im sorry i had to i couldnt find them why is that

au where isak is moving out and even’s the guy who helps with that/taking his stuff to his new place and while theyre outside packing into the car, isak hears a familiar voice greet him and he freezes and turns around and its julian, his ex, holding another boy’s hand and isak screams inside but puts on a smile “hey julian. what are you doing here?” and julian looks at his boyfriend, “we’re on a house hunt. moving in together” and isak clenches his jaw bc fuck that, THEY were supposed to do that months ago before they broke up. then he looks back at isak “and you? moving out?” and isak panics and doesnt think twice about what he’s saying, “yeah actually im moving out to move in with my boyfriend” and he wishes he could take it back or just run but he stands still and julians like “boyfriend?” and isak wants to wipe that smirk off his face, “where is he then?” and then isak hears the car door close and then even is walking towards them with a smile, work finished, and isak just. “here.” and even stands next to isak and is looking between him and julian, “hm?” and isaks like “this is even, my boyfriend. im moving in with him” 

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anonymous asked:

Hi! Can I get a jeongguk x reader with #34 please!! Thnx

#34. masquerade ball ft. jimin 
2.9k words [ NC-17 ]

Originally posted by jjks

a/n: im sorry i had this idea and i couldnt get it out of my head but this is honestly just pure filth i hope u enjoy :’)
content: spanking, frottage, exhibitionism & warning: smoking

Having been born in the spotlight, perhaps Jeongguk had always been a little more drawn to the shadows. There was a reason why he shied away from the prying eyes despite his parents’ reputation and position. He was the good kid, the golden kid. His academics never disappointed, his behavior charmed the hearts of people across the seas, his mannerism impeccable in the public’s eye. After all, the son of the minister of justice could never be found doing anything close to being unlawful.

But Jeongguk had a secret just like everyone else. A secret that kept his dark thoughts at bay, a secret that kept him sane in the midst of the corruption and toxicity.

He could still remember the first time he found himself in the room. The mansion was his friend’s, Park Jimin. He wasn’t sure if he should refer to Park Jimin as a friend considering he was as fucked up as Jeongguk was. Family-wise, at least. The second he had laid eyes on Jimin, he knew he’d be trouble. The boy’s malicious smile was one masked perfectly behind the sweet curve of his crescent eyes and the cherubic features of his face. Of course, no one would doubt the only child of Korea’s most successful conglomerate. “I’ll take good care of Jeongguk, sir.”

And he did, he supposed. Jimin had driven him at a demonic speed, told him to slip on a mask (black and laced, perfect for him) and to trust him. Jeongguk wanted to laugh. Trust didn’t exist in their world.

It wasn’t long before he understood the amount of faith Jimin had placed in him, a new burden had been dropped on his shoulders. Yet, there was a heaviness in his heart that had been lifted.

This room was where the children gathered. The children of the opulent, the children suppressed, the children shadowed by their parents’ success and fraudulence. These were the people who wanted to be liberated, to roam the world without titles like price tags attached to them. Some of them were ready to be married off to the highest bidder, some were being prepared and pampered to wed the next successful entrepreneur. Jeongguk knew them, recognized some of their eyes, but he’d never tell, never mention their names or asked why they were there.

Nobody asked questions in the house.

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let me love you (jefferson x reader x alex)

request : modern au??? angsty stuff !?? ooH basically ur eliza and Alex cheats on u and then u get pissed & break up w him and then go hook up w Jefferson to piss him off but then that becomes a thing and now Alex regrets everything (-anon)

warning : slight smut , angst, cussin, alex cheated so 

a/n : wooo writers block send me more requests. also its not v anon i know who sent this bc she kept on texting me to do it. 


“alex? what the fuck is this?” you choked, throwing your phone at him. Maria had texted you. is this y/n? im so sorry that i had to let you know this way. i just found out you are with alexander… we have been hooking up for about two months. im so so sorry he told me he was single. 

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The Party

Sirius Black x Reader

My heart was beating faster and faster as we walked into the family home of the Blacks. I glanced nervously at the crowd .

Purebloods.

I hated these pureblood parties that my parents dragged me to. They were excrutiatingly boring, and so dull. The pureblood families got together every now and then to brag about their riches and accomplishments. Boring stuff. And it was another excuse for parents to find suitable brides and grooms for their children.

My eyes went through the crowd of people, searching for just one face.

Eventhough I shouldnt be doing that.

Its been over a month since I last saw him, and we had had an awful fight  before vacation began. He didnt even write to me. And his silence just drove me mad.

I found myself in the huge dining room. The long table was laid out with lots of food, and people were already sitting around it, talking and eating.

Thats when I saw him.

Sitting at the table, with a bored expression. Leaning back lazily on his chair. He saw me and sat up straight, running his fingers through his silky black hair.

“Y/N ! Come on now !”

My mother’s sudden appearence startled me. I stood staring at her with a hand against my chest.

“What is it, dear ? ” she asked, seeing my expression.

“You scared me, Mum !” I said, as she took my hand and led me towards the table.

Most of the seats were taken, except for one where my mother sat, and two others on either sides of Him.

Sirius Black had that smirk on his face now. He knew I will have to sit next to him.

“Sit !” Mum urged me, as I hesitated.

This is going to be a long night, I thought as I walked up to the empty seat and sat. He looked at me, and I just gave a nod of acknowledgment.

Sirius and I were pretty close. We were very much inseparable. We have been together for 3 years now, and he still gave me butterflies in my stomach.

We had quite a nasty fight about a month before school closed for summer. I happened to see a Ravenclaw girl pushing him against a wall like she owned him, and trying to kiss him. I was way beyond jealous, and we got into a fight. I knew it wasnt him who did anything. But I  didnt see him pushing her away either. I was just too heartbroken to reason with anything. And we havent spoken since. He tried while at school. But I didnt give in.

I tried my best, but I just couldnt resist sneaking glances at him. Both of us played with our food. I took ocassional bites to satisfy my mother, who was eyeing me from across the table.

Just as I was about to put the spoon to my mouth, I felt his hand on my knee. I dropped my spoon and it hit the plate with a loud clang. Several guests looked up at me, and Mum was glowering.

“Alright there, sweetheart ?” she asked in a sickly sweet tone.

I nodded, and I felt his fingers tighten around my knee. I bit my lip, not knowing what to do. I grabbed my goblet and took a big sip of water.

His hand slid up.

Thank god for the elaborate and frilly table cloth !

“Sirius, dont you dare !” I hissed at him, swatting his hand away.

He smirked again.

An old wizard sitting next to Sirius’ father Orion Black, asked him something. Sirius turned to face him, and spoke. His fingers were still stroking my thigh, and it was sending shivers down my spine. I put a hand over his, and squeezed it, to stop his fingers from moving. He continued talking with the man, as his fingers slowly intertwined with mine.

I missed this boy. I missed the way he touched me, and said my name. I missed everything about him.

As I felt a heaviness in my heart, he moved his hand again. My stomach did flips at that. I knew this wont go well here.I held his hand again, and moved it away from my leg.

I got up.

Excusing myself, I almost ran out of the dining room.

It was my first time in his house, so I didnt know where to go. I just went up the stairs, and found a door that opened into a small balcony. I stood, with my hands on the railings, breathing heavily.

I didnt know how I managed without him for this long. I couldnt do it anymore. I needed him. I needed Sirius Black.

Just as tears began to sting my eyes, I felt a pair of arms around my waist, and Sirius’ scent filled my nostrils. He pulled me against his firm chest, kissing the back of my neck. I just held his hands to me tightly, not wanting him to let go.

“You’re bad Sirius Black” I said.
“You’re so bad”

“Im sorry, Princess” he said, and turned me around to face him.

“Forgive me”

He leaned forward to kiss me, and he lifted me off the floor. I pulled away, hearing some footsteps.

“Someone will see us ” I said, looking over his shoulder.

“Come on” Sirius said, taking my hand.

We ran up the stairs. And he opened a door, pulling me in with him. And I immediately knew it was his room.
Before I could actually take a look at it, he pushed me against his door, and kissed me again.

“Owww” I said against his lips, making him laugh. He moved his lips down to my neck.

“Sirius ! Our parents are downstairs !” I said, pushing him away.

“So what ?!” he said, grabbing me again.

“No !!” I said as he came forward again.

He stopped, and pouted.

“Where have you been ? Did you even bother to write to me ?!” I asked.

“Im sorry Y/N!” Sirius said, looking defeated. “I didnt know what to do ! You wouldnt even look at me ! Besides, homes been hell -”

I knew what it was like for him, and I felt bad for being so hard on him.

“Please, Y/N?” Sirius said, takng my hand in his, and kissing it.

“I missed you, idiot” I said, hugging him.

Sirius smiled and pressed his lips to mine again. His hands arms came around my waist, pulling me closer to him.

“I love you, baby” he said, kissing my nose.
“I love you too ” I said, smiling.

                               * * *

I stood in front of his mirror, fixing my hair, as he sat, watching me.

He strolled towards me slowly, with a sad look on his face.

“ I dont want you to leave” he said, standing behind me, with his hands on my waist. “Lets run away”

I turned around and kissed his cheek,laughing.

“We might have to” I said, and put on my shoes.

“Just a month more till school starts” I said, and went to the door. “Love you, Black”

                                * * *

“Where have you been, Y/N !” Mum hissed as she saw me.

“Umm…bathroom” I said, shrugging.

“Come here ! There is something important” said Mum, grabbing my arm and leading me into the dining area.

“Found her, have you ?” Walburga Black was speaking to my Mum.

“This is her” Mum said, giving me a little push.

“Hmm” Walburga said, as she touched my cheek, trying to bring out a smile. “She is perfect !”

I stood staring at Sirius’ mother.

“Ah ! There ! SIRIUS !” she bellowed, making me jump. I turned to see Sirius looking at us with wide eyes.

I was sweating now. Shit, have they found out about us ?!, I thought, my heart racing.

Sirius came to us slowly. He looked at me cautiously.

“Mary, I hope you’ve met my son before, Sirius ” Walburga said, and Mum nodded, smiling at Sirius.

I felt another hand on my shoulder, and turned to find my Dad, smiling down at me. Why were they all so happy ?

“I think its time to tell them, Orion.” He said. Sirius’ father nodded and looked at his wife.

“Well, we have decided to join the Y/L/N and the Black family ” Walburga began. “And as the two of you are so well suited for eachother…”

Sirius and I stood frozen.

Is this for real ?!

“The wedding will be soon after your education at Hogwarts is complete !” Mum added happily, smiling at Walburga.

Sirius and I exchanged glances, still unable to react.

Walburga came forward to hug me.

“Welcome to the family, Y/N” she said, struggling to bring about a smile.

Sirius finally smiled as my parents embraced him.

“I think this is great !” Mum exclaimed. “We have so much to do now !!”

Just as our parents began their own conversations, Sirius looked at me.

“I cant believe it ” I said.

He laughed.

I had to join in. Sirius put his arm aound me, kissing my forhead.

Maybe this wasnt such a bad party, after all.

badboy!hyuck x nerd!mark

-bet all of you were thinking of bad boy!mark hm

-WRONG

-have you seen that one fanart of markhyuck in the chewing gum era where hyuck had his arm around mark and mark looked so innocent with his lil circle rimmed glasses and was holding hyuck’s hand that belonged to the arm that was around mark

-did that make sense

-who knows

-i dont

-even tho mark is older, he’s basically hyuck’s bitch let’s be like 1000000% real

-he’s the dominant one in the relationship

-nobody even knows how they started dating

-the most innocent boy in school with the bad boy

-so cliCHE

-hyuck reads people really easily

-and poor mark runs around with his heart on his sleeve and hyuck’s seen him get his heart broken one too many times and he couldnt take it anymore

-mark blushes sososososo easily and hyuck always takes advantage of that

-will call mark babe anytime anywhere

-”hey, what’d you get for question 2, babe?”

-”d-dont call me that at school!”

-”aw im sorry babe, i didnt know it affected you this much”

-donghyuck’s a fuckboy confirmed

-mark probably tries to tutor hyuck but hyuck always tries to pull some shit

-”STOP TRYING TO MAKE OUT WITH ME IM HERE TO HELP YOU STUDY”

-they end up making out anyway

-mark turns bright red at any type of contact

-donghyuck could put his arm around mark and mark would just immediately redden

-donghyuck’s the jealous type

-but it’s lowkey bc he has to stay cool!!!1!!1!!! cant let mark hyung know im jealous!!!!1!!111

-you know that cliche thing where person a slams their hand on like the wall or locker and pins person b against the wall

-sbfvsjdbfh hyuck does that to mark for fun

-donghyuck smirking is art and mark goe swehjbdsfkgbhjds,kf every time he smirks

-mark is such a precious lil angel in donghyuck’s eyes with his lil circle rimmed glasses and his soft pink hair donghyuck wants to protect him from everything dsfgvsjbfabhskjd

-soFT SMILES FROM MARK MELTS HYUCK’S COLD HEART

-there’s a saying around school: “mark’s the only thing donghyuck loves” and tbh theyre right

-sure hyuck’s friends with the dream team but mark’s just different, ya know?

-they can just lock eyes and theyll both know what theyre thinking

-if hyuck ever gets into fights you better fuckin believe mark’s there to patch his boyfriend up!!1!

-sometimes hyuck will just end up at mark’s house with bruises and a cut lip and give mark a heart attack

-hyuck just really likes when mark takes care of him

-”sit still hyuck, i cant get rid of the blood if you dont stop moving”

-”and if i dont?”

-sassy mark is a thing hyuck thoroughly enjoys

-”if you dont fuckin sit your dumbass down and shut the fuck up im going to throw you out of my house and dump you”

-”shit babe ok”

-most of the fights hyuck gets into is for mark now

-ever since they started dating

-if someone says shit about mark, they better be ready for hyuck to beat their ass

-”hyuck you gotta stop getting into fights for me!”

-”this wASNT FOR YOU THIS TIME”

-”ok then why did you get into another fight?”

-”… he threatened to steal you away from me”

-”… bitch you are so dumb”

-”i-”

-”SO DUMB”

-donghyuck would do anything for mark honestly

-mark could ask him for the galaxy and donghyuck would find a way to do so

-mark likes wearing his leather jackets

-and hyuck’s friends tease him when they see mark wearing his jacket or when it smells like mark

-”hey donghyuck where’s your jacket?”

-”uh….” *mark runs over waving donghyuck’s math homework with his jacket around him*

-whenever mark wears donghyuck’s clothes, donghyuck’s brain goes eshfkavsjdbfkygsdfjdbshkf

-donghyuck on the inside: “mark looks so smol and cute wearing my jacket… he is drowning in it and i am drowning in my feelings for him… oH NO HERE HE COMES I NEED TO SAY SOMETHING TO LET HIM KNOW I APPRECIATE HIM”

-donghyuck on the outside: “lol hey hoe wanna hang out after school”

-sweaterpaws mark is a common occurrence in the winter and doNGHYUCK CANT HANDLE THIS

-mark steals hyuck’s sweaters all the time

-hyuck started buying bigger size sweaters so whenever mark wears them, he’s basically drowning in them

-but then hyuck also drowns in them so mark likes holding hyuck’s sweaterpaws hands

-SCREECHES CAN YOU IMAGINE DONGHYUCK WITH A LIP PIERCING

-mark probably likes to tug on it lightly while they kiss

-it drives mark absolutely insane when hyuck plays with his lip piercing

-whenever hyuck licks his piercing mark just pouNCES ON HIM

-MARK FINDS HIS LIP PIERCING SO HOT

-mark is a jealous hoe too

-whenever girls look at hyuck, mark’ll grab his arm and put it around him

-when mark pushes up his glasses up his nose bridge hyuck just meLTS BECAUSE MARK LOOKS LIKE SUCH A SMOL BEAN AND MARK ALWAYS HAS THIS LIL SMILE ON HIS FACE AND SDAFJKJGVADSBHKDBSF

-mark the type to kiss donghyuck’s cuts so they can ‘heal faster’

-donghyuck gets a lot of nightmares so he tends to sleep over at mark’s a lot

-or have late skype calls

-mark doesnt mind at all when he wakes up at 3 am to his ringtone

-late nights always simmer donghyuck down to a slow boil and he becomes mellow and malleable and all his barriers just come tumbling down and mark just falls in love with him over and over again every time they talk at late nights

-whenever hyuck has a nightmare and he’s sleeping over, mark will wake up before hyuck does

-and he’ll look over sleepily and wakes donghyuck up slowly

-and theyll stay awake for like an hour or however long it takes donghyuck to calm down

-if anyone saw donghyuck the way he was after a nightmare, they’d never look at him the same

-he’s just so pliable and weak at times like that

-usually it’s hyuck pulling mark onto his lap but when the nightmare’s really bad, mark will pull hyuck onto his lap

-mark’s mom loves donghyuck like he’s family

-”so when are you and donghyuck getting married?”

-”mOooOoOoOOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11!!!1!!!!”

-hyuck likes peppering kisses on mark’s lips until he cant take it anymore and pulls hyuck by the collar to press their lips together

-pstt hyuck likes it when mark tangles his fingers in his hair

-whenever hyuck is yelling at his friends and mark comes swoopin in he turns into mush

-”YOURE SUCH A FUCKIN IDIOT I CANT BELIEVE YOU-”

-“hi hyuck! why’re you yelling?”

-“oOoH HI BABE I LOVE YOU HOW WAS YOUR DAY”

-bad boy!hyuck becomes such a softie for his baby boy nerd!mark ;-;

All Started With a Song Part 7// Conor Maynard

Word Count-  1852

Summary- conor sees your cover and contacts you

A/n- (feel free to change the friends name I was just too lazy to write y/f/n that may times) so sorry it took so long. i was at my friends and couldnt get time to post. heres part 7. i hope you enjoy. im also not going to lie ot you guys, i have no idea when part 8 will be up. this is laos the longest imagine ive written so far!

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You groaned as you rolled over in your bed, the loud noise filling your ears. Your alarm was going off. You slowly reached your hand out from under the blankets and shut it off. You were so tired but you knew you needed to get up. It was currently midnight. You needed to pack everything into the car, get to the airport and get everything checked in by 2:30.

You reluctantly got out of your oh-so-warm bed and walked to the guest room.

“Ali, get up. We have to get ready,” you whispered, lighting shaking the brunette.

You walked to the other side of the bed, “Livy, c’mon. We have to get ready.”

“Why did we stay up last night? We’re so dumb,” Alice groaned, sitting up.

“I regret it so much,” Olivia whined, pulling the blanket over her head.

You laughed lightly, grabbing the blanket and ripping it off the bed.

“You bitch! What did I ever do to you?!” Olivia shrieked.

“Get up you lazy bums. I’m making breakfast,” you said walking out to the kitchen.

“By making do you mean getting the cereal and bowls out?” Alice smiled, following you.

“And the milk!” you retorted.

“Hey Liv, can you bring me some Ibuprofen? My head is killing me,” Alice lightly shouted. A few moments later the blonde came out with a bottle of pills.

“Why did we do that last night?” She groaned.

“Because we’re dumb and immature,” you laughed.

“Not so loud please,” Alice whispered, swallowing 2 of the pills.

“Sorry,” you gave her a smile. “Maybe some Cheerios will help.” You passed her a bowl full of her favorite cereal.

“Oh my god,” she moaned as she took a bite. “God is real.”

You and Olivia laughed.

“Did we take any videos from last night?” you asked, handing Olivia her bowl.

“Let me check,” she took a spoonful of cereal while opening her camera roll. “Oh. My. God.”

“What?” you and Alice asked in unison.

“Look,” she had a weird look on her face when she handed you her phone.

