im sorry to those of you who follow me on instagram

psa: false accusations.

last time i made a psa post that can be found under here. a bunch of bitter fack shippers just can’t handle the truth and are out for blood. and by that they are doing whatever they can do ruin my friends reputation for no fucking reason.

first off, imma jump right into it. don’t be a fucking sheep. if you see a post about eddiesghost going around- please report it and come back to us about it. theres something called proof. its easy for someone to just talk and make a post. but you gotta show the receipts. so next time if you see something about my friend on instagram or even twitter, please just report it, defend her or even just tell her about it! it’s some serious shit, its no longer a joke.

a post was recently posted by a gross blog. link is here. DON’T REPOST THEIR SHITTY POST PLEASE. ITS GROWING ENOUGH ALREADY.

warning, its pretty disturbing and i’m sorry you had to read it. just remember its not fucking true.

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but your eyes will lead me straight back home;


“we’re both youtubers and you sent me an email asking me to do a duet cover with you but you don’t realise i’m having a heart attack bc your my fave youtuber au“ for jily. 

james potter to sirius black: sirius 

james potter: sir 

james potter: pads

james potter: paddy

james potter: paddington 

sirius black: wtf what do u wa n t 

james potter: what should i cover next 

sirius black: u mean song right 

james potter: ya 

sirius black: arctic monkeys

james potter: dude 

james potter: how many songs is that now 

sirius black:does it matter 

sirius black: am is life my man 

james potter: ur an idiot 

sirius black: jim bob i’m offended 

james potter: jim bob? 

sirius black: better than jimmy fleamont 


sirius black: 🤷🏻‍♂️

sirius black: fine 

sirius black: ed sheeran potentially 

sirius black: might finally get you some girls 

james potter: stfu black 

james potter: just cuz i don’t have macdonald in the palm of my hand

sirius black: ur just jealous 

james potter: anyway 

 james potter: which song 

 sirius black: idk 

 sirius black: listen to him and pick one

 @prongspotter_: what ed sheeran cover do u guys wanna hear next? let me know in the replies! 

 – @petepettigrew: is there one abt sleep 

 – @padfoot_: r u mine by arctic monkeys 

 – @remuslupine: for real because i’m the only mature one, sing is a jam

 –@prongspotter_: @petepettigrew @padfoot_ @remuslupine i hate u all except remus — 

–@remuslupine: hAh suck shit sirius 

—@padfoot_ jim bob HOW DARE U 

–@lilyflowers: id love to do a cover w u, ill email u the details if u want? 

—@prongspotter_: @lilyflowers ya ofc 

remus lupin to james potter: are you ok 

james potter: never been better y 

remus lupin: your favourite youtuber and musician 

remus lupin: who you also think is really hot and who you stalk everyday

remus lupin: just tweeted at you and asked to collaborate with her 

james potter: u right

james potter: i’m ded. 

remus lupin: right 

remus lupin: so now isn’t the right time to say i’ve been talking to her for a while about booktube huh 

james potter: MOONY I FEEL BETRAYED !!! 



Subject: Collab 

hey james, 

if you’re still willing to do a collab, we could do a ed sheeran song still. i’d be happy to come round and record with you for a little bit, i’m not fussed on which song. do you need me to bring my keyboard? also, your music is pretty good. i see your original content going somewhere. shame you’re egotistical and think taylor swift is overrated though. 

best, lily.



Subject: Re: Collab 

thanks evans. 

my number is 035828381 if you want to text me any extra details, and i’ll send the address of my flat from there. i was thinking of thinking out loud or perfect, so if you could learn both of them just in case that’d be cool. also bringing your keyboard would be good. also, i’m right. taylor swift is overrated. she’s repetitive as fuck. also i’m not egotistical. 

best, james. 

james potter to assholes with feelings: IM GOING TO DIE 

peter pettigrew: what now 

sirius black: apparently she’s hella sassy 

remus lupin: yea, she told me she thinks james comes off as a little egotistical


peter pettigrew: jim she’s kinda right 

james potter: PETE 

james potter: TRAITOR 

remus lupin: yea, you literally tweeted to all your followers about your cover of toxic being better than the original 

peter pettigrew: and repeatedly argued when ppl said u were wrong

james potter: IM RIGHT 


peter pettigrew: r u just mad bc the girl you’ve had a celeb crush on for years isn’t falling for ur act 

james potter: ……. 

james potter: YES 

remus lupin to james potter: so are you still gonna collab with her

james potter: OFC

james potter to peter pettigrew: can u pls get some food on the way home 

james potter: she’s coming over at noon tomorrow 

james potter: we need cookies 

peter pettigrew: on it 

peter pettigrew: choc chip? 

james potter: always

remus lupin to sirius black: he does know about the fact she has over 1mil subscribers 

remus lupin: and somehow manages to be a book/beauty/music/vlog channel 

sirius black: ya

sirius black: but like u said

sirius black: he an egomaniac 

remus lupin: hypocrite

sirius black: M O O N Y 

james potter to sirius black: be nice

sirius black: ur an asshole 

sirius black: she already knows this 

sirius black: we’ll get on gr8 

sirius black: it’s u i’m worried abt 

james potter: stfu

lily evans to james potter: i’m here 

lily evans: why does it sound like a stadium is in ur flat 

james potter: ….. sirius is watching the football 

james potter: come up 

lily evans to remus lupin: don’t tell him i said this 

lily evans: but i had a lot of fun today 

lily evans: we harmonise together really well 

remus lupin: my lips are sealed 

remus lupin: so you don’t think he’s egotistical 

lily evans: no i still think he’s egotistical 

lily evans: but he’s a nice egotist 

lily evans: and he has nice hair 

remus lupin: oh my god 

lily evans: u tell him any of this and i will burn ur copy of oliver twist 

remus lupin: …. 

remus lupin: got it 

lily evans to james potter: i left my keyboard pedal at urs 

lily evans: also can u upload perfect and ill upload thinking out loud 

lily evans: also did chelsea win 

james potter: ok come get it tomorrow if ur free

james potter: and yes ill send u the footage  

james potter: and yes unfortunately

lily evans: damn 

lily evans: also tell pete those cookies were good

james potter: will do 

lily evans: see u tomorrow

james potter:

peter pettigrew to remus lupin: he’s smitten w her isn’t he 

remus lupin: always has been 

peter pettigrew: but even more now 

remus lupin: yea

remus lupin: god help us all 

james potter to Ladz™: did she rlly think that pete made those cookies 

peter pettigrew: i did make those cookies

james potter: uh huh 

james potter: sure 

remus lupin: no he actually did make them 

sirius black: that’s the only reason we keep him around 

peter pettigrew: STFU 

james potter changed the group name to peter thinks he can bake cookies 

peter pettigrew changed the group name to I ACTUALLY CAN BAKE 

sirius black changed the group name to why do even keep peter around these days honestly

remus lupin: i’m done 

remus lupin has left the chat. 

sirius black: M O O N Y

remus lupin added lily evans to musicians w gr8 hair and pete 

peter pettigrew: why is it called that honestly

lily evans: i was thinkin the same thing 


sirius black: U COME INTO MY HOME 

lily evans: oh shut it black

sirius black: M O O N Y 

sirius black: TAKE HER BACK 

remus lupin: nope

lily evans has changed the group name to the egomaniacs and the decent human beings

james potter: WHICH ONES WHICH

lily evans: have fun figuring that out  

sirius black: one of the egomaniacs is u 

james potter: LIES 

lily evans: oh btw i’m outside ur flat 

sirius black: W O T 

lily evans: ….. 

lily evans: i need my keyboard pedal back

james potter to lily evans: u were only supposed to be here for five mins

james potter: hoW did u end up staying the night

lily evans: 🤷🏻‍♂️ 

lily evans: i woke up on ur floor idk

lily evans: did u hand me a beer some point during the night 

james potter: probs 

lily evans: ya that’s y 

james potter: … 

james potter: my followers won’t stop talkin about that collab we did 

lily evans: mine too 

lily evans: but they’re cute 

james potter: question 

james potter: what is shipping? 

lily evans: oh no

james potter to YOUTUBE IS A REAL JOB OK: guys 

james potter: what is shipping 

james potter: lily won’t tell me  

sirius black: moony imma let u deal w this one  

remus lupin: nah pete all yours 

peter pettigrew: a thing ur subscribers used to do w u and pads 

sirius black: U S E D T O O ???? 

lily evans: guys don’t tell him 

james potter: EVANS WHY

lily evans: bc watching u tryna figure it out is hilarious 

james potter: WAIT 

james potter: I GOOGLED IT 

james potter: THOSE PERVS

[drafted message] lily evans to james potter: i ship us too. 

lily evans to james potter: jsmea 

lily evans: jim l

lily evans: jim jams 

lily evans: jimmmyfleaamint 

james potter: HE TOLD U 

james potter: THAT ASS

james potter: wait r u drunk 

lily evans: eys 

lily evans: n smad 

lily evans: csn u cime ovr 

james potter: ok 

james potter: over in 10

@lilyflowers: @prongspotter_ isn’t a total ass

–@padfoot_: did he hack ur phone

–@lilyflowers: @padfoot_ surprisingly no

–@randomfan90210: u should date him !!! ur hella cute !!! 

–@remuslupine: @prongspotter_ what did u do 

@prongspotter_: @remuslupine IDK 

[drafted message] james potter to lily evans: i hope u know the sun shines for u and that i’ll always be there when ur drunk and sad. but i want the next time we kiss to be when ur sober. pls.

lily evans to james potter: thank u for last night 

lily evans: i never said that before 

james potter: don’t mention it 

james potter: … 

lily evans: wanna come over again 

lily evans: i think i like how ur lips tasted 

james potter: sure 

[instagram caption:] @prongspotter​: hey guess who has the best gf in the world? me. look at how hoT she is!

[comments:]  @lilyflowers: suck up 

@prongspotter: @lilyflowers u know it 

@p_pettigrew: WELL THIS IS NEW 

@remuslupin: called it 


@siriusly: @remuslupin U KNEW?????? 

@remuslupin: @siriusly it wasn’t exactly hard 

@lilyflowers: @sirusly stfu 

@prongspotter: @lilyflowers i may be a suck up but taylor swift is still overrated

@lilyflowers: ur wrong.

hope you enjoyed. 

Melly’s Business Hoe Primer

So you want to learn about the people who do the things! Not every artist is at the level of 1D, so they don’t tend to need a large (and very pricey) entourage of Business Hoes managing their careers. But below you’ll find a primer on the key players managing the Zehns, Loammies, Harrehs, Louehs, and Nolls.


