u know that feeling where you’re just preparing for the worst and shit keeps happening and things keep trying you and it’s like… rlly hard to think there’s ever gonna be a positive side at the end of it bc fucking god yh man mood
im angry at the people in my life rn. and it’s probably my fault, not theirs. but goddamn my mom is not understanding me! all she keeps saying is “just do it! force yourself!” newsflash mom, i fucking cant. i fucking cant! i cant get out of bed for shit! get it in your fucking head. i feel like an asshole and i probably am but how the fuck am i supposed to do things when all i wanna do is die. and im probably just making excuses but ive been struggling for months on end now and nobody is helping. nobody understands. they make it seem like im making a CHOICE to be like this. idk. i want to die :^)
Okay so im shitting myself rn because we get to see the last episode of snk’s english dub in about 4 days and the voicing in the sub was just so fucking on point like Erens freakout was so so perfect and for a lover of snk’s english dub like me I just hope and hope with all my heart that Bryce Papenbrook (Erens english voice actor) can pull it off.