im still crying over this because

Honestly like? I’m still so fucked up?

Because Robert Sugden doesn’t cry. He internalized and buries and avoids. He never allows his walls down

And then he did

He fucking cried??? Over aaron. Over how empty he feels without him???? Im???

Like, how can you doubt he loves aaron when this is the first time in like years hes allowed himself to be so open he /cries/

And! It’s! Infont! Of! Someone!

I just need to lay down tbh

Like, I know that there was never really a chance of me being rejected from a university I applied to, but it’s still such a relief to get that acceptance. Up until now, it’s still felt like a dream I couldn’t quite reach.

When I had to go on medical leave because my health was too bad to return to my university, I was absolutely heartbroken and, after so long of fighting to get healthier, I didn’t know if I would ever be able to go back. It just kind of felt like life was passing me by while my body was holding me back.

But, like, this is real. It’s happening now. I’m not bed bound anymore and I’m well enough that my medications have started to be lowered. I have great days where I’m just so happy and, a year ago, I never thought that would ever be a reality. In another year, I’ll be well enough that I won’t need any medications to be able to function normally and years of damage to my body will have been nearly repaired. While the trauma’s still going to take a long time to work through, I’ve come so far that I’m actually hopeful about the future and I’m so proud of how far I’ve come.

It’s a little silly, but just that little letter has made me feel like my life is mine again. In two years, I’ve become such a different person. I never would have believed I could have come this far and reclaimed my life. There’s still a long way to go, but I know I can make it. When I was younger, a very near and dear dream was to be able to go on a walk whenever I wanted, wherever I wanted, for however long I wanted. That was mostly because I never thought I would be able to do that. My health made that seem more like a dream than something that could actually be done. But here I am. I’ve done that. I’m going to keep doing that.

God, this really does feel like a dream, haha. I used to be this pathetic little girl who got sick at the drop of a hat and was too terrified of the world to even go into her backyard by herself. I’d get shuffled around between doctors that didn’t know what to do and I would just be so ashamed that I wasn’t “right.” But here I am. I’ve grown into someone who is charismatic, hopeful, and confident enough to stand on my own. I’ll still have bad days, I know that, but god am I better now. I can’t wait to see what kind of person I’ll be in another two years, haha.

And there’s always the chance that my pain will never fully go away and that I’ll never fully be able to overcome the anxiety or depression. I know that. I’ve known for a very long time that there aren’t any proper cures for my condition. But even now I’m proud of who I am and what I’ve done. What I can do. What I will be able to do.

It’s never been the idea that tomorrow will be better. Just that things will get better. It took so many years, but things have gotten better. They’re not perfect, but they’re better. I’ve lost a lot, but I’ve become stronger. I’ve learned how to live and thrive through those losses. I’ve survived so long that I know I’ll continue to do so. And I’m not just going to survive-I’m going to thrive.

okay but tbh lgbt etc people are more likely to come out in moving vehicles (i would know) so like… trans percy coming out to sally on one of the car rides to their special place, that beach where she met poseidon.

its fugliano’s shitty car and percy hates it, of course, but his mom is there and its so easy to forget all the bad things in their life when its just him and his mom. theyre talking, just catching up because hes been at school, and he says, suddenly, “mom, can you ask you something weird?” and she nods her consent.

percy asks “if i was a boy, what would you have named me?”

its a pretty standard question, lots of kids ask it, so she doesnt think anything of it. she thinks for a long time about it, going through the names she considered before the sex reveal, trying to decide, but then says “perseus” and he hears the name and he loves it so much. he asks her why and she explains, tells the story of perseus the hero, the tale of the hero that survived. when the story finishes, all thats left is the sound of the tires on the road, the wind rushing around them from speed. its a comfortable silence, mostly, but percy is fighting to find resolve and sally can kind of tell.

suddenly, he asks, in a voice so quiet she can barely hear him, “will you call me perseus?” and his voice still breaks and it surprises him more than it surprises sally somehow, who looks over with wide eyes before looking back at the road. she agrees, no matter what, but she asks why. he tries to explain, but he doesnt have the vocabulary beyond “because im a boy.” she agrees again, says yes, of course, anything for my baby boy, and then suddenly percy is crying and hard too.

percy’s tears startle a wet laugh out of her and her voice is thick when she says “oh baby no, no crying, we’re okay, i love you” and percy cant find the voice to tell her thats hes just so fuckin happy so he just smiles as big as he can, laughing too.

