im not going to get like any notes on this but i dont care

bit of a rant

ya know what im really tired of?

fandoms demanding ships from show creators/crews

are ships.. really so important that you’re gonna just harass the people that gave you this material in the first place. make them hate fandoms in silence and worse make them hate what they create? this is especially irksome when its directed towards a)disney shows and b)shows with heavy plot. im not really directing any of this towards any show in particular mind you, theres far too many fandoms going after this trend to single any out at this point, there are some high contenders though.

more under the cut because this rant ran away from me and became way longer than intended

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Tips for Nuerotypicals when a borderline they may know experiences a breakdown (edited)

• WE ARE HAVING A BREAKDOWN!!!!- Im so sick of seeing posts were people get angry with mentally ill people for this. It’s so important to understand that people cope differently some of us may need someone to talk to, a hug or if you’re like me you just need some space to recollect. This doesn’t mean we hate you it is just how some people cope.

• Making us feel guilty will not stop negative coping mechanisms but will only further push us to them as a way to seek comfort and ‘safety’.

• You cannot save us. We have an illness just like any other, please don’t become frustrated if your efforts to pull us out of this funk don’t work! (However your efforts are really appreciated) if doctors got frustrated at patients for not feeling better immediately this world would be messy af.

• Sometimes the only explanation for why I’m feeling like this is that I have emotionally unstable disorder. Not everything needs to be assessed Freud style.

• SPLITTING IS NOT A CHOICE!! YOU DONT PICK WHO YOU SPLIT ON!! please don’t be offended if we split most of the time we won’t let you know because must of us beat ourselves up for feeling this way. P.s. We may not actually be splitting because you’ve done something wrong in some cases it could be a projection of how the individual is feeling about themselves.

• If we have split and we tell you about it, please, please refrain from making us feel guilty I really can’t stress this enough!!

• Having borderline personality disorder means that our ability to maintain positive and healthy relationships is very difficult.

• Please respect the coping mechanism of a borderline. Especially borderlines that just need space, however difficult this may be understand that this is someone’s mental health rather than a way to spite you or hurt you.

• Be patient!! I assure you that once we are able
to feel back in control of these feelings we will be able to interact better.

• Do not expect an apology. You wouldn’t expect a person with a broken leg to apologise for cancelling plans due to the leg you’d almost even expect it; so please don’t expect borderlines to have to apologise for the way that they feel. ONCE AGAIN IT IS AN ILLNESS AND WILL BE TREATED AS ONE.

• Some borderlines have no empathy. For example my levels of empathy depend on how I feel at the time. Right now for example
I have no empathy. This doesn’t mean we don’t care about you or about what you’re telling us. Most of the time borderlines switch their empathy off when they have to much on their own plate.

• Most importantly, we still love and value you. And even though we may have difficulty expressing this when our mood is like this please don’t forget. We are working on it and we are trying but please be patient with us, bpd is such an exhausting disorder.

If you have bpd, feel free to add your own these are just some of things I feel like I needed to point out. I am going through a really shitty time and I thought this may help others explain to people around them what they need.
NOTE: I AM NOT IN ANYWAY SUGGESTING THAT EVERYONE WITH BPD FEELS THIS WAY. THESE ARE BASED OF MY EXPERIENCE AND ARE NOT MEANT TO INVALIDATE ANYONE ELSES

necrojade  asked:

On a happy note, what are some of your favorite things about Lance? :3

oh boy 

  • he loves mermaids
  • THE SQUEAL WHEN HE SAYS “MERMAIDS!!!” YOU KNOW THE ONE
  • “i dont need pants. im a mermaid”
  • he’s an amazing sniper and, as an archer, i have a soft spot for long-distance weapons and characters using them
  • he has pretty pretty blue eyes and they’re so expressive
  • sound effects
  • flirts with aliens at any given time, at all, like, me too??????
  • “hasta la later, keith” *dances aggressively*
  • helped pidge find money so she could buy a game she was excited about and also turned into a dolphin-human hybrid to do so. he loves her so much i want to die 
  • related: he’s probably the best older brother i bet he took his younger siblings to the beach and stayed w them all day and played with them and made sand castles and sand mermaids with them
  • literally puts his life in danger regularly to save people ???  the explosion and air vacuum thingie scenes come to mind. god he’s so good
  • that being said he can be kinda selfish (literally manipulated hunk into leaving his lion and coming w him to investigate mermaids just bc he likes mermaids) and i love that about him, i love that he’s not a perfect good boy, i wish the fandom would stop ignoring this tbh tbh
  • the entire scene in s2 where he was talking abt their plan and like, did amazing imitations. shook his butt. dabbed. literally morphed into a strange galra-humanoid thing for the sake of The Drama™
  • “that’s the tagline from like six of my favourite movies” lance is a big nerd confirmed
  • his fucking pickup lines are so funny? they’re so bad they’re good. i’d fall for them lance. i’d fall for them
  • takes the time to explain stuff when keith doesnt understand, like, they could have easily just made him make fun of keith for not getting the “vol” “tron” thing but he instead explains it 
  • also good at diffusing situations and thinking things thru *insert that god i wish that were me meme*
  • *talks fondly about his team and then immediately shits on himself* relatable tbh (but i wish he wouldnt)
  • god, his insecurities are so real they’re palpable. i think a lot of people can see themselves in him bc of them and that’s really cool
  • “is…that a cow” “mmhmmm” 
  • arguably the only paladin with any semblance of fashion sense
  • AND ON THAT NOTE HE’S A MALE CHARACTER WHO’S SHOWN TO LOVE SKINCARE UNABASHEDLY and that’s not something you ever see in media and as a cosmetician IT’S REALLY COOL BECAUSE NOW LITTLE BOYS WILL WATCH THIS AND SAY “hey lance is cool and he takes care of his skin maybe i should too!!!” like YES LANCE THANK YOU FOR DESTROYING TOXIC MASCULINITY 
  • the scene w coran and keith outside his door, when he cuts keith off with the buhububbUHBUHUHGBUHG >A< !!!!!
  • his little “yup” after shiro says the sharpshooter thing
  • HIS ENTIRE RELATIONSHIP W HUNK TBH FRIENDSHIP GOALS he looks at hunk so fondly NEED ME A FREAQUE LIKE THAT
  • *beautifully emerges from a coma to shoot someone, smirks, falls back into a coma beautifully*
  • also flirts w allura to hide the fact that he’s genuinely concerned about their situation that’s a big mood
  • flirts the moment he emerges from a fucking coma
  • flirts. so much. he’s always flirting i love that boy
  • MAMA’S BOY♥
  • when he had a squid on his head and just rolled w it
  • “this castle has gone apples and bananas!”
  • this:

edit: i forgot where i snagged this pic from but it was from one of @planced‘s gifsets :)

i coudl go on but for your sake i will stop

Otayuri High School AU (because of reasons)

-Yuri is the freshman sports prodigy on the track team (because most schools probably dont have a figure skating team)

-Otabek is the senior captain of the debate club (trust me ok? just hear me out)

-Yuri gets dragged to a debate by Viktor who wants to watch his “sweet adorable Yuuri win!!!!!!!!!!!!!”

-People recognize Yuri and find it weird that the angry track team freshman is watching a debate with school heartthrob Viktor Nikiforov

- Otabek sits at the end of the table in the captain’s position with Yuuri on his left and isnt Otabek that guy that Mila keeps talking about ???

-Yuri tries to focus of the debate (not like he wanted to watch people argue anyway) but he cant ???????? because Otabek keeps doing this thing with his jaw and its really attractive distracting OF NO SIGNIFICANCE WHAT SO EVER

-Yuri thinks it’s weird that Otabek hasnt said a word throughout the whole match because he’s the captain so ???? shouldnt he be ????? you know ???? doing something ?????

-Viktor suddenly gets really excited when the opposing school calls out Otabek on his silence

-Yuri is really confused because the whole room is silent and even Viktor finally shut up so what is he missing ????????

-the opposing school looks really smug (Yuri is not happy bc he has that school spirit) when Otabek clears his throat and stands

-he has no notes ??????

-everyone else had notes ??????? so where are Otabek’s notes ??????

-there’s a beat of silence and Otabek barely says twenty words but even Yuri knows that the debate is over and holy shit his voice-IMEANWHAT

-he has to know more about this Word Magician because who cares about running when this boy just shut up a table of annoying teenagers ???

-Viktor and Mila tease him senselessly about his “little crush” WHICH IT IS NOT

-he just happens to find him… admirable

-turns out, when they do meet, that otabek had been the one admiring him ever since he joined the track team

-bc otabek just loves the grace and speed that Yuri seems to so naturally possess ????

-but Yuri, who has never been good with words or conversation, cant get over how easily Otabek is able to get out of conversations or keep them going without really saying/doing much ????

-they become besties quickly after they meet and are pretty much inseparable

-you really cant have one without the other involved in some way (they’re texting each other or talking on the phone or they’re both present)

-otabek picks Yuri up from track and cheers him on at races

-yuri goes to all of otabek’s debates and is honestly the most excited person there

-they call each other Beka and Yura obviously mila teases Yuri about it to no end

-eventually, they both realize they have it bad for each other and no amount of teasing is going to make it any easier im looking at you mila

-oops

MAP Arguments Refuted

I said I was gonna make this post so here it goes. Be prepared for typos.

I’m a non offending pedophile

According to whom? Yourself? You’re on tumblr which is a site full of minors. You regularly interact with them and have an entire blog dedicated to pedophilia. If you were really non offending, you would be in a therapists office and not online where any impressionable minor can fall into your grasp. By making people believe that anyone could be a non offending pedophile but are regularly online, indulge in shota and lolicon, and gawk at children on the streets, it’ll make it easier for any pedophile to offend and make it harder for children to be believed because the offender calls himself a non offending pedophile. You’re not a non offending pedophile, you’re just trying to normalize pedophile for your own selfish gain.

I’m a CSA survivor

Please get some professional help. You should not be in a toxic community that normalizes your abuse and other abusers. You can get help and it’s never to late. Do not believe the MAPs on here. You do not have to be like them and it’s not your fault that you feel like this.

Pedophilia is a normal attraction.

No it’s not. It’s an immoral paraphilia whether you like it or not. It’s not normal because you’re only attracted to the bodies of children and nothing else. You cant compare that to a normal attraction because it just isn’t. You don’t go to therapist for normal attractions. You have to go to a professional for pedophilia but most MAPs don’t want to because they only think about themselves.

Therapy won’t get rid of the attraction

I never said it would. Nobody did but going to a professional will help you handle it better. Im not gonna trust in your pure will power not to offend if you’re not even gonna get any help. If you’re so desperate to talk about it then talk about it to a therapist. Blogging about it doesn’t help you. It’s not safe for minors and I’m 100% sure they dont like the fact of knowing that anyone they know could be MAPs and could have opportunities to offend them. It’s not fair to them to be aware of it 24/7. Don’t give me that bullshit that they might out you either. Doctor patient confidentiality forbids them from doing that unless you’re a clear danger to yourself or/and others. People like me aren’t therapists either. They can’t have a bias in who they help. If you’re so stuck on not offending but afraid of being outed by a therapist then you never cared about children to begin with. I’d rather take a professional opinion than someone else’s and not some whack job or someone not reliable either.

The MAP community helps me not offend

This is a threat. You’re saying if the MAP community doesn’t exist, which it even shouldn’t, then you’d go out and offend a child. That’s really frightening to think that a tiny community full of other child predators helps you not offend. The only thing this community does is normalize pedophilia. It doesn’t help you not offend. If you offend that’s all on you and nobody else.

I’m a minor (under 16) MAP

No you’re not. You’re still a minor which means you can’t be a pedophile. If you truly think so then get some help. You can still be a normal person. There’s still time. Don’t let these sick fucks on here convince you otherwise cause they’ll just do it to push their cause and for their own benefit, not yours.

I’m a MAP and have POCD

No you don’t. You cant be a MAP and have POCD. POCD cause people distress and it doesn’t look like you’re panicking when you’re trying to explain how hot a kid was when you went to the fucking market. People with POCD don’t talk about children sexually and certainly don’t have a blog dedicated to minor attraction. They hate these thoughts and they dont want to be associated with you. Stop ridding on the backs of the people with this illness and stop messaging people with POCD to try to convince them that they’re MAPs. You’re causing fucking harm to these people so shut the actual fuck up.

