spencer and toby deserved better. they deserved a better ending. WE deserved better. after seven years of happiness, angst, tears, sadness, we deserved to see spencer and toby get back together. we should’ve seen them declare their love for each other one last time. we should’ve seen them happy as a couple, kissing and hugging and glad to finally be back with each other. i’m so angry and upset and i can’t believe marlene would do this. every other ship got an engagement/marriage/children and spoby doesn’t even get a reunion on screen. screw this
the original adventure time animated short turned 10 years old today! (january 11th 2017)
i drew this in celebration! a couple of these characters you might notice weren’t in the pilot. i used an old unused design for bmo (when they were named ‘raye’) and based marceline off of the original series pitch design!
i have no idea if this is possible or if it would even go well, but imagine jeremy and jean travelling to france, to marseille and what it would be like
no matter what happened with his family or the moriyamas, jean is still intensely fond of his hometown at least
when he was still a kid, he would sit at the sea for hours because he didn’t want to go home yet and listen to the waves crash against the shore
it always helped him soothe the pain a little bit and strengthen him enough to take the walk back home
so when jean first arrived at edgar allen he was angry, hurt, confused and stuck underground??? the entire time??? broken over and over without a ray of sunlight ever touching his abused skin for weeks, even months on end
and oh god did he miss the sea waves, the soft sand under his feet and the sun warming him up bc really, no one else ever did
the first time riko pushes him down the stairs is actually the one and only time jean tried to escape, tried to go back home and riko just keeps on doing it whenever he sees that faraway look in jeans eyes
so after his first year with the trojans passes and he has healed at least enough to wonder, what if?????
when he shares this thought, quite reluctantly though, with jeremy the what if doesn’t stay a what if for long
jeremy books plane tickets that same night after he’s sure jean is fast asleep
the next morning, jean wakes up with two plane ticket print outs being pressed in his face and a beaming jeremy
he needs a moment to register what this means bc oh my god jeremy you did not-
oh yes he did
so summer and the holidays roll around and while all their teammates slowly disperse, jean and jeremy pack up for 2 weeks in marseille
jean is really anxious and nervous because there is the high possibilty that he might run into his family or any people he knows and that thought is entirely unpleasant
he doesn’t want jeremy to notice tho because he is looking forward to it too
but of course jeremy notices but he wisely doesn’t comment and tries to keep being the support jean so desperately needs
they arrive after a rlly long flight and jean is just on panic mode 1000 because this is really happening oh fuck oh fuck why did i think i could-
and jeremy just takes his hand and quietly “remember what we practised? in - you’re going to be fine, out - because i’m with you”
jean isn’t feeling completely comfortable yet but he’s once again so glad to have jeremy with him?? some divine happiness distribution worker must’ve seriously fucked up the paper work because does this really belong to him???? this happiness??? with jeremy?? and it’s not going to get ripped from his hands anytime soon?????
they leave the airport and head to their hotel (jeremy had asked beforehand if there were any places jean wanted to avoid, to make it at least a little bit easier)
it’s small and cozy and they share a queen bed but it is going to be fine
jeremy is definitely the type of person to get excited over the little bottles of shampoo and soap that are scattered in the bathroom and he loves how soft the towels are!!! jean you have to feel this!!!!!
jean is the type of person to steal those towels for his boyfriend when they leave
so the first days they spend walking around town, holding hands and being generally adorable
jean keeps glancing at the people around them to search for any familiar faces, so he was a little distracted at times even when jeremy was talking to him
with each passing day he visibly started to relax tho
and slowly but surely he would start to share little stories about his childhood here and there and tell jeremy everything he knew about the different places they’re visiting
like that time he was running home because it was already getting dark and he had lost track of the time sitting at the sea
but he fell and scraped his knee and he tried to supress his tears so much but of course he’s a kid so it doesn’t really work and suddenly this old lady walks over to him and helps him up and asks if he’s okay and he’s so stunned he just nods
the old lady then smiles and tells him because he’s being so brave, she’s going to give him these navette de marseille
jeremy doesn’t know what that is so of course he has to ask and jean’s just “….find out for yourself. i’m going to get you some tomorrow”
jeremy’s smile is brighter than the fucking sun and jean might or might not have to look away
the two weeks pass so fast and surprisingly with very little incidents and jean is actually smiling and jeremy’s heart definitley stopped beating several times
seeing jean in his natural surroundings, finally walking with a little more ease and familiarity in his step (because marseille is easily such a huge part of who jean is), speaking french freely with these slightly unfriendly people and hearing his accent slip more and more into his english
jeremy is in love has always been will always be
but there’s still something missing
on their very last day they go down to the sea
of course they’ve seen glimpses here and there throughout the entire trip but they haven’t been there yet
after what riko did to him, jean’s feelings for big bodies of water are complicated and troubled and once again, he’s so glad to have jeremy with him
so on their last day they just. sit down on one of those big stones at the edge of the beach
jean’s hands are shaking but he’s taking a deep breath as if he’s only now able to breathe again
they sit in silence for a few minutes before jeremy whispers “it’s beautiful”
and jean has to take another deep breath before he says jeremy’s name and “i’m. i’m really glad you…..you took this trip with me. i don’t think i would’ve been able to come here on my own”
he doesn’t look at jeremy as he’s saying this, eyes instead on the ocean and jeremy looks up to him
jean’s green eyes and freckles and faint tan and jeremy smiles “I’m just glad you let me take this trip with you. i’m glad i got down your defenses enough that you were able to share it with me. and i mean, what would i have done without you, the greatest guide in the entirety of marseille?”