im just. really emotional rn

i need to be stopped oh my god i just out-angsted myself by listening to sad ost music and imagining Lance getting badly injured and Keith being so worried he starts crying and Lance is like trying to lighten the mood even though he’s hurting really bad and Keith just cant sTOP HIMSELF FROM LAUGHING MISREBLY BECAUSE GOD DAMN IT LANCE IM SCARED FOR YOU AND YOURE OVER HERE MEMEING I LOVE YOU BUT I HATE YOU AND CORAN TELLING KEITH THAT LANCE WILL BE OKAY BUT HE’S STILL JUST SO WORRIED I-

the types as things they've all said to me

ENFJ: “yeah i’ve take the personality tests a few times and it can never type me, i always get like 50/50 on each of the things, so i’m really balanced; i’m EXXX” (bitch MORE than 2 of you have said this to me, you are all problematic and project those questions onto yourselves you fake ass hoes)
INFJ: “i should start a psychic business and pretend to take people’s fortunes because i’m so good at this.” (this was said after she guessed that her boyfriend would get a 96 on his philosophy exam after he had gotten a 97 on the last one, and was exactly correct. tl;dr every INFJ is a demon)
ESFJ: “i get to take care of you and treat you until you’re better!” said with real tears in his eyes after i had rolled my ankle and it was the size of an actual softball. he held my hand as he said it.
ISFJ: “i’m trying my best!” said very flusteredly (it’s a word, shut up) after we poked fun at the fact that he was still 4 labs behind on homework. he was also on youtube at the time.
ESTJ: “joe hasn’t answered me and we’re leaving for austria for spring break in TWO months and i need a plan for what we’re going to do the first weekend ASAP or i’m going to literally kill him with my bare hands.”
i have no more context to add to this, yall are literally just the most extra people i’ll ever meet.
ISTJ: “i feel like…” and then you proceeded to lie to me because none of you have felt anything, ever.
ESFP: “what’s happening?! should i talk to him?! should i ignore it and be oblivious?! idk what to do im not an intuitive!” said when i was pissed at everybody and he accidentally got the brunt of my rage. you are all pure and naive and just want to have a good time and i respect that; you do you, boo boo the fools, just keep doing you.
ISFP: “i’m about to make a transatlantic flight to austria to instill the fear of god into every one of those girls playing with joe’s heart over there.” said about her little brother while still in her horse riding gear, in between walking from the dinner table to her laptop to watch sherlock and dr. who. im 100% not joking about this, her name is Mary Duran and she paints on the side too.
ESTP: “well, enough of that.” said moments after crying for two minutes, and seconds before throwing a lawn chair across the yard and breaking a window because he didn’t know how else to process his emotions. @everyESTP, pls get help.
ISTP: “HAVE YOU EVER HEARD OF A FUCKING BLINKER. USE YOUR BLINKER BEFORE I SLIT YOUR THROAT.” (this is literally every time i’m in the car with him, no matter what, no matter how long; tl;dr every one of you shouldn’t drive, ever.)
ENTP: “but was kant really that bad?” said by some hoe in one of my higher level philosophy classes as he introduced us to Irrelevantland™. stick to your memes and stop antagonizing every person you meet you bored ass mfs.
INTP: “the old lady thinks i’m going to fix our neighbor’s AC, which means i have about 45 minutes to get to a town 34 minutes away to see if the guy has one of the car parts i’ve been looking for. it’ll cost about $200-$220, but i gotta take the money out in small increments around town so she doesn’t get suspicious.” said by my best friends dad, in reference to his wife and his unhealthy obsession with fixing up old, unusable cars.
ENTJ: “socrates was probably the dumbest person to ever live, and i wrote an entire 12 page paper on it and got an A.” (i have no more to add to this; you’re all just as bad as the ESTJs and must be stopped.)
INTJ: “that was a good burn. i think i’m going to like you.” said to me after i said something witty and sarcastic to my ENFP best friend. p.s. every INTJ has an XNFP best friend, it’s just a fact, accept it).
ENFP: “hey remember how you’ve been telling me for the past three months that im overcommitting myself and doing too many things? well today after my seventeenth breakdown of the semester so far, i realized that you might be right.” (said by my best friend. not much else to add to this, really; you’re all insane.)
INFP: “my friend brought me a puppy between classes today and it was only the second of four times i cried today.”

okay this one might be a stretch but...

