9:12 p.m. “Kenji is my only coworker besides Jiro. Well, that would change if Fumi gets the job. He’s only in his first year of high school and here he is working. I admire that… Jiro is the shop owner. He’s in his late 30′s and he’s been taking care of this shop for a little over a decade. He’s like a second father to me and Kenji. I guess you could say he’s cool too.”
(TRANSPARENT BACKGROUND) I upgraded my drawing program and wanted to play around with the new brushes, so I drew these two one more time.
What was suppose to be a doodle, wound up being a 4-hour long project. Oh well. :D
Mi corazón estaba tan roto, que no quería que nadie más entrara en mi vida. Me habían lastimado tanto, que cuando nos conocimos por casualidad, ni si quiera era capaz de hablarte por si tú también te cansabas de escuchar mis problemas. Nunca sabía qué decir por si de nuevo lastimaba a alguien, por si mis temas de conversación te parecerían monótonos o aburridos. No sólo era un manojo de inseguridades y complejos, si no que cargaba en la espalda el creerme insuficiente.
Me avergonzaba cuando decías que te gustaba alguna parte de mí, en la cuál nunca antes me había fijado. No podía evitar que mis mejillas se enrojecieran cuando te miraba y encontraba tus ojos sobre mi cuerpo, contemplándolo en silencio. Como si quisieras adentrarte en mi piel, navegar entre mis lunares y atracar en el puerto de mis caderas. Como si yo fuese una obra a la que admirar, a la que contemplar desde cerca. Te preguntaba qué ocurría y tú simplemente te reías, mirando hacía otra parte y acariciando algunos mechones de mi pelo. Tu tacto se sentía familiar, el roce de tus dedos siempre me sabía a poco, y tal vez en una de esas caricias, algo dentro de mí se volvió a encender.
Tu olor me embriagaba hasta tal punto de olvidarme de la hora de regreso a casa, de no querer volver si no era a tu cama. Deseaba recordarlo para cuando no estuvieras a mi lado, para quedarme dormida cuando me doliera tu ausencia y hubiera demasiada distancia como para poder abrazarte.
king george does the turn off your cellphones announcement right before it starts and he says “enjoy MY show” lmfao
i was already tearing up during alexander hamilton rip
in the beginning laurens and hercules are v loud and usually drunk there are multiple instances of it in aaron burr, sir, the story of tonight, satisfied, and the story of tonight reprise and they always made the audience laugh
in my shot laurens turns to hamilton and says “you and i do or die” more privately and quietly to him alone and then turns back and continues
peggy is actually reluctant in the schuyler sisters and tries to stop angelica before being quite literally dragged across the stage when she sings “and peggy”
when everyone exits in the story of tonight hamilton and laurens leave with their arms around each other :’)
in farmer refuted the squad is standing off to the side listening to samuel seabury and hercules and lafayette nudge and push hamilton forward while giggling to themselves until he finally challenges seabury
during you’ll be back king george jerks his shoulders up and down in time with his da da da das he looked absolutely ridiculous it was so funny
in helpless after hamilton gets eliza’s father’s blessing he looks to eliza and does this ridiculous little celebratory dance but then mr schuyler looks back over at him and he makes a show of composing himself
also in helpless washington was the one who helped hamilton get ready for the wedding and he fixed up his coat it was such a nice moment :’)
yo satisfied literally changed my fucking life ok bc obv renee is SO TALENTED WOW and bc the choreography was so cool man they did actually rewind everything somehow so it was the scene at the beginning of helpless im not entirely sure how they pulled it off tbh
in the story of tonight reprise the squad sways/thrusts their hips crudely while they tease hamilton for getting married it’s so fucking funny
wait for it is life changing. that is all
history has its eyes on you blew me away i love chris so much
yorktown is INSANE so many things are happening at once and the lights go crazy and the ensemble dance breakdown is just incredible
at the end of what comes next king george held out his hands expectantly then huffed and stomped off stage when no one started clapping immediately honestly all of his appearances were 10/10
oh my god dear theodosia was too much for me because it’s just burr and hamilton alone on stage singing tenderly to their newborn children
eliza walks in and delivers the news about laurens’ death (it’s not in the soundtrack) and hamilton’s demeanor changes immediately and after about a minute of grim silence he says “i have so much work to do” and exits and during this entire thing laurens stands off to the side surrounded by blue light and quietly and sadly sings the beginning lines of the story of tonight i damn near started bawling y’all
in non stop burr and hamilton are at a trial and burr gets v exasperated as hamilton delivers the long winded opening statement and after burr says “that’s all you had to say” hamilton looks like he’s going to stop but then in a typical hamilton fashion he darts back to keep talking when he says “one more thing–”
