im so upset but they were so good

Have You

Hoseok x Reader


Genre: Smut but theres a hECK TON OF FLUFF

Words: 4.5k whOOPS

Warnings: Lil tiny daddy kink, light spanking, lil bit of teasing here and there

Summary: He’s was your bad boy, and you were his good girl. You had always avoided your mutual feelings towards him for your studies. You two had a study date, and this time, this time he wasn’t going to let you go.

A/N: for @yoonkookgrl​ because i wanted to !!! this got too long im so sorry im terrible at writing smut so so sorry

Originally posted by btsumari

You huffed as you left your class. Your professor had given you a B+, when you most certainly should’ve gotten an A! You knew it wasn’t really anything to be upset about, but you just couldn’t help it. You were such a perfectionist when it came to your grades and your work. You had high standards for yourself.

Your friends were jealous of your relationships with your professors. Most of them loved you, and your friends simply dismissed it as you being a nerd. You didn’t mind it though, you knew they were just playing around. You couldn’t really deny it though, you just loved it when you received high marks or got a perfect grade on an assignment. Then again, you were always cooped up in your dorm when all your friends were partying. You longed to hang out with them, but your assignments have been piling up lately, and you haven’t had any down time.

You were walking down the corridor, lost in your thoughts, when you suddenly bumped into someone in front of you. You stumbled backwards and almost fell on your ass. Coherent words seemed to fail to come out as you attempted to talk a mile a minute. “I-I am so so sorry! I d-didn’t mean to! I’m really s-sorry! I must be i-in your way, I’ll just-”. Before you could finish your sentence, a hand grabbed hold of your arm and pulled you so you were standing straight.

“Woah, woah, slow down there, princess. Are you okay?” the voice spoke, and you recognized it immediately. No one else called you princess like that. You finally looked up right into the eyes of who you bumped into, and you blushed immediately. “I-I’m fine. can let go now. And I’m not your princess.” You pouted, trying to pull your arm out of your grip. Hoseok only smirked and held you closer.

“Aw, but I’ve missed you, (Y/N). You haven’t been coming out with your friends lately, why’s that?” He asked with genuine interest. His grip loosened a bit, enabling you to slip your arm free, even though you two still stood a little too close for comfort. “I’ve been busy, Hoseok. I actually care about my grades.” You huffed a little impatiently. You had one more class before you could go home and finish your work. You only had two assignments left to finish. Hoseok, being the ‘bad boy’ he is, didn’t spend all of his time studying. Most of the time, he was partying or doing something illegal. Somehow he still managed to pass.

Hoseok let out a laugh and grinned at you brightly. It wasn’t his usual smirk, it was the grin that made you blush and stutter, but nonetheless smile back at him. “You’re such a nerd, princess.” He said and flicked your nose. Then his face lit up with an idea. “Since you’re so smart, could you help me study tonight?”

Your ears perked up at that. Hoseok? Studying? It was hard to imagine. “You want me? To help you study?” You questioned, absolutely shocked at his request.

Hoseok’s hand started twirling a strand of your hair. “Mostly the first part, but yes. I’m kinda sorta failing this one class, and I can’t have that, ya know? You’re in that class. So you should help me.”

You sighed, hoping he didn’t see the blush on your face. “Fine, Hoseok. But no funny business, alright?” You said, poking at his chest. Hoseok pouted and reluctantly nodded. “Not even one kiss?” He said and you laughed and punched him in the arm. It was always like this with Hoseok. Him shamelessly flirting with you, trying to take you out somewhere, and you denying him for your studies. Maybe another time, you would always say.

Although you couldn’t deny your own feelings for the strikingly handsome man.

You decided to flirt back for once, just for the fun of it. “Maybe one kiss, but that’s only if you really study!” Hoseok was taken back by that, and his cheeks flushed cutely. He smiled and pulled you into a hug that lifted you off of your feet. You giggled and squirmed. “P-Put me down! People are looking!”

“Let them look. That way they’ll know you’re mine.” He murmured into your hair and your face turned a bright shade of red. When he finally put you down, his hand lightly brushed against your cheek. It was an intimate gesture, and it made your heart beat faster. “I’ll see you, princess.”