When Jackson was recording in the FLIGHT LOG: DEPARTURE trailer we all noticed that the elapsed time was stuck on the last possible second of the day it was released

But we didnt really pay attention to the time of remaining space being 24 mins,

Which is almost the exact amount of time it takes to watch the entire trilogy plus trailers???

Enough time for Jinyoung to rewatch all his friends die without him for us to keep reliving FLIGHT LOG over and over again

2x19 “Alex” Sanvers Wishes

Like always, I’ll come back after the episode airs and cross out any that came true:

  • Alex burning dinner.
    **BONUS POINTS if she burns dinner because she was kissing/flirting/talking to Maggie.

It’s okay Alex, paella is difficult to master.

  • Kara making a dig at Maggie about Alex not knowing how to cook, or about not knowing Alex as well as she does -regardless of the situation.
  • Them mentioning that Alex can’t cook.
    **Bonus Cute Points if Maggie says it doesn’t matter because she can/she’ll cook for Alex.
  • Alex & Maggie having an argument over Kara that ends badly before Alex is taken.
    **Bonus points if Maggie tells Kara later that they were fighting and now she’s scared that was the last time she’d see Alex.
  • A Maggie/J’onn scene, that’s nowhere as awkward as Jeremiah’s speech, because J’onn is Alex’s true space dad.

Not the big scene I wanted, but Im counting that ‘good work Maggie’ and hug. Heaven knows when was the last time Maggie hugged a fatherly figure.

  • Alex blurting out an ‘I love you’ and spooking Maggie. Plus Maggie beating herself up for not having said it back while they search for her.
  • Maggie and Kara having a heart to heart about Alex.

I’m still crying over “We both love her”.

  • Maggie telling Kara she loves Alex/almost telling her that.
  • Alex saying her last goodbyes over the laptop.
    **Bonus points if as she’s telling Maggie she loves her, the water covers her.
    **Extra Bonus Points if she tells Kara and Maggie to look after each other.

This was one of the wishes I was really hoping for. Alex being scared of dying without telling Maggie how much she meant to her was too good to pass up, but what really made the scene was Maggie. She took it away. Floriana knocked it out of the park with the crying and the breaking voice. Alex looking right at the camera but not being able to see Maggie, only hear her heartbroken voice. Gertrude the dog. It was all around one of the best scenes in the episode, hands down.

  • Alex dies for a moment and she’s brought back.
    **Bonus points if Kara says that she can’t hear her heartbeat.
    **BONUS POINTS AND INSTANT DEATH if Maggie gives Alex CPR.
  • More than 1 heartfelt Sanvers scene.

That laptop scene and that ILY scene. The rescue was much shorter but the forehead kisses really made it. (Flo keeps delivering, damn.)

  • More than 1 kiss.

I’m counting the three (3) forehead kisses Maggie gives Alex when she’s rescued, and of course that last amazing smooch on the medbay.

  • A kiss that lasts longer than five (5) seconds. (For reference, their first kiss lasted this.)

Roughly 5 seconds from when Alex goes for it to when they pull apart. I’d say it was on par with their kiss in 2x09 or 2x15 (amazing to have so many kisses to choose from), but Im def not complaining because Alex did almost die an hour ago.

  • Let’s shoot for the stars kids: A kiss that lasts longer than ten (10) seconds. (For reference, the 2x07 kiss lasted this.)
  • Maggie asleep next to Alex’s bed in the medbay.
  • Maggie taking care of Alex after her ordeal.

Rather short, but Maggie’s softest little voice saying “Be careful” and her facial expression. I died.

And Maggie helping walk at the DEO. Granted, she’s not very good at playing nurse if she can’t keep the patient in bed, but I’ll give this one to her.

  • Forehead touch/kiss/hand-holding while Alex is lying in the hospital bed in the medbay.

I’m crying, I cannot BELIEVE we got all three. I don’t even have anything to add.

Forehead touch:



There was some serious double triple pretzel hand-holding going on there. I approve.

  • Maggie chickening out of telling Alex ‘I love you’ at some point.
  • Maggie and Alex say ‘I love you’.

And I’m still crying about it. Almost as much as Maggie.

  • Alex/Kara/Maggie group hug. Or Kara/Alex/Maggie sandwich.
  • Alex and Maggie talking about getting a dog together, can’t forget about that.

