ayo beez and beauties, your local nerd beezy aka belle is back again!!! its been a while since i did something like this and since my blog’s first anniversary was last month and i reached my goal i thought it would be a great moment to do this. since starting this blog there were dramas and downs but also a lot of ups and i met so many great people. even if we don’t talk much or haven’t talked in ages i want to tell you i still love and care. i want to thank all of my mutuals for sticking with me, y’all are awesome even if we’ve never talked before bc im too shy or awkward.
(sorry in advance if this fucks up you notifications)
so yes, here’s my mutual appreciation post! let the post begin:
Requests are - Always open and I really need some so :)
Damn this is long whoops sorry :)
“You had 2 weeks Y/N.” your best friend Theo yelled though the phone
“I know! You don’t have to remind me Theo!” You whisper yelled and put a ugly dress back in the rack
You were shopping for a prom dress you hadn’t picked one yet and prom was tomorrow
You had been busy.. Okay that’s a lie you had been getting to know Philip an kinda just forgot.
“Yeah I do!” She yelled again. Mad.
“It’s just a dress Theo. a dress!” You exclaimed as grabbed a black dress.
“OoOoO.” You said when you looked at the dress you had grabbed from the rack
Its was a long black dress with lace it was in your size to. How lucky.
“What?” Theo asked confused and yo had heard her grab her keys through the phone.
“I found a dress.” You said happy and started waking towards the change room
“I’m on my way.” She exclaimed and with that hung up you locked the door to the change room and put your phone on the chair that was in the small room
As you slide out of your pants you heard your phone buzz you finished taking your pants off and then grabbed your phone to see a text from Philip
Philly<3: Hey, I’ll be picking you up around 7:30 tomorrow. can’t wait to see you beautiful!!
You blushed and the nickname and pit your phone down and slide your shirt off and carefully slide the dress on
It was perfect!
It fit perfect and looked amazing on your body shape
You must have been starring at yourself or awhile cause you suddenly heard
“Y/N! Which room are you in?”
“Room 5 Theo!”
You in locked the door and she walked in as locked it again then turned around to look at you and gasped
“It’s beautiful!” She screamed and hugged you
“Thanks Theo.” you breathed out
“I think ok going to buy it.” You said looking at yourself once more
“Duh, i wouldn’t let you leave without it.” she exclaimed with that duh tone you hate.
as you slipped off the dress and slide you pants back on you heard you phone buzz and Theo grab your phone
“Oh you got a text from lover boy.”
“Theo give me my phone.” you said and put your shirt on.
“Hey Love, Do you wanna come over for dinner tonight?” she read and tried to make a Philip voice
“That was terrible! you’ve never met Philip!” you said taking your phone from her hands
You: Sure Philly!! ill be there in 10 mins! you replied and closed your phone and stuck in your pocket if you were wondering what you were wearing
its a black crop top, tight jeans and you black Tennis shoes.
“Ok thanks for the help but i have a dinner to got to.” you said and grabbed your dress, your purse, and your black beanie.
“Alright go see lover boy, see you tomorrow.”
“Bye soon to be Mrs. Hamilton!” she yelled.. i mean like screamed.
“Hey Love.” Philip exclaimed as he answered the door. you blushed and hid you face by looking down
“Hey, hey, hey, never hide your face.” he said as he cupped your face and gently made you look up
You blushed even more and tried to look down again
“What did i just say.” he laughed and kissed your forehead
You laughed and grabbed his hands from off your face and then dropped them and wrapped your arms around his neck and his arms found their why to your waist
you guys both were leaning in when
“Philip, Mom said din- oh my god sorry.” you heard a young voice squeal and footsteps running away
“Damn it Angelica” Philip muttered and grabbed your hand and pulled yo through his house to his dinning room
you laughed and stopped him form walking.
“Y/N what we have din-”
You cut him off with your lips on his was about a 3 second kiss when you broke apart he laughed and spoke up “Okay you can stop me for that anytime.”
“Ill hold you to that.” you said and grabbed his face and started tracing circles on his cheek
“Ill count on it.”
“So Y/N, Have you gotten a dress yet?” Mrs. Hamilton asked.
“Yes i have Mrs. Hamilton.” you said and looked down.
