im sorry i still have no idea what im doing

i’m just drawing things out of boredom at this point?? still love these boys tho

little adhd things (inattentive type edition):
  • i put a thing down 6 seconds ago and now it has vanished into the fucking ether
  • im going to do something productive, i say, proceeding to do one totally useless thing for 4 straight hours
  • time is an illusion
  • whenever someone interrupts me whatever train of thought i was on is gone Forever never to be seen again
  • except then that train of thought comes back half an hour later and i have to bring it up regardless of what we’re talking about now
  • tf do u mean that’s due Tomorrow. wait what day is it. wait shit
  • im going to take a quick break, i say, getting distracted by one totally useless thing for 4 straight hours
  • suddenly the sun is rising
  • im sorry i have no idea what you just said i got distracted bc my brain got stuck on something you said ten minutes ago
  • i can do this!! (thirty seconds later) im so bored im going to commit a crime
  • movies/podcasts/shows that are longer than 10 minutes an episode: too long. cannot pay attention for that long. going to do some other totally useless thing for 4 straight hours
  • rereading the instructions 16 times and still missing something
  • getting yelled at for forgetting things like Sorry Im Mentally Ill
  • “why am i like this”

feel free 2 add (haAHha) ur own

And we hit 7000+ followers! Holy geez!

AAAA! That was even faster! ; O ; / I didn’t even get a chance to rest! So now I’m REALLY not sure what to do! You guys are free to throw ideas in for now, but as for the video, I might have to just save it till 8000, because the numbers are still climbing and I don’t think I can catch up this time! Sorry about that! ; O ; / I’ll try to do something else but suggestions would be great! Thank you everyone for your continued support! <3



for those wondering about your enemies closer, im so sorry for being super late. im still working on it and i have no idea when ill get it finished but im still working on it slowly, day by day. so don’t fret, it’s not being abandoned or anything im just being super slow because the last few weeks, all the progress i had made in getting better with my depression just got swept away. im back down at square one and it literally took me a year and a half to get to where i was which in the end was only a tiny amount better. so, yep. life is good. 

anonymous asked:

Just wondering what trope you think Amy and Jake fall into? At first I thought enemies to lovers but they're not really enemies at first, he's just annoying. And I wouldn't say friends to lovers because it seemed like they were more colleagues than friends. What do you think?

this is such an intriguing question tbh? like it really does depend on how you think they met and how they got along? and, okay, i’m thinking about this as i go, so bear with me, but i’m rly liking the “enemies” label? bc whatever the nature of their relationship when they met we can all agree it was competitive, right? they were in constant competition with each other. and that definitely has more of an “enemies” vibe then anything else especially bc i think their friendship was founded on that rivalry, you know? not before. and like the bet was spurred by competitiveness and pretty much marks the moment they started transitioning from friends to lovers. then as their relationship grew stronger the competitiveness kept evolving like it’s still clearly there (the fugitive being the most obvs example). and that’s not rly something that i think can be defined as “colleagues” bc it was instantly more than that but at the same time they werent “friends” yet. (and anyway i can totally imagine jake retelling those early days as dramatically as he can and using words like nemesis and feud and making it seem like a super epic battle (while amy just rolls her eyes))

so, in conclusion, i really like the idea of their shared competitive nature rly drawing them together bc it highlights the parts of their personalities that clash but also those that they rly have in common and like its a good defining point for all of their growth and evolution of their relationship.

anonymous asked:


IT’S JUST A SMALL ASS COCKROACH BUT I’M STILL DEAD INSIDE ALSO I’m good bruh I literally just got out of bed bc I am so like. Physically exhausted for some reason even tho I don’t do shit lmao

update in case anyone was wondering: yeah im starting 2 accept this turn of events (fnaf wise) a little better. theorizing with friends certainly helps. anon, please dont be smug about this but yeah i admit you were right about baby getting ejected. i do have a whole theory surrounding it, the motives n what happened to her afterwards n i might post it later if i can collect my thoughts in a precise enough order for it to make sense. im very sorry.

as for tto im still a little bit mad but at least i found a cool au idea i like that i based around it

melemillion  asked:

1-30 bro

Questions you aren’t used to

1. Do you ever doubt the existence of others than you? Not really. I still believe everyone’s here for a reason after all. Whatever reason that may be.