“Y-Yeah, I’ll see you, Hoseok.” You said, walking off to your last class of the day. Hoseok watched your retreating form with adoration. God, if he could hold you like that forever. Hoseok realized at the last minute, that you had let him call you princess for once. As he walked off, he had a big dumb smile on his face, all because of you.

Later on after you had finished your last class, you had decided to head up to your dorm to clean up. Your roommate wouldn’t be back for a while, you had already checked with her. You set up your books and texted Hobi.

You: Bring takeout! I’m starving

Hobi: Anything for you, princess. I’ll be there soon.

You sighed and went to go shower and change your clothes. You didn’t really know what to put on for your study date, so you had opted for a simple baggy t-shirt and some shorts that may have been a little too tight. Then you had thought to yourself, were you about to tease him with these shorts?

You decided yes. It was the least bit of fun you could have. Hoseok always teased you. Calling you princess, swiping your notebook and keeping it out of your reach, lingering touches that had always made you shiver..

Woah. Too far. Contain your urges (Y/N). You sighed to yourself as you tried not to think about the man in ways that wouldn’t exactly be appropriate. Then you heard a knock at the door. You stood on your toes to look through the peephole, and saw Hoseok standing at your door with Chinese takeout. You opened the door and Hoseok greeted you with a smile. “Hey there.”

You let him in and told him to sit down on the couch, in front of the table where your books were set up. “I’ll be back in a minute. I’m gonna get my notebook.” As you left the room, Hoseok looked around your dorm. It was just so you. Traces of your roommate, of course, but she was never really around as much as you were. Hoseok shook his head. Always in your room.

Hoseok swore, he would show you the world once you’d let him. Hell, he’d give you the world. He’d been chasing after you since freshman year, and he could tell that you liked him too. But it was always studies first, relationships and fun second. The handsome man sighed. You walked back into the room, notebook in hand. Hoseok had finally noticed your tiny, tight shorts and visibly stiffened.

You frowned as you sat down on the couch. “Hobi? What’s wrong?” You questioned. Hoseok shivered. He loved when you called him Hobi, and you didn’t do it often. But when you did…God. Was he getting hard right here on your couch? Within the first five minutes of being here? He had the urge to hang his head in shame. “I-I’m fine. Just got..chills.” He explained, even though that was the quite opposite.

He’s had the hots for you since forever, and he didn’t know how long he could keep it under control.

“Well then, let’s start!” You said, taking some of the takeout and blowing on it before putting it in your mouth. You had chewed and swallowed before speaking again. “Show me where you need help, Hobi.” There it was again. Hobi. Hobi. Hobi. He could listen to you say it all day. He quickly opened the book before you could say anything else. “A-Ah, chapter eight. I don’t get it at all..”

You two had been at it for about an hour, and all the food was gone. Hoseok was starting to get the gist of it now. You were relieved. Even with Hoseok being a so called ‘bad boy’(with a fear of almost everything), you still didn’t want him failing any of his classes. He was one of your closest friends, and crush.

Not that anybody else would know that.

Sighing, you two decided to take a break, much to Hoseok’s relief.

“Yah, (Y/N) wouldn’t have even taken a break if I wasn’t here. Don’t try to deny it either.” The man huffed childishly. You laughed and hit his chest. Just a simple touch like that made his heart rate pick up. God, you looked so pretty when you laughed. His mind started to wander, and eventually he wondered what you looked like when you-

“I guess you’re right, but your studies are important! You want to graduate don’t you?” You scolded, giving him another smile. You threw your legs over his lap, assuming that he wouldn’t mind. And he wouldn’t have minded, if he wasn’t desperately trying to keep himself from getting half hard while he was sitting on your couch trying to study. As much as he wanted to take you right then and there, with your permission of course, he knew studying was important to you.

“Yeah, but what am I gonna get for all this studying?” He pouted, suggesting something. All you did was roll your eyes. “You get to pass.” You answered bluntly. Hoseok whined and pulled at your arm. You giggled and sat up. “Fine. We’ll go through the review. For every question you get right you’ll get…” You stopped and started to contemplate what you could reward him with. “A kiss!” Hoseok blurted excitedly, before he could stop himself.

You blushed and looked at him. As if he had just realized what he’d said, he blushed too.


As soon as the words came out of your mouth, you jumped in surprise. Hoseok had put his hand on your ankle. He stared at you wide-eyed. “R-Really?”