We’re just trying to raise awareness

For whom exactly? People know that child predators exist and now they’ll just be even more aware of who they place their children around. No one is gonna trust you not to offend because all it takes is an opportunity. Don’t even dare say raise awareness for children either because that’s just fucking sick and suspicious as fuck. It sounds more like you’re trying to get as close as possible to children without your was being thrown in jail. I’m not surprised either. All of you cut the definition of contact so much that your foot is practically over the line but just not touching the ground. Nobody cares that “non offending” pedophiles exist. Y'all are still a danger to children either way. No more no less. I’m sure all the child predators in jail were non offending before they got caught too so get fucked.

We’re getting more support

No you’re not. You get like 50 notes max, anything over 200 is all antis telling you to fuck off. Some support though from like ableists, minors who don’t know better, and extremely stupid people. I’m not surprised since most if not all MAPs are ableists, racists, xenophobic, islamaphoic, homophobic people who probabaly all voted for Trump or would vote for Trump.

I’m not a danger to children

According to…??? Yourself. Am I supposed to believe that? Sure. Sure. You can’t tell me that people you have told aren’t more cautious about you when you’re next to children which you shouldn’t even be doing. If you were Really non offending your stay away from children at all costs.

There’s no such thing as thought crime

Sure there’s not, however if you tell someone that you think about commiting a crime i.e offending a child or killing someone, you can be arrested for it. All of this isn’t in your mind either. It’s real. You talking about children sexually online is real. You indulging in shota and lolicon which is illegal is real and it makes you offending. You having a blog dedicated to your paraphilia is real and it makes people afraid.

I’m not proud of my attraction

Then why do you have a blog for it? It’s not to find help because even if you only have one IQ point, you would know that going on tumblr is not help. All you’re doing is talking about children online and harrassing minors. If you weren’t proud of it, you wouldn’t continuously be talking about it. You’re not helping yourself.

I just want to be respected and accepted

Fuck you. You’re a fucking pedophile and the world hates pedophiles. Your prey on and are attracted to children. You can’t get respected if you wanna be the lowest scum on the planet. You want respect then shut up about it and get help.

But I don’t harm children

So what? You want a cookie for doing something that any normal person doesn’t even have to think about? You want a special prize? Get fucked.

It’s to erase the stigma around pedophiles and pedophilia

That’s bad. How can you not see that? That’s normalizing pedophilia and it’s for your own benefit. You can say it’s so pedophiles can feel free to go out and get help but you’re wrong. You erase the stigma around pedophilia and people will give then support when they actually do offend a child saying that they didn’t mean it or they couldn’t help themselves. Not to mention any child predator can call themselves a MAP and get support but it’s just so they can get closer to children if they’re not already. You’re a fucking idiot if you wanna erase the stigma around it. It’s stigmatized for a reason.


Message me if you have more you wanna hear and have me refute it.

soulmate! Hoshi

for anon: soulmate hoshi please? i loved all the soulmate aus so far!!!!keep up the good work!!!

a/n: TYSM and hope you enjoy!!

Summary: in which the closer you are to your soulmate, you can hear what song their listening too, visa versa (part two)

  • the first year you could comprehend what a soulmate actually was,
  • you were completely obsessed with finding your “mark”
  • and after that mess, searching through the “soulmate” section in the library and asking around
  • you kind of just gave up of finding your soulmate
  • figured “go with the flow” is best
  • but that didn’t stop you from lowkey being jealous of your friends who had obvious signs
  • hell even one had her soulmate’s first words
  • you think you could live with anything, even "get out the way" if it meant you would for sure meet he or, what the hell, she one day
  • flash forward years later not really lol your still young and fresh okay
  • your college offers programs for classes over seas for a year
  • for your major, the best places would be, south korea, singapore, and japan
  • lots of people were choosing south korea, and but you actually already know korean, as a result of your high school friend who was korean
  • so to be a little different you and your best friend in college, choose japan
  • even though flying is a bitch, you and your friend land safely and head to baggage claim
  • suddenly you hear this slight beat in your ears
  • looking down at your phone, you see the music is turned off
  • “f/n do you hear some music?”
  • “nah you alright?”
  • “yeah it’s probably just my post plane effects”
  • when you sit in the taxi on the way to your airport, you play your music and eventually the beat is gone
  • the next day when your prepping for a class, you hear the beat again
  • you search everywhere and after your friend says she hears nothing, you almost pull your hair out
  • then it clicks,
  • holy shit you’ve read of soulmates having this before
  • maybe he’s japanese????
  • after telling your friend, on any spare time you guys had, you both travel all through japan
  • the disappointment you feel hurts, in fact in seems the farther you travel through japan, the quieter the beat gets
  • the one thing you notice is the same beat seems to play over and over again
  • at one point you to start to subconsciously drum your fingers to them 24/7
  • you wonder if your soulmate can hear your music too and is thinking about you? hopefully?
  • at the end of your time in japan, you and your friend decided to take a week vacation in seoul, south korea
  • “girl did you see the street food there, if we gain a couple pounds, it’ll definitely be okay”
  • and literally, the first thing you notice when landing at Incheon is the melody added to that beat
  • “f/n. shit i think my soulmate’s korean”
  • as you get closer to seoul, you can start to hear the whispers of lyrics
  • by the time your in your hotel you can hear the lyrics as if your playing it from your phone quietly 
  • “ulgo sipci anha”
  • despite the bit of jet lag you have, you grab a small backpack full of all your essentials and head out, leaving a note for your friend who’s already knocked out
  • as you run around seoul aimlessly, you somehow figure out directions with the sounds
  • this leads you to the front of a large building
  • smartly, you plug in your earphones and play a hiphop song, loud with heavy beats
  • if there’s a way you can hear a song about boys not wanting to cry then he could hear you blasting kokak blacks’ tunnel vision in one ear
  • no matter how far you walk along the street you always hear the song the loudest at the building
  • after mustering up some courage, your about to knock but the crying song stops
  • you step back three feet, kind of freaked out, the mash of the two songs only becoming yours
  • suddenly a cute black haired boy dressed in sweaty workout clothes explodes from the doors
  • he stares at you with wide eyes and takes a step back
  • bumping into a whole soccer team of guys coming out or peaking heads out the door
  • you slowly reach your hand up to your earbud and as you take that one out, the music in his ears stop also
  • the grin that graces his face has to be the cutest thing you’ve ever seen
  • he looks at your face brightly, noticing the happy smile on your face
  • like the match made in heaven you guys are, you run up to him laughing and he opens his arm laughing
  • your arms go around his shoulders and his around your waist
  • you get lifted slightly and this situation makes you smile and giggle even harder
  • suddenly you feel yourself get pulled forward from what you notice is your soulmate’s friends pulling him back inside the building
  • “as happy as i am for you to find your soulmate, lets not have any pictures taken”
  • he ignores them completely with the smile seemingly permanent
  • setting you down, he holds your hands tightly, grinning
  • “my name’s kwon soonyoung and ill definitely be calling you soon”
  • you giggle and answer
  •  "my name’s f/n l/n. i would call you honey, but your so much sweeter than that.“
  •  you guys laugh again and he pulls you in closer, burying his head in your nape and yours in his chest
  • “wow someone who’s actually PERFECT for soonyoung”
  • “the cringe couple”
  • “ewwww LMAO”
  • “WE ALL HAVE HOPE NOW 2017 IS SEVENTEEN’S SOULMATE YEAR” 
  • after being introduced and explained too that they are actually a group called seventeen and bombarded by them with questions,
  • you and soonyoung are given time alone
  • aka sitting in the corner and pretending svt isn’t trying to eavesdrop on the other side of the dance studio
  • getting to know each other must have been the funnest and cutest experience of each other’s life
  • “its a great song but i was tired of listening to just one portion of a song about boys crying after the first 10 minutes”
  • “yahh, i create choreography, so of course i play it over”
  • you guys openly and cutely discuss pet names
  • “i dont want to call you y/n, that’s what everyone else calls you,” he pouts
  • “what about you? you have something you wanna be called?”
  •  he slightly gets flustered, and before he can answer you ask,
  • “you know how americans will call their husbands hubby?”
  • he nods at the mention
  • “what do you think about bubby? boyfriend instead of husband”
  • he smiles sweetly and laughs, “i like it, and i’ll call you jagi (honey) in honor of your pickup line”
  • you laugh and accept of course
  •  the corners of his mouth twitch up in a slight smirk
  • “so am i your boyfriend now?”
  • you slap his arm lightly, “yah im not that easy, take me on a date first”
  • you guys get closer on the emotional level
  • he looks at you and smiles softly
  • “i think your too pretty to be my soulmate" 
  • "what do you mean??? your the most attractive guy ever. clearly we are soulmates, two good looking people together? helloo”
  • you wiggle your eyebrows at him and wink cutely
  • he chuckles softly
  • “are you sure, you’ve seen the other members, they have way better bodies and faces than me”
  • you realize at this moment your soulmate had insecurities
  • why are korean beauty standards like this
  • “look at me”
  • you boldly hold his face in both of your hands, instantly making his ears turn red
  • “i don’t know or care that other people don’t find you attractive. to me you are the most handsome" 
  • "your the perfect height for me, i dont need to you to be any taller" 
  • "your eyes are the most attractive thing, i didn’t think someone can be so hot and cute as the same time but damn you proved me wrong" 
  • "i could go on and on but if i say all of them now, it would take forever”
  • you bring his face closer and press your lips on his cheek softly
  • he smiles with pink cheeks and pecks your neck, settling his head there and whispers
  • “you don’t need to be perfect but i know your perfect for me”
  • you laugh tenderly and whisper in his ear,
  • “i love how you can keep up with my cheesy comments but let’s not do this 24/7”
  • he chuckles loudly
  • “let’s be a comfortable & fun couple, those are the best”
  •  "definitely”
  • svt at the side like “this has to be the cheesiest and cutest moment i’ll ever witness”
  • “it’s a drama in real life lol”
  • seungkwan says this a little too loudly
  • you and soonyoung both look over and then at each other
  • “you wanna throw it or will i?”

Originally posted by royalkpop

The Seventeen Soulmate AU series:

|| Seungcheol / Pt. 2 || Jeonghan / Pt. 2 || Joshua / Pt.2 || Jun / Pt.2 || Hoshi / Pt.2 || Wonwoo || Woozi / Pt.2 || Seokmin / Pt.2 || Mingyu / Pt.2 || Minghao || Seungkwan || Vernon / Pt.2 || Dino ||

100% reconmend you another soulmate au here, soulmate! Joshua ;)

(Jess: Seri ily //actual tears//)

MASTERLIST

~ admin seri

fawnmist  asked:

Psst you got any good sick or injured Keith fic recs?

OK! finally getting around to answering this. sorry it took so long but ive like literally had to go through all of my bookmarks to find some, and even then the ones im about to rec are pretty loose on the sick/injured Keith.