You looked at the screen, mouth wide open.

You were stood on your bed, in an old t shirt and booty shorts. You were clearly drunk and very happy.

“Y/n!” shouted Alice. “Give your bae a quick shootout!”

“Yeah!” Olivia giggled, her grip on the phone shaky.

“I don’t have a bae,” you said sadly. “But I will give a shout out. Shout out to Conor Maynard for being a grade A asshole.” You hoisted the bottle of beer in your hand into the air. “You really know how to treat a girl. Hope your mommy’s proud of you.” You kneeled on the bed and got really close to the camera.

“Oh, and I think I might love you…” you said quietly. And then the video ended.

You stood there, not realizing the tears that had shed down your cheeks.

“Oh babe,” Olivia wrapped you in a hug. “I’m sorry.”

“No. Don’t feel bad. I was drunk, I said something I didn’t mean.” You lied through your teeth, hoping they would believe you. “We’re going to LA in a few hours, we should be happy!”

“Speaking of that, we should really get ready.”

“Oh crap,” Alice said looking at the clock. “It’s already 12:45.”

You three quickly washed your dishes and rushed to the bathroom. You guys spent the next 45 minutes getting ready, jamming out to music and packing your essentials into your carry ons.

By 1:30 you three were stood at your door, making sure you had everything.

“Carry ons?” you asked.

“Check!”

“Check,” Olivia placed her hands around the straps of her backpack.

“Phone and charger?”

“Got them both,” Alice said phone in hand.

“Where’s your charger?” you asked.

“In my bag.”

“Prove it.”

She sighed, “Yes mom.” She took her backpack off, opening the front pocket to reveal her various chargers.

“Olivia?”

“Check and check, “she had her charger in one hand, phone in the other.

“Makeup?”

“We packed all of it into yours.”

“Oh right. I have the necessities, Liv has the snacks and you have the activities,” you pointed at Alice who nodded.

“Suit case?”

“You can see them!” Olivia chuckled.

“I’m just going through the list we made!”

“Computers?”

“Yes! We both have them! Can we please go now?”

“Yes! Let’s go!!” you squealed, shooing them out the door. You placed the key in the lock and turned it. “Hold on, I need to do one more thing.”

“What?”

You ignored their questioning looks as you walked across the hallway, knocking on the door. The door opened faster than any of you expected.

“Mornin’,” said the very attractive young male who just happened to be shirtless.

“Hey Alex, here’s the key. Feel free to eat any food you find and use my Netflix.” You smiled, handing him the key.

“No problem,” he smiled, leaning against the door for support. “What exactly am I doing again?”

You chuckled, “Just making sure no one breaks in.”

“Right,” he straightening himself. “I can do that.”

“Thanks again,” you reach up and kissed him on the cheek. “I owe you.”

He smirked and closed the door. You turned around to two girls gawking at you.

“What the hell was that?” Olivia asked.

“That’s my neighbor Alex,” you said, grabbing your suitcase and beginning the long walk to the elevator.

“Why have you never mentioned him?” Alice asked, following you.

“Never came up, I guess,” you shrugged, approaching the elevator.

“Can we also talk about how its Alex. As in Jack Maynard’s friend Alex.” Olivia trailed off.

You laughed, pressing the elevator button, “It’s not a big deal guys. He doesn’t really socialize with anyone but the boys.”

“Have you guys hung out?” Alice pestered, following you into the elevator.

“Once, but it was when I first moved it last year. He was nice, but then had to leave cuz Abe needed help with someone. We just never clicked,” you shrugged once more.

“Why are you not freaking out?” Olivia questioned.

“Because I wasn’t going to use him to get to Conor, so why try? Yeah he’s nice and stuff, but I’m not that kind of person. Also he’d find out sooner or later that I’m a fan of him and his best friends.”

“You have a point, but I would have been all over that,” Alice laughed.

“Do you want his number?” you joked.

“You have it?” she gawked.

“No,” you laughed. “I just wanted to see your reaction.”

~~

It took you girls a solid 10 minutes to figure out how to get everything in the car, it was like a giant version of Tetris.

The car ride was full of out-of-tuned singing and dirty looks from people who were stuck at the stoplight next to you.

When you finally got to the airport you parked in the long term parking and walked inside. It took about 20 minutes to get through security. You had to stop and beg the security to let you take the snacks on the 11 hour flight, which they eventually allowed.

You stopped by a Starbucks because you were all running on about 2 hours of sleep.

“Guys look!” Olivia smiled, pointing out the large windows that displayed all the airplanes.

“Let’s get a picture!” you giggled.

“Hi, could you please take a few photos of us?” Alice asked a teenage girl.

“Sure!” she smiled a big toothy smile and took the phone.

You guys took some facing away from the camera, some facing the camera and some sitting on the ground. After thanking the girl, you exchanged pictures.

While you were sat at Gate 4 waiting for your flight to LA, Conor was an absolute mess.

~~

“I fucked up mate,” Conor sighed, spreading across the couch.

“And I don’t feel bad,” Jack said annoyed. Conor did this to himself.

“What do I do?” he asked his younger brother.

“Let her go. Bro you lost her, just accept that.” His brother sighed, pausing the game to give Conor his full attention

“I can’t,” Conor sat up, squeezing a pillow tight to his chest. “I like her a lot.”

“Then why did you ‘forget’?” Jack asked, using the finger quotes when necessary.

“Because I was jealous, I wanted to make her jealous. But I regret it,” he groaned, slamming his head into the pillow.

“If you regret it, why did you unadd her on everything?”

“I don’t know, I was upset that I just let her leave.”

“Bro, you’re so fucking stupid.” And with that Jack got up and went to his room.

Leaving Conor by himself while he was sad was a bad idea. He always did things he would later regret. And this time was no different, he opened his phone and went to Instagram. One lil peek wouldn’t hurt.

Yes it would.

He typed in your username and noticed you had a new picture. The picture was of you and two girls, the same two girls from your previous post, in front of a giant window of what looked like an airport. All three of you were in a squatting position. Alice and Olivia had their fingers pointing at the camera and you were in the middle, hands in prayer formation.

His eyebrows knit together in confusion as he read the caption.

@y/i/n/

spontaneous vacay with my besties? i think yes!

Where were you going? Why? Who were you going to see there? What were you going to do? He clicked the picture and went to the brunette’s, Alice, page. He was even more upset after seeing her post.

@aliiibooo

a spoon full of travel makes the sadness go away

Her picture was off you three, once again in front of the giant window. But this time you were in the middle, one arm wrapped around each girl. Alice was throwing up a peace sign and the blonde, Olivia, had her hand on your face, squishing your cheeks together. He once again clicked on the picture, this time going to Olivia’s page.

Her post was of you three facing away from the camera. Conor couldn’t see your face but he knew you looked beautiful.

@oliviaaaaaa

LA, we’re coming for ya ;)

California? Why were you going to California? What was in California that wasn’t in London?

Lots of things you idiot.

Conor was half tempted to message you about it. But then he got a call.

Incoming call: Anth

Anth? Why was Anth calling him?

“Hey bro, what’s up?” Conor asked, curiosity filling him as he laid back on the couch.

“Before I tell you anything, you have to promise not to get mad or do anything stupid,” Anth said slowly.

“What are you on about?” Conor chuckled.

“Promise me,” there was no laughter in Anth’s voice.

“Okay… I promise. Now tell me what’s going on,” he sat up again.

“Y/n is coming to LA to do a cover with me,” Anth said quickly, fear consuming him.

It took Conor a few seconds to respond but Anth never expected him to say what he did.

i don't wanna fight too hard, too long, too much anymore

a day during the malec breakup from magnus’s point of view

thanks to @softshumjr for helping me out with this


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Hey Magnus… um it’s me, Alec. I know you don’t want to hear from me but… well, I don’t really know why I’m even calling. I guess I just hoped… but it’s stupid. I just wanted to hear your voice again… I miss you Magnus… I’m sorry, I won’t call again.

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He pressed 2.

Hey Magnus… um it’s me, Alec. I know you don’t want to hear from me but… well, I don’t really know why I’m even calling. I guess I just hoped… but it’s stupid. I just wanted to hear your voice again… I miss you Magnus… I’m sorry, I won’t call again.

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Maya and her part!

**WARNING SUPER LONG IM SORRY**

Recently a fan tweeted Marlene asking if mayas storyline was over and she replied saying their may be a bit more to it. So I went back and tried to see what I could make out of the maya clues and how she fits into everything. 

I always love maya and emaya but her character always seemed a bit sketchy at times kinda like alison. (remember this)

when her and emily first meet she seems REALLY interested in getting to know emily, she was asking tons of personal questions about ali and herself, answering questions with a question, and she was being super friendly and almost choosy with her words, almost as if she had other intentions when she met her. What if she was told to get close to her? (Kind of like ezra & cece already knowing who all the girls were and jenna already knowing alison) 

In S1: “The jenna thing”, maya meets spencer and when her and emily go back to her house she says “I get your connection to spencer, you both like to win.” and emily replies “well winnings great but usually if I do my best im happy with the outcome.” and maya chooses to move the topic to spencer by asking how she feels about winning which always kind of stuck out to me. Emily tells her spencer HAS to win.

I just never quite understood why Maya only really asked questions about spencer, I know you could argue she was just trying to get to know emily but throughout the episodes maya’s in we don’t really see her interested in knowing about all the liars to me it seemed like she asked about spencer only because she reminded her the most of Ali.

& then maya moves the conversation to Alison again saying how she seemed like she was always the center of attention. Then tells emily she usually runs from those girls. Em says “you don’t look like the type of girl who runs from anyone” and Maya moves the convo to something else. (WHO U RUNNIN FROM MAYA)

Also later in the night when emily turns around maya immediately goes and cuddles with her almost like she KNOWS emily was in the closet. She said she had a boyfriend & i dont think it was something she just did in her sleep. + the A alerts afterwards were right on time, something was up. 

this also happens again when they kiss in the photo booth and A steals the strips right away. & maya tells emily not to worry about it that it there was probably just no more paper & drags her away. MAYA WAS IN ON IT THE WHOLE TIME. She was used to bring em out the closet and let A use it against her. 

Also in S2: “I must confess” Maya is scene wearing the exact same tory burch boots -A ordered online. (couldnt find a pic though)

But I think somewhere along the way maya started to really develop feelings and wanted out but A/AD or someone connected to them had stuff on maya forcing her to stay in it so she chooses to run away but A gets her first and kills her before she can get far.

Now lets go back to what I said earlier about her kind of acting like Alison

In the pilot maya asks emily if shes ever smoked and em replies No. Maya says this and the way she says it for some reason really just reminds me of something Ali would say. 

& then later in the episode Spencer sees who she thinks is Ali in Mayas room (ali’s old room) 

But what’s odd is that this person is wearing the same tank Maya was wearing the whole episode.

now this can be explained in a couple ways, either:

1. maya found a blonde wig while looking through the dilaurentis house and tried it on to pretend to be ali.

2. that was really or ali or maybe an ali twin and she was talking to maya & wearing a similiar top? (this one seems too much but wouldnt be surprised if the writers went this way.)

3.maya bought a blonde wig & was really trying to pretend to be someone maybe a trick she learned from a real blonde she knew who liked to wear wigs & be someone else.

       - i’m thinking its this last one! (or i hope it is)

In S2E12: “eye of the beholder” Jason tells em & spencer that maya found some of Ali’s old things in the attic, “Like they were hidden” he thought they threw everything away but maya kept some things, maybe b/c she knew what they were for.

Another thing I wanna point out is maya has mentioned on more than one occasion (1.02 & 1.12) that she has trouble sleeping. I mean I would have trouble sleeping too if I was worried my secrets may catch up to me.

Now I know there a lot of maya theories & some have even said they think she’s A. I don’t think I could really hop on board with maya being A but I do think when mona said “MAYA KNEW” she really meant maya fucking knew, like she knew the game & knew what was going on & just how dangerous A could really be. 

Okay so, we all know there seems to be a couple different teams when it comes to PLL and their alliances. Theres, 

  • AD & Cece (& maybe someone else? idk yet still looking into this)
  • Theres the Liars 
  • Then theres AD’s pawns (Jenna, Noel, Lucas, Shana, Alison (sometimes), Garrett, Mona etc.)

Well i think maya started off as one of these pawns but like all the people above at some point they wanted out and like I said above its likely so did she. 

It’s possible that maybe Ali and Maya knew eachother prior to her disapperance maybe they met on vacation… at cape may.

I saw this picture when I searched up maya clues on google and I almost screamed! I think this Analyzing A tumblr acct found it so i’ll put her link:

http://analyzinga.tumblr.com/post/44225287853/major-clue-possible-spoiler-alert

Could this mean this is Maya’s unnamed brother? Did she also hang out with Ali, Cece, & Melissa during that summer? Or was she scared of them like she mentioned to emily about attention seeking girls like Alison?

Now I heard from twitter it may be fake but still why would they make the mistake of putting it in the credits? Idk I just think it would be a nice twist for maya to have a deeper connection to Ali than just living in her house. 

UPDATE: MARLENE SAID WE’RE MEETING AN UNKNOWN RELATIVE OF MAYA’S! Some people meationed that reporter Aria went off on in 7.12 may be her brother but I couldn’t find a pic and I didn’t wanna sit through hulu commercials to find out so if someone finds the pic reblog it cause I wanna knowwww!

I mean we find out they had to have known each other either way or at least met before b/c they were both staying in the kahn cabin around the same time!

Also when Ali and Maya’s body are found the scene is so similar they even play the same song.

I think at first Alison gave Maya the idea to fake her death & Noel, Garrett, & Jenna helped her carry it out. 

Marlene also posted this pic on insta w/ 2 dolls that w/ the hashtag #emison but to me the 2 dolls look more like ali and maya then ali and em. Idk I just think there’s alot more to their relationship than we know right now. 

Now lets talk about the night mayas body was presumably found:

Maya trys to call emily but she cant get service so it never goes through, I don’t think this was maya b/c her phone was already stolen by this point. I think A just was trying to distract emily to mess with hanna.

Jumping ahead to when Mona falls off the cliff, we get a zoom in on her watch that says its 12am. The girls then go back to their houses and the cops have a body they think is Mayas.

BUT we later see this video of Maya at the kahn cabin at 1:14am

So are we just really gonna believe it took the liars OVER 1hr & 30m to get to thier houses?? B/c maya had to have got kidnapped and then dragged over to emilys back yard from the cabin and murdered. Which just in my head doesn’t add up with the timeline.

In addition to this I noticed when Maya gets pulled out of the cameras view it doesn’t necessarily mean she was captured by A, I think theres a good chance it was Ali who pulled on her to take her out of view and talk to her. We know Ali was staying there too so maybe she already knew where the cameras were and didnt wanna take any chances being seen seeing as this was before A supposedly knew Ali was alive. 

Now lets talk about after her “Death”:

We find out Maya went to the kahn parties often and met holden before, she was also friendly with Jenna, we see her get into a car with garrett the night she died (But we know he didnt kill her because he was arrested at 12am) & its when Nate (lyndon) is introduced and he is accused of being the one who killed Maya. 

Nate never openly says he killed Maya, in fact some of the things he says when he tries to kill paige kind of indicate he thinks emily has something to do with her death. 


He says “Im gonna do to you, what you did to me. Im gonna take someone from you & you are gonna watch me do it.” 

Its also been speculated that Maya was involved in the night em dug up Ali’s grave b/c they used her bottle of pills to drug her (which was also prescribed after she died) & flashbacks she remembers having + jenna lies to her saying she found her on the street drunk when spencer asks why she lied she says b/c she’s protecting a friend.

This was also one of the flashbacks she remembers having,

LIKE COME ON WHO ELSE WOULD WRITE THAT???

Most of me really does believe Maya did end up really dying sometime later before the end of season 3 or in the beginning of season 4 

The girls do find this carved into the dollhouse in S4 maybe AD found maya & took her to the doll house to be his Ali for a while before Mona got there.

But idk i’ve also read alot of theories w/ extra clues and reasons she could indeed still be alive helping out emily and hiding from AD or might even be bethany young herself. So theres that lol. I’m just excited to know that Maya still is relevant b/c her character had so much potential, hopefully mar doesn’t fuck it up!!

Reblog & tell me what you think, do you think maya’s still alive or dead? & if she wasn’t the person in the body bag in 2.25 then who was? 

A Suicide Meeting

Bucky Barnes x Reader

Warning : Suicidal tendencies

Bucky Barnes sat leaning against the railing of the bridge. The water underneath was violent tonight. His fingers woven through his long chestnut hair, eyes tightly shut - Bucky was in pain.

He wanted to end it all.
He wanted to end it tonight.
But he couldnt find it in him to do so.

He was mentally debating his chances, when he heard it.

It was soft at first, and then it grew louder, more clearer. Bucky opened his eyes slowly, his fingers leaving his hair as he glanced up.

It was dark, but he could make out a figure by the opposite railing. When his eyes finally adjust to the darkness, he saw her.

She was sobbing uncontrollably, her voice cracking with grief.

Bucky sat open mouthed, watching her, almost feeling her pain, on top of his own.

“No…no…NO!” She screamed, before hurling her cellphone into the water.

And the next thing her knew, she was climbing the railing, and he knew this was his cue. He groaned, before jumping up from his position and running towards her.

Just as her hands left the railing, Bucky grabbed her by her waist, almost missing her by inches. She screamed and fought him, as he struggled to pull her back to the bridge.

“Let go !!” She screaming, her hands attacking him.

“Stop it !” Bucky shot back, pulling in one swift movement, and throwing her onto the brigde.

Breathing heavily, he watched her lying on the wooden floor, crying. He crouched beside her, not knowing what to do.

When she finally started breathing normally again, she looked up at Bucky.

“Why did you save me ?” She asked in a whisper.

“I dont know” Bucky said, shaking his head, and looking away. “I just couldnt -”

Bucky stood up again, and helped her to her feet.

“Are you sure you wont try that again?” Bucky asked, narrowing his eyes at her.

“You can never be too sure of that” She said drily.

“Lets get out of here before you get anymore ideas” Bucky said, turning to walk back.

It was so dark, they werent actually able to see eachother clearly, so when Bucky started walking, he felt her walking very close to him, her hand almost touching his.

They walked silently for a while before they reached a more lighted area.

Bucky glanced at the girl, and saw that she was quite smaller than him. She wasnt one of most beautiful girls he had seen, but there was something about her that made his insides tickle.

“Y/N Y/L/N” The girl said slowly. “Thank you, for what you did”

Bucky snapped out of his thought, and nodded.
“Im -” he began.

“James Barnes” Y/N said, her eyes not leaving the road. “I know”

“Well, its not everyday that people recognize me that way - they prefer to call me the -”

“You dont have to say it”

Their eyes met.

“Thank you” Bucky murmured.

He saw a hint of a smile on her face.

“Are you hungry ? We can stop for a snack” Bucky asked, stopping in front of a small cafe.

“Im starving ” Y/N said, nodding.

They entered the cafe, and gave their orders.

“What was the reason ?” Bucky asked.

Y/N blushed, and covered her face with her hands.

“I was stupid” she said, shaking her head. “So so stupid”

“That goes without saying” Bucky agreed, earning a glare from her.

“I ran away from home, with this idiot - whom Im supposed to be marrying tomorrow - ” Y/N began.

“Oh - what happened ?” Bucky asked.

“Well, he took off with someone else, breaking up with me over a text - and not to mention taking all my money”
Y/N said shrugging.

Bucky laughed.

“Im sorry, but seriously -”

“I already admitted I was stupid” Y/N said, her shoulders drooping. “I cant go back home, James”

“Why not ?” Bucky asked.