You swallowed the lump in your throat. “W-Why not? No harm done..” You said shyly. Hoseok’s grip on your ankle tightened, and you had started to wonder if you’d regret this. This could either end horribly, or end up just fine. You guessed that you’d just have to take that chance.

You saw that the first set of review questions were pretty easy, and you started to sweat. Surprisingly, Hoseok had only gotten four of them right. Four kisses. Four little pecks. That’s all. You could do this. You gulped and looked at Hoseok. Unsurprisingly, he was already staring at you, eyes flickering from your lips to your eyes, and back down to your lips.

You leaned in first, deciding that if you took the lead, it would be over quicker. Hoseok was quick to close the gap in between you, and as soon as he did, his soul left his body.

He’d been waiting for this since freshman year, and now he finally had you, in a way. Your lips were so soft, just as he imagined them. As soon as it happened, it stopped. “One.” You whispered.

Another. “Two.”

Another. “Three.” One more. “Four.”

You and Hoseok were sitting much closer than before now, and you couldn’t take your eyes off of each other. You blinked and shook yourself out of your daze. “O-Okay. A-Alright. Next set. It’s..It’s twenty this time.”

Hoseok just nodded. Holy hell, if that was what it felt like to kiss you, he was going to make sure he got every fucking question right. That didn’t happen. Out of twenty, he got fourteen right. He was pissed at himself. You, however, were ecstatic. That was way better than what he did in the first set. Then you realized you had to kiss him…fourteen times…

You didn’t know how long you would last. At the same time, you were curious as to which one of you would break first. You scooted even closer to Hobi. You could do this.

This time, he eagerly leaned in first and captured your lips. “One.” He said. His voice was much steadier than yours had been.

“Two.” It was you this time.


“Four.” You two were taking turns counting.

“Five.” He growled. At this point, you were sitting in his lap, his hands on your hips, your own hands on his strong shoulders.

“S-Six.” His hands grip your hips harder.


“Eig-hah..” His tongue found its way into your mouth and you moaned softly. He’d stopped counting. He couldn’t take it anymore. Your moan threw him over the edge. Fuck studying, he wanted you.

One of his hands traced up your body and made you shiver. His tongue licked into your mouth so hungrily, almost as if he wanted to devour you. Which he did, in a way. Your tongues tangled, fighting for dominance, which you thought you had, until he slapped your thigh and growled, which made you whimper and give in instantly. The sting only amplified the growing heat in between your legs.

His wandering hand that wasn’t on your hip found your hair, keeping you from pulling away. Who needed air anyway?

Oh. You did.

You whimpered at his hold, finally finding the strength to pull away from him. As soon as you pulled away, his mouth went to your neck. Hoseok planted opened mouthed kisses, sucking at the skin as if his life depended on it. He bit, sucked, and licked everywhere, making sure to leave marks. “H-Hoseok, I, hah, I c-can’t cover th-those..”

“You’re not going to cover them. You’ll leave them uncovered and everyone will know you’re mine.” You shuddered at his words. They ran through your head over and over again. Your wetness was pooling in between your thighs. You just couldn’t help it. But you remembered, you had studying to do.

“Hoseok, Hoseok, we have to, ah, w-we have to study..” You stuttered as he was attacking your neck. He groaned and lifted his head to look at you. “Can’t we study later?” He whined. You shook your head furiously. “W-We have to study, Hobi! You still haven’t finished the review!” You said, pointing to the open book. Hobi glanced at the book before staring at you again. “…Fine. But you’re staying right here, princess”

Hobi picked up his notebook and started at the review again. There were twenty more questions. He worked surprisingly silently, seemingly focused on the work in front of him. You sat impatiently on his lap, squirming ever so slightly to get the tiniest bit of friction. Maybe you should have just forgotten studying..

“I’m finished. Stop squirming.” Hoseok said, voice an octave lower than it was before. You grabbed the paper from his hands and made sure to check it slowly. Your eyes widened in shock. “You..”

Hoseok quirked his eyebrow.

“Y-You got all twenty right..” Hoseok smirked at your words. You barely had time to register before his hands were on your hips again, pulling you closer and making your hips grind down on his. You whimpered at the friction, suddenly hyper aware of the growing bulge in his pants.

“That means I get twenty kisses. Pay up, (Y/N).”

As soon as the words left his mouth, you grabbed his face and closed the gap once more. He grabbed your wrist and pinned your arms down to your sides. You whined as he pulled away.

