im so upset don't look at me

so i follow/am mutuals with alot of fakes

lmao if ur a louie/ot4 stan who dOESNT HATE the other boys, freddie, their families + significant others, then follow me on @donnylilshit !!!! im! so! over! the! bullshit! I! see! from! y'all!

honestly i die a little seeing liam so ://// because let me tell u about liam payne, he’s got the most dazzling, comforting smile and presence, and it’s so unike him?! :( he looks so outside of himself and it makes me sad!!!! like what’s wrong?????? wHO HURT HIM

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“sometimes i just remember that time i read a post where someone was…”

CRASHES THROUGH YOUR WINDOW I KNOW THAT EXACT POST HOLY FUCKING SHIT IM SO UPSET ABOUT THIS DONT REMIND ME OF THIS MONSTROSITY

I’M STILL SO CONFUSED AND UPSET WHY THE HELL WOULD ANYONE SEE FUCKING JOSUKE AND THINK “OH YEAH, THAT’S DIO’S SON” I’M??????? WHAT THE FUCK?? HAVE YOU SEEN A PICTURE OF JOSUKE AND YOUNG JOSEPH TOGETHER? HAVE YOU…. WATCHED PART 4? DO YOU KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT ANYONE???? AND THEY CALLED GIORNO “GIANNI” OR SOME SHIT AND I WAS LIKE “HAVE YOU…… DO YOU KNOW ANYTHING

new rule y’all, please do not come into my ask to tell me that so and so said this awful thing about you ESPECIALLY on anon. I appreciate the sentiment and I appreciate you guys looking out for me but at this point my anxiety is so bad it’s only gonna make me freak out. 

anonymous asked:

Im the anon who asked you about the chiaki mukuro naegi hajime thing and im sorry if i upseted you hope you forgive me

Where do I even begin, anon. 

“if i upseted you”? I think I made it pretty clear that I AM pissed AF but sure I’ll give you the benefit of the doubt that your first language isn’t english and you just accidentally worded wrong what you wanted to say. 

Look, if you want me to forgive you at least be sincere about it. You’re not even saying what EXACTLY you’re apologizing for. Or at least apologize off-anon (I won’t post it, I may be pissed but I’m not cruel). So either you acknowledge what you did wrong or apologize personally (maybe both) then I can seriously forgive you. Honestly, I’m trying not to be ticked over a half ass apology but I don’t want to blow up any more than I already have.

I Love You

There’s a lot of hate in the world right now. There always has been, but it seems to be running rampant right now, and I can’t tell if that’s because more people are paying attention to the news and more things are being reported or if it’s just a really terrible time for a lot of people right now. But either way, there are a lot of people that have to live with and are affected by this hate, and to you I want to say that I’m sorry and I love you.

Sorry’s don’t help, I know. “Keeping you in my thoughts” won’t help you deal with the loss of a loved one or the fear of being targeted because of your appearance. I’m not the easiest person to talk to, and I doubt there’s anything I’d be able to say to make you feel better if you did try to talk to me, but I’m here for you if you need me.

You’re strong. You’re beautiful/handsome/amazing. You matter. You can’t stop terrible people from doing terrible things, you may fear for your life based on decisions your government makes, and you may even have to fear celebrating with friends/family/your country because one person could decide to ruin it. But you can’t let that fear control you; you deserve all the happiness in the world and you shouldn’t let anyone keep you from achieving that. But please, stay safe, protect the people you love, and don’t let anyone tell you that you aren’t worthy of the things you deserve, whether that be happiness, compassion, love, or respect.

I love you all~

anonymous asked:

so I saw that you said Dwyer's character was ruined in the localization, so you mind me asking how? I don't know enough about his original character in the japanese version to see any difference, but now I'm super curious

OH MAN I WAS LEGIT JUST GONNA MAKE A POST ABOUT THIS BC TBH IM RLY UPSET………………

Ok so basically, a huge theme of this game’s character designs is that the characters don’t exactly match up to how their designs are.

Dwyer has an L like look to him making him look a little manic and messy and just like he doesn’t take care of himself in general.

Jakob and the players believe this to believe that this is because he is lazy and a bad steward. We’re led to believe that the reason he’s a healer is because he can’t fight because he’s too lazy to train.

In reality, Dwyer is a better butler than Jakob. Even though his appearance is shabbier than his Father’s, he’s very courteous, polite, and charismatic, and is an extremely competent as a butler because he’s always wanted to be a butler because that’s what his dad is. And - he actually does train. He’s extremely adept at hand to hand combat. 

Yeah, the mansion is in is dilapidated, but it’s implied to be because of the intruders laying siege to it, possibly for days, rather than fault of his own.

He even admits he isn’t particularly lazy. When he says that, Jakob asks him why he wasn’t fighting, and he tells him that taking care of others is his job, and it isn’t good to abandon your job. He’s dutiful to a fault.

BUT THE LOCALIZATION…………..

Dwyer in the localization is legitimately lazy. He only wants to become a butler (for some unknown reason) after Jakob and company save him. When he defeats the enemy at the end, it isn’t a result of carefully trained martial arts, but because of….. whatever the fuck SLAPPYFACE is supposed to be.

And even more infuriatingly, his reason for not fighting isn’t because it’s his job to care for others…… He says it’s because it’s others’ job to defend him, and he wouldnt want to deprive them of their job.

Honestly it reads like someone on the translation team incorrectly attributed actions and subjects at that part, and reversed the entire meaning and then revised the paralogue to that.

You can read the original here.

anonymous asked:

"Don't look at me like that" with Niall please and thanks.

its short and kinda bad but im feeling alot of things rn because of this town adn im so upset and happy and in love and im just so rn so i mean enjoy im sorry if its kinda sucky but i mean oops if you listen to this town while reading it itll make it better

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do you at least have a target of opportunity?

