im sorry but i need this

hey pals. so i dont wanna be one of these people but i have to be rn. i got in a really bad accident on friday (i have pics if you dont believe me) and all of my money is gone because of towing and etc. i only have about $300 in my account but need $700 just to pay for both rent and tuition within the next few days. i am so stressed i can barely sleep. if any of you have like $10 to spare, it would be fantastic if you could send it to my paypal kaitlinrad@gmail.com. thank you all so much <3 <3

anonymous asked:

Hiya! Can I get a drabble(or whatever format you want to do :) ) for Soldier 76 comforting a reader who thinks they're a bad person? •~• Sorry for any hassle :D Thanks! :)

It’s no hassle sweetie, I love this character I’m trash

Also this inspiration totally did not come from the fact I had to break down a door today


You had ignored the knocking at the door for at least three minutes now. Soldier 76 was nothing if not persistent anyway. But you figured even he would have to give up at some point. No such luck. You nearly jumped out of your skin as the door was forced open and he stepped inside.

“What the hell?!” you exclaimed, sitting uptight in the bed and staring at him in disbelief.

“You didn’t answer the door. I got worried,” he explained.

“So just breaking in my door seemed a good idea?”

“Should have answered it. Now care to explain why you’ve locked yourself in here all day?”

You opened your mouth to respond but quickly closed it. You didn’t want to burden him with your thoughts. Instead you pulled your knees to your chest and sat in silence for a moment, contemplating how to reply.

“I just want to be alone, is that alright?” you sighed, looking away from him, silently pleading for him to leave.

“No, it isn’t. And neither are you.”

You heard his heavy footsteps approach before the bed dipped from his added weight. Your jaw clenched and you prayed your aura would drive him away. But his stubbornness prevailed. You yelped as his strong hands grabbed your hips and pulled you against him. His arm draped over your shoulder to hold you tight against him and stop you squirming away.

“Soldier please,” you whined, “I don’t want your attention. I don’t want your sympathy. I…I don’t deserve it. I don’t deserve you.”

You felt him stiffen at that.

“You’re joking, right?” he grunted.

“No. I’m not. I’m a terrible person. I’m a piece of shit and how you can stand me or why you associate with me, I will never know-“

He cut you off by grabbing your face and slamming his lips against yours. You hadn’t even realised that he had removed his mask. Your surprise eventually eased and you found yourself giving in to the kiss. You were eventually forced to break the kiss as you became lightheaded, thanks to both him and the lack of oxygen.

“You are not a terrible person,” he assured you, resting his forehead against yours. “You’re amazing. And I wish you could see yourself through this old dog’s eyes. I don’t just tolerate you, I love you, (Y/N). You’re a good person. Probably the greatest I know. Don’t you dare think of yourself as any less, that’s an order soldier.”

You wrapped your arms around him and buried your face into his neck, breathing in the scent of pulse munition, cologne, and that signature leather jacket.

“Now I’m really glad you broke down my door,” you whispered, feeling tears of joy well up in your eyes.

“Yeah…I’ll fix that,” he chuckled, sliding his arms around you and pulling you into a tight embrace.

Deserted

I REALLY JUST NEEDED TO WRITE A SHORT FIC ABOUT THE LAPIDOT IN THE SDCC TRAILER

(there’s obviously gonna be some angst in this one)

“Earth is our home now! Isn’t it worth fighting for?”

Lapis overhears Peridot’s lax and arduous voice, slowly turning back to glance at her and takes the apprehensive expression off of her face. Her pupils enlarge quickly to some extent and takes a moment to grasp the petite gem’s proposal. She perceives Peridot, staring directly and heartfelt at her with an affectionate smile, along with her small hand conveyed as she waited for a response to her most amorous partner.

“Please, don’t do this…” she whimpers in her head. A deep sigh was heard the more she stood.  

As much as she wanted to leave, she was brusquely struck with a suffocating decision. Clasp Peridot’s hand and partake the revolt with her, or fly away and avoid the uprising, leaving her closest partner in earth and the Crystal Gems in the course. The blue gem’s fist shudders while trying to solve this dilemma, and an anxious look comes back to her again and shuts her eyes heavily. She only had a second to decide before she could suffer any longer.

