im so sorry i wanted to show ran

  • “dude i know youre a werewolf and all but seriously that freaking howl laughter you do is so fucking extra and i cant take it anymore”
  • “you being part dog has its perks, mostly for me because whenever i toss something away your eyes follow it and you perk up like you want to chase it but restrict yourself and its honestly the cutest fucking thing ive ever seen”
  • “honestly though i hate my pack so much, like theyre a bunch of assholes but i ran into you on a full moon run in the forest and idk u seem pretty cool. wanna go hunting or scare some people or some shit? i know this sick ass lake thats always really warm, i can show you”
  • “yes i understand im a big bad werewolf now but really i dont want to hurt those cute little rabbits and deer, cant we just wait until we transform back to eat? thats not how it works? well cant i just eat before i transform so i wont be hungry–im sorry im just new at this and im sorta trying to go vegetarian here–”
  • “babe you know i love you and i would give up my life for yours but i sWEAR TO GOD IF YOU GIVE ME ONE MORE DOG TOY FOR MY BIRTHDAY IM GONNA PUNCH YOU SQUARE IN THE FACE”
  • “look im not a supernatural fanatic or anything but i swear man every time this kid next to me gets frustrated they actually growl and it sounds just like some rabid steroid induced dog, and im not saying their a werewolf man but theyre totally a werewolf
  • a werewolf getting personally offended when someone says they’re not a dog person
  • “as a werewolf i can personally talk to dogs and boyohboy does ur little pug have some tea to spill…"
  • “alternatively, i find you to be really superduper adorable and whenever i come over your little dog goes off on rants to me about the cute embarrassing stuff that you do when your home alone and honestly I wake up every day for these chats”
  • “when I saw you climbing out of the stream I was fishing in dirty, wet, and naked, I assumed you had just survived some kind of intense mob hit or something but really you had just detransformed from a werewolf after you were playing in the water trying to catch a fish, and ultimately failing. nice ass, by the way.”
In My Feelings

Originally posted by cxhragrove

Originally posted by superdistress

Request: Billy smut based on In My Feelings by Lana Del Rey

Pairing: Billy x Reader

Word Count: 3,227

Warnings: Smut, language, smoking?, choking 

Authors Note: I dunno if this really fits the lyrics for this song but i just got this vibe and idk my mind ran with it. Hope you guys like it, let me know! I also haven’t edited this cause I wanted to get it out so Im sorry if there are any mistakes! 💕

Disclaimer: I do not condone Billys behaviour/views on the show and do in no way intend to romanticise his racism & abuse.

Listen To: In My Feelings by Lana Del Rey

Tagged For:  @yoinkpeter - @total-fucktrash 

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Sometimes you gotta make your own ship content, be the change you want to see in the world. Messy but fun comic, and a little fic under the cut. I’m most definitely not a writer, and incredibly rusty, but enjoy nonetheless?

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last night i dreamt that i was jefferson’s understudy in hamilton, except nobody gave me a script and so i had to bullshit my way through the performance

and then i looked over and it turned out lin manuel miranda had become buds with my evil drama teacher from high school, and they teamed up to boo me off stage

lin was so mad that i wrecked his musical with my bad improv rapping that he cried after the show while my old drama spread rumours about me backstage, it was a trainwreck

Better Off (Sebastian Stan x Reader)

Better Off (Sebastian x Reader)

Requested: YAAAAAS Can I make a request with SebastianXReader, where reader is an actress from and she used to date Chris Evans, but he cheated on her and they break up. Sebastian, her friend, helps her to move on and forget what happened, he always had feelings for her, a couple months they started dating. 2 years later, they are married and the reader is pregnant with Sebastian’s baby and shows up at the CW Premiere with him showing her pregnant belly and Chris is in pain seeing them on the red carpet together

A/N i know this is like 4 days late but i re wrote this about 6 times because i wasnt happy with it. But i hope you like it! Im literally so sorry i feel so bad for posting so late. I played with povs in this one and italics are flash backs :)

