im sorry this is the only way i can talk like this to you

anonymous asked:

I dare you to share a something from a WIP if you have one (please pleaseee im so curious!!!)

I don’t usually publish my writing, like at all, but i actually like this part a lot so here you go. :) Oh, also context, this happens after Harry and Ginny go clubbing and Ginny kisses a woman for the first time. Harry’s very happy for her.

They walk in comfortable silence the rest of the way. Only, Ginny stops him before Harry can step into the apparition point. He comes to a halt and waits for her to talk.

“Do you ever…” she breaks off and huffs. “Have you ever felt like you could like someone, even if they aren’t, you know, a woman?”

Harry thinks about it. He remembers Cedric Diggory for some reason, his dark tussled hair and bright grey eyes. Ginny speaks up before he can say anything.

“Sorry. I knew it was stupid.” she says, rushed, and turns away from Harry. “I’m just tipsy. Let’s go.”

“Maybe.” Harry says instead.

“Maybe what?” Ginny looks back to Harry, clearly confused.

“Maybe I could like someone, even if they weren’t a woman.”


“Really.” Harry shrugs.

Ginny’s eyes widen, looking curious and a little hopeful.

“That’s cool,” she says after a breath.

“Is it?”

“I guess so. It was cool kissing Olivia.”

They stare at each other for a second and promptly burst out laughing. Harry doesn’t know what exactly they’ve learned about each other today, but it makes him feel lighter somehow. 

Living Together Part 2

Idk why you guys wanted more but here you go (hope you like them :))

- okay, okay, lemme tell ya something amazing: grocery shopping together
- srsly both of them need to be eXTRA careful w what they eat (Ty’s kidneys and Ethan’s peanut allergy)
- so like they get to the grocery store, and Ethan turns to Tyler
• “I can already tell, I can’t eat half of the. things in here.”
- and Tyler is torn between going to a new store for Ethan or spending the whole entire day look for food in this store
- “Can we go shopping another day?” “We only have ramen and peanut butter at home.” “Oh.”
- iT TAKES FOREVER BUT THEY FINALLY GET ENOUGH GROCERIES (only after going to 5 different stores smh)

- can we also talk about Eth doing gymnastics all over the house
- like, oh Eth is just sitting on the couch, NOPE HE’S DOING A SPLIT
- handstands fucking everywhere
- (and dunno if you guys know this, but when and after i was in gymnastics, when i stretch my body literally sounds like pop rocks)
- so the first time Eth stretched around the house, Ty asked him if they had to go to the hospital
- also can we just ???
- Flexible Ethan is my shit
- like ??

- Or literally them doing chores together
they sing constantly no matter what chore it is
- vacuuming, dishes, sweeping, laundry
- they literally are singing together with each chore
- bonus: they sing Disney songs
- bonus bonus: it’s duets

- and like guys
- they decorated a house together
- if you ever want to be happy, imagine them putting together IKEA furniture
- “wtf is that.” “a chair.” “are you sure?” “not really.”
- also Eth fucking hoards candles
- like its his shit
- candles everywhere
- especially in his own room
- idk why i hc that but i do

- them living together ????

(Thanks for all the notes on the last post, it means a lot to me. Also feel free to send asks.)

anonymous asked:

heyyyy could i ask you for some advice ?? im sorry to spam your ask box but i feel this is the best way to ask without getting judged erm so im not good with guys like I can't talk to them properly without embarrassing myself and then i see people who are so comfortable with talking to guys and even going out with them like a small group of friends and I've never experienced that except for class outing and basically i feel weird and awkward when even when socializing with them so going out

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He wasn’t ecstatic to see her, per say, especially with how things went last time they’d met – but she did look rather cute, Harry would admit. The country club uniform didn’t make her dull any, only gave her a chance to appear even brighter. A smile stretching at her lips, blindingly happy as she makes way towards them. Harry can already see the look in Niall’s eyes, and hopes it doesn’t stay around long. He actually wants a game today – surprisingly – and Niall being distracted by a sickeningly sweet caddy would not fulfill that wish.