2. On a scale of 1-5, how afraid of the dark are you? 0 (you get used to the dark, even those that hide in it)

3. The person you would never want to meet? Man this is deep. I have no idea? Maybe a killer?

4. What is your favorite word? Dalisay

5. If you were a type of tree, what would you be? I was gonna say bamboo, but this shit is a type of grass. Guess I’ll settle for molave.

6. When you looked in the mirror this morning what was the first thing you thought? It’s gonna be a lazy day. Again.

7. What shirt are you wearing? Errr.. a leopard printed shirt.

8. What do you label yourself as? Sometimes a queen, sometimes a god. Hahaha

9. Bright room or dark room? Dark room. I’ve always loved the dark.

10. What were you doing at midnight last night? Reading a horror manga.

11. Favorite age you’ve been so far? Ice age I actually don’t know if I have a favorite

12. Who told you they loved you last? My mom.

13. Your worst enemy? I don’t have enemies. I’m currently looking for applicants. Okay no, can I say myself? Because yeah, I fight myself sometimes.

14. What is your current desktop picture? A KiriBaku fanart.

15. Do you like someone? Like as in romantically? Nah.

16. The last song you listened to? Through the Ghost by Shinedown.

17. You can press a button that will make any one person explode. Who would you blow up? I don’t think I found someone I hate enough to actually want to blow them up. Hahaha. Ask me again after five years maybe.

18. Who would you really like to just punch in the face? This guy back when I was in fifth grade. There’s this incident I like to dub the “shoes issue” and I’m still not over it. Yes, I’m petty.

19. If anyone could be your slave for a day, who would it be and what would they have to do? Slavery is bad you know. Can I pass?

20. What is your best physical attribute? (showing said attribute is optional) I’ve always been particularly fond of my eyes.

21. If you were the opposite sex for one day, what would you look like and what would you do? I’ll look average at best, I guess. And sleep all day. I’m sure that even if I’m a guy, I’d still be a lazy ass.

22. Do you have a secret talent? If yes, what is it? Does remaining indifferent while reading smut count as a talent?

23. What is one unique thing you’re afraid of? The only thing I’m afraid of is myself (aka the decisions I make).

24. You can only have one kind of sandwich. Every sandwich ingredient known to humankind is at your disposal. I prefer to have four cheese in everything so. Four cheese sandwich I guess. 

25. You just found $100! How are you going to spend it? That’s not even enough to buy all the anime merchandise I like hahah.

26. You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere in the world, but you have to leave immediately. Where are you going to go? Alaska.

27. An angel appears out of Heaven and offers you a lifetime supply of the alcoholic beverage of your choice. “Be brand-specific” it says. Man! What are you gonna say about that? Even if you don’t drink booze there’s something you can figure out… so what’s it gonna be? Can I just have the Tanduay Ice Blue Illusion I’ve been drinking last night. 

28. You discover a beautiful island upon which you may build your own society. You make the rules. What is the first rule you put into place? Don’t destroy the place. Seriously. Don’t do it.

29. What is your favorite expletive? I happen to say fuck a lot.

30. Your house is on fire, holy shit! You have just enough time to run in there and grab ONE inanimate object. Don’t worry, your loved ones and pets have already made it out safely. So what’s the one thing you’re going to save from that blazing inferno? My wallet where all my money and cards are seriously.

anonymous asked:

do you have any other hc about GS and HT's brother? i found solace thinking about them talking about HT in secret(or in front of him lol) to know better how is doing and how he was like in the past.

this is really late and im so so sorry about it, anon!! i hope you’re still around to see this!! 

so, i do have some more headcanons about guan shan and he tian’s brother, but sadly they’re not that many and not that good, mostly because we know very little about he tian’s brother and have no idea of what happened between him and he tian, so i feel like im missing some vital information to be able to do them properly. still, i LOVE the idea of guan shan interacting with him one day, im really keeping my fingers crossed for it to happen in the story!! in the mean time, here is what i’ve been thinking!!