“Because I ran away !! And stole money from my step-mom !” Y/N said, her eyes wide. “I cannot go back and be Cinderella again”

Bucky nodded.

A middle aged waitress served them their food, and then the table was quiet, except for the occasional clinging and clanging of  forks.

“Seriously, this is the best Ive felt in days” Y/N said, smiling. “Thank you -again”

Bucky smiled.

“Dont worry about it” He said.

They were walking again, slowly.

“So, where are you going now ?” Bucky asked.

Y/N shrugged.

“I dont know” She said. “I have a friend here in the city. Maybe stay with her for a few days, till I figure out what to do”

Bucky remained quiet for a while. Then mustering up some courage, he said, “You can come with me, if you want. I have an apartment, I live alone”

Y/N stared at Bucky with her mouth open.

“I mean, I can understand if you dont want to - but if you do want to - you can stay for as much as you like - ” He was nervous, and he didnt know if he did it right - beacause he had never done it before.

Y/N was about to cry again.

“Im sorry - I -” Bucky took a step back, staring at the girl in front of him.

“Thank you, James ! Thank you so much ! You did so much for me, and you hardly even know me !” Y/N cried.

“Well, ” Bucky shrugged, blushing. “It comes with some risks…”

“What risks ?”

“I could go ‘Winter Soldier’ anytime” Bucky said, “I could end up killing you in your sleep”

“Oh please” Y/N dismissed him with a wave of her hand. “Dont have much to lose anyway”

Bucky laughed.

“Dont be so bitter” he said, “You havent seen anything. Trust me when I say that”

“I trust you” Y/N said with a smile.

“Lets go then ” Bucky said, returning her smile.

“Hey, why were you on that bridge anyway?” Y/N asked, suddenly stopping.

Bucky gave her an embarrassed smile.

“For the same reason you were there” He said.

“How ironic”

head cannon request ^^ what if MC ran away from home for almost a week because she was out looking for a special present for the RFA+V+Unknown? If one of you do answer thank you!!! ^^

okay im not sure if it was run away from like their parents or s/o so i picked s/o

MOD SAERAN HERE :D ( i am so sorry anon for not responding quickly enough to your HC but here i am :D FORGIVE ME PLEASE) 

*WARNING NO NO WORDS LIKE BAD WORDS* 

YALL ARE TRYING TO KILL THESE POOR MEN LOL 

SAERAN

  • recently, he has seen you using your computer lately and when he asks you why are you on it so much…. you just tell him…. the words he hate hearing….. NOTHING… 
  • he tries not to flip out but he thinks you are hiding something
  • he is not thinking you are cheating but he knows you are up to something 
  • its been bugging his mind lately….wondering what were you doing….what called your attention so much….to that DAMN computer… 
  • he had two choices 1) Hack or 2) have a conversation with you 
  • he wanted to chose 1 but he knows better he gotta chose 2 
  • next day he finally asked you about it and you said that you couldn't tell him
  • YOU COULDN'T TELL HIM 
  • HE FLIPPED OUT 
  • he was wondering why were you hiding it so much
  • he just lost it 
  • MC WHAT ARE YOU HIDING FROM ME GODDAMIT YOU TOLD ME NO SECRETS 
  • NO LIES 
  • NO MATTER WHAT 
  • YOU ARE SUCH A HYPOCRITE 
  • HE STORMED OFF 
  • YOU WISHED YOU COULD TELL HIM BUT IT WOULD RUIN EVERYTHING YOU WORKED HARD FOR 
  • IT DIDNT HELP THAT…… YOUR FLIGHT LEFT IN 6 HOURS…..OH BOY…….. *DRAMAAAAA* 
  • YOU LEFT A NOTE AND YOU WASHED YOUR HANDS AND ACCIDENTALLY LEFT SOME WATER ON THE NOTE BUT YOU DIDNT CARE YOU WERE IN A HURRY
  • BUT YOU DIDNT KNOW THE WATER SMUDGED THE INK BADLY
  • YOU GRABBED YOUR SUITCASE AND SMALL BAG AND LEFT 
  • HOPING HE WOULD UNDERSTAND YOUR NOTE AND THAT EVERYTHING WOULD BE OKAY WHEN YOU GOT HOME 
  • YOU KNEW YOU HAD TO LEAVE NOW BEFORE SAEYOUNG COMES HOME AND STARTS ASKING ALL DEM QUESTIONS 
  • YOU CALLED THE CAB AND LEFT 
  • *SAERAN VP*
  • FUCK HOW LONG HAVE I BEEN IN HERE 
  • YOU STARED AT THE CLOCK AND ITS BEEN 10 HOURS 
  • WOW I SLEPT FOR A LONG TIME AND YOU NOTICE MC WASNT IN YOUR SHARED BEDROOM
  • FUCK
  •  THE FIGHT 
  • FUCK FUCK FUCK  
  • BUT NO 
  • I AM RIGHT >:o 
  • SHE IS WRONG >:O 
  • BUT YOU KNEW YOU HAD TO APOLOGIZE FOR BEING SO DRAMATIC
  •  YOU SHOULD BE TRUSTING MC 
  • YOU LEFT THE BEDROOM AND SAW SHE WASNT THERE 
  • YOU HEARD MOVEMENTS IN THE KITCHEN AND YOUR EYES WERE STARTING TO GET TEARY EYED 
  • YOU WALKED IN THE KITCHEN AND SAW HER BROWN KNITTED SWEATER AND YOU JUST STARTED TO BAWL YOUR EYES OUT 
  • MC I AM SO SOORRRRRRYYYY I SHOULDNT OF SNAPPED AT YOU LIKE THAT 
  • YOUR EYES WERE CLOSED 
  • YOU SMELLED HER COMING NEAR YOU IN A HUG 
  • WHEN DID MC GET SO FLAT CHESTED 
  • YOU SWEAR SHE HAD GOOD SIZE TITS
  • WAIT 
  • YOU KNEW FOR A FACT THAT MC WAS SHORTER THAN YOU 
  • WHY ARE WE SIMILAR HEIGHT NOW 
  • WHAT THE HELL I- OH DEAR GOD PLEASE DONT LET IT BE 
  • NOO
  • NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
  • *OPEN EYES AND SEES* 
  • :D
  • IDIOOOOOTTT BROTHER WHY ARE YOU WARING MCS CLOTHES EVEN WITH A WIG 
  • BECAUSE I-I-I I CAN :D SHE ALWAYS SEEM SO COMFORTABLE IN THESE SWEATERS SO I DECIDED TO TRY IT ON I HAD TO STRETCH IT A BIT BUT I KNOW SHE WOULDNT MIND 
  • YOU WALKED AWAY 
  • SAERAN WHERE ARE YOU GOOOIIIINNNGGGG
  • I NEED TO FIND MC WE GOT IN A FIGHT 
  • SHE ISNT IN THE BLACONY? 
  • NO LET ME CHECK 
  • WA–IT SAERAN WAIT 
  • THERES A NOTE HERE 
  • SAEYOUNGS FACE WENT BLANK
  • YOU GRABBED THE NOTE AND READ 
  • SORRY SAERAN GOOD BYE
  • YOU SAW HER TEARS AND SMUDGE INK 
  • NO 
  • NOOO
  • NOOOOOO NOOOOO
  • YOU DONE IT NOW 
  • YOU BROKE DOWN CRYING 
  • YOU WAITED BY THE DOOR FOR 2 DAYS AND NOTHING 
  • YOU BARELY SLEPT 
  • IF YOU DID IT WAS IN THE SHOWER
  • YOU DIDNT EVEN WANT TO EAT 
  • NOT EVEN ICE CREAM 
  • SAEYOUNG MADE YOU EAT SOMETHING LIKE CRACKERS 
  • HE WAS WORRIED 
  • YOU DIDNT CARE YOU MADE MC RAN AWAY FROM YOU 
  • YOU WERE A MONSTER 
  • 4 DAYS HAVE PASSED SINCE SHE LEFT 
  • SAEYOUNG SAT NEXT TO YOU AND PUT ON THE TV 
  • IT WAS A BEN N JERRY COMMERICAL ANNOUNCING ITS NEW ICE CREAM FLAVOR BUT IT WAS A SECRET 
  • THEY WOULDNT ANNOUNCE IT TILL 3 MORE DAYS 
  • YOU KNEW YOU WOULD OF BEEN HAPPY BECAUSE BEN N JERRY IS YOUR LIFE 
  • BUT YOUR REAL LIFE LEFT YOU 
  • YOU MADE HER RAN AWAY FROM YOU 
  • 6 DAYS HAVE PAST AND YET NO MC 
  • YOU AND YOUR BROTHER TRIED FINDING HER LOCATION WITH HER PHONE BUT YALL DIDNT GET NOTHING
  • SAEYOUNG VOWED TO KEEP WORKING ON IT 
  • YOU LOVED YOUR BROTHER FOR THAT
  • FOR ALWAYS BEING YOUR ROCK 
  • YOU COULDNT HANDLE IT NO MORE 
  • YOU WENT FOR THE LIQUOR BUT THERE WAS NONE 
  • SAEYOUNG LOOKED AT YOU AND SHAKED HIS HEAD
  • FUCK, HE EMPTY EVERYTHING OUT 
  • YOU JUST SAT BACK AT THE COUCH AND STARED AT THE DOOR 
  • 7 DAYS HAVE PAST SEEN M-
  • YOU HEAR DOORS BEING SLAMMED SHUT OUTSIDE 
  • SAEYOUNG LIFTED UP HIS HEAD 
  • SAERAN HEARD YOUR VOICE ANSWERING THE QUESTIONS TO OPEN THE DOOR  
  • ONCE HE SAW IT WAS YOU HE RAN TO YOU AND CRIED AND FELL TO HIS KNEES CRYING 
  • APOLOGIZING 
  • YOU PICKED HIM UP AND ASKED HIM IT WAS OKAY THAT YOU UNDERSTAND WHY HE WAS MAD 
  • YOU TOLD HIM: READY FOR YOUR SURPRISE 
  • HE WAS ????????????
  • THEN YOU WERE ????????
  • SAEYOUNG WAS ??????????!!!!!!!!!!!!???????????
  • AND THEN YOU MENTION THE NOTE 
  • SAEYOUNG HANDED YOU THE NOTE AND SAW THE WATER SMUDGED EVERYTHING 
  • YOU TOLD HIM YOU SAID IN THE NOTE 
  • I UNDERSTAND WHY YOU GOT MADE SAERAN IM SORRY FOR NOT BEING ABLE TO TELL YOU BUT ITS A SURPRISE I HAVE TO LEAVE FOR A WEEK SORRY SAERAN GOODBYE 
  • YOU TOLD HIM YOU WASHED YOUR HANDS 
  • HE ASKED WHAT WAS THE SURPRISED  THEN SINCE HE WAS SHOOK 
  • YOU TOOK HIM AND SAEYOUNG TO THE TV AND TURNED IT ON AND BAM THERE WAS THE ANNOUNCMENT 
  • BEN N JERRY: HELLOOOO EVERYONE HERE IS OUR NEW FLAVOR: SAERAN’S CHOCOLATE CHUNKY PECAN ICE CREAM 
  • HIS TWO FAVES 
  • CHOCOLATE 
  • AND PECAN 
  • HE FUCKING DIED 
  • HE JUST FAINTED
  • YOU HELPED HIM UP AND GIGGLE 
  • YOU TWO SHOWERED TOGETHER AND SAEYOUNG LEFT THE HOUSE TO GO SEE ELLY brother award over here for knowing when to leave HIS OWN HOME 

JAEHEE

  • you and Jaehee have been together for merely 2 months but yet it felt like forever because yall enjoyed each other’s company and love 
  • but lately jaehee has been really stressed because her favorite coffee beans just disappeared from where she always put them 
  • she isnt saying that you misplace them or used them 
  • but
  • she questions you almost everyday 
  • you guys use to wake up and cuddled while drinking coffee
  • but now the coffee mysteriously disappeared 
  • she doesnt spend mornings with you any more
  • when you wake up 
  • you find that she always leaves a note saying she went to work early 
  • you know she needs coffee to get her thru the day 
  • but you didnt take or misplaced her coffee beans
  • you always try telling you that but she just keeps quiet not wanting to start an argument 
  • but her being quiet just pushes you to the edge 
  • you just tell her to shout at you to say what she is thinking 
  • all she says “ its better for me not to”
  • she walked away from you 
  • you knew you had to fix this 
  • you grabbed your phone and looked for plane tickets for Ethiopia
  • you just shaked your head and wrote on the same note she writes on saying take care
  • you didnt wrote anything else because you were mad
  • and also it was only suppose to be a short trip
  • so you left
  • JAEHEE POV 
  •  if only MC confesses that she knows where my coffee beans are 
  • we can go back to normal 
  • but :( 
  • i cant believe im acting so childish just for coffee 
  • i need to call Mr. Han and let him know that I need to take the day off 
  • Hello Assistant Ka-
  • you were screaming 
  • you dropped your phone 
  • and screamed and cried when you saw the note 
  • she left you 
  • you deserved it 
  • for making the coffee beans a problem in your relationship 
  • perhaps MC really didnt know where your beans are 
  • what did i do 
  • oh no 
  • i lost everything now 
  • she fell on the floor and cried 
  • 10 mins later Jumin body gaurds came rushing in and knocked her door down 
  • *ALPHA 1 TO ALPHA 2 COAST IS CLEAR* 
  • *COPY THAT ALPHA 1 EAGLE IS READY TO FLY* 
  • Jumin walked in looking at you like -.- 
  • assistant kang 

  • ASSISTANT KANG 


  • JAEHEE KANG
  • WAAAAT 
  • i thought there was a robber …..you startled me 
  • wow thanks for saving me *sarcastically*
  • you’re welcome, now what seems to be the problem
  •  she left me Mr.Han ….. *throws he note to his feet* 
  • *a guard picked it up for him*
  • o
  • yeah 
  • o
  • yeaahh 
  • you can have the week off assistant kang and *looks at body gaurd* please hand me all my personal stash 
  • RIGHT AWAY SIR *COMES BACK 10 SECONDS LATER* HERE YOU GO SIR 
  • jaehee, *hands 30 bottles of imported wine* ill come by and join with you after i sign a few documents… please dont do nothing reckless
  • okay 
  • ill leave two of my men here see you later 
  • right when he left 
  • you opened the wine
  • when he came back after to check up on you  
  • 4 bottles were already done 
  • he felt sorry for you and wondered why did you left her 
  • where did you go 
  • where did you stay ? 
  • he went to everyones house and you werent there 
  • everyone panicked 
  • saeran and saeyoung double team to find you.. but your phone was turned off
  • they worked day in a day out 
  • jaehee…. well she was gone 
  • she didnt want to eat 
  • she threw away some of zens musicals because they reminded her of you 
  • she cried herself to sleep every night 
  • by her 6th night 
  • one of jumins guard felt bad for you 
  • and decided to make you a sandwich 
  • you ate it with wine :/
  • she proceeded to cry herself to sleep again 
  • she woke up that morning hearing Zen and Jumin screaming 
  • she lifted her head up and heard Saerans voice yelling at them back 
  • and then you heard a females voice 
  • wait 
  • MC
  • you wobbled into the room 
  • and you saw her
  • you saw the whole situation unfold 
  • Zen: WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU FOUND HER THE 4TH FUCKING DAY SHE LEFT 
  • Jumin: I EXPECTED THIS FROM SAEYOUNG BUT NOT YOU AS WELL SAERAN JESUS MAN 
  • Saeran: SHE GAVE ME AND SAEYOUNG HER REASON WHY SHE LEFT AND WE SYMPATHIZE WITH HER SOMETHING THAT YOU DONT EVEN KNOW HOW TO DO 
  • Jumin: say that again *he got closer*  i dare you *he looked down at saeran
  • Saeran: *he looked into jumins eyes not afraid of facing someone taller than him* you better watch what you say rich boy money cant buy you out of this 
  • MC: *she went between saeran and jumin and grabbed saeran by his shoulders and was gaurding him*
  • Saeyoung: *went infront of saeran and you*
  • Saeyoung: dont you dare do something that you will regret Jumin. MC told you her reason when we picked her up
  • Zen: * he went closer to Jumin* I agree with Jumin! MC THAT WAS RECKLESS OF YOU TO DO THAT YOU COULD OF BEEN HURT OR ANYTHING IF YOU REALLY WANTED THAT THING YOU COULD OF ASKED JUMIN BUT NO “HEAT OF THE MOMENT” GOT TO YOU (HE SHOUTED)
  • Saeran: DONT YOU DARE SHOUT AT HER ZEN BEFORE I MESS UP THAT FACE AND THE LITTLE CAREER YOU HAD WILL GO DOWN THE DRAIN
  • MC: *went to the middle* (jaehee saw she had brusies all over her arms and a cut on her cheek… she gasphed softly)EVERYONE STOP IT WAS MY CHOICE AND SAERAN AND SAEYOUNG RESPECTED MY WISHES AND UNDERSTOOD. JUMIN  AND ZEN. I UNDERSTAND YOU GUYS FREAKED OUT BECAUSE I DIDNT EAT PROPERLY AND ALMOST FELL DOWN A CLIFF. BUT I NEEDED TO GET PURE ETHIOPIA BEANS FOR JAEHEE CAUSE THAT IS HER FAVORITE COFFEE BEANS IN THE WHOLE ENTIRE WORLD. SHE NEVER OWNED A FULL FREAKING BAG. IT WAS MY CHOICE PLEASE JUMIN AND ZEN RESPECT IT. 
  • JUMIN: OKAY FINE. WHATEVER MC. BUT ONCE YOU GIVE THE BEANS TO JAEHEE W-
  • ZEN INTERRUPTED: WE ARE TAKING YOU TO THE FREAKING HOSPITAL ALL OF US OKAY TO MAKE SURE YOU ARE OKAY AND I SWEAR IF I FIND OUT THAT YOU SKIPPED MEAL
  • JUMIN FUCKING LOST IT: MC MC MC TELL ME DIDNT YOU SKIP A MEAL JESUS CHRIST WOMEN HAVE YOU GONE MAD. YOU NEED A WELL BALANCED NUTRITIOUS MEA-
  • SAERAN: JESUS CHRIST SHUUUUTT THE FUCCCCCCCC-
  • JAEHEE: EVERYONE SHUT THE FUCK UP 
  • EVERYONE: JAEHEE
  •  MC: jaehee i i-
  • jaehee runned to you and cried 
  • you tried giving her the beans 
  • but she pushed it away
  • Jumin: *whispered softly and sarcastically to zen* women almost died and all she does is push away the beans 
  • Saeran and Saeyoung just stared down jumin and proceeded to wait outside 
  • yall went to the hospital
  • they found you you skipped many meals 
  • jumin and zen went insanse 
  • saeyoung and saeran were trying to calm them down
  • yoosung came in crying 
  • cause no one told him anything 
  • jaehee just laid down with you happy that you are okay 
  • she went to her car to take out a blanket so she can spend the night at the hospital with you 
  • she picked up the blanket and found the beans 
  • she left the beans behind 
  • she cried in her car 