“So, I’ve never really done this before,” Y/N admits, stepping up to Harry, “Like, do I carry the ball hitters?”

“Ball hitters,” Harry repeats unamused, “You do. Where are they?”

Y/N looks at him confused, “I thought you had ‘em?”


Harry mistakes the twist in his belly for loathing

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grimkipp  asked:

Hello there chewy! Sorry im not very available on discord! School and stuff.. :/But I just wanted you to know your the best friend anyone could ever have ! Never forget that your an amazing person because your hard to forget! Your beautiful and have an amazing personality ! I'll always remember you even if we don't talk! I hope your doing well! - love grimmy xoxoxoxo

haha thank you.. <3

i haven’t hear kind words like this in a while haha.

thank you so much grim haha.

i need to appreciate you being here for me more.

youre the only one who sends me ask, stays with me, and dos everything they can do to help and cheer me up and feel confident.

thank you so much.

continue to stay awesome and let nobody get in the way of doing what you love. not even me >;0 <33

i love you buddy YvY

thetimecrystal  asked:

17 for the angst prompts with Asagao!Pixi and Asagao!Jared?

17. “Why can’t you realize that I’m falling for you? No wait, I’ve already fallen. But you didn’t catch me.”

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anonymous asked:

I cant fucking feel anything. Cant even cry. Im desperate. I dont feel human, i feel like a robot, and i feel really disconnected from everyone and from life itself. I dont know what to do. How can i feel?

hey anon, 

i’m sorry to hear that you’re feeling this way. i think that you need to consider reaching out to someone in your life who can help you get professional help for disconnection you’re feeling from the world. i think that a professional will be able to work with you and help you figure out what’s happened and how to get you back reconnected with your world. there’s only so much we can do via this platform, and while i’m glad you reached out to us this is the most i can offer you in return. 

i’m sorry, i wish i could be of more help. 

i do believe that if you talk with someone about this and seek out help, you can start to feel better–maybe not instantly, but overtime. you deserve to feel connected with the world once more. 

stay safe, 


I’d give anything to rewind and let you in, anything for you to forgive me. Every time I see so much as a glimpse of you I feel the guilt in my chest and my head starts to spin, but not in a good way like the feeling I got when you wrapped your arms around me on that cold November night, more like the feeling you get right before you pass out. Truth is not being with you only makes me miss you more than ever, and I can’t listen to my favorite songs because I feel a pit in my stomach that I can never seem to get rid of. I still catch myself looking for you even though I know you don’t want to see me. I fucked up, I fucked up, I fucked up. It’s all I can think about and it’s driving me insane to think about how if I hadn’t ended it, I would’ve found someone who feels the same towards me.

It’s over though. You stopped talking to me, you stopped looking at me. I still get butterflies when you look my way, but you’re never looking at me, I just wish you were.

—  i guess i’m trying to tell you i miss you
One of my biggest pet peeves (mostly for smut)

“This is gender neutral! *clearly describes/implies reader is female/has a vagina*”

like… I know sometimes I slip up and do the same, since I’m a cis girl and that’s my default reader setting, but I do my best to make sure it’s ACTUALLY gender neutral. Instead of just defaulting to “vagina” like a lot of ppl do.

Like I get a lot of people have vaginas, but people have DICKS too/are male/agender/ect.

Like damn it ain’t that hard. The only hard part is finding how many ways you can use “crotch”, “between your legs”, and “entrance” b4 uve used those too much.

|| Ah haha hello everyone, I am sorry to announce too that I am taking a small break from here because ya know how it is, if the Mika is not there I kind of feel like there’s something huge missing here so imma just follow Nia to kick her butt and take care of stuff. I will save all of the replies and threads, I am sorry to those I didn’t get to reply to, but the muse is kinda down if that makes sense. I always check this blog anyways because it’s hella important to me and for those who wanna still talk to me, you can contact me through IM or ask for my Skype (only mutals sorry!)