They are the most critical member of an artist’s team and basically at the top of the Business Hoe team pyramid. Think of the artist as a corporation, and the manager is the COO.  Managers are meant to be the loving and ruthless shield between an artist and Everyone Else™, and they’re the most key of middlemen. A good manager can elevate your career (think Bieber & Scooter Braun), and a bad one can mean a sad and desolate career landscape (not to be a dramatic hoe about it).

What they’re responsible for: Pretty much a little bit of everything. They handle & dictate all major business decisions including:

  • Record deals & publishing deals
  • Putting together the artist’s professional team, including agents, business managers, stylists, beards, and overseeing the day-to-day
  • Helping to coordinate tours by working with agents & promoters and sorting out the route & the tour crew
  • Finding a home in your record label’s ass to make sure the label is doing The Most™ in terms of advertising and marketing your records (First Access Entertainment I’m looking at you)


A publicist has roughly two key functions in an artist’s career: taking care of an artist’s image and relationship within the media, and using some thinking boob muscle to generate buzz and press interest for their client. .

What they’re responsible for:

  • Working hand-in-hand with marketing and advertising to create a cohesive promotional campaign for a release. This includes sending out press kits and following up with media outlets for media opportunities and interviews
  • Media training (they’ll teach you the most charming way to tell someone like Dan Wootton to fuck off if they ask you for the 2958953 who your celebrity crush is)
  • Getting their client press coverage
  • Crisis Management (Ex. Maybe you had a moment where you accidentally Snapchatted an erotic nude poetry slam of yourself to your entire contacts list. Your publicist then invents a story that you were the victim of an elaborate European  email hack and ransom extortion plot. See Doyen Global & Simon Oliveira’s handling of the Beckham e-mail goat rodeo for details).

Going back to what we learned about managers, what’s important to note is that publicists can only work with the time they’re given. So, say, if we were to maybe look at the lack of promotional opportunities an artist that was *maybe* named Zayn was given, we’d be mindful that the publicist was likely only given a very limited window of availability for Zayn’s time.  (and high key, Zayn has two of the very best PR teams in the business enlisted).

A&R Rep

Think of an A&R Rep as the wise Yoda of the album making process. On the label side of things, they’re a very busy and important Business Hoe.

What they’re responsible for: An A&R rep is one of the more glam jobs in the music industry. They basically help guide the development of the artist, including the overall marketed image. They’re instrumental in matching an artist with producers, helping an artist find and choose the right songs, and shaping the overall sound of the record.

Social Media Manager

A SMM is the one behind your fave’s user handle and with that power comes great responsibility.  98% of the time that’s not your face behind that user handle, its their social media manager (or an intern).  Pinky swear.

What they’re responsible for:

  • Work with the artist’s team and label to stay on brand and on message across all digital platforms (so Instagram, Twitter, tumblr, Snapchat)
  • Develop and/or maintain a voice for that artist (are they snarky? Handy with the memes? A+ with fan service?)
  • Come up with a strategy to incentivize and engage the artist’s fanbase across the interwebs


Music agents are a lot different then film agents, but are still pretty influential Business Hoes just the same.

What they’re responsible for: Primarily booking live appearances. They can also be involved in tour sponsorship, commercials, endorsements, and TV specials, but they are nahhht involved in negotiations for songwriting, merch, or records.


The entertainment lawyer is there to protect your shit. They’re preettyy necessary. 

What they’re responsible for:  Dan Wootton saying something particularly defamatory about you (that asshole would)? They can sue for you. Someone unlawfully using your image or your song? They can shut it down. You’ve got a contract to sign? They’ll review to make sure its in your best interest.   Anything to do with your copyrights, your intellectual property, defamation, or a contract, they’ve got your back . 

And those are the basically the key Business Hoes day-to-day working for your fave and a bit about what they do (and don’t do). I have to eat leftover Easter candy now. 

so @berry-happy-tokki wanted me to write this prompt for her ans everything got so soft and im;;; i hope u like it and also sorry im always half gone and i might disappear more these days so here i hope this will suffice @c-cygnus @pjungkook @yahjiminie @inlovewithkook i lov u!!! sry for not always being the best mutual or person out there,,,,,,💕💕
he has pink hair, always dresses fluffily in sweaters, long sleeves and pastels. perhaps it’s a phase? jeongguk’s only been a barista at this outlet for a month or so since he moved over. and yet every single time when jeongguk takes his order, at 4pm every wednesday and friday, the boy- who’s about half a head shorter, might he add, that is totally not cute- always comes to the counter ordering an americano double shot with no milk and no sugar. his lips are always pressed into a grim line, taut when he orders.

perhaps he’s making that order wrong then- his faithful customer, jimin (as what he says to write on the cups) always ends up making a scowl and a weird face of displeasure and grossed out. jimin’s really cute, jeongguk thinks- so perhaps this 9th cup would suffice for him to strike up a decent conversation. the shop’s customer flow is slowly trickling down, about to close early for the night today. seokjin will probably manage fine as he goes to chat the tiny cute fairy up.

“hey, hi- i’m the one who makes your order and every time you make a scowling face when you sip it so i was wondering if i screwed it up again or-?” jeongguk awkwardly says, after tapping jimin on the shoulder and the pinkette whirling around from the high chair.

and oh wow, he’s gorgeous. 101% stunning.

“are you trying to act mature or something,” jeongguk adds, since jimin just blinks at him. the light hits him just right at every angle there is to see, and hang on, are those gradient lips real?

“no… i just thought i’d try to be manly for a change and-” jimin mumbles back, paper cup clutched in his hands cutely. he’s so squishy, damn it. jeongguk loses track of what jimin has to say, charming busan accent fading into static as he leans in closer to inspect that pretty face.

“jeongguk-ssi!” jimin squeaks, when their noses almost bop due to jeongguk inching in all mesmerised. his loyal customer’s sat the cup down firmly, using a warm hand on jeongguk’s chest to stop him from moving closer so the barista snaps out of it.

“oh sorry- i mean, your eyes are really pretty and- actually, are those the super shock shimmer eyeshadows from colourpop?” jeongguk breathes, close enough for jimin to see his long lashes and the beauty marks and veins on the more translucent areas of skin.

“oh yeah, they are,” jimin swallows, this barista’s probably the most observant and beautiful guy ever- heck, even his nose is really adorable?!

they continue staring at each other for a few more fragments of a moment, time ticking by painfully slow, jimin can see jeongguk’s adam’s apple bob, jeongguk can see jimin playing with the rings on his fingers.

“um, sorry you were saying about something like being manly?” jeongguk prods, voice cracking a little, parched from staring with his mouth open. “i think this jacket,” he continues, tugging at the hem of baby blue fuzz, “needs to come off first.”

“you think so?”

“yeah. actually, i think, if you don’t mind- i can uh, lend you my jacket, maybe? you don’t have to, haha, it’s just a suggestion; i kinda get inspired by Gloss, y’know that underground rapper? yeah and i end my shift in a bit so if you don’t mind waiting-?”

he nervously plays with his bangs, waiting for jimin’s answer, a little hopeful the way the latter scrunches his face, deep in thought.

“i’ll wait.”

(jimin’s voice is soft and smooth like a s'mores frappuccino drizzled with caramel sauce.)


jeongguk walks jimin home after dinner, the smaller man donning his black leather jacket. “say jimin- could i maybe have your, i don’t know- twitter? instag-”

“i absolutely don’t have instagram!” jimin implodes. man, so much for taking it slow and choosing not to ask for his number so quickly, jeongguk thinks, “oh. sorry- maybe your kakao id then?”

“can i just give you my number instead?” he squeaks, hyper aware at his sudden outburst.

(jeongguk’s more than happy to oblige.)


a few days later, it occurs to jeongguk in the middle of the day while making a matcha latte, that the way jimin had reacted was far too suspicious- seriously, he didn’t even ask for his particulars or anything personal so why the violent reaction? plus, jimin was such a looker and there was no reason why he wouldn’t take any selfies to brag.

he searches up jimin in the tab of the app during lunch break, and holy shit is all he has to say when he clicks on the search result with a cute selca of what seems to be jimin. 907k followers?! at this point, jeongguk thinks he’s going crazy- this must be a caffeine rush or something;

and no he absolutely does not click follow and subscribe to the youtube link in the biography immediately. jeon jeongguk does no such thing.


he goes home after the night shift today, and he buffers the latest video jimin has on his youtube channel. from what his not-yet-finished-stalking self has found, jimin shares a channel with his flat mate taehyung, who’s in a modelling academy. they both vlog occasionally, and jimin usually does makeup tutorials while taehyung goes for fashion lookbooks and hauls.

he buffers the latest video for starters while he goes to take a hot shower. [CHIM] First Love: Burgundy Makeup!❤️🔥

“… and i think i really like him, guys.”

jeongguk mid-freezes with hands on his towel as he steps out of the fogged out mirrors and glass, having been streaming the video definitely not at 1080p. it’s quiet save for jimin’s sweet voice echoing into his bedsheets and the water dripping down his hair. he’s never towelled his hair this haphazardly and thrown on a white shirt this fast to jump on his bed and rewind the entire video.

“hello angels! it’s me, chimchim!” jimin will greet his viewers, as he bounces excitedly in his seat, briefly addressing some questions in the previous video, giving some tips on how to do a winged eyeliner, what brand of hairspray he likes. and god, jeongguk could listen to that angelic voice on loop for like, an eternity.

“a quick update that… remember the guy at the coffeeshop i told y'all about? yeah… he kinda… gave me his jacket? so i wear it all the time now,” jimin says, flustered as he arranges his makeup brushes on the table and preps his palettes and tubes of concealer and bb cream. “and please don’t ask why the background music is ‘despacito’… it’s kind of embarrassing? but it’s his favourite song for now so…”

“what the hell jimin, nobody allowed you to be this cute!” jeongguk cries out at the brightly lit macbook screen, pointing at the video clip as if it were going to fight him. holy jesus- how did he only realise jimin’s 1.5million subscribers account now? given the sheer amount of cosmetics he owns just for his idle ‘hobby collection’ he should at least have heard of the park jimin by now. damn it.

the more he watches, the more he can’t stop. replaying and screenshotting every single frame precious to him, jaw slack enough to hit the keyboard. the longer he watches the 28:14 video, the more he struggles to get out.