V

  • V had this habit of leaving his camera everywhere because 
  • 1) he is use to having it everywhere just in case he got inspiration 
  • 2)  he is use to living alone now so he keeps forgetting that you keep telling him to stop living it everywhere 
  • that it must be in a secure place before it gets damage 
  • he just chuckles but 
  • yall dont understand 
  • he lives and breathes for that camera 
  • like it was his first expensive camera 
  • and he has an emotional attachment to that camera 
  • sooo
  • one day he left the camera under your pillow 
  • why is it there 
  • well he got inspiration to take a picture of when you were sleeping cause he thought you were so beautiful 
  • but 
  • he left it on your side by accident 
  • so when you got home tired from work and answering emails for party guest 
  • YOU just belly dropped onto the bed 
  • and then your head got hurt 
  • you screamed 
  • your forehead was bleeding 
  • you went to go clean it and put a band aid on it 
  • you went back to see what the hell it was 
  • you picked up your pillow 
  • and saw V’s camera 
  • shattered
  • holy shit 
  • HOOOLLLLYLYYYYYY SHIT 
  • HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLLLYY
  • SHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIT
  • you panicked 
  • you broke it on accident 
  • when V came home 
  • you saw him finally took of his sun glases 
  • Babe how do you feel with your eyes now 
  • i can see a bit better 
  • aaa your face is amazing MC 
  • i need to take a picture 
  • * he was getting ready to walk into the room* 
  • WAIT V NO 
  • DONT GO
  • MC WHY WHAT IS WRONG 
  • I UH UUUUUHHH UMMM 
  • MC WHAT IS IT ARE YOU HURT WAIT IS THAT A BAND AID 
  • I
  • ACCIDENTALLYBROKEYOURCAMERA
  • VIAMSOSORRYIDIDNTKNOWYOU
  • PUTITUNDERMYPILLOWANDIJUST
  • THREWMYSELFTOTHEBED
  • IM SOOOOOOOOOORRRRYYY 
  • HE FROZE 
  • HIS FACE HAD NO EXPRESSION 
  • BUT YOU SAW HOW HIS BEAUTIFUL EYES TURNED 3 SHADES DARKER 
  • YOU SAW TEARS FORMING 
  • HIS JAW CLENCHED
  • GET OUT he hissed
  • WAIT WHAT? 
  • MC GET OUT OF MY APARTMENT 
  • V IM SORRY I CAN HELP REP-
  • RIKA GAVE ME THAT CAMERA MC. YOU CANT REPLACE WHAT SHE GAVE ME. NOW GEEETTT OUUUUUTTTTT
  • you left 
  • you were crying 
  • you went to yoosungs house 
  • you knocked on his door 
  • HEY MC WHY ARE YOU CRYING WHAT DID V DO 
  • YOU JUST CRIED
  • THIS SMOL BEAN CRIED WITH YOU 
  • HE STOPPED PLAYING LOL SO HE CAN TAKE CARE OF YOU 
  • WHEN YOU TOLD HIM WHAT V SAID 
  • BEAN WAS MAD 
  • HE WAS A CRYING MAD BEAN 
  • HE WAS READY TO KICK V’S ASS
  • HE WAS READY TO KICK EVERYONES ASS
  • EVEN HIS OWN 
  • yoosung let you sleep on his bed and he took the couch
  • you couldnt help but feel so guilty 
  • you looked at your bank account and transferred money from your savings to checking 
  • around 3:00 am you left yoosungs house
  • you left him a note you made your way to the airport
  •  with just the clothes on your back and tears on your face
  • *YOOSUNG POV* 
  • i hate v so much 
  • fuck v
  • i cant believe he thought he was special enough to call him himself after a letter 
  • damn v 
  • ima kick his asss how dare he hurt MC 
  • you know what 
  • everyone deserves to kick V’s ass 
  • he message the RFA at 7:09am
  • they all showed up at 7:13 am
  • jaehee was sent to see how you were doing since she is a female and who knows how you were 
  • but lord jesus christ 
  • papa zen was fuming 
  • he was ready to kill fucking v 
  • like he was mad
  • jumin tried to calm him down but he couldnt 
  • they heard sobbing 
  • they all ran 
  • it was jaehee crying 
  • they didnt see you there but a note and your phone 
  • ZEN AND YOOSUNG LEFT THE FUCKING HOUSE 
  • YOOSUNG ASKED IF HE CAN SHARE A RIDE WITH ZEN 
  • ZEN SAID FUCK IT HOLD ON TO YOURSELF 
  • THEY LEFT TO V 
  • jumin directed everyone to go to his limo 
  • jumin picked up the phone and note 
  • he was the last one to read the note 
  • “it seems that Rika’s prescence will always be more powerful than mine….especially with you V and the RFA. Yoosung thank you so much for everything…. I am going somwhere and please dont try to find me….. I need to make things right even if it kills me… I love you guys…Zen, Jumin,Jaehee, you, Saeyoung, Saeran, Elizabeth 3rd, and V… bye everyone” 
  • jumin heart ache 
  • he needed to hear the whole story 
  • he clenched your phone and felt that it was wett from your tears
  • no
  • one
  • fucks
  • with
  • MC
  • ESPECIALLY CAUSE SHE PUT ELIZABETH 3RD 
  • driver kim caught up to zen and past him and zen just drove faster 
  • yall got to v’s place and yoosung was so mad that he made a dent in V’s door
  • yoosung just charged in and he got on top of V 
  • and he started to punch him 
  • and V was trying to get the monkey off 
  • but then saeyoung and saeran got him off
  • jumin then punched him 
  • zen kicked him 
  • jaehee was about to slap him but she didnt 
  • saeran was about to go 
  • but everyone knows saeran can kill a man
  • they hold saeran back xD 
  • V got up and he was drunk as fuck
  • Yoosung got pist and screamed she left she left 
  • and he said 
  • i told her to leave 
  • JUMIN WENT TO HIM AND PUSHED HIM AGAINST THE WALL GRABBED HIS SHIRT AND LOOKED INTO HIS EYES AND SAID 
  • WHAT DID YOU DO TO MC 
  • SHE BROKE MY CAMERA JUUMIIIAAAN SHE BROOKKEEE ITT 
  • ITS JUST A FUCKING CAMERA 
  • BUT RIKKAAHHHH GAVE IT TO M-
  • SAERAN: FUCK RIKA (IN THIS MOMENT THE WHOLE MYSTIC MESSENGER FANDOM AGREED WITH SAERAN) 
  • SAEYOUNG:WE NEED TO CLEAN HIM UP AND STAY HERE TO WATCH HIM I HAVE A FEELING HE IS GONNA LOSE IT WHEN WE TELL HIM 
  • TELL ME WHAT - V SAID 
  • JAEHEE: THAT THAT M-
  • ZEN: MC LEFT BECAUSE OF YOU 
  • JUMIN: SHE LEFT A NOTE AND HER PHONE… SHES GONE 
  • V VOMITTED ALL OVER JUMIN 
  • JUMIN WAS PIST 
  • HE BOUGHT EVERYONE CLOTHES TO STAY WITH V
  • HE EVEN BOUGH T INFLATABLE MATTRESSES 
  • SAERAN AND SAEYOUNG WENT TO THEIR HOME AND BROUGHT BACK THE EQUIPMENT THEY NEEDED TO FIND MC 
  • *2ND DAY*
  • V WAS MORE STABLE
  • HE SAW THE WHOLE RFA IN HIS HOUSE
  • EVEN ELIZABETH 3RD 
  • HE ASKED WHY THEY WERE THERE 
  • YOOSUNG JUST KILLED HIM WITH HIS GLARE
  • UM WHAT IS GOING ON EVERYONE-V
  • JUMIN GOT UP AND WENT TO HIM 
  • DO YOU NOT REMEMBER THE FIGHT YOU HAD WITH MC 
  • SHIT MY CAMERA I NEED TO FIND HER JUMIN WHERE IS SHE STAYING 
  • SAERAN: WE DONT KNOW SHE FLED THE COUNTRY 
  • V-FAINTED-
  • FOR THE REST OF THE DAYS THE RFA HAD TO TAKE CARE OF V 
  • ITS BEEN 6 PAINFUL LONG DAYS 
  • BUT JUMIN NOTICED SAERAN AND SAEYOUNG TALKING 
  • THEY KEPT LOOKING AT SAEYOUNGS SCREEN AND SAERAN SHAKED HIS HEAD
  • JUMIN: HAVE YOU FOUND HER 
  • SAERAN: UM WELL UM
  • SAEYOUNG: WE FOUND TRACES OF HER IN THE UNITED STATES BUT WE ARE NOT SURE IF SHE IS STAYING OR WHAT SHE IS DOING
  • JUMIN: WHAT STATES
  • SAERAN: CALIFORNIA AND SUPPOSEDLY SHE WENT TO ALASKA FIRST
  • YOOSUNG: THATS WHERE RIKA IS 
  • ZEN: JESUS CHRIST WHERE DID SHE WENT FIRST ALSAKA OR CALIFORNIA 
  • SAEYOUNG: WE ARE TRYING TO FIGURE IT OUT ITS LIKE SHE KNEW WE WERE GONNA TRACK HER AND SHE JUST SO 
  • SAERAN: COMPLICATED 
  • V: I I DESTROYED HER I I CAN-T
  • V STARTED TO CRY AND JAEHEE TOOK HIM TO LAY DOWN 
  • ZEN: JUMIN DO YOU THINK SHE WILL EVER COME BACK
  • JUMIN WENT TO GO LOOK OUTSIDE THE WINDOW: -heavy sigh- i i just dont know 
  • Yoosung over heard and he felt bad…badthat his cousin is still causing pain….. 
  • they all went to bed in the living room 
  • shit even V he slept on the couch 
  • everyone was thinking about MC 
  • and remembering how they always brought up RIka 
  • damn they all felt guilt 
  • saeyoung: -whipser- brother are are you getting the same signal
  • saeran: mc is back *whisper* 
  • Jumin woke up so quickly when he heard them say that 
  • jumin: where 
  • saeran: my records say that she was at the airport 
  • saeyoung: yeah i thinnk she just arrived There 
  • jumin: access the camera scans now
  • saeran: already have it here look i think thats her 
  • saeyoung: but but if it is here then why does she have a big bandage on her shoulder 
  • jumin: fuck, we are keeping this private till we know her every move got it 
  • saeran: i dont work for you 
  • jumin pulls out his check book and writes 3,000,000 USD 
  • saeran: you got it boss 
  • saeyoung: WHAT ABOUT ME 
  • jumin: *grabs elizabeth 3rd and hands it to him* only for 1 hour 
  • saeyoung: YAAASSS
  • *knock knock*
  • everyone O.O 
  • ELizabeth 3rd ran to the door and meowed 
  • Saeran smirked and ran to the door 
  • Hello MC 
  • saeyoung: WTF HOW DID YOU KNOW SAERAN
  • saeran: ive been tracking MC for a while already you are just….slower 
  • MC: hello everyone
  • yoosung cried
  • saeyoung cried
  • saeran patted your shoulder and looked at your bondage 
  • jumin got teary eyed 
  • jaehee cried 
  • zen cried 
  • v v was sobbing and went crawling to you on your knees 
  • you helped him get up and hugged him 
  • you were hugging him while people ask you questions
  • what happen to your shoulder ?
  • Oh ummm im guessing one of the twins must of mention i was in alaska to see rika and ummm she toook the surprise visit not well and she got a knife and almost stab me with it *v hugged tighter* but she just slashed me 
  • everyone cried 
  • im sorry i shouldnt of said anything about rika i know rika means a-
  • everyone: FUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKK RIKKKKAAAAA 
  • *elizabeth third meowed with them* 
  • you let go of V and got him the most expensive camera in the world and you said sorry and he just hugged you and promise to love you and never let you go and he said sorry then everyone came in for a group hug

SAEYOUNG 

  • remember the space station that he promise to marry you in
  • yeah it never happened 
  • the beginning of yalls relationship was perfect 
  • but ever since you accidentally destroyed the hard drive that contain all of saerans baby pictures
  • he just  
  • couldnt stand looking at you anymore
  • sex felt like it was a routine  
  • he didnt make you feel pretty anymore
  • one day she was bought a new dress she asked saeyoung and saeran what they thought of  it 
  • MC: so what do you guys think?
  • Saeran: you look beautiful MC ! wow my brother is lucky to have you 
  • saeyoung: you really think so ?
  • saeran: yeah MC looks amazing ! I wish i can heal faster and i can love someone the way you love MC awkward 
  • he didnt know okay 
  • he thought yall ere going thru a dry spell 
  • MC: thats so sweet of you saeran! 
  • saeyoung: if you really think she is beautiful you can have her. She not useful for me anymore 
  • saeran: dude what the fuck is wrong with you 
  • MC: saeyoung its been months i said im sorry !!!!! okay im sorrry !!!! (goes on knees) please forgive me saeyoung please!!! 
  • Saeran:MC what happened 
  • Saeyoung: ITS NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS
  • MC: I WAS CLEANING HIS DESK AND I ACCIDENTALLY SPILLED THE DR.PEPPER HE HAD ON HIS DESK AND IT SPILLED ON THE HARD DRIVE THAT HAD YOUR PICTURES SAERAN *SOBS UNCONTROLLABLY* 
  • Saeran: are you seriously mad at her because of that brother!? you have me here now and its best to forget the past 
  • Saeyoung: BUT THOSE PICTURES MEANS A LOT TO ME IT REMINDS ME OF HOW FAR WE CAME AND SHE FUCKING RUINED IT 
  • mc ran to the guest bedroom 
  • you heard saeran and saeyoung arguing some more and then an hour later you heard a door knock 
  • mc……
  • it was saeran 
  • you opened the door
  • he just hugged you and closed the door
  • you cried and cried and cried 
  • he held you in his arms like a protective brother 
  • he was saying sorry for his brothers actions 
  • you told him no 
  • you told him it was your fault 
  • he literally told him everything 
  • from how he treated you to how you felt like sex was a chore to how he wouldnt even pay attention to you anymore
  • he saw how broken you were 
  • he didnt know what to do 
  • he remember when he was having episodes you just hugged him 
  • so he did the same thing for you as you did for him for months 
  • saeran offered you saying that the both of you can sleep in the living room together so you wouldnt be alone
  • he felt awkward sleeping with you in closed bedrooms… especially noq 
  • he knew saeyoung wouldnt say anything
  • but saeyoung was different now
  • he snapped 
  • you declined saying you would like to cry yourself to sleep without anyone watching 
  • he left and went to his room and cried 
  • cried because he knows how it feels to cry yourself to sleep 
  • he had to help fix this 
  • he went to saeyoungs bedroom and knocked 
  • he saw his brother on his computer doing coding 
  • saeran shut down his laptop 
  • saeyoung: i was in the middle of work 
  • saeran: congrats now whats wrong
  • saeyoung: shes useless i dont love her 
  • saeran: i know you better than that im not stupid tell me whats wrong why does it bother you that the pictures are erased now 
  • saeyoung: cause that was the only thing that gave me purpose in life back then brother i thought you were actually happy and it made me feel at peace whenever im stressed now i look at the pcitures of you and MC and i feel at peace but she fucked it up
  • saeran: brother she didnt it was an accident im not mad that the pictures are gone
  • saeyoung: your not ? how come
  • saeran: i have my new family now and i prefer this than that 
  • saeyoung: can i hug you?
  • saeran: one arm hug thats it 
  • saeyoung give him a two arm hug and saeran returned it 
  • he made a promise to god and saeran that he was going to fix everything with MC and he was going to spend the rest of his life apologizing to her 
  • -hours later-
  • saeran got up 
  • it was around 3:42am
  • he was thirsty and decided to go to the kitchen 
  • he decided to go by the guest room and see if you were okay 
  • he knocked gently 
  • he knocked again 
  • nothing 
  • he was about to open the door but it was already ajar 
  • he saw the bed freshly made 
  • he heard the taxi honk
  • shit MC is making a run for it
  • he ran to the door and opened it and he saw you ready to leave them 
  • MC PLEASE DONT THINK ABOUT THIS !MY BROTHER IS AN IDIOT PLEASE MC NO 
  • he fell to his knees but he got up and was running after you
  • you turned around and 
  • mouthed im sorry 
  • he screeched his brothers name 
  • his brother ran to saeran 
  • he saw you leaving off with the taxi he memorized the number of the plate before he fell to his knees
  • he was screaming your name
  • they both were 
  • they were two broken men that you left behind
  • but you didnt see saeyoung crying his heart out 
  • you didnt see him pounding the cement 
  • you didnt see his brother running his fingers thru his hair 
  • you didnt see any of it 
  • *saeyoung POV* 
  • i fucking lost her 
  • i pushed her away 
  • its all my fault i dont deserve to live 
  • fuck 
  • i felt my brother hug me
  • he was shaking
  • he was crying 
  • i got a flashback of how he did the exact same motion whenever our mom was about hit us 
  • my brother was scared he was going to relapse because MC helped saeran out so much 
  • she saw him as his brother
  • she helped me 
  • keep me sane 
  • she helped me loved life
  • she let me be happy 
  • i destoyed the love of my life 
  • i destroyed the light that keep this family going 
  • after all she is my furture wife 
  • and she is saerans sister 
  • i shook saeran off me
  • saeran: w-ww–ee ne-need t-to fi-find h-her 
  • i dragged my brother to our desk 
  • we cleaned all paper work 
  • and got ready 
  • to find MC 
  • i inputed the license plate number while saeran access every single camera within the 50 mile radius 
  • we putthe cameras on the big screen *the wall* 
  • and looked to see if we could see the cab 
  • we found it 
  • it was nearby the train station shit
  • i got the keys to my fastest car 
  • and i got in the dirver seat and saeran got in the passenger seat
  • to get to the train station by car takes 45 mins 
  • we got there in 15 
  • saeran was doing everything he can to stall the train station from departing and he was successful 
  • we were two crazy men yelling out MC name throught the station 
  • we barged thru and checked every train cart she wasnt there 
  • we lost her 
  • we lost our fire
  • i lost my life 
  • for 6 days straight me and saeran were looking at every possible country city looking for MC 
  • we never found her 
  • we were both losing our selves 
  • i started to hate myself 
  • saeran was hating me but was trying to control his emotions
  • i wanted to die
  • i cant be in this world without MC 
  • my brother knew what i was thinking and searched harder 
  • somehow we both fell asleep
  • deep sleep 
  • until i heard an angelic voice saying me and my brothers name 
  • it was MC 
  • i screamed and woke my brother up
  • he thought he was hallucinating 
  • i thought so as well
  • saeyoung: i think im seeing her 
  • saeran: have we gone mad 
  • MC: no its me im sorry guys i jus-
  • i went over to her and picked her up and kissed her 
  • i put her down so saeran can hug her 
  • but he was just on his knees crying 
  • she bent down and hugged him 
  • he was having a break down and i bent down and hugged my family
  • MC got up and my heart stopped 
  • was she going to tell me she is going to leave us for good 
  • she got something out of her purse and went to the computer and inputed a USB drive 
  • it had all the pictures that was on the file that she accidentally broke 
  • it had more pictures of us 
  • and then it went to her and saeran 
  • where they went to little trip while i was at work
  • and then it was the RFA
  • then the second to last paicture was all of us a family photo with the rfa 
  • the last picture was her smiling in the middle between me and saeran
  • he was smiling in the photo
  • i broke down and hugged her 
  • she told us she went to her grandfather in japan and he fixed everything and modernized it a bit and she decided to add more photos
  • i spent the rest of my life makin git up to her 
  • we had the space ship wedding just like i wanted no
  • what we wanted 

