to pick you up and guess what
  • “oh i saw you yesterday with a pretty girl next to the mall!! you gonna introduce her to y/n or something??”
  • you tripping over your own feet because he didn’t just say that
  • “yeah she’s just a friend don’t sweat it bro”
  • sehun being like :))) really :)) u fake bro :))
  • the guy saying that you two probably need to talk
  • you do
  • “there’s a thing i forgot to say about uhm him”
  • “i didn’t know you were okay with two-timing y/n fine i guess it’s not like i care”
  • “actually—”
  • “i got it you want a boyfriend i’m sorry i won’t embarrass you anymore!! just pick another guy because this one is clearly—”
  • “he won’t date me”
  • “wait what ?? you don’t fit into his high standards or something ?? because yeah you are a bit strange and all but—”
  • “like he won’t date any other girl at all for that matter”
  • “oh”
  • you explaining to him that the guy actually tried to help you because he apparently thinks that you like sehun ??? like ?? haha that’s so dumb
  • it is isn’t it
  • so so funny
  • “then you know you should just date me”
  • “we are friends ???”
  • “are you friendzoning me”
  • of course you are not lmao who are you trying to fool
  • sehun was your secret crush as soon as he stepped into the school
  • breaking news: you have been his crush since the marshmallow accident
  • “you better throw away all those pictures if you want to date me”
  • “girl i’m doing you a favor don’t push your luck”
  • “shut up”
  • that evening all the boys come to your room because surprise baekhyun told them
  • “it was time lmao”
  • “yeah you know he has pictures of you right??”
  • and you are like yeah those are really embarrassing
  • "are we talking about the same pictures”
  • :^) yes
  • turns out sehun has two wallets
  • wallet two is actually full of cute pictures of you with different hairstyles and little captions on the back
  • “y/n / white day ‘15 / stuffing herself with candies that someone left in front of the door”
  • sehun is actually a sweet person he just gotta hide because no one is gonna let him live from now on
I Became Distracted (Steve Rogers x reader)

Request: i-amthe-storm said:Hey there. Can you please make a Steve x reader where they are dating and the reader is posing for Steve but she falls asleep while he is drawing her.  Lots of fluff please😊. 

Avengers movie night was one of your favorite nights of the week, when everyone could just hang out and relax with the standing rule that no business talk was allowed.  Tony always had first choice of watch you would watch, his reasoning being that he owned the place, literally, but the second choice of movie usually never came; the team was normally so exhausted that they retired to bed as soon as the first was done.  Tonight was no exception, but you decided to wait for Steve, your energetic boyfriend who never seemed to tire, so that he could carry you upstairs rather than having to walk.

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anonymous asked:

Could I please request either a yoonmin or jihope fic with the following prompt: "I don't want to just sleep with you. I want to sleep with you, and wake up with you and do everything else in between with you, too." Angst, with optional happy ending! Thank you!! xx

For Jimin.
rating: t
warnings: swearing, implied sexual content

word count: 2151
crossposted to ao3

Yoongi wants more than heated nights that fade into lonely mornings. He wants Jimin in every way, even when he settles for having him in any way.

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Chocolate Cake: Chapter 1

[So i finally decided to write a fanfic and of course its for Miraculous Ladybug :3 Also i’d really appreciate any feedback or constructive criticism so i can improve my future writings. I know this chapter is far from perfect, so i’d really like to know how i can make it better. Thanks so much and i hope you enjoy it :) ]

Description: Adrien offers to help Marinette while she’s taking care of the bakery on her own.

Word Count: 2514

Rating: K

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“Okay Mari, did you get all of that?” Of course she had gotten it Marinette thought to herself. And her dad knew it as well, but it would still comfort him nonetheless to hear his teenage daughter repeat his instructions for the third time. The baker had had his daughter repeat his instructions first in her bedroom, secondly in the living room, and lastly in the bakery as the two adults headed out.

Marinette made sure to sigh dramatically before answering to emphasize that this was the last time she was repeating anything other than goodbyes.

“Okay, so you and mom are going to England for a week to visit this bakers convention thing and I’ll be in charge of the bakery until you get back.” Marinette looked at her father to see if that hurried explanation was good enough for him, but it clearly wasn’t. She sighed again and added, “You called some of our regular customers to let them know so it would be easier on me. And-” She hurried before her dad could interrupt, “I’ll call you and mom or close the shop if things get too rough.” Her father quickly dropped his expectant gaze and sighed with relief. Marinette assumed this meant she was finally done with all of the repeating.

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Picture Lardo and Shitty having two weddings; one which they agree to have for both of their conservative, very traditional, families’ sake and one they plan like the week before.

Lardo and Shitty want as little to do with as possible with the traditional one, but the planner their parents hire is a pain the ass. Calling them all the time, giving them terrible choices and not understanding the kind of people they are at all.

When she asks if they are sure about one of Lardo’s bridesmaids, (she picked them out of a hat), because wouldn’t it be better to have them as a groomsmen? Lardo flips her shit; Shitty gets outraged and starts giving her a passionate speech about transphobia in an even tone of voice as if he was talking to a particularly stupid rock. They scare the woman into quitting.

Bitty takes over and goes mad with power (think Monica from friends planning Phoebe’s wedding). He has a headset, he has two phones, clipboards and scrapbooks. The builds a massive model of the sitting chart, he’s on first base with their mothers now. The caterers fear him. He’s a tiny dictator and he rules with a firm hand and kindness.

Jack is loving every second of it.

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