im so sorry what have i done

There’s no way jungkook got his jacket cleaned in just a day right? unless his cordi noona got it done for him. Uhh but I believe their stylists had let them don their own outfits yesterday. Jimin was spotted wearing THE SAME jacket, which fyi belongs to Jeon Jungkook -who had once stated he doesn’t like sharing clothes- today on his outing with Jin. If it’s still not washed, doesn’t this mean Jungkook’s scent was still on that jacket when Jimin wore it? Jungkook’s perfume? sc-scent? lingering on Jimin?

6

what have i done, im so sorry… ~

that`s pretty interesting art trade with @taulun ((*whispers* you asked something cute and fluffy af, so that was in my silly mind, i warned you))

Peridot let out a small whimper of pain as she shakily got back onto her feet, her vision slightly obscured by the cracks that had now been made in her visor.

“Lapis?!” she frantically called out, “Are you OK?”

No answer.  

Peridot desperately looked around for her partner - and froze in shock as her eyes met the dark blue Gemstone that was now lying on the ground.  The force of their enemy’s attack had poofed Lapis.

“Oh, Lapis…”  

Suddenly, Peridot heard the ominous crunching sound of their attacker’s footsteps drawing closer again.

“Oh no you don’t” Peridot growled to herself as she quickly moved over to Lapis’ Gem, practically throwing herself on top of it in order to keep it safe.  She took the blue Gem into her hands, checking it over for cracks.  She allowed herself a small smile of relief when she found that it was still perfectly intact.

“Just give it up, you pathetic little Peridot!” came the booming voice through the darkness, “Hand over that Lapis Lazuli, immediately!”

Peridot began to panic.  She knew that there was no way she could defeat this hostile Gem, but she had to try.  Lapis meant everything to her, and she was willing to give it all that she had in order to keep her beloved partner safe.  With tears now forming in the corners of her eyes, resigned to her fate, she bubbled Lapis’ Gem.  She would then try to send Lapis back to the barn - back home, to safety - as soon as the opportunity presented itself.

The warrior Gem was now face-to-face with Peridot, drawing her weapon in preparation to do even more damage to the small green technician.

“No!” Peridot yelled, clutching the bubble that housed her partner’s Gem tightly in one hand and charging a bright ball of energy in the other, ready to attack.

“I’ll never let you take her, you clod!  You’ll have to shatter me first!”

The warrior Gem chuckled callously, a menacing grin now forming across her face as she raised her weapon.

“So be it.”

I did this drawing, and the accompanying short story, for the Lapidot Week day 3 prompt: “Protection”.

@lapidot-week

So I’m going to talk a little bit in depth about this scene; 

Be warned: This did get kind-of-long and is purely speculation!

TLDR; They solve misunderstandings in a mature manner, patch things up, learn each others flaws and how to overcome these and live happily ever after.

Victor’s wide-eyed and naive facial expression here is similar to the one we saw in Episode 7. Victor is aware that he has done something to trouble his Katsudon but cannot clearly understand what it is due to having a lack of social understanding - his biggest flaw. (Which is partly due to his lifetime fixation with skating and lack of regard for anything else. He doesn’t know how to handle emotion as he has always been very emotionally compromised. himself.) Yuuri looks downcast as he scrolls aimlessly down social media and doesn’t look Victor in the eye or pay him attention further hinting that something is terribly wrong. So here I think Victor’s internal thoughts are ‘how should I approach this situation?’. (After all, the other skaters are being social and hanging out with each other, so why aren’t they?)

After grabbing a towel and drying his hair off, Victor cautiously approaches Yuuri. He says「話して・・・何」which is sort of vague and puts a more apprehensive questioning tone on 話し (to talk), adding more importance and weight to Yuuri’s words. I interpret that Victor’s hesitation to draw his words out is due to him being frightened of what Yuuri is about to tell him. Even if his warm and sincere facial expression suggests otherwise, he doesn’t want to show Yuuri a troubled face because that would cause him to bottle up his emotions even further. Victor knows it best to approach Yuuri with patience and gentleness after he learned hard way from the events of Episode 7.

The wavering and uncertainty in his voice alone is enough to show that he is a nervous wreck. After all, the Victor we know never shows this kind of vulnerability and only Yuuri stirs emotion in him in such way.

