im screaming over him this season

okay so i’ve been watching the get down constantly since it came out, but recently i rewatched p1, esp. in prep for the tgd watch on twitter (check it out here to help us out!!) and i have some thoughts on episode six and dizzee’s experience at the club.

- first of all, i keep forgetting that two minutes before dizzee arrives, there’s the scene where thor’s like “you should come down to soho”

- and it’s so wild to watch that exact scene because as much as we joke about it being love at first sight for the two of them, dizzee genuinely had a crush on this dude ( and i think he knew it too) but hadn’t … like, experienced his awakening yet?

- so how amazing would it have been for him to 1. have met his idol (you’re thor?  wow!), 2. have his idol save him from the police, 3. be praised and admired for his artmaking and ideas, which definitely wasn’t common in his life prior to this ( i like rumi, he’s weird though / your brother’s a fucking weirdo ), and 4. that thor likes him enough to exchange books and hang out with him? then thor invites him to a party?  like at this point dizzee’s crushing on what used to a very highly esteemed colleague, and is now close to being his best friend??  stop??

- he meets up with thor and “beautiful girl” ( i will never forgive them for not giving her a name!! ) but he sees!!  thor!! make out with her right in front of him and you can see he’s like

:/// okay

- but then dizzee goes into the club! and immediately you can see him go “!!!” this isn’t insignificant for him!  this is a HUGE DEAL for dizzee

- thor’s like “yeah this is where the free people run free!!” and dizzee can likely see!!!  wlw !! couples!! and mlm!! couples!!  kissing near him!!

- he can see drag queens and people like him wearing dresses and makeup and it’s like he’s walked into a dream because he’s had thoughts about what if i could kiss boys??  what if i could wear nail polish?? what if i could wear dresses???  and so straight off the bat he’s being validated 100% by these happy dancing people and the cool disco atmosphere i mean he must be feeling high as a kite

- AND THEN and then he gives thor!!!!!!!!!! the fuckingggggggg RECORD

- he’s like “here it reminded me of you!” and thor gives him this HUGE SMILE thats so grateful and like ADORING like can you imagine how dizzee is FEELING right now

- then THEN the beautiful girl goes “you should get carlo to play it!” and dizzee’s like “okay cool who’s that?” and yeah its the dj and then she’s like “ya thor REEALLY KNOWS HIM ya know ;))))” .  dizzee’s fucking 

😱😱😱 does that mean what i think it means?? like this boy???? might like boys too ????? the fuck //????? liking girls and boys at the same time?????

- so he hangs out with the girl while thor goes off and he talks about the performers and he takes in a WHOLE NEW GENRE of art and dance and being!!

- the girl initiates the kiss but he goes in for it anyway and gets tapped on the shoulder

- and thor’s there, and dizzee goes “oh fuck i just kissed his girlfriend now the guy i’m crushing on is gonna be pissed at me” right?

- WRONG

- dizzee goes “sorry” and thor goes “my turn”

- MY TURN

- MY

- TURN

- SO NOW IN THE SPACE OF LESS THAN TWENTY MINUTES DIZZEE HAS REALISED THAT

IT’S OKAY TO LIKE BOYS AND IT’S OKAY TO LIKE BOYS AT THE SAME TIME AS GIRLS


THAT HE HAS A BIG CRUSH ON THIS BOY


THAT THE BOY LIKES HIM BACK AND MAYBE WANTS TO KISS HIM????


-  and he’s unsure right?  like christina aguilara’s song comes on and thor’s just dancing and dizzee’s like 

…. is this real?  did you just ask to kiss me a second ago?

- and the song keeps going and thor keeps dancing and bopping his shoulder good naturedly so dizzee’s like “no nah nah i’m not gonna do this what if i misread the signals”

- he didn’t

- the beautiful girl leans over and goes “IT’S OKAY, GO ON, KISS HIM!”

- IT’S OKAY!

- GO ON!

- KISS HIM!

HE’S SHY AND HESITANT BUT THOR JUST SMILES AT HIM AND KEEPS DANCING LIKE 

- and dizzee at this point is just like “ ???????????????????????????? IM ALLOWED TO DO THAT IM ALLOWED TO DO THAT IM ALLOWED TO DO THAT”

- the beautiful girl takes this into her own hands and gives him a reassuring kiss, you know, one that’s familiar and comfortable and he closes his eyes and kisses back

- she pulls back and says TO.  THOR.  “HE’S A GOOD KISSER,  I LIKE THAT A LOT.”

- HE’S

- A

- GOOD

- KISSER

- I

- LIKE

- THAT

- A LOT

- AND THE MUSIC GETS CLIMACTIC AND THERE ARE ALL THESE QUEER RELATIONSHIPS GOING ON RIGHT BESIDE THEM PEOPLE ARE KISSING AND EMBRACING AND DANCING AND THAT WHOLE MONTAGE JUST REINFORCES THE FACT THAT THIS IS NORMAL!! THESE TWO BOYS!! JUST FEELING A LITTLE BIT IN LOVE WITH EACH OTHER!!  ITS NOT OUT OF PLACE IT’S OKAY!!