“please… don’t ask me why i’m showing you how to do a burgundy look,” jimin says, blushing as he draws his eyebrows, “it happens to be his favourite colour.” he mumbles it, but the microphone still picks it up, and soon jeongguk’s blushing at his screen too. jimin was seriously out there, on freaking youtube with over a million subscribers and wearing his goddamn leather jacket. c-could it really be-?

there’s an audible padding of footsteps- ah, his childhood best friend’s back from work, and slides some kimbap takeout on the vanity dresser. “hey jimin, nice blusher you’re using today,” the smug grin in taehyung’s voice can be heard, the model popping his head into the frame to wave and say hi, and jimin stops working in his contour just to throw a pillow at him. “shy baby, what shade is it? does it start with j?” taehyung laughs, and jimin looks half as intimidating as an angry butterfly as he stomps his foot and gets up to shove taehyung out.

“yah, okay, i’ll leave,” taehyung laughs, hands put up in a surrender as the camera records the faceless duo. jeongguk’s having a hard time coping, biting his nails as he pauses to scroll to the comments where the top ones are all who’s the lucky guy jimin likes omg??! and things like FML if the dude Min likes is a d*ck or a f*ckboi imma fiGHT HIM and jeongguk does not know what to do.

(he hopes user MinSugaJjangJjang ManBbongBbong will never find him because he sounds so ready to trash jeongguk if he does jimin wrong.)


needless to say, jeongguk stays up all night with not a single ounce of sleep, instead binging through all jimin’s makeup videos, his instagram page all the way to the first picture of jimin and taehyung holding hands. jeongguk makes a face, he’s admiring from afar, thank you very much. totally not called stalking.

it turns out that the day jeongguk had garnered the courage to talk to him, was the day jimin had done a tutorial. [CHIM] Spring Day Makeup~🌸 was the name of the clip. "little mochis, i’ve been thinking about switching my style up a bit, would you like to see that? leave me what you think in the comments below!”

man, even when barefaced, beauty guru jimin’s visuals were no joke- jeongguk’s three am thoughts are now officially why is jimin not a model when taehyung is?’


jeongguk’s watched the next few consecutive videos- all of sultry lidded eyes and a killer cut crease, and he kind of doesn’t regret telling jimin his favourite colours are black and red. he pretends to forget about ‘lending’ jimin the leather jacket, plainly because he likes jimin wearing his clothes.

jimin recommends colognes, and jeongguk realises it’s the old calvin klein one he uses, another one on the list being his current bvlgari omnia paraiba fragrance. it’s comforting to know jimin’s just as invested- and it makes jeongguk’s heart swell knowing that it’s him jimin’s subtly showing off about to those two million people now.

“guys… i’m kind of lost now! he- i don’t know if he knows how much i like him, you know? i’ve never told him about my videos, or my instagram, and what if he doesn’t even see me that way? what if he thinks-?” jimin smiles wryly into the camera, icy blue makeup and eyebrows on fleek suddenly looking all very blue. “to think i’m the older one here… should i just tell him? maybe ask him out for coffee? but like, he works in a coffeeshop? does that still work?”

jimin deviates and talks a little more, smiling when he says he’s gotten a new sweater, laughs when taehyung comes in to disturb him again- then he waves cutely before ending.

jeongguk whines when jimin kisses the camera lens before ending, closing his eyes to kiss the screen as well. he’s not in love with jimin or anything. really.


a few secret concoctions, a bubblegum frappé, caramel macchiato and unicorn layered drink later, jimin finally agrees to go to dinner (again), with jeongguk, and his heart soars. he’s basically an expert in jiminology by now, certified with a phd and first class honours after scrolling for aeons. dedication, everyone.

he’s always believed in chivalry, so he offers to drive jimin home, since it’s his off day and he really really wanted to. jeongguk’s really attractive while driving, jimin inwardly yells, one calloused hand on the steering wheel and the other on his lap or the breaks. jimin does not want that hand on his thigh. no.

jimin’s always humming while he does his makeup or hair or whatever in his videos, and naturally he sings along softly to the radio in the car, keeping the journey home a little less awkward.

finally, the car pulls to a stop in front of jimin’s apartment, but he kind of just stones in the passenger seat, a little sulky and unwilling to budge, ministrations painfully slow while assembling his things, taking off the seatbelt, and jeongguk knows this is his cue. now or never.

“hey, uh, jimin- thanks for today.” he says sheepishly, watched hand on the wheel, the other rubbing at his nape. “i just wanted to say you look very beautiful- but something looks kinda off,”

jimin had smiled, but when jeongguk had mentioned the downside of his statement, the crooked front teeth went back to hiding behind plush coral lips. “m-maybe i was running late, so my makeup smudged?” jimin offers, lying through his teeth, voice faltering. jeongguk knows jimin’s very insecure when it comes to physical looks, and he’d like to tell him over and over again of the converse until he gets tired of hearing he’s very beautiful and admits it.

“there.” jeongguk breathes, pulling apart as he kisses jimin’s cheekbone tenderly, thumb caressing his jaw languidly. “i like you a lot, jimin hyung,” he says sweetly, soft and dulcet and it tugs at jimin’s heart the way it should. jimin leans into the driver’s seat hands squishing jeongguk’s cheeks. “are you serious, jeon jeonggukie? you better not be joking-”

“i watch your videos. liked every one of yours, subscribed, turned notifications on, rewatched all of them at least three times to see you dance to your background music, laugh at stupid things, hear your voice at night; i’m in love with you, park jimin.” jeongguk huffs in one breath, amazed at his own lung capacity. “and also, if you’re not convinced i kind of scrolled past your 1348 photos and liked all-”

jimin’s all red, like a cherry, as red as the chanel lipstick he had worn in his last video. he’s all flustered, clamping his hands over jeongguk’s mouth to spare himself from further embarrassment. jeongguk’s a muscle pig though, so he pries those baby fingers out with too much ease.

“be mine, little munchkin.”

(there’s only one answer, and jimin seals it with a very breathless kiss.)


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wrote this a while ago but never posted it
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Pairing: Clary Fray/Isabelle Lightwood

Word Count: 1907

Warnings: Sadness, bad friends, wine. 

Plot: Izzy is a little too much for everyone, except Clary. 

Inspired by the song Liability by Lorde. 

Author’s Note: Feeback is always appreciated! Also thanks @inevera13 and @claryfightwood for helping me out with this! 

Isabelle Lightwood.

When people thought of her, they pictured a girl larger than life, with a big smile and bright eyes. And that was who she usually was. The girl who made people laugh and blush and want to be her friend.

Not tonight, though.

The more she wiped away her tears, the faster they seemed to fall. She crumpled into the backseat of the old taxi, biting into her fist to keep herself from crying out.

Two years, she thought, two years she’d been with him. And now, he’d just cast her aside. Her mind forced her to re-live those awful moments in vivid detail, even though it was the last thing she wanted.

He’d gently pulled her out of the club, his hand wrapped around her elbow. “Hey, we need to talk.” He said. She followed him out, her heart pounding in her chest. For a second, she thought he was going to propose and her heart leapt with joy.

He leaned against the wall outside, his gaze on the sidewalk. That’s when she got the tiniest inkling that something was wrong, when he refused to meet her eyes.

“Is everything okay?” Izzy asked, gently placing her hand on his shoulder. He didn’t move.

“I want to break up.” His voice was quiet, stable.

She pretended she hadn’t heard him. “You want to make out?”

He groaned and pulled away from her, pacing back and forth as he ran his hands through his hair.

“Look, Isabelle, I can’t do this anymore.” He said. “You’re too much for me. I can’t keep up with you.”

“What—what do you mean?” She asked, her voice trembling.

“You’re like a thunderstorm. And I can’t be with someone like that.” He said. “This was a mistake.”

“A mistake?” She echoed feebly.

“It was so toxic. Every second of it, it was eating away at me.” He went on. “I’m sorry, we’re done. I can’t do this anymore, I just can’t.”

She was walking away before he finished his sentence. He called after her, asked her how she was going to get home, told her to not be so dramatic, said this was what he meant when he said she was too much.

She kept walking, the tears slowly sipping down her cheeks. Good thing she didn’t move in with him. She wouldn’t have had any place to go if they lived together.

She got into a cab two blocks away, stuttered her address out and collapsed into the backseat.

And that was where she was now, trying not to be so loud and pretending she couldn’t see the driver’s concerned glances.

When she got out, she paid and ran up to her apartment, not waiting for change. She finally collapsed into her bed, her entire body throbbing. She felt exhausted, both mentally and physically.

She climbed out of the tight, pretty dress she’d felt so amazing in and pulled on an old hoodie, snuggling into its warmth. Only when she was in her bed again and breathing into it did she remember who it belonged to.

Clary Fray.

Her first love, and maybe her only love. They’d met when Izzy was nineteen and Clary was eighteen, a good seven years ago and they’d had the time of their lives. They’d lasted for three years and every second they spent together only made their love stronger. Until Clary decided to go to Europe and Izzy decided she couldn’t handle the distance.

The truth was, that was the only relationship Izzy hadn’t messed up. Sure, they broke up, but I wasn’t a hateful break-up. They talked about it and although both of their hearts were broken, they decided it was for the best.

Those times with that beautiful girl were Izzy’s fondest memories. She buried her face into the hoodie, breathing it in. But it no longer smelled like lavender and coffee. Just detergent and that old clothes smell.

She got up and made her way to the kitchen, pulling out a bottle of eight dollar wine and an old coffee mug. She pulled out her phone, going straight to Youtube and finding the song she was looking for. The song that had played the first time she’d kissed Clary and the song that would become the soundtrack to their love story.

She poured herself a glass as the familiar chords filled the air, humming along softly. She closed her eyes, sipping the bitter liquid and swaying slowly to the music. She could imagine Clary with her, right in this moment, her arms wrapped around her waist, a smile on her face as she twirled her around. She would laugh and pull Izzy back into chest and press a gentle kiss against her lips and when they pulled away, her smile would somehow be brighter.

The song ended and Izzy opened her eyes, the sweet illusion slipping away. She’d never hated reality more.


When Izzy woke up the next day, it was two in the afternoon. She groaned, reaching for her phone. She had a couple messages and she read through them quickly. Her friends told he they felt awful for her about the breakup but really, should she have stormed off like that? Her (ex)boyfriend has apparently spent hours looking for her before quitting.

Some friends.

