im so so so so so so so so so so sorry

NHL Team Gothics
  • Anaheim Ducks: You turn on a Ducks game. The screen is white. It must be Ryan Getzlaf’s bald head, you think. You’re probably right.
  • Arizona Coyotes: You accidentally call them the Phoenix Coyotes. No one corrects you. You’ve never encountered someone with them as their favorite team.
  • Boston Bruins: Chara checks someone into the boards. That someone disappears into thin air. You wonder if they keep a list of people Chara has made disappear like that.
  • Buffalo Sabres: You constantly forget about their existence. Would they be more relevant if they had won the draft lottery and had gotten McDavid, you think sometimes. You forget about them again.
  • Calgary Flames: A Flames game gets interrupted. Someone yells that there’s a child on the ice. It turns out to be Johnny Gaudreau. Gaudreau eats a Snickers on the bench, and scores.
  • Carolina Hurricanes: The Canes are down 6-0. Jeff Skinner smiles at a ref. The Canes are up 6-0.
  • Chicago Blackhawks: Chelsea Dagger starts playing in the distance. Oh no. You start running. The music gets louder. Someone yells: “3 cups in 6 years”. You’re crying. You can’t hide.
  • Colorado Avalanche: Someone on their roster scores. You must be dreaming. They get a win. This can’t be real, you think. The world must be ending.
  • Columbus Blue Jackets: You blankly stare at the TV. You’ve lost count of how many times you’ve heard the cannon by now. You stopped counting after 10. Your team still hasn’t scored.
  • Dallas Stars: There’s a fan crying. “Our goalie situation is shit,” they sob. Another fan rubs their back. “At least Tyler Seguin is still hot,” they say. You roll your eyes.
  • Detroit Red Wings: You hear someone cursing Dylan Larkin. “Why can’t he score,” you hear them say. Crying, they cuddle up to their Yzerman hugging pillow.
  • Edmonton Oilers: “McDavid sucks,” someone says. Ten Oilers fans and Milan Lucic appear from nowhere. “You suck,” Lucic says and punches them.
  • Florida Panthers: There’s a ceremony before the game. Jagr is turning 70. Jagr scores the OT winner.
  • Los Angeles Kings: You make eye contact with Anze Kopitar. He looks dead inside. You nod at each other. What is Kopitar losing fate in, you think. You still relate to him.
  • Minnesota Wild: The Wild has a 10 win streak. It ends in a 0-1 loss to an irrelevant team. They start a new 10 win streak.
  • Montreal Canadiens: Carey Price breaks all his limbs. Therrien doesn’t pull him. Shea Weber positions himself on the ice. Al Montoya tells Weber to take the shot while maintaining eye contact with Therrien. Weber shoots. They hire their rivals’ old coach. You wonder if god is real.
  • Nashville Predators: You meet a fan. They’re crying. “How are you?” you ask. They keep sobbing. You notice they’re wearing a Weber jersey. You understand.
  • New Jersey Devils: You watch a Devils game. You can’t remember the score after it. You’re only convinced that Adam Henrique is not real.
  • New York Islanders: John Tavares gives an interview. He’s more plain and boring than you remembered. You can’t stop watching though.
  • New York Rangers: Henrik Lundqvist stops the game to have a photoshoot. The play continues. He’s not in the net. He makes a save. You don’t understand.
  • Ottawa Senators: “Ottawa Senators,” someone says. You have to think for a while. You remember Erik Karlsson. That’s it.
  • Philadelphia Flyers: No one has seen Jakub Voracek’s face in five years. His beard and hair just keep growing. No one knows how to stop the growth.
  • Pittsburgh Penguins: Someone accidentally says “Crosby.” In a minute, there’s someone with a peach emoji. You hear the words Phil Kessel is a Stanley Cup Champion at least once a day.
  • San Jose Sharks: Someone on their roster scores four times. Joe Thornton is somewhere, stroking himself. Despite the lead, Martin Jones sits on the bench with dead eyes.
  • St. Louis Blues: Tarasenko scores. Tarasenko scores again. You wonder if anyone else ever scores for them.
  • Tampa Bay Lightning: No one has seen Steven Stamkos in years. People wish for his return. No one expect nothing though.
  • Toronto Maple Leafs: “Matthews is better than Laine,” someone says. You keep quiet. It doesn’t matter if you agree. You’ll get attacked either way.
  • Vancouver Canucks: Henrik and Daniel Sedin have assisted each other in every goal they’ve scored. You don’t believe they’re two different people until you see them in person. Even after that you’re doubtful.
  • Washington Capitals: Ovechkin is in his spot. Everyone sees him, no one defends him. He shoots, he scores. In the distance, someone says: “Crosby is better.”
  • Winnipeg Jets: “Laine is better than Matthews,” someone says. You keep quiet. It doesn’t matter if you agree. You’ll get attacked either way.

some self indulgent yooran for my deprived self

Ummmm WTF I somehow reached 2K followers? I don’t understand? But I’m honestly so thankful for all of you that follow me and Tumblr has been a place where I can be myself 100%. (Plus over here no one will judge me for my love for Dan and Phil so) 

I just wanted to highlight some blogs that I love with all my heart. (not all are mutuals lol) 

Faves are bolded

I am lucky to call them some of my closest friends on tumblr:

