im still in the grammy days

TAYLOR
THIS IS ME MENTALLY GRABBING YOUR FACE OK LIKE IM REALLY CLOSE TO YOU RIGHT NOW MAKE EYE CONTACT WITH ME.

YOU DIDN’T MESS UP DURING OUT OF THE WOODS. IT WAS AMAZING AND IT HIGHLIGHTED HOW MUCH YOU’VE GROWN VOCALLY. DON’T TEAR YOURSELF DOWN. PLEASE. IT WAS SO SO SO GOOD. DON’T STEW OVER IT. YOU DID AMAZING.

IF YOU DONT WIN THE REST OF THE GRAMMYS YOU’RE NOMINATED FOR? ITS OKAY.

I know they mean a lot to you, but at the end of the day you still have us. 1989 changed SO many lives tay. be proud of that okay?

CHIN UP PRETTY GIRL. GO SLAY

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RECAP of MY DAY YOU HELPED ME THROUGH TAYLOR . Please read ❤️. Today I was heading to the grammy museum, and found out my grandma passed away i saw her everyday since I was born. And as hard as I wanted to cry, I still drove towards the grammy museum. To meet my Swiftie friends i have because Of you. And decided I will cry but not right now. Im going to see my girl and maybe even just for a few hours I can be ok. Even the car ride there ur song just helped me get through, and just dance and be happy in such a hard time. Yes i did about cry when i heard never grow up and best day at the grammy museum. But I did it and even took a picture with my long live you wrote for me at rock in rio. That tattoo is for someone else i lost recently too. And for you, and now my other grandma. My best friends/favorite people in the world that can always make me smile. Even showing it to people made me smile to tell the story. People thought i was crazy that someone just died and Im dancing at the museum. But it made me feel better to prolong the crying later to come. I tried my best to dance and shake it off. Then it was time to go head home . And i was about to bawl and i played 1989 all way home from la. And i got home found my grandmas bed out n the yard ready to be carried away. And knowing this house was going to get torn down to soon. And i was about to bawl again, but i cuddled my little catastrophe kitty my mom let me get cause of u tbh. My only thing i have atm. but instead of crying again, i went aNd grabbed my guitar, played from the speak now book. Her favorite songs, saying “grandma this is for u i love u and hope ur listening. And smiled a little as hard as as was and looked at ur pics with me on my dresser and that made me smile. And now im finally completely alone in this house my grandmas gone. No ones here its just me and I was sad again, but i went and bought a cake at 3 am all alone and got some candles for her age . And sat on my floor and told her this was for her to celebrate what an amazing grandma she is and how much i loved her and this was for her and blew out candles and made a wish. So taylor i hope you see this, mean a lot you literally helped me in every moment today get through my day. And literally all these years I love you very much i feel like I’m going to break down now that its all sinking in. Trying not to Im going to play ur album and go to sleep. And try my best to not cry , and look at our pictures and smile, and know my grandma , ill be seeing you again someday…. (Please see my tattoo)Thank you swifties for being so kind. Any words Taylor would mean so much, if anyone sees this i never ask. Make my day . But this is so important to me trying not to cry again so hard tsizzle13 clearblue–water samantha-swift taylorswift akascooby katyandcal audiogasmic jtmaster13 messofadreamr13 swifternet swiftbat17 gettinglostup-state