She went on Instagram and before she fully realized it, she was tapping in Clary’s username into the search bar. She smiled when she saw the little blue tick next to her name. She’d really went out there and made a name for herself. Izzy wasn’t surprised, of course, Clary was incredible.

Clary’s account was beautiful, with pictures of food, parties and art. But the most gorgeous work of art was Clary herself. She looked just as Izzy remembered her, maybe a bit older. As Izzy scrolled through her photos, she found herself wishing that she could be in those pictures with Clary, in her life.

She hit the message button before she could talk herself out of it.

hey clary she wrote, i know it’s been a while but ive been thinking about you lately so…how are you

She hit send and felt the familiar flutter of nervousness. Clary was probably busy. According to her latest post, she was in Paris.

Izzy got up and went about her day, but her attention remained on her phone, waiting for it to light up with a notification from Clary.

It did, eventually, five hours and twenty four minutes after Izzy had texted, not that she was counting or anything.

claryfray: Hi, Iz! Sorry, I was asleep. I’m doing great and….I’ve been thinking about you too, actually. How are you?

Izzy typed out im doing good!! Before erasing it.

feeling a bit down, she typed, but im fine.

The response was immediate this time.

claryfray: Aw, what’s wrong? :(

queenizzy: boys suck

claryfray: I agree, but what happened?

queenizzy: my boyfriend broke up with me but he was kind of a douche anyway lmao

claryfray: Aren’t they all?

queenizzy: how would you know

claryfray: hey, I had a boyfriend for three whole days when I was seven!

queenizzy: oh my god I remember you telling me about that!

claryfray: Guess what tho? I actually caught up with him a while back and he’s gay too!

queenizzy: dude.

claryfray: I know!!!

They spent the rest of the day texting and catching up. Izzy forgot to eat completely and to throw out the garbage. Even though she was starving in her smelly apartment, she felt happy again.


Over the next few days, Izzy fell into a sort of routine. She would wake up a little earlier to talk to Clary and then go to work, and then come back home and talk to Clary. Her usual friends didn’t want to hang out anymore, saying shit like “he’s going to be there and if you’re there too…it’ll be too much. You know how you get right?”

Izzy couldn’t care less.

Her friends weren’t really friends. They liked her because she was loud and pretty and fun at parties. They liked her because she was down to hang out whenever they wanted and was ready to trash their enemies’ cars. They liked her because she was a firework, bright and dangerous and captivating. But the thing about fireworks is they fizzle out. And people move on to the next thing that attracts them.

She was surprised to find that she didn’t particularly mind. Sure, the fact that all her friends were ready to abandon her was eating away at her a little. But she had Clary again. Clary, who would stay up for hours even when she was exhausted, to talk to Izzy. Clary, who would sometimes wake up at ungodly hours just to send Izzy a good morning text. Clary, who never seemed to think she was “too much”. Clary, who made Izzy smile so much her cheeks hurt.

One day, two months after she’d gotten back in touch with Clary, Izzy was just on her way to the Subway when her phone buzzed. She pulled it out and smiled when she saw that she had one new message from Clary. There was no text. Just a picture of a coffee shop that Clary used to work at when they were first together. It was bigger than Izzy remembered. But it was still the same place. It was still Garroway’s.

Izzy was running there before she could even think about calling an Uber. It wasn’t that far away, anyway….just about half an hour. Maybe she should have called an Uber.

She burst into the shop, sweating and breathing heavily, her hand windswept and messy. She noticed Clary immediately and the wind was knocked right out of her. Clary looked like an angel, and more beautiful than anything Izzy had ever looked at. Her red hair was wildly cut to shoulder length, with golden streaks blending into them. She still dressed exactly the same, with a black top, black jeans, a blue leather jacket and brown boots.

As if sensing her presence, Clary turned to look at Izzy and her eyes lit up. With a squeal that made a lot of people stare, she lurched out of her seat as Izzy began to jog her way over to her, dodging angry people who gave her dirty looks.

She wrapped her arms around Clary, lifting her off her feet as the other girl squealed once more, holding on tightly.

“Oh my god oh my god oh my god!” Clary said, bouncing up and down once Izzy put her back down. “I’ve missed you so much!”

Izzy could only smile in response, as happy tears began to trickle out of her eyes. “I—I missed you too!”

Clary noticed. “Oh my god, are you crying?” She laughed, taking Izzy’s face into her hands.

“Shut up.” Izzy mumbled, laughing as well. She leaned down, pressing her lips to Clary’s as her hands went down to rest on her waist. They kissed for several blissful, magical moments. Izzy couldn’t tell if it had been ten seconds or ten minutes when Clary pulled away, grinning at her like she had done so many times before.

Izzy felt like she was glowing, like she was a bright, beautiful star. She hadn’t felt this way in years.

“That—that was good.” Clary said, giggling.

“Yeah.” Izzy breathed, grinning. “Let’s do it again.”

Author’s Note: Reblog with your fav bit in the tags bc i read all of them and they make me vvv happy! also if you want to request something, you can send me an ask here. Thanks for reading!

A rant about YouTubers

 We live in the 21st century and everybody is free to state their opinion. It is mature and wise to scroll down, ignore or criticize constructively any thoughts you don’t agree with, whatever they might be. I am about to rant in a way I should’ve done a while ago. I feel like more people than they’d like to admit think this way and honestly I have no problem in doing this for them. I would also give names because what’s the point of sending indirects when you’re criticizing something anyway? So the only thing I’d be willing to say sorry for is if I hurt anyone’s feelings. It’s 100% not my intention to hit anybody right in their hearts, so if I do, I hope you forgive me. That said, let’s get on with the rant. 

For the past 1-2 years, I have not been enjoying YouTube. I’m aware that many people have been saying the exact same thing (check fireflysuggs on Instagram), but I want to explain why. I feel like, nowadays, there are 3 types of YouTubers I can easily pin down, all of them with examples.

1. Zoella. Zoe has been recieving some really harsh comments lately, and honestly it hurts to say that, at this point, I don’t even know if she deserves it or not. Bare in mind, she does not deserve pointless, bullshit kind of hate, I am talking about those people who stopped watching her because her videos got repetitive and boring. I kind of agree with that last part. Her content is mainly long hauls that make me want to stop watching within 5 minutes. She cracks a few jokes every now and then, but there’s somthing about her videos now that make me not want to click on them. There are no twists, no funny moments, no original content. It’s like sitting there watching a woman talking about beauty products most people can’t even afford or get their hands into for 20 minutes. No, that’s actually what it is. I still love some of her videos tho, mainly her collabs with Mark. But even her videos with Joe (I’m talking about the last one: ) seem quite boring to me. It’s like her videos are a flat line, when a few years ago they were a rollercoaster. And I feel like most people subscribe to her or are still subscribed because she’s Zoella, which is kind of sad. 

However, she’s worked really hard on her channel throughout the years and she surely deserves all the subscriber she has.

2. Alfie Deyes, Bethany Mota. These are the kind of YouTubers that, in my humble opinion, do not deserve to keep gaining money from making videos. For God’s sake, Alfie’s main channel has been dead for 4 months. Bethany still uploads every now and then, but her videos are not genuine anymore. It just gives the impression that she only uploads for money. Before you jump at my neck and detach it from my body, I know Alfie still posts vlogs. All I’m saying is that they should not be making money out of something they don’t use anymore. Specially Alfie, in this case. All in all, I think they should make money depending on how often they upload. 

3. Jim Chapman. I really do like Jim, and it hurst to say that his videos have become my least favourite kind of content: look at how fabulous my life is, I want to share it with everyone. Honestly, he’s now living the good life and working with really important fashion brands because of YouTube. I feel like many YouTubers forget the reason why they’re famous now. Tyler Oakley’s content has also been annoying me lately, although he makes me laugh like fucking crazy and I just can’t hate him even if they paid me. 

And then, believe it or not, there are still some genuine YouTubers out there who actually do it because they love it or they just really want to help others. Some of them actually have real jobs outside the screen. The only one I can think of is Louise Pentland ( but if you guys know some more, I think you should share them with everybody.

The conclussion I’ve reached is not really satisfying. As a hard working young adult, it grinds my gears every time I go on Instagram and Caspar Lee is on a fucking plane again. Off to some dreamy paradise for like a month with no worries on his mind because all he does is post a video a week no longer than 10 minutes (at least he’s original, I’ll give him that). 

To be fucking honest, I don’t think YouTube should moneticise videos. I could only imagine how many people would stop posting if that happened. No one should gain more than a hard-working, sacrifying human being who actually spends his/her 12 hours at work five days a week. As you can probably tell, I am completely fed up, and that’s why I unsubscribed and stopped watching most people’s videos, even those I’ve been following for the past years.

As hard as it might sound, in your working life, you will proabably earn /are earning less money a month than these people, and all they do is…well, nothing. I have made videos before (I have not posted any of them) and it literally takes me 1 day to film and edit all together. What do they do for the rest of the week? My favourite part is when they don’t upload in time. Like wow, I didn’t know that not doing anything all day was so time consuming.

Fascinating, just fascinating. 

The Rostelecom Queue


Anonymous said:

Hey there! I just had a question about Nathan Chen’s invalidated 2T at COR. Specifically, I don’t understand why it was invalidated in the first place. I thought that the Zayak rule only applied to triples and quads, and even if it didn’t, I swear skaters (Hanyu, 2012 worlds off the top of my head) have performed 3 2T’s in a program and had them validated. If you could clear that up, it’d be really cool! Thank you!

Hi, the current Zayak rule applies to double jumps, too. According to the latest technical handbook, skaters can include a maximum of 2 attempts of the same double jump in their free skate. The only difference is that these 2 attempts can be both solos or both in combos or one solo/one combo without any deduction to base value. For triples and quads one of the two attempts must be in combo or sequence otherwise the second jump’s BV will be reduced by 30%. This application to doubles is a relatively new change in the rule book (if I’m not mistaken, starting from the 2014-2015 season). Back in 2012 such was not the case, so you’d see quite a few skaters doing a +2T+2T and a +2T combo in their free skate.

Anonymous said:

I’m fine with Yuzu in second, but I’m a bit confused with Nathan’s 3A + 2T<*. If 2T< is an invalid element would 3A not be a Jump Repetition and its BV would not be smaller?

ISU rule has it that a combo containing one valid and one invalid jump is still recognized as a combo, though only the valid element will receive base value. Nathan’s 2T was invalidated because of the Zayak rule, however his 3A was counted as performed in a combo and so was awarded the full BV :)

By the way, that is the rule for jump combos. If the jumps are performed in a sequence instead, a unit containing one valid jump and one or more invalid jumps would be considered as a solo jump for scoring purpose.

