- Me: It's okay to be unsure of your gender/sexuality!!1! It's totally cool to be figuring yourself out!
- Me @ me: except you bc u need to get ur stuff together and figure out what the heck u are right now immediately
honestly yall i just... wt f like as of now I'm most comfortable with genderqueer/pansexual but i also feel like that's not quite it? I usually look pretty gender neutral and act as such but some days i'm just like hey i highkey want to wear a skirt and put on makeup and be feminine but others im just all snapbacks and loose tee shirts and jeans and like three bras on because i hate my body and i'm too poor for a binder lmao and i know it's hekka unhealthy but when my dysphoria is really bad i pull out the ol' aces but since i've been having lung problems i stopped with that like... sdhjviuer i just get so upset and i prefer they/them pronouns but i'm also cool with he/him and i just don't really like she/her unless i'm not out to somebody and im not out to a lot of people and i've changed preferred names like three times i was adonis and then ash and now i think I'm leaning more towards alex because it's gender neutral but typically perceived as masculine and that's what i want to be and i want to be able to talk it out with people irl but theyre the type that are like 'u have to know who you are and who you like and you can't change it from then on' and I feel so bad bc i don't want to confuse them but it's so hard