Yuuri leads Victor on with a warm smile because he wants to be seen as strong and that his intentions of letting Victor go are absolute ie. his words are firm. (Even though we know this is a lie as his fists curl up in tension.) Now here are where Yuuri’s main issues lie. His struggles of ongoing anxiety (and perhaps depression too) make him push people away because he feels that they are better without him to drag them down. Yuuri genuinely thinks that it is better for Victor to go back to skating after he is done with the GPF and this causes him to act irrationally. He doesn’t see the sincerity of Victors love. What he is really saying here isn’t “I’m fine without you, so please go on without me from now on.”, but rather “I’m not fine without you but having you here is surely only a nuisance so please leave me alone.” 

Until Yuuri can learn to accept his flaws or recognise these as things that need support and therapy he will continue to walk down a path of self-hatred. Paired with Victor’s unintentional aloofness, this creates many misunderstandings in their relationship. Sure, he may more confident in his skating thanks to Victor but he still has a long way to go before he feel confident in himself

In this preview image, Victor looks broken. He looks completely exposed and lost, like his world has shattered by just a few spoken words - not like the flashy and flamboyant Victor that always gets his way. 

This isn’t just the face of a man he feels like he’s lost the love of his life. No, this is more than this. This is the image of a man who realises, ‘Yakov was right, I am too selfish to be a coach’, and that his feelings were never enough to reach Yuuri despite his best attempts. And also that he could never give Yuuri the real support that he needed and that his beloved has been suffering for 8 months all by himself whilst he had been completely clueless and goofing around. 

Yuuri obviously hasn’t told him the true meaning of behind his words “let’s end this” which I suspect is about his retirement plans so Victor is assuming that their relationship is over. (But again, perhaps Yuuri wants this to be, so that Victor will hate him for playing with his heart and leave him alone to wallow in solidarity) 

These two have never looked more distant.

But as the two are adults and the show has them often sitting down to talk about their troubles in a mature fashion, I expect that Victor will be the one to open up Yuuri and the two will repair their misunderstandings and have a frank discussion with each other. What Yuuri needs is someone to explicitly say the words “I love you” or else he will always think otherwise and even if Victors actions do speak love louder than words it will never fully reach Yuuri until he can say those words. They’re both as obtuse as each other.

Maybe Yuuri’s FS will allow them both to re-evaluate their feelings and realise how much they care and how much they can’t afford to lose one the other.

To conclude, I think in Episode 12 we can expect a Kiss & Cry scene of Victor welled up with emotion and tears hugging Yuuri no matter how he does in the sequence and full-on confessing his love and Yuuri taken aback and in shock reciprocates these feelings and that the two will later discuss Yuuri’s plans on retiring together in detail - Victor supporting Yuuri no matter what his decision may lead to.  

Yuuri seeing Victor in the hot springs for the first time like:

An open letter to everyone who will get screwed over by Trump

Please everyone i know and care about, and to all my lgbt siblings and the people who will get screwed over by Trump, you’ll figure it out, everything will be okay again somehow, no matter whatt happens i promise you will be alright and im so fucking sorry this has happened i cant describe how terrible this is and im always here for you just please dont let Trump kill you please just keep fighting and if you ever have problems please just come to me or something, i really just dont want any of you to be harmed but i know that that is a very unachievable thing right now, please no matter what just stay strong and remember that i love you all from the bottom of my heart and that i am here for you, together we can stand up strong as we have done before and we can get through this without letting anyone die, please just remember that for the next 4 years all we have to think about is making sure none of ours die as a result from this, i really dont know what to say since im not American myself, but please please just be alright and remember that if you get in trouble cause of Trump, whether that be by discrimination laws, or by fucking up the economy and raising your rent, tumblr, and me, is always here for both emotional and financial support. It is so so important that we stick together from now on and pull eachother through this, we willl survive. We will not be oppressed. We will fight back. Do not let this be the end of this worlds history, or your own.. I love you all

Best of luck to all of you and may this situation end soon.

Please Watch Shin Sekai Yori

a plea by me, tumblr user findingschmomo

Shin Sekai Yori (Also known as From the New World) is a fantastic anime that little people know about and it deserves to be more popular. So hopefully by the end of this post I’ll have convinced a few of you to go check it out. 

First of all, whats this anime even about?