Yoosung

  • you guys rarely and i mean RARELY get into arguments 
  • you guys understand each other 
  • love each other 
  • respect each others boundaries 
  • but not every relationship can be picture perfect
  • one day you two were playing LOL together 
  • he loved that you actually took interest into something he liked because he made his life a bit better
  • but he knew that he had to do something you likes 
  • and guess what you liked 
  • THE FREAKING GYM *WHICH IS NOT ME LOL I RATHER BE AT HOME AND RELAX AND EAT CHIPS 
  • so yoosung was actually getting into decent shape 
  • zen was lowkey jealous because people were starting to notice yoosung more LOL 
  • so one day you decided that you needed to workout alone and yoosung was fine cause he wanted to defeat a level 
  • but then you started to out more and more on your own 
  • the reason for that is because you were enrolled in a insanity workout class and you knew yoosung couldnt handle it 
  • he confronted you because he is a worried bean and you showed him some videos and he just cried 
  • cried because you KNEW HIM SO WELL 
  • one day you came home all sweaty and tired and you notice that yoosung wasnt home 
  • you threw your gym bag aiming for the couch but you accidentally hit yoosungs limited edition LOL ACTION FIGURE 
  • JESUS CHRIST 
  • YOU WERE CRYING 
  • YOU WENT TO IT TO TRY AND FIX IT 
  • BUT ITS HEAD IS MISSING 
  • THE LEG IS ALL CRACKED SIDEWAYS 
  • IF THE ACTION FIGURE WAS A REAL PERSON BEST BELIEVE IT WOULDNT EVEN BE ALIVE ANY MORE 
  • YOU WERE A NERVOUS WRECK 
  • you got the figure together and put it inside a shoe box 
  • you took a shower and put on some comfortable clothes because you had to tell yoosung 
  • yoosung came home pretty late because he was at the library studying 
  • “MC!!!! HOONEEEEY IM HOOME” 
  • aaaaaaaa the sweetness of his voice c: 
  • it sounds so beautiiful 
  • but yet  you knew you were going to be the destroyer 
  • shit where he goes EVERYTHING 
  • its time to break this mans heart 
  • you breathed heavily and entered the living room 
  • you saw him going crazy 
  • “ 1…..2…..3.3……4….WHERE IS NUMBER 5 WHERE IS ACTION FIGURE NUMBER 5 I PLACED IT RIGHT HERE HOLLY SPAGHETTI” 
  • fuck how were you going to do this 
  • “um yoosung ….. sweetie…. are you okay”
  • “MC I AM MISSING NUMBER 5 YOU KNOW THE PURPLE ONE” 
  • “ baby please sit do-” 
  • “HOW CAN I SIT DOWN IN A TIME LIKE THIS” 
  • “YOOSUNG PLEASE PAY ATTENTION TO ME” 
  • he sat down and started to cry 
  • “ what is it MC” 
  • “ yoosung i came home from my insasnity workout and my bag hit figure number 5 im sorry yoosung it wasnt on purpose i just thought it was gonna flop onto the couch” 
  • THIS POOR CHILD BURSTED OUT CRYING HE JUST CRIED 
  • you tried to console him but you he kept pushing you away from him 
  • he didnt eat dinner that night 
  • he slept in the same bed as you but you heard him crying himself to sleep 
  • you got onto your phone and looked for a place where they sold the toy 
  • NO ONE HAD IT OKAY THATS HOW LIMITED EDITION HIS FIGURE WAS 
  • you grew desperate 
  • you left the bed silently and went to to the computer and logged onto LOL 
  • you put on the head set and the majority of your and his members were logged on
  • “OH MY GOD ITS OUR LEADER HELLO LEADER”
  • “GUYS THIS IS AN EMERGENCY”
  • you told them everything 
  • “okay guys i need the biggest favor ever…. if anyone has an extra figure of that i am willing to pay big money”
  • the chatroom grew quiet 
  • you started to cry 
  • then this one player 
  • “leader MC i live in Alaska and i have one extra of the figure but you see its really hard to ship things from here so you would have to come to my place to get it” 
  • you gave private message her saying that if she is really willing 
  • you bought the plane ticket and grabbed some clothes *warm ones* 
  • and left to the airport 
  • but you forgot to leave any trace behind that you were going to come back 
  • it was too into the heat of the moment.
  • YOOSUNG POV*
  • my life is over…. its finished 
  • GAME OVER 
  • *cries* 
  • NO DONT TOUCH ME !!
  • wait no one is touching me 
  • why is MC not touching me did she went to go get water or what 
  • i got up and looked around our bedroom the sun was already up and i checked the alarm and it was 10:31am 
  • jesus christ i overslept 
  • “MC…. where are you YOU ARE SCARING ME” 
  • no reply 
  • today is Saturday so there is no gym classes for her today 
  • where is she 
  • i called zen jumin jaehee and……. the letter that shouldn't be mention… THEY ALL HAVENT SEEN MC 
  • god okay maybe she will come home soon 
  • its been 8 hours 
  • she hasnt been here 
  • its time to go to sevens and saerans house 
  • SEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEVVEEEEEEEEEEEN
  • yes C: you heard thru the door
  • I NEED YOUR HELP 
  • NO MORE HONEY BUDDAH CHIPS BYE 
  • mc is gone 
  • *door opens* 
  • saeran: what happened? 
  • yoosung: shes just gone 
  • saeyoung: what do you mean she just left… you know her better than anyone where is she usually 
  • yoosung: i checked her places and nothing saeyoung she she sh 
  • saeran: oh fuck please do-
  • yoosung: *BAWLS OUT CRYING* 
  • saeyoung: there there me and MY BROTHER :D 
  • saeran: bye 
  • yoosung: PLEASE SAERAN *RUNS AFTER HIM AND TACKLES HIM DOWN* PLEASE HELP ME FIND MC 
  • saeran: *pushes him off* get off me fine just stay in your corner 
  • saeran then went to get water and gummy worms and proceeded to start looking for you 
  • saeyoung was nice enough to to gve you DR. Pepper and honey buddah chips 
  • but you felt like just crying 
  • LIKE YOU WERE CRYING LIKE A BABY 
  • its been 2 whole days of you just crying 
  • saeran was annoyed 
  • saeran was done 
  • you notice saeran making a drink and you saw that saeyoung was a bit worried 
  • saeran: here drink this… all of it 
  • yoosung: why ITS NOT MC 
  • saeran: i will stop looking for her if you dont drink this 
  • yoosung: fine i i ill dr-drink it 
  • saeran: g0od 
  • 2 hours later you fill your body tingling 
  • yoosung: where does the liquor in here ? 
  • saeran: no 
  • yoosung: does saeran choi is gay 
  • saeran: jesus christ just just work already 
  • saeyounug: DOES SAERAN CHO IS GAY LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLO 
  • yoosung: do choi twins is gay ? 
  • saeran: 2 more mins 
  • yoosung: for is um what? 
  • you blanked out 
  • you knocked out 
  • saeyoung: are you sure its not gonna kill him 
  • saeran: yes its just to keep him to shut up for a long time he doesn't let me concentrate 
  • saeyoung: for how long is he gonna sleep for 
  • saeran: 4 days give or take 
  • in the long sleep all you were seeing you life 
  • from being born to now
  • you were watching a movie of your life
  • you didnt know how to feel because it SHOWED EVERYTHING 
  • you saw the recent outbreak you did 
  • ouch you hurt MC feeling 
  • oh my god 
  • she probably thought i didnt want her with me anymore 
  • saeran: he is shaking, probably having a bad dream
  • saeyoung: cant we wake him up/ mc is already on their way here 
  • saeran: idk how to wake him up 
  • saeyoung: ….
  • saeran: MC is coming i here her cab 
  • saeyoung: oh god 
  • MC POV 
  • i entered the door and saw saeran throw a blanket over something 
  • what is he doing 
  • saeran: how was alaska ? 
  • saeyoung: yeaahhh 
  • mc: it was fine but what are you guys trying to hide from me 
  • saeran: whats in the bag
  • mc: what are you trying to hide from me 
  • yoosung: mmhmhmmhhmhm
  • mc: oh my god yoosung 
  • *pushed pass the brothers and saw him sleeping droolings and everything* 
  • MC: WHAT DID YOU GUYS DO 
  • saeran: he NEEDED TO SHUT UP OKAY HE WAS CRYING FOR 2 WHOLE DAYS LIKE DOESNT HE RUN OUT OF TEARS OR SOMETHING JESUS CHRIST HOW DO YOU HANDLE THE CRY BABY 
  • you were screaming for yoosung to wake up and he finally did 
  • MC: THANK GOD YOOSUNG 
  • YOOSUNG: AM I DEAD AM IM SEEING MY ANGEL 
  • MC: *YOU KISSED HIM* IM SO SORRY I BROKE YOUR STATUE YOOSUNG I AM SO SORRY 
  • YOOSUNG: ACTION FIGURE BUT ITS OKAY I I RATHER HAVE YOU THAN THE FIGURE 
  • MC: WHY NOT HAVE BOTH 
  • YOOSUNG: MC IT ITS LIMITED EDITION YOU CANT HAVE B-
  • * you showed him the figure 
  • yoosung cried even harder 
  • saeran left the house cause he couldnt take it no more 
  • you guys went back home and made up c; and thEn played LOL 

ZEN

  • for three years you and zen have been happily together but the only problem was that he was always super busy 
  • but you understood because you knew what you were signing up for 
  • what you didn't know is that this beautiful gorgeous man is jealous 
  • like he MUST SHOW IT 
  • he tries so hard to hide to but it is nearly impossible for him to do so 
  • so one day he told you that he has to work over time for a whole week so you logged onto the chatroom and everyone else was keeping you company 
  • many of the RFA members took you out to to dinner or you went over their place to hang out 
  • zen knew and he didnt mind because he trust his friends and you 
  • but for some reason 
  • god was out to get him because he noticed during his breaks you talked to jumin more 
  • more and more days has passed and noticed that you were over at jumins place more than the others 
  • jesus christ he is biting his tongue 
  • but he couldnt help it one day 
  • because he logged on the chat room one day and the whole chat room was blowing up 
  • JUMIN FUCKING HAN POSTED A PERFECT SELFIE WITH YOU WEARING CAT EARS WEARING HIS JACKET LAUGHING AND JUMIN WAS LAUGHING AS WELL 
  • IT WAS THE FIRST TIME JUMIN EVER TOOK A NON BLURRY SELFIE 
  • ZEN: Oh hello MC. I see that you are having fun. 
  • MC: BABY!! how is everything!? i bet you are doing an amazing job in your performances
  • Yoosung: LOOK JUMIN HAN IS SMILING OH MY GOD THE WORLD IS ENDING 
  • saeyoung: LOOOKK HOW ADORABLE MC LOOKS WITH THE CAT EARS ON 
  • Jaehee: MC does look rather nice… i feel odd that Mr. Han is smiling 
  • Jumin: I am laughing because my best friend is making me laugh 
  • Saeran: o
  • Saeyoung 

Originally posted by foolishneko

Originally posted by ladyarcane

Originally posted by ladyarcane

  1. Jaehee Kang has left the chatroom 
  2. Zen: what did you say jerk 
  3. MC: YAAAAY JUMIN DID IT IM SO PROUD OF YOU JUMIN 
  4. Saeyoung: I thought i would never live to see the day 
  5. Yoosung: that jumin shows some type of 
  6. saeran: affection.
  7. saeyoung: SEEEEE BRRROTHER YOU HAVE HOPE MC PLEASE DO MY BROTHER NEXT 
  8. yoosung: wait MC did jumin!!!?????
  9. Jumin: No. 
  10. Zen: Im going to kill you Jumin 
  11. MC: SAEYOUNG WORD SHIT RIGHT but ill be happy to show your brother how to show emotion c: 
  12. saeyoung: MC SAERAN IS SMILING OH MY GOOOOD YOUR POWERS ARE WORKING 
  13. Saeran: :) thank you MC 
  14. Saeran has left the chatroom 
  15. Zen: my girlfriend will not help no one 
  16. MC: zen are you okay why are you being such a grump :(
  17. Jumin: Yes Zen why are you being a so called “grump” 
  18. saeyoung : MC YOU ARE CHANGING THE ROBOT
  19. Jumin: It is nice having her as my company, we drink wine talk about our past and praise Elizabeth 3rd
  20. ZEN: Mc
  21. MC: yes babe ~
  22. Zen: Home. Now. 
  23. Zen has left the chatroom
  24. Yoosung: what is his problem
  25. Saeyoung: i dont have a good feeling about this 
  26. MC: yeah i should go :/ 
  27. MC has exit the charoom 
  28. Jumin has exit the chatroom 
  29. I CANT BELIEVE THAT TRUST FUND JERK IS MAKING MOVES ON MY MC 
  30. SHE IS MINE NO ONE ELSE
  31. I THOUGHT I WAS SPECIAL ENOUGH TO BE SAVED FROM HER 
  32. BUT NOW IS SEE SHE SAVES EVERYBODY 
  33. i got home and i saw that the limo driver barely leaving my house 
  34. he even got the nerve to send her in one of his fancy limos…. stupid trust fund jerk 
  35. when i went inside i swear i can smell him onj her 
  36. Zen: hello. Mc. 
  37. MC: hi baby whats wrong? 
  38. zen: so i see your into fixing everybody is that your new kink? 
  39. mc: zen honestly cut it out Jumin is a very good friend  of mine and he is helping me out with something so zen stop. 
  40. zen: oh what is he helping you with MC huh huh tell me I CAN HANDLE IT MC TELL ME 
  41. MC: ZEN DONT FUCKING YELL AT ME BECAUSE YOU ARE FEELING JEALOUS. IM IN LOVE WITH YOU SO STOP IMAGING STUFF HAPPENING BETWEEN ME AND JUMIN. AND WHILE IM AT IT YOU KNOW I LOVE HELPING PEOPLE BECOME A BETTER PERSON YOU KNOW I LOVE HELPING PEOPLE YOU KNOW I LIVE FOR HELPING POOR CREATURES LIKE ANIMALS AND EVERYTHING WHY IS IT SO WRONG FOR WANTING TO HELP SOME BODY BECOME A BETTER PERSON 
  42. ZEN: I THOUGHT YOU ONLY DID IT FOR ME 
  43. MC: ZEN I PUT MYSELF LAST JUST SO YO CAN BE HAPPY ZEN I LOVED BEING THERE FOR YOU I LOVE BEING YOUR SHOULDER TO CRY ON BUT ITS NOT THE SAMW TYPE OF CARE THAT I GIVE FOR JUMIN THE ONLY THING HE NEEDS IS FOR SOMEONE TO LISTEN TO HIM NOT TO JUDGE HIM THATS IT. MY LOVE, HEART, MIND, SOUL BELONGS TO YOU AND ONLY YOU 
  44. * SHE GOT CLOSER AND YOU HATED IT BECAUSE YOU CAN SMELL THE WINE THAT SHE DRANK IN HIS HOME* 
  45. ZEN: i honestly dont know how to feel. i smell him on you and MC i dont know what to think. im sorry i gotta go.
  46. MC: zen wait why are you being so irrational i love you im always there for you i get you dont like jumin but it doesnt mean that i have to hate him so much… if only i could tell you…. but i… cant 
  47. ZEN: see you tomorrow MC 
  48. and i left 
  49. MC POV 
  50. ugh i hate that i cant tell him…. i feel like he forgot that his birthday is coming up because of all the stress he is recieving 
  51. why do we gotta fight now… 
  52. i have to leave sooon. 
  53. god why NOOOOW 
  54. shoudl i stay 
  55. should i go 
  56.  fuck it i gotta go… he’ll understand once i show him *breathes heavily* its time to go back 
  57. *you picked up the phone and called * 
  58. MC: Ju-
  59. Jumin: the jet is ready for you the driver is still around the corner ill be waiting for you inside the jet. see you soon… best friend… 
  60. *beeeeeep* 
  61. Zen POV 
  62. ugh where the fuck am i ? 
  63. why am i surrondered by action figures 
  64. where are my clothes?
  65. please god please dont tell me i cheated on MC 
  66. mc
  67. NOOOO MY JEALOUSY GOT THE EBST OF ME NOOOO I SCREWED IT BIG TIME 
  68. fuck i see panties 
  69. i see bras?? 
  70. why am i in a closet full of women clothing 
  71. please dont let it be true 
  72. please dont let it be true 
  73. Zen: heellooooo anyone there 
  74. unrecognizable voice: he is awake your problem now 
  75. huh? i think i recognize that voice 
  76. you hear someone getting closer to the door 
  77. fuck who is it shoit 
  78. saeyoung: HIYA ZEN HOW ARE YOU :D 
  79. zen: what am i doing here !? where are my clothes 
  80. saeyoung: well you see you were infront of our door drunk and saeran tried geting you inside the house becaus you were a mess and you started to take of your clothes and dance to the music that was coming from inside your head :D so saeran threw you into my closet :) 
  81. zen: jesus christ *gets up and sees his pants in the corner and puts it in with a shirt* 
  82. saeran: thank god you are dressed now… please leave my house 
  83. zen: yeah dude sorry im leaving 
  84. damn i guess i gone drinking 
  85. shit i need to go home 
  86. *gets home safetly somehow* 
  87. ZEN: MCCC BABY IM SORRY I CAME HOME LATE WHERE ARE CHUUUU 
  88. you didnt hear shit 
  89. huh perhaps she head to work already 
  90. when you were eating a protein bar its like everything fucking hit you 
  91. SHIT I HAD A FIGHT WITH MC SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT 
  92. you declined every single meeting so you can make up today and spend the day with ehr tomorow 
  93. she never showed up that night 
  94. you cried yourself to sleep that night 
  95. you woke up to yet another day with an empty home 
  96. you drank more and more thinking she ran off with jumin 
  97. fuck jumin i hate him 
  98. MC why did you leave me baby 
  99. i fucking loved you so much 
  100. im so sorry baby 
  101. im sorrry my jealousy ruined us 
  102. in another life i would make you stay 
  103. so i dont have to say that you were the one that got away 
  104. fuck the song is coming into my head 
  105. MC just know i love you so much 
  106. im sorry im no longer your muse 
  107. *continues drinking and smoking for 6 days straight* 
  108. MC POV 
  109. MC: hahahahahaah jumin you are hilarious !
    Jumin: haha. thank you but i hope zen likes the gift you are going to give him 
  110. MC: yes but i feel so guilty because ugh i hope he isnt thinking wrong things…. i feel … i just have a bad feeling about this 
  111. Jumin: its okay he is a big boy he can understand.. look MC we are going to land back home 
  112. *5 hours later*
  113. jumin: okay we are here ill held back and let you and zen enjoy some time together :) 
  114. MC: *hugs him tightly* THANK YOU JUMIN YOU ARE AMAZING THE BESTEST FRIEND IN THE WORLD! 
  115. Jumin: okay wow thank you MC i better go ELizaebeth is missing m in the car let me know how he likes it ! 
  116. okay time to show him his gift 
  117. you walked inside the house and saw zen passed out 
  118. SHIT ZEN ZEEEEEEN ZEEEEEEENNNN
  119. jumin heard you screaming and crying and he ran inside and called an ambulance and the best doctors in the world 
  120. zen woke up three days later to seeing MC Jumin and the rest of the RFA sitting in his hospital room 
  121. Zen: m-mc
  122. MC: ZEN SHIT I LOVE YOU OH MY GOD THANK YOU FOR WAKING YOU 
  123. zen:what do y-y-you mean waking up 
  124. Jumin: me and MC found you passed out and its been 5 days since you lost conscious  
  125. MC: i know you probably hate me btut i didnt leave you zen i went with jumin to the states to get you this custom built harley and zen im so SORRY 
  126. zen cried and told you that he is sorry and he would never drink that much again 

