im not really wearing makeup

  • Me: It's okay to be unsure of your gender/sexuality!!1! It's totally cool to be figuring yourself out!
  • Me @ me: except you bc u need to get ur stuff together and figure out what the heck u are right now immediately

ive been slowly realising how horribly self conscious i am and how low my self esteem is? i had thought that it was almost good bc i trust myself academically and i feel sweet most of the time? but when i take away a few things that i use everyday to feel base level okay im just so self deprecating and scared to have any one look at me?
if my hair is greasy or im not wearing any makeup i really feel like hiding! i have to be fully presented to even look my family in the eye