First Heartbreak

Masterlist

“But something in me’s changin, guess you did something to me”

No…. Wait…. hold on… don’t… leT ME JUST… GOD DAMMIT”

Throwing your controller next to you in defeat, you let out a frustrated groan while Calum started to laugh uncontrollably.

Dropping your face down onto the bed, you refused to meet his cocky stare. Instead, you chose to wrap your arms around your head, completely blocking him out.

Oh come on, don’t be a sore loser”

Feeling him poke your arm repeatedly, you quickly swatted his hand away before moving it back to its original position.

Im not being a sore loser,” you stubbornly answered in a muffled voice.

In return he took a while to respond, too busy chuckling.

Then lets play another round if you’re not being a spoilsport”

Grunting, you buried your face further into the covers, completely ignoring his pleas.

Over the past hour you both had played many rounds of Mortal Combat, all during which he absolutely kicked your ass, never once showing any mercy.

Come oooon, don’t leave me hanging!”

You felt the weight of the bed shift as he moved onto his knees, lightly pushing down on your back a few times.

No! Go away!”

Quiet, you didn’t feel the bed moving anymore, nor heard a single sound coming from him.

Confused, you slowly lifted your head from your arms, searching.

Looking back over your shoulder, you met his eyes, noticing they were filled with absolute mischief.

Ill give you one more chance to start playing again… or else”

Making a face, you rolled over onto your back to get a better look at him sitting above you.

Or else you’ll what Hood?”

Raising an eyebrow, he started to let his lips turn up into a half smirk.

Don’t you think it would be easier for you to pick up your controller rather than finding out what I’m seconds away from doing?”

Letting out an exaggerated sigh, you folded your hands on the back of your head, crossing your feet at the same time.

And don’t you know trying to tell me what to do will surly backfire in the end?”

Smirking, you let your mouth tilt up in a teasing manner.

Never once letting his own smirk falter, he slowly shook his head side to side.

You asked for it y/l/n”

Before you could even register what he meant, he flew forwards, hands instantly connecting with your sides.

Letting out a loud shriek, you tried to pry him off of you, having zero luck.

Moving his hands up and down, he moved to straddle your waist, preventing you from having any chance of getting up.

Screaming, your laughs mixed with his, filling the once quiet house.

CaL… UM… ST-T-OP IT-T”

Moving his hands even faster, he refused to let up.

NO! NOT UNTIL YOU AGREE YOU PLAY ANOTHER ROUND!”

Laughing to the brink of tears, you weren’t sure how much more you could handle without eventually peeing your pants.

Finding a sudden burst of strength, you somehow managed to flip him over onto his back, earning a surprised look from him.

Now straddling his waist, you held his hands up above his head, fighting to steady your breath.

Shaking your head, you giggled at his shocked expression.

I told you Hood-”

Taking a second to catch your breath, you continued to talk.

Everything always ends up backfiring on you”

Finally settling, you let your smile eventually fade, not exactly sure how to read his expression.

I dont know if you’d exactly consider this a backfired moment…. Seems pretty solid to me….”

Voice trailing off, he dropped his gaze from your eyes, to your lips, down to your waist and then back up to rest on your lips once more.

Heart beating fast, you felt yourself becoming growingly cautious of your placement on him.

Silently gulping, you stayed motionlessly, unsure of what to do.

Still staring at your lips, he finally rose his gaze back up, quietly searching your eyes.

Breath hitching at his stare, you felt a warm tension rising in your stomach.

Moving your hands off of his wrists, you slid them away, resting them on either side of his head.

Slowly, he lifted his hands until they settled lightly around your hips.

All teasing aside, you both stared with parted lips, each hesitant to make the next move, scared of the others reaction.

Head dropping slightly, you never once took your eyes off of his, still trying to gage his response to all that was happening.

Head tilting up, he moved one hand up to your lower back, pushing you further down.

Taking it as his green light to not stop, you started to close the remainder of the distance between his lips and yours, completely oblivious to the stampede of footsteps coming up the stairs.

Hey mate can you-”

“Whoa, what the fuck?”

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anonymous asked:

My boyfriend hit me for the first time last night. I have his hand print around my neck and a black eye. The sad thing is, is that im upset and im physically hurt but I've almost expected this he's always been real dominant and controlling and im so Inlove I don't know what to do

Listen to me. Please, listen to me. You don’t deserve that. You don’t deserve anyone who hurts you like that. That’s not what love is. Love is healing. Love is soft and gently wild, but it’s not supposed to be more pain than blooming. Leave him, and don’t look back. If you feel like you’re in danger, there are resources.  Please, baby. Tell someone, and don’t let him make you feel small. You have an entire world inside of you. He doesn’t deserve a single part of it. 

Don't make fun of girls when they get upset because their fave gets a girlfriend...

It really sucks when your fave gets a girlfriend. You look at their girlfriend and you feel self conscious. I look at their girlfriends and think “ I will never get their attention because i don’t look like their girlfriends. Im not skinny or pretty like them or Im a different race.” It really makes me self conscious. Will anyone ever like me for me or do I have to look like a supermodel for that to happen? Its like, you love them so much, but others don’t understand. They think you’re obsessed, but you’re not. You truly and deeply care for them and their well being. You support then through it all, but sometimes they don’t notice it. I’m going to be completely honest here. Yesturday, I was out with my friends at the movies and they told me about Luke and Arzaylea. I was about to start sobbing, but I didn’t want to do that in public. Do not criticize us for feeling this way. Don’t make us feel like we are stupid for crying over this. What you don’t understand that it does hurt.