“Ah ah ah, no touching. Hands at your sides.” His tone was commanding, and it didn’t fail to turn you on. Your obedient side wanted to listen, but you wanted to tease him further. “And what if I don’t?” You teased, eager to see what he would do. Hoseok growled gave a harsh slap to your thigh, making you cry out.

“You don’t want to get punished, princess. Or do you?”

You gulped loudly and shook your head. “N-No, Hobi..” Another slap to your thigh came and you cried out again. This time he soothed the spot. “Wrong answer, doll.”

“N-No, sir..?” You said, hoping it was the right answer. Wrong. One more slap to your thigh had you dripping. Hoseok chuckled. “Getting closer.”


Hoseok grinded your hips together roughly, making you moan and throw your head back.

“Good girl. Now hands at your sides.” You obeyed and let Hoseok attack your neck with his mouth once more, leaving even more love bites and hickies that were sure to say for a while. Not that you minded. Hoseok’s hands started to wander once again, finding your breasts under your baggy shirt. He kneaded them, squeezing and pulling. You couldn’t resist tangling your fingers in his dyed locks, which earned you a squeeze to both your nipples that was borderline painful. You shrieked at his sudden aggression.

“What did I say, princess?” You groaned and put your hands back down. What you didn’t expect was for Hoseok to abruptly lift up your shirt and take one of your nipples into his mouth. When had he even gotten your bra off? You sighed and pressed further into Hoseok. His tongue swirled around your nipple while his hand played with the other. You longed to touch him, but all you could do was be a good girl and let him have his way with you.

Hobi groaned. Hobi loved this about you. You were so good; not just in a sexual way, but in general. You were good to the people around you, good to animals, hell, you were even good to inanimate objects. He remember when you’d once knocked over someone’s lamp at a party and said sorry to it, and you weren’t even drunk! You were such an amazing and wonderful person. He couldn’t help but be hopelessly in love. You felt the same of course.

Behind his bad boy demeanor was a literal ray of sunshine, who could make you smile with just a look. He was so sweet, so caring, rarely anyone got that close to him to where they could see that side of him. But you and Hobi were close. But you both knew that you wanted to be closer.

Hoseok had decided that he’d teased you enough. “That’s it. Come on.” He picked you up by your thighs, making you wrap them around his waist. You and Hoseok both groaned at the tiny bit of friction. Hoseok knew where your room was by now. He stumbled to your room while sucking on your neck. Once he finally got the two of you there, he placed you on the bed and kissed you again. He kept your arms beside your head, pinning you in place.

One of his hands started tracing along your body and soon got down to where you needed him most. His finger traced along your slit through your tiny shorts and you couldn’t help but moan loudly into his mouth. He growled, wanting to rip your shorts off of you already. Which he did.

You squeaked in surprise as he threw your shorts across the room to who knows where. Hobi rubbed your slit through your underwear, making you squirm and writhe. You broke away from the kiss, gasping for air.

“H-Hobi, hah, ahh..stop..teas-” You were cut off by your own loud moan when Hobi pushed your underwear aside and dipped a finger into your heat. The look in his eyes was predatory. You shivered. Then you realized you had one hand free and started to feel down his toned chest, to which he payed no mind. “That’s not the right way to ask, princess.” He simply stated, as if his finger wasn’t knuckle deep inside you.

“Please..p-please, Daddy..I c-can’t..” You whimpered. Hoseok took pity in your wrecked form, and started pumping his finger in and out, making you whine. “D-D-Daddy! Another o-one..please..”

Another digit entered you and you were a mess. Your senses were overwhelmed and Hoseok staring directly at you wasn’t helping. “You’re doing good, princess. Maybe I should reward you, yeah?”

You were confused as to what he meant, but when his head dipped down between your legs, you couldn’t even speak to question him on it. His tongue immediately started swirling around your sensitive nub, making you see stars. You almost screamed at the sensation. He sucked and gave kitten licks, while two of his fingers were inside you. Another curl of his fingers and you felt that familiar knot tightening in your stomach way too soon. You tried to squirm away, but Hoseok kept you in place.

“A-Ah, Daddy, p-please! I’m g-going to..”

“But isn’t that what you want, princess? Don’t you want Daddy to make you come?” You hesitated at that, but still protested nonetheless.