Jumin *this is gonna be short sorry i just really want to get this done* 

  • ·       You and Jumin jesus Christ you and jumin were SOOO HAPPY
  • ·       AND I MEAN SO HAPPY
  • ·       THAT HE CAN DIE THAT DIE AND LITERALLY
  • ·       NO REGRETS
  • ·       He treated you like a queen in public and in private you know ;)
  • ·       It was almost Christmas and Jumin flew away for business for almost a month
  • ·       Jaehee was being amazing and told you he was getting your Christmas gift abroad
  • ·       #billonaireboysclub
  • ·       And you ?
  • ·       Well you wanted to get jumin something nice
  • ·       Since the both of you had joint accounts
  • ·       And the account literally had so many comas
  • ·       You decide that you didn’t want the gift to be about money
  • ·       You wanted it to be something meaningful
  • ·       Something pure
  • ·       Something he will remember for the rest of his life
  • ·       So you decided you needed to go back to Costa Rica to visit family while Jumin was away
  • ·       So you asked your family for help
  • ·       TO HELP YOU THINK FOR A GIFT
  • ·       They were stumped caused everything they mention he already FUCKING HAD
  • ·       Jesus Christ
  • ·       Jumin Han had
  • ·       Power
  • ·       Money
  • ·       Pussy (Elizabeth 3rd)
  • ·       And
  • ·       You
  • ·       What more does this man need
  • ·       So you needed to go to a family party
  • ·       But once you arrived at the party you felt sick
  • ·       nauseous  
  • ·       you assumed because you weren’t accustom to the strong scent of mayo for a long time so you just ignored it
  • ·       until you vomited all over
  • ·       you’re family members took you to the hospital
  • ·       you were relived to find out that it wasn’t nothing serious
  • ·       so you decided to fly back early
  • ·       but when you flew back
  • ·       Jumin han was crying
  • ·       He was freaking out because you weren’t there
  • ·       He crawled to you on his knees and told you sorry
  • ·       SORRY FOR WHAT JUMIN YOU DIDN’T DO SHIT WRONG MY PRECIOUS BABY
  • ·       He kept crying till you bent down and told him that you visited your family
  • ·       He just said he would appreciate a call and you told him that you were sorry
  • ·       DEEPLY SORRY
  • ·       But then you opened your purse
  • ·       And gave him a paper
  • ·       MC YOU WERE SICK WHY DIDN’T YOU TELL ME
  • ·       Jumin please read the paper you are gonna love the surprise
  • ·       MC YOU WERE SICK JESUS CHRIST DID YOU SKIP A MEAL MC IT SAID YOU VOMITTED BECAUSEE IT’S A SIDE EFFECT FROM BEING PREGANCT MC YOU
  • ·       O.O
  • ·       :D
  • ·       O:
  • ·       :D
  • ·       :O
  • ·       CONGRATS BABY YOU ARE GONNA BE A FATHER
  • ·       THIS MAN CRIED SO HARD
  • ·       HE WAS SO HAPPY
  • ·       THE BEST EARLY CHRISTMAS GIFT HE EVER RECEIVED
  • ·       HE WAS JUST
  • ·       SOLUDGJNKEGJKL
  • ·       HE SENT A BLURRY PICTURE IN THE CHATROOM
  • ·       EVERYONE WAS HAPPY
  • ·       LJFGBEOWUPRFGWREIOG
  • ·       JUMIN HAN IS PRECIOUS
Best Friend Mark pt.2

featuring boyfriend haechan !

  • this was requested by an anon
  • and no im still not over how their teaser photos were released together
  • im shookt
  • and also i apologise if this gets really boring or if it’s bad ,
  • but i’ll try my best so
  • let’s start

  • so you knew mark because he was attending the same school as you and haechan

  • and he was also really popular so ,
  • blame his good looks wow
  • you also knew him as haechan’s bestfriend before y'all even dated ,
  • and never talked much because haechan didnt want to introduce him to you because he was afraid you might fall for mark , not him
  • so haechan just simply told you that mark was shy around girls ,
  • - which you believed
  • and was also partially true
  • at one point of time you actually felt bad for mark , as haechan hid his wallet and phone away from him for two hours straight
  • poor mark looked as though he was on the verge of crying , frantically running the school to find his valuables
  • it was not until you slapped haechan that he returned the valuables
  • and mark gave you the sweetest and most thankful smile you’ve ever seen
  • okay fast forward to 4 months later
  • you’re now officially donghyuck’s girlfriend
  • finally after one whole year of showing subtle signs to each other
  • when he first told mark , you were standing beside trying to hold in your laughter , because his reaction was priceless
  • “ hyung , y/n’s mine now ”
  • “ yours ? what yours ? ”
  • “ my girlfriend hyung ”
  • “ /eyes widen and his mouth’s opened fully/ ”
  • “ why hyung ”
  • “ she …. fell for you ? ”
  • “ shut up , am i that bad ”
  • “ wow i’m proud of you haechan ah ”
  • and he pats haechan’s head with his blank expression ,, treating haechan like a child
  • while haechan’s just there whining and struggling to get out of his hold
  • these two are so cute tbh
  • so like that you joined the both of them more often during breaktime and outings ,
  • and you also got to know mark more
  • because he treats you like a younger sister
  • “ do you want food , i can get some on my way back for you ”
  • “ no thanks mark , i’m fine ”
  • “ hyung i want- ”
  • mark has already walked away without letting haechan finish his sentence
  • you just sat there laughing and hugging your boyfriend who was pouting and had his arms crossed
  • mark supports your relationship a lot and you often catch him smiling to himself as he watches the both of you
  • expected , be becomes the ‘counselor’ when couple fights happen
  • even though he’s really clueless
  • but it’s what makes it funny so both you and haechan would cheer up instantly
  • “ i’m sure haechan didn’t mean to hurt your feelings y/n , you know he can be too straightforward with his words sometimes ”
  • “ what are you talking about mark ? ”
  • “ wait- aren’t you angry because he playfully insulted you ? ” -  “ no hyung omg , who told you that ? ”
  • “ i … assumed ”
  • “ omg mark you’re so funny ”
  • then he gets all embarrassed and gives an awkward laugh
  • which helped solved the small conflict in the end
  • having mark as your bestfriend & your boyfriend’s bestfriend ,
  • it could come in really handy
  • like knowing more about haechan , asking him to share embarrassing and funny stories you never heard before
  • which haechan nearly choked mark for because he wasn’t meant to expose it
  • like that one time he told you how haechan couldn’t sleep the night before he confessed to you ,
  • as he called mark to tell him how nervous he was
  • when on that day itself ,, haechan lied to you and said that he ‘was just casually mentioning his feelings’
  • and mark also showed you the letters that haechan secretly wrote for you but was too shy to give you
  • haechan couldn’t face you for one day because of this ,, he was too embarrassed
  • mark’s a really nice and understanding best friend
  • like he’s always there for you if you need someone to talk to
  • sometimes , if he’s in a good mood ,
  • he’d treat you to meals & snacks
  • really overprotective over you & sometimes haechan !!
  • “ wait for me at the cafeteria after both of you end class ”
  • “ hyung we’re supposed to go on a date today , why do you want to tag along ”
  • “ just making sure both of you get there safely ”
  • “ what why ? ”
  • “ just because ”
  • both you and haechan enjoy teasing him a lot ,
  • mainly because he’s always clueless and naive
  • and having haechan as your boyfriend made you as mischievous as him
  • so one day y'all decided to call mark and lied to him about meeting up for a short lunch
  • when in fact y'all set him up for a short blind date with one of your friends
  • while the both of you hid behind laughing and spying on him
  • poor mark was stuttering and blushing throughout the whole date ,
  • he couldnt even look at your friend straight in the eye for more than 5 seconds
  • so y'all felt bad and ran up to him once she left
  • and mark was just sitting there speechless and shocked
  • “ why did you guys do that , isnt this supposed to be an outing , when she told me- ”
  • “ im sorry mark , it was hyuck’s idea ”
  • “ what babe you contributed too ”
  • “ but it was you who started this ”
  • “ whatever , anyways we’re sorry mark hyung starts laughing
  • “ … ”
  • “ yeah we’re sorry ”
  • “ dont do this ever again please omg ”
  • he’s such a nice best friend who wouldn’t want to have him as theirs’
  • he’s always by your side so it makes it better
  • someone like an older brother
  • mark’s just wonderful in general
  • im such a trash for him wow
  • but hope you enjoyed reading !
BLUSH - Part 4

Bucky Barnes x reader

There was only one thing in Bucky’s mind. That kiss he couldnt complete.
“Its so UNFAIR !” He said. “Its killing me !”

“Buck, you can try again !” Steve said, trying to calm his bestfriend. “Im almost too sure that she has the same feelings for you”

“I dont know, Steve” Bucky whined. “If we had kissed that day - GOD ! Im gonna kill Romanoff !”

Steve tried his best to supress his laughter.

But it was just so awkward all the time. Y/N would turn bright red at the sight of Bucky, and would be completely on autopilot by then. Bucky would go all sweaty and stammer at his words.

“I feel so guilty” Natasha said, shaking her head.“I didnt expect this”

“They’ll be ok, Nat” Steve said, shrugging. “There is nothing that we can do about this”

An grin spread on Natasha’s face.

“Oh yes there is” She said, trying an evil-witch-laugh.

“That sounds really wierd” Steve said, giving her a look.

“It didnt come off as I expected” Natasha said, clearing her throat. “Come on. We have work to do!”

Natasha (along with a forced Steve), tried in their own way, to actually bring the Bucky and Y/N together.

Natasha made Y/N train when the boys were at the gym. Bucky and Y/N mysteriously ended up seated next to eachother during dinner and movie nights. She would even trip Y/N when shes in a hurry so that she would fall on Bucky.

She tried everything she could, but they just remained silent and awkward around eachother.

“This is hopeless” Natasha said, glumly. “I was just teasing them ! I didnt mean it to be like this !”

“Let them do it their way, Nat” Steve said, squeezing her hand reassuringly.

* * *

Y/N was in her room, flipping through the pages of a magazine, when she heard a knock on the door.

She opened it to find Tony standing there with a smile on his face.

“Hey! Come in” Y/N said, closing the door as Tony stepped in.

“You’ve been busy” Tony said, sitting on the edge of her bed. “No time for me, huh ?”

“Sorry, Tony” Y/N said, sitting next to him. “Had lots to do”

“Well, I cant let Banner torture you in there” Tony said. “Lets go on trip. Just the two of us - like we used to when you were little”

Y/N smiled at the memory.

“That would be great !” She said, hugging her uncle. “Thanks Tony”

He kissed her temple gently and said, “Anything for you”

“I will arrange something and let you know” Tony said, as he walked out. “Be ready !”

“You know I will be”

* * *

Tony’s visit had made her pretty happy. She stepped out of her room, and towards the kitchen, to find something to eat. She almost turned away seeing Bucky there, making coffee.

“Coffee, Y/N ?” he asked, wanting her to stay.

“No thanks, Bucky” Y/N said, giving him a small smile.

She opened the fridge to find something to eat. Her heart raced, having Bucky so close to her. She wanted to reach out to him. Hug him. Tell him she loved him. But this stress made her more hungry.

She found some of Wanda’s big cupcakes, and carried them to the table, sitting as far away from Bucky as possible. Bucky, sighed in defeat, and sat at the other end.

Steve and Natasha sat at the living room, from where they could see the couple. Natasha sighed.

“This is so frustrating” she said, placing her head of Steve’s shoulder.

Bucky sat staring at Y/N, who was stuffing her fifth cupcake into her mouth.He shook his head, knowing that Y/N always ate too much when she was under stress. She took another bite, glumly.

Bucky exhaled loudly as he stood up, and walked towards Y/N.

Steve nudged Natasha a bit too forcefully in excitment that she almost fell out of the couch.

“Y/N, thats enough” Bucky said, taking the cupcake from her hand.

“Give it back !” Y/N said, reaching up for it.

“No, you’ve had enough” Bucky said. “You’re gonna be sick”

“I dont care, give it back !”

She stood up now, wrestling Bucky for her cupcake.

“Oh God, PLEASE just let them kiss” Natasha said, watching them carefully.

“BUCKY !” Y/N whined.

Bucky put the cake in his mouth, and showed his empty hands to her.

“What the hell, Bucky ! That was the last one !” Y/N said, sulking.

“I thought you didnt like strawberry icing” Bucky said, licking the icing off his fingers.

“I dont” Y/N, pouring herself a glass of water. “Wanda made these so that I dont eat them”

Bucky laughed.

“You ate them anyway” He said.

“Yeah I did” Y/N said, shrugging. “I have to go”

She began walking towards the elevator. Bucky clentched his jaws, as he followed her.

“Ok, please tell me they will kiss in the elevator” Natasha said, slapping her forehead.

“You have a way of complicating things, Nat” Steve said. “This could’ve been avoided”

“When am I gonna see the end of it ?!” Natasha whined.

* * *

Sam has created a chatroom.

Sam has added Steve, Nat, Wanda and Clint to chatroom.

Sam : Ok, now whats up with Robo cop and Lil Stark ?

Steve : Whats wrong with them?

Sam : Cap, stop pretending that you dont know

Clint : There is something going on. They were inseparable. Now they barely talk.

Nat : Ok, as guilty as I am, you guys are gonna push me into suicide.

Steve : Natasha Romanoff.

Clint : Keeping secrets from me, Nat ?

Nat : Everyones gonna hate me.

Wanda : Y/N ate all my cupcakes. Again. And shes really upset.

Sam : I think shes upset with Barnes.

Clint : Sam’s right. Wanna talk, Cap ?

Nat : I hate you all.

Nat : Alright ! I walked in on them when they were about to kiss, and I have created this awkward tension between them. And yeah. Thats it.

Sam : Oh.

Wanda : Nat, why did you skip the part where you yelled that you HOPE they would complete the kiss ?

Nat : Thank you, Wanda. And stop reading my mind !

Steve : You know how they are. Both tend to brood on things unneccesarily.

Sam : Well done, Black widow !

Clint : Come on ! They’ll be fine. In fact, I just saw them getting off the elevator.

Nat : Oh please just kiss already !

Steve : Natasha, Im going to kill you if you say that again.

Clint : Is Tony aware of this situation ?

Steve : I dont think so. And we better not talk about it in front of him. Y/N’s gotta figure out how to do it.

Sam : If at all things get better with Barnes, that is. Thanks to B.W.

Nat : You suck.


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My Family’s Keeper

AN: Thought about this for a while and finally decided to write it all down. Mentions of past child neglect, child abandonment, and spousal abuse. Sorry. I do hope you will enjoy

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Widowmaker

Amelie was never one to drink but tonight was an exception. It was a celebration Talon threw together because Frimanic, an annoying Overwatch member, had finally been eliminated by yours truly. Frimanic was a true pain in the ass for Talon, his flamethrower and bombs were the most annoying thing that people had to deal with but with careful positioning and stealth, Amelie had taken him out. During the party, the French woman just stood in the corner and scrolled through her phone, occasionally, people would come up to congratulate and thank her for the death of the annoying fireball. She wasn’t one for conversation and all these people coming to talk with her was extremely awkward because she’d just stare at the person talking with her normal blank stare before they left. Everyone, but the one she wanted, spoke with her. Sombra noticed her purple-tinted ‘friend’ and immediately went over.

“Heeyy~, why are you over here by yourself, Widow? Come and join the party!” Sombra nudged her, a sly grin on her face, “It is for you, anyways.” 

Amelie glanced at her from her phone, “No, I’m fine.” and went back to her phone. Sombra dropped her grin and pouted, this party was for her she should at least be a part of it. Sombra leaned on one foot and crossed her arms across her chest, glaring intently at the sniper’s face. Amelie’s eyes lit up softly when she got a notification, tapping on it immediately after she saw it. A small smile formed on her lips, Sombra practically jumped when she saw it. What was it that made her smile? When does she? How? Why??????? Sombra subtly, raised a finger to tap the bottom of the phone and started to hack into it to see what made the, usually, stoic sniper.

> y/n : Sorry I couldnt make it to ur party, ami! I got caught up with some dumb stuff <;(

  < That’s fine. It’s not like its eventful or anything..just another a silly celebration. 

> y/n : o shush u! go out and have some fun!! there has to be something you like out there so go find it!! I’ll be there as fast I can but while im not go have so fun!!! 

Ooo~ this was good. Sombra chuckled and backed out of the hack, “Aww, you have the biggest crush on y/n.” 

Amelie broke her gaze from her phone, snapping up at Sombra’s eyes, glaring as hard as she could, “I do not. I have no such emotions for anyone.”

Sombra rolled her eyes, “Pff, sure thing, Ami~” Amelie growled, her cheeks becoming a magenta color but before she could snap at the hacker, Sombra grabbed her wrist and pulled her into the crowd, “You heard your sweet heart, time to have some fun!” 

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“Excuse me, have you seen Ame- Widowmaker?” Y/n asked an obviously drunk guy with messy white hair. 

“Ohhh yee.. She’s ovah there, yo~” The man slurred, pointing to the front of the bar, y/n gagged at the smell of alcohol on his breath but thanked him nonetheless.

Amelie banged the counter, yelling at the bartender about running out of ‘her drink’, Y/n laughed softly. They knew Ami wasn’t one to drink but one she did, she was crazy. Creeping up to her, Y/n slapped their hands on her shoulders, “Boo!”

Amelie whipped around, decking y/n in the face, their body slamming into the ground. Amelie gasped and crouched down, “ Oh putain de merde! Are you okay?” She cupped her hands on their face, dragging their head towards hers. 

They laughed and rubbed their cheek, “Yeah, you pack a mean punch, huh?” They grinned a bright and beautiful smile. Amelie couldn’t help but stare at them. Their hair was slightly messy and their cheek had a red mark on it that was definitely going to get swollen. Their e/c eyes were bright and shined in the dark room. Y/n was perfect. 

“Ami?” Widow bent down closer and locked y/n in a kiss. It was slow and sweet, Y/n could taste the cherry alcohol on her lips. Amelie bit their lip, they opened their mouth in a gasp at the suddenness, allowing her to slip her tongue in. The sniper titlted her head, pushing Y/n’s head into a tilt as well. The shock was strong and still evident in Y/n’s brain but they soon kissed back with equal passion. Widow smiled softly in the kiss, and wrapped her leg around Y/n’s waist, straddling them. Y/n moved their hand up Amelie’s back while the other held them up. It seemed like the kiss had gone on for eternity until a bright flash blinded the two. Finally letting go of each other, they snapped their heads to the left of them and saw a grinning Sombra with a camera.

Sombra winked, “I’m glad you had fun~” she slyly said before disappearing into the crowd, she had a lot of printing work she had to do.

The Demon Next Door CH 2

Days, weeks, and months passed since the first night. Ten drew me in countless times and every time, I would want him more and more. As soon as it was over, however, I felt horrible. I was tired. Tired of being his.

About 2 months after he claimed me as his, I started to have nightmares. I saw the same place every night. It was dark, engulfed in flames. I almost always found myself in a building looking outwards at the devastation. Death. It was everywhere. It was driving me insane. This had to stop.