- they’re both so shy and it’s so pure!!  like clearly this whole time thor has had a crush on dizzee as well and they don’t want to mess up and the beautiful girl in the corner is just like “this is the sweetest thing ever”

- thor gives him

- a

- mother

- fucking

- smile

- to reassure him because this is a hugely overwhelming experience for dizzee lbr!!

- and you can tell that dizzee is entranced by this whole situation because never in his LIFE did he expect a boy he liked to like him back!! he never anticipated that he would get to live THIS FREE !!

and they get closer and closer together and in a second we see a dozen people lock lips simultaneously, then the two of them slowly part, we’re left to imagine the magic and the wonder of dizzee’s first kiss with a boy (which i ❤❤❤❤❤).

- THEN

- BITHC

- MYLENE CRUZ HERSELF BEGINS SINGING AS THEY STAY TOGETHER JOINED AT THE FOREHEAD FOR A FEW SECONDS BEFORE SLOWLY PULL APART, A MANTRA OF ‘SET ME FREE’ FOLLOWING THE TWO OF THEM AS THEY MEET ONE ANOTHER’S EYES

- THOR IS GRINNING

- SO HARD

- dizzee has straight up just kissed the boy he’s crushing on well enough for thor to look at him like dizzee is the SUN AND SKY

- they dance together a bit and then the beautiful girl joins them and it’s probably the best romance story ever written.  romeo and juliet who?  i don’t know them. 

- anyway

- i’m sick of this show blasting me with emotions i’m a weak bitch i can’t handle it

(ML season 2 EP 4) Befana episode recap + comments

FIRST OF ALL AHHHHH IT WAS MARI’S BRITHDAY.

Tikki gave her like a yin/yang charm? That she spit out (cute XD) possibly a tooth? But marinette made it into a necklace after.

THEN HER GRANDMA COMES IN WOO WHAT A CUTE GRANDMA SHE IS AND ALSO A BADASS BUT SO CUTEEEEE

ALSO Marinette should appreciate her 😭ditching her Grandma to go to her “surprise” party (she played detective and knew it was coming) (also not entirely ditched she did tell her grandma about the party and sigh it was a very bittersweet thing that made me appreciate my grandparents more.)

(SIDE NOTE: ALSO MARI AND PEOPLE WHI GET AKUMATIZED WHAT IS THIS OH MY??? WHY DOES MARI SEEM TOBE THE CAUSE OF SOME?)

OKAY SO THEN GRANNY GETS AKUMATIZED AND LIKE SHE GETS SABINE OVER HER OWN SON WHICH I FOUND RATHER HILARIOUS BUT DAMN

Then you have Adrien transforming into Chat AND MARI CALLING OUT TO CHAT BC SHE NEEDED HELP AND FINALLY CHAT HELPING AND CARRYING (PRINCESS/BRIDAL STYLE CARRY, NOT LIKE WHAT WE GOT IN SEASON 1) HER AS FAR AWAY AS POSSIBLE AND THEN PROCEEDING TO GREET HER A HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEFORE HE LEAVES HER LIKE YOU S M OOTH ASF BOIIII

Then you have the battle and Hawkmoth seemingly thrown off by Befana’s comment pretty hilarious tbh

***edit side note: CHAT WAS ALSO WORRIED THAT BEFANA WOULD REACH MARINETTE ON THE EIFFEL TOWER AND WENT AFTER HER BEFORE SHE COULD GET TO HER GRANDAUGHTER LIKE CUTEEEE AND THEN LADYBUG A L M O S T REVEALING HER IDENTITY BECAUSE OF HOW WORRIED HE WAS ABOUT IT***

Then everything goes back to normal AND WE GO BACK TO THE PARTY THIS TIME ITS THE EVENING

Mari makes up with her granny good girl ❤️😭

THEN YOU HAVE THE WHOLE CLASS SINGING HAPPY BIRTHDAY AND HER PARENTS BRING OUT THE CAKE THEY MADE AND LIKE KIM AND IVAN LITERALLY LIFT HER BY THE ARMS TO HELP BLOW HER CANDLE LIKE W HAT SWEETIES AAAAA

Then you finally have Adrien giving his gift again (bc it was destroyed in the battle and fixed after she put everything back to mormal) AN D WHAT IS I N THE F R EA K I NG BOX!?!?!?!

A LUCKY C H A R M HE MADE BECAUSE SHE GAVE/LENT HIM HER LUCKY CHARM IN SEASON ONE LIKE OH MY GOD GUYS I SCREAMED THE LUCKY CHARM WAS ANSWERED AND HE MADE ONE(?) MAYBE BOUGHT(?) BUT I’LL STICK WITH MADE ONE FOR HER TOO LIKE AAAAHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! MATCHING LUCKY CHARM BRACELETS AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA IM D E A D.