All you did was run out of that apartment. You swung the door open and ran down the hall way towards the stairs, not wanting to wait for the elevator. Because if you waited for the elevator that means that he could come out, he would come out and try to explain what happened, that it wasn’t what it looked like. You didn’t need that bullshit right now. What you needed was some space, a moment to breath. How can your life just fall apart within seconds? Running down the stairwell flying down flights of stairs you had to stop and take a breath, and basically just process what the fuck happened. So you stopped, closed your eyes and just sat on the stairs. Tears weren’t gonna come out just yet, you didn’t want them to. So you stared at the cement wall that was in front of you, your legs getting goosebumps from the cool metal of the stairs. You put your head in your hands just trying to breath and calm yourself down. You jumped up when you heard one of the doors from upstairs open. Not wanting to see who it was, you weren’t gonna take chances so you started running down them again to get away from him.

You knew exactly where you had to go. He knew you inside and out, just like he did. He was one of your best friends, and you needed him right now. Turning left onto his street, you were in front of the main entrance when you clicked the buzzer for his apartment. “Who is it?” you leaned in to reply “its Y/N open up Seb please, i need you right now.” You waited a bit when you finally hear another buzz go off and the door unlock. You swung it open and went down the hall towards the elevator, once you got in you pressed the button for floor 7.

He opened his apartment door while you were walking towards him. His hair was tousled, he was wearing a white t-shirt and some grey sweat pants. When you saw him you ran towards him, hugging him needing him for comfort. “Y/N whats wrong?” He whispered as he held his best friend close. You squeezed him and mumbled “It’s over Sebastian, Chris and I we’re done.” Once you said that, you said those words out loud is when you started letting the tears fall. You guys pull back and walk into his apartment. He led you to his couch you guys both sit down and face each other. “What do you mean its done? What happened?”

You were walking home from another long day of shooting. You were one of the main characters in Captain America: The Winter Soldier. You were a badass assassin that got recruited from Natasha Romanoff. Your boyfriend, Chris luckily got the day off and spent the day in your shared apartment. You were looking forward to seeing him, especially since you basically see him all over set usually and you couldn’t see him today. You guys started dating around the time of The First Avenger where you were just an extra on set, trying to start your career. You guys flirted on set a bit, and that led him to blurting out “i’ll pick you up at 7, we’re going out tonight.” You fell in love.

You smiled as you got closer, and closer to your apartment. As you got out of the elevator you grabbed your keys from your purse as you got closer to the door. When you walked in, you set your bag on the bench that was right by the door, and you threw your keys on the little table. You walked down the little hall way and turned to your right to go into the kitchen. As you entered, you stopped in your tracks because you literally couldn’t breathe. You saw one of your co-stars sitting on the counter top, and Chris ran his hands all of her body and kissing her lips. Her hands were combing through his hair while doing so. You cover your mouth with your hand and ran out. You were looking forward to a home cooked meal, or maybe some wine. But not your boyfriend of 2 years cheating on you, with some girl that just joined the cast a couple of months ago.

You explained everything that happened to Sebastian, his face in pure shock and horror once you finished. He shot up off the couch and started making his way towards the door, rolling his sleeves which meant he was pissed. “Sebastian come back, its not gonna do you any good.” You say while rolling your temples, its been a long fucking night. “Fine, i’ll kick his ass another time. But you are gonna stay with me tonight, i’ll sleep on the couch and you can take my bed. Tomorrow we’ll swing by and get your stuff. I’m so sorry Y/N.” Sebastian said while pulling you into another tight hug. You sigh and think about all thats happened, and realized you needed to sleep and worry about it tomorrow.

A couple of months later…

You were laughing when you saw the look on Sebs face as you threw the last egg onto him. You guys were baking cookies, but he “accidentally” spilled flour all over your head, and you weren’t okay with that. So food fight bitch. He leaned over and swept his thumb underneath your lip. You froze and started freaking out by this action. You and Sebastian became very close over the past few months. He was there for you, he cared about you and helped you get over Chris. He was your rock, you needed him. His hand cupped your cheek and he stared into your eyes. His clear blue eyes were basically staring into your soul. He smirked and pulled back, and started to get up off the floor, blush growing onto his cheeks. You stood up after, and looked at the big mess you guys made and you chuckled. You turned around and made your way towards the bathroom.