“How many times have i told you to call me Eliza?” she asked and ate her food
“Then please do. your part of this family to.”
this made Mr. Hamilton laugh
“Whats so funny Alexander?” his wife asked you didn’t realize he was there
“You said she’s ‘Family’ she’s not.”
“Alexander!” Eliza yelled
“She just using him for money!” he Exclaimed
“Pardon me?” you asked
“Your using him, your family’s poor and you want money.”
“Pa stop.” Phil said
“Its the truth Philip.”
“Its not! Yes my family’s poor! but no i am not using your son for money! until i started dating him i didn’t know you had money! so if you could stop accusing me of stuff Mr. Hamilton That would be great!” You said loudly. not yelling, but you said it loudly.
“Philip ill see you tomorrow. Mrs.- Eliza thank you for dinner sorry i cant stay.” You said and pecked Philips cheek and walked out of that house
“Philip ill see you tomorrow. Mrs.- Eliza thank you for dinner sorry i cant stay.” she said and Pecked my cheek and walked out of the house
“Damn it Pa.” i yelled and ran after her.
“Y/N.” she kept walking.
“Y/N Y/M/N Y/L/N.”
“What Philip?” she ask still not facing me
“Can you look at me please.” i asked quietly
“We haven’t been dating long enough for you to see me cry.” she said crying
“Ive seen you cry before.” i told her
“Yeah before we were dating.” she stated
“Y/N.” i sighed “look i’m sorry about what my dad said he doesn’t know what he’s talking about.” i stated she looked away
“its not true right.” i asked tho i really hope its not
“Of course not!” she yelled and turned to face me
“Y/N i love you! i Love you so much. even if i was banned from seeing you i wouldn’t stop!” i yelled getting closer to her
“I love you too Phil! i just-” i cut her off with my lips
“See you tomorrow?” i asked
“7:30.” she stated
we kissed again
“Damn it pa.” My son yelled and stormed after his lover
“Philip.” i stated and stood up.
“Alexander Hamilton! That was unacceptable! She’s a lovely young Lady. What the Hell is wrong with you.” i heard many gasps i cover my mouth i had never used strong language in front of my kids.
“She using him i will not let my son be seduced by a whore!” i gasped at his words.
“You know you didn’t have any money and my dad let you marry me!”
he stayed silent
“Now apologize to your son!” i said point towards the door.
“Fine.” he stated and got up and i followed him
we walked out side and heard yelling
“its not true right.” i heard Philip say
“Of course not!” she yelled
“Y/N i love you! i Love you so much. even if i was banned from seeing you i wouldn’t stop!” He yelled getting closer to her
“I love you too Phil! i just-” he cut her off with his lips
“See you tomorrow?” he asked
“7:30.” she stated
“You look wonderful Darling.” Eliza gasped as you walked out she wanted you to get ready with her.
“Thank you Eliza. i don’t think i could look this pretty if you didn’t help me.”
“Your mother wouldn’t help?”
You stayed silent
“Are you okay hun.”
“uh my mom was murdered.. by my dad when i was 4.”
she gasped and hugged you
“Im sorry hun.”
“Its okay it was along time ago.”
“Mom philips ready!!”
“Come on hun.”
Philip was down the stairs waiting for you
you walked down and his mouth fell open
“wow, you look… Wow.” was all he said but he held out his hand so you could grab it and you did
After Eliza toke pictures you guys were on your way
“Everyone thanks for coming to Senior Prom!!” the lady on stage Yelled
“Its almost time for it to end sadly but we still have to announce Prom king and Queen.” she said and everyone clapped
“Prom King is.” she Yelled as she open a piece of paper
“Philip Hamilton.” she Yelled and i clapped and looked at Philip he looked shocked you pushed him and he walked and they put a crown on his head.
“Uh thanks?” he said
“And the Queen is…” “Y/N Y/L/N.”