“I..I want to c-come with Daddy..” You stuttered, trying not to scream. That stopped Hoseok altogether. He quickly rid himself of his clothing, and removed your underwear. You got on your knees as quickly as you could and pushed him down onto the bed. “Princess? What are you-”

“Shh. I want to make Daddy feel good, too.” You said, running your finger up and down the underside of his length.He shivered and tangled his hands in your hair. “Don’t tease, princess.” You started dragging your tongue flat against his length, giving kitten licks to the tip when you got there. Hoseok groaned and threw his head back, and you took that has a sign to keep going. You abruptly engulfed the head into your mouth, making his hips buck into your mouth. “S-Shit..” You gagged a bit, but then giggled at his eagerness, the vibrations making him hiss. “Princess…” He warned. You then took him in slowly, inch by inch until you got to the base. You then started bobbing your head up and down.

“’re doing so good, princess.” You moaned at the praise, letting a hand trail down your own body to touch yourself, but you were quickly stopped.

“Don’t. Make Daddy come first, doll.” He growled, knowing you would listen. Despite whining, you did what you were told and kept your hands on his hips. You bobbed your head, determined to make him come. Hoseok let out quiet moans and groans, trying not to take control and fuck your face right then and there. It was when you sucked on a vein that he lost it.

“Hold still, princess.” You halted your movement and waited for him to tell you what to do next. But he didn’t tell you to do anything. It took you a moment, but when he slowly started bucking into your mouth, you started to get the idea. Hoseok’s movements slowly started to speed up, and you gagged when his tip hit the back of your throat repeatedly. Tears started forming at the corner of your eyes.

“Hah, fuck. You’re so good..” He moaned. His bucking got even faster and more erratic and you knew he was close. “Ahh, fuck, fuck,’re mouth is so good..” You hollowed your cheeks and that’s what sent him over the edge, spilling his warmth into your mouth with a loud groan.

You swallowed as much as you could, some dribbled down your chin. You looked at him and saw he was catching his breath, but still looking at you as if he were about to pounce. “Hah, come here.” He pulled you into his lap again and captured your lips once more. You held his face, but this time he didn’t stop you. This time the kiss was a lot more intimate than the ones before. It was slow, and passionate. He pulled away, looking you in the eye with more than lust. “Condoms.”

“Nightstand, second drawer.”

Hoseok reached into your nightstand, grabbing a condom, nearly ripping the foil open and rolling it onto his still throbbing member. He flipped you two over so that he was on top, and gave you one more look in your eye. You were confused as to why he stopped, then you realized.

He was asking for consent.

You nodded and pulled him in for a kiss. You let out a shaky breath when you felt his tip against your slit. Slowly, he pushed himself in to the hilt, filling you completely. Both of you moaned. Finally, finally, finally. Hoseok had you. You weren’t pushing him away.

Sure, over the years you and Hobi had known each other, you had fooled around a bit. Handjobs in the bathroom, fingering in the library, but that’s as far as you would go. You had always pushed him away, explaining how a relationship would be too much for you right now. Of course, he respected your choices, but that didn’t stop him from pining after you.

Now he had you. You were in his arms, and he had you. And he was never letting you go.

Hoseok stilled, allowing you to adjust and you wrapped your arms around his neck. He also was trying to keep himself from bursting right there, just at the thought of him being inside, the thought that he finally had you. After a minute, you squirmed a little. “Hobi..m-move..”

Complying to your request, he pulled out almost completely, and slammed back in. You yelped at the sudden movement. He did it again, and again. The steady pace was electrifying, but you wanted more. “Hobi..Hobi- hah..faster..”

Hoseok grunted. “What’s the magic w-word?”

“Hobi please.”

Of course, he couldn’t deny you. He sped up his pace, and you tried to meet his thrusts halfway, moaning loud and uncontrollably. Getting embarrassed at your own high pitched noises, you covered your mouth with one of your hands. Hoseok growled and pinned your arms down. “I want to hear you, princess.” From this point on he was set on making you moan louder. His thrusts got even harder, and your own hips couldn’t keep up.

Your release was starting to creep up on you faster than expected, now even more powerful due to your lack of release earlier.

“Please..P-Please please please..Hobi..fuck..” You panted. Hoseok then threw your legs over his shoulders, pounding even deeper and hitting that one spot that made white speckles spot your vision. You nearly screamed, repeating his name like a mantra.