  • the two of them don’t get along at all at the beginning: he tian’s brother believes guan shan too weak and undeserving of he tian’s affection, while guan shan, already wary of him because of his involvement with the mafia, doesn’t like how cold and haughty he is
  • this slowly starts to change after some time, when they both realise how fiercely the other cares about he tian and find a common ground in that
  • (my dramatic ass loves the idea of something happening to he tian because of she li, or he tian’s brother telling guan shan he has to break up with he tian, and guan shan just showing him exactly who is weak by fighting tooth and nail for he tian)
  • (i also like the idea of he tian and his brother getting closer again because of guan shan in a way, like……the moment his brother accept guan shan is also the moment he tian finally decides to give him a second chance)
  • after that, the two of them learn to appreciate each other, and it turns out that they actually get along better than anyone thought
  • he tian’s brother is not half as hopeless as he tian is in the kitchen, so he and guan shan often exchange recipes and try new ones together
  • they tease he tian mercilessly every time he is around, telling each other embarrassing stories about him and looking at old pictures of him as a kid
  • it’s on one of these occasions that guan shan learns about he tian saving that golden retriever puppy all those years ago, so as his birthday approaches guan shan calls he tian’s brother and they go together to a dog shelter to pick one for him
  • they actually call each other a lot, mostly because of he tian, like you said (even if he tian and his brother’s relationship got better, it’s still hard for he tian to open up with him like he used to, so his brother often calls guan shan to make sure he is actually okay and not just saying that), but sometimes they end up talking for hours about some cooking shows they both watch or simply about their days
  • from time to time he tian’s brother takes guan shan shopping and buys him all the fancy clothes he can find, maybe as an apology for being such an asshole to him at first, and guan shan tries to tell him that it isn’t necessary, but he never manages to dissuade him, and since he doesn’t want to offend him he has no choice other than accepting them (he tian considered telling his brother to stop, but guan shan deserves nice things, and it can’t hurt for him to get used to them. besides, guan shan looks really good in those fancy clothes his brother likes)

tagged by @nishikiyama, *blows a kiss to the sky* for sahil

  1. Who was your first friend & do you still stay in touch? i have no idea who my first friend was 
  2. What movie could you watch over and over without getting tired? Be forever yorozuya, probably
  3. Ideal weather? sunny but cool 
  4. Have you ever shared an article without clicking the link only to find out it was fake? no
  5. Favourite holiday tradition? (can be any holiday) getting together w my family on christmas
  6. Spicy food Y/N? absolutely not
  7. Your thoughts on ghosts. i don’t believe in ghosts so idk
  8. Have you ever returned to a fandom after abandoning it for years? yeah, danganronpa and naruto fandom
  9. What’s something you’d like to learn but never have the time for? to draw…
  10. Worst travel story? when i was younger my family liked to go on vacation during the summer. so every summer, in a tiny car, 5 siblings packed in the backseat dying due to heat on a 3h trip. it was hell. but the vacation itself was rly fun ofc 
  11. What was the first game you ever played and what do you think of it now? i think the 1st game i played was Laura’s Happy Adventures from playmobil. it was a v cute and nice game. even tho its for children i kinda want to play it again bcs i loved it sm at the time 

sorry for the awful edit its 2am but i tried

oh my god oh my god oh my god i remember when i just made my blog and i had no idea what i was doing and i didnt know anyone and now fast forward 2 years later and im still on this stupid site with all you cute friends and cute followers i just love all of you okay thank you for putting up with me and being incredibly rad for 2 amazing years

im super sorry if i forgot u, i didnt get everyone because everybody changed urls and im a poop at keeping up with urls but i still love u lots ok

italic means i have a lil crush on u
bold means i cry over ur blog at 2am
none means ur still rlly special to me and i heart eye emoji u

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anonymous asked:

Idk if you still want prompts but stripper!dean letting Cas break the universal "no touching" rule?