You walked on stage and they put a tiara on your head
“Uh thanks.” you mocked Phil
“Time for the last dance.” she yelled
You and Philip walked to the dance floor
You slid your arms around his neck and he slid his around your waist and he whispered in your ear
“To think… This wouldn’t have happened if weren’t Study buddy’s.”
second off, i’m okay, i promise. this is probably the longest period of time ive fallen out of contact, and im sorry.
housefire stuff is still a hassle. i recently got a computer that was capable of drawing, so yay. we’re changing houses within the week, so ill probably shortly dip out of contact again. i wanted to get this out before we changed houses though, because there’s some talk that this next one isn’t gonna have internet connection. we should only be there for a few weeks, and then it’s back into the main house again, and everything should be RRRIGHT AS RAIN.
i have a decent amount of art i can post when i can next get to a scanner. at the moment, it looks like im not going to be able to get any of the data i had on my old computer back, so im back to square one on things like talksprites and refs.
sorry i vanished without saying a word. my family’s housefire threw my life into a tizzy more than i thought it would, and i needed some time to reconstitute myself. i was extremely exhausted for a bunch of different reasons, none of which are really anyone’s fault, and i guess i needed more time than i anticipated to cool off. so what started off as a couple days off turned into a week which turned into a month which turned into months and… yeah. i definitely should have said something to you all before i went MIA and im sorry i didn’t, that’s on me. i’ve missed you guys lots, though, and its honestly really relieving to come back on here.
more lengthy ramble about,, just, generally where i’ve been at below. y’all dont have to read it, but i feel like i need to share it so that people understand.
[prompt: 2009/10 D&P skyping & P tells D that he’s going to go take a shower & D can’t stop thinking about P hot, naked, & wet in the shower so he decides to finger himself & hump into a pillow in front of the camera. P took a quick shower & walks in on D moaning his name & say things like “faster please” “don’t stop” “harder phil”. P doesn’t announce himself bc he really wants to hear this through & he starts masturbating too. they finish at the same time. the author can decide what to do from there~~]
this one is nsfw af (and short) but whatevs tbh (also the title is a ariana grande lyric lol i love her)
holy shit i havent posted a fic in so fuckin long im so sorry you guys aaaaa ive been trying to write a fic but i keep losin inspiration :// but hopefully ill be writing fics regularly again !!
[Contains: masturbation lmao, pillow (talk) grinding, possible exhibition??] _______
Hi~ hope u r doing it okayy :) Can i get a text scenario where the boys try to give jealousy their gf talking about their first love, but they actually talk about her (cs she’s their first [true] love) ?¿? Thanks ♡
req by: anonymous
sorry for the spam guysssss, i havent been able to be this active in so long im just doin alot of catchin up. hope you enjoy this one !! xoxo
Sorry I havent been on as much, also from here on out the drawings will be traditional.
I only have 2 hours on my phone each day now due to circumstances, so I wont be much able to talk and what not. Im not aure how long this will be for.
The bed dipped and soon
there’s an arm around you and the scent of toothpaste and faded
cologne. Khun nuzzled behind your ear as he apologized.
“Sorry I’m so late. Shoot ran long,
Taec was being ornery.”
You snort. “I’m sure he had an
“I don’t know what you’re talking
about. Pure as the driven snow over here. So how was your day?”
Settling yourself more comfortably in
his embrace you run your hand along the arm that held you. “That’s
it? You don’t want to tell me more about the shoot?”
You could feel him shrug against your
back. “There were cameras, high fashion and lots of angsty
expressions. The usual. Now what about you?”
Taking a deep breath you told him what
had been weighing on your mind since that afternoon. “I heard my
boss mention today that what I do at work may be phased out. I asked
her about it later and she said that I was a good worker and would
always have a place there. But what if I don’t like what my job turns
into? It took me years to get to that position and really like what I
do now. I don’t want it to change.”
Khun kissed your temple. “I’m sorry,
hon. But maybe this is a good thing, maybe this will give you a
chance to pursue your painting or do something else you’re passionate
“And for money in the meantime?”
“Hello, I’m an international kpop
star. Nice to meet you.”
You felt yourself tense without meaning
to. “You know I don’t want your money. I don’t need you to be my
Suddenly his gentle touches along your
arm turned into tickling your sides that brought peals of laughter from you. “I thought I told you not to say the word ‘daddy’ in this
bed unless you meant it.”
Finding yourself on your back, out of
breath and looking up into those doe eyes of his that you loved so
much you wondered what could possibly be so worrisome in life when
you had this.
“If we’re ever going to be a family
some day you have to get used to the idea of sharing my money. Don’t
borrow trouble for your job until it actually changes. If you don’t
like it I’ll help you move on to another one or support you while you
pursue your dream of being an artist. The main thing is not to worry.
That’s what I’m here for. So no more stress, okay?” He smirked and
he lowered himself to place kisses all over your face and in between each
one he repeated 'okay?’ until you laughed and pushed him off.