“F-Fuck, (Y/N). You take me so f-fucking good.” He groaned, thrust becoming sloppy. You were overwhelmed with pleasure, you didn’t know just how much more you could take. The knot in your stomach was unbearably tight.


“Me too, j-just..Hold on..” Hold on? You were holding on as much as you could, and you were just about at your limit. “I-I can’t! Hoseok I-”

“Come for me, (Y/N). You can let go now.”

Just his words were enough to send you over the edge, moaning his name like it was the only word you knew. A few more thrusts, and Hoseok was coming too, a loud growl ripping from his throat. He rode out both of your orgasms, before throwing the condom away and cleaning you two off. He laid down next to you and pulled you into his arms. You were breathing heavily and were exhausted. Yet you pulled him in for a slow, loving kiss. When you pulled away, Hoseok was smiling so brightly and you couldn’t help but smile back.


“Yes, Hoseok?”

“Does this..Does this mean..”

“Mean what, Hoseok?” You giggled. You knew what he was talking about.

“Does this mean you’re actually mine? Like, really mine?” He asked worriedly, fearing that you would just brush him off. You pressed into him and giggled into his chest. “Of course. I was yours the moment I climbed into your lap on the couch.” Hoseok’s heart started beating a mile a minute. 

Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes.

“Thank God. I don’t know how much longer I could’ve waited.”

That had you frozen on the spot.

“Hobi…You would’ve waited for me..?” You queried, looking up at him with a shocked expression. He was looking right back at you, eyes soft and warm.

“I would’ve waited for as long as you needed if it meant I could be with you.” He confessed, arms wrapping around you tighter. You dug your head back into his chest shaking it back and forth. “Oh my God…I love you so much..Why did I wait so long?” You said, laughing, more to yourself than him.

Hoseok could’ve bursted into tears of joy. He felt so warm, so loved, so complete. “I love you too. So so so much. Does this mean I can finally give you the world?”

“As long as you promise to come study with me.”

Hoseok rolled his eyes, but smiled nonetheless. “Deal.” You smiled brightly and tilted your head up to plant a chaste kiss on his lips. Hoseok could swear that this was the happiest day of his life.

He finally had you, and he was never letting you go.

taylor was so utterly despondent over this relationship falling apart that it was too painful to even remember the ‘magical times’ because they were gone and at some point, she realized they werent coming back.  Usually…you hear taylor reflecting on things going “well, i can appreciate the good parts even tho it ended…”   …. now you’re hearing…listen up guys, im so unbelievably upset that it ended that it is too painful to even remember the magical times because they were so good and they are gone and im crushed and i loved him and i thought i was going to be forever with him and it’s over and i’m heartbroken and i wish i could just forget the beginning, those magical times bc now that they are gone, it’s too painful to even remember that.   

anonymous asked:

I completely agree with what you stated regarding acknowledging all the info given about mutsuki and changing our conclusions as a result of it. i saw mutsuki as male but ppl are allowed to change their mind so im not upset about that part in the new chapter. what does upset me though is that this all turned into arguing over mutsukis gender when there were clearly more important events in the chapter. its a shame this development is being overshadowed because of that

Yeah, it’s pretty disappointing. Mutsuki has had some major development, and it was quite negative at that, not like the positive character development that we usually see where a character starts exhibiting good traits. I’d love to re-read TG:re and write a meta about Mutsuki’s overall character just so I can understand it better, but that’s going to have to wait until I’m done with work and have a bit of free time.

anonymous asked:


omg yes that was me i’m sorry you’re upset!! i promise i’ll finish it… one day… probably…


Originally posted by imaginesforlifetime

Fandom: Avengers: School AU

Pairing: Steve x Reader

Warning: Body shaming, bullying

Writer: imaginesofeveryfandom aka thequeenofthehobbits


Notes: This is essentially a rewrite with different characters of a two year old piece of writing. It could get upsetting, but I promise Steve saves the day in the end! Also remember it is a school AU so everything is a bit weird and out of wack to make it fit!

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It was a well known fact that Choi Seungcheol was a very passionate person in everything that he did. Some people were just born with a sort of fire burning within them; Seungcheol was one of them. There was nothing he did that was half hearted; he threw his whole self into everything that he did, whether that was a good thing or a bad one. In excitement, in love, in anger, Seungcheol put forth all that he had to give.