Have a great time, stay always safe and see ya soon properly again!!

thunderlord32  asked:

Hey, I saw the post of billy and the post of the Anon hate. Let me just start off to say, I knew it wasn't pedophilia from the start. As you never went near that stuff in the first place and it doesn't seem your style. Secondly. The way the anon was talking. It felt to me like it was a butthurt little ass. Please, don't let people who hide behind anons to harass you. You did absolutely nothing wrong. And If possible, do you think to can post that picture back up. I only glanced at it

Than you so much for saying that.

Sorry for the late reply. Im glad some people didnt see the drawing the wrong way. But I hope it is ok for you that I dont re upload that drawing. I’d rather not get into this situation again.:(

 But thank you so much…

anonymous asked:

i was abused by my friend and i only saw them irl two or three times and it never feels like it's "enough" to call it abuse and i feel bad calling it that but what they did hurt so bad and traumatized me it hurts it hurts it hurts and i feel like i can't breathe i'm sorry for this ask but i don't feel like i can talk about it bc it was just a friend and we barely saw ea h other im sorry

It is definitely real enough. A major chunk of my abuse is now done over the phone and through messages. This is still very real and valid in making you feel the way you feel. Abuse doesn’t have to be done in person.

I am so sorry they hurt you. You deserve so much better.

anonymous asked:

Now that you've watched Jongin irl, what is the thing that you could not forget abt him the most??

Of course it’s a given to me that I will never ever forget about this moment. But if we talk about the thing that struck me the most when I saw him it’s the fact that he always reaches out to ALL of the fans watching their concert. Whether he’s in his Kai persona or Jongin persona, expect a fan service from him. And when he notices that you are his fan? Whether you are near him or far from him, expect a special fan service from him! He will make you feel that there’s no such thing as a barrier between him and the fans. And his way with his words when he’s doing a ment? Damn he’s smooth he always makes sure that all of the fans are special to him. Lastly, you can see his passion and determination when he dances there on stage. You will feel that he is giving his 110% and my respect from him has reached to great heights after seeing him perform his best of the best with my own eyes.

Okay but the thing with lulias is like. Most people seem to think of Luca being like, really confident in their relationship, and i agree that he would after a while, but i imagine that he’d be a bit awkward before and at the start of their relationship. Like im not entirely convinced that he’s aware that you can like more than one gender so i can imagine him realising his feelings for Elias and being like ’???? But I like girls???? But I’m having falling for a boy???? Look feelings im sorry but i am 100% heterosexual you have to stop’ and it eventually gets to the point where he cant deny it anymore so he goes to talk to Yukiya bc he’s the only person Luca can think of that won’t make fun of him and might actually be able to help and the conversation is just

“Is this about your crush on Elias?”
“Yea- wait, what? How do you know about that???”
“Elias said you were acting weird lately, and I found it pretty obvious to figure out from what he told me”
“I was a bit unsure with my deduction at first though, because you don’t seem like the kind of person to be insecure with being bisexual, so I kind of figured you would have come out already”
“…oh, sorry, I guess you could also be pansexual or something…well, attracted to more than one gender at least.”
“That’s a thing?”
“You didn’t know?”
“…it’s never been brought up”

And then he asks Elias out and he’s kinda nervous cause he’s worried that Elias will think he’s joking and Elias doesn’t know what to respond at first because on the one hand Luca seems sincere but on the other this IS Luca we’re talking about, but then he sees Yukiya giving him a look that basically just says ‘say yes you fucking idiot’ (but in a polite way bc this is Yukiya) so they start going out but that’s also really awkward at first because Luca is still trying to get out of his whole 'no homo’ mindset that he has so he sometimes forgets that Elias is his boyfriend which leads to really embarrassing moments that are hilarious to everyone other than the two of them.

Honestly tho Luca being nervous is something I just need in general.

And It’s Good Enough To Make Me Wanna Fall In Love

my friend dragged me to this party and I just saw my ex quick make out with me” au


It’s not that Dan isn’t a party person. He likes parties. He likes the whole socialising, drinking, I-don’t-know-who-the-hell-you-are-and-why-we’re-sitting-on-the-trampoline-in-the-back-yard-talking-about-dinosaurs-but-I’ll-roll-with-it vibe to it (okay, maybe the latter was only one time), and what’s the harm in getting a little drunk every now and then?