With twinkling eyes he asked, “Better?”
“Hmm, better.” Nodding you turned your back to him and snuggled into his embrace.
“Good.” All was still and you started drifting in that place between wakefulness and dreams. “Now let’s talk about that ‘daddy’ thing.”
JULES hello we havent talked in a long while and i'm sorry im crap at maintaining conversations :<< but i hope ur doing good so fart this week!! x
LANA hey i’m sorry too bc i have to admit i’m not v good at it either!! but yes, i’m doing more or less fine & things are great!! thank u so much for taking the time to send this to me, you’re honestly so sweet and pure and i hope you have an amazing week/month!! you deserve it ily ♡
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH SO FREAKING MUCH AND SO FUCKING MUCH but aside from how much i love you guys i wanted to ask if there are any tatto fics or topsoo fics (cus so a hot af top) ❤💙💚💛💜💓💕💖💗💘💝💞💟
/stretches fingers/ let’s begin, most of these are smut
hey guys! sorry i havent been posting a story every single day like i used to. summer’s been kinda rough so far and i just got off my game…but im coming back!! i’ll try to post as many fics as i can so send me some requests! other requests are in the works, sorry it’s been taking so long :)
Pairing: Bucky Barnes x reader
Word Count: 1k
Warnings: some angsty angst
A/N: this is inspired by Charlie Puth’s “We Don’t Talk Anymore”. love this song, i listened to it like 10 times while writing this.
“Nothing But A Game”
He knew he had made a grave, irreversible mistake leaving you.
Now, speaking to you wasn’t the same as it used to be. There was no thrill, no rush that accompanied each word. Instead, the talking was haunting, heartbreaking. Whenever the team hung out together, you laughed with the others but not with him. Your laugh rang like a holy bell, soothing Bucky’s turbulent mind but also causing him unimaginable pain: not being with you was like being without oxygen. Hearing you laugh, but not because of him, brought a searing brand to his heart.
Steve had told him that you were able to see other people: that you were going out, moving on. Steve told him that you seemed happier now, maybe even happier than you ever were with him. You seemed okay without Bucky, but why wasn’t he okay without you? Even after all this time, he wasn’t over you. He wasn’t sure he would ever move on.
One night, you walked past the sitting room where Natasha and Bucky were chilling. Your gaze was forced on anywhere but him. On the other hand, Bucky’s eyes were glued to his book, but his mind was on you. You walked in wearing that stunning gown you had worn for your and Bucky’s first date. He remembered that night. The air was warm and the breeze was fresh. The stars twinkled but not as brightly as you had that night.
“Where ya off too? A date, perhaps?” Nat inquired with a smirk.
“Out,” you smiled coyly. “And maybe…I’ll be back around 11:00, mom.”
Nat growled sassily, “Oh, okay missy. Use protection.”
After a wink, you giggled excitedly and waved goodbye. When you were outside, Nat turned to Bucky, who had been sitting there completely ignored by you. She looked at him sadly, a pitiful expression on her face.
Hi ivie!! Im sorry i havent talked to you in so long!! I just wanted to stop by and say, that you are truly amazing. You have this tag called "for you" and i really want to @ you in literally every post under that tag, bc you deserve it! Sometimes, i notice that you doubt yourself and such, but honestly? You are so much. So, so much. As much as i might roast you, youre such an easy person to be around. I remember back in march we played pictionary nd rock paper scissors and stuff and i honestly
(continued) felt so comfortable around you (and for someone that, that doesnt easily happen to-) and i had so much fun! (we shud do that again sometime) Youre like an annoying older sibling, but in the best way ever possible, and i am so happy that i know you and you know me! Honestly, you deserve all the happiness in the world, not sadness! Please stay safe and dont worry too much~~ ^-^!!
*gets out my glasses, dusts this message for finger prints, squints* is this rum being nice? jk jk jk im gonna cry how dare you send me such a sweet message!! “
oure like an annoying older sibling
“ thank GOD cause im the youngest in this house lmao i don’t get to be the older sibling often!! i love you rum you’re so sweet but im so bad with words im sorry but really thank you so much for this message im :’) thank you~~ i would love to play pictonary again but we know my art skills are bAD idk how you even guess what i drew sdwsew but that just proves how amazing you are :D