Needless to say, theres lots of angst, some have happy endings, some dont. Ill add the warnings in for each rec


Finding Home by spacegaykogane

Warnings: N/A
Summary: After the wormhole collapses, Keith finds himself stranded on a strange planet. Alone. Until Lance comes along.
With their lions dead and resources limited, Keith and Lance need to put aside their differences and work together to get home.
Wherever that may be, now.
WC: 26966 (6/6)
General Notes: Its the typical fic of Lance and Keith getting stranded on a planet post s1 wormhole collapse. From what i remember its told mostly through Keith’s pov and I enjoyed it for all its worth. 7/10

we’ll make it, you and me by asexualrey

Warnings: Major character injury
Summary: “Keith, if we make it out of this alive, I’m going to kiss you.”
WC: 6421
General Notes: I really wish i remembered more of this one, i can only tell you that it was good. Lance is the one that ends up hurt the most, but like both of them are pretty beat up. 8/10

The Six Gun Sound (Our Claim to Fame) by Mytay

Warning: N/A
Summary“We’re not robbing the bank of the biggest crime lord here, Lance. Do you have a death wish?!”“Let’s just do our damn best to not die. I am too gorgeous to expire this early, dude — I haven’t even hit my prime yet.”Six weeks after crashing landing on this miserable world, the Red and Blue Paladins are on the verge of losing everything. This is how Lance and Keith turned it all around and earned their badass reputation as The Two McClains: Mercenaries That Get The Job Done.
WC: 13181
General Notes: They both get pretty scuffed up in this one, and its more of that dynamic duo action. i really love these two as space mercenaries/pirates. 8/10

Keith’s Scar by 61feathers

Warning: N/A
Summary:Keith and Lance comfort each other later after Keith tells everyone he is Galra.Lance didn’t get the chance to tell Keith his scar is actually really sexy though.
WC: 1134
General Notes: Short and sweet post ep8. You know that shoulder injury he gets, all about that. 8/10

all we have to do by akinghtley

Warning: N/A
Summary: Keith gets hurt during a mission, and Lance is not sure how to handle that.Lance wakes up on the floor outside of the medical bay, jerking wildly, body a mess of aches and twinges.
WC: 19418
General Notes: summary pretty tells all there is to this fic, and its pretty much all this, and Lance not knowing what to do with himself really. I loved it. 9/10

Don’t Forget to Remember Me by CamelotQueen

Warning: N/A
Summary: Keith recognizes him immediately. Alarm bells go off in his head. This person is important, he thinks. He wishes he could remember.“Keith!” he exclaims, “Look who’s finally awake. How are you feeling today?”Keith falters. His mind is working a mile a minute trying to recall this person’s name, what he is to him.“Um… who are you?” he asks dumbly. He immediately regrets it._______Keith suffers from dissociative amnesia.
WC: 4107
General Notes: a;sdkjgnasah this fic, holy shit, keith with amneisia kills me. my heart hurt the whole time, ust ughhhh. He’s not necessarily hurt but Lance is there taking care of him and boy, the domestic life suits them, but damn does it hurt. 10/10

Homecoming by Thesis

Warnings: Major Character Death
Summary: Two deaths and one funeral. Keith has trouble readjusting to Earth and Lance has trouble dealing with Keith.
WC: 9845
General Notes: I’m emotional over this still and i havent read it in forever ok/ thats all i gotta say. 9/10

bruises by Chaosandthecalm

Warning: N/A
Summary: “Show me how much you hate me.”Keith wants to know what Lance’s problem is. The answer might surprise him.
WC: 3632 (3/3)
General Notes: Boys being boys and being idiots. What can you do. 7/10

Of booty shorts and Injuries by Queerklancing

Warning: N/A
Summary: Keith is sure that he’s having a heart attack. Or that he hurt his brain when he fell earlier. Because it’s simply not possible that the boy who’s sitting next to him is not a hallucination. How could someone so gorgeous just sit in an emergency room at night?"Keith and Lance unexpectantly meet at the emergency room in the middle of the night.
WC: 23862 (4/4)
General Notes: lmao this one is great, def not as heavy as the others, but both of these doofuses get injured. keith is a hockey player and lance has legs for days. enjoy. 10/10

Prison Bonds by GriffinRose

Warning: N/A
Summary: Keith and Lance are captured and stuck in a cell together, but it’s not the Galra. They almost wish it was. These Cordalians feed off of emotions, and their favorite emotion is sadness. Worse, they’ve found a way to make their victims relive their worst memories to make that pain fresh again, and Keith has a lot of terrible memories he’d rather not relive.
WC: 18925 (8/8)
General Notes: just read it. please. 10/10

Heroes by battleshidge/Amiria_Raven

Warning: Graphic Depictions of Violence
Summary: “My mom always hated the Garrison and what we were supposed to do there. I never got it. How can you despise the idea of being a hero?” Lance laughed a little here, dryly. “But I think I understand now.”He took a shuddering breath.“Because heroes aren’t meant to survive,” he choked, and then buried his face as the tears started falling again.
WC: 8463
General Notes: askgjnafbab, lance breaking down in this fic hurt my heart. 8/10

of florists and tennis shoes by venpast

Warning: N/A
Summary: 'Lance wasn’t sure if he’d imagined the brief tremble at the corner of Keith’s lips or not, that slight stutter that promised a smile. But before he could guess further, Keith gave his knee a shove and got to his feet. He reached out to him, “I’m done here, and I’ve still got some daisies to sell you.”“Yeah,” Lance agreed, looking down at the extended palm, noting the little Saturn tattoo on the inside of Keith’s wrist where the sleeve hiked. He took the hand, “better not overprice those too, you asshole.”’(in which lance is a broke university student trying to impress a pretty girl with flowers, but ends up falling for the florist that sells them instead.)
WC: 63774 (11/11)
General Notes: This isn’t the kind of physical hurt that most people think of, but Keith does get emotionally hurt in this one and it just breaks my heart. i really loved this, its wonderfully written, and its just, wow. 10/10

Echoes of the Past by Gigapoodle

Warning: Graphic Depictions of Violence
Summary: It was his fault. He shouldn’t have retreated – he should have ran after them, Galra forces be damned, and ripped the red paladin right out of his weaponized hands, shooting the commander dead on the spot.But he hadn’t. Lance stood there, frozen with adrenaline and fear, before backing out with tears in his eyes, justifying it to himself by saying, ‘he won’t get far, we can easily get him back once I have Voltron with me.’He’d forgotten they didn’t have Voltron. He’d forgotten that without Keith, Voltron was nothing.Keith is Galra. Keith is gone. Keith is Galra. Keith is gone.
WC: 28197 (yes one chapter)
General Notes: this is more along the lines of keith finding out he is galra and hence running away its still one of the best fics in this fandom imo. 10/10

i can’t help but want by aknightley

warning: N/A
Summary: Lance deals with the aftermath of being sucked into a black hole and stranded on an alien planet.When Lance wakes up, all he can see is blue.
WC: 16921
General Notes: more of klance being stranded on a planet post wormhole collapse, and just yes. 10/10

Just Static by Jessadilla/wobblyarms

Warning: N/A
Summary: –Static—–iro, Hunk, Kei—, nybody? I’m—–static—-I’m sorry guys. This is all my—-static–cc—–I found my coordinates. They’re—stttcc–guys. I hear something—–scccc–end transmission-Alone on a hostile planet, transmissions aren’t getting through. How did it come to this?
WC: 84141 (16/16)
General Notes: just holy fuck. this fic made me cry, like straight up. it is more than likely one of the few fics that have made me cry, and i dont cry easy. 100/10

The Catch: Part One

                                                   SUMMARY:

You and Bucky were destined for each other, and everyone seemed to know it but you. The day you met Bucky Barnes, you grew closer with your platonic relationship - that is until one night in the heart of New York, things change. While weeks pass of denying anything could ever happen between the two of you, you realize that unconventional love is the best of all.

Notes: Bucky x Reader, tension. Playfulness. Let me know if you’d like a part two!

Keep reading

SVT as your best friend’s brother/brother’s best friend

my first ever fluff(angst?) so pls bear(bare?) with me, im sorry that some are longer than others, most of them ended up being like drabbles

if you squint ig you could consider tiny parts of it as mature

Y/NN = your nickname (just use your name if you dont have one)

Y/F/N = your friend’s name



Seungcheol/S. Coups(ft. Jisoo) :

Originally posted by coupd

“Seungcheol, what the hell was that?!” he frowned at your words.

”You didn’t like it?” 

You blushed, of course you’d liked the kiss you shared with him. You’ve had a crush on him for years but his friendship with Joshua made it extremely hard for you to express your feelings. Catching your own thoughts, you looked back up at a smiling Cheol.

“What about-” he cut you off by placing his lips back on yours making you realize how much you had missed the softness of them.

“If you were gonna make an excuse about your brother, you might as well forget it. What will he do, any way? I’m still his hyung,” he winked and smiled at you before closing the distance between you for the third(and definitely not the last) time.


Jeonghan:

Originally posted by lilchubchim

You and Y/F/N had been laughing for so long that neither of you could even remember what you were laughing about, but you stopped abruptly when the most beautiful man you’d ever seen in your life walked in looking annoyed but still very very pretty.

“Hey, brat, could you keep it down?” his eyes snuck over to meet yours, “who’s this?” he smirked at you flicking his hair out of his face.

Your friend finally stopped laughing in order to introduce you, “oh, um, Jeonghan this is Y/N. Y/NN, this is my older brother Jeonghan. He’s annoying as fuck” she turned her head to smile at him bitterly.

Instead of meeting his sister with a snippy comeback or leaving the room like he normally would, he walked in further holding eye contact with you and held out his hand for a handshake, “Nice to meet you, Y/N”

“Likewise,” you held out your hand and he brought it to his lips to kiss it chastely, foreshadowing similar events to come between you two.

Next to you, Y/F/N roller her eyes, “can you guys please eye fuck at a later time? Y/NN and I are busy, Jeonghan”

He mumbled under his breath, “More than just eye fucking,” and smirked at you before leaving the room.


Jisoo/Joshua:

Originally posted by koraenpop

Y/F/N’s family had always treated you as if you were a part of it and you loved it! You were always around and 90% of the time that you spent there was good and the other 10% was called Joshua Hong.

That boy made you feel such anger towards him that you didn’t even think it was possible. You wanted to just remove him from your entire life but he was basically all you talked about. Y/F/N would complain about how often you talked about him but she was only receiving half of what you wanted to say. Yes, Joshua was a know-it-all, selfish, entitled, annoying prick, but he was also the main character of many wet dreams that your subconscious had created since you’d met the boy.

You would try your best to only spend the night at Y/F/N’s house when Joshua wouldn’t be there but unfortunately tonight wouldn’t go as planned.

You and Y/F/N were making “inside s’mores” when he walked into the kitchen making your bubbly mood drop instantly.

He hugged his little sister and kissed her forehead, “you still hang out with this loser, huh?” earning himself a slap on the arm from your friend and an eye roll from you.

Not wanting to start trouble you opened the fridge looking for a drink.

“What, no more bitchy comebacks?” you could hear him walking towards you but you continued to ignore him just bending over to look further into the fridge. You didn’t realize how short you pj shorts were but Joshua was well aware of the show you were obliviously giving him.

Y/F/N decided to interrupt before you went off on her bro, “wow, Y/NN, you’re being super mature right now, right Josh?”

“Yea,” he licked his lips, “she’s really grown up, I might have to reconsider how I’m treating her.”


Jun(ft. Vernon):

Originally posted by wenjunhui

“No, nope, fuck no, God no,”

“Well Vernon, you don’t really have a say anyway, if I like Jun then I like Jun”

“Y/NN please don’t do this to me, I don’t want you getting hurt!” Vernon kept talking but you had zoned him out after that, regretting even telling him about your crush in the first place.

You knew about Jun’s reputation of being  player, a lady killer…but you didn’t care. He could tear out your heart and feed it to his cat if he wanted to and you  would say thank you because he was that fucking hot. Your brother was wrong, you didn’t need to be babied, you just wanted Jun to rock your world, one night only edition so that your heart couldn’t be broken in the process.

So, you had confidence when you got up from the table where you, Vernon, Jun, and a couple others were sitting and walked over to Jun sitting in his lap. He was surprised but both of you smiled at each other(you caught the wink that he sent in Vernon’s direction before looking back at you). Neither of you could predict that the next morning when Jun woke up to only a note from you thanking him for that night, he would be the one with a feeling of something missing from his heart.


Soonyoung/Hoshi:

Originally posted by fyhoshi

You rang the doorbell, ready to greet Y/F/N for your movie marathon but you were pleasantly surprised when your boyfriend (her big brother) opened the door.

You gave each other sly smiles, “is your sister home?” you asked him, not sure which answer would make you happier.

“Fortunately, Y/F/N went out with my dad to get some things for a movie marathon. Looks like it’s just you and me,” he smirked pulling you inside and taking your stuff away and letting it fall to the ground next to you.

“Hey, those are nice clothes, Soony-” he cut you off by pulling you by your belt loops into a long overdue kiss. As you let him take over dominance in the kiss, he pulled you into the kitchen and picked you up putting you on the counter.

