im sorry it called to me

hey remember @wesninskie‘s fuckin amazing neil is a mermaid au? yea well guess what its almost the end of this thing called mermay so i guess its fitting that i finally finished this lil watercolor thingy for it!! PLEASE GO READ THE POST ITS REALLY COOL AND IM IN LOVE WITH THIS IDEA

Tagged by: @so-suddenly-im-in-love 💕 thank you booboo
Rules: You must answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people

THE LAST
1.Drink: Water
2.Phone call: My manager
3.Text message: My cousin
4.Song you listened to: almost lover- a fine frenzy
5.Time you cried: Last night
6.Dated someone twice: Yup
7. Been Cheated on: Yup
8.Kissed someone and regretted it: Yes
9.Lost someone special: Yes
10.Been depressed: Yes
11.Gotten drunk and thrown up: Yes

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS: 1. Green 2: Blue 3: Pink

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU…
15.Made new friends: Yes
16.Fallen out of love: No
17.Laughed until you cried: Yes
18.Found out someone was talking about you: No
19.Met someone who changed you: Not really 20.Found out who your true friends are: Kinda 21.Kissed someone on your Facebook list: No

GENERAL…
22.How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: I think there’s like two people I don’t know irl
23.Do you have any pets: yes a stinky bun 24.Do you want to change your name: when I was younger yea
25.What did you do for your last birthday: I’m pretty sure I was drinking with friends and family
26.What time did you wake up: 7:30
27.What were you doing at midnight last night: Watching Mvs
28.Name something you cannot wait for: Monsta x in July 💕
29.When was the last time you saw your mother: yesterday
30.What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: It’s entire existence 31.What are you listening to right now: Shitty music at work
32.Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: I’ve talked to a tommy?
33.Something that is getting on your nerves: My emotions
34.Most visited website: Uh, idk does snapchat count
35.Elementary: Finished
36, High School: Finished
37.College: Went for a couple years and realized school is not my jam
38.Hair color: Green and blue
39.Long or short hair: Medium length
40.Do you have a crush on someone: Yes 😒 41.What do you like about yourself: nothing rn 42.Piercings: 17
43.Blood type: Dk
44. Nickname: N/a
45.Relationship status: Single AF
46.Zodiac sign: Virgo
47.Pronouns: She/her
48.Favorite tv show: None ATM
49.Tattoos: 6 hoping for two more this summer 50.Right or left hand: Right

FIRST…
51.Surgery: Never had one
52.Piercing: Lobes(4), cartilage(3), nose(2), smiley, tongue, nip naps
54.Sport: Used to play volleyball in like middle school 😂
55.Vacation: Guanajuato, Mexico
56.Pair of trainers: WTF is a trainer? Shoes? I have nikes? Wth?

MORE GENERAL…
57.Eating: Had Taco Bell bfast
58.Drinking: Water
59.I’m about to: Get back to work
61.Waiting for: my lunch break
62.Want: To feel less sad
63.Get married: if I can find anyone to tolerate me sure
64.Career: retail

WHICH IS BETTER…
65.Hugs or kisses: Hugs and kisses on the forehead
66.Lips or eyes: Both
67.Shorter or taller: Idc
68.Older or younger: Older
70.Nice arms or nice stomach: Nice arms 71.Sensitive or loud: both
72.Hook up or relationship: Relationship 73.Troublemaker or hesitant: I think I’m troublemaker enough so I guess it would be good to have some hesitance in my life

HAVE YOU EVER…
74.Kissed a stranger?: Yup
75.Drank hard liquor? : Yes
76.Lost glasses contact/lenses? : Sunglasses yes
77.Turned someone down?: Yes
78.Sex on first date?: Yes
79.Broken someone’s heart?: Not that I know of
80.Had your heart broken?: Yup
81.Been arrested?: No
82.Cried when someone died?: Yes
83.Fallen for a friend?: Yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN…
84.Yourself?: Sometimes
85.Miracles?: Not sure
86.Love at first sight?: No?
87.Santa Claus?: No
88.Kiss on the first date?: Depends on the mood
89.Angels?: I don’t think so

OTHER….
90.Current best friend’s name: Jenny and Ellen
91.Eye color: Brown
92. Favourite movie: moulin rouge

TAGGING: @e21v @rap-monstax @huggableyoungjae @yourmajestyqueenchelseachels @jeonsshi @wonhontology @ethereal-youngjae @wonhontology @hyungvwons @irrimanjungkook and anyone else that wants to do it

anonymous asked:

Hi, 7goodangel. I am here to ask you about PaperJam as a shy, smol and innocent being (mainly thegreatrouge made him be). There has been some conflicts regarding his trait. Some said his canonical personality is a jerk, like what you wrote in his bio / info and some said that is severely wrong and being shy, (which made him shipped with Fresh), is his canonical personality. What are your thoughts about this? I mean, it is your character and people are taking control of it. Don't you disagree?

Well… I have talked to people and seen public conversations and this has happened several times to me over months. I guess I’ve gotten a little numb to it now… or maybe it’s due to school that I haven’t given it the attention that it deserves. Probably due to school. 

I just can’t update constantly like others - even though some others in school were and are able to update constantly. I can’t keep going around and holding up my bio of PJ and police people. It’s exhausting to me… it really takes up the small bit of free time I have. 

