im sorry this isnt that good omg.

bring it back update!

chapter seventeen has been posted - didn’t we just break each other’s hearts?

“I think that you should stay,” Norah blurts out.

His head tilts up in surprise. “You do?” 

She hesitates for a second before saying, “Yeah. I mean, this school….it would really miss you.”

“This school would miss me?” Harry repeats in confusion. 

“Me,” she corrects herself softly, knowing that she shouldn’t say it, but continuing anyway. “I would miss you, Harry.”

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anonymous asked:

omg, i was reading your about and holy shit im so glad to find another person who thinks heavy metal is really stimmy! its just... SO GOOD. i cant even articulate the feeling heavy metal evokes in me, i love it. do you have any song/band recs? (this isnt meant as a request btw, sorry if it counts as one! im just thrilled to find another heavy metal fan in the stim community)

Sorry this took so long but I had to go to YouTube without getting distracted by any of my current hyperfixations to do it.

So. Heavy metal recs.

First is the pair of albums that got me into heavy metal: Charlemagne: By The Sword and the Cross and Charlemagne: The Omens of Death by Christopher Lee. 

Yes, the same Christopher Lee who played Saruman and Count Dooku and most villains tbh made two heavy metal concept albums about the life of Charlemagne. Because of course he did. The first is more symphonic and the second is more pure metal, but otherwise they’re basically the same. (Warning: Charlemagne was very much a conquer everyone in the name of Jesus sort of fellow and the albums do reflect that.) 

Now, on to the rest of the list, in no particular order. (Worth mentioning a lot of these will be what I call metal+ which is basically metal+any other genre bc everything is improved by metal)

Turisas-Finnish Folk Metal

 Babymetal-Japanese J-pop Metal 

Orphaned Land-Israeli Middle Eastern Folk Metal

Schandmaul-German Medieval Metal

Kamelot-American Power Metal

Rammstein-German Industrial Metal

Xandria-German Symphonic Metal

Blind Guardian-German Power Metal/Heavy Mithral (Tolkien themed metal. It’s a thing.)

Nightwish-Finnish Symphonic Metal

Delain-Dutch Symphonic Metal

This isn’t complete, I’m sure, but it’s what I can find easily. So yeah. There you go.

pierogilovesame  asked:

Hi again Sunny :3 I was wondering if you could share some of your favorite sheith headcannons?

i’ve never shared my headcanons for sheith before omg thanks for asking. im actually a bit nervous for some reason…… haha, probably bc i never talk about them much like this besides in private. not really sure where to start so i guess i’ll try to stick to general overall stuff. these are things i often think about and some of them are silly bc we’re gonna get so much Angst i know it - but also i just love the thought of them having a shot at being happy in the face of everything constantly pushing them apart:

  • neither of them can cook very well at all. just…….. don’t put them in the kitchen together honestly. like keith can survive and make things to live off but that doesn’t mean it’s amazing or tastes incredible but then sHIRO IM LAUGHING HO Y SHOUHD. just thinking of shiro’s face in the official art he looks SO TROUBLED lol. you think it’d be better to combine their skills here but it isn’t it’s a mistake and worse lmao. they are good team but this still needs work 
  • shiro makes terrible jokes and keith always acts like he can’t believe he has to put up with shiro but he is still endeared and he can’t really even hide it that well lol 
  • shiro bursting into cheesy songs flashmob shiro is literally the funniest thing omg he’ll just be sat there and keith will quirk and eyebrow and look over and then shiro will just start and keith should’ve known omg. let shiro act young keith makes him feel safe and comfortable and he can be a bit of a goofball when they’re alone. 
  • i…… love shiro being a bit of a rebel / idk work hmm… you know …. at the garrison sometimes - and you’d never expect it from the Golden Boy and he gets away with everything and never gets the wrap bc he’s Shiro and keith is the only one who knows the truth 
    • going out after curfew on the hoverbike is my aesthetic i swear
    • stargazing on the roof, shiro telling keith all about the constellations and their stories, keith listening attentively and wanting to hear about everything shiro enjoys and wants to talk about
  • keith never walking into shiro’s room by the door no matter what floor he always comes through the window and leaves by the window too. i dont know why listen im just literally can’t stop thinking about it keith climbing through windows is so good and keith + parkour too and this will forever be in my heart 
    • shiro coming back from somewhere and keith is just there reading and doesn’t even look up and shiro is like “???” bc he definitely locked the door and keith has come through the window lmao bc he prefers being in this space than his own room it’s comfortable 
  • not needing to speak sometimes, no forcing conversations. keith isn’t one for smalltalk nor particularly enjoys it - they can communicate in their own way they have the Radar to tap into each other. it’s perfectly fluid and natural for them. they can just be sat together doing their own thing but completely together too. 
  • working out together and sparring. pushing each other and motivating each other but also being able to tell when the other has hit their limit 
  • i wrote this the other day but shiro being the secret heathen not keith LMAO. shiro knows all the tricks to getting ready quick with minimal effort and his routine is even shorter than keith’s. 
  • keith resting his head on shiro’s shoulder and in the crook of his neck, just being close
  • subtle acts of affection :’)))) small nudges and being in each other’s space and you can see they’re really gravitated towards each other and want to stay close when they can