i especially loved nonstop bc the blending of the different character harmonies being sung all at once is phenomenal and outstanding i was completely blown away
in what’d i miss jefferson was encouraging the crowd’s applause and cheers and cupped his hand by his ear and leaned forward to hype the crowd up and it made everyone go even crazier it was so great
after jefferson finishes his argument in cabinet battle #1 he drops the mic and madison’s hand is waiting underneath to catch it lmaooooo
eliza beatboxes during philip’s rap/poem in take a break and philip’s voice breaks really badly so it ended up sounding like “you can write rhymes but you can’t write MINE” and that’s why hamilton says “WHAT”
also hamilton declines the invitation to the schuyler vacation and angelica starts after him to talk some sense into him but eliza stops her and shakes her head and they leave arm in arm they don’t even KNOW
maria wore a red dress with red lipstick in say no to this and i got chills bc jasmine is so talented and i am very gay that’s all i have to say
ok i lied towards the end of say no to this maria to sits on hamilton’s lap and places one of his hands on her stomach and the other on her chest i was vvv side eye emoji
i also got chills during room where it happens and one last time and literally every song ngl i’m trash
jefferson literally sniffs hamilton and makes a disgusted face when he says hamilton “smells like new money” in cabinet battle #2
king george comes back in i know him as the others are exiting and he flinches away in disgust if any of them got close to him it’s hysterical and then he jumps around as he excitedly anticipates being able to see adams crash and burn as president
KING GEORGE ALSO GOT BURR TO BREAK CHARACTER!!! burr laughed as he sang the beginning of the adams administration because george was making exaggerated gestures from where he set up a stool on the end of the stage to watch adams’ disastrous presidency i feel so #blessed
oh my god and then when hamilton calls john adams a “FAT MOTHERF–” in his iconic drag he drops a stack of books off the balcony so the thud censors the rest of it as the red strobe lights flashed it’s so extra i love it
in we know jefferson’s “whaaaaat” is pure giddiness and he rushes over to snatch james reynolds’ letter out of burr’s hands to read for himself he’s such an asshole
hurricane is AWESOME ok it’s one of my faves the lights were dimmed and hamilton is alone on stage singing and then maria gives hamilton the quill i was like bro…… that’s some poetic shit………
lord the reynolds pamphlet was crazy everyone was moving around and making it rain and then king george came down the stairs and smugly pranced across the stage while hamilton is trying to plead with everyone that at least he was honest about the money
burn was so fucking sad and it didn’t help that eliza was on her knees for half of it just lay me to rest y’all
JESUS and then after philip’s death in stay alive reprise eliza wails mournfully as she sobs over his body it’s the saddest thing i’ve ever heard i felt like i was hit by a train
sjdfnskfnksfj nothing will ever prepare you for seeing it’s quiet uptown live it’s a beautifully sad number bc hamilton and eliza are standing center stage while people move in slow motion in dim blue light around them but eliza stares straight ahead while hamilton begs for forgiveness until she finally reaches for his arm and rests her head on his shoulder and says “it’s quiet uptown”
burr actually runs around grinning as he eavesdrops on all the peoples’ views of him and he even fist pumps a bit in the election of 1800
your obedient servant was so funny bc there was only one desk and burr wrote one letter to hamilton and after a dancer delivered it burr and hamilton switched places at the desk and hamilton handed off letter after letter to be delivered to burr and burr just looked so done
god the choreography in the world was wide enough was a++++ because burr fires the gun and a dancer shows the motion of the bullet by acting as if she was holding it and moved it closer to hamilton and then everything slows down as hamilton has his moment of reflection and he actually runs away when he notices how close the bullet is getting at one point but then he finally decides to accept his fate and doesn’t move as the bullet comes rushing towards him when time resumes normal speed
towards the end of who lives, who dies, who tells your story eliza and alexander face each other and hold hands but then hamilton steps back and eliza turns to the audience and at the veeeeery last moment she holds her hands out and gasps and smiles as if she sees him on the ~other side~ after decades of being apart and she’s ready to go be with him forever and then the lights cut to black and it ends i stood up immediately and clapped with goddamn tears in my eyes
TL;DR there are a lot of little quirks in hamilton that make it a wonderful live experience and basically however you imagine the show it’s 100000x better trust me
rules: reimagine your founder (or a sim you made as an adult) as a teen! maybe even on prom night?
For this tag, we have my dearest Amara, a sim for a story im writing (which I haven’t updated in over a month). I won’t reveal too much about teen Amara because she’ll actually make an appearance in my story at some point. But, for the sake of this tag, i’ll throw in a few things.