It was 3 in the morning on a quiet night when I woke up with a start. I was in cold sweat and my breathing was heavy. It seemed as if this was the hundredth time I had dreamt this dream. I couldnt take it anymore. Without a second thought, I found myself running out to Ten’s house. I frantically knocked on his door.
“Ten!” I cried. “Open the door!” Not moments, later he was before me.
“Wow, I didnt even have to call you over this time” He ran a hand through his hair and yawned.
“I cant do this anymore” I stared him down.
“I dont recall you having a choice,” Ten snickered.
“TEN IM SERIOUS!” I yelled. Ten noticed my tone and his expression faltered. He quickly pulled me inside and closed the door.
“What are you doing?!” I pulled my arm away.
“Do you want to wake up the whole neighborhood?” Ten asked. I sighed and shook my head. “Now what’s with this all of a sudden?”
“I dont want to do this anymore” I spat out.
“Like I told you before, you dont have a say” Ten put his hands in his sweatpant pockets. I glared up at him.
“Ten, I CANT do this. I feel like Im dying,” I said through gritted teeth.
“Really?” Ten suddenly pushed me against the wall. He lowered his head so that his lips were hovering over my neck. “Because when you scream my name, you sound more alive than ever” He kissed my neck, causing me to shudder. I pushed him away quickly before I gave in again. He stared at me with his red eyes and I shrunk down.
“Stop doing that” I mumbled. “I see enough red when I sleep”
“What?” He raised a brow. His voice was more authoritative and I was a bit too startled to reply. “What do you mean?”
“I-Ive been having nightmares” I looked up at him. Its been a month and i feel like Im going crazy..I-I Ten I cant do this"
“What do you see?” Ten asked, grabbing both my wrists. He seemed alot more serious than he usually was.
“I…I see death…in this place thats full of fire and monsters….Im always stuck in a black building looking out at everyone suffering..” I looked up at Ten. His eyes were red again but as soon as his gaze caught mine, they turned brown again.
“This isnt good” Ten let go of me, “Youre connected.”
“Im what?” I was confused. What did he mean by connected?
“Do you love me?” He blurted.
“No,” I immediately said. “Why do yo-”
“Have you met any other demon?” Ten asked.
“No, Ten what-” I started.
“When was the last time you-” Ten began.
It was my turn to interrupt him.
“Ten!” I exclaimed, causing him to stop. “WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON?!” Ten’s expression became stern.


“I think youre pregnant”

My eyes widened and I stumbled back against the door.
“But you said there was no chance…” I stared up at him.
“No. I said there was less than a 1% chance” Ten corrected.
“Ten dont fuck with me!” I cried.
“Im sorry” He looked down.

I had to get out of there. I turned around to open the door but it suddenly clicked closed. I still tried to open it, pulling frantically. I was getting hysterical and fell to my knees. I was sobbing now.
“Let me go,”
“I cant”
“I want to leave”
“You cant”

“Why?!” I screamed.
“They’re coming after you,” Ten grimly stated. I looked up him through watery eyes.
“Who,” I questioned.
“The supreme,” Ten responded. “They deal with important affairs next to the king and queen of the underworld.”
“Why would they care? You said plenty of demons go out and capture women. This cant be so uncommon if its happening to us” I hysterically stated.
“First, this is extremely uncommon and second, not all demons are heir to the throne,” Ten knelt down to get at my eyelevel. I stared at him in disbelief for I couldnt find the words to say. “They’re going to kill you” I felt my heart drop and my thoughts clouded my judgement. I lurched forward so that Ten was on the ground and i was above him.
“Why couldnt you just leave me alone!” I screamed and hit his chest. Ten did nothing to stop me and let me continue hitting him until I was too tired to do anything. Thats when he sat up.
“Theres another way,” His hands caught mine, locking them in place. I looked into his red-again eyes and waited for him to continue. “I have to mark you”
“M-Mark me? I shook at the possibilities of what he had to do to ‘mark me’.
"In order for a demon to stay with a human forever, he or she must mark them. Once this has happened, that human can not be targeted by other demons but the one who marked them can’t return home either” He explained.
“F-forever?” That word stuck with me.
“We’ll never separate,” Ten’s eyes became brown again. “Now whats your choice?”
“I actually have a choice?” I stared straight at him.
“Marking has to be consensual or it can not occur” Ten nodded. “So whats it going to be ___. Death by surpreme or eternity with me and our child”


Child…..

I glanced down at my stomach. There was a baby in me. What would it become? Could I love it?

“___,” Ten brought me back from the trance. “ I wouldnt be surprised if the Surpreme already caught wind of our intetions so I need an answer.” Thousands of thought flew through my mind before the answer was clear.


“Mark me.”


I thought I saw Ten smile but I couldnt be sure. He lifted me up so I was standing and led me to a black door. He opened it and pulled me inside. We were walking into a basement of some sort but unlike normal basements, this one had a giant black, wooden table in the middle. Ten let go of me and started to rummage through one of the many cabinets in the room. He pulled out a round container filled with a red substance before making his way to the table. He popped off the cap and took the liquid onto his fingers. I watched as he wrote something in unreadable letters across the table. Once finished, Ten ushered me over to him. He grabbed my arm and drew a symbol over it before doing the same to himself.
“It’s ready” Ten’s eyes began to glow again as he started to recite some kind of ritual. His eyes locked themselves onto mine and I couldnt look away.


His words suddenly stopped after a few moments. I noticed that our symbols were now glowing along with the message on the table.
“Ten…” his name softly rolled off my tongue.
“We’re almost done,” Ten reached up to touch my face. Slowly, he inched forward until his lips were on mine. This kiss was different from all the others. It was soft and gentle. I found myself melting into it and my hands reached out to grab Ten’s arms. But then suddenly, it felt off. I tried to pull away from Ten but he held me tightly. Something pushed itself inside me, like a spirit. I couldnt move as i felt it move all through my body before settling into my bones.

Ten pulled away, looking down at my shaken being.
“Its done,” he sighed.
“What…was..” my hands let go of him.
“The demonic root.” Ten stated. “ its an entity that each demon male is born with it and once he finds the person he must be with, he transfers it over, making that person his forever. The entity protects the beholder but its only as strong as the one it was tranferred from.”
“Then what about you? W-whos protecting you now?” I questioned.
“No one. But to be honest, I never needed that thing. Im strong enough with out it,” Ten responded. I nodded at his words.
“What now…” I mumbled.
“I dont know…” Ten sighed.

Knight (Single Dad! Calum Hood AU) 5

Originally posted by sexycliffconda

A/N: I got some inspo from reading “The Perks of Being A Wallflower”, I couldn’t come up with anything to write, and reading helps me write. So because school is starting on the 18th, so this might be the last one for a while. I hope you all enjoy. It’s over 3k words holy…

Parts: 1, 2, 3, 4


“It’s so good to be back in Los Angeles!” Michael yelled into the warm L.A. air as everyone got off the plane. After the conversation you had with Calum, it only took you a couple more days to completely get over the bug you caught, much to Aurora and Calum’s relief. Since then you’ve been flying to the last couple of shows in the US, seeing that they were all a right after each other, it only made it easier on all of you.

“Have you ever been to Los Angeles, (Y/N)?” Aurora asked from here you held her on your hip. Since you got better, she almost never left your side, and recently neither had Calum.

“No, i’ve never been so this is going to be an adventure.” You smiled adjusting the bags you had on your other shoulder. You still only had your one suit case, but now it was second nature to carry ‘Rora’s with yours, which you didn’t mind. Until she started getting more things to take home at the end of tour, which was in a week or two, and it honestly scared you how close it was.

“Here, let me help you with that!” A familiar voice sounded from behind you, before you could protest, Calum came in and took both of your bags. “Im sure James and the rest of the security have told you how bad it gets, especially here in L.A.”

“I was told yes, which is why I was going to give the bags to one of the guards so they could put it with the rest of the luggage, but thank you.” You smiled walking ahead of the guys, starting to get ‘Rora distracted.

“You know she barely takes orders from James, much less from you right? The only one she listens to is Aurora” Ashton laughed as the rest of the group entered the airport.

“Yeah…” Calum chuckled adjusting his grip on your luggage along with ‘Rora’s.

“She has you wrapped around her finger mate.” Luke teased waving one his own. Calum would never admit it but, he was, he didn’t really know what it was about her, but he couldnt help but smile when she was around, or when she was with Aurora. He felt like (Y/N) was able to complete the picture that he and Aurora were able to start. The times she wasn’t able to help him tuck ‘Rora in bed because she had to do security detail with the rest of the guards, ‘Rora would ask him if (Y/N) was going to stay with them forever, like the way her Uncles are. He would tell her the truth that he wasn’t sure if she was going to be on tour with them forever, but that she was going to be in their lives no matter what.

“GRANDMA!?” Aurora’s voice took Calum out of the trance he was in, to see the his family, and the guys’ waiting for them. Everyone went towards their respected families as he jogged over to his own and to (Y/N).

“Mum?” He asked giving her a hug as she hugged ‘Rora.

“Didn’t expect us to be here did you?” His dad asked as he got ahold of his granddaughter.

“Seeing that there was a week between this leg and the last couple of shows in Oz, we thought we would pay you a visit.” His sister, Mali-Koa said bringing him in for a hug as he let go of his mom. “Oh, I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to be rude, i’m Calum’s sister, Mali-Koa, and you are…?” She asked seeing you stand off to the side awkwardly.

“Oh, um, I’m (Y/Full/N) I work as Security for the guys. Its finally nice to put some faces to the names Aurora talk about.” You said holding out your hand for a hand shake.

“Oh YOU’RE THE (Y/N), AURORA AND CALUM ARE ALWAYS TALKING ABOUT, ITS SO NICE TO FINALLY MEET YOU!” Mali gushed letting go of her brother to bring you in for a hug. You blushed at what she said, but gave her a hug nonetheless.

“Yeah! (Y/N), this is my Aunty Mali, and my Kuia, and Koroua!” Aurora said taking your hand before pointing at Mali-Koa, then Calum’s mom and dad.

“Kuia means grandmother and Koroua means grandfather in Maori.” Calum explained kneeling down to grab ‘Rora. “Since the family’s here why don’t we all go out to eat? Do you like the sound of that baby?” He asked looking at his daughter, a huge smile on his face.

“YES! (Y/N), are you coming along?” She asked clapping, suddenly all eyes were on you.

“Um, I think i’ll pass love. You haven’t seen your family in a long time, I don’t want to get in the middle of it.” You said softly grabbing your suit case from Calum.

“But you are family…” Aurora replied just as softly, before she wiggled her way out of her father’s grasp and hung onto you, making sure you didn’t leave. “Like Lilo and Stitch say, Ohana means family, and family means…”

“Nobody gets left behind or forgotten.” Calum finished taking back your suitcase.

“Come, join us for lunch, you can tell us the other side of the stories Calum and Aurora have told us. I’m Joy and this is my husband David by the way.” She introduced herself before bringing you in for a hug.

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idubbbz imagine part two

Ian breaks through his hazey dream with a sudden realization that he’s extremely warm, his eyes seek out the source of heat, finally landing on the source the events from the previous night flood back quickly. Your arm is over his chest, body pressed against his side, leg over his lap. you’re bundled in his clothes, and he finds your appearance appealing to say the least. Ian stretches a bit, and you stir beside him, Ian watches as your eyes flutter open… you look around the room calmly for a second, then at him. as all of the emotions, all of the memories, and all of the sensations gather up at once you catch a glimpse of the blue haze behind Ian. 9:45 am. you sit up instantly.

“oh God” you say stammering over Ian and off of the bed, you fall onto the floor and scan the ground for your clothes, theyre in a pile in the corner, soaked.

“fuck!” you yell, hands all over the desk, searching wildly for your keys, you remember setting them down at the door.

“what’s going on?” Ian asks, following you out, you hold up your keys.

“work” you say, running to the door.

“im uh, im late. i gotta go” you say, he looks surprised, and confused. you close the door. By the time you get home, change, and drive all the way to work youre an hour late, you offer to stay an extra hour after your shift technically ends, but your boss is lenient and amused that youre late. you are never late, you never let up on yourself either your boss notices how seriously you take your job. you’re pretty busy today, trying to make up for the hour you were gone, but your mind trails off every now and then, you cant help but be distracted by the images in your mind. The sensations are so fresh, the emotions are persistent on making your day a mess. you couldnt be too mad though, you were happy that everything panned out the way it did. the sudden burst of courage led you to a mesmerizing experience with someone important to you…

“excuse me?” you hear, distracted again, you try to push the thoughts from your mind, and focus on your work more. you push yourself and push yourself until you get a headrush. the lightheaded feeling hits you like a train and you find yourself outside on some picnic benches, staring at a tall cup of water and an apple. you cant think of eating anything else. you push through your work day and finally get to leave, you look out onto the familiar road and drive the way you do every day, back to your apartment. you throw your bag onto the couch, and plop down, taking a bit to relax.

“you home?” you hear at the door, you look up, Gwen stands there, smiling, holding a bag.

“i am” you say. “not sure if im alive though” you tell her.

“i have just the thing.” she says, walking in, kicking off her shoes as she shuts the door. Gwen moved in a while after you did, you became friends pretty quickly considering your track record with friends. you have alot in common, sense of humor, humbleness, style. Most importantly, the same taste in food. you watch as she pull sout two big bowls of take out mexican food.

“barbacoa with medium and pico de gallo” gwen hands you the food, taking out her own. your mouth is already watering just hearing those words.

“all I’ve had today is like a gallon of water, and an apple.” you say gwen shakes her head.

“thats not good for you” she says, gwen was gorgeous, curvy, long blonde hair, and the biggest blue green eyes youve ever seen. for some reason, she thinks your just as attractive.

“i didnt hear you come in last night” Gwen says, as she picks the remote up, and relaxes on the couch, everything from the previous night floods back to you.

“yea… i stayed over at Ians” you say quietly. you see gwen turn her entire body towards you, and sets the remote down without picking a show. you pick it up and click on some cooking show.

“really now?” Gwen says, you nod and shrug.

“no biggie right?” you say gwen laughs.

“come on, you’re frazzled, you’re telling me its just from work?” Gwen asks, you cant lie to her, and why should you? Gwen has always been accepting of you.

“we made out a little bit… i stopped it from going further, im not even sure he was into it. i dont know” you mutter out, you’ve been wanting to talk about it all day! now that you’ve got it out, the strenuous feeling in your chest is finally relaxing.

“wow! awesome good for you!” Gwen says “im sure he was into it how could he not be??” Gwen says, happy for you. you shrug.

“Ive known Ian since i was a pre-pubescent nightmare of a child… i dont see how he can see me in any other way” you tell gwen, the honestly of it hurts, putting it into words hurts a bit more.

“wel… how do you look at him?” Gwen asks, you blush instantly… Ian, he hasnt changed much, but at the same time… he has changed drastically.

“i… I’ve always preferred Ian. I feel like he’s changed alot, but at the same time, not at all he’s still the same Ian that would be nice to me when he came over to hang out with my brother… thats another thing, because I’ve known him so long it feels… corrupt” you admit. Gwen nods.

“well… i think maybe all it is… maybe you’ve changed” Gwen says, you look up, quizzical. Gwen nods.

“maybe its your perspective thats different now, you’re older, you see things differently.” Gwen says. you feel a bit selfish, you didnt even think about you being the obstacle. you sigh and nod, giving gwen a little smile. After you eat, and hang out for a while, gwen tell syou some stories about her and kevin, her boyfriend. after a while you both start to yawn, and decide you should turn in for the night. gwen went home, and you changed into your pajamas, staring at the clock in the dark. you sigh as it turns over to twelve thirty. he should be asleep now…you grab your phone and text Ian

“sorry i had to run this morning, had work, tough day talk soon?” you write, its pretty neutral, you set your phone on the nightstand and turn over, closing your eyes. your phone blares and you jump, the ringer is so loud! you scramble to grab it.

“h-hello?” you answer quickly.

“hey,  i was going to text you back but i am… messy. unboxing video, did i wake you?” Ian… you are suddenly shy, very shy.

“uh, no, not technically.” You answer, you hear a faucet turn on.

“liar, youre in bed arent you” he says, you huff a laugh.

“yes, but i wasnt sleeping” you say.

“what were you doing?” Ian asks, you stammer.

“well, i was texting you, i just-” you hear him laugh at your nervousness.

“alright alright, so i was thinking since you so rudely and abruptly deserted me, you could repay me by coming over tomorrow night with pizza” Ian suggests you feel your cheeks warm and know you’re blushing.

“are you going to be playing video games all night again” you ask trying to lighten the situation.

“no, it would be kind of rude to ignore you while we’re on a date” Ian responds. you feel your heart skip. you stammer to find words. ian gives off a chuckle.

“dont worry about the pizza, just be here around eight alright?” he says.

“uh… uh-huh” you manage. a little speechless.

“yea?” he asks, you clear your throat.

“youre not fucking with me are you?” you ask, wondering if its a cruel joke, you’ve always had a crush on Ian, so this just seems a little too good to be true.

“no, im not, honest. yea totally when you get here im just gonna be like “HA GOT EM!’ and some midgets are gonna come out and laugh at you… no, im not that much of an asshole.” Ian says, you laugh at the image and ian chuckles.

“alright go to bed now” Ian says, his way of saying goodbye.

“dont tell me what to do” you say.

“how dare you  question my authority” Ian says.

“i will kick your scrawny ass” you tease him

“scrawny! i am not scrawny! i just so happen to be a healthy adult thankyou very much” Ian defends himself.

“okay healthy adult, goodnight” you say, your voice softer now, soothing, sleepy.

“goodnight, ill see you tomorrow right?” Ian says, calmer as well.

“ill be there” you tell him. hearing the line click after a bit, you hang up and lay your phone on your pillow. you smile softly, happily as you fall asleep.

Everything youre choosing looks weird for some reason, the dresses are just, not you. too small, to bright, too…. too much. you sigh and fall back onto your bed.

“dont give up pessimist” Gwen coaches you. you look up at her and imagine a whistle hanging around her neck, a foam finger with your name and “#1 !!” written on it, a determined smile spread across her face.

“Im not a pessimist” you say, scooting up on the bed and relaxing, your hair is still wet from your shower. your second shower. gwen wanted to put make up on you but by the time she finished, you were horrified. you washed it all off. you sigh and try to think of the last time you were comfortable in a dress. probably the christmas party you were forced to go to, you wore a light blue dress with long sleeves, and you drank about six sweet peppermint drinks only to find out later, by the excessive vomiting, they had alcohol in them.

“thats it!” you say smiling, you dive head first into your closet and rummage through everything.

“i can wear a dress as long as it has sleeves! i have this nervous tick thing” you say to gwen

“ive seen you do it, you count to fives in your hand by squeezing your sleeves!” gwen says. you reach into your closet deeper and pull out a navy blue dress, its kind of short but it has sleeves that are perfect for tugging. you take off the uncomfortable dress and wiggle into the navy blue dress. looking in the mirror. it even fits perfectly. not too tight in the problem areas, and just perfect in all the right areas.

“you look great!” gwen says sitting on your bed. you grin, imagining her foam finger up in the air and her doing a touchdown dance.

you stare at the wood pattern in the door, the paint thats chipping off in the corner. youve been staring for a bit now, youve probably got the door memorized, but you cant find the courage to ring the door bell

“why ring the doorbell? when have you ever rung the doorbell?”  you remind yourself. you take a deep breath, and turn the knob, opening the door.

“hey, you ready?!” Ian is right there. you yelp and jump,hand to your chest. Ian laughs.

“jesus christ Ian! how long were you waiting there to scare me like that?!” you ask, he raises an eyebrow.

“i was just coming to the door to meet you outside, why? how long were you there?” he smiles, you blush.

“i just got here, of course” you say. looking up at him. hes dressed in one of his nicer shirts. a button up, and some nice jeans. you smile lightly.

“you look nice” you say he smiles.

“so do you, a dress huh?” Ian asks, looking at it, you blush.

“yea, i uh…” you stammer, great, you knew the dress was a bad idea.

“you look amazing” Ian says you look up in a flash, hes still looking down, you smile and Ian chuckles, closing the door behind him.

“were going out?” you ask.

“yea, we always get pizza. this is a date, it should be different right” Ian says, walking towards his car, you smile.

“yea i guess” you say, slightly nervous. you get in, and drive down into the city.

“im gonna date you so hard right now” Ian says, you giggle.

“you’re gonna be like ‘oh my god, i just go super dated man, im so dated. like how can i even be this dated wow thanks Ian for this awesome date” you laugh.