“And where do you think you’re going?” Sebastian asked raising his eyebrow. “Well when people get dirty, they usually do this thing to clean themselves. See you get into this magical tub, and when you add soap and water it takes away the egg, flour and sugar.” You sass back and smile at him. He rolled his eyes at your reply. “Oh sweetie I’m not cleaning this shit up.” He said while walking away from the kitchen as well. You looked at him and then the entrance to the bathroom, without second guessing you ran towards it trying to get in first. He noticed your action and took off as well just after you. But before you could touch the door knob you felt your arm being pulled back. You turn to see the asshole who’s trying to hold you back. You smile as you thought of a plan. You stopped resisting and let him pull you towards him. When you were face to face, you smirked as he was taken back by your actions. You noticed he wasn’t pulling back though. You leaned closer towards his lips, he was leaning in waiting for you lips to touch, just as you could feel his breath you pulled away and kissed his cheek. He closed his eyes and groaned, he probably wasn’t too happy about that.

“Go out with me tonight.” He said as you spun away from him. You looked back at the actor eyes wide open. “I may be friends with Chris, but i’m nothing like that, and you know that. Please Y/N i’ve been waiting for years to ask you this. Just give me tonight.” He begged and started going towards you again. You bit your bottom lip and faced towards the floor trying to hide the blush that was forming on your cheeks. “Okay, but i’m warning you now, nothing with arcade games cause i’ll beat your ass and wouldn’t want to hurt that ego of yours.” And with that he smiled, it was the smile where his eyes would crinkle a bit, and his teeth were showing. So he turned around and made his way back to the kitchen thinking about what to do tonight for your first date.

2 years later.

“Babe c'mon we’re gonna be late.” You hear your husband say. Yes husband. You and Sebastian got married about 6 months ago. Your wedding was in Romania, it was small, only close friends and family but it was perfect. You smiled as you finished up the last touch of makeup for the premier of Captain America: Civil War. You rest your hands on your swollen belly as you waddled out of the dressing room. You grabbed your husbands hand as you guys walk down the hallway to get into the car to get to the premier. You were excited! This movie was gonna be a hit, and after this you and Seb can focus on the little baby that was growing in your belly. “How about tomorrow, we start looking at some houses. The apartment is getting a bit small. Plus imagine having a yard with a swing set, a pool, maybe a BBQ for some parties.” Sebastian imagined as he smiled and held you close while in the car. You were in love with him. Head over heels in love with this man, and you regret nothing. “Sounds perfect.” He leaned over and kissed your lips before you guys pulled onto the red carpet for the premier. He grabbed your hand and helped you out of the car.

As you guys were walking down the red carpet, you guys stopped to take some pictures with the fans, and some autographs. After that you guys had to pose for some pictures for the press. At first you guys stood side by side simply smiling. But then Sebastian got down on one knee and kissed your belly for another pose for the cameras. As you got further and further down the carpet you met up with your fellow cast mates. You saw Chris getting interviewed with E! on the other side. Once he was done he smiled as he saw you guys and walked towards you. You guys were friends now, the past was in the past. Plus you guys work together so it would’ve been hard to hate each other. He pulled you into a hug and kissed your forehead. After mingling, all of you went inside to get ready for the rest of the premier.

Chris was… Happy? He smiled, but on the inside he was basically dying. After you left, he broke down and realized that he fucked up, that he fucked up big time. He trashed the apartment, got drunk for a couple of nights to see if he can get rid of the memory of you, get rid of your smile, and your laugh. But he knew it would always be there in the back of his mind. He was finally okay for a while, but then his heart broke again after he saw the tabloids that you and Sebastian were dating. It stung like a bitch, but he fought through it cause he knew you were happy now. A knife went through his heart though after he got the news that you said yes. His heart was split in two, but he put on a fake smile and congratulated you, because you moved on. He felt empty, he didn’t know what to feel when he saw the text from Sebastian announcing that you guys were expecting. But after he saw the happy tears in your eyes after the news you got that you were going to be a mother. He pulled it together and tried to move on. Seeing you at the premier tonight, was just another reminder that you couldn’t be his again. That you were happy with another guy, and that will forever ruin him.