While you were generally on the receiving end of the positive sides of this fact, on occasion, you were forced to bear witness to the negative sides.

There was nothing that could bring out the negatives in Seungcheol quite like getting into an argument. 

“You’re unbelievable!” He spat the words out with a sort of icy venom that was entirely uncharacteristic of him, entirely foreign to you. He was such a warm person, always smiling and looking out for your best interests. But where was that side of him now? What had happened to bring about such a drastic change, to cause this complete 180 in his personality?

There was a small part of you that was scared, that didn’t know how to handle this entirely new Seungcheol. In truth, though, you were just as angry as he was, and that feeling far trumped any apprehension that you felt towards your current situation. 

I’m unbelievable?” You echoed, arms crossed over your chest. “You’re kidding me, right? You say thoughtless things, and then I’m the unbelievable one for being offended?”

“Yes, you are!” Seungcheol responded without missing a beat, voice rising alongside his irritation. “You overreact to everything that I say! I feel like I’m constantly walking on eggshells around you!” 

“Oh, great, thanks for telling me that ahead of time,” you all but hissed, sarcasm dripping from your every word. “If you’d just say these things when they were first an issue, then we wouldn’t have to-”

“There you go again!” Interjected Seungcheol, throwing his hands in the air in his exasperation. “I can’t win with you! If I say something, I’m thoughtless. If I hold my tongue, it’s my fault we’re fighting!”

“What, it’s about winning and losing now?” You fired back at him. “Is everything a challenge to you?”

Seungcheol let out a sound that fell somewhere between a shout and a groan, his frustration getting the best of him as he ran his fingers through his hair, tugging hard. “I can’t do this,” he said suddenly, voice coming out strained. He glanced around frantically, eyes finally coming to rest once he saw his keys resting on the table. He moved towards them without a second thought, snatching them up from table and making a beeline for the door, muttering, “I need to get out of here.”

You stood firm where you were, saying nothing as you watched him storm out. The rational part of your brain knew that you should call out to him, should apologize and do your best to get him to stay. But in the heat of the moment, your pride was the most important thing to you, and so you were left just silently looking on as he slammed the door shut behind himself, the sound echoing throughout the house. 

Five, ten minutes had passed, but you had yet to move from your spot. In all honesty, you didn’t know that you could even if you tried to do so. Your brain was empty; not a single thought crossed your mind. It was much like your house at that time; silent, lonely, lifeless. 

It was just before the fifteen minute mark that you finally came to once more. It started with the tears welling up in your eyes, though they began to tumble down soon thereafter, the seemingly endless flow leaving hot streaks down your cheeks. With shaky legs, you were able to maneuver your way over to the couch before collapsing onto it, shaking as you let out silent, choked sobs.

What if you two were really done for? What if he had meant what he said? What if he never came back?

Of course, you had had arguments and little spats before. With the two of you, it was practically inevitable. They were always resolved quickly, though. Neither of you raised your voices and certainly neither of you had ever left. This was new to you, something that you had hoped never to experience yourself, and you didn’t know how to handle it.

Any shred of your previous anger had dissipated as you sat curled up on the couch, hugging your knees to your chest. All that was left was fear for the state of your relationship and concern for Seungcheol. It was already late by the time he had headed out; it had long since been dark, and you knew that he wasn’t always thinking clearly when he was angry. Even after that ordeal, the most important thing at the forefront of your mind was Seungcheol’s safety.

You didn’t think you’d be able to forgive yourself if something happened to him while he was out. After all, the argument had been more or less your fault, so if he got hurt while he was angry at you, you knew that you’d blame yourself for it. 

A glance at the clock told you that it was already one in the morning, yet still there was no sign of Seungcheol. If you had been worried before, you were full on anxious now. You knew that he was likely just spending the night with one of his members until he cooled down a bit, and yet your mind wouldn’t stop producing the worst case scenarios. 

Still, as hard as you fought to keep your eyes open and wait for Seungcheol’s return, the exhaustion of the day soon caught up to you, and you found yourself slipping into unconsciousness. 

You didn’t wake up until it was already light out, the sun filtering in through the blinds serving as your alarm clock. More importantly than that, though, Seungcheol was sitting in the chair just beside yours, a guilty expression on his face. 

