im so sorry i gave in to it

Sorry im not giving up on a dream guys i love all u guys my followers! I just am trying hard tonite cause we cant have our phones tomorrow so sorry for lots of posts in advance i usually dont do this, taylor never gave up on a dream . So im not either lol

March 28th 2015

Its so exhausting having you so close or not at all. Just stay as far away as possible. I’m so fucking tired of being your sometimes. You’ve never been settled with just me. Stop fucking telling me you want to be my friend and that you’ll always be there for me when you can’t even look me in the fucking eyes. Please stop building me up just to burn me down again. I just want to be happy and you gave me a feeling so god damn close to that. I can’t breathe right now. It’s like you took all the life out of me within minutes and you are just holding it in the palm of your hand tossing it up and barley catching it. Stop fucking sugarcoating you wanting me in your life. I feel like sometimes you like seeing me suffer. I can’t wait to look at you and feel fucking nothing. Im so sorry that i cannot be what you hoped for. Somebody who can make you breathe and feel good. More importantly im so fucking sorry you couldn’t see how badly i tried. I don’t want you to hate me though. I don’t want you to leave forever. I want you to keep coming back and keep telling me you want me when i know you don’t. I don’t think we see the same things when we look at each other. We look up at the stars and see so many different things and its beautiful yet so sad. It’s okay that you look at me and see a friend. In fact that makes me feel okay. But how could you call me a friend when you can erase me from your entire life in the blink of an eye? How could you consider me to want to stick around? I’m so weak when it comes to you and at this point im fucking done. Im tired of letting you in to hurt me over and over. It’s my fault. How could i trust you to be my friend if i come to you with sad eyes and thoughts of ending it all for good and all you have to say is nothing at all. Then you come back around and tell me you just didn’t know what to say. One day you will wish you had said something. Or will you? Just please don’t go for good. If I can’t love you as a lover i’ll love you as a friend. The saddest part is this started with me wanting you as far away from me as possible and ended with wanting you to stay.

A message i could never send to you



Doctor Who’s Quinquagenary → Doctor Who?

"What’s in a name? Names are just titles. Titles don’t tell you anything." -Tenth Doctor, The Girl in the Fireplace

"You chose yours. The man who makes people better. How sanctimonious is that?" -The Master, The Sound of the Drums

"Look my name, my real name, that is not the point. The name I chose is the Doctor. The name you choose, it’s like a promise you make." -Eleventh Doctor, The Name of the Doctor

I KNOW THIS QUOTE IS OLD BUT I STILL LIKE IT anyway i hope you had a merry christmas 


asami is korra’s heart


lets pretend this is not 98% colour corrector because the colour picking tool made everything washed out //crab walks away



"There’s one lady in Oliver’s life, just one. There’s one woman in Oliver’s life this year [is that his sister?] No! it’s Felicity […] the ship has sailed on those romances, I don’t think we’ll ever see Oliver and Sara or Oliver and Laurel together again. They will be together but not together, together. They will be teammates. We discover in the pilot the way that Oliver feels about Felicity so, because of that if we just introduce random love interests, it would kind of undersell what we do in the premiere." [x]




s h e ’ s  j u s t   a   g i r l   w i t h   s p i r i t ,   is   a l l .

               that’s always a  g o o d  thing.