I hope Alex said Gertrude as a joke.

  • Alex and Maggie talking about moving in together.

I’m not crossing this off, because it’s an open to interpretation allusion as opposed to an actual conversation about it. Do couples who don’t live together fight over loading the dishwasher? That seems like a really domestic thing. But I think we can infer Maggie is thinking about it. I bet this item will get crossed off before the season is over.

  • Maggie crying.

The crying/trying to smile thing Maggie had going on during the laptop scene effed me up good.

So I’m pretty sure all of us have high expectations for this episode, but I’m hopeful confident a good number of these will get crossed out.

Fingers crossed, and only one day to go!

hoodiejungkook  asked:

i swear I'm not trying to ruin your life but TOP 5 OTP MOMENTS

AHHHHH don’t worry my life was already ruined the moment I shipped JJP…anyways TOP OTP MOMENTSSSSSSS

1. This moment had me crying so much because Jaebum is always trying to show a cool, chic, and strong leader image. But even though he was embarrassed about crying, he just naturally melted into jinyoung’s arms and I just??? It just shows that he trusts Jinyoung so much that he would show his weak side.



look how ready he is damn jae calm yourself he’s all yours


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in all seriousness though watching a lost little warlock find one of her own people and connect with him as soon as she realizes he’s just like her is so healing because i truly know this feeling when i run into someone else who’s also of my ethnicity. i’m never more glad that it’s magnus bane whose allowed to make madzie feel safe and comfortable rather than some white shadowhunters

Tequila (Bucky Fluff)

Hi guys! I’m sorry I haven’t posted in a while. I promise I will post more. I just wrote this one today and I hope you enjoy. DON’T LET THE TITLE FOOL YOU THIS IS PURE FLUFF I just didn’t know what to call it aka story of my life. It’s for @cute-but-psychoxx who asked for a fic based on Say You Won’t Let Go by James Arthur. Guys, I love music requests because I love learning new music! Thank you girl! Hope you enjoy. Happy Friday!

Warnings: drinking, throwing up (it’s not very detailed but still)

AU where Bucky and reader are long time friends who live in the same apartment building. 

In Bucky’s point of view- do y’all like this? feedback always welcome!


“Bucky, Bucky, BUCKY NO!!! No-no-noooooo!” (Y/N)’s screams turned into whines as she saw the last of the tequila slip from the bottle and past my lips. She waddled over to me and slammed her hands on my chest, almost knocking both of us on the floor.

I struggled to keep my balance and swallowed harshly. “What?! I saved you a sip!” I was surprised at how my words slurred, I didn’t think I was that drunk.

I held the bottle out to her which contained just enough liquor to cover the bottom rim. “How generous of you,” she said as she tipped her head back and finished off the bottle. With a victory screech, she tossed the empty glass on the couch and slung her arm around my shoulders. I could feel the devilish smirk on my lips as I wrapped my arms around her waist and dipped her in front of me. Her mouth fell into a wide smile and her bright laugh sent a rush through my veins.

A loud knock on the door made us both freeze. 

“Just ignore it, they’ll go away,” she whispered, her boozy breath fanning over my face. 

As we waited for a sign telling us the knocker had left, I couldn’t stop myself from studying her face. Maybe it was the tequila, or the early morning hour, or the angle I was holding her in, but her lips looked more inviting than usual. Like little cushions that would catch mine if they were to fall. 

Another loud knock made me toss her onto the sofa and walk over to the door. It’s the tequila talking, I thought.

I opened the door to see a very grumpy Mr. Peterson on the other side. The harsh light from the hallway seemed to make his wrinkles double in size. “I understand that you two are having fun, but it is very late, son.”

“Sorry, Mr. Peterson-”

“Mr. P!” (Y/N) yelled from her spot on the sofa. “Do you have any tequila we can borrow? We ran out-”

“We’ll keep it down, Mr. Peterson,” I said closing the door and quietly locking it.

“Well, does he have-” she started.

“Shhhhhh,” I warned, as I sat in the chair closest to her.

“Does he have any tequila we can borrow?” She whispered with her eyes closed and her wrist draped over her forehead. 

“I think we’ve both had enough,” I chuckled, making my words slur even more.

She hummed in agreement and we sat in silence. The kind of comfortable, empty mind silence that only happens when your drunk. 

I don’t know how much time had passed when a loud thump startled me from my non thinking. Her foot had fallen onto the floor and shortly after, her hand landed on my thigh.

