im still laughing at myself ha

it took me like three years but i finally got a commission from @johannathemad !!! she was sweet enough to do some Yorkalina fanart for me and I absolutely have not stopped screaming since I saw it, holy shit

Commitment has always been scary for me. The thought of devoting myself to one person seemed impossible. I get bored too easily for that. But with you it was different. I could spend eternity listening to your voice, your laugh, and all your stupid little jokes.

anonymous asked:

I don't have a best-friend, and I'm afraid that I never will because it seems like everyone else already has one of their own. Do you think that's unrealistic? Aside from that, I think that you're lovely. I hope that you had an amazing day, and I hope that you have a blessed night. ✨ Thank you for being someone that I admire.

First realize most people who say they have a “bestfriend” forces it and that aint no damn bestfriend. Most of these people only call them their bestfriends because they are always in eachothers proximity or they have known eachother for a long time yet dont check up on eachother everyday and barley know their parents names. Most people in relationships say that their partner is their “bestfriend” but usually they only say that because they drifted from all their friends and their bf/gf is the only person they talk to lmao. There are people who say that they have a bestfriend yet they dont know that person inside and out, they dont hit them up everyday to find out how their day was and if they ate, they have no idea whats going on in their personal life or at home, they dont know their true naked soul. I AM BLESSED to have a real bestfriend a one of a kind a soulmate! WE ARE IN TWO DIFFERENT STATES NOW and She still facetimes me everyday, she asks me if i ate, she buys me gifts I forgot i told her i wanted but she paid attention hard enough to listen and surprise me, she knows me better than i know myself, she makes me laugh when im down, she has been through HELL(i mean HELL) and back with me. That is a bestfriend i would honestly die for her if it came down to it. She came out of the blue and if you told me that we would be bestfriends when i first met her… I would have a hard time believing you. 4 years strong and i know for a fact she will be here till the day i die. Thats a soulmate they come when you least expect it. Dont look for it. Universe will guide you to it. I love you baby have an amazing night ❤️

anonymous asked:

Top 5 ways Chris has ruined your life

i legit say chris has ruined my life all the time, because he’s inactive, because i’ll never be able to meet him, because he’s a lil shit who just posts pictures of his motorcycle when all we want is a selfie

but in all honestly chris has actually made my life a lot better, (i don’t particularly love my life if im honest) and becoming a fan of chris has genuinely made me happy, i am so proud to be a fan of this man, he’s literally just a great fucking guy, not to mention how talented he is!! and yes of course i find him attractive (imo if you don’t you need to go to specsavers) but even if he wasn’t as good looking as he is, even if i didn’t think he looked like a fucking god, i would still love him just as much as i do now because he is such an amazing man and hdjsjdndk now im getting emotional

also being on here has allowed me to make loads of friends who i genuinely love speaking to and can have such a laugh with and be myself with so im thankful for that aswell

the only thing that has sort of ruined my life (sooo dramatic) is the fact that i feel like I have to defend chris on a daily basis for no reason whatsoever because he has never, ever stepped a foot out of line, but i have to defend him from people who make up lies about him and mock him 24/7 (and yes i do feel like he needs defending because he has never done anything to merit the hate he gets and that needs to be said over and over)

so yeah that got really deep lmao and im sorry and i bet y'all thought i was gonna go down the jokey and sarcastic route but nahhh just me being emotional over chris again

               i remember back in the ft fandom where everyone would be like “gina’s the baby here. she’s innocent.” and i’d kinda laugh to myself like “ha HAHA now i’m not pls.” but now i keep seeing this “word” trending and i still don’t know what it frickin’ means, and now i’m just like “well fuck:

im so fucking glad this website has helped me stop comparing black girls to white girls, like white girls are some damn unit of measurement that every other race should use to determine their beauty

im so glad this website has helped me realize that black girls are so damn powerful and so damn beautiful and so damn funny, and intelligent, and don’t have to be the stereotypical “black girl”, but are still so gorgeous and arent creatures to laugh at if they eat fried chicken and love shakin their big black booties 

god, black girls are so fucking gorgeous, so underestimated, and im so glad this website has helped me love myself more, and my sisters who fought and are still fighting for recognition 

you go, queens. and thank you, black tumblr 

Staying in the Closet

mylovelywhouffle submitted: 

