im tagging the shit out of this

anonymous asked:

I genuinely hope you find happiness in England, and I hope the nhs can help you- free healthcare rocks :> <3

ME. FUCKING. TOO. this year has been a /catastrophe/ for me as someone chronically and mentally ill and not getting the healthcare ive needed…

man like the month i just spent in London w Sam was so good and it was so good FOR me…before i left i was so sick, i didnt think id be able to do ANYTHING while i was there…but it was amazing, being able to be with someone i really loved, who wanted to help me manage all my problems without any complaints (they went and bought a ton of food that i could eat before i even got there bc i have weirdly specific dietary needs lmao) and it was just. so nice. we were able to watch out for each other and we both benefitted from it so much. i was still sick, i still had pain and fatigue and anxiety but i also had THEM and they didnt hold any of my disability against me even once. and after a relationship where i was routinely manipulated as a result of the help i needed just to live with my illnesses, it was…world-changing.

and if i could get good health care ON TOP OF THAT boy oh boy we are in business i might actually be able to really focus on my art again and start living the life i WANT 

GC Re-Open

my best friend is bullying me into making another gc because stupid shit happened in the old one i made. i.e., a friendship went up in flames

Requirements:

Have a Kakao Talk
Be 16+, cause she’s in england
Have a thick skin, han and i get wild
Be a thot, because we say pornographic shit
Be willing to participate in R-Rated Chat
Be active
Don’t be shy to talk in there

contact me or @twinkybyuns through IM or Ask (off anon) if you’re interested in joining or if you have any questions.

she’s a porn blog btw so be careful

anonymous asked:

what are your favourite ryukita headcannons you have???

OH WOW GOSH HELLO THERE!!! sorry i was out all day at a con i just saw this HI HOWS U?

honestly if we’re talking about ryukita headcanons i really have to do the will smith pose at everything in @obstinaterixatrix‘s foxskull tag because wow gosh. thats the Good Shit yo like. To be honest, i’ve really only been writing for about a year?? so like, im super not good at verbalizing a lotta my headcanons about characters and why they do the things that they do and honestly shes been a super big inspiration for me on that front!!! like, her stuff defsies shaped a lot of the way i viewed ryukita, seriously its good pls check it out also she wrote a fic that im sTILL DYING OVER???

…right yes this was about my ryukita headcanons i remember that uH GOSH WELL-

>Ryuji’s a better cook than yusuke because while they’re both kind of impatient, yusuke is the kind of impatient where he’ll go off to wash the dishes when the soup is simmering and then six hours later he’ll be doing something completely different and then remember it like. oh dear. so usually if he cooks, he sticks to fast, cheap, easy to make stuff. ryuji honestly isn’t that much better but at the very least he’ll usually stay in or close to the kitchen and will usually remember before stuff gets too overcooked.

>yusuke gets SUPER sunburnt while ryuji tans. seriously this boy turns lobster red, its the worst and ryuji wount stop laughing at him, how about you be useful and help him with the aloe instead >:/

>do you Wikipedia Binge Date? because they boys absolutely do- yusuke because he’s looking up symbolism for a potential piece of art and ryuji because he’s avoiding schoolwork and it just turns into the two of them draped all over each other on the shitty old couch in ryuji’s apartment telling each other stuff like “dude this is super cool did you know that bananas are radioactive?”

>honestly this is a little bit weird but like bear with me: the dog that i associate with ryukita is totally some kind of greyhound like BEAUTIFUL LINES OF MOVEMENT! HELLA RUNNER! but also its a complete disaster noodle as well, stubborn and sort of twitchy. s’cute.