“Seungcheol,” you said, voice coming out hoarse as a result of just having woken up.  You made a move to sit up, only to find that a blanket had been draped across you. There had been no blanket there when you initially fell asleep - this was clearly the doing of Seungcheol.

“______,” He replied, immediately turning to you once he realized that you were awake. “I’m so sorry… I don’t even know what to say for myself. There’s no excuse for the way that I acted. I’m sorry.”

You shook your head. “No, no, you have nothing to be sorry for. I was acting out of line. I’m sorry.”

It seemed that Seungcheol wouldn’t accept that, though. “Please, just let me apologize for this. I feel awful for what I must’ve put you through, just walking out like that. Let me say sorry just this once.”

“Alright,” you agreed hesitantly, before adding, “just promise me that you’ll always come back if you leave.”

He looked surprised at your words at first, not having expected it, but he relaxed into that warm smile of his soon enough, and somehow, just by looking at that, you felt that everything was going to be alright again. “I won’t leave you again, ______. I promise I’ll never leave you.”

Seungcheol was a man who was passionate about everything that he did, one who put his whole heart into everything.

When he made a promise, he intended to keep it.


“If you’re just waking up, Brexit won, the sterling has plummeted to 30-year low, Japan has stopped trading, Scotland is already pushing for independence and Ireland is apparently considering reunification.” This is the first time I have felt genuine concern for my future living in GreatBritain. General and local elections come and go, and little changes, because politicians are all pretty much the same. But this… This is something else.

Too many people were uneducated on the matter and not made aware of further implications, often voting based xenophobic tendencies or what their parents believed. Many people voted to prevent immigration. All that has happened is that you’ve voted against free movement of people entering the country legally. There will still be tens of thousands of people a year leaving war torn countries such as Syria and Palestine and coming to the UK.  All that has happened is we’ve voted to prevent educated Europeans from Germany, France, Belgium etc from bringing their skills to our country. Immigrants do not steal your jobs, this is a fact. 

Nigel Farage has already doubled back on his promise to send £350m a week to the NHS, claiming that he can’t ‘guarantee’ that that is where the extra money will go. Not even 6 hours into our 'independence’, a pivotal promise that was a factor for millions of people has been rescinded. People who claim that they didn’t want to be dictated by the EU were sold lies. The United Kingdom is a sovereign nation, no law is effective in England unless Parliament pass it first. Yes, there is legislation in place to recognise and take effect of EU law however if Parliament decide not to implement law then they won’t. 

Also, Turkey will not be entering the EU unless they change like 95% of their laws overnight.

This is also ending the coming of age tradition of cheap 'lads’ holidays. With free movement prevented, flights and holidays will become more expensive. Plus the pound dropping will mean you’re getting less currency for your sterling. So no more cheap holidays for us to Spain, Greece, Italy, Cyprus, France, Malta, Portugal etc. 

Yes we give lots of money to the EU but this is for good measure, it’s to help countries in need. EU actually entirely funded the development of Liverpool these past few years as well as the reconstruction of Manchester.

Now Cameron is resigning - it’s not right for him to be the captain of this ship he said. A ship that’s sinking because of a referendum he has created.  

If you have done the research and believe that leaving the EU is the right decision - I respect that. However if you have voted on what your parents believe or voted to 'get our country back’ or as many narrow-minded, racists people have said to ‘prevent Pakis from coming into our country’ without doing a shred of independent research then you have wasted your vote. If you were undecided and voted to leave for the sake of voting then you have wasted your vote. 

Remember, we can always leave the EU by referendum but we can never rejoin it again via a referendum. One thing is for sure, after today the UK will never be the same ever again. I pray to God - and please pray to whatever you believe in - that at the end of the day this is gonna end up being something positive for Britain. I do not see it happening, but I wanna believe it will. For us, for our children, for our children’s children.

Today’s not our independence day. No matter what Farage and Johnson are saying. Today we are not fighting for our independence. Today we are fighting from annihilation. 

Admittedly, it is true that Rome wasn’t build in a day, but when it fell, it burnt in one. Hopefully this won’t be the case for Great Britain. 

This generation - the generation of our grandparents and even our parents - was given everything in Great Britain. They were given free education, golden pensions and social mobility. And now this generation, the generation that was given everything has voted to strip my generation’s future. I am fuming.