The Truth

I hope you like it @gelacelmmatuniverse

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“Sammy stop it” i said as he kept trying to trip me up as we walked down town. “Nah this is too fun” i rolled my eyes as i began to walk a little faster. “Dont worry about him y/n” johnson whispered into my ear. “I kinda have too” i whispered back. To be honset i dont know what changed with sammy. We used to be on good terms until he called me a bitch. Things have never been the same. He would always send me rude text messages or tell me that my music was shitty. Or that i was ugly and i don’t deserve anyone. His comments always hurt me, but i wasnt going to let him see that.

I was snapped out of my thoughs when my face hit the ground. I opened my eyes to see a good amount of blood starting to pour out. “SAMMY” johnson yelled. Sammy began to chuckle. Johnson helped me up and look at my nose. “Im so fucking tired of this J” i whispered looking down at my hands. Johnson sighed and looked over at Sammy then back at me “ill be back, dont hurt her again.” He said with a serious face towards sammy. He threw his hands up as if he didnt do anything wrong. “Are yo-” he began. “Shut up sammy.” I snapped. “Dont even ask if im okay because you dont care. So save it.” I added. “Y/N i-” i put my hands up and walked away from him. “Y/N” he called out. I ignored him and made my way back to my apartment.


Its been a week since everything happened with sammy. Thats the first time his actually tried to say sorry about something his done. I just dont understand why he does it. Maybe he likes you i thought. I shook my head. Theres no way of that happening.

I quickly snapped out of my thoughts when i heard a knock on my door. I groaned and climbed off my bed. “What Joh- Sammy?” I said shookingly. “What are you doing here” i asked and crossed my arms. “Can we talk please” he said with softness in his eyes. I sighed and moved out of the way for him to come in. I followed him into the living room.

I sat across from him and watched him. He had placed his head in his hands. “Y/N .. I know your mosy likely wondering why ive been a total dick to you” he began. I nodded even though he couldnt see me. He pulled his head up and our eyes connected. “Y/N .. I .. I .. Cant do this” and got up. He started heading to the door. I quickly got up and followed him. “No Sammy. Youre not leaving me hanging. Im tired of all this shit. Why cant you just tell me why the fuck youve been a total dick to me for no reason” i demanded. “You really wanna know.” He almost mumbled. “Yes” i mumbled. Before i could react, sammy throw me on to the wall and connecting out lips. I grabbed my hands around his neck and ran my hands through his hair. He softly pulled away, “because .. I love you Y/N .. And i never knew how to show it. It pained me everyday to hurt you. And when i saw thay you were actually hurt, it broke me. Mainly because i was hurting the girl i had fell in loved with months ago. Im so sorry Y/N .. Please forgive me” he whispered the last part. “Thats all i wanted to here, i forgive you sammy, but ill never forget what you did” i mumbled. He lightly smiled and connected his soft lips with mine again. “I love you Y/N” he said as he kissed me one last time “i love you too”

Stressed Out

Hours went by and you still hadn’t heard from him. You checked your phone again, and went through the texts you’d sent with no reply from him. You knew he had practice and he had already told you that he was going to be late, but 3am was beyond late. After battling with yourself you decided to go to bed and try to get some sleep, emphasis on the word ‘try’. You spent the rest of the night checking your phone with an overwhelming want to call him but you tried to hold back. By 6am you couldn’t handle it anymore, so you called.

After three rings he picked up.

“Hey” you heard him murmur in a sleepy voice.

“Gosh… Sorry did I wake you?” your need to call him had prevented you from realizing it was 6am.

“No, no its okay. We have practice in an hour so I had to wake up.” You felt the drag in his voice. He was trying to sound cheerful but his lack of sleep was evident.

“You didn’t come over last night… I was waiting for you” You didn’t want to sound too worried. It wasn’t like he had to go over to you house every night.. but you had grown used to him sleeping beside you every night. He would show up at your apartment after practice or shows with his loving smile to see you. Even though he had to drag his feet from his exhaustion, he took his time to show you how much he loved you before you fell asleep. Every single night he would whisper things in your ear or hold you so tight that it felt as if he was afraid he wouldn’t get to hold you again. You had grown accustomed to that, but it wasn’t his duty to show up at your place, and you didn’t want him to feel like you had moved him in already without his knowledge. “I.. I mean you said you were coming over, so that’s why I was waiting.”