Anonymous said:

my favorite COR highlight was Nathan’s pit stains, so charming  

I’ve said this before and I repeat it now, somebody needs to do something about that kid’s costumes this year. Really, seriously.


Anonymous said:

Hi! I want to ask, if you would be so kind, to share your opinion on Janny’s unexpected fall. I noticed that she was also struggling with a lot of her jumps at practice during rostelecom cup as well, which is a bit unlike her. Do you think it was just a bad day for her? I’ve heard some ppl say that she’s grown taller (it’s hard for me to tell tbh), so maybe do you think it could be growth issues? I really hope not but I want to hear from someone’s who watched skating longer than I have <3   

Unexpected is putting it lightly :)) I was watching the event live and when Janny fell I yelped even louder than when Yuzu landed his quad Lutz :)) It was so completely unthinkable, which just goes to show how otherworldly consistent she has been for the last 2 years.

Janny did struggle a bit with her jumps all that week, even during the exhibition, but I don’t think it’s caused by any major systemic issue. I remember she was having difficulties during practice and warm up at Helsinki earlier this year too, but when it came to the real thing she went out and delivered reliably as usual. Her jumps during the SP at CoR look sure enough to me, as were all her jumps up until that last double Axel in the FS. 

Bottom line, I’d chalk it up to Janny simply having a not so good couple of days. She deserves a break some time, anyway. Let’s look forward to how she performs at NHK before working ourselves into a panic.

Anonymous said:

Do you think Medvedeva deserved 150 points with that fall?

No I don’t think it was a 150-point FS, but not because of the fall. Janny got the right deduction in TES for that so it’s not an issue. I would lower her GOE for the 3F+3T. Her PR on the 3F has gotten a lot better but on the 3T it was still quite bad. Same goes for the 3T in her 3S combo. I’d give her an edge call on the 3Lz too, so in total that’s about 4 points off her TES.  

Her PCS was also a bit excessive, as usual. Judge 7 in particular obviously didn’t bother reading that part of the new rule in which the ISU explicitly cautions against awarding 10 in PCS to any program containing a fall. Oh well. I would not have given her any more than 9 in SS and PE. Her CO and IN in Anna Karenina are much improved compared to what we’ve been seeing so far, but it’s still not 9.50+ material either. Overall I’d knock another 3 to 4 points off of her PCS. Considering her lead over Caro, that wouldn’t have changed the final standing though.


@electingperfections​ said:

I mean i would have loved for yuzu to take 1st, but i can’t be that sad considering (a) nathan showed tf up and skated to win and (b) for the first competition in the series it’s a good skate by yuzu and the more important thing is qualifying for the final

I’d say the most important thing for him this season is the Olympics :) Anyhow it’s only the first GP and this was the best result he’s ever had at this stage of the season so, we’re good here :)

@nuttinonice said:

oh man three points aaaaaa so close! Brian was so funny though “hey it was better than skate canada” and that 4lz!!!!! aaa our boy!!!  

As someone who has been following Yuzu for even longer than Brian did, I totally agree. It was better than any Skate Canada, by a mile.

Anonymous said:

What is your opinion about the score of Hanyu’s FS at CoR?

More or less in line with my expectation. The GOE on his Lutz was a bit high. It’s at best a +1 jump IMO. Other than that no question about TES. On the PCS side his SS and TR were fair. PE CO and IN a tiny bit higher than I thought - it was not exactly his best showing. Combining the 3 I’d probably knock about half a point off his PCS. Overall, I’d score him 1 point or so lower. As said, nothing out of line.

Anonymous said:

… yuzu’s antics are 9gag’s instagram… wHY. IM. why is he like this,,,,

Yes I saw it and I laughed my ass off at it too. Petition for Yuzu to start going by another middle name, Memelord?

Anonymous said:

Hi. I love your blog. This doesn’t have much to do with rules and technical things: you noticed that Janny and Yuzu had some “tension” (good Tension), they were much more timid with each other, as they were afraid to touch. I don’t know if I’m imagining things, but I think they are very aware of each other. They get along well, they’re friends. But I think they are inlove. Imagine how romantic it would be if two world champions from different countries fall in love. (hahaha, sorry)

Aha, maybe it’s just me being in my natural state of borderline sociopathic insensitivity but I really didn’t notice anything unusual going on between Janny and Yuzu. To me they looked like they were having a good time as always during the gala and after.

I, for one, would be a most absolutely happy auntie-camper if those two children have feelings for each other though. Wouldn’t they make the cutest of couple!

anonymous asked:

Those jikook fan art drawn by jungkook's brother, do you know where are they from?Are they from the fan cafe? someone said there are more fan art by Jungkook's brother,like there's one with the jungkook's outfit from adult ceremony.

They’re from his bro’s instagram! I followed his acc but he deleted that and made a new one (I dunno the current username tho). He’d posted Bangtan as The Simpsons, A portrait of Bangtan in Wings, and Bangtan as Kakao Friends in his old acc. Now bc I’m such trash I’m gonna give my two cents bout Bro, Jimin and Jungkook (I had discussed this w my squad including @jikookielove and I told @neverbefake bout this last night and yes I still can’t get over it fghhgf)

So Bro posted his drawing.

The characters FIT each member PERFECTLY, like how Ryan is a loyal leader and how they can’t survive without him (Screams Namjoon!) or how Tube can get angry and upset and you wouldn’t wanna disturb him (So Suga) but JIMIN AND JUNGKOOK!!!!!

Bro drew Muzi as Kook and Jimin as Con. According to the description it says:

  • Muzi:This playful, childlike creature looks like a rabbit, but is actually a Korean yellow radish in disguise.
  • Con:vaguely resembles a tiny crocodile, is the most mysterious Kakao Friend. It’s rumored that Con magically brought Muzi to life, which explains why the two are always together. 

If you look at bro’s drawings, they’re very detailed. For example, in Bro’s The Simpsons drawing, he drew Kook, Tae and Yoongi in leather pants, Jin w broad shoulders, and Jimin’s eye-smile.

They’ve been given a lot of thought when drawn, which got me thinking, Muzi and Con couldn’t be a mere coincidence. Especially when he drew in such a way that seemed like he knew Jikook’s relationship dynamic. Con’s filming Muzi in that drawing and we know how Jimin has all the criteria needed to be a Jungkook fansite master haha. Why didn’t he draw Jimin as Neo? It could be coincidental but my jikook heart says he knows something. Maybe Jimin has visited Kook’s family several times when he’s in Busan and Bro’s fond of him and they’re really close.

Anyway if you see the MuziCon Stickers on Kakao they’re actually SUPER SWEET to each other. They tease, but they take care of one another. My favs include Con feeding him when he’s sick, Muzi hugs Con etc.

Is this reaching? I hope not haha.I’m truly glad my squad and I weren’t the only ones who noticed this bc as soon as the drawing got on twitter, k-kookmin shippers started posting a whole lot of MuziCon gifs and pics and tagged #kookmin hahaha. Oh the description’s here btw. (thank you Mina for the description!!!!)

Instagram Models -Leon Draisaitl

Originally posted by avasilevskiy

Requested: Yes 

  “ Could you please do a Draisaitl imagine where you feel really insecure when girls flirt with him or when he follows models on social media or anything along those lines? ❤️”

Authors note: Sorry guys school started along with my hockey season so Im                               sorry if this is late. I hope you like it.

Warnings: Insecurities 

Ps: Request are open, but will be late. I love you.

Growing up you were not the type of person who focused on looks, you were a sports loving, sweatpants wearing Tomboy. These were some of the qualities that you loved about yourself. But when the age of Instagram models came about it changed you a little. When scrolling through your time line all you saw were these model type girls. They had all the things that any guy would want and you couldn’t help but feel insecure some times. Also the fact that these girls were the same ones your boyfriend Leon followed did not help the situation.

“Morning,” you said while sitting up.

“Good morning beautiful how did you sleep?“  Leon said leaning in for a kiss.

“Im fine, just tired,” you said dully.

” I have noticed that you have been having trouble sleeping, is everything ok?“ Leon asked concerned.

” I have been stressed lately, that’s about it,“ You said laying back down.

“Well, when you get home it’s going to be all about you. How does that sound?” he asked wrapping his arms around you.

” That sounds good" You responded  

“ Anything for you baby,“ he said kissing your forehead.

Leon went to go get ready for morning practice while you stayed in bed for a few more minutes. Leon was such a good boyfriend but he was the main reason for your stress. When you finally got your thoughts together you slipped on your shoes and got ready for your day.

“ By Leo, I will see you later,” You said opening the front door.

“By babe, have a good day,” He said giving you a kiss

“I will try,” you said giving him a weak smile.

You made your way to your car and waited for it to warm up.

“ This is going to be a long day” you sighed.

Through out the day, your phone had almost the same notification.

“@ dart_29 liked  someone’s photo”

By the time you got home you were fed up a tired. All you wanted to do is curl up in a ball and sleep.

“ I’m home,” you said walking through the front door.

“Hey, I didn’t think you would be home this early.” He said bringing you in for a hug.

“ It has been a long day, all I want to do is sleep,“ You said cuddling into his chest.

"You go sleep, I will tell you when dinners ready,” Leon said while walking you to your shared bedroom.

When your face hit your pillow you were out like a light. After about an hour you felt someone join you in bed.

"Y/N, dinners ready” Leon whispered into your ear.

“Ok, I will be down in a minute,” you said rolling out of bed.

“I cooked your favorite” Leon said with a smile.

“Thanks,” you said still waking up.

Dinner was quiet for the most part until Leon broke the silence.

“ Y/n, can I talk to you ?” He asked concerned.

“ Yeah what is up” you responded blankly.

“Is something wrong? For the last week you have not been your self” Leon said bringing your hands to his.

“ Im Fine,” you said looking away from him.

“No, you are not. You can tell me anything you know that” he said squeezing your hands.

“ I just have not been feeling so confident with my self, and you’re not really helping me,” You said looking at your feet

“ How am I not helping?” he asked you confused.

“It’s just that you follow and hang out with girls that look like models, and I don’t look like that. ” you said looking at your feet.

“ Why didn’t you tell me how you were feeling? He said lifting your chin.

“ I was scared of how you would respond,” you said now letting the tears fall.

“ Y/ n you know I love everything about you.  if you wanted me to do something you should have just asked” he said while pulling you into a hug.