“knock it off youre gonna make my face all red” you say, Ian smiles feeling satisfied. you watch as he pulls in front of a small restaurant, and turns the car off.

“the mayflour?” you ask, Ian nods.

“You’ll like it” he promises, you get out and he rounds the car to meet you. the place is small, and dimly lit, the sun is setting outside making it even nicer inside. it looks warm and comfortable. theres no waiting line, or hostess to seat you. Ian leads you to a booth out of the way, and you sit across from him. All of the nerves come up and you try not to look him in the eye, looking around at the restaurant at the cute old timey stuff. Alot to do with baking, lost of old pictures.

“hey folks how ya doing” a woman approaches the table, shes wearing an apron, not a cheesy one, one that she actually uses.

“pretty well thanks” Ian says.

“alrighty great, can i start you off with some drinks?” she asks,

“sure, ill have a coke” Ian says, they both look at you, as you expected.

“ill have an ice water, please” you say she smiles and nods. handing you both a menu.

“ill be right back with that, and to take your order” she says smiling and walking off. you open the menu, but Ian takes it from you.

“trust me, theres only one thing youre going to want, and  after you have it its going to ruin everything else for you” Ian says, confidently, you smile and shrug.

“alright, but if your wrong youre gonna owe me big time.” you say Ian smiles and nods putting his hands up.

“alright, if im wrong, and you hate this specific item… you can… i dont know, paint me green entirely or something?” he offers, you laugh and nod.

“alright, deal” you say, with half a mind to say you hate it just to paint him green. the waitress gets back and you wait patiently for Ian to give up the secret.

“we will have two of your afternoon delight, please and thankyou” Ian says, the woman smiles.

“coming right up” she says. walking off, you smile and shake your head.

“all this secretive stuff is gonna make the disappointment even more disappointing yaknow” you say Ian rolls his eyes.

“you’re such a-” you cut him off

“pessimist?” you ask, he blinks and huffs a laugh.

“im not though, really” you say. wrapping your hand around the glass and looking at the ice, floating around inside the cup.

“i know youre not… just sometimes when it comes to yourself you can be… less that optimistic” Ian says, you glance up at him, who knew he was so observant… you smile.

“ i dont like surprises they give me anxiety” you tell him, he smiles and shrugs.

“guess youre gonna need some xanax then” Ian says, you both laugh and you feel yourself start to relax.

“you two are in luck, fresh out of the oven” you hear the waitress say, you smell it before you see it, sweet, buttery…? you look at the plate she sets in front fo the both of you. a large piece of blueberry pie with a scoop of ice cream on the side melting into the pie, the waitress sets a tall glass of milk by each of you.

“thankyou, so much” Ian says the waitress smiles and walks away. Ian gives you an i-told-you-so look.

“im allergic to blueberries” you say simply, and seriously,Ian pauses for a moment.

“no you arent!” he says, you smile.

“yes i am” you say giggling.

“Ive seen you eat blueberries you freaking liar” Ian says, you laugh and take a bite of the pie… Oh god… he was right… this is the best thing youve ever tasted! its sweet and flaky and delicious!

“huh?!” Ian says, taking a bite of his. you shrug and nod

“its alright” you say acting skeptical. Ian shrugs.

“alright then” he grabs your plate, you laugh and take it back, Ian laughs with you. you calm down and take another bite… mind trailing off.

“when did you see me eat blueberries?” you ask, a hell of a thing to remember.

“oh, oft, long time ago. i think… you had to be at least eleven?” he says. youre a bit surprised, that was quite a while ago.

“uh, your brother and i just got out of school so we were in the kitchen tearing it up looking for pizza rolls, and you were at the table arranging blueberries and pieces of strawberries one by one in rows, then eating them two at a time. two blueberries, two strawberries” Ian says, showing you on his plate by separating two blueberries and popping them into his mouth. you smile… its incredibly sweet that he would remember something like that, you feel your cheeks warm.

“you were borderline serial killer, it was really touch and go there for a while” Ian says, you laugh.

“shut up” you say smiling and blushing. “you know you keep saying things like that and someones going to believe you” you say, scooping a bit of ice cream into your spoon.

“what you dont think im serious?” Ian asks, you raise an eyebrow and give him a look. a look that says ‘i know you Ian’… Ian smiles and looks down at his plate.

“no, of course not… you always seem to know when im joking or when im lying dont you. honestly its one of the things i really like about you. It seems to be all i do anymore, joke around, be sarcastic, act stupid… but you know, when im not like that. you still like me when im not like that… right?” Ian asks, you blink, processing everything, a bit surprised.

“of course i do… i like just, spending time with you. even when youre droned out in your game world, it still seems to be fun somehow” you say Ian doesnt even smile, he seems transfixed on you, he looks away slowly, and you cant seem to rip your eyes away now. the drive back is a little quieter than the drive there, it seems as if the lighthearted tone of the evening has come to an end. Ian pulls up to his house and turns the car off.

“did you mean that?” he asks, you nod, tugging on your sleeves.

“thats really sweet of you” Ian says, you shrug.

“i dont know if its, anything of me, its just how i feel…” you say, trying to shoo it away.

“dont belittle it, its important… you’re important, to me. how you feel is important, i just want to know. i know youre afraid in a sense, but you dont have to be. we always told each other everything that embarrassed us” Ian sounded strange now, needful, he softly drug his thumb across the top of your hand, and you grasped it, holding onto his thumb. you take a deep breath and look at him.

“Ian carter, i have feelings for you, but if you make me profess them to your face every time i see you… ill die” you say, a smile creeps across his face and he chuckles shrugging.

“alright then” he says, the lighthearted feeling seems to be back. you lay your head in his lap while you both relax on the couch, you lit some candles while he was changing into more comfortable clothes.

“what about…. Hawaii” Ian asks, you scoff.

“too hot. i can barely stand L.A. I need to drink more water is all” you tell him, hes running his hand through your hair softly, mindlessly, but you know and youre loving it.

“okay… Idaho” Ian says, you laugh.

“whats even in Idaho?” you ask,

“potatoes” Ian offers, you laugh.

“how about Oregon?” you ask, ian seems to be contemplating it.

“the rain, the clouds, everything green all around you, i bet its gorgeous in autumn.” you say he huffs a laugh that moves your head.

“you seem like youve put alot of thought into this” Ian says, you shrug, moving against him.

“you dont think about where you’d like to end up, when everythings over?” you ask.

“like, when i die?” Ian asks, you shake your head.

“no… just when everything stops. when everything gets peaceful, and you get to relax and be happy. not just ‘oh things arent going wrong right now’ but happy, really happy” Ian looks down at you, admiring your face, the curve of your nose, the squint of your blink.

“thats a hard one” Ian says quietly. his eyes trail down from your face to your neck, he traces circles along your arm, and his eyes flit over your dress to your legs crossed. youre completely relaxed…you nod, and yawn a bit.

you lay down and tug at the blanket to cover you, watching as Ian lays down next to you. neither of you knew, but both of you kind of know what the other wants…. Ian leans in to kiss you, and you kiss him back softly. he leans into you, wrapping you into his arms. you feel the warmth start to build up and relax against him. you kiss him harder, with more meaning, a deep kiss. you break away first as the feeling that caught you off guard last time shoot forward.

“Ian…” a shaky breath escapes your lips, inches from his.

“yea…” he says, calming you you look up at his face in the dark, the only light coming from the white walls, and your eyes adjusting to the night. theres another feeling though, a feeling of need. not only that, you feel so much with Ian, so much for Ian. you feel safe, you feel comfortable, you feel cared for and you feel like you matter.. Ian makes you feel wanted, and secure, and you believe him when he says youre important to him because hes proved it for so long. you kiss Ian softly, and kiss down his cheek to his neck. Ian leans into your kiss softly and sighs, relaxing. your hands drift from his shoulders, to his sides, you tug a bit at his shirt but your still shy. Ian lets you pull it off, helps you get it all the way off, and kisses your neck as you feel his chest. you smooth your hands over his chest, and down to his sides, finally exploring the lower part of his belly. Ian breaks from your skin as you grip his pant-line. you nod your head softly, hair falling in your face. Ian rises a bit, and pulls his pants down, you feel your heart beat quicken as he lowers himself between your legs, he reaches up and gently pushes the hair from your face before kissing you sweetly. you feel him push forward and you let out a sharp breath. your back arches involuntarily and you soak in the feeling of him filling you. almost like an ache being relieved, the relief prolonged again and again with every thrust. you moan as he retracts, breath escaping you as he sinks back in, his lips land against yours and he kisses you deeply, pressing harder against you. Ians hand on your hip, and the other arm braced beside your head so he can kiss your lips, and drag his lips down to your neck. satisfying every inch of you.

“Ian… oh Ian…” you whimper, your eyes tightly shut, hands gripping his waist. you pull him into you again, and Ian moans into the curve of your neck. its a growl of a moan, it fuels your begging.

“please…. Ian… it.. it feels so good” you can barely manage the words as he drives into you again, and again, and again. you feel something building inside of you, as if every thrust from him into you, inflates a balloon more and more.  you dig your fingers into Ians skin, leaving scratches on his back, youre moving with him now unaware it was even happening.

“Ian… i… fuck..!” you groan, pulling him into you, Ian pushes hard and his mouth is at your throat again, flicking and nibbling. you feel the baloon explode, apparently it was filled with pure euphoria. wave after wave hits you, and you call out uncontrollably.

“Ian!!!” with each wave another sharp moan from you, another sharp cry, Ian feels you release and he calms to a stop. kissing you while you come down off the best high youve ever been on. whimpering with the sharp tiny waves of your orgasm. Ian searches the dark for your lips and kisses you through your whimpers, laying beside you and scooping you up, his harsh breathing matching yours. you feel so light, your skin feels electric and your lips are tingling with numbness. you let out a relieved sigh, youve never felt so satisfied before. Ian lays his head against yours, relaxing beside you.

“i…” you try to find words but you cant even express yourself, there are no words for this.

“yea, me too” Ian says, you turn and lay against his chest, very comfortable in his arms. you look down at his arm, hes really holding onto you, his veins are prominent, the way Ian is sculpted has never been so arousing as it is right at this moment. his naked body pressed against yours, after hes drove your body to its limit.  you start to breathe normally, and the high starts to thin out, though it never goes away.

“that was…” you begin “entirely too good…” you say Ian huffs a laugh against your hair, his eyes are closed.

“yea” he agrees, sounds like his sleepy voice starting to take over, a deeper voice. Ian traces circles over your arm, and slowly tugs at you, swiftly hes under you, and your lowering down onto him. an entirely new sensation. you brace yourself, hands gathered on his lower belly.

“fuck… a little warning next time maybe?” you say, eyes shut tight, trying to catch your breath while Ian laughs a bit.

“sorry…” he says, you open your eyes and look down at him, this position is uncomfortable, he can see you all up and down, youve got nowhere to hide.

“ive never…” you start but stop, you feel entirely to vulnerable.

“i figured” Ian admits. youd never been in this position before… youd never been in… any position before. but you werent sure if Ian had “figured” that as well. this was different though, after your massive orgasm you felt as if your muscles were being relaxed. Ian places his hands on your hips, guiding you, you move with every pull.he feels so much deeper now! before it had felt as if he was pushing you to your limit but theres so much more, you bite your lip.

“fuck…” Ian groans, you open your eyes, wondering if youre doing something wrong, but he looks as if hes in a trance. eyes dark and fixated on you. you realize that youre not the vulnerable one here, Ian is. you move your hips, grinding down into him he gives off a heated groan again, he looks as if he isnt in control anymore. you like it, you feel more confident now. you move more and more, grinding into him, sensations shooting through you, new ones, good ones. you cant help it anymore, you moan with every small movement you give. ian looks up at you, the way your sitting on him, arms in front pushing your breasts together, he can look at every bit of you now. the way you’re grinding is putting him in a frenzy, hes gripping you hard now, reaching up your side Ian throws his head back and you feel him push up into you.

“fuck!!!” he groans, you slow a bit, watching his face, feeling his grip. its a sharp pain, but its such a good pain. Ian groans, again, and again… draining himself. his hands soften against you, and his breathing gets harsh. your breathing is quicker too. it wasnt much work, but it was a new work out. you fall forward against his chest. he relaxes a bit, but his harsh breath doesnt stop.

“are you okay?” you whisper. somehow whispering seems right.

“perfect” he whispers back. you relax against him, and your eyelids feel too heavy, youre too comfortable not to fall asleep. soaking in Ians warmth, and soaking up all of the pleasure this night has brought you.

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anonymous asked:

so im kinda new, and i dont get it... what happened between Brendon and Ryan and why is Brendon butthurt??

WAH. 98GEP89RYG98SER9 THATS ONE OF MY FAVORITE TOPICS AND THE MORE SENSITIVE AS WELL.

Well, I dont wanna start talking about Ryden, BUT I WILL. You know that a lot of people (including me) ship Ryden like A LOT, and swear to god that they were hooking up (see, im not using the word love, i said hooking), but another part just afirm that Ryan Ross didnt love Brendon Urie as Brendon Urie loved him or started to falling in love for him. YAS. Well, I dont know if you are in to Ryden but  I will give you a WHOLE masterpost about it:
http://whisperdlullaby.livejournal.com/9051.html

(read it, like SERIOUSLY, its a lot of information).

A lot of people think Ryan was very confused about his life in the end of the A Fever Era and Keltie Colleen (his ex fiancee) was there too.

Well, well, butthurt stuff.

When you watch the Pretty. ODD. DVD you can see the music producer sayin that “one of the hardest parts was picking which part Brendon would sing and which Ryan would sing” then the camera cuts to their faces, they are not happy about it. Months after, P!ATD got split in two.

Some people of the fanbase just PICK a side, or you were going with Brendon Urie or with Ryan Ross. Well, Jon and Ryan get HELLA MAD because they thought Brendon and Spencer would change P!ATD’s name and start again with a new band like them, but well, they didnt because people knooow them. And well, the problem starts there.

They stopped talking for a longe time, when Brendon and Ryan acidentally met at a restaurant? I dont know, maybe a shopping, AND:

THIS PICTURE CAME OUT, SHANE VALDES TOOK IT. MY HEART EXPLODED AND I CRIED A LOT.

Well, after that, they keep saying that “oh, they are still friends blablablablabl a lot of shit” but then Brendon gave a interview for a radiostation saying that when they split, Brendon and Spencer where like “WELL, FUCK THOSE GUYS” but P!ATD still promoting The Young Veins new songs on their website. Welll… butthurt!

Then, Ryan and Jon started being hella aloof about P!ATD on twitter and interviews, Jon even said that Brendon and Spencer had no talent in a magazine interview, then, he apologized on the internet, saying that “they should keep going with their lifes and forget the past”.

When, The Young Veins didnt work out and time passed, Brendon said he had lunch with Ryan Ross and they were in the same events (but not talking or together) in pictures.

Last year Brendon gave an interview IN MY OPINION FULL OF BULLSHIT AND BUTTHURT STUFF, saying that “Ryan Ross didnt let him do stuff and be free, so he get very sad and thought he couldnt do stuff, and that now he could be free” look, im not saying Ryan Ross wasnt controlling P!ATD, because everyone knows he was the head of the band, writing the first two CDS almost all by himself, but Brendon was acting like his life was awful. And then, he said that “Ryan didnt let him sing and he got very upset about it because HE WAS THE LEAD SINGER AND IT WAS HIS JOB! HE WASNT DOING IT WELL?” I know, very childish of Brendon, because Ryan just wanted to sing some songs and parts and JUST IT, songs HE WROTE. How the fuck you get upset with someone who let you be the voice of his feelings and then ask you just to sing a few songs because its his feeling? LIKE, WHAT THE FUCK BRENDON.

Well, now we are here. We dont know if they talk, some people say that Ryan Ross want to do something, like a song with P!ATD while P!ATD keep struggling to find a regular guitarist since Ryan Ross left. 

AH, we cANT forget that Brendon Urie used to cry on the verse “but melt your headaches and call it home” because Ryan told him to give A LOT of attention to this part, like Brendon wrote it.

And he cried, since Ryan left.

He also wrote “Hurricane” for Ryan and, according to the fanbase, almost every Vices & Virtues song.

I think they miss being a parte of a thing, (im not saying like a couple, but brendon also came out as bisexual last year), but, doing music and not in this limbo of butthurt stuff.

I love them a lot, Im rooting for them… A LOT.

AND IF PEOPLE IN THIS FUCKING FANBASE KEEP TALKING SHIT ABOUT RYAN ROSS I SWEAR TO GOD I WILL RIP YOUR LUNGS OFF AND YOU ARENT GOING TO SING SONGS ANYMORE BECAUSE RYAN ROSS IS A GOOD PERSON WHO FOUGHT FUCKING A LOT FOR HIS DREAMS (JUST LIKE THE REST OF THE BAND) AND MADE PETE WENTZ PICK THEM AND WORKED HARD WITH THE REST OF THE BAND TO MAKE A NAME FOR THEM AND DUMPED COLLEGE AND STUFF AND JUST FUCKING FOUGHT FOR IT AND IM VERY PROUD, HE IS A GREAT MAN.

ALSO, IF PEOPLE THINK HE IS “THE BAD GUY” JUST THINK ABOUT HIS LIVEJOURNAL WHEN HE WAS FUCKING SAD BECAUSE HE BOUGHT A GIFT FOR HIS MOM AND SAID HE WAS SURE THAT “IT WAS GOING TO TURN INTO A PILE OF DUST” BECAUSE SHE DOESNT GIVE TWO SHITS ABOUT HIM. HE IS A PERSON, HE GETS SAD, LEAVE HIM THE FUCK ALONE OR I WILL KILL YOU BECAUSE HE IS A GOOD PERSON. HE INVITED FANS TO THE BAR AS A MEET AND GREET AFTER THE YOUNG VEINS SHOWS AND

WHOA HE SAID IN A INTERVIEW WITH PANIC! THAT HE GOT SAD WHEN THE FANS CREW GOT BIG AND HE COULDNT SIGN STUFF FOR EVERYBODY EVEN IF HE WAS THERE TWO HOURS AFTER THE SHOW.

IM SORRY FOR MY ENGLISH AND THANK YOU FOR YOUR TIME

Regarding Chris “Kirbopher” Niosi

This post has been ten years coming.

Now, let me preface this by saying that I know for a fact that very few people like Kirbopher, but because of the state of the animation and voiceover industries, no one has the courage to say it without looking like a drama stirrer. I have no attachment to any industry, although I used to date an animator/storyboarder. Every time the conversation of Kirb being an awful, disgusting person comes up online, several people chime in and a friend of mine and I have gotten followers because of it. Hell, I even hung out with Egoraptor and his friends, and we spent hours that night dragging Kirb for all he’s worth.

And yeah, haha, Kirb’s bad, funny joke, but no, it’s not just his art quality that’s (subjectively) not very great. Kirb is one of the most selfish, abusive people I have ever met. He is part of why I have no memory of the year 2011. This isn’t going to take the traditional form of a “callout” post, rather, I will be dissecting two chat logs and an email sent to me by him.

Some background: I met Kirbopher through Bryon “Psyguy” Beaubien, who I have called out previously, alongside their mutual friend CrikeyDave. I have also called out Kirb’s ex, Liz Losey. Here is the post, I recommend reading it for further context, as I remember her abuse very well, on top of Kirb’s part in it. I understand if you stop believing me at this point, but please understand that SuperPsyguy’s whole group of friends were either abusers or abuse victims. Kirb stayed for the longest out of all of them. Guess which one he was?

Anyway, I will explain the story through these logs. Thank you for listening.

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