/holy fucking shit this was really hot to write okay wow im really turned on now sorry. no but listen i literally changed from present tense to past back to present again and i read it over and i was like what the fuck are you doing what the actual fuck. but i think i fixed it. sorry if there are still any weird errors. also remember that im the fucking virgin mary and i’ve never been to a strip club so i have no idea what strip club etiquette is like so, my apologies/

The lights in the club are dim; Castiel’s vision is limited to something short of two feet. Except, that is, when the lights are flashing. He catches only slight glimpses of what’s going on around him. That’s the fault of the beer he’s drank as much as it is the lights.

He’s drunk enough to start paying attention to the boys around him. The theme of the night seems to be underwear and suspenders, he notices. The men that move around the club are built well, muscular backs and strong shoulders that pull their suspenders tight the way a harp pulls its strings. Castiel watches them for a while with heavy lidded eyes, scanning over the bulges in their underwear and the heat in their eyes.

He’s never sure where to put his hands during a lap dance. Maybe, he thinks, he’ll know after a couple more beers.


He notices the dancer with the green eyes on his second day at the club. Memorized by the way his muscles move as he grinds his hips, Castiel watches him closely, stares at the way the muscles in his back clench.

The harsh beat of the music synchronizes with the lights and they flash: once, twice, one more time, and he loses track of the man.

He sighs in disappointment, leans back in his seat, takes another gulp of his beer.

And then the dancer he’s been watching and standing in front of him, pretty pink lips pursed into a smile and cock outlined through his tight, gold briefs. Castiel isn’t sure where to look first.

“You don’t look like you’re having much fun, angel,” the dancer quips, running his hands down his sides and catching his fingers on the waistband of his briefs, pushing down them down just an inch so that Castiel can see the head of his cock peeking out from the tops of his underwear. He steadies his hands on either side of Castiel’s head, leaning on the back of his chair and climbs onto Castiel’s thighs, straddling him and immediately swirling his hips.

Castiel slips a twenty out of his front pocket and hastily stuffs it into the waistband of the man’s underwear, quickly returning his attention to the dancer himself. His eyes are vivid, shifting across Castiel’s face, gaze catching on his cheekbones and fluttering eyes. The dancer’s lips pull into a cocky smile as he lays a hand on top of Castiel’s shoulder, using the leverage to grind deeper into Castiel’s lap. He smiles genuinely when Castiel lets out an involuntary groan from the back of his throat.  

“That’s it, darling, don’t be shy.”


He shoots Castiel a honest smile when he spots him in the club again a day later. Castiel really couldn’t hold himself back, and watching the dancer make his way towards him, clad in nothing but a pair of lace panties, he thinks coming back wasn’t too bad of an idea.

“Fancy seeing you in here, hmm?” the dancer winks at him, hips swaying to the beat of the music that’s nothing more than background to Castiel now. The man pulls Castiel closer to him by the belt loops of his slacks, then pushes against him until Castiel’s calves touch the back of a lounge chair. He falls into it and the dancer’s body follows his own, slipping back into a comfortable position where the man’s calves sit on either side of Castiel’s thighs and his barely clothed crotch pushes up against Castiel’s stomach.

Castiel’s breath hitches and in the back of his hazy mind, he remembers to slip his dues into the waistband of the panties stretched low across the dancer’s hips. His fingers linger lightly on the lace that covers what must be feverish skin.

“Never got your name,” the dancer says curiously, pressing his thumbs into the muscles of Castiel’s shoulders as though he’s giving him a massage.