“I know I just didn’t know how to tell you,” you said into his chest,

You are my everything and have no reason to be insecure. If Im ever making you feel uncomfortable please tell me next time.” He said letting go of the hug.

“I love you, and only you,” he said kissing your forehead

"I love you too” you responded.

anonymous asked:

sorry if this was a weird question, but what was it like being a predebut fan of onf? you're the only one i know of that's active on tumblr haha you were the first onf blog i followed <3

this is such a nice ask dsjsdeoidandsjk thank you for following me first lol 💖💖 im sure theres some more people who followed them predebut and they mightve had a different experience but !! this is what it was like

  • u had to wait 2-3 weeks for updates on instagram
  • everyone thought seungjoon was an 01 liner for some reason?!? 
  • and that yuto was the youngest 
  • trying to figure out who was who in those blurry ass dance practices theyd upload 
  • scoping out b1a4 fancams to see if they were backup dancers
  •  no one knew when minseoks bday was 
  • when they went to idolcon and there was one yuto fansite so we basically only had pics of him 
  • also the only idolcon fancam of original was ground breaking 
  • constant detective work trying to figure out when wm would debut them
  • clearing the time slot for when their first vlives were ((i went to work early so i wouldnt miss it lol))
  • feeling SO WEIRD when they actually debuted bc wtf that ACTUALLY happened !!!!!!!

anyway thats it what a trip down memory lane lmaoo


Thanks for those who have sent me asks!! <33 from now on i will be answering all ask privately and i prefer if you off-anon when you ask me so i can reply it directly to you//// but its up to you though (≧▽≦)

1.  @reisins Ahh unfortunately i dont have the software to record, (ive tried camtasia but i think my laptop isnt compatible(??)) but i want to try it when i find the right software >_< !

2. Thanks for informing me! But at this point ive seen a lot of people reposting my work on instagram (with & without permission) so i dont mind it anymore as long as they credit me ;v; for those who bothered to ask me first before reposting i appreciate it a lot!

3. Ooohhh thAAATSS CUTE and sad asddfkj but yuuri already knew what kind of magic victor used to enchant the apple with soo he refused to eat it ohohoh

4.  @maruz-panteno thank youu dearrr sob ily <333

5. Ahh nope ive never joining an rp group on tumblr and i didnt even know that theres a roleplay group here?? :0 i have only joined rp group on facebook

6. I acidentally deleted this asks after i posted it lmao im sorry @batsrule22 OYES I’LL MAKE another sw au, just wait for it <333 thankss btw !!

7.  @the-chill-goddess ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) bro

8.  @corvvo UHH THANKS FOR sparing your precious time to send this ask ;;AA;; im flattered agh thanks and have a great day !

9,10 & 12 . THANK you guyss ily so much :’)

11. thhaankk youuu!!! ;v; ahh glad to hear that <333 LOLOL YOUR HEADCANON THO i can imagine it !!  otabek definitely left victor with his stoic face- and victor just followed otabek secretively to yuuri’s place laughs

anonymous asked:

Do you know if there is one of those PowerPoint posts about the 1975? I'm a new fan and I want to know more about them rather than just reading basic Wikipedia info. Can you tell me about them a little bit (if you have time)? Thanks and sorry to bother

ive been waiting for a question like this ever since i joined tumblr tbh


MATTY: for a start, we have our bae matthew timothy healy, who prefers matty if we’re gonna do it properly.


matty is the lead singer who you can easily recognize by that fucking accent. you may also hear him called ‘truman black’, which is his alias (truman capote = his favorite author, black = his favorite color). he was born on april 8th, 1989 and has been killin it ever since. i wont get into the typical wiki stuff bc thats just a given, so lets get into the stuff you probably dont know! hes an avid weed/cig smoker and is a red wine and tequila enthusiast (also a bit of sangria mattyhewhealy). he has a black belt in karate! he prefers womens clothes over mens, and his style is black and expensive. youll usually see him in the infamous floral shirt:

his other signature is his black jeans with the hole in the knee. did you know he follows an account for said knee on twitter? now you do! his hair game is the strongest hair game known to man. his best friend is george daniel (hes up next). he HATES mint chocolate. just brush your teeth and have some chocolate, its fuckin hell to him. there are many sides to matty healy: youve got your weird-ass dorky stoner muppet matty, who likes to enthuse about hot raisins and the impeccably shiny legs of interviewers. then, youve got your intelligent genius side of matty: just watch an interview and youll see. you might have to break out your dictionary. maybe its a manchester thing, or just a matty thing. who knows? he loves cinema and the cinematic effects that belong in everyday life, and his skinny little noodle legs are something else. humbling, juxtaposition and aesthetic are a few of his favorite words. he also likes to say “we’ve been a band for ten years”. basically, hes a dorky little shit who has a habit of making girls fall in love with him. 

GEORGE: next up we have george bedford daniel, who is our favorite tree man in the entire world.


george is the drummer of the 1975, and while doin his thing hes got some hella fine drumming faces, like this one:

hes a stud, isnt he? hes 6’4 and has some good style. he was born on march 26th and is 25. youll usually see a resemblance to p diddy. his alias is bedford danes. as well as matty, hes quite an avid weed/cig smoker. he has the cutest/weirdest laugh in the entire universe and has a bad habit of eye-fucking cameras. hes matty’s best friend, ever since he dove into a port-a-loo and broke it when they were young. hes a stellar producer and he makes all the beats in the 1975 songs! in short, hes a pretty fre$h guy.

ROSS: ross macdonald, where do we begin?


ross is the bassist of the 1975, and he does a hella good job at it. he has a penguin tattoo on his arm that means nothing, to anybody. well, to him it just means he likes penguins. ross is our little penguin baby, ross is cool. he was born on june 6th, which makes him the youngest at 24. hes not a big fan of grouses. hes a pretty quiet guy, but hes also really intelligent. hes like a big snuggly bear. we love ross.

 ADAM: adam brian thomas hann has the longest name in the 1975. he is usually known by just “hann”.


you can hear hann’s specialty on the guitar in ‘girls’. he plays a fano JM6, which is his baby. hes extremely quiet and doesnt talk much, but when he does its usually something really intelligent. hes kind of like a less-dorky, soft-spoken, quiet version of matty. well, he’s a bit dorky. his birthday is june 20, so he’s 25! hes also very tall, hell, every member of the 1975 is a fuckin tree. but we love them:) hann has an extremely cute smile which never fails to make us smile along with him. he prefers eating tim tams with milk, because the consistency of milk is much better than tea. hann is our little quiet genius cutie pie. 

JOHN: finally, we have the newest member of the 1975, john waugh! youll often hear him referred to as “waughy”.


waughy is the saxophonist who has only recently started touring with the 1975! you can hear his fabulousness in songs like “me”, “pressure” and “heart out”. he has the hair and the face of an angel. john is also a member of the bands “extra curricular” and “the new standard” and has been a good friend of the boys for well over 10 years. did you know he graduated with honors in jazz studies at leeds college of music? yeah, hes pretty good. his curls are out to beat matty’s! 

THE 1975 IN GENERAL: they’ve been together for over 10 years, and have gone by previous names “big sleep”, “me you vs. them”, “the slowdown”, “talkhouse” and “drive like i do”. they hadnt gotten signed during that 10 years, so they put out 4 eps (sex, music for cars, facedown and iv) and a self-titled debut album by themselves. their album reached #1 on the charts! im gonna fill you in on the current name of the band, bc asking people will only piss them off (its SUCH a redundant question, just watch a few interviews). when matty was around 19, he went on holiday and met a local drunk character, who gave him loads of “jack kerouac, beat poetry literature” to bring home with him. one of the books has been used as a diary of sorts by the previous owner, which jumped form 1st to 3rd person and was quite mad. the pages were dated “1st june, the 1975” and something about the grammatically-incorrect use of the “the” preceding the year stuck with him. when they were looking for a new band name, he remembered the 1975 and tattooed it on his arm (below the mortal kombat logo lol).

hopefully i summed everything up well! youll have lots of fun here :) xx

The Loser-Taylor Caniff/Cameron Dallas Fanfiction-Part 1

A/N: So I restarted this goddamn fanfiction again… sorry,but i just feel like i haven’t been being myself lately. I hope this fanfic will be good. Never Ending is coming out properly some time in September. Enjoy my terrible writing.


My alarm went off, blaring an obnoxious noise ring through my ears. I lightly pushed it off my night stand. As I got up I slowly rolled out of bed and got dressed. I walked downstairs and walked into my kitchen. I grabbed a box of frosted flakes and a bottle of water. My eyes narrow down at the little note on my refrigerator. My mother was gone. Again. I sighed and threw the worthless note away.

My phone began to ring. Its like 6am in the morning. Who the hell has time to be calling me on a Saturday morning. It’s either my boss gave me the day off or–actually that’s all I really know who would call me at this time.

I picked up and answered it with a simple “Hello.”

“Hey, is this Rebecca?” I looked around my house and was skeptically about who was calling.

“Um, yes. Yes it is Rebecca.” I listened well and it had a hit of a southern accent.

“Its Taylor.” Oh its this bitch… “I was wondering if you have an extra study guide for chemistry…” I rolled my eyes and walked towards my backpack.


“Can you come to my house and deliver it.” I rolled my eyes and bit the insides of my cheeks from bashing out. Taylor Caniff is my neighbor. He’s been my neighbor since we were in kindergarten. Our relationship has drifted apart when we were freshman. He began to be so full of himself for becoming Instagram famous. I kinda drifted away into the gaming and reading some of The Outsiders or The Perks of Being a Wall Flower fantasy world. 

“Fine.” I hung up and grabbed the extra study guide I had laying around. Funny how I habit to follow directions so quickly. I walked over to Taylor’s house. I placed it into his mailbox and left. I made my way to my house and went back into my room. I walked into my small closet and changed for work.


I walked into Sandy’s Diner and clocked in. I was tired and restless. I grabbed my apron and notebook. I walked around taking orders and my hands began to shake as I saw this jaw dropping sight of a guy (did that make sense?). I smiled and looked down at my notebook.

“Good Morning? What would you like today Sir?” This guy looked up and rubbed his chin.

“Could I have a sunny side up-” I was completely mesmerized as his lips moved. I began to lose it. “-oh and could you make that two sunny side ups for my bud.” I snapped out of my day dream and smiled.

“Sure.” I wrote down some of the things I correctly heard. I hope this is all he ordered though. Oh Sandy is gonna get pissed at me. “What’s your name?” I froze up. Why the hell did I do that?