But the problem with Joe, is that he has more friends than Dan can keep up with. He knows too many people Dan doesn’t, and he goes to way too many parties.

Which, Dan supposes, isn’t really a problem in itself, but it’s where he comes into it that is – being the loyal roommate/best friend he is, Joe seems to have adopted him as his party mascot. His trusty ‘plus-one’, for want of a better term.

“Come on, Dan,” Joe throws him a red and black plaid shirt, dismissing one (of many) of Dan’s excuses of ‘but I have nothing to wear’. “I’ve grown out of that, so it’ll fit you just fine. You suit red.”

Dan glares at him, but walks over to the mirror and holds the shirt up to his face. It does suit him, kind-of, and he supposes he could probably get a couple more wears out of his jeans before he has to wash them.

“We’re like teenage girls, you and me,” Joe smirks, watching Dan assess his reflection.

Dan smirks, but tugs his pyjama t-shirt off and grabs the red plaid thing. He’ll never win.

“You owe me big time,” he mumbles, buttoning it up.

“Come on, it’ll be fine. This is Andrew – he knows how to throw a good party.”

“Ah, yes – ‘Andrew’. Another strikingly familiar name.’” Dan mutters dryly, grabbing his straighteners.

Joe tuts. “You’ll love him.”

Dan wonders how many times he’s heard that one before.


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anonymous asked:

P!dge is my age, and I really like that y'know! She's like me in a lot of ways, and I can relate to her. But it makes me mighty uncomfy when people ship her with people my brothers age (k/l/h)?? Or my older cousins age (sh!ro)?? It's nasty and it makes me feel really grossed out tbh I wish people would realize that some people are uncomfortable for a reason!!!

it makes me super uncomfortable when pidge is shipped with anyone too!! like yeah it’s technically okay for her and the primary paladins be together but when you’re 14 16 year olds seem so so much older than you and she has a brother-sister relationship with them so i have no doubt it would make her uncomfortable too

my mother doesnt call me

i recently noticed that my mother doesnt call me anymore, in a. very literal way.
despite us talking more than usual, its been 2 months since she hasnt pronounced my name.
in french, adjectives take the gender of the person theyre referring to and you usually can tell the difference. however there is no gender neutral pronoun like the singular “they”, only one male and one female pronoun. so now instead of saying, for instance, that im dorky, shell instead say that i am “someone/a person who is dorky” to avoid gendering me.

at first i was kind of freaked out by this. no name, no identity, im just a “someone” to her.
but then i realised

2 months. shes spent the past 2 months knocking on my door to get my attention instead of just calling me. what kind of mother forces herself to give up the name of her son to make him her kid instead?

she loves me, i realised. shes trying her best to make me feel comfortable because of my views on genders. 2 months, and not once was my name(which i actually like) or assigned gender brought up. she did that for me. she loves me.

as i just read a fic dealing with aobas emotional aftermath of the mink route almost gang rape:

yes, its awful. yes, everything mink does in the main game is terrible. no matter his reasons, he hurts aoba incredibly. 

i would never forgive someone like that in real life. the difference? its not. its not real life. and i enjoy exploring characters. but for me, personally, what is most important: aoba forgives him. im serious, only because aoba forgives him could i get interested in mink and enjoy the brilliance that is the recon mink route.

no one (that is smart) is saying the main game mink happenings are okay. and if you think mink thinks so im sad you misunderstood his character severely. he is deeply regretful and guilty. he doesnt apologize for it because theres no way you can apologize for it. so once aoba wears him down he does his best to treat aoba as the angel child he is instead to atone for what hes done.

im,,, not sure what my point is. some people claimed n+c is making the mink main route as a romantic and desirable one. when clearly, its not? its shown countless times how awful it is. what an impact it has. the whole point is to show what toue did and what that turned mink into. 