ANYWAYS THATS ALL I GOT OFF THE TOP OF MY HEAD I HOPE YOU HAD A GOOD DAY!!!

anonymous asked:

Hey I know it's been canceled, but I hope you'll still share some of the fanfic you've been working on for The Get Down. I've really enjoyed your headcanons and reading back through your TGD headcanon tag has cheered me up a bit in light of the depressing news of the show's end. So thanks I really appreciate it and I hope to be able to read your writing someday soon. ☺️

first of all, thank you for sending me this. i was getting a little discouraged to continue any of my drafts, bc writers block continues to be a bitch, even though I’m finally out of school now, but since i know you want me to i gotta say fuck it and continue 😌. and im really happy that my hc’s and all the other dumb shit i say cheered you up!

as for the get down being cancelled that is not affecting anything i do in the slightest and it shouldn’t affect anybody else either. fan-works exists in their own little world, so while im sad we won’t get another season i guess i don’t exactly need one to continue what I’ve been doing. (only reason i slowed down this week is because I’ve been kinda busy but i definitely still have so much shit to say about these characters)

sorry i cant shut up but im freaking out so im just. gonna keep typing until i calm down, although im pretty sure that’s not how it works lmao.

reasons i feel like shit today:

  • my friend hasnt responded to my text from 2 days ago (during which i cancelled on weekend plans) which is pretty much a guarantee that she’s mad at me
  • i have no energy to do anything at all, including make posts for femslash week, even though that’s literally all i Want to do
  • this is superficial but since i stopped taking birth control my skin has been horrible again and it’s only getting worse and i have another photoshoot next weekend and the thought of being so exposed w/o makeup, even for like. 15 minutes. make me want to cry. i feel so ugly this week and i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate
  • i had an awful dream that me and my sister hated each other and now im so sad and so tense, u know how dream feelings sometimes Linger even tho they’re not true bc they just feel so real?
  • im so stressed about my friend because we keep having these weird not-quite-fights in which she’s disappointed in me and then i try 110% to make her like me again and it’s f&^%ing draining.
  • i still feel physically sick w anxiety & on the verge of a panic attack!!
  • i still feel like crying!!
  • luke skywalker is terrifying. 
  • no, shut up, come back.
  • you have to understand:
  •  to you or me he may not be; he may be all sunshine smiles and corngold hair and the biggest eyes this side of the galaxy, but imagine you’re Dagger (stormtroopers don’t get proper names), firing at a boy, only the bolts never hit. They sing to the side. You think that there’s something wrong with your blaster, maybe, but none of your friends can hit him either. Finest shots in the Empire, you are, but you can’t hit this boy. And he cuts you down. He wields a weapon whose name you’ve never learned and he cuts you down into smoking bloodless bodies and your friends die before you – only he leaves you. Knocks you out with a blow of the Force – and isn’t that a nightmare of its own, unseen hands blotting out your thoughts – leaves you there in the cooling blood of your squadmates.
  •  Imagine that you’re Cara Ilhyre and you’re a dancer for the Hutt and you hate it, of course you do, but it is a living, a living, and this boy comes in, fresh-faced and young and he says surrender or be destroyed only he and you both know that the Hutt do not and never have surrendered and when he says destroy there’s this grin on his lips, thin and sharp, and he’s kind, of course he is, but –
    • so you’re Cara Ilhyre and you’re a native of tattooine and like many of your specis you are force-touched and you were a girl, once, a very little girl, and your mother told you tales of krayt dragons who slumbered beneath the sands and gentled their young to their pearl-heavy breasts. krayt dragons are tender mothers, she had said, and it was meant to teach you something of the duality of nature, or to fear those with young to protect, or something; but all you can think is this boy, how he smiles as kind as your mother did, once, but you’re convinced that if you were to cut him down the middle you would find dragon-pearls in his ribs and fire instead of a heart
    • the boy cuts downs jabba’s goons like they are nothing, nothing, and afterwards, afterwards, you sense his sorrow. and somehow that makes it worse.
    • because you say, later, to your mother’s ghost (maybe) or to the desert, he knows that killing people is hard and that weighs on him and he does it anyway and –
    • and, you say, it isn’t as simple as: he makes the hard choices. he knew the hutt would fight. he wanted to burn them down, oh he did, and that sister of his –

Hey im just wondering

Yo know how Nanu in Pokemon Sun/Moon lives with like 12 meowths? And also there’s a lady on one of the routes in… Akala, I think, who lives with like 8 stufful?