I think after I get a solid job that I’ll be able to go around better… but anyway - back to your question. 


While I love seeing interpretations and do not want people to be limited by something and have their imaginations go forth… it’s proving that a huge con comes with that mentality - which you have pointed out. A lot of people swear that PJ is the cute, innocent interpretation that really, did get PJ popular in the first place. While I did have him as a jerk from the beginning - I kinda kept that info to my RP blog - so you could say it is my fault this is all happening and I do think that. I could of done something to make it not as bad as it is now… 

It’s just like the NSFW stuff… people just assume the first thing and run with it. And it really does make me feel like I really am not needed for my own character at points. 

It’s a struggle - I don’t want to have people stop interpreting PJ within AUs… but I also don’t want people to just see him as an innocent child to ship with Fresh. 

And I’m still trying to find the best solution to it. 

But… I feel like the damage is already done. It’s too late for me to talk to all of these people going around swearing on their life that PJ is canoncally like Rouge’s interpretation/AUs. It feels like an hopeless battle to me. 

And I guess I needed someone to ask me this question so then I can fully say my thoughts on this. 

So in short, while I love creativity and don’t want to snuff it out (considering some people would probably think I’m doing that already with saying “No Sin”), I still don’t like it. It irritates me, irks me, frustrates me, and I feel like even as the person who thought of PJ in the first place, my voice isn’t enough. Communities seem like they don’t care about artists unless they reach a ‘certain goal of popularity’ or seem like they have a more professional style of art. I know I do not reach either of those titles. 

People misspell my username all the time - I actually claimed ‘7goodangle’ on tumblr for that reason.

People still say “I’m too lazy to find who made PJ” when they clearly mentioned they looked at the bio on the wiki. 

People still go around arguing others on the canon ship of OmniPJ and swearing that FreshPaper is the true canon ship, when all people are pointing out is that they need to keep the canon ship in mind when going around with information.

Even just basic personality traits… and these things are happening on sites that I do not nor want an account for. 

I still want others to have fun - to be happy; but I don’t know… I guess I’m cutting out my own happiness to get everyone else happy? I want to eventually write a version of PJ within his own universe and story… and he is more like the version I created within the UT verse. Not exact - but close. Though who knows… I might shove PJ to the side and replace his role with another character. I’m still weighing options.

Cause PJ was the first character I ever put this much time and thought into… my first character that was balanced, well rounded…

And what happens?

…well.

You said it Anon. 

They took it - changed it (initially as an AU but now people think it’s canon) - and I can’t do much about it. Due to school and not much free-time… due to how many don’t know the true creator… and just back talking anyone who is just mentioning it to people who swear by it. 

As an artist and a character designer…

It makes me not want to show designs, characters, and stories ever again online.

Considering if this is how I was treated on the first one… why even take a chance at a second one? If it has brought me so much stress, frustration, and time… why even try it again?

I said I was only going to do fanart so if anyone stole it, it didn’t really matter. 
I think I should have stuck with that thought process. 

In conclusion, there are some major things to take away here. First – that yes, I do not like how it has skewed this far to the point of arguing over a fandom version with the canon. Canon is canon and I get the different AUs – this is too far. Way too far. I am emotionally drained from this – from this whole mess that I have been defending throughout majority of PJ’s lifespan. I will state this – Paper Jam is my character. He is my original character that I created more than a year ago. And the UT AU fandom took my character and warped him to something he is not and all of his original meaning is lost. I do not like to hurt others or make other sad – but I must put my foot fully down. This miscommunication needs to stop. I am tired of repeating things over and over and I have past my breaking point time and time again. I just want people to see PJ how he really is… and I wish that people could be focusing more on the reality of him instead of the alternate that they all claim as truth.

Final words: I still like Undertale – I still like creating characters and having fun – but the Undertale AU fandom is ridiculous now. The Amino UT community is insanity in an app, and there is a lot of stuff that has made many artists and creators to their breaking point and leaving the fandom entirely. Everyone in this fandom needs to take ten steps back and look at what they are doing. Go back to the game. Play it again – watch your favorite let’s player’s videos of it again. 

And just… food for thought… please don’t jump the gun on someone else’s OC’s personality and actions. 

I do not want anyone to experience what I had.

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“hi, im dylan minnette and i’m auditioning for the role of guy who has to wear a band aid on his forehead for 75% of the show/film.”

How dan and phil probably broke up #41
  • Phil: *to dan* If I was an enzyme I would be DNA helicase so I could unzip your genes ;))
  • <p> <b></b> Do you ever just realize all your friends don't honestly care about you and all of a sudden you feel like an idiot for believing they did and you regret every personal thing you've ever shared with them and all you wanna do is build your wall up even higher so this won't happen again cuz it really sucks<p/></p>

FINALLY AFTER A MONTH OR SO I FINISHED THIS THANK

aw man this was originally supposed to be practice (hence as to why it looks absolutely messy) but i can never leave things unfinished once i start them :’)

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I’ve wanted to draw me and some of my friends in Heathers style for a while now, and then i noticed that there’s literally nothing stopping me

First one is me as one of the heathers, then @cha-ray as a quarterback, then @dexvampire as something similar to Jason uvu