im gonna cut there for now! thanks 8)) 

anonymous asked:

I just found you blog yesterday, and oh my god??? Your art is so beautiful??? Like I have no idea how I hadnt found you before, its all so good!!! It's amazing!!! And your watercolor videos are just so relaxing! Like, hello??? Where has your art been??? Anyway I just wanted to say that I love your art and to keep up the good work!!! This isnt really an ask, but more so me just gushing over how much I love your art, im really sorry if this bothers you!

Originally posted by lilium

omg you’re kind words literally made my day, thank you so much!! (⸝⸝⍢⸝⸝) ෆ


I guess i cant really submit on anon but gaaahhhh nevermind! T_T Im sorry this isnt really good or anything…. They are so bad;;; but i dont mind, i just hope this is okay!

Off Limits [3]

[title]: off limits

[pairing]: shawn mendes x reader

[requested]: yes – @olivia-brianne

“maybe you could fast forward to when Shawn plays in madison square garden and maybe like the main plot is that they’re relationship is getting more serious? I’m not sure! but whatever you decide I’m sure it’ll be great!!”

[summary]: the day has come for shawn to make his appearance at madison square garden. y/n and shawn’s relationship is taking flight but as for andrew’s point of view, is he actually okay with this now serious relationship?

[warnings]: swearing (a good handful), a part that sounds like it’s gonna lead into smut but rEALLy iSnT, flufffffff

[author’s note]: 3rd and final part of “off limits” thanks for all the support on these imagines, and i have much more to come :)

by the way IM SO SORRY THIS TOOK SO LONG OMG I HAD NO IDEAS but it’s here so i hope you enjoy :)

+ in case you missed them, go read:

part one | part two


“Really?” Shawn asks excitedly, across from his girlfriend of almost six months.

“Yes.” Y/N sighs. “I’ll get you a muffin basket for all of your hard work and being freaking adorable.” She chuckles lightly, ruffling his hair.

Shawn giggles [a/n: gIGGLeS aW] and leans over to press a soft kiss to her lips.

“Not in front of me, please!” Andrew yells from the corner of the room.

Y/N giggles, pulling away before playfully glaring at her father.

“Lighten up, Dad. Shawn just played a sold out Madison Square Garden!” Y/N exclaims, draping an arm around Shawn’s shoulders, leaning her head on his shoulder. Shawn weaves an arm around her waist, leaning his head on top of Y/N’s.

“But—But you know I don’t like PDA from you two.” He whines like a child, making Y/N roll her eyes.

“Dad.” Y/N states sternly.

“Damn Y/N, the serious side of you is really turning me on—”

“OKAY!” Andrew yells, a rather disturbed look etched on his face. “That is my cue to leave the room! So I bid you horny teenagers adieu.” He says before practically running out of the green room.

“Harry Potter?”

“Harry Potter.” Shawn confirms, a grin gracing his lips.

Y/N jumps onto the couch next to Shawn, immediately snuggling into his side, his arm wrapping around her shoulders.