 Both my parents believe that its only natural to date the oppisite gender. Anything else and they rather not hear it. My mother says she supports everyone no matter their sexuality but i could see the pain in her smile when she over heard a conversation between me and my friend who happened to come out as bisexual. Afterwards, she asked if all my friends were like that or normal? I was surprised and a bit offended because no matter what everyone is normal, we’re all human. Unfortunately, my mother and father always like to joke of poeple who are gay, lesbian, bi, or anyone who is not attracted to the opposite gender alone, in other words, if you’re not straight they will not take you seriously. My sister on the other hand believes everyone deserves to love and be loved. Sadly her words never seem to match her actions. My brother however, is a supporter who knows that love is love no matter the gender. My sister is straight, her past relationships prove it and my parents know it. My brother has began an interest in girls since he was little, which my parents love. He always shows the “normal behavior” a boy should have, well according to my parents. They tell me that its the human instict to reproduce. I however, have never showed any bit of interest in a boyfriend. My mother think that im just not mature enough to handle it and thinks im just a kid. My father is affraid that i might be a lesbian because he has only met my friends who happen to be female. My sisters keeps arguing that i just don’t have the time since i have school. While my brother just has no clue if i like boys or girls. Since he has met a few of my friends who he describes as eccentric, he’s curious, i can see it in his eye but never asks me anything. But i know im asexual (Pan-romantic Asexual) still ace though. But i dont want to tell them or anyone. I still have friends, im happy so i feel like not telling anyone is the best way to keep my family from asking a lot of questions i rather not answer. Sure, if they ever ask i wont deny my sexuality but because they continue to assume all the time without asking, i dont feel that telling them will make them stop. Some of my friends are open and very understanding of all the sexualities but still seem not to care if it doesnt concern them. They dont seem to want to find out anything at all if has nothing to do with them. They sometimes joke around about how sex is one of the reasons to be in a relationship, they laugh it off as nothing but i never laugh. I always say that love can happen without sex but in the end they just laugh and assume im joking. I dont see myself telling them or my parents beacuse they all have their mind set on the way a “perfect relationship” should be.

Hi and welcome to the Highlights of Amnesia Co-Op! C: 

This is an AMAZING VIDEO and probably one of my faves from Pewds and Cry so far and I’m still so happy and also #pewdiecry. Lemme begin tho

  • “I’m gonna send you a snapchat of the Skype call right now so she knows what I’m doing.”
    “So she knows you’re not cheating on her?”
    “I guess so.”
    “But I mean technically…”
    “*maniacal laughter* PEWDIECRY.”
  • CRY AND PEWDS DISCUSSING THAT THEIR GIRLFRIENDS AREN’T BIG FANS OF PDC BUT CONFIRMING THAT THEY DON’T GIVE A FUCK 
  • *disclaimer* cheyenne and marzia are absolutely allowed to dislike pdc!! everyone is allowed to have an opinion!! don’t hate on anyone for it and please don’t ever disrespect them/their relationships thank you!!
  • “Who doesn’t think it’s weird?”
    “Dude… I think it’s hot.”
    “I mean it is hot.”
  • “BONER. ERRY DAY. CONSTANT BONER. PEWDIEBONER.” “Bro bone day every day.” “BONERPIE.”
  • Pewds’ little audio check song
  • Cry trying to sync his gamma with Pewds’ - and then judging him for having a lot of gamma
  • CRY DOING HIS OLD INTRO AND OLD “VOICE” IM LAUGHING
  • Cry making fun of Tobuscus this seems like a normal thing now
  • PEWDS’ CRY IMPERSONATION. IM JUST. IM NOT CRYING JUST LEAVE ME HERE
  • and then they try to sync their movement omg
  • MrNord94
  • “I feel like you’re a ghost in the room with me, Cry.”
    “I mean, we pretty much are. I’m Aiden. From Beyond Two Souls.”
  • CRY’S LAUGH ABOUT THE ROBBERY NOTE IM SCREECHING
  • THEY BREAK PLATES AT THE SAME TIME WITHOUT EVEN TELLING EACH OTHER
  • Cry teaching Pewds to say Laudanum
  • “It’s in Oslo.”
    “I wonder where that is.”
    “It’s in Norway… it says it!”
  • THE TWO OF THEM SAYING SCHLAFFE
  • “I’m gonna take this painting with me. It’s gonna be my Stephano.”
  • “They use monsters as guards?”
    “Yeah, this is a very well secured bank. It’ll keep all of the twelve-year-olds out.”
  • “Oh, god, Cry, the guards. The guards, Cry.” “Oh god, the guards.” “The guards.” “The guards.” “The ga-”
  • PEWDS CALLING CRY A GENIUS
  • “I’m gonna bring the chair. It’s Chairfano. Let’s go." 
    "Hey. It’s Mr. Chair. How dare you.”
    “Ohhh, I’m so sorry I don’t know all of your Amnesia friends.”
    “And he has feelings, all right?”
    “Does he really. It’s a freaking piece of wood.”
  • “I’ll remember 2 4.”
    “I’ll remember 7 6.”
  • BLURRED LINES IM LAUGHING
  • “If you really hate your life, guys, you can commit crimes if you want to.”
  • Pewds gives it a 10.5/10 and Cry gives a 4/10
  • “Like this video. Please.”
    “Fucking sellout.”
  • “I don’t do it because it’s against myself.”
    “Even though you do do it…”
    “Can we just pretend I don’t do it?”
    “If you want. If you wanna still be friends.”
  • BRO DAY EVERY DAY IVE MISSED THAT
  • PEWDIECRY HASHTAG
  • “Let’s go look at pictures of us getting drunk fucking each other.”
    “That’s what we do any day.”
    “That’s what we’re gonna do right now.”
    “Send me the URL.”

LITERALLY THE BEST IM STILL CRYING OMG

what were your fave parts let me know!! send me an ask or reblog hmu guys