Shin Sekai Yori takes place 1000 years in the future, in a world where everyone can use telepathy. Their society is the product of this new ability. The story follows the lives of a group of children as they grow up and learn about the world they were born into and the dark secrets it holds. In fact, we follow their lives and progression from the age of 12 to their late twenties. 

The artwork is also fantastic. The animation is usually superb. 

The greatest part of Shin Sekai Yori though is the world that it has developed, and the puzzle that the children and viewer piece together at the same time as they discover the darkness within this new society. Plus, there is no wrong in Shin Sekai Yori in a traditional sense. No one is right. No one is wrong. It’s the kind of story that is conflicting for the viewer. It does not put you at easy. It does not offer easy answers but provides difficult questions. It’s the kind of show that spawns discussion on what humanity even means.  

Also of note: Canon Bisexuality. The characters in this show explore their sexuality, and it’s not looked down upon. It’s integral to the relationships they build with each other. But its portrayed as something normal and that is honestly refreshing.

I don’t really want to talk about all the things that I adore about this show because that would ruin it. The best thing is to go in blind and immerse yourself into the world this show creates. And to figure it out yourself.

One last thing though, unlike most shows, the ending to this anime is honestly the best part of the series. It sticks with you. It fucks you up in more ways than one. It leaves an impact. It makes everything worth it. When I finished it, I couldn’t think about anything else for weeks. Nor could I rid myself of the pain in my heart. 

To be completely honest, this is the kind of series to marathon. The pacing will keep you wanting more, to know more. And you should let it take you on this journey. 

Idk. This series is really good and you guys should watch it. I’m done my rant. 

If you’re interested you can find the whole series available to watch on crunchyroll here for free. It’s only 25 episodes and it’s completely worth your time. 

Thanks for reading this post. 

okay i usually dont talk about this kind of topics but do you really think jonghyun did that to annoy and disappoint his fans? do you think that if he’d known he was gonna get this feedback he would have done it? i mean if you think jjong is that mean, why are you even stanning shinee? why are you a shawol if you think jonghyun is such a bad person? 

it’s funny how people say you need to educate others so that they won’t do things like these, but if it’s an idol we’re talking about they’re already completely educated and they know about everything. just so you guys know, human beings NEVER stop learning, they learn new things everyday until they die. jonghyun learnt about that today and i’m sure he won’t do it ever again. 

he is an idol, but above everything he is an human being like you and like me. doing something wrong not knowing it is, is as bad as not educating someone to make sure they wont do it again. 

dirkjohn meet cute

JOHN: im sorry Dave I shouldn’t have done what I did but giving my number to your brother was so unnecessary.
JOHN: he keeps leaving messages In my voice mail while he’s talking just like Kermit the frog.
JOHN: last night he started crying about miss piggy.
JOHN: Did you know miss piggy was such a shitty girlfriend????
JOHN: please tell him to stop

anonymous asked:

Want happened "last weekend"

thomspon: it’s hardly the most embarrassing thing anyone’s ever done while drunk

edward: you had to throw a chair at me to get me off the bar!

thompson: i didn’t have too, i wanted to

edward: i hate you so much

Little not so cute BPD things-

-uncontrollable fits of rage
-screaming at everything
-substance abuse
-hypersexual!!! Sex repulsed!!!
- I love/hate/love you!
-do you love me??? Why haven’t you messaged me?? What have I done wrong??
-I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m so-
-fuck off why the fuck are you even near me! Wait come back I didn’t mean it!!!!
- self harming when distressed
-self harming when bored
- better put myself in dangerous situations!!!!!
-they’ll finally notice me if I do this *insert potentially life-threatening situation here*
-IM SO ANGRY IM GOING TO SMASH MY ROOM UP
-I cannot do this basic task without constant motivation from Favourite Person
-IMPRINTING!!!!!!!
- I ADORE YOU!! FUCK OFF I HATE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!! FUC-

*20 Years from Now
  • daughter: hey mom i really like this new book series...
  • me: omg Im so sorry
  • daughter: sorry?
  • me: ill call the teachers
  • daughter: why are y-
  • me: to let them know your grades will be dropping
  • daughter: why will-
  • me: im afraid its all downhill from here
  • daughter: what are you talking ab-
  • me: you might as well say goodbye to your friends
  • daughter: but i-
  • me: do you want me to help you with your blog?
  • daughter: i dont have a-
  • me: you will
  • daughter: but-
  • me: shhhh... its already done, there is no turning back