The movie flicks on as Y/N gets comfortable.

As the words, “Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire” appear on the television screen, Shawn hands Y/N the bowl of popcorn, already munching on a few bits of white goodness.

Y/N smiles before popping a few pieces of popcorn into her mouth.

“I actually really like this one.” She says, eyes fixated on the flashing images onscreen.

“I actually really like you.” Shawn says, kissing Y/N’s cheek.

“You’re such a dork, Shawn.” Y/N smiles, nudging his shoulder lightly.

He chuckles, kissing her temple in reply.

About halfway through the movie, Y/N rests her hand on Shawn’s thigh, drawing patterns on his jeans.

Shawn’s breath silently hitches at her touch, despite the indirect contact of her skin against his.

Y/N feels him tense, as a small smirk quirks her lips. Y/N begins slowly moving her fingers to the inside of Shawn’s thigh, slightly upwards teasingly.

He blinks, feeling himself harden under Y/N’s great influence.

“W-What are y-you doing Y/N?” He gulps.

“What do you want me to do, Shawnie?” Y/N smirks up to the hormonal boy.

“Do I need to explain myself?” He asks.

Before Y/N can answer, Shawn leans down and hungrily smashes his mouth to hers, in a quick fiery embrace between their lips.

Y/N reaches up to cup his face, immediately matching his rhythm.

Their mouths move together without hesitation, in sync the whole time.

Y/N turns to fully face Shawn. She pushes Shawn down onto his back on the couch, without breaking the kiss before climbing on top of him, straddling his hips. She leans down as her lips find his once again.

Shawn’s hands find their way to her hips, grazing her pale skin underneath her shirt. Y/N’s hands weave through Shawn’s hair, tugging on the hairs on the back of his neck, releasing a moan from his throat.

Sweet moans fill the air, slipping past Shawn’s plump pink lips as Y/N slowly grinds her hips against his.

He plays with the hem of Y/N’s shirt before tugging on it, wanting it off so he can admire her flawless figure.

Y/N breaks the kiss, know what he wants before sitting up and pulling the shirt over her head, throwing it carelessly somewhere around the room.

“You’re so gorgeous, baby.” Shawn mumbles, kissing her stomach lightly.

“Your turn.” Y/N smirks, pulling at Shawn’s shirt.

He sits up as Y/N helps him remove his shirt, returning to their heated kiss, this time Shawn pushing Y/N down, him on top this time.

Shawn’s lips make their way from her mouth to her neck, leaving a trail of kisses down her soft skin. He lightly sucks on her sweet spot, making Y/N moan loudly. A mark was sure to show up in the morning. Y/N bites her lip, feeling his abs.

He continues to kiss the skin on her neck as he slyly slides her denim shorts down her legs, leaving her nearly exposed in her undergarments.

Shawn begins to move his lips down to her collarbone, placing a few chaste kisses on the middle of her chest.

“Y/N I’m back and I brought you muff— WHAT THE FUCKING HELL?!”

Y/N vocalizes a gasp as Shawn flips onto his back, his body covering hers.

“Dad!” Y/N yells.

“WHAT WAS THAT?! OH MY GOD!” Andrew yells, shielding his eyes with his hand. “JESUS!”

Shawn hurriedly removes his body off of Y/N’s as she quickly jumps off the couch, retrieving her shirt to cover herself.

“Oh my God I thought I was ready for this.” Andrew mutters, pacing back and forth.

“I-I thought you weren’t gonna—gonna be home ‘til ten!” Y/N yells, breathing hard.

“Well I thought it would be nice for me to come home and surprise you with muffins from the bakery, but apparently you guys surprised me!” Andrew exclaims, throwing the bag of baked goods at Shawn harshly.

“Andrew—” Shawn starts to intervene.

“Nope. I don’t really want to talk about this right now.” He runs a hand down his face. “I thought I could handle this but I don’t think I can, oh my lord.”

“Dad, we weren’t gonna—”

“Don’t bullshit me, Y/N.” He sighs, running a hand through his hair. “Just—Shawn, I want you and Y/N sleeping in separate rooms tonight. There will be security to make sure you two aren’t sneaking around.”