“The world is spinning not like on its axis spinning because it’s always actually spinning and we can’t feel it but the world is spinning like I can feel it spinning like I have the spins spinning,” she rambled. 

She groaned loudly until her eyes shot open and her grip tightened on my leg. She got up too fast, sending her spiraling off the couch and onto the floor. I was amazed at how fast she got herself up and ran into the bathroom. My brain finally caught up when I heard the familiar sound of echoed coughing.

“Oh, (Y/N),” I groaned in pity. I shouldn’t have let her drink that much. I stumbled to the bathroom, water bottle and wet towel in hand and knelt by her side. Without my permission, my fingers were drawing patterns into her sleeveless top and messily braiding her hair away from her face like my sisters taught me to do.

My stomach was raging against me, I felt so awful. But then she was laughing.

“I always ruin these kinds of things, huh?” she said over her shoulder. Somehow, her eyes were twinkling and her smile was wide. 

“Yeah,” I joked, handing her the wet cloth and leaning my back up against the tub. 

Once she had cleaned herself up, she chuckled and smacked my shoulder. I winced at the sound of her raw voice. She sighed and situated herself between my legs. “Sorry I’m gross,” she said, leaning against my chest. 

“Not any more gross than usual,” I said, pulling her closer so her legs draped over mine and her head leaned on my shoulder. I felt her laughing against he crook of my neck.

She placed her hand on my chest and rubbed her thumb back and forth. Her movements were so gentle and soft, I could hardly feel them, but she sent me soaring.

“Why don’t you stay here tonight? Sleep on the couch?”

“Nah,” I said. “I can make the trek upstairs. And you should get some rest.” I pulled her hair from her shoulders and gently unwound the messy braid down her back. She sighed and I felt her eyelashes brush against my neck as her eyes closed. 

“Okay. In a minute,” she said.

I continued to play with the ends of her hair while my mind drifted. I could no longer feel any tingling in my limbs and my head wasn’t spinning anymore. I tightened my arms around her as her breathing slowed and deepened and her hand limply fell from my chest.

I had no clue what time it was, but I felt sleep tugging at my eyes. I finally settled for sleeping on the bathroom floor and let my chin rest on (Y/N)’s head as I closed my eyes and tried to figure out when I started falling in love with my best friend.


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  • Matt is the next black paladin.
  • The team finds Matt (& Sam) before they find Shiro 
    • Pidge is so happy. They’re crying.
    • He and Sam were at a Labor Camp
  • Before they find Matt, the Paladins are trying to figure out how to form Voltron. This explains Lance in the red lion because everyone’s shifting around trying to find a lion that everyone fits into including Allura.
    • The attempts fail. They do not form Voltron. It is not good.
  • When they find Matt the black lion chooses him. He’s the perfect match.
  • All the other Paladins are sad because they think that the black lion choosing another Paladin means that Shiro is dead
    • He isn’t.
    • Allura reminds them that the exact same thing happened with Zarkon and Shiro, so that panic was short lived.
  • They do space battles
    • Matt has the bayard, yay
    • But no armor
    • He gets some from the Olkari? maybe? Or another rebel planet?
  • They do find Shiro eventually
    • Like at the end of the season
  • He’s still kicking ass, because he’s Shiro, that’s what he does.
    • He has the black paladin armor still
  • There’s a reunion. 
    • It’s so happy you guys
    • Lance and Keith hug him for an eternity
    • Matt nearly cries because he hasn’t see Shiro in over a year.
    • It’s so great.
  • Then they kill Lotor. 
    • with the power of Friendship
      • and a giant mega robot called Voltron
      • that too. 
shit my friends and i have said


“wow, you really suck at this. please, just stop.”

“this is a meme free zone, please respect that and shut the fuck up about dat boi.”

“i accidentally talked shit about someone when they were right next to me.. in other news, can i stay here for the next five or so minutes?”

*loud footsteps then a tackle* “SPAAAAAAAACE!!!” 

“if i hear another word about space, i’m going to punch you.”

“does wii sports count as physical exercise?”

“what are you doing? no, stop that.”

“so, i zoned out like 10 minutes ago. what were you saying?”

“i got detention for sleeping in class. do you think i’ll get in trouble if i sleep in detention?”

“what do you mean you quit? you haven’t done anything!”