As a teen, I would say that Amara was sort of dependent on others in the sense that she would make decisions based on the opinions of others. For example, most of Amara’s fashion choices were heavily influenced by her ‘friends’ opinions, like trading in her ‘dorky’ glasses for contacts. She’s grown out of this for the most part, but when faced with difficult or important choices to make, she’ll still tend to lean on others a little.
I can’t stop thinking about how the trailer was more literal then we originally thought. Like it’s set up to tell you exactly what’s going to happen but you have to piece it together with the clips. Like:
Evak. In the trailer, Even is bleeding and hurt and Isak is there for him, providing unyielding support and love. So far in the clips, we don’t see Even hurt (thankfully) but the boys have moved in together and we get to see Isak completely open in his affection and adoration for Even.
Social Media. In the trailer, Even gets hit by Chris’ phone on her selfie stick. I saw a post here explain that it could mean Even being hurt by social media. That blew my mind! Especially when I recently saw another post mentioning one of Vildes text from season 3. Even apparently wrote things on the school facebook. So definitely him being hurt by that. But in relation to Season 4 and the recent clips we have two interesting things:
The Balloon Squad’s Youtube page (lets not forget Mikael’s love for filming)
And in the trailer, Chris and Eva are attempting a selfie before Eva falls and the selfie stick hits Even. I find nothing a coincidence on skam so I thought it was interesting that the jacket Chris is wearing in the trailer, she’s wearing in her recent IG post with…Eva.
Eva and Chris being Party Girls. In the trailer, Chris is happily getting ready to take a selfie with Eva who is also happily walking towards her, drink in hand. I’m not sure if there is any more depth to this but it’s clear in the trailer that the girls are closer. In the clips we don’t really see that but in the group chat and said IG photo above, they both seem to be on the same page about drinking and partying and generally being a little wild.
Vilde in Contrast. This I only really noticed after today’s gym clip. In the trailer, Vilde looks absolutely fabulous. That is to say, she is dressed to the nines. Her hair perfectly done as well as her make up being full on, even fake lashes. She has a perfect pink party dress and pearls. (which i know people are saying symbolize purity. I don’t negate that at all! but i also think it means sophistication. pearls are also associated with wealth and class) She seems angry or annoyed in the trailer as well. (though that could just be noora falling on her) In the clips though, shes been happy and vibrant, more calm then we are used to seeing and has a very relaxed look. I don’t think we’ve seen her with make up on at all and her hair was gloriously messy in its waves today. She also has nice comfy clothes like jeans and sweaters. I’m curious what this contrast means, is she pretending to be something shes not? and if so which version is he fake one?
“It will always be me and William.” In the trailer Noora is wearing her sensible standard Noora outfit in sensible shoes but as she pulls away from Vilde we see absolutely shock on her face and happiness at seeing Vilde. I’m not saying lesbians (i am) but I think Noora gets herself in a situation she didn’t see coming and somehow gets Vilde involved with it. In the clips, it does look like the two girls will be linked together, as Vilde has made it her mission to hook Noora up with someone so she isn’t moping around. (the moping we have also seen in the clips). Also that line she says at the end of clip 1, that it will always be her and William? It feels vaguely threatening. It would not be so tense a phrase if it weren’t for the tea whistle in the background giving the scene a sense of urgency and the sharp cut ending of the clip. Possibly, Noora does something rash and ends up needing Vilde’s support. (unhappy support)
Don’t Let Me Be Misunderstood. Coming up on the end of the trailer, We see that Sana tripped Noora after seeing her coming that way. We also see Sana slowly smirk while looking into the camera. She’s our Main so clearly we see her setting off the chain of events in the trailer. What I found interesting though is that before we see her stick her foot out, we see Noora coming forward and essentially ignoring Sana, not even glancing at her as she goes to greet Vilde. In the clips, we have already seen that Sana feels alone even with her friends, who have been ignoring her without really realizing. We also know that it’s Vilde’s idea to hook Noora up with one of the boys from Balloon Squad. That could lead to some jealousy i think. Her smirk I think is just her signature look and what is more important to note is that in the trailer as well as in the clips, it seems like a facade? Like shes protecting herself. What ever the case, She sets things in motion I believe unintentionally and will likely get blamed for it.
Those are my thoughts so far, I’m curious to hear theories from everyone!
omfgo like. i went to a 4/20 party yda and got talking to the prettiest babe and she shared a lot of hair tips with me but we didn’t talk for long cuz i had the munchies and left to get pizza
turns out we didn’t even get each other’s names/numbers but somehow?? she??? sent me a fb request???? like,,,,how the shit did she find me???????? was i the victim of light-stalking,,,,is she like,,,,,,,,interested??????