“I missed you,” he mumbles into the kiss as you thread your finger through the hair at the back of his neck

You chuckle, “take me with you next time, then,” he groans at the idea of a week away from everyone but you two. The things he could do with all that time…

His thoughts are interrupted when you both hear his father clearing his throat. You hop down from the counter, your face becoming even redder than it already had been. “You two might wanna fix yourselves before Y/F/N walks in,” he shakes his head laughing and walking away.

“AND USE PROTECTION!”


Wonwoo:

Originally posted by dureowanni

“Wonwoo, come downstairs for a second?” your friend called for his fraternal twin brother.

“what do you want?” he groaned seeing that food was not the reason that he had been forced to come downstairs.

“My friend is coming over, I don’t want you to annoy or distract us so can you please stay away?”

“Depends, is she hot?”

“Wonwoo, I’m gay, how the fuck should I know?” Just then you rang the doorbell, “that’s her, please leave now.”

Wonwoo didn’t listen to his brother, following him to the door instead.

When Y/F/N opened the door, instead of greeting you, Wonwoo just said, “yes, yes she is” to his brother answering his own question. He winked at you leaving you confused before leaving you both alone for the rest of the night.

Somehow, before you left, he put his number in your phone as “Oppa Wonwoo” making you blush before texting him so that he would have your number as well.


Jihoon/Woozi(ft. Jeonghan):

Originally posted by verhoons

“I must be the greatest friend in the world,” Jihoon yawned to your brother.

“Sorry that I had to drag you here, it’s to torture my little sister,” Jeonghan explained, “she has a crush on you and she already has stage fright,” Jihoon just nodded in understanding.

You made eye contact with your brother from backstage and glared at him as he waved. Mentally taking note to shave his head later, you flipped him off and stormed away all of a sudden very nervous about your performance.

By now, your dance was muscle memory so no matter how fast you could feel your heart palpitating, the rest of your body would flow to the familiar music. Performing somehow calmed you this time around, but the butterflies returned when you saw that Jihoon hadn’t stayed to see your entire performance,

Once the recital was over and you only found Jihoon without your brother, you couldn’t help  but ask, “why’d you leave?”

“I’m sorry,Y/N,” he had hoped that you wouldn’t notice,” I had to take a call, but I watched you from outside through the door. It wasn’t the best view but I saw how amazing you did. I got you some flowers,” he smiled handing you a nice arrangement.

You blushed and nodded because his explanation was alright, but before you could thank him, Jeonghan found you both holding his own little bouquet of roses, “Are those for me too?” you asked excitedly reaching for them

“No,” the long-haired boy snatched the roses just out of your reach, “they’re for Joshua.”

On the ride home, your brother forced both of you to sit in the back so that Josh’s flowers had enough room. But it was ok because this gave you the chance to read your note from Jihoon that he had put in the flowers. Both of you were blushing while you read the heartfelt confession. Somehow your fingers had slipped and intertwined themselves with Jihoon’s own.

And if you forgot to shave Jeonghan’s head that night because you were texting a certain boy from dusk to dawn then no one had to know ;)


Dokyeom/Seokmin:

Originally posted by 12fools

“Seokmin please focus! I need you to do this dance with me by tomorrow and you still have like 10 counts to learn!”

“I’m sorry, Y/N, I’m just not as good as my brother,” the older boy complained and you wanted to slap him…so you did, “Ow! What was that for?!”

“You’re just as good a dancer as your brother is, maybe even better. The only problem is that you won’t focus because you couldn’t give a shit about the dance or the talent show or fucking anything!” you finally went off on him. You knew that the boy wouldn’t want to do such an intimate dance with you (he probably already knew about the embarrassing crush that you had on him), but you’d hoped that he would stay professional. That was all obviously in vain.

“Wait!” he called after you as you were storming out to go cool down. When you turned to face him he sighed dropping his head in shame, “Y/NN, I already know the dance, I just don’t feel like doing it with you right now.”

That really hurt you, “I already knew that you didn’t like me, I just hoped that you would be nice enough to help me!” you started to walk out again hoping to get away before the tears started.

Unfortunately, the boy grabbed your arm stopping you then pulled you by it bringing your chest to his own and forcing your teary eyes to look into his.

“I don’t want to dance with you right now because I’d rather be doing this,” he whispers to you before placing a soft, slow, passionate kiss upon your lips.


Mingyu(ft. Wonwoo):

Originally posted by hosxis

Mingyu [22:42] - Y/NN, you look beautiful here

Y/NN [22:50] - Mingyu, sweetie, can you pls do me a favor?

Mingyu [22:50] - Of course

Mingyu [22:50] - You can count on me

Y/NN [22:52] - thnx babe, im gonna need you to slide tf out of my dm’s

Mingyu [22:53] - oh, do you wanna ft?

Y/NN [22:54] - no, mingyu, i wanna sleep

Mingyu [22:54] - your wonwoo told me that you have a crush on me ;)

 Y/NN [22:57] - oh my god ignore him

Mingyu [22:58] - but wonwoo said you talk abt me sometimes, why wont you talk to me

 Y/NN [22:59] - if wonwoo has so much to say why dont you talk to him

Mingyu [23:00] - that almost sounded like you ere jealous ;) wonwoo cant come close to how amazing you are. baby you are my angel

 Y/NN [23:00] - oh my god you’re so dramatic

Mingyu [23:02] - *romantic

Mingyu [23:02] - if you’re that tired right now then we can just discuss our future relationship over chick-fil-a tmr after school

 Y/NN [23:06] - fine, but only if you get me a milkshake 

Mingyu [23:06] - i’ll get you one of every flavor

Unfortunately, you both kept your promises.


Minghao/The8(ft.Jun):

Originally posted by jonginsbias

(his fucking arms in this gif???)

“That’s Jun’s little sister, I would fuck off if I were you,” you heard  a familiarly annoying and condescending voice as the cute guy you were talking to walked away as if you two didn’t even know each other.

“Are you kidding me?!”

“No but it is kinda funny, don’t you think?” you wanted to slap the smirk of the boy’s face.

“What if that was my future boyfriend, Minghao?” you tried to force the boy to have some pity on you.

“Do you think your brother would like you dating that guy?” he had a point.

You shrugged, “I don’t care about what my brother likes.”

He chuckled at your response, “What about what I like?”

You laughed, “And why should I care about what you like, Minghao?”

“Well self-care is important, isn’t it?” it took you a minute to understand what he meant but once you did he was gone and all you wanted to do was find him.


Boo Seungkwan:

Originally posted by misckpop

Y/F/N and you were playing a game called “Remember When” just to get a conversation started. 

You giggled, “remember when we couldn’t decide which members of TWICE we wanted to be and we both started crying?”

Your friend could barely breathe from laughing and neither could you. That was until your friend suddenly gasped remembering something and then started laughing so hard she cried.

“What, what is it tell meeeee,” you whined.

Just then her older brother Seungkwan walked in smiling at you when you both made eye contact. But before you could acknowledge the boy, his oblivious sister cackled, “remember when you had a crush on my brother?”

Y/F/N was laughing so hard that she didn’t notice how wide your eyes got once she said it. Your face turned bright red and you decided that the ceiling was so much more interesting than anything anyone else in the room had to say.

“Why’re you being so quiet? Do you still have a crush on him?” your head snapped back up and you tried to give her a death glare so she could just burn too death on the spot bc you could still see Seungkwan out of your peripheral vision, “Oh my gosh, you do!” she screamed.

You just turned around and buried your face in a pillow deciding that if you couldn’t kill Y/F/N then you would just kill yourself instead.

You almost had a heart attack when you felt Seungkwan’s hand patting your back, “Don’t worry Y/N, its not your fault that I’m so handsome. You call me if you want to talk about it, ok? Let me know just how much you really like me.”

The first part he was teasing you, but you thought that maybe the second part was serious when he forced his sister to give you his phone number…


Vernon: 

Originally posted by imaginetheseidiots

“Hey baby bro,” Y/F/N smiled at Hansol as you both passed him on the couch ruffling his hair.

“I’m one year younger, please shut up” he replied in a bittersweet tone.

Vernon rolled his eyes and you frowned walking over behind him, “Aww, Hannie’s sad,” you start using the voice you would to speak to a baby, “tell your noonas what to do to make it all better,” you and your friend chuckled almost evilly.

“Well, Y/NN,” he look up at you, “Why don’t you blow me and see if that helps?” he smiled evilly back up at you as you gasped offendedly.

Y/F/N laughed along with her brother before saying that she needed to go find her phone.

You walked into the kitchen still salty about Vernon’s joke as you bent down looking in the fridge, “You guys have like no snacks,” you said standing up only to be face to face(chest) with the younger boy.

As you looked up at him he asked, “Do you think I’m still a kid, Y/N?” and you shook your head no seeing that he had obviously grown.

Just then he picked you up and placed you onto the counter putting his own body very close to yours in between your legs. Speaking of..

“Do you think I won’t fuck those stupid little comments out of you just because you’re my noona?” he asked brushing your hair behind your ear.


Chan/Dino(ft. S. Coups):

Originally posted by tekukii

Your ear is pressed so closely to the door that you think you might fall through it. Your boyfriend had told you not to listen, that the results might hurt you. But it was impossible for you not to eavesdrop, especially when two of the most important people in your life were talking.

Chan sighed, “Seungcheol I’ve been dating Y/NN behind your back for a few months now.“

There was a very long pause in which you tried to press your ear even further through the wall.

When you finally heard someone it was your brother, “No. I’m sorry Channie but you’re not allowed to date Y/N.”

You backed away from door on the brink of tears. Not only did you have to hear that, but now you would have to suck it up so that Chan could come downstairs and break up with you. You started walking down the stairs when you heard Channie again and rushed to the door.

“I’m sorry Seungcheol, but I wasn’t asking for your permission. We both love Y/N but I’m also in love with her. I don’t even know if i could leave her if she asked me to so I know for sure that I will not leave her because you said so.”

Your heart fluttered as your brother tried to give his input, “Channie I-”

“No, Cheol, you know what? I only came to talk to you because this matters to Y/N and I care about her. If you cared about her too you would see how happy we can make each other.

“Channie, are you done?” Seungcheol finally asked.

“Yes, you can go ahead now.”

You could help but let a happy squeak escape when your brother told Chan that he and you could date now that he knew that the younger would never hurt you. They boys pretended not to hear it so that Chan could watch you squirm as he (re)delivered the news to you.

Rusty

For the equivalent of 6 months on Altea, Lance hadn’t touched his bayard.

Hell, he hadn’t even put on his gear.

“I’m sorry, Lance. The lions have chose their paladins— but don’t worry, your still a part of this team.” Allura did her best to reassure him. Little did she know that he had accepted this fate as a sign that he shouldn’t have ever gotten too comfortable, too close to the lions he piloted… he knew one day he would be hurting.

So Lance did what he could around the castle and helped out Coran during the missions. Anything to keep him busy and maybe feel like he was contributing something to the effort.

Inside he was crushed, every night he would relive the moment when the red lion shut him out— the same way blue had done a year ago. Now that Shiro was well adjusted to the team, the blue lion had chosen him as its new paladin, and bumped Allura up to red. It’s what they deserved. Keith had tried to get Allura to step down, reclaim her duties to the castle, but she couldn’t let go of her father’s legacy— and everyone knew she was as loyal to the team as Lance once was.

Until one fateful mission, they asked Lance to go with them. They needed him. Of course he would go, this was the chance he was waiting for!

The gear fit the same but it felt like he was putting it on for the first time. He pulled his helmet down on his head and hopped in the blue lion with Shiro.

“Thanks for letting me come, guys.” Lance tried not to sound too excited. “I was beginning to wonder if you guys were jealous that I was such a great paladin.”

“I immediately regret this.” Keith murmured into the headset and flew his lion towards the galra base.

Lance watched the black lion soar smoothly in the vast emptiness of space. He looked down at Shiro in the pilots seat, surrounded by a soft blue glow.

Lance frowned.

That should be him. It should be him in that pilots seat. Him flying this lion, him on the mission! But fate had other plans.

All five lions landed in an unguarded area near the bottom of the ship and went over the plan one last time. Hunk and Keith were to go with Lance to the core of the base, and clear a path. Shiro was to go find the leader/commander of the base and free any prisoners along the way. Allura and Pidge were to stay in the lions and help fix any problems that might occur.