“i may be (insert height) but i’ll still kick your ass!”

“.. i can’t reach the shelf..”

“so, funny story, my fingers are stuck in the scissors… please help.”

“listen, i’m (insert age) but i still watch (insert show), get the fuck over it.”

“you can’t hate me.. i’m unhateable.”

“uh, i’m too small and weak to rob someone so you should give me a dollar.”

“you just stole my fries, you fuck! this is war.”

“we can’t be friends. i have a policy that says i can’t be friends with assholes, and you happen to be the biggest fucking asshole i’ve seen.”

“oh god, that was mean.. well, shit.”

“i’m going to cry… i just saw a kitten.”


Okay here’s the rundown of the karsuno team hear me out:

Hinata is the avatar (HEAR ME OUT) but he DOES not know like his mom suspected something but honestly everyone thought the cycle ended with the last avatar and its unheard of an avatar with a sibling so she quickly debunks that possibility. Instead they only know he’s a fire bender and honestly his mom- a non bender- in a house with 2 constantly bickering firebenders is a FEAT okay.

And say before a HUGE nationals game it’s discovered that he IS the avatar and they almost disqualify the team but it’s proven that he did not cheat and they agree that as long as he sticks to ONE element he can participate so it’s LIT

Tsukki is also a firebender and it’s really not all that surprising because he just has this AURA around him that radiates a passive aggressive energy. Everyone kinda expected him to be an airbender because both his brother and father are air nomads (CROSS BENDER FAMILIES ARE KINDA “TABOO”) but he ended up taking after his mother.

TOBIO and SUGA are water benders and it was actually really surprising for Kags because everyone expects water benders to be really chill and calm and relaxed but KAGS IS NONE OF THAT LOL. Honestly when he joined a team in middle school eVERYONE expected him to be a firebender but NOPE. Kags is more offensive while suga is more into healing and DEFENSIVE so they put him in when things are getting rough because healing IS allowed

Noya is an earth bender and tanaka is a water bendER WHICH IS SURPRISING BECAUSE YOU WOULD THINK HE WOULD BE A FIREBENDER OR AND EARTHBENDER WITH THAT ATTITUDE BUT NOPE. Noya’s earthbending skills are A1 like he’s one of the top earthbenders in the prefecture and tanaka is in the top 10 of his element. These two get into SO MUCH TROUBLE (they fling mud at random people and this escape like the punks they are someone get them off the streets smh)

Daichi is an earth bender as well and that kinda sucks when he gets mad because he’ll chuck rocks at people (Noya) and it really hurts man. But there’s a really steady quality about him like he’s just so firm (especially his arms) and strong (especially his arms) and really powerful (especially his arms don’t @ me) (he also gets so mad that he can’t bend lava but NOYA can but he’s too dad to ask for help because he doesn’t want to stroke his ego and it hurts man but BOY CAN HE BEND METAL) (HA CAN YOU IMAGINE “dad I MEAN DAICHI I CANT OPEN THE STORAGE CLOSET DOORS SOMETHING IS BLOCKING THEM” “ugh hinata give me a sec” *flings metal doors open like its NOTHING* *everyone is watching. Sweating*

Asahi and Yams are air benders which AGAIN is weird. EvERYONE THOUGHT ASAHI WAS AN EARTHBENDER BECAUSE HES BIG… LIKE A ROCK but no no he’s just trying to find balance or whatever (his mom is an air nomad while his dad is a non bender so he grew up around that kind of rhetoric) (he does live it out really well) (poor baby is always nervous) (help him)

Tadashi being an airbender isn’t really a surprise but ALOT of people assumed he was a non bender because he comes off as plain and his bending skills are nOT extraordinary and he used to get picked on in school because “aw look at the little air nomad cry cause he can’t bend” “IM NOT AN AIR NOMAD A-A-AND I CAN BEND! *tears up* *firEBENDER TSUKKI COMES OUT AND OH SNAP YOU KNOW THIS DUDE OH SNAP GUYS HES A FIREBENDER LETS BOUNCE. Honestly the most surprising thing about him being an air bender is that his best friend is a firebender I mean not even 100 years prior the fire nation had complete control over the air nation (what little were left) but despite that they are still tight and it’s really just AHHH my heart.



takeda is a non bender and Ukai is a firebender and it always AMAZES takeda to see him bend because it looks to EFFORTLESS (honestly he gets a KICK out of matches because it’s all so INTERESTING TO HIM)

