A Little Sentiment
Before you continue: this is just me being a soft bitch and loving all my mutuals very much, its STUPID but it had to be done because i feel I’ve worn out the phrase ‘I love you’ terribly.
So hello, I am officially 18 today (an adult now, a whole grandmother I know, my youth is behind me) and I just wanted to share this little post because I feel like going to each person mentioned here individually won’t convey all that I need to.
In short I’m one hell of a birthday enthusiast; mine, yours, for anyone’s birthday you’ll catch me baking a cake for them the day before and still adding decorations at 11 in the night (or in the case of online friendships, editing a very long, very reminiscent, string of paragraphs written in a rush of adrenaline with the end result involving horrifying grammar and spelling you can only understand after the third look over and your best guess.) It’s your day and you should be celebrated, appreciated and showered in love, plus the tradition in itself is fun! But the week leading up to my 18th was less than joyful, to say the least. From a ridiculous fight with a friend, to just a general war of hormones (get it) and emotions, to doubting a lot of my irl friendships, I was basically just a cocoon of blankets and misery all week. So to say I was not expecting anything good to come out of my birthday this year was an understatement.
Except, I’ve met a lot of people on here, made a lot of friends- old and new, close and mutual- that I’ve come to really adore and appreciate, and they managed to turn my entire day around simply by the enthusiasm in which they all wished me a happy birthday- some even going to the extent of making me small somethings that I will cherish like my own child till death do us part. So, really, this is just a big, sappy thank you to all of them because I’ve been glued to my phone with a grin splitting my face all day and I’m just very happy and feeling very loved so I want yall to know that you are just as loved, and immensely so, by me.
THIS WAS UNNECESSARY BUT IM AN EMO CRAB THAT LOVES TO LOVE YALL, THANK U SM, EVEN FOR JUST SAYING HAPPY BIRTHDAY, IT TRULY MADE MY DAY.
last but not least, the reasons behind this emotional throw up: @makao6x10 @yoonngi @mylovejhs @sinnamochi @taepott @itskimtaehyung @springtoday @btsmutimagines @boyscoutstyle @my-hope-j-hope @yoonelle @jung-shookie @alway5 @haecherry @agustdia @hoe4jimin @cinnamonsugas @velvethoseok @busanbfs @bbangsthetic @kseokjiin @hobikookie @mark-myass @chiquitae @jungkookpd @hadifer @taenity @sonshinejimin @chenbox @mochikissme @lovesicksuccubi @mochimim @rosymyg @ssconce @gukchims @jeonphoria AND SO MANY MORE
I couldn’t tag a bunch of people because tumblr sucks nasty ass, but i have not forgotten them and their birthday wishes even if tumblr apparently has