In the base, Lance palmed the bayard on his hip and tried not to activate it immediately. It wasn’t his, it was Pidge’s, she had given it to him since she wasn’t going to use it for the mission. He tried to ignore that tugging feeling in the back of his head.

Hunk immediately noted the eeriness of it all. “It’s quiet.” He said nervously. “What do you think’s going on?”

“Sh.” Keith hissed. “Keep your eyes peeled and be ready.” He whispered and gripped his activated bayard harder.

Lance stared at Keith’s black blade. It was different from the red one he had previously owned. The further in they got, the more Lance wanted to see what the green bayard would do for him. He had given himself the excuse that he would need to know in case of a battle.

He removed the green bayard from his hip with a small sharp shock and familiar buzzing move through this hand. A white light brightened them faded to reveal a long barreled shotgun.

A rifle, a sniper, then a shot gun.

Lance wasn’t complaining, he was just happy he still had a gun in his hands, though the fighting still would be a lot different than what he was used to. And as if the lord was punishing him, centries surrounded them from god-knows where and started attacking.

Hunk yelped and started firing away with his canon, and Keith swung down his sword and fought viciously. Lance missed a few targets he had shot at and became frustrated. “Pidge! Why didn’t you tell us they were coming?!” He yelled into the open com.

“Sorry! We were trying to open up some doors for Shiro!” She yelled back. Allura entered the conversation,

“There are more coming behind you, be careful.”

Lance scoffed and continued to fire, trying to calm himself and not get shot at the same time. This time he hit more targets but not in the way he wanted.

Keith stabbed a centrie and swung it into a pile of others. “What’s the matter Lance? What happened to that sharp-shooter?” He joked swinging his sword out.

“Shut up, Keith.” Lance growled. “I’m a little out of practice.”

“A little?” Hunk commented just as he blasted a hole through a line of centries. “Lance you’ve missed a lot of those shots. Are you sure you’re okay? Maybe you should let us handle this.”

Lance ignored them and saw the next wave of enemies Allura was talking about earlier. He turned to them and started shooting away, hitting the centries in the arm or the leg, not killing them. Eventually he screamed in anger. “WHY CANT I SHOOT?!”

Keith surpressed as smile and a laugh and focused of the task at hand. “Dont get too worked up. Like you said, you’re out of practice so just try and think. Hunk and Keith have your back.” Shiro said in a strained voice through the head piece.

Lance let the barrel of the shot gun point to the ground. “I AM THINKING! IM FOCUSED! I just cant-“

A white hot pain suddenly shot through Lance. Literally. He stopped and coughed. He was almost afraid to look down in fear of what he was about to see. His brain compelled him to do so anyway and he saw a single hole in the body suit spew blood from his abdomen. Blood. As in from a bullet.

“Shoot…” he coughed again and fell to his knees dropping the bayard on the ground. It deactivated and Keith turned his head to witness Lance fall on his face.

“LANCE!” He screamed and furiously sliced through robotic bodies until he slid next to Lance’s body.

Hunk was horrified and then overwhelmed that he had to keep fighting by himself. He wanted to be there next to Lance.

Keith turned Lance over on his back and pressed his hands against the open wound. Lance howled in pain and scratched at the floor. Keith spoke into the com: “The mission is over, we’re getting out of here.”

“Keith, you can’t just call it off-“ Shiro began.

“LANCE GOT SHOT THE MISSION IS OVER.” He screamed back and all he got was radio silence.

Lance grabbed Keith’s forearm and tried talking in a shaky and panicked breath. “No. Kee- keep going.”

“Lance we’re getting you back to the castle.” Keith removed his blood stained hands and ignored the pool of blood beneath them and tried to lift Lance up.

“No!” Lance croaked again, visibly in more pain. “I did this… to myself… I couldn’t be a paladin…” he wheezed feeling dizzy and hurting all over. “I cost you the… the mission. It’s all my fau-“ he coughed up blood all over Keith’s helmet and face.

He was thinking about how just a little over half an hour ago, he was as giddy as a kid on Christmas morning. He got to work on the field with his teammates again.

Now he’s wishing he never came.

“Shut up, Lance.” Pidge could be heard from the other line. She was running, you could tell from the way she was breathing. “We’re coming, hang on.”

“Hey Pidge, your bayard… it- it turned into a shot gun. Cool right…?” His voice became hoarse and the blood leaving his body was amazing. Hunk was crying through all of his blasting.

“Shut. Up.” Pidge said again still breathing hard.

Keith looked up to find himself behind shot in the shoulder and he screamed. He clutched it with his hand, and when he pulled it away, he couldn’t tell which blood was his and which was Lance’s.

Lance.

Keith looked down at Lance soaking in a pool of his own slimy red plasma and noticed him staring at a fixed feature on the ceiling. “Lance. Lance come on, she didn’t mean it. Say something.” Keith painfully nudged Lance’s lifeless body.

“FUCK! LANCE!”

Breathe into my hands, I’ll cup them like a glass to drink from 5/15

Eddie Kaspbrak is not gay. He doesn’t care what his mother, his girlfriend, or those assholes at school say. Just because he has Elton John posters doesn’t mean he wants to hold hands with boys. And just because he doesn’t like to kiss his girlfriend doesn’t mean he’s gay. He just doesn’t like germs.

He couldn’t believe his mother was sending him to True Directions. He doesn’t need to learn how to be straight. He just wants to have a fun summer before going off to college.

He definitely isn’t prepared for Richie Tozier to come into his life like a whirlwind and blow all of these pre conceived notions out of his mind and turn his whole life upside down.

But I’m a Cheerleader AU <3 Title is from the most iconic scene in lesbian cinematic history imo

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Chapter 5: Step Two: Rediscovering Your Gender Identity

Eddie was so relieved that the first week of True Directions had come to a close. In seven weeks, he would be normal and could leave this place and never have to see Richard Tozier again. Eddie hated his stupid big mouth and his aggressively lanky body and his annoying laugh. Richie had spent the rest of the week tormenting him with those goddamn flashcards, and he couldn’t believe that Mary had stuck the two of them together.

In an effort to stay as far away from Richie as possible outside of required “buddy activities”, Eddie had started spending more and more time with Stan, and by extension it seemed, Bill. Saturday morning found them walking towards the woods with Stan excitedly talking about the birds that were native to this area of Maine and what they should be looking out for.

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TMNT Raph x Reader: Battlefield Temptations

WARNING WARNING THIS IS MY YOUNG TEENAGE SELF A FEW YEARS BACK ATTEMPTING TO WRITE RAPH IN HEAT AND ITS LOWKEY HORRIBLE I APOLOGISE BUT AT THE SAME TIME I THINK ITS FUNNY AND I NEED SOMETHING TO POST SO IM GONNA POST IT ANYWAY

I DECIDED TO BRING THIS OVER FROM MY OLD ABANDONED DEVIANTART ACCOUNT- SO DONT PANIC IM NOT PLAGIARISING (don’t know whod try to plagiarise this piece of shit anyway)  I tried to fix it a bit but I failed miserably.

WARNING: cursing, violence, slight steaminess- not enough to be nsfw but its steamy

(Reader is fem)


Originally posted by molzies-fanfics


“Are you willing to spar today, child?”

Master Splinter’s voice slices through your concentration on the battle before you. You jump slightly at the suggestion and shake your head vigorously, your hair coming loose and waving around the frame of your face. Raising a finger and pointing it into the direction of the brutal sparring between Raph and Leo, you give Splinter a pointed look with a nervous laugh.

“Aha, no. No, I don’t think so. Besides, I’d probably be murdered in there,” you turn to glance at the turtle brothers whose fists have turned into blurs that pummel each other into the ground with a force that would surely shatter every bone in your body were you to take one blow. Especially one of Raphael’s hits. He’d kill you instantly.

Donatello and Michelangelo remain seated a meter away from you on the side of the sparring mat. Both would wince every so often when one of the fighters landed a particularly brutal hit, that fighter would more often than not be Raph: A 6'5 mass of boiling rage and rippling muscle. A terrifyingly intimidating character to meet at first but you learned  to warm up to him as he had to you. Maybe you’ve warmed up to him a little too much.

Compared to 5'11 strategical and precise Leo, Raph seems like a giant. But Leo is no push over, he can very well hold his own against the brute, he’s the only brother that has a chance at beating Raph and the red masked turtle hates that fact.
The sweat drips down Raph’s bulging biceps, dropping off with every shattering blow that he lands on his brother. His gritted teeth serve as an indicator to his concentration and hints at frustration. Red masked eyes narrowed down into piercing green slits, meant to penetrate the enemy’s soul and destroy them from the inside as well as the outside. Your eyes roam over Raph's muscled form and your mind dive-bombs into the gutter. A blush takes residence upon your cheeks at the less than appropriate thoughts that suddenly occupy your mind. His large and rough hands caressing you with a gentleness that you had thought to be impossible; strong fingers drifting across your skin with only a light touch, enough to bring you to your knees.

“Enough!” Master Splinter takes his cue to end the match before things get overly heated between the fighters (and your thoughts). Both brothers shake hands tersely with each other and move to sit down, awaiting the announcement of who would be sparring together next.

“It will only be a grappling match. Wrestling, if you will. No hits,” Splinter persists, the look in his eye urging you to accept. You shake your head again, you don’t care how much the rat gives you the ‘do it’ look you are not going put yourself in a situation that would get your head bashed in.

“What, Kitten? Too scared to play with the big boys?” Raph mocks from where he is sitting. You fight the urge to snap something back at him that would surely make him swallow his tongue and just settle for a glare. “You gonna break a nail, little princess?”

“No, I just don’t want to fight,” you reply calmly. What crawled up his ass and died? Raph isn’t one to be sexist, he isn’t one to pick on you either. What’s he up to?
“That’s because you can’t. You should probably sign up for cooking classes or something more suited to you and your…” his eyes fleetingly skim over your body, “-stature.”

Your eyes widen in absolute anger! You vaguely hear Splinter reprimanding his son for the blatant display of disrespect but you find yourself still burning with indignation. That condescending, sexist, chauvinistic, boneheaded piece of sh-
“I’ll do it.”

It takes you a moment to realize that those words were spoken by you. You just said them. You just agreed to get bashed. Oh, God where is my head? What have you done? You stupid girl. You mentally chide yourself for your impulsive decision.

Please give me Mikey! You chant mentally, Mikey is easily distracted and you’re sure that you’d be able to take him down if you really set your mind to it. It was maybe even a possibility you could hold your own against Donatello considering he is without his weapon.

Who am I kidding? Your thoughts nosedive, as does your confidence. Versing these guys is a completely different ballgame altogether.

You turn to give Master Splinter a look of 'please take pity on my poor, poor soul’ but he’s not looking at you. He’s deciding which turtle to put you up against.
“This will be grappling only, no hits exchanged,” Splinter commands, then his gaze flickers to you for a moment. You give him the puppy dog eyes and in return you receive an unamused stare. “Raphael. Stand.”

You almost topple over as you choke on your own spit, “wha- what?!”

Raphael raises an eyebrow but a slight smirk settles in the corner of his mouth as you slowly walk closer towards him. His gaze does not waver from your eyes until you are standing a meter away from him, in which his eyes smoothly move down to your lips and then the curve of your neck. Raph’s eyes snap upwards to your face before going any lower and you notice how his gaze darkens slightly. You gulp, noting how he stares at the movement of your throat distractedly. God, what have you gotten yourself into? You know he is watching everything you do, surely observing your possible weaknesses. Both of you stand in your desired fighting stances as Splinter opens his mouth to start the fight.

“You got this, Angelcakes!” Mikey, ever optimistic, yells out with a wide grin and waving hands. Donnie gives you a sympathetic smile and Leo, as per usual, remains stoic.

“Begin!” Splinter snaps you back into the moment and you yelp as Raph wastes no time before lunging at you. You duck beneath the offending limb and circle a safe distance away from him.

“Keep your head in the game,” Raph says, his voice holding a tone of slyness to it. “Don’t want to finish you off before the real fun’s started.”

You falter for a split second, was that an innuendo?