“Cameron.” He smiled his pearly white teeth. I flashed a smile back. “So what’s yours?” I felt my cheeks heat up when he asked that.

“I’m Rebecca.” He chuckled.

“What a beautiful name for such a beautiful girl.” I cracked a smile and felt flustered.

“Thanks. Your order will be coming in a few minutes.” I walked away near the kitchen area and handed one of our Chef’s the order. I leaned against the counter starring at Cameron from a distance. I watched and his eyes went from left to right as he was probably typing something on his phone. The door chimed with bells and I quickly walked up to the costumer.

“Good Morning! Can I take your order?” My eyes met with the customer and that familiar face looked at me. It was not the good kind of familiar. It was bad. He walked past me and sat next to Cameron. My eyes were about to leave their places. What in the world? I walked back to the counter and sat there doodling on my notepad. I doodled a pair of eyes and a beautiful set of lips. I was startled by Sandy yelling for me. I quickly jumped off the dtool and ran to her.

“Ms.Rush, this boy wants one more order. Would mind ifyou could take his order?” I nodded as I saw that look in her face that meant no for an answer. I looked down at my notepad and back up at Taylor.

“Can I get one milkshake and a kiss?” I rolled my eyes and walked into the kitchen. This is gonna be a long shift…

A/N:Sorry for the wait guys. I’ve been busy with school and stuff so its been so hard to get on tumblr. i miss you guys so much!!! I hope your having such an amazing day/night! Stay beautiful!! I hope you liked it! A few imagines might come out soon. Really old requests with be coming! Im sorry for the people who requested like a year ago. I will be doing those too. Even those fanfictions that were requested! For now this is a good bye! I’ll be updating Never Ending during this month! Sorry its so short.

How to Know When to End Your Relationship

Hi girls!(:

So as some of you may now, I broke up with Marcos. Looking back on our relationship, I have learned a couple new things that I think will be useful to those of you who are wondering if your current relationship is worth keeping or not.  My relationship with him was very stressful to me, but our bond of endless inside jokes was what made us click. Marcos did not cheat on me. I did not cheat on him. We broke up for the first time a week after our anniversary, and got back together the next day. Then we broke up again mid November. The first time, I was completely crushed and heartbroken. This time, I feel liberated and free to love myself. In the end, I saw him for what he truly was:

 Fucking Disrespectful.

Here are my signs of when you should get out of a relationship.

1) You find yourself constantly planning to make him jealous by hanging out with your guy friends. If you hang out with your guy friends because they’re your real friends but it makes your boyfriend a little jealous, that’s fine. If you think to yourself “I really need my boyfriend to pay more attention to me, so I need to hang out with a guy friend”, then that’s not fine. Doing extra things like that means you’re already losing.

2) You find yourself obsessing over his social media. Who did he just follow on Instagram? Why is there a star next to his name on Snapchat-you tf rewatched his snaps? Who’s pictures did he just like on Facebook? These are signs of insecurity and distrust in the relationship.

3) He doesn’t make you a priority, ever. Yes shit happens, and yes we all need our “me” time, but if he keeps canceling on you or hasn’t paid you back that $50 he still owes you from 8 months ago even though he keeps saying he will (but he apparently has money to go out with his friends), then you’re not a priority at all. You’re just available.

4) He never compliments you, but its easy for him to compliment other people. I understand that some people have trouble communicating, or they feel weird giving compliments, but if he can say things like “Rashida Jones is pretty”, he should be able to call you pretty too.

5) You find yourself begging/fishing for compliments. You shouldn’t have to send him a Snapchat selfie for him to compliment you. You shouldn’t have to ask him “Don’t you like my dress?”. You just want him to acknowledge you, and you shouldn’t have to beg for that from your significant other.

6) His manners towards you fly out the door. I’m not talking about things like burping. I’m talking about when he stops holding doors for you, when he stops saying “please”, “thank you”,  “excuse me”, and “sorry”.

7) He doesn’t react when people disrespect you, even when its front of his face. Of course you don’t expect him to beat everyone up, but a simple “hey, don’t talk about my girlfriend like that” would be nice. Even him just agreeing and saying “that was wrong, they shouldn’t have done that to you” would be fucking fantastic!

8) He turns things on you. Lets say theres some drama with your friends who have been very nasty to you lately even though you’ve been a great friend to them. When you tell him about it, instead of listening and understanding, he says things like “Well maybe if you didn’t snap at them so much, they’d like you more”. You are always the villain. 

9) He stops replying or treats you like a stranger when you’re stressed. When you vent to him, he says things like “stay up” or “that sucks”. He doesn’t want to deal with you when you’re not happy because he feels like its a burden on him. 

10) He doesn’t care about your stories or daily activities anymore. He doesn’t ask how your day was anymore. When you say “have a good day!” he says “thanks”, not “thanks, you too”. 

11) He stops being excited about celebrating the relationship (ex: Anniversaries, Valentines day). He seems like he doesn’t care or is forgetful about them. He doesn’t care where you guys should go for dinner. He doesn’t care when you guys should have dinner. He doesn’t care what you want as a gift. He doesn’t care that you got him a gift. He just doesn’t care.

12) You see him care about the little things other girls do, like feeling flattered that a pretty female friend left a normal/friendly comment on his picture.

13) You appreciate the compliments coming from other guys than from your significant other.

14) When you’re upset or sad, he dismisses you. Instead of listening to you, talking to you, or comforting to you, his attitude says “go away then”.

15) He rolls his eyes every time he apologizes.

16) He gets defensive when it comes to his phone. Just you trying to look at the time on his phone backs him jump for it.

17) He makes you hate something about yourself. He didn’t force you, but something about loving him made you hate yourself. In my case, I had to beg for compliments from Marcos. I settled with the fact that he doesn’t show affection through words. Even then, I knew I wasn’t the type of girl he typically went for. I was the exact opposite. I started to hate myself more than ever. My face. My weight. My skin color. My height. My hair. Me. I felt like I was never going to be good enough for him, appearance wise. I bought things that
I thought would make him like me more like skin lighting creams/soaps, products that promised longer hair, and contacts to make my eyes seem bigger. They weren't for me, they were for him. He never asked me to change, but he never once said “You’re beautiful” even though he knew I wanted him to. He saw it as a problem with me, not a problem with us. Im not normally an insecure person, but he’d tell me “just feel secure” - how? How? Your significant other is supposed to bring out the very best version of you, but I didn’t feel like I was getting better. I made him better, and he made me worse.

18) You feel yourself becoming someone else, in a bad way. I felt myself becoming jealous and insecure. I felt myself being a self-loathing person that desperately craved the affection of someone that I thought loved me the way I loved them. I lost myself.

19) You find yourself constantly pointing out what needs to be fixed in the relationship. Relationships take work and time, but if its becoming exhausting, its not worth saving anymore..

20) It doesn’t bother him at all when another guy is constantly texting you or hitting on you to try to steal you away from your significant other.

21) When you’re crying yourself to sleep at night, even when you two didn’t fight. It was a good day. You laughed. You kissed. But when you went home, something happened in your heart. You remembered something. You thought about something. All of a sudden you’re in fetal position sobbing and you can’t explain why.

22) You give a lot more than he does. You feel like the relationship is unbalanced.

23) He puts his ego before your emotions. He’d rather be stubborn than acknowledge the fact that he hurt you.

24) When you want to calmly talk about an issue in the relationship, he’d rather ignore you for 8 hours or be rude to you.

25) You’re constantly thinking about that happy honeymoon phase from the beginning of the relationship, and then you realize hes so different now.

26) He doesn’t appreciate you or the things you do. Hes not flattered by random little gifts or supportive texts anymore. He doesn’t care for warm long hugs anymore. Doesn’t care to use tongue while kissing anymore. He suddenly stops talking about introducing you to his family or friends. He doesn’t seem excited to hang out or have dates anymore. Hes just not into it.

27) You constantly have to repeat how when he doesn’t ___, it  hurts you, or that you like it better when he ____, but he doesn’t change. He didn’t forget. Trust me, he heard you. He just doesn’t care enough to do anything about it.

28) You feel like if he moved far and tried to do long distance, he’d probably hardcore flirt (but not cheat) with other girls. You feel like if you weren’t physically there to keep an eye on him, he’d stray. 

29) He doesn’t care if you look at him in a negative light. If you say hes being mean to you, it doesn’t phase him at all. He seems numb to it.

30) He basically tells you to get ready to settle because hes not going to change for you or anymore, aka “deal with it”. This is his ego speaking, which is apparently more important than you or basic self improvement. He makes you feel guilty for wanting a basic, fair, and healthy relationship.

31) He thinks you’re needy just because you want affection. He doesn’t care to give or receive affection. You start to feel like you’re being treated like “just a friend” that he has dinner with once a week. You start to question if hes just with you because he’d bored.

32) You’ve been looking up ways online to fix an issue in your relationship for the past couple weeks. You want to be extra careful on how you handle it, and thats fine, but at the end of the day, it feels like you’re cramming information for a big test. Whats stopping you from just talking to him? Fear of him leaving? If he wants to leave even though you’re putting in this much effort and “research” into fixing the issue, then its a clear sign that you two aren’t on the same page anymore.

33) When he’s expressed that he thinks you feel like hes always doing things wrong in the relationship. This is his way of saying “I tried, but you keep nagging me and its frustrating”. Hes close to giving up, or already has.

34) He completely denies that hes been slacking in the relationship. He refuses to take any responsibility about it. He refuses to acknowledge how hurtful he can be towards you.

   I may add more to this later. It was a little painful to type all of this out. I didn’t realize how much I was being mistreated towards the end of our relationship because I’m a very patient person, and I loved him (or thought..I did at one point, till I realized how badly this relationship was hurting me). It sad for me to type all of this and think “Did I really let myself be treated like this?”

   I stuck through it because before me, his longest relationship was 1 month, while our relationship lasted a year and 1.5 months. I kept making excuses for him like “he doesn’t really know what to do in a long term relationship”- all of that doesn’t matter! If you feel it, you’ll know how to treat your significant other. I also stuck around because although he didn’t give me that verbal affection that I love, he had other traits like his humor was the exact same as mine (which is rare), and that I knew he wasn’t cheating on me. He gave me that “high school” feeling that I haven’t felt since my first love 5 years ago. He made me laugh and I adored him the way you adore a puppy - you’re always excited to see them. So many guys have called me beautiful or or said they loved me, but they still cheated on me or took me for granted. The right words from the wrong people truly mean nothing. Marcos’ traits were like a trade off, and that in itself is me settling for less.