“Dad!” Y/N tries to reason. Shawn awkwardly pulls his shirt on, biting his lip.

“We’ll talk about this in the morning, you two.” Andrew says sternly. “Is that clear, Mendes?”

“Y-Yes sir.”

“No! I am almost seventeen-years-old, Dad! I should be able to make my own decisions. I’m not gonna be your little girl forever.” Y/N argues.

“I don’t care, this is not acceptable under my influence, Y/N. Especially at your age.”

Y/N’s fists clench at her sides, rage bubbling up in her chest. She can feel the anger rising up, though her veins as her blood boils.

“Oh my God!” She yells frustratedly.

“You two are not to see each other after 9 o'clock at night. And I don’t want the two of you dating anymore.” Y/N’s jaw drops to the floor.

“Are you fucking kid—”

“My decision is final.”

As she attempts to protest, Andrew turns on his heel and strides through the door.

“This fucking sucks.” Y/N grumbles, kicking a stone down the pavement.

“I know, Y/N, I’m sorry.” Shawn says softly, shoving his hands in the pockets of his jeans.

“It’s not your fault.“ Y/N sighs, running a hand through her long hair. “I just can’t believe he broke us up because of a mature decision I was making for myself.”

“At least he didn’t restrict us from hanging out or seeing each other completely.” Shawn says quietly.

“I know.” She whispers, turning to face him and wrapping her arms around his torso.

She snuggles her head into his firm chest as Shawn circles his arms around her as well.

The both of them stand wrapped tightly in each other’s custody. Shawn whispers sweet nothings into Y/N’s ear, making her melt into his arms.

He leaves many kisses on the top of her head as her muscles steadily relax.

“You know what?” Shawn’s voice cuts through the air.


“I’m gonna go talk to him.”

“Do you want me to go with you?” Y/N offers, lifting her head to look at him.

“No. I’ll be okay.”

“Just try not to make anything worse.” Y/N smiles weakly.

“I’ll try.” Shawn assures.

“What do you want, Mendes?”

“I want you to understand.” Shawn stands in front of Andrew, hands buried in the front pocket of his hoodie.

“Understand what?”

Shawn sighs, licking his lips. “Understand the fact that your daughter means the world to me.”

“Heard that one before.” Andrew mutters.

“Seriously, Andrew. I’ve never met anyone like Y/N ever in my almost eighteen years of living in this planet. She’s something special, I’ll tell you that. No one has ever, sparked my interest like Y/N has. She’s beyond beautiful, and I’m pretty sure I physically can’t form words on how amazing she is. And I love her very much, sir.”

Andrew sighs, crossing his arms. “I just—don’t want anything happening to her. Y/N and Tracy are all I have.” He mumbles.

“Please, Andrew. You’ve known me for over two years. You should know that I’m not like that—”

“Then prove it.” Andrew states turning to face the boy. “Prove that you care for my daughter… Just not the way I walked in on you guys, please.”

Shawn pulls Andrew into manly hug, patting his back.

“I’ll make sure of it.”

“So wait, how are you gonna do that?” Y/N asks, cocking her head to the side.

Shawn strums his guitar, a few soft notes floating around the room.

Y/N sits cross-legged across from the older boy, listening to the beautiful melody of the instrument’s strings vibrating against each other.

“I don’t know.” Shawn shakes his head. “But I’ll think of something.”

Shawn sends Y/N a soft smile, as she uncrosses her legs and makes her way over to where he is sat. The girl sits down next to him, wrapping her arms around his waist and nestling her head on his shoulder.

“I love you, Y/N.” Shawn whispers, placing a lingering kiss on her forehead.

“I love you too.”

Shawn’s fingers move up and down against the strings of his guitar, soft notes escaping the wooden implement.

“Hey, I just remembered. I wrote a song a while back for the first album, when I had met a girl who I thought I was totally in love with… Turns out it was all fake, so I didn’t release it. But now, that I’ve met you, I knew I was gonna write this for someone special.” Shawn says softly, turning his head so their noses brush. “And that special someone is you, I know it.”

Y/N’s eyes light up at his words as a smile graces her lips.