“I slept in the dorms.” He sighed audibly. “We had rehearsals for the concerts all day and there was a change in the choreography so we had to change positions and I got really stressed out so I didn’t feel like having sex or anything.”

You felt like a rock just landed on top of your chest making your heart and your lungs stop working correctly. It was like a cloud had just showered you and your surroundings in a deep blue color.

“Is.. Are you..” You began heaving as you struggled to form an actual sentence. You wanted to say so many things at the same time, you were overwhelmed with so much disgust, annoyance, sadness but especially disappointment. “Is that really all I am to you? Just sex?”

You didn’t want him to hear you crying, but your breathing was already failing you as you gasped for air. That’s when the tears just fell down your face uncontrollably.

“Baby…” You hung up the phone.

He had heard you cry already but what good would it make to hear his excuse.

You were shattered, certain that each one of your particles had left your body and were now scattered around the room. Nothing felt real anymore, just his words playing over and over in your head.

You cried throughout the rest of the day. You knew you’d heard your phone ring once or twice but you weren’t going to pick up. You couldn’t bring yourself to listen to his voice yet. You needed some time to process what had happened and calm yourself down.

You brought yourself to look through your phone. He had called three times with about three or four hours in between each call. You imagined he called during rehearsal breaks. He had texted too.

Please pick up your phone -7:15am



Pick up-2:45pm

don’t do this please-5:09pm

You didn’t eat one thing the entire day. Your were dehydrated and hungry by the time you got yourself out of bed. It was 8pm and even though you spent all day in bed you felt absolutely exhausted for crying for so long. You were lucky you didn’t have uni that week, because going to class in the state you were in would have been nearly impossible.

You were about to get to the fridge when the doorbell rang. You dropped your head to the floor and dragged yourself to the door. You knew who was standing behind it and you were not ready to see him. You hesitated on whether you should open the door or not, but you.

Hoseok stood there with his hair sticking to his forehead as his skin glistened with sweat. He had come straight after practice, not even bothering to shower. His eyes lit up once you opened the door and he saw you. Then his expression changed once he really -saw- you and remembered the reason why he rushed here after practice or why he kept checking his phone every time he was near it or why he couldn’t focus one bit the whole day. It was because he had failed you. He saw the bags under your irritated eyes, your messy hair and the sadness you carried was evident and he knew it was all because of him.

You both stared at each other until he dropped his head and fell on top of his knees.

“Wha-” You couldn’t finish the word once you saw him looking up at you with tears in his eyes.

“You are not and never was just sex to me. You are so much more than that. You are what has kept me going every day. You give me strength and with you I have never felt alone. You mean so much to me that seeing you like this because of me just kills me.” He wiped the tears off his face. “Im sorry. Im sorry I made you believe you were so little to me. I never meant to say it that way. I just.. I was so stressed out yesterday I didn’t want you to see me like that, I didn’t want you having to deal with me in that state…”

“That’s the stupidest thing I’ve ever heard.” You wiped your own tears off your cheeks and knelt down in front of him. “If you are stressed out, I want to be there to help you and keep you company and make you feel better.” You softly caressed his cheek and he closed his eyes with bliss. “I want to be here for you.”

“Im sorry.” He pulled you into him as he nestled his head at the crook of your neck. You took off his beanie and began massaging his scalp with one hand as the other ran up and down his back.

“Its okay.. just let me in. I know you can get stressed out and sad and angry, but you never show me that. You never let me comfort you.” You kissed the top of his head.

“I will. I promise I’ll try my best to do so.”

He pulled his face off of your neck to look into your eyes before pressing his lips to yours in a sweet loving kiss. It was soft and light as if he didn’t want to press too hard or you’d break.

He pulled away and kissed his way up to your ear before whispering.

“I love you.”

cringeworthy, I know. Okay Im sorry this is my first time writing anything.

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