“Lil.” His voice cracks. “Why are you crying?” He rubs my tears with his thumb, concern and hurt crossing his beautiful face.
“I don’t deserve you,” I say softly, our legs tangled together.
His glare could murder a family of geese, but the familiar sight is more than comforting. “Then we’re two undeserving individuals because I sure as hell don’t deserve you, Lily Hale. You help me every day stay sane and sober. I couldn’t live this life alone.” His thumb skims my wet cheeks. “And you know what?”
“What?” I whisper.
“The world went and fucked itself because the two most undeserving people got more than they deserved.”
EXPLAIN THE REASON WHY (warning: my explanation is kinda long)
i used to be your one and lonely. but now im just lonely
oh calamity-all time low//miserable at best-mayday parade//twin size mattress-the front bottoms//tiger teeth-walk the moon//i dont love you-my chemical romance//eyelids-PVRIS//youve go to hide your love away-the beatles//need you now- lady antebellum//i miss you-blink 182//photograph-ed sheeran//the boy who blocked his own shot-brand new//stay-mayday parade//everything we had-the academy is…//northern downpour-panic! at the disco
its funny how your smile used to be the sun and how i thought the stars were in your eyes. i used to pull you into the waves with me but now im left in the middle of the sea and i think im drowning in memories. we swore to never let each other go, but you left and i am here clinging on to anything i can save.