He reaches for you again and you barely evade his advancing manoeuvres, weaving between his grasping hands and leaping over the leg that he sweeps under you. His eyes narrow slightly and his attacks become more and more difficult to fend off.

“The point is to take him down!” Mikey says before turning to Donnie, “that’s is the point, right?”

You immediately drown him out and disregard him as a distraction. Focus on not getting grabbed!

You bend back, just barely avoiding a swipe for grip on your neck. You try to throw back your own offence only to recoil your hand sharply when Raph immediately makes a grab for it. Okay, so the straight on approach isn’t going to solve anything. Maybe if you flank him from behind you’d have a chance of taking him to the ground!

You roll to the side sharply, evading a grab and dive through Raph’s spread apart feet. Raph grunts in surprise and before you can tell yourself to stop you leap onto the back of his shell and jab at a pressure point in his shoulder that would drop any normal person instantly. You’re overwhelmed by a rush of elation when you feel Raph’s knees hit the ground. Could you have actually won?

No.

His hand grabs your forearm, pulling you forward to lean over his shoulder. Your stomach is pressed into the edge of his shell, the breath in your lungs is forcefully expelled by the impact. Raph’s face leans into yours, cheek on cheek as he roughly whispers, “gotcha.”

You’re sent flying forward, sent into an uncomfortable front flip and landing hard on your back. You’re winded, unable to do anything but stare in shock at the figure that has now pinned you down from above. How did he do that? You dropped him!

His weight on top of you causes you to snap back into reality, his skin upon yours is rough but not as unkind to the touch as you’d have thought it to be. You try to wriggle away but he immediately presses himself down on you, rendering you motionless. Raph’s smirking face moves closer until he is but inches apart from yours. Your heart is racing and butterflies embark on a mad rampage in your stomach. His body on top of yours. Skin on skin. So close. Too close.

You turn your head to the side and he leans in  to the crook of your neck, next to your ear. “Submit.”

You growl and shake your body as much as you can, flailing your legs angrily but gaining no movement or ground. He chuckles briefly.

“Make it easy on yourself and just submit,” he murmurs to you. Your face is red with anger and exhaustion as you continue to writhe beneath him, you’d be damned before you give up without a fight. Your movement earns a slight growl from the turtle on top of you. You freeze.

“Stop moving if you know what’s good for you,” he hisses in your ear. Your chest heaves up and down against his own as you breathe heavily. After a moment of silence, he repeats the sentence with irritation lacing his words. “Submit to me.”

You refrain from crying out loud in frustration and sudden breathlessness as you steadily say the words, “I submit.”

You feel Raph grin against your shoulder before he stands to his feet, towering over your 5'5 frame. You feel as if his weight had left a physical dent in your body, stars appearing in your vision briefly as you greedily gulp the air he had robbed from your lungs.

The smug creature offers a hand to you and you pretend you don’t see it, standing to your feet yourself. He had humiliated you. Not because he had beaten you. That would have been fair and square and you would have taken it in good sport if that had been it. But that wasn’t it. He had motives behind his movements, the way he whispered in your ear… when he growled lowly as you writhed beneath him. The way he had embarrassed you and infuriated you with his mocking words beforehand.

As you are engrossed in your thoughts, everyone collects themselves and moves to leave the dojo- Splinter having wisely dismissed the session. You ignore Raph, trying not to make eye contact with him as you head towards the exit. You and the brute are the last ones in the training room which is probably exactly what he wants. His large hand grabs your forearm pulling you aside before you can make it out the door and you glare up at him heatedly beneath your hair.

His height and build looming over you intimidates you but it also has another effect that you’re not sure you’d ever admit out loud. Raph’s eyes make contact with yours, staring intensely for a moment before looking you over. “Did I, uh, did I hurt you at all?” He asks gruffly.

You stare at him for a long moment, torn between answering with a 'f*ck yeah you did, dickhead’ and 'nope. Now piss off.’

You settle with a simple and bitter “no.”

He raises an eyebrow, amused. “Sore loser.”

You grit your teeth and poke a finger into his plastron angrily, “Sore loser?! You would’ve won either way and I would’ve been fine with it! But what I am 'sore’ about is that fact that you didn’t just beat me.”

He takes a step forward, a smirk playing on his lips. He seems so different. Controlled. He knows what he wants and he’s surprisingly confident in his movements. You move backwards subconsciously before realizing that you have quite literally just reversed into a wall. You look up with wide eyes as he moves in closer than what your personal space limits people to.

“Why don’t ya just explain then.”

“You- you humiliated me! Toyed with me, mocked me, made fun of me and then you-you….” You trail off, unable to describe his intimacy towards you without throwing yourself out to look like a fool.

“Why do you stay on the defence in a fight? You wear yourself out,” he pipes up, leaning back a little giving you room to breathe. You blink, a little shocked at the subject change.

“You’re a 6'5 walking mass of muscle. I’m a stick insect in comparison. Please explain to me why I would ever hope to believe I had a chance to take you out by a full frontal attack,” you say bluntly, crossing your arms over your chest unknowingly boosting your cleavage into his view. He glances down at the flesh bursting from your bra below him and licks his lips, moving in towards you like he had before You see the resolve in his gaze flicker, he is struggling to maintain the façade. You inhale sharply, trying to continue.

“I’d be…better off…running,” you gasp as he moves his lips to rest on your neck. Your heart is in your throat, thrumming beneath the soft but firm touch of his mouth. Raph seemingly breathes in your scent before running his cool tongue over your sensitive skin, tracing the veins in your neck.

Your eyes widen at the contact, a choked gasp slipping from your mouth. There has always been chemistry between the two of you, the occasional flirting and the light banter you were both notorious for. But never had he been so blatant about his attraction towards you, never had he even gathered the courage to kiss you let alone touch you so sensually.

Then you realise, eyes widening at the sudden revelation. He’s in heat.

Your hands come up to rest on his chest but not entirely pushing him away. There’s a light pressure on your throat as he suckles at your sweet spot, delighting in the sound of your erratic breathing and whimpers.

Raphael’s right hand remains next to your head on the wall, essentially keeping you caged within his grasp.  His left hand roams over the smoothness of your waist, groaning almost silently as his hands continue caress your midriff.

“Well, then.” He whispers huskily, finally responding to your words. “I promise you don’t need to run away from me.”

That was it. His mouth melds onto yours and you’re not sure who initiated the connection as his hands run up and down your body. The force of the not-so-gentle kiss pushes you into the wall leaving you vulnerable to his desires. His lips moving feverishly on yours as he captures your flesh between his teeth, asking for entrance. You moan, parting your mouth in obedience, his tongue immediately seeks out yours to battle for dominance.

The hardness of his muscled body against yours was overwhelming, the raw strength, danger and masculinity was making you swoon. ”Oh God, Raph,” you sigh in delight as his lips move from your mouth to your neck to greet that special spot once more.

He lightly nips your throat before turning to make eye contact briefly, eyes shimmering mischievously, “I think it’s time for round two. Wanna rematch?”

things about Max fucking Caulfield

note: contains most major spoilers. refers to ‘bay’ choice post game

- Chloe brings out her sass. as she spends more time with her, Max becomes more outspoken, rebellious, scornful of authority. as is natural after hanging out with such a punk

- but Max has an extremely hard time expressing herself or standing up; especially before then. she can’t convey her own opinions and feelings well. think about how many times she’s just stood there as people mercilessly railed on her? 

- she does have strong opinions though, that can’t be denied. the time she argues back against David? or more canonly, the time she argues with herself

- but people mistake her poor communication skills for unfriendliness, aloofness, even as being stuck up, rather than what it actually is: loneliness 

- that being said, Max is now great at reading people, after so many rewinds and repeated/altered conversations with varied results. especially those she commonly spoke to and rewound for like Joyce, Nathan, ect (it freaks them out because, obviously, they don’t remember any of it)

- which brings me to my next point. if people didn’t know how to approach Max before, they certainly don’t know how to now. she is a changed person, and anyone with eyes can see that. plus, she lost her best friend, and we all know how bad people are at handling someone who’s loved one died.

- she’s wiser, she’s sadder, disaster doesn’t phase her as much.. or maybe it triggers her.

- i don’t say that in a memey way (honestly fuck the idiots who abuse that term). i say that in a ‘Max Caulfield has severe PTSD’ way. i feel like this is more than obvious but often times overlooked by the fandom (as well as Max’s character as a whole, but you know.. that’s why I’m doing this.)

- think about it!! the entire dark room/mark jefferson incident, finding Rachel Amber’s fucking buried body in the junkyard, seeing her best friend shot repeatedly, seeing said best friend almost get run over by a tRAIN, the visions she gets of the storm and her tormenters hunting her… 

- do i really have to continue?

- after all that utter shit, Max can’t even go to a fucking counselor. maybe for finding out her teacher is a murDERER- as well as her friend dying- but she can’t go into detail!! she has to hide everything, and any psychiatrist would be able to see it and yet, she can never explain herself. her seeded distrust in authority doesn’t help things

- her parents made her go to an appointment. she never went again

- her nightmares seem as though they will never leave, and although as the years pass her panic attacks occur less often, she has no way to truly relieve herself.

- chloe keeps her alive. no matter what, she won’t let her sacrifice be in vain

- …..

- for a long time, Max isolates herself because she feels a dangerous burden on others, as if somehow all the bad things that happened are her fault..

- so it takes her a while to open up to people once again, but when she does start making friends (Kate, Victoria, ect) she cares about them intensely. she will do anything within her abilities to keep them safe. Kate never gets to the point where she wants to jump, no way in hell, not on Max’s watch

- Max busies herself in fixing that godawful school that almost killed her friend. principal? bye bitch. dorm security = exists now (including changing those weird ass outside locks on the doors.. what even x’D )

- although, she doesn’t go there herself now. she can’t leave this town, she’s never belonged any where else but.. there are simply no good memories for her at Blackwell (except the pool, really)

- so anyway, yeah. dont underestimate Max, just because she isnt as loud about her personality as some of her fellow characters are.

connect [rich g. x fem!reader x jake d.]

( Can you do a Poly Rich x Fem Reader x Jake fic? Preferably where the reader is a big geek and likes to cosplay. (Probably met when reader was doing the costumes for the play)  )

ok but i love this

ok this also went from ‘big geek who likes to cosplay’ to ‘geek, likes to cosplay, does costumes for drama dept. and knows shit about theatre’ because i couldnt resist tbh

this is 10,000 words. brb gonna go die

pls dont expect this from me since this was just something that i got rly rly into writing and got rly carried away

warnings: uhhh none that i can think of other than general language but let me know if im forgetting stuff


        Alright. You could do this. All you had to do was come up with costumes, take measurements, make everything by yourself, and have everything ready in time for dress rehearsal to begin - along with keeping up with schoolwork, going to Hobby Lobby (which, thank fuck you were getting a huge discount for, because otherwise you’d basically be destroying your own shit in order to make anything) to get everything you needed,  and basically do everything your average person needs to survive. So basically, you were ready to die a bit more inside and start multitasking - and lose sleep, but that was normal. What wasn’t normal was the show you were doing costumes for. When Mr.Reyes mentioned doing Midsummer, you imagined you’d be spending your nights sewing costumes for fairies - not… zombies. But you forced a grin and told him you’d do your best, and clutched your sketchbook to your chest, the paper with the cast list and roles jammed in, and the script for the play sandwiched between binders in your bag.

        This was fine. You’d go and watch one of their rehearsals to get an idea of how long everyone would have between costume changes, and Mr.Reyes would be speaking his vision to you as you would hastily scribble notes down, basically becoming a bobble-head as you tried to take into account everything. You’d start doing homework during classes, read online for whatever book and bullshit your way through any quizzes. Maybe you could copy some (or almost all) answers off of Christine if she’d let you. Then eventually you’d start spending your last class taking a nap with Christine in the drama room while the rest of the class did whatever - or working on whatever schoolwork you could if you weren’t tired.

        The things you did for costume design.