“Castiel,” he answers, and the dancer repeats the name, rolling it off his tongue like he’s trying it out, figuring out what it tastes like. Castiel can feel his dick filling out.

“Castiel. I like it,” the dancer mutters, darts out his tongue to wet his heavy lips.

“Can I ask yours?” Castiel’s eyes are lidded and his voice is low, practically a growl. He has to keep up a conscious effect not to push his hips upward to meet the rhythm of the man’s movements. The dancer hesitates for a moment, biting his lip. Then he responds.

“Dean,” he answers, quiet. “My real name, I mean,” he seems to be wondering if he’s already said more than Castiel wanted to hear.

Castiel’s lashes flutter and his lips let go of Dean’s name, breathing it out softly, making the dancer smile. Dean’s fingers wander up his chest, then down again, catching at the waistband of the underwear, fingertips curled around the lace. He stutters his hips forward, relishing the feel of Cas’ thighs below him, the soft lace at his front.

“You can touch,” he leans forward and sighs out into Cas’ ear. “I don’t mind.”

Castiel swallows the lump in his throat and tilts his head up to face Dean.

“Are you sure? You’re okay with it?” he asks tentatively, checking in and smiling when Dean nods. The dancer takes hold of Cas’ hands and places them on his chest, arching his back into Cas’ touch. He runs Cas’ hands down his sides, pulls them around his body so that Cas can press his palms against Dean’s ass and pull him closer on the down stroke. Dean can’t ever remember being this turned on at work, mouth opening under his pants and groans, hands reaching up to curl in Cas’ hair.

“My shift ends at 12, if you’re wondering,” Dean says as he lifts himself from Cas’ lap.

Castiel’s dick twitches in his pants; he doesn’t think he’s ever seen someone look so shy and seductive at the same time.


Dean writhes on the bed like he’s paid for it, which this time he isn’t. He rolls his hips up so that his cock slots perfectly with Cas’, rocks up into Cas’ tight grasp like he’s hungry for it, spreads his legs impossibly wide so that he can pull Cas closer, make his strokes filthier.

Cas groans against his throat, still getting accustomed to the softness of the body beneath his own. He doesn’t regret for a second going back to Dean’s apartment, not now that he has both his and Dean’s cock twitching in his grasp.

“Feels so fucking good, Cas, c’mon,” Dean’s cock spurts out slick against the palm of Cas’ hand and he keens up further into Cas’ touch, reaching up to kiss the bolt of Cas’ jaw.

Cas smiles and lifts his head up to look at Dean. In between pants, he stutters out a response.

“This really breaks the “no touching” rule, doesn’t it?”

/11 prompts left, working on them as hard as i can, sorry if im slow, which i am/


Just a quick drawing of Shintaro in his birthday cause I’m still in my hell week but I’m willing to spend my precious time for this dork. Also I have no idea what I’m doing. I don’t know what I’m thinking. I’m so sorry

anonymous asked:

In the scene of Sasuke's apology to Sakura, she doesn't ask 'why' because she dismisses his sins. On the contrary - she wants him to admit them out loud to her and most of all to himself, as she has no intention of letting him off the hook too easily (what a contrast to Karin who was all happy and rainbows as soon as Sasuke uttered his lousy, emotionless 'sorry' to her). I can't believe people actually misinterpret this scene, but then again, if they could misinterpret the whole manga..

Actually yes, Sakura could never dismiss Sasuke’s bad behaivor - or i least want to belive that - but i still think that Sasuke won’t say out loud until he is ready for it- or until he faces trial. 