Yachi is an airbender (her father was an air nomad and her mother is an earthbender)

Kiyoto is a water bender and literally one of the most powerful water benders you will ever meet but she is much more interested in healing

Kenma is an airbender and his bending is REALLY choppy and BLUNT but his precision is SPOT ON

Kuroo is a fire bender and pair him and bokuto (an EARTHBENDER) together and you are ASKING FOR trouble

AKAASHI IS A water bender and (he’s been trying blood bending recently on animals in the park but HE’D NEVER TRY IT ON A HUMAN SO RELAX IT JUST FEELS DIFFERENT THAN BENDING WATER) (he sometimes does it when bokuto is riled up and about to kirk to get his blood pressure down so he doesn’t get benched)

That’s all I can think of right now but feel free to add more because this is actually really interesting okay I’m out


will ditch literally any and every adult in family gatherings to play board games with the kids? will let them climb him like monkeys? a child asks him a question? gather round, kids, it’s Storytime. puppet shows? his Specialty. he paints the triplets nails every weekend, then lets them paint his (* ´ ♡ ` *)

it’s not something he consciously recognizes or ever had training for he just effortlessly mingles with children because his heart is as soft as theirs and he will Die for any little kid who so much as speaks Words to him and that’s, objectively, a Fact

like. dude. listen. you cant put shit out in the world without at least some semblance of the awareness that, wow, huh, maybe that’s actually regurgitating a really harmful idea!! maybe i should look deeper into my own biases and examine why theyre there!!! ethics 101!!

theres this super fucking pervasive idea that disabled people–in this case, let’s say particularly blind people–are the victims of some horrible tragedy. fight ableism because “that could be you one day!! [shudder]”, or ditch the fighting ableism completely like most people. that could be you one day. oh god. how terrifying. imagine a life like that!

when i went blind i spent like a week in the hospital bingeing everything on netflix that had audio description (at the time this was: daredevil, criminal minds, sherlock bbc, and glee) and getting an alarming number of blood draws. it was pretty chill. i didnt really have my official freakout until a couple weeks later, after…wait for it…a professor failed me rather than deal with the inaccessibility in her own coursework and told me i should drop out, because academia was no place for someone like me.

i was pissed at first. im still pissed. meet me in the fucking pit, laurie, the 504 coordinator can be our referee.

but after a little while it set in that, oh right, i can’t read. oh right, i can’t currently cross the street on my own. on right, i cant, i cant, i cant. everything that everyone had ever said was such an awful fate to be subjected to sunk in all at once and i think i ended up crying over not being able to finish dragon age: inquisition.

i dont even like dragon age.

it took like…..a while…… remember that life has intrinsic value. that theres nothing actually all that important about being sighted. there are some things i cant do anymore but that isnt the end of the world, and like, hell, there are some perks, too! i never have to see benedict cumberbatch’s face ever again, for one.

i got through my little breakdown pretty quickly, and into a stage in my life where my blindness was something that defined me – and that that wasnt a bad thing. i know im lucky for that. i know if i werent already a cr*p it probably would have been a lot harder. i know other people still struggle with the idea that they’re useless, or that their existence is tragic. i have those moments too.

and like, spoiler alert, if y'all fuckers and your “isnt it so sad that matt doesnt know what foggy looks like”, [something something inaccessible disney channel cartoon], etc etc thought you werent involved here, you thought wrong. those ideas are part of the problem. you are part of the problem. maybe you dont think that its a big deal because you’re not necessarily espousing eugenics (side-eyeing u transhumanists real fuckin hard rn), but it is. casual ableism like that, like it’s a no-brainer, of course blindness is terrible, of course it’s something to fear, of course… that has an impact.

grow the fuck up. think critically about the kind of shit youre putting into the world. be better

why-fren  asked:

Heyo! So I'm so overly hufflepuff that I almost cried when I found out sunflowers completely die every year (bc they are may babies I love them!) So can I get RFA + V and Saeran for MC in this situation? Sorry if this is weird, luv u ^^

yo yo yo!
Weird is good!
[ Admin Jiyeon ]

RFA + V & Saeran react to an MC who cried because sunflowers died


  • aww what a precious person
  • “so cute, someone protect MC!” 
  • He’d cry too tbh
  • Sunflowers are very nice for him, 
  • They’re bright, yellow (even if it reminds him of yoosung) it’s pure
  • for him, its a sign of hope or something 
  • but he’d also buy you some sunflowers every year (sometimes even the artificial ones so he cant see you cry)


  • cries
  • “Im sad because it reminds me of Rika”
  • lol sorry
  • He’d also cry because this boi is very soft hearted and he’s really a gentle person
  • so yea 
  • sunflowers for him, are kinda like a normal plant that is beautifully simple 
  • It’s plain yellow, then brown and green, simple but beautiful
  • He likes simple things so yes! “Like you, MC, you’re simple but beautiful!”