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Older Brother Mark

Requests: Heyyoo!! Can you do an older brother! Mark sometime :3

i dont feel bad lmao how about twin mark or twin chenle or twin renjun or twin jaemin - shinyeol-ie

  • guess who’s back with writing again after a month’s/or less of hiatus!!
  • okay not officially back yet but
  • i’ll be slowly getting back! so the ‘hiatus from writing’ will still be there in my bio/askbox but feel free to request still,, i’ll remove it once i post regularly again!
  • i wanted to write today because so many things have been on my mind lately and im a mess so i had to let it all go so im here writing!
  • so why not start it off with the person i love most in the world, margarie!!!
  • with an older brother! au
  • i did one with jeno & jaemin
  • enough of my nonsense, let’s start

  • how do we describe him

  • he can be the sweetest, most caring & most protective brother one could ever ask for
  • but at moments you feel like punching yourself because he’s like clueless 24/7 and he asks for you help with everything
  • back then when both of yall were 12, your parents had to leave the country for a business trip for a few days
  • and for some reason they trusted the both of you to stay at home and not cause any trouble
  • “mark, take good care of your sister we’ll be back soon”
  • “yes of course, dont worry!!”
  • two hours after they leave, he disappears into the kitchen for fifteen minutes
  • you hear a slight shout from him
  • then you see him going into your room with an embarrassed smile and giggle
  • “uhh, i may or may not have burnt our noodles-”
  • “god mark they’re INSTANT noodles, who in the world burns their instant noodles-”
  • “you cant blame me, i tried-”
  • “yeah sure, let’s just call in”
  • but he’s always there to help you out in school?
  • would lend you his notes even if you didnt ask
  • and would also specially find you at your classroom so he could pass you the lunch he packed for you
  • “mom asked me to give you this”
  • “mom? her sandwiches arent that-”
  • “shush fine it’s from me, tell mom i’ll be coming back late today, hanging out with the boys”
  • and like always, mr absolutely capable has tons of people around that admire him
  • your friends fangirl to you and often tell you how lucky you are he’s your brother
  • and they would always find ways to talk to him
  • or make you introduce him to them
  • your guy friends would try to hit you up so they could make friends with him
  • and you’re so used to it you dont even bother doing anything anymore
  • “he’s busy, he’s always busy, dont ask me”
  • would probably barge into your room in the middle of the night
  • to ask you for ideas for lyrics
  • or to tell you random and weird facts that he probably read online
  • or even just suggesting to watch a movie together because he was bored
  • never gets pissed & mad at you
  • in your whole life, probably only once or twice??
  • because he’s an angel
  • and they were over matters where he was concerned for you, so you couldn’t blame him for getting mad
  • like that one time he found out you skipped school just because you werent feeling your best and he got all worried after he heard from his classmate
  • he left school early just to find you
  • and thank goodness he found you at your favourite park just staring blankly
  • then he shouted at you for not telling him and making him worry, saying how he’s upset and scared that you had gotten in trouble
  • but as soon as he saw you cry
  • he’d soften and apologise for shouting
  • and become the sweetest brother ever!! he’d let you cry on his shoulders and listen to your problems
  • he even offered to treat you to your favourite ice cream?? aw
  • always complaining about the boys to you
  • mainly the dreamies
  • especially hyuck & chenle
  • on how they always tease him and make fun of him
  • and when you finally met them, you joined their squad™
  • hyuck & you would always plan pranks together and enjoy laughing at mark’s reactions
  • while the other members take care of you
  • “MARGARIE’S SISTER AYE” -jaehyoons
  • “Y/N ah, did you eat well today? do you want to stay for dinner?” -taeyong mom
  • “omg Y/N’s as cute as our mark!!” -mark’s number 1 fan, doyoung
  • very overprotective
  • like that one day he found out you were dating jaemin
  • (you couldn’t help it this boy was making your heart pump so quickly as if it was popping out of your chest)
  • “wHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU’RE DATING Y/N?”
  • “HYUNG CALM DOWN, we’ve been dating for 2 months already-”
  • “TWO? TWO??? oh my god i cant believe this, i feel so… betrayed”
  • “mark you’re overreacting”
  • “no im not, AS YOUR BROTHER I HAVE THE RIGHTS-”
  • “as if you’re against jaemin” “or are you omg”
  • “YOU COULD’VE PICKED JENO OR RENJUN BUT- jaemin? Y/N i dont know what to say”
  • “hyung am i that bad”
  • “no you’re not, it’s okay this is too much for me, i’ll talk to you all tomorrow”
  • 2 hours later you receive a text from him
  • “got to be honest here,, i fully support you and jaemin, this kid will take good care of you. i trust that and i trust him. i’m happy for you all”
  • and you get another text from jaemin
  • “babe!! hyung just came into my room and gave me a long talk, on all the things you like, your habits and all wow. he looks really happy about this matter though-much different to his reaction just now, is this a good sign?”
  • eventually he often brings you two out for lunch
  • and is always interested to hear stories or interesting things that happen between you two
  • aside from all that
  • he’s really supportive!
  • everything you do he’d give you positive feedback and give you encouraging words if you need it
  • because after all you both are siblings/twins, you have the same personality and he understands how you feel deeply so he tries his best to motivate you while he can
  • makes really bad jokes all the time
  • but you still laugh because hey, at least he’s trying
  • and he gets all giggly and confident after that
  • hypes you up A LOT
  • “Y/N LEEEEEEEEE”
  • “WOO THAT’S MY SISTER”
  • “AYEAYEAYEAYE”
  • which is why hyuck always teases him about
  • “hyung you never do that to me”
  • “you’re not my sister”
  • “oh”
  • “kidding dont be mad”
  • “sorry cant talk right now”
  • all in all
  • he’s always bringing you happiness
  • and he’s also there to be your pillar of support
  • dotes on you a lot!!
  • even though you cant see it because he doesnt express himself well
  • but you know he cares and loves you
  • so you love and cherish him as a brother too!!

anonymous asked:

who is pete wentz writing songs about?

mikey way. okay, here we go.

so, in the summer of 05 is when most people think it started because fob and mcr played warped together, but, they had also played the year before and thats when i think it started. as many know, pete single handedly wrote the entirety of from under the cork tree, which was released may 3rd of 2005, which means he had been writing some of it the previous summer. most of the album is quite cheery, depicting the emotions of someone who is battling some darker force within themselves, but is also experiencing a happiness from someone else they dont think they deserve or should have (short version: an emo is in love). also, theres the parallel between dance dance and favorite record- dance dance depicts a literal and emotional dance, and then in favorite record you have “i cant remember just how to forget the way we danced”. so, based on research and educated opinion, i believe that the petekey fling started in 04.

then, the next summer both bands were again picked for warped, which only intnsified the relationship. after weeks of spending excessive time with each other and attending each others shows, the media took notice. in an interview that summer, when asked about it he responded “me and pete wentz arent dating. we are both heterosexual males… sort of… maybe… umm… next!”. on may 16, 2005 mikey was spotted at a fueled by ramen show watching fob at house of blues wearing a white jacket that allegedly belonged to pete. a few days later, pete posted a list on live journal of things that get him hot and bothered. on taht list were a.having a crush on a person i speak to nearly every day and b.white denim jackets….

on tuesday, june 28, 2005, pete posted the following on livejournal: “Amazing New Mexico sunset. im hanging on a bridge with my friend mikey from my chem. its all orange and pink above us. we went to another water park again. i love high fives again. totally back in love.” on july fourth he posted an entry that ended with “hot and miserable but totally back in love”. on july 15 he posted “Though I am over hearing your thoughts on haircuts and pants. I’m over us trying to be perfect tens for your little eyes. We don’t care what you think of us. Listen to a song and time your heartbeat. Let it be okay to fall asleep slow tonight. Think about a good friend. Think about god. Think about death. Think about someone elses hand clumsily on your belt in the dark. Think it will be okay. No more rants. No more poetry. Not tonight. True love for the believers”. on july 17 he posted “wrote you a goodbye note (you just wrote me off) on your arm when you passed out. bestfriends, exfriends- better off as lovers not the other way around. racing through the city in the back of yellow checkered cars. the takeoffs are the worst but the skin from your shoulder to your ear makes it all worth it. and im sorry the way my moods flicker on and off like old light on your porch, but i know you wouldn’t have it any other way. sneaking in your window instead of out. the way you hold a cigarette cause you don’t know what to do with your hands when we are sitting this close. the way the waists of pants feel better at the ankles. the way you always were my best excuse for calling in sick on everyone else. i miss you”. which later became the song bang the doldrums, which was origionally titled summer of like (pete mentioned this in a rolling stones interview), which is now what fans call the relationship between pete and mikey in 05.

during that summer, fans claimed that mikey and pete didnt want to be photographed together, which is kind of suspicious…. but there are a few circulating the internet, and quite a few of mikey wearing clandestine (petes clothing line). at this time it was also common for fob and mcr to trade band members, mikey would play bass for fob so pete could take his mic into the crowd. pete also frequently watched mikey play with the stupidest smile on his face….

there are also fan reports of them being seen together. “ at my warped date i got there early in the morning and hung out by the fob bus because i wanted to get a pic with patrick and around 10 am the door opened and a very tired looking mikey stepped off with pete right behind him and they appeared to be holding hands until they saw the people around and they both refused to have their pictures taken together ”. and “during Fall Out Boy’s set (they were one of the closing bands that night) they dedicated one of the songs to Mikey, who was watching from the side of the stage. Pete said, “This song is about revenge. Right, Mikey? Revenge!” Mikey smiled and nodded, and during “Grand Theft Autumn/Where is Your Boy” he mouthed along to all the words.”

pete also posted at one point “i wish you were my bass, not just my friend”. on august 19 he posted “ Warped tour was fun. Since being home I remembered that showering and sleeping are fun too. My real feelings on the sunburst bass. I loved that thing. But then it started cheating on me with mikey way. I had to hit it. Its not my fault- spousal abuse is an ugly thing. I’m in therapy that includes playing lots of warcraft online. Writing messages on your arm for someone to see at a show is the new away message - stealing peoples real diary is the new livejournal”.

on september 4, pete posted “on the getaway car, the rush of blood to the head: it’s strange to find myself again back at the feelings of the blue cover after going through the red and the gold. its kind of always like that. i am sorry if i am not making any sense. but everybody likes to take chances and make bets. i always put my money on the longshots. and no matter where my head was in the world i always dreamed of waking up next to the biggest brown eyes i have ever seen/’meandyouunderneaththehoneymoon’. “go back to what it meant back then”: and you imagine yourself moving deep into the summer and disappearing, and for me it was always with you. and then things got crazy. you stopped calling me back. i stopped trying to call but not in my head. and then you got malicious but i’m guessing only because you learned from the best- take back your taste and all. i never thought it would be just me again. but that’s okay. we’re gonna hole up and wait it out. i feel like i can see for the first time, like i was born just in the last minute. wake me up. baby boy, you’re gonna be okay. hearts between our knees sticking to the summer sheets. are you catching my drift…. its gonna be alright. your love would be hell but its just not hot enough baby.” (Note… baby BOY)

after petes nudes were leaked, hey chris wrote him a public letter which contained the following: “you know the friends i have and you know how we feel about loyalty. you know who im talking about and you know they’re not happy either.” and shortly after chris posted pic of him and mikey saying he’d “found new love”

the summer of 06, peter once again had some interesting things to say. on july 7 he posted “im so sorry, but not really. (‘straighten up and die right’) i said i want to be rebuilt like a frank lloyd wright only without all of the water damage. or painted over like a monet only less blurry. she said “no, youre something different”. like what? “something better”. it gave me the rush of warm blood like you see in cartoon dogs right before their eyes pop out and all of the bells go off. my head is spinning like a car off of an icy guardrail. show me what you are made of. your eyes were always rolling but youd tilt your head so they were somehow always still stuck on me (have your cake and eat it too). i feel safe but not like a bet more like the way mothers feel when the lock the car doors in bad neighborhoods. i am blue waves across the red rootlike veins in the bodies drawn flat in medical books. i wonder at the way that someone can write thousands and thousands of pages about my insides. when i met you i gave you a name- not your own- but in my head so i wouldnt ever mix you up with anyone so ordinary- i cant tell you- but to me it meant salvation. you only wanted reaction. but i cant be bothered. not anymore. ill see you in the spring. first pew on the left. wear your white veil and dont forget the words. warped tour. sun drenched days. bestfriends. new roads. so long salvation. dont worry your pretty little heads. i am sleeping safe tonight.” then the next day, on the 8th, he posted “the fraternal order of the handsome boy. ive been watching you from afar. my breath on the inside window as you walk in from the carcandy caned lies in red and white against clashing patterns bending in and out of understanding. ”youre the stranger ive been dreaming of”, stranger than any ive ever known. love through a telescopic lens. when the air is clear i can see how perfect you are for me. late at night when the city sleeps i cast a spell on you to make you think of me the very same way i think of you. i only love how the words feel in my head when i write them. fireworks over the valley. how can i tell you i gut people for a living. that everything you say is likely to end up as evidence when i rewrite history. over and over again. how everything you do reminds me of something else, someone else. how i get paid to be humble and arrogant at the same time,to be chased and never caught. that i just want to stay up late and wake up early to talk to you. that i want to show you all of my jealousy and insecurity and have you not care. youre like a light switch and i just want to turn you on and watch them all shrink away. the words come out of my fingertips on impulse. it is instinct. my head cant keep up. i envy the comatose. i admire the bedridden. i am addicted to the way i feel when i think of you. ”im blowing smoke rings around the moon….” i wish i was the exact opposite of how the world knows me.”

