im pathetic reblog this

lol i have therapy next Friday for the first time in three months and only have $1.88 in my bank account thanks to needing gas for my car……im abt to ask for help again w my PayPal 😭 romneyno@hotmail.com

Get me to know Tag
I was tagged by @lunyc ♥︎

1) Rules: tag 9 people who you would like to know better.

I tag: @blackelision, @plumbobsophy, @simified, @bananahut @ahnzhie

Relationship status: have a boyfriend

Last song i listened to: Big Wild – When I Get There

Last book read/listened to: I read only manga, the last that read - Moritat, End, Bat Breet, Killing Stalking

Favorite color: Black

Top three shows: I do not watch

Top three characters: Sang Woo, Koko Hekmatyar, Jess

Top three ships: I do not know

2) Rules: BOLD the statements that are true for you!

Appearance:
Black hair color
Brown eyes
Full cheeks

There are two tattoos
Have a piercing

Personality:
I’m sociopathic
I’m very depressed

I like to communicate on the Internet
I love violence
I love guro 
ヽ༼≖ل͜≖༽ノ
Can not live without music

Ability: 
I sleep a lot

Hobbies: 
games

Experiences:
I kissed a girl a lot of times? ヽ༼ °‿° ༽ノ

Relationships:
My first relationship lasted 4 years
Current relationship 3rd year
But, I think I’m a lesbian (whispers)
I’m sincerely in love with Sang Woo

My Life:
I’m a fool for life

Random shit:
I do not want to live after 25 years old  ಥ ೧ ಥ
I want to live in Korea
I hate myself, I’m so pathetic

Originally posted by immortaltalkingcat

TO WHOM IT MAY CONCERN,

IDK WHAT STRATEGY I AM GOING TO DO JUST TO BE NOTICE BY YOU taylorswift 😭 IM NOT GOOD AT EDITING GIF, VIDEOS, PICTURES. IM SO SUCK AT THAT. I DON’T HAVE EXPENSIVE PHONE NOR CAMERA TO USE FOR SELFIES THAT I WANT TO SHARE TO YOU. 😭 I’M NOT EVEN RICH TO AFFORD THOSE MERCHES THOUGH I REALLY WANT IT. I’M FROM PHILIPPINES AND I KNOW I DONT HAVE ANY CHANCES TO SEE YOU AND MEET YOU. AND I CAN’T ACCEPT IT. IT’S REALLY HARD FOR ME. I KNOW YOU CAN’T READ THIS BC YOU ARE TOO BUSY 😭 I UNDERSTAND THAT. WE HAVE DIFFERENT TIME. taylorswift IF YOU READ THIS (I HOPE SO) PLEASE REPLY “HI” THAT WOULD MAKE MY WHOLE LIFE. 😭 OMG IM CRYING RN. I WANT TO PROVE MY MOM THAT YOU ARE REAL. THAT YOU’LL NOTICE ME SOMEDAY. I WONT GIVE UP! YOU ARE MY MAIN GOAL SINCE 2009. IT’S JUST THAT I DONT KNOW HOW CAN I EXPRESS TO YOU HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU. HOW MUCH I IDOLIZE YOU. HOW I SUPPORT YOU AND HOW MUCH I CARE FOR YOU. YOU ARE MY INSPIRATION. YOU ARE THE FIRST PERSON THAT I DREW. YOU ARE MY FRIEND THOUGH YOU DON’T KNOW ME. I DON’T HAVE ENOUGH FOLLOWER THAT WILL REBLOG THIS. IM SO PATHETIC AF. 😭 I AM NEAR TO THE POINT OF GIVING UP BUT I DONT WANT TOO. I KNOW YOU’LL NOTICE ME SOMEDAY AND MY PARENTS WOULD SUPPORT ME 101% ON IDOLIZING YOU. YOU ARE WORTH THE WAIT. BECAUSE TRUE LOVE WORTH FIGHTING FOR. 😻 IM ALWAYS IMAGINING THAT YOU ARE STALKING ME. BUT HOW CAN I TURN THAT IN TO REALITY IF I DON’T HAVE ANY IDEA ON HOW WILL I START. BAE, taylorswift IM ONLY ACTIVE AT TWITTER @NINAMRQZ13 AND @TAYLORSWFTXIII TRY TO CHECK THESE TWO ACCOUNTS OF MINE. LOL. IDK WHAT TO SAY ANYMORE. I CANT CONTAIN MY SADNESS AND DISAPPOINTMENT TO MYSELF I LOVE YOU.

P.S. I HOPE YOU ARE ON RN