It's 1210am. Im thinking about my ex that Im still in love with. He& I are really good friends right now. He has stomach cancer. Im just trying to be his support, but it's so hard to watch him go through this& hard to love him without saying it.
I’m so sorry for that, cancer is a bitch, I’ve personally lost someone close to it. The best I can say is just always be supportive and be honest, I don’t see anything bad happening if you told him that you still have feelings for him.
And it feels like all that comes out of my mouth are apologies.
I never do anything right, I am always messing something up.
I don’t do enough for people, I’m not good enough sometimes.
But I’m trying, I’m trying so hard to do things right for you.
I want to be good enough for you, but I’m just so tired of trying.
I’m just so tired of saying sorry.