then, there is infinity on high, which is basically completely about mikey (especially bang the doldrums, because it was born on live journal right after that summer of like…) and ab/ap, due to the constant reiteration of a past love, my favorite being fourth of july with “you are my favorite what if, you are my best i’ll never know”

also othe fact that neither of them can hold a true relationship with women without it ending badly. perhaps because there is someone out there that they are simply destined to be with…. 


so yeah. pete wentz writes a lot of his music about mikey way.

the-superhero-under-your-bed  asked:

Prompt idea 🙂 would love a tattoo shop story (what can I say, tattoos are awesome) where Clint is a tattoo artist and Tony is the cute mechanic who works next store? It sounds a lot like your Tattoo Shop series but honestly anything with Clint and Tony that isn't super powered and is just, like, a day in the life would be awesome 🙃❤️ either way, ♥️!

So I love this idea, but I kept this short otherwise it would have gotten out of control lol

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“Mr Stark!”

Tony rolled out from underneath the truck, wiping a hand over his face and squinting into the light.

“Oh, Clint. Hows it going? And definitely just call me Tony. Weve worked next to each other for like a year now.”

“Sure thing.” Clint winked at him and Tony grinned. “Listen, my truck is making a hell of a noise. I was just wondering if you had some free time if you would maybe take a look at it.”

“Oh yeah. Yeah definitely.” Tony was not staring at his neighbor, not at the low slung jeans or the bare chest. He was also not staring at arms that seemed too musclar for a tattoo artist, or the wings that were tattooed down Clints back and disppeared into the waistband of his jeans “Just um, leave it in the drive way and Ill take a look at it tonight. No worries.”

“Leave me a bill on the front seat, huh? Ill come over tomorrow and settle up.”

“Sounds good.” Tony waved, definitely not watching as Clint sauntered back across the parking lot to his shop.

Damn that guy was hot.

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When Clint opened the door to his truck the next morning, there was a bright orange sticky note on the front seat .

–Just had to tighten a few things. Took me less than an hour, no worries about price. –Tony

“So let me buy you a beer tonight.” Clint tossed kicked at Tonys feet where they stuck out from under the same truck as yesterday. “If you arent going to charge me for my truck.”

“Hey!” Tony slid out and smiled up at him. “Really its not a problem.”

“Maybe not, but I appreciate it, and would like to buy you a beer anyway.”

“Clint, Im serious–”

“Tony! How much more obvious do I have to be about wanting to spend some time with you?” Clint asked in mock exasperation, and beneath all the girime and grease on his face, Tony flushed dark red.

“Oh. Right. Sorry. Not used to that sort of thing. Uh I have got to get this done tonight so it might be late but–”

“Thats fine. Why dont you come over, when you’re done?” Clint jerked a thumb towards his shop. “Ill be waiting for you.”

“Uh sure. Thanks.” Tony smiled sheepishly and rolled back under the truck to hid his burning face.

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“Clint?” the bell rang when Tony pushed open the door to the tattoo shop. “You still here?”

“Come on back, Tony! Just putting away from gear!” Clint called from the back and Tony headed towards his voice, admiring how clean the shop was, open and inviting unlike a lot of tattoo parlors were.

“There he is.” Clint looked up with a smile. “And no more grease on your face, look at that.”

“Damn.” Tony laughed. “I knew I should have dabbed some on my cheeks. Accents my eyes.”

Clint laughed with him, then motioned him towards a chair. “I just need a few minutes then we’re good, yeah?”

“Alright.” Tony relaxed into the semi-relined chair, looking up at all the pictures of tattoos and designs Clint had hanging from the walls. “This all you?”

“Yep. Did them all.”

“Wow.”

“You got any ink, Tony?”

“Nah.” Tony shook his head. “Something permanent like that on my body? I dont know. Plus the pain… no thanks.”

“It doesnt hurt that bad.” Clint was meticulously cleaning and reassembling a tattoo gun. “Some people think the pain is addicting.”

“I cant imagine pain being addicting.” Tony admitted and Clint looked up.

“No? You want to try?”

“Areyou offering to tattoo me?” Tony asked nervously and Clint nodded slowly, his tongue darting out to wet his lips.

“Yeah. If you want. I bet I could get you laid out, under my needle, not caring a damn bit about the pain.”

“Um—” Tony coughed to cover what was absolutely not the tiniest whimper at the thought of being laid out under Clint. “I might need a drink first.”

“That wasnt a no.” Clint teased and it was Tonys turn to lick his lips.

“Its not a no.”

head cannon request ^^ what if MC ran away from home for almost a week because she was out looking for a special present for the RFA+V+Unknown? If one of you do answer thank you!!! ^^

okay im not sure if it was run away from like their parents or s/o so i picked s/o

MOD SAERAN HERE :D ( i am so sorry anon for not responding quickly enough to your HC but here i am :D FORGIVE ME PLEASE) 

*WARNING NO NO WORDS LIKE BAD WORDS* 

YALL ARE TRYING TO KILL THESE POOR MEN LOL 

SAERAN

  • recently, he has seen you using your computer lately and when he asks you why are you on it so much…. you just tell him…. the words he hate hearing….. NOTHING… 
  • he tries not to flip out but he thinks you are hiding something
  • he is not thinking you are cheating but he knows you are up to something 
  • its been bugging his mind lately….wondering what were you doing….what called your attention so much….to that DAMN computer… 
  • he had two choices 1) Hack or 2) have a conversation with you 
  • he wanted to chose 1 but he knows better he gotta chose 2 
  • next day he finally asked you about it and you said that you couldn't tell him
  • YOU COULDN'T TELL HIM 
  • HE FLIPPED OUT 
  • he was wondering why were you hiding it so much
  • he just lost it 
  • MC WHAT ARE YOU HIDING FROM ME GODDAMIT YOU TOLD ME NO SECRETS 
  • NO LIES 
  • NO MATTER WHAT 
  • YOU ARE SUCH A HYPOCRITE 
  • HE STORMED OFF 
  • YOU WISHED YOU COULD TELL HIM BUT IT WOULD RUIN EVERYTHING YOU WORKED HARD FOR 
  • IT DIDNT HELP THAT…… YOUR FLIGHT LEFT IN 6 HOURS…..OH BOY…….. *DRAMAAAAA* 
  • YOU LEFT A NOTE AND YOU WASHED YOUR HANDS AND ACCIDENTALLY LEFT SOME WATER ON THE NOTE BUT YOU DIDNT CARE YOU WERE IN A HURRY
  • BUT YOU DIDNT KNOW THE WATER SMUDGED THE INK BADLY
  • YOU GRABBED YOUR SUITCASE AND SMALL BAG AND LEFT 
  • HOPING HE WOULD UNDERSTAND YOUR NOTE AND THAT EVERYTHING WOULD BE OKAY WHEN YOU GOT HOME 
  • YOU KNEW YOU HAD TO LEAVE NOW BEFORE SAEYOUNG COMES HOME AND STARTS ASKING ALL DEM QUESTIONS 
  • YOU CALLED THE CAB AND LEFT 
  • *SAERAN VP*
  • FUCK HOW LONG HAVE I BEEN IN HERE 
  • YOU STARED AT THE CLOCK AND ITS BEEN 10 HOURS 
  • WOW I SLEPT FOR A LONG TIME AND YOU NOTICE MC WASNT IN YOUR SHARED BEDROOM
  • FUCK
  •  THE FIGHT 
  • FUCK FUCK FUCK  
  • BUT NO 
  • I AM RIGHT >:o 
  • SHE IS WRONG >:O 
  • BUT YOU KNEW YOU HAD TO APOLOGIZE FOR BEING SO DRAMATIC
  •  YOU SHOULD BE TRUSTING MC 
  • YOU LEFT THE BEDROOM AND SAW SHE WASNT THERE 
  • YOU HEARD MOVEMENTS IN THE KITCHEN AND YOUR EYES WERE STARTING TO GET TEARY EYED 
  • YOU WALKED IN THE KITCHEN AND SAW HER BROWN KNITTED SWEATER AND YOU JUST STARTED TO BAWL YOUR EYES OUT 
  • MC I AM SO SOORRRRRRYYYY I SHOULDNT OF SNAPPED AT YOU LIKE THAT 
  • YOUR EYES WERE CLOSED 
  • YOU SMELLED HER COMING NEAR YOU IN A HUG 
  • WHEN DID MC GET SO FLAT CHESTED 
  • YOU SWEAR SHE HAD GOOD SIZE TITS
  • WAIT 
  • YOU KNEW FOR A FACT THAT MC WAS SHORTER THAN YOU 
  • WHY ARE WE SIMILAR HEIGHT NOW 
  • WHAT THE HELL I- OH DEAR GOD PLEASE DONT LET IT BE 
  • NOO
  • NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
  • *OPEN EYES AND SEES* 
  • :D
  • IDIOOOOOTTT BROTHER WHY ARE YOU WARING MCS CLOTHES EVEN WITH A WIG 
  • BECAUSE I-I-I I CAN :D SHE ALWAYS SEEM SO COMFORTABLE IN THESE SWEATERS SO I DECIDED TO TRY IT ON I HAD TO STRETCH IT A BIT BUT I KNOW SHE WOULDNT MIND 
  • YOU WALKED AWAY 
  • SAERAN WHERE ARE YOU GOOOIIIINNNGGGG
  • I NEED TO FIND MC WE GOT IN A FIGHT 
  • SHE ISNT IN THE BLACONY? 
  • NO LET ME CHECK 
  • WA–IT SAERAN WAIT 
  • THERES A NOTE HERE 
  • SAEYOUNGS FACE WENT BLANK
  • YOU GRABBED THE NOTE AND READ 
  • SORRY SAERAN GOOD BYE
  • YOU SAW HER TEARS AND SMUDGE INK 
  • NO 
  • NOOO
  • NOOOOOO NOOOOO
  • YOU DONE IT NOW 
  • YOU BROKE DOWN CRYING 
  • YOU WAITED BY THE DOOR FOR 2 DAYS AND NOTHING 
  • YOU BARELY SLEPT 
  • IF YOU DID IT WAS IN THE SHOWER
  • YOU DIDNT EVEN WANT TO EAT 
  • NOT EVEN ICE CREAM 
  • SAEYOUNG MADE YOU EAT SOMETHING LIKE CRACKERS 
  • HE WAS WORRIED 
  • YOU DIDNT CARE YOU MADE MC RAN AWAY FROM YOU 
  • YOU WERE A MONSTER 
  • 4 DAYS HAVE PASSED SINCE SHE LEFT 
  • SAEYOUNG SAT NEXT TO YOU AND PUT ON THE TV 
  • IT WAS A BEN N JERRY COMMERICAL ANNOUNCING ITS NEW ICE CREAM FLAVOR BUT IT WAS A SECRET 
  • THEY WOULDNT ANNOUNCE IT TILL 3 MORE DAYS 
  • YOU KNEW YOU WOULD OF BEEN HAPPY BECAUSE BEN N JERRY IS YOUR LIFE 
  • BUT YOUR REAL LIFE