I never realised how suspicious and wary I have become of people until I started working in my new office where people are actually NICE and FRIENDLY and everyone seems to HELP EACH OTHER and maybe CARE for each other (???). When people pay me a compliment or say nice things, I smile and thank them but inside I’m panicking if it means something else or if they have another motive or that they are lying and trying to be nice and nothing is true. I’m so used to people saying one thing and meaning another. It’s so hard to be more casual and relaxed. I keep wondering how to behave and I keep smiling and trying to seem really engaged. I even walk differently unconsciously because I’m trying to project a “good impression” and I always forget all my words and I struggle so hard to speak. I need to chill. I’m going to try and walk casually tomorrow. I’m gonna try and be more casual. But the effort that it takes…kinda defies what “casual” even means gdi.
Hey dude, it's kind of messed up you didn't apologize for the vagilitarian Rose picture, didn't delete the drawing, and then draw her with an obviously trans feminine kanaya who is rose's girlfriend when that shirt is rooted in TWERF ideology and you're not trans feminine like Yikes Tbh