“What’s it called?”

“Kid In Love.”

The name makes her smile even wider, thoughts of how far he’s gotten flooding her mind.

Shawn notices the smile pulling at her lips, making him smile, placing a small kiss on her lips before pulling away, continuing to strum his guitar.

“Can I hear it, please?” She asks hopefully.

“Sure.” He smiles, strumming the notes to the beginning of the song. The notes carry on for a few moments, a beautiful melody created, making Y/N smile. A steady rhythm flows as Shawn begins to sing.

“I know that we just met. Maybe this is dumb. But it feels like there was something. From the moment that we touched. ‘Cause, it’s alright, it’s alright. I wanna make you mine.”

Shawn smiles at Y/N brightly.

“The way you’re lightin’ up the room. Caught the corner of my eye. We can both sneak out the back door. We don’t have to say goodbye. ‘Cause, it’s alright, it’s alright. To waste time tonight.”

Maybe I’m just a kid in love. Maybe I’m just a kid in love. Oh, baby. If this is what it’s like falling in love. Then I don’t ever wanna grow up. Maybe I’m just a kid in love. Maybe I’m just a kid in love. Oh, baby. It’d be cool if it’s the two of us. But I don’t ever wanna grow up.“

The boy’s heart melts as he stares down at the smile she was giving him and the glint of wonderment in her eyes.

‘Cause I got it all. Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh. And I got it all. And I don’t ever wanna grow up.“

Y/N watches the boy. His brown pupils cloud with concentration. His soft hair flops over onto his forehead messily, as the corners of his eyes crinkle when his voice hits a high note. She admired it all.

“And I’ve got it, and I’ve got it all But I don’t ever wanna grow up.” He finishes, leaving Y/N practically in tears.

She lifts a hand up to her mouth, as tears prickle her eyes.

Shawn looks over to the younger girl, and frowns. “W-What’s wrong?”

Words aren’t able to form in her throat, random letters, numbers and symbols floating about her mind wildly. Instead of speaking, she throws her arms around Shawn’s waist, squeezing him tightly.

“Thank you.” She cries, finally finding the right words. Shawn smiles at her revolving optimism, as he returns the gesture, holding her in his arms.

“It may not have been written directly about you at the time, but I completely know it’s meant for you, for us.” Y/N leans up and pushes her lips to his in a sweet kiss, full of love and affection.

Suddenly the sound of applause erupts. A slow clap. Not in a mocking way, but in a ‘I’m impressed’ sort of manner. Both of the teens turn their heads to the noise, only to see Andrew, leaning against the door frame with a small grin quirking his lips.

“Dad.” Y/N says, removing her arms from Shawn.

“I applaud the.” He softly smiles, nodding his head at Shawn.

Shawn tilts his head to the side, like a confused puppy.

“You have proved to me that your love for Y/N is unbreakable. The bond the two of you share is everlasting.”

“R-Really?” Shawn asks, bewildered.

“Therefore, I give you my blessing to date my daughter.”

Y/N squeals, nearly jumping on Shawn and kissing him again.

Andrew shields his eyes again with his hand. “Happy times woo.” He says in a not so cheerful way, even though Y/N knew he was happy for the two. “Just no more sexy time while I’m in the same state, please.”

“I have no intention to wrong you, sir, but I cannot make any promises, your daughter does things that make me really—”

“BYE!” Andrew yells, sprinting out of the room.

Y/N and Shawn burst out laughing, before sharing another passionate kiss.

Y/N leans her forehead on Shawn’s, staring into the chocolate galaxies behind his corneas.



okay shawn may very well be really hot, but he’s still a smol bean

my sins will probably not be forgiven so for anyone who read this, i’ll see ya in hell

don’t tell my mom pls

i’ll give you a cookie 🍪

just let me know if you didn’t tell her

(let’s be real, it wasn’t that bad)

p.s. yes, i do know that “kid in love” is a song that was released on his first album but let’s just pretend it wasn’t *shhhh*

[ want more? → masterlist ]

— august 3rd, 2016


bllamyblake requested - bellarke + wonderland 

It’s all fun and games until somebody loses their mind.