  • She has neutral emotions for sunflowers so she’d find it sad that MC cries that their sunflowers had died
  • Because it was really pretty and added an old fashion aesthetic to the designs
  • On more serious notes, she’d find it a little weird but she would melt at how soft you are
  • “Aww, MC… that’s.. cute.”
  • and that’s gay but who’s complaining 
  • “It’s okay, MC we can always buy another one every year.”
  • for her, sunflowers are just plants but since she was/is an assistant and im sure she researched plants, she’d know more about the meaning than her own connotative meaning


  • “do you know we can always buy one”
  • “stop crying its making me want to buy you every sunflower that exists.”
  • He’d be more logically thinking and says “its okay. Nothing lasts forever except our love. It lasts.”
  • Sunflowers for him dont really bother him. For him, it’s kinda too plain (its my hc of Jumin okAY CHILL) 
  • Imo, he’d prefer seeing more extravagant and beautiful flowers but there was that time when smol jihyun and smol jumin went to picture sunflowers because his bestfriend is too nice and polite to ask to go
  • like Jaehee, he’d know more about the dictionary meaning than his own


  • “what a crybaby” takes a video for future blackmail 
  • also, he knows 
  • but he’d also feel sad and he gets reminded people and plants actually die
  • He knows MC would die
  • he would die
  • the whole RFA would die
  • Saeran would die
  • just… everyone. and the new generations passes on. 
  • “its okay MC… let’s go buy sunflowers soon, now dont be sad okay? Come, let’s go prank Yoosung!” 
  • Sunflower’s death reminds him of death in general, however the sunflowers remind him of his own eyes. It’s nice, unique and simple

V/Jihyun Kim

  • he’d c r y lets be honest here
  • V is a marshmallow and he loVES PLANTS!! He loves them so much so he also cried
  • sunflowers are precious to him too. It holds memories. Lots of them
  • “Don’t worry MC, till death do us apart.” (idk if its correct rip) 
  • “When we marry, I want you to personally have a sunflower in your bouquet. It will  be our symbol to leave the past behind us and that how soft hearted you are.”
  • What a man!
  • lets pretend he can see ok let me live
  • Symbols of sunflowers for him are pure, sincerity, simplicity, memories of Rika, Jumin and new memories with MC 


  • Why would you cry over a sunflower.”
  • “It’s just flower. Everyone and everything eventually dies.”
  • for him its very weird
  • he prefers you crying over something more meaningful 
  • Im not saying he has a tough heart but the idea for him is a huge turn off (imo) 
  • It’s like saying you cried because your phone died
  • so
  • yeah
  • eventually, he just gets used to MC’s yearly sunflower deaths rants but he still doesnt know why MC would cry over that thing
  • Symbols for sunflowers: he probably doesnt have “its just a flower.” 

Requested be @jeonasskook : Jikook fucking to Rainsim. 

((Khris…I’m sorry it’s headcanon-y!!! I didn’t want this to turn into a song fic lol. I hope I didn’t disappoint you!! Also I’m writing this at 3am so I’m really sorry if it’s not my best work!! >.< Anyway, enjoy!!!)) 

- It’s two in the morning when Jimin gets a call from Jungkook. His boyfriend has been at the dance studio since early afternoon, only taking breaks when Jimin forces him to. By midnight, Jungkook pushes him out of the door and reassures him that he’ll be home an hour later. Jimin passes out the second his head hits his pillow. The next time that he checks his phone, woken up by his boyfriend’s call, Jungkook has been at the studio one more hour than he promised he would leave. 

“H-Hyung…” Jungkook’s tone makes Jimin sit up in his bed. He sounds worn out. 

“Baby, it’s two in the morning. Why aren’t you home?” Jimin yawns softly. 

“Could you…could you come over? I think I finally got the steps right, and I wanna show you,” Jungkook claims. 

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