jean kinda elbows him and jeremy laughs and rests his head on jean’s shoulder and they’re happy
HERP BERF JERN ( @hasuyawwn ) hihihihi wowow another year already? I literally have so many pics in my computer labeled “hbdjen” of some variety. I wanted to type a bunch of mush but I do it like every year and I’m really out of it today so I’ll summarize: Best friend, so cool, so talented, wowow, too good, boy i die, joker is best husbando, wowow such maid, I drew this today cuz I’m a procrastinating turd/addicted to Pokemon Go and Maplestory, but u real cool fam, always gunna be fam, SEE YOU TOMORROW YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYA.
I just saw all your Speedo posts(because even tho I lowkey stalk your account because it’s 👌🏻👌🏻 I forget to actually click and look at things) and im glad it’s not just MY PDX game where EVERY DAMN SONG HE ENDS UP WEARING THAT DUMB AF MODULE NO MATTER WHAT I PUT HIM IN! I HAVENT GOTTEN CYBER NEKO YET BUT I SURE HAVE GOTTEN THOSE SPEEDO MODULES FIFTY MILLION TIMES SEGA WHY IS IT A THING—
Gosh same! Im so glad I managed to get all of his modules cause its embarrasing him pop up with his speedos on in the middle of every song haha! I think I got the cyber neko module at a challange quirky song and if you equip him with the Mysterious Butterfly module you might him (I remember struggeling getting him in that module cause I love that moduleeee!! also love Guilty!)
btw thank you so much for the stalking! It isnt creepy when its done online haha!! thank you so much!!
Hello!! I hope i don't come across as rude or demanding or anything but I really really love ragtag and dead reckoning and was wondering if you still intend to update the latter? Your writing is so good and amazing and i might be craving more. Thanks for creating such awesome works!! Hope ya have a great day :')
thanks! im glad you like my writing!
and, as ive said a couple of times before, dead reckoning is not abandoned…i still have every intention to finish it! unfortunately, ive got a lot of dumb stuff going on in my personal life thats making it a bit hard for me to write lately :/
i do have a few days off from both work and doctor’s appointments coming up next week, so hopefully i can get some work done!
omg thanks gracie for that video !! i literally have only ever associated with some of those people a few times and i'm glad i never got to know them now ?? like wtf kind of people are they ?? so thanks for exposing disgusting people and attempting to make this fandom better !! i really hope all this goddamn drama goes away eventually and we can all just get along ?? ya know like a fandom should ??
of course taylor!! i know holy shit, it’s so ridiculous but it had to be done alksdjfadsf im glad more people know what’s up now!
im only getting back to these now but i read them as you guys replied to the post and ^O^ i just want u to know hearing about your days makes me rly happy hehehe ANYWAY!! THERE ARE A TON OF REPLIES UNDER THE CUT!!
ok so. my day has been uhhh quite lacklustre so far i havent done much but i had a busy week so i'm glad for time to chill. also it RAINED TODAY im so so happy cause it's been so dry and now everything is green and happy. how has ur day/night been?
Glad u can relax 4 now ! Rain’s nice; Im in Florida so it rains here all the time esp with it being cane season. We keep getting little storms here and there . Im glad u got some water there doll !
Ive been alright, I havent been arnd much + I slept until like 3 pm so I didnt hve a lot of the day left , I been spending the majority of it zoning out to music and knitting or hanging arnd outside
oh it was so much fun too cause im apart of this guild on ff14 right and even though i had done my leveling roulette for the day i decided to party up with 2 other guild members so they could do theirs and im glad i did cause we got my favorite dungeon so far. our 4th party member was running that dungeon for the first time though so one of us was explaining boss mechanics and me and the other dude were just emoting at the boss and i was posing and flexing like a goof lol it was a great time :^)
I met Jack and Wade!!! I interacted more with Jack but both of them were great :) I wish I could have gotten one with Mark… I was at his panel but didn’t make it in time to the signing :( I’ll get one with him someday!! Owo