im not really happy with the colouring of this but okay

Soulmate AUs

okay so there are all these soulmate aus that are all really cute and shit like holy FUCK
but what about polyamory?
like the one where you have your soulmates name on your body
but hey you just pop out with two or more names on you
and your parents are just like “UHHH well youre in for some fun times”
BUT WHAT IF
YOU HAVE TWO SOULMATES
BUT THEYRE NOT EACHOTHERS???????
????!!??!!?!??
or the one where you feel eachothers emotions
or like your eye changes colour to correspond with your soulmates emotions
wouldnt that be so confusing???
what about timers???
youd be so happy when you find your soulmate but then you still have another timer or something and youre like
“I HAVE TO FIND ANOTHER?!?!??? FUCK”
im just
soulmate ot3s yo
what about for the thing i said earlier with you having two soulmates that arent eachothers
what if those two hated eachother and got into fist fights all the time
but it was the au where you felt the pain of your soulmate?!???!
I JUST NEED THIS OKAY

They ask me,how I’m doing,if I’m okay,and the truth of the matter is that I’m in a black and white daze,the kind that leaves you lost,the type of lost that makes you afraid. You dont know. You just don’t. You don’t know how you really are,you don’t know how you’re really doing,your feelings are like entangled cable wires and you can’t find the beginning or the end,and somedays you think you’re genuinly happy,but then something reminds you that you’re not. In fact,you’re quite sad,the nights are for your thoughts that overthink themselves and the day is no better. It’s the same. But instead,you trick them that you see in colour and smile and say,“I’m doing fine”
—  im so lost//(via @a-graveyard-ofstars)
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Five year old me should know that the pencil isn’t called ‘skin colour’ it’s called 'white’

GUYS ITS BLACKOUT AND IM SO SORRY

(next time i’ll try and add make up and do down thing with my eyebrows but these are the only ones i don’t look like crap *ramadan renders me incapable of swearing*)