   I felt like I was completely losing myself in our relationship. Now that I’m single, I feel better than ever. I have good days and bad days, but I don’t hate myself anymore. I’m working out more - FOR ME. I’m going out more. I’m getting to know myself again. I smile more. I laugh more. I love more. I feel free, free to love myself.  

   I’ve never experienced self hatred like that before. You need to love yourself a little more than you love him so that you can recognize when you’re being mistreated. I did not love myself. I loathed myself, and therefore I could not see that I was being mistreated.

   I’m finally back to my old self, and it feels amazing. Don’t let a guy disrespect you in any way, because I promise you, his ass ain’t worth it.

Thank you all for being so patient with me and my lack of posting. My mind is clear now, I feel amazing, I’m talking to new guys, and I have plenty to share!

 I love you all so much (:


  • i got hit with jaebum feels so here’s him in a college setting!
  • im jaebum is in his third year of university and double majoring in film and business (the business part was half because his parents wanted him to do something more practical and half as a backup plan for him in case breaking into the film industry didn’t work out)
  • guess who his roommate is yeah it’s choi youngjae and sometimes coco 
  • youngjae and jaebum are really close friends and so are he and jinyoung so the three are always hanging around at either their dorms or at a karaoke bar or smth
  • jaebum’s part of a dance club and photography club and basically this boy tries to be a hipSTer but he really isnt
  • youngjae and jaebum’s dorm is filled with movie poster or pictures or little figurines its really cute yet aesthetically pleasing
  • dorm is always filled with singing or music playing
  • jaebum studies like hell but he’d also rather sleep and sometimes he falls asleep while studying
  • he doesn’t work during the school year because film is already a time consuming major and since he also has BUSINESS, he can’t really find the time
  • he does work studies though, especially for film though the pay is alright. he’s been trying to do some more business related ones though and is considering looking to be a paid intern
  • most nights he usually eats ramen but then jackson sees this and is like nope lets go eat meat
  • he meets you, a second year majoring in communications, through dance club 
  • you were a new member and you seemed really peppy and full of life and energy and he was really attracted to that ?
  • when you started dancing, you really did show that energy but there were times where your feet couldn’t quite keep up or you couldn’t really match the beat 
  • jaebum has some issues about his temper but he’s learned a lot throughout his college experience and has learned how to control it so while the past him would’ve been really irritated that you couldn’t keep up with the beat, the present him was like hey stay after for a little if you can and lets practice
  • you’re like !! ok 
  • jaebum doesn’t beat around the bush with criticism he’s like your feet are staggering during the bridge and you need to work on your upper body strength so you don’t fall when you try to do the downrock
  • and you’re nodding and you have this look of concentration and he’s like ok you ready to try again and you’re like yeah ready as i’ll ever be
  • i think jaebum is the type to be attracted to those who know when to be serious and when to have a fun time but also maintain this really bubbly persona
  • after a few hours of practicing, you’re both drenched with sweat and lying on the floor and you’re like ugh my back is sO STICky how do you guys do this so much and he’s laughing and saying you get used to it
  • you suddenly get this idea and sit up and ask “hey…thanks for helping me do you want to get coffee with me?”
  • he’s like ??? wha
  • you’re like yeah its the least i can do 
  • and he’s like yeah i could really go for some coffee i have an exam coming soon so i need to study
  • you guys go to your designated locker rooms and take quick showers (separaTELY OFC) 
  • he’s done before you so he just waits at the entrance fiddling with his phone and you come out all fresh and clean “ready to go?”
  • he nods and he looks really good in his cap and grey sweater and jeans and you’re like boy
  • he also has a multitude of earrings so you ask about them and he shrugs like “i just felt like it one day and i liked how the first ones looked so i got more” 
  • you’re like i’ve never gotten my ears pierced and he looks at them like dang well it doesn’t hurt if that helps to know
  • you shake your head like nah im not worried about the pain just like losing them lol
  • and he learns that you lose things easily like last week you lost your review sheet for your math exam and how you tried to cram so much in but you ended up finding it in under your computer keyboard
  • you learn that he’s working on his own independent film and he’s like i’ve been trying to find actors but everyone’s so busy so i might just start during break 
  • you’re like i can act!! i was in a drama club last year but it fell apart when most of the members left for grad school
  • he teases like you have to audition first and then we’ll see (;
  • after coffee you guys exchange numbers and he doesn’t really text you first, you’re the one who initiates conversation but he replies like immediately
  • you learn he either replies immediately or after a few days there’s really no in between
  • you guys snapchat his story is really artsy and like 2 seconds but when he snapchats you, its usually weird faces of his friends or their antics
  • you learn he also has a big instagram account with like 11k followers and you’re like jaebum how the fuck???
  • you guys dont really hang out in person as much as you’d like but you guys text/snapchat/etc a LOT
  • when you finally get a free weekend or a day where there are no classes, you guys literally just go to the city and eat
  • jaebum is the type to slowly fall in love i think like after five months of knowing you he really treasures your friendship but sometimes he finds himself wanting more and who can blame him when you’re you and really really great
  • skinship with him as friends is really cute and casual and you’re like jaebum stop leaning on me my shoulder hurts so he just lies his head on your lap and pretends to sleep and you flick his nose like bicbjhvl
  • when you guys are hanging out, he either puts his arm around you casually or walks close to you
  • he doesn’t really realize he likes you romantically until youngjae’s like hanging out with (y/n) again? geez its like you’re always with them
  • and jaebum doesn’t realize that he spends a lot of time with you and he keeps thinking about how much fun he has with you and it’s like holy crap i really like (y/n)
  • when he hangs out with you after this revelation, he sees you in this whole new different light and you notice he’s staring and you’re like is something on my face and all jokes and you expect him to say ya uGLy hahaha but he doesn’t and you’re like jaebum???
  • he literally just outright says it right there “(y/n) i like you a lot more than friends”
  • you’re like o           h
  • and he’s like yeah lol sorry and rubbing his neck nervously and you don’t say anything so he gets more nervous but then you break out into a smile and you go up to hug him like i love you, ya big dork
  • and he’s like stUNNED because the person he’s been thinking about for so long is finally someone he can call his lover aint that cute
  • he kisses you for the first time that day and you’re both laughing and you’re giggly and he has this biggest grin on his face
  • (p.s he casts you as the main lead for his independent movie and enters it in a contest. he wins because he’s im jaebum and he has you by his side always supporting him)
Brad Imagine~7 years

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It was a pretty normal day for you.You had just gone to get you daily drink from the local cafe in y/home/town.”This day felt different” you thought to yourself.You suddenly found yourself casting your mind back at all the memories you had in this town.And boy there were some.From that time you broke your arm whilst going sledging when in snowed,or that time when you one first place at the local talent contest.Not to forget your first love.Bradley Will Simpson.
You had not seen him in 7 years,ever since he moved away.Yeah you may have only been 12 when he left but there was just something about those big brown eyes that made you smitten with him.You guys had practically grown up in the same house and your families were always really close. Suddenly,someone walking into me knock me out of my daydream.”Sorry”A voice I weirdly recognised said before they continued walking.I took meant to realise who that person was.Same curly hair,same brown eyes,slightly taller.It was Brad.
I couldn’t believe it.Shellshocked,I looked back over my shoulder to check if it was really him.All of a sudden I found myself running after him.”Brad?”I shouted,causing him to turn around and stop walking.”Heyy”He said to me”Are you a fan?”He asked,now looking at me.”Wait you don’t remember me?”I asked,a lump forming in my throat.”Im sorry,I’m rubbish at remembering faces”He told me.”Do ya want me to sigh anything for you ?”Brad asked.I guess he really did forget me.”Nah leave it ,I got to go”I said,walking quickly in the other direction.I really did make a fool out of myself.
“Wait!”Brad voice called after me.”Did you use to have braces?”He asked me. “Er yes?”I replied,questioning why he was asking me this.”Omg y/n!”He said pulling me into a tight hug.”You remembered”Hugging him back.”I can’t believe I forgot,I’m such a mug”He said making me laugh.”No your not”I said smiling at him,knowing he remembered me.”I wanna catch up some time, looks like we have a lot to catch up on.”He said to me,handing me what I think was his number.”I see you around y/n”*gif* He said before placing a kiss on my cheek and walking away.Thats when I knew he still has my heart

Ok guys I have to adress something that has really bothering me ever since American Hustle Life ended. I am not trying to cause drama or offend anyone , but i must say something. Ok here i go literally every time i go on tony’s page to like some of his pictures ( bc he likes my pics and follows me too and stuff soo) and literally there is ALWAYS COMMENTS ABOUT JIMIN/JONY ON HIS PAGE , and thats not even the part that upsets me the most what makes me mad is that ppl are commenting these things about it ON THE MOST IRRELIVENT POST ON TONY’S PAGE . Literally the photo will have nothing to do / or even have bts or Jimin in it! BUT PEOPLE WILL STILL COMMENT THINGS , REPEATEDLY . they will say things like “ how jimin?” “hows bts?” “do you love/miss bts?” , and im not even trying to over react but cmon people i mean yeah u can ask questions but…. over and over again!? really? and thats not even the worst part! people will literally spam with comments about Jony and go crazy whenever Tony post pic’s of him with women , or him hanging out with them! people will be like “whos she? what about jimin” or “aww i bet jimins sad!’” even things like “ JONY 4EVER JIMIN LOVES YOU” and “whos this girl?” Everytime i read those i wanna literally punch everybody like????? wtf are u even talking about im sorry yall but Tony is a GROWN ASS MAN PEOPLE , HE HAS A LIFE OUTSIDE OF BANGTAN , HE IS HIS OWN PERSON WITH HIS OWN CAREER LIKE LITERALLY.Some girl was saying comments like  " im gonna make a Jony otp clothing line and put ‘Jony Forever’ on the clothes that would sell so well “   People are really starting to sound rude and crazy on instagram with this shit! sending him fanfic n shit omfgggggg. idk man its just so annoying seeing this shit all the time and plus its really stupid like some of these girls need to get a grip and stop being crazy like this , Jony is really not that serious yo. I am sorry if i sound mean but i had to get this out there! I mean shipping jony isnt a bad thing! Its just not good when people do it like this. And i cant be the only one who thinks this! People are starting to sound annoying and going over board so i just had to say something~