Then at the end Marinette and Tikki talk and she coos over the lucky charm bracelet Adrien got her and Tikki was like all cute and Emily when she saw Marinette made her present into a necklace AAA

THEN -OH B O I- THEN THE SCENE CUTS TO ADRIEN LIKE BY A TREE ALONE STARING SO FONDLY AT THE LUCKY CHARM BRACELET SHE GAVE HIM IN SEASON 1 LIKE B O I I SWEAR YOU LIKE HER ALREADY BUT YOU JUST DON’T KNOW IT YET AAAAA

Overall this episode was again squeals and just amazing and I’m so proud of Astruc and his team for bringing us even more quality and amazing content this season. BLESS YOU THOMAS AND TEAM FOR ALL YOU’RE HARD WORK AT MAKING EVERYONES HEARTS RACE AND SQUEAL WITH JOY. THANK YOU FOR ALL THIS CONTENT I STAY UP LATE FORRRR

interesting

MEETING KANG DANIEL

-okay, so you were just called to write Wanna ones debut song (hopefully not dream girls pt. 2)

-since you loved the show and love the boys you give your all and write the best song you ever wrote

-You come and meet them in their practice rooms and give them the lyrics -You go over the song and give them some pointers

-They compliment how good it is

-One hour passes and you start to leave

-Daniel: can I have your number just in case, if I have any questions about the song??

-You try to giggle but kinda overdueit and end up sounding like Jaehwan

-then you proceed to look into your phone, because who memorizes numbers these days -probably everyone

-okay so you FINALLY give him your number and he calls you 5 minutes later

-Daniel: Hey, could you help me with the choreography, it’s really hard

-You: I’m a songwriter

-Daniel: I know :-)

-so you two decide to meet at 5 at some dank restaurant called The Spring Panda

-You: I thought you needed help with dance

-Daniel: when did I say that??

-You: Over the phone

-Daniel: must’ve been a mistake, but since we’re here lets enjoy this date.

-so, you end up ordering some unknown dishes like  冻死称 and 黄人均

-it’s suprisingly very good

-You talk about everything

-From cats to the defenestrations of Prague

-He tries to teach you how to pronounce his name

-How can someone look so cute saying their own name

-You probably try each others food

-His ends up being better than yours so you switch

-The evening is coming to an end and he pays for everything

-Daniel being the gentleman he is insists to walk you home

-Daniel: Let me take you home it’s dangerous outside

-You: I live like 3 minutes away

-Daniel: That’s 3 minutes too far

-You give in and he holds your hand all the way

-Does that cliche thing of kissing you in your door step

-You invite him in for a drink (of water, not alcohol)

-He refuses saying he’s in a hurry

-In reality he realises that he’s gone 2 hours without embarrassing himself and it’s bound to happen

-Gives you one last kiss before leaving

-You’ll text your best friend and you’ll scream over the phone together

-You’ll probably end up getting married in 4 years but that’s a story for another day

what is julies fucking obsession with noorhell like seriously. she could’ve just let noora get fucking over him because she’s a smart girl who deserves so much better, yet she forces a noorhell storyline onto sana’s season im going to fucking scream

VLD S4 SPOILER WARNING

IM STILL NOT OVER THE FACT THAT KEITH WAS GOING TO SACRIFICE HIMSELF IS ANYONE WITH ME?…

and lil thing that worrying me i didn’t really hear anyone protesting about him going to do it, maybe everything was happening so fast no one really realized so thats actually not bothering me as much as the fact that he was actually going to kill/sacrifice himself to save everyone basically but then Lotor came in and just saved them like what I’m still fazed okay 

me, a dirty, lying, fake: i stopped liking sherlock a long long time ago

sherlock: [releases teaser for season 4]

me, crawling back up mark gatiss’ ass: MARY IS MORAN AND LESTRADE IS MY DAD [AND MY DAD’S’ DAD]. MYCROFT’S LEGS HAVE TO BE SO NICE BY NOW AND ALSO MOLLY CAN BE MY GIFRLFRIEND OR MAYBE GREG’S I LOVE HER AND IM HAPPY SHE GOT OVER SHERLOCK SHE DIDNT NEED HIM BUT ALSO JOHN IS GRYFFINDOR [AND SHERLOCK IS SLYTHERIN SUCK ME] AND THE ELEPHANTS ARE SO CLEVER AND WITTY #I REALLY THOUGHT SHERIARTY WAS GONNA KISS SQUAD 2K15 #BRING BACK THE JEANS IM STILL SCREAMING ABOUT “IT’S YOU. ALWAYS YOU” AND THE PARALLELS SUSTAIN ME AND MY LIFE ESP WITH THE MAYFLY MAN AND THE NURSE WHO LEAVES A WEDING EARLY?BABIES THATS WHO. JAWN&JAM!! WAR PILL PARK LAB MESS CRIMESCENE PINK RACHEL ABANDONMENT TEXT SPAGHETTI WINE WATER CAB DRUGS ANOTHER CAB MORE PILL GUN MORIARTY CHINESE FOOD 

JOHNLOCK IS ENDGAME