…. …..

 “Forgive me, Peridot…”

 …. ….

 ….

Without hesitating, she faces away from the green gem and quickly disregards her. She ascends awfully high with her water wings and soars while still trying not to look back. But just after taking off, a tear drop leaks out of her eye and weeps soundlessly in the firmament. Even though Peridot will probably never hear her, she still murmurs her feelings as she flies away.

 

“I’m so sorry…”

 

“I really don’t want to leave you…”

 

“I can’t and won’t do it. But don’t worry about me.”

 

“I love you Peridot…”

The grin on Peridot’s face disappears solemnly as she watches the blue gem fly aloft in extreme doubt. Her hand was still brought up, only now she was reaching for her twice as much than before.

“Lapis…?” she says disbelieved. Her heart and gem slowly felt like cracking, trying to clench the fact that she was vetoed and abandoned. Something that she thought would never happen. Soon, she felt her body collapsing and crashes on her knees.           Lapis is gone now, she couldn’t be certain of it.

“She…She left us…She left me…” The green gem sniffles but tries to force herself to stop sobbing. In the end, she fails to, and her tear drops slowly plunge to the ground.

“But…Lapis, you wouldn’t…” she laments stridently. Peridot stops looking up at the sky and now down the surface. She never had to whimper about denial before, and more tears fall out of her visors the more she thought about Lapis. Was that the last time she was going to see her? It couldn’t be. She didn’t want it to be. She thought they were going to stay together no matter what. But whatever the gem war did to her, it gave her something Peri couldn’t heal. And comforting her until she felt better was what she wanted more than anything.

Her tears were finally wiped away. “It’s fine…it’s not like this is the first time something like this has happened…” The green gem looks up at the sky again and reminisces the blue gem. Lapis had flown far enough to be out of sight. She officially left the barn.

“Be safe out there, Lapis.” Peridot laments. “Please come back when this is all over…”

“I love you, Lapis.”

I apologize for not being online lately.

To basically sum up why I’ve been gone,  Chester Bennington’s suicide, along with things that have happened at home, has really hit me hard and I haven’t felt really well lately so I’ve been staying off here trying to get in a better headspace. I feel like I am a little better now, and I have a duty to keep this blog updated, so I will get things done tonight, maybe a starter call too.

I’m sorry guys.

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– but Mint Eye Yoosung tho ((mmmMMm how r u gonna smooth all that edge))

SPOILERS!!! [sort of] gr8 now i wanna draw mint eye rfa Flipped!AU zzz ((basically the only good people are saeran and rika ++ MC idk AAAAAAAA))

sorry ive been a bit inactive bc of work but hhh here’s some quick sketches sjkdfhdk O<-<

its 3:30am and I just woke up in a cold sweat because I realized noragami’s plot is literally a joke.

hiyori’s name is one syllable away from hiyoko, the japanese word for chick, i.e. a baby chicken. she becomes a half ayakashi and is then able to see beings from both the normal world and the far shore, as well as astral project herself and travel to places of the far shore that normal humans can’t. she gains the latter ability after running across the street to push yato out of the way of oncoming traffic.

noragami’s plot is literally: why did the chicken cross the road? to get to the other side.

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My favorite scene from “With Good Intentions” by @anirrahn PLEASE go read and give many kudos and comments on it! :))

(Sorry if its hard to see some of the panels, there is NO way I’d post each one individually lol)

  • me: *stumbles upon something i kno w will trigger a moodswing or will cause me to split*
  • me: *checks it out anyway*
  • me, once ive been triggered: oh no ://// im so sad ://// why do i always feel like this ://// im so miserable :///
  • me, the next day: *stumbles upon something i kno w wi-

Hey, everyone
Something recently happened that has put me and my family at the bottom of shit creek, financially. I cannot go into detail, as the safety of people involved is at stake. I hope everyone can understand. I am scared to death. My family has to come up with over 40k before next monday. Not 4k, but 40k. I had no knowledge of what was going on that caused this until just earlier, but I will be dramatically impacted by repercussions and will lose my home, belongings, and cats. If anyone can spare any amount of money, I would be forever grateful. Any amount, whether it be $1 or higher, is help. My paypal is claudeh8888@gmail.com