Sakura could never say the “why” as in “what for you dummy, you didnt do anything wrong” so i really like the idea you have.

anonymous asked:

hi! im not sure if you already said this(im sorry if you did and im just wasting your time)but do you have an idea of when the new shirts that you were gushing about on snapchat are going to be on your store?

sometime tomorrow! i’m folding and stocking them now, if there’s still enough natural light i’m gonna try and take some pictures and start setting up product pages. thanks for watching my snaps btw, i know they’re long winded and dumb but knowing that people are actually sitting through them and listening to what i have to say is a real nice thought

"i don’t want you to leave”- luke hemmings imagine

ok so i got this idea and i thought i should post it, so i hope u like it 



the irritating sound of the alarm clock rang through my ears. 

i put the pillow over my head to block the sound, but it didn’t help at all. “oh god” i sighed. Then i felt something, oe well, someone move beside me. Luke.

I had totally forgot, today was the day he were leaving for tour. yesterday had been amazing, it was just the two of you making the most of the time you had together, but now was different. The clock were ticking and you had to leave for the airport in one and a half hour. It was raining outside, and you felt like it couldn’t get any sadder.

Luke turned around, smiling at you. His hair was messy and some strands of it hung down his face. He was so beautiful. 

“goodmorning babe” he said kissing my cheek. “morning” i smiled, cuddling closer to him. 

“i don’t want you to leave” i said, looking up at his blue eyes.

“ i don’t want to leave either. sure, i love being on tour and travel the world, but i want to do it with you. are you sure you can’t come?” he asked, even though he already knew the answer.

“you know i can’t luke” 

He didn’t answer, just a heavy sigh left his lips. 

The rest of the morning were spent in silence, luke was on our room all the time and i assumed he wanted to be alone, so i let him be. I hated that i had to leave, i knew it’s a part of his job and i can’t hold him back. 


“LUUKEE, BABE, ARE YU COMMING? i yelled and he rushed down the stairs, it was time to leave. 

 i drove us to the airport, me and luke singing along to the radio, with hi holding my hand. 

We finally reached  the airport, greeting the other boys, and before i even knew it it was time to say goodbay. 

I hugged the boys, wishing them good luck before luke dragged me away. 

He pulled me in to one of his warm hugs, and i breathed in his scent. I think he noticed because he laughed and said “i left a shirt of mine under your pillow”. i just smiled, and hugged him harder. Why can’t we just stay like this forever. 

he had to leave in 3 minutes, and before i knew it i had his lips on mine, his soft lips with the cold lip ring. I never got tired of kissing him. 

“hey, i got you something. That’s why I spent all the time on my room this morning, instead of spending time with you.” He put one hand in his pocket and reached out a CD- cover with my name on it with a heart beside. 

“it’s all the songs that we listen to together, but also song that reminds me of you. I have a copy of the CD aswell, so we can listen to it the same time, that way it will like we’re closer.” 

“I love you-”

I couldn’t say more before his body guard came and dragged him away, he kissed me quick and said “i love you too”, then his tall figure disappears.

He left me smiling, not crying like i thought. Sure, I would miss him, and it will be hard and a lot of lonely nights when everything feels hopeless. But our love is too strong, we eill never leave each other sides.

Oh god, what have you done to me Luke Hemmings. 



and also there might be 10000 of grammar wrongs but like i said im tired, and english isn’t my first language and i’m to tired to think properly. 

anonymous asked:

Hi, I'm not really in the Ao no Exorcist fandom so I don't know who I should ask but I was rereading that extra story with Kinzou's concert and...I really don't get Renzou's reaction at the end when he saw Izumo having fun. I mean I have an idea what it might have been about but still I wonder what do you think about that scene? Or maybe you could link me to some commentary of that scene?



im not good with anyluzing things, but its known that shima didnt like the lifestyle back in kyoto, as he said, he “hated everything,” the order, the rules, he just wanted nothing to do with it. So when he saw Izumo having fun, I dont know, he might have felt out of place, because he saw a lot in common with her, but even Izumo enjoyed the experience of Kinzou’s band and was having a good time. I know im scratching the surface here and some one out there has a better in depht analysis of this, especially with the most recent chapters out (and if they’d like to share what they think is going on, that’d be great) but I hope that kind of answered your question!