yes its a kink filler, but thats what its fictional for. there are people that have strange kinks that dont have anything to do with their real life, just with their imagination.

i think it wasnt really shown how aoba felt disturbed by it months after much because aoba is too accepting and forgiving. we see so even in his bad routes. even when he suffers he empathizes with them, knows why they do things, is beyond understanding.

rape is awful and unforgivable. but this is a game. its an adult game with heavy themes that the fan is allowed to explore because its not reality. 

you can be disgusted with mink and not forgive him.

you can enjoy his character and explore, if you acknowledge his actions (and frankly ive only ever seen mink haters being unreasonable. mink lovers always know what he did was horrible. its part of understanding the character.)

just leave each other be, because this is fandom, and one loaded with torture, abuse, murder and rape. just hating it would be stupid. we all came here willingly. keep reality apart from fandom and see the characters’ complexity. 

Oh man, I can’t believe I hit my first big milestone!! I meant to make this earlier in the week but what can I say? I’m lazy.  So before I list off everyone I just wanted to say thank you to all my followers, especially the ones from way back when I was a glee blog, I’ve definitely gone through some changes, right?  But thank you to my new followers! I love all of you~

Okay so first my favorite/close mutuals

sooyyoung i’m only putting you first because you told me to. anyways you know i love you and you’re a sweetheart and i’m really envious on how dedicated you are to sooyoung, but thank you for always listening when i need someone to talk to and even when i just want to be a little shit to you, keep growing into a better person okay?

icesicales oh man kyle im still waiting for you to find me a sugar daddy tbh and 97% of our conversations relate to random memes which is honestly great like im always laughing and you’re always trying to make me listen to new groups and even tho im hella lazy i do appreciate the exposure, also glub glub 

pyogom we actually didnt start talking to pretty recently but we’re already otp like i love all of the plots that we come up with, theyre literally the only way i make it through work (although its a struggle not to die in public) nonetheless i already love you and lets be friends for a long time

bootycalljung kim you never cease to make me laugh with your need to fight, when i say i wanna fight im joking but youre ready to go to war its so great and youre the only person who appreciates fancy water and bless you for that and one day i promise ill tag team with you 

jungssooyeon we’ve known each other for like… 4 years? that’s like insane tbh you’re only a year older than me but you’re kind of like that older brother i never had (except you refer to me as your child) but oh man havent things changed so much over the years? Also send me cards on superstar smtown even tho ive been slacking 

blondesojin bruh you need to get on line more often bc who else am i supposed to spazz over sixteen/twice with???? 

persefonee ok bruh i love the fact that you actually watched sixteen because of me and we honestly need to get closer because we’ve been mutuals for awhile so like dude hmu

exidorks so like we havent been following each other for long but i knew of your blog from before (kyungri and hani’s tags are to thank) so i died a little when you followed me so like lets be friends and ship kyungri/hani together because yes pls

namyulover my bby youre literally a bby and its my job to protect you, we havent talked in awhile since you started up school and time zones are horrible but ily and don’t stress yourself out too much okay?

camiladorkable annie idk what else to say other than i miss you <3

okay and next all my mutuals that I haven’t talked to before but you guys should definitely hmu like ily pls love me:

jungssiica kimheechulswardrobe officialkyungri miss-agent moon-gangie kongie-lily euaerinfanclub keumjos icegangg hallajpg yullhee steponmesoyou namyuniverse krinjib phaesyle interes-taeng loveoptionsmp3 angry-hyemi shygorls camally seulduction thenthedevilruns bananamina igotagenie9 hyoyexns justmyperfectgoddess amberlliu tabi-loves-to-choom magexe sonetrash velvetttt acciofany gayforshidae shygeneration allforchaerin uglymaknae greasybyuntae yoongstop soovvon holychoi eliza-dreams flawlesssooyoung taestefullysoshi officialkwonyuri infadedmemory redvelvetie choiswimming wetchen  sooyoungchan sooyounqster s-shikshin goddemi karolina–dean theducksinthehat