@onceuponademigawd @mayabunz @writerlester @maliciaous @mmixhowell @merlimarlo @gorgeous-howell @stellar-jpg @pilotout @myfaceisyoutubetastic @danshine @whatsirface @suchphanmuchtrash

Other people who I am always happy to see on my dash:


@alexanderbootybutt @allineediswifim8 @amazingphilz  @amusedan @angelphannie @articulatehowell @arcticlester @asleepyphilly @astronautdan @atticmonkeyss @attack-of-the-ash @azure-lester @baawri @backin2009 @banhowell @beatificsimpers @beautifulester @beeken @bitesizedhowell @bogleshogle @bondange @britishdjh @c0ffeeat3am @callistobear @cansadda @captainblitzy @carrieonphan @celestialesters @cheekyhearteyes @civilwhore @clingylester @cloverlester @comethruav @cosmoshoe @cozydan @cringe-attacks @crispyphil @curtneyyy @cursivehowell


@dabbermom @dailyphan @danandphilaremyaesthetic @danandphilflower @dandelionphan @dangelical @danisnotonfires @danisnotonfiretm @danisnotonfirewhiskey @danjoon @danlikephil @danopoly @dans-tampon @dansadmirer @dansucc @dantea @dantlers @dawniel @dayphil @dc12sprint @deadnotsleepdeprived @demonphannie @diggitydog @dimensionallyyours @distortedrain 


@earlgreyphil @eclipsedan @efflorescenceinyourdreams @emospaceship @energeticwarrior @existentialcatwhiskers @femlester @fiercehowell @fireflyphil @fireboltdan @flouisboyante @flowersofproserpina @foreverlostinliterature @forgetfullittleguy @fringegaps @friskyphan @g-o-o-d-n-i-g-h-t-m-o-o-n @genisnotamazing @german-giraffe @glasshowell @glittaaaaah @glitterfacehowell @gloaminghowell @goddesslester @goghthedistance @graceless-potato @greenowl12 


@haruuhowell @heartachephil @heartphil @heckphil @helllointernet @heywhatsupimlonely @hobbithair @homesicklester @howell-af @howelljesus @howellscrunchynuts @hugahowlter @i-am-a-weird-noodle12 @i-am-dead-inside-my-dudes @ikeahotdog @ilikefandomsmorethanpeople @imamoosed @imsodrtybxbe @incrediblehowell @intensefandoms @internettrash01 @ironically-danlester @itsanadictivemess @j0shler @jaimewareham @jali-2002 


@katygreyeyes @kawaiiphancake @kebabshop @kissmyphan @kiwicheekychica @lacedaffodils @ladyfoxcake @lester-licious @lester-nerd @lesterally @lightninginthenightsky @liguorihowell @litraleehowell @lonelyqueener @lordphaniel @loudashowell @love-of-lester @lozorhowlter @lovelylilaclester @lsterr @luminaryphan @luminaryphil @lurkinghowell @marvelsexual @matydn @mega-waffle-lord @melloncollic @miloisqueer @mochilester @mrphilip @murder-me-daddy @my-lungs-will-phil @mylifeishire 


@nasaphil @nikkiecola @niphilism @nonewravioli @novocainehowell @obliviatx-mx @oculestereparo @orionsdan @paradisedan @pearlphil @phanamored @phanasourasrex @phancifies @phandaya @phangif @phanperra @phanshy @phantastic-dan@philestial @philledwithpuns @phillybop @phillytm @philpancakes @philversusdan @phtl @pityhowell @plantboyphillip @plantpotphil @playlistphan @prettydan@princessdan @probably-platonic @pseudophan @puritylester 


@qanhowell @queerly-cute @rain-phan @rainbowhowell @ratinof @redwitchcraft @redwoodlester @roseydan @rosy-phil @seaballoon @serenephil @shingekihowell @sinjumper @sithl0rdv4der @sleep4eternity @sleeplesslester @smoltheatrekid @snugglyhowell @softdan @softdnp @softphl @someoneyoumeet @sparklephil @starinorbit @starryhtml @subbydingdan @tan-howell @teabaglester @thatgaptoothedbitch @theaterdan @themostfuniveverhad @theylikeboys @thorlester @timidhowell @vannyfire @volcaniclester @wispyphil

sh cast: there’s a lot of malec, very sweet, romantic moments

sh promo team: *spoiling every little malec scenes* stills, teasers here you go guys

*episodes air*

me: where. are. those. FULL. scenes. ?

sh prod: yeah we had to cut out a lot of it, the episode was too long, you will never get to see them but they were filmed don’t worry

you: u suck cynthia
me, an intellectual: Cynthia, don’t even start with me. We all know that the cookies you “baked” for the PTA bake sale were actually store bought, and guess what? They tasted like trash. You’re always late to Yoga class on Tuesdays at 3:00-4:00 PM and you look like a flailing turtle when you go in Standing Tree position. You dress like a teen girl who just discovered Claire’s and your son is bad at soccer, so don’t even go there, Cynthia.

i jus wnna say rlly quick tht kim taehyung’s natural skin is v beautiful

T… thanks for waiting…. !

You know…. This wasn’t so bad…. *Yawn*

I think I’m gonna stay home for about a month though… 

(( I never thought i would get so many asks for the ball…. You guys are amazing aah… I’m real tired today so i’ll tag you all tomorrow…))

((Also wanna thank the mods for organizing such a fun event! I had lots of fun tbh))


I made a thing for some reason..