Reblog this and put in the tags which single pokemon you’d adopt like 10 of and contentedly live with. Bonus points if you say why and what you’d do with them. I’m curious…

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thinking about jojolion instead of finishing a research paper 

pretty fucked up that straight girls are allowed to go on and on about how hot their friends are and say ‘im straight but i’d fuck that female celebrity’ and call each other 'my wife’ and shit and nobody bats an eye but the second a lesbian even mentions that one (1) guy is attractive a demonic choir of ten thousand hetero voices rings out from the depths of hell saying 'i thought you were gay????’ like……chill it’s honestly not that deep lmao

bad times with adhd:

  • cant read
  • can read, but cant comprehend what ur reading
  • boredom more like Time To Suffer
  • rsd
  • u wanna watch a video thats any amount of time??? thats too long, even if the video is like 10 seconds
  • becoming too aware of how things feel or how u do certain things or just regular bodily functions like breathing or blinking
  • staying up until 4 AM or later for no reason aside from adhd said so
  • that sinking feeling when u realized uve spaced out for most of a conversation and u feel too bad abt doing it to ask the person to repeat what they said 
  • overstimulation
  • meltdowns
  • when u have the motivation to get shit done, but executive dysfunction is like “lmfao nope”
  • trying to get certain stuff done and ur managing ok, but u still get distracted on occasion and u scold urself every time u do but u cant stop urself from doing it
  • the antsy anxiousness that comes with being confined to doing smth for too long
  • “i hope i remember this” u didnt remember it
  • outbursts which cause u to snap at ppl and then u feel bad but u couldnt help it
  • no volume control so ur constantly told to stop yelling but u cant make ur voice quieter 
  • *someone explains instructions and its a rather simple thing* “ok got it” u dont got it
  • getting irrationally irritated over the smallest shit but u cant help it everything is just So Frustrating 
  • “u know what i think im having a good day” and then mood swing that makes u either Super Sad or Super Mad for no reason
  • having what ur gonna say right in ur head but somehow u still space out in the middle of talking and forget what u wanted to say
  • forgetting why u were upset but still feeling upset
  • the sinking feeling of remembering why u were upset and now ur even more upset
  • when rsd is being extremely irrational and u know its bullshit but u dont have the energy to fight it so u just sit there in sadness
  • when rsd makes u self conscious abt stimming in public
  • having absolutely no time perception at all. what even is time ive never heard of that in my life
  • needing to get smth done and u manage to focus, but ur focusing on the wrong thing
  • overanalyzing past stuff thats happened and realizing other shit u couldve said that wouldve helped the situation and damn why didnt u think of that when u were in the situation
  • this is long i should stop now

kpop is making me so happy right now. i feel like as a whole the genre is taking huge steps and western artists/media outlets are finally appreciating it, especially with bts being on the bbmas last night. i see big bang on the what’s popular page on youtube and gd is in every other instagram ad. i can’t go one day without seeing an idol or group trending at number 2 or 3 on twitter. someone who doesn’t listen to kpop came up and asked me if i had heard kard’s new song a few weeks ago. people at my SOUTH TEXAS PUBLIC SCHOOL are listening to music that features namjoon or chanyeol or solo artists without even batting an eye because they like it. it isn’t ‘weird’ anymore. we’re getting somewhere, guys. we’re doing it.

HE

i decided to have a go at drawing these guys (this guy?) properly instead of just doodling in class. for some reason i decided to go for this artstyle - i normally only use it for hs related stuff - and i think it turned out p nice.

gonna draw the other two at some point, just gotta get the energy/motivation.

GIF and ART THEFT ALERT

A person on G+ (because where else would they be) called Why™ is taking and reposting people’s (like @marielgum, @lum1natrix, @markired, @dork-iplier, @floatingmegane-san etc. There’s too many to list, honestly) gifs and art without permission and thinks that simply linking to SOME of the accounts is enough. (ps. its not lol)

In fact, they put the credit in a place where barely any people look. (It’s like the YouTube description. A small percentage of people go there.)

Then they claim that I need to look for it. (ps i dont ha should be visible)

And even then, they never got permission in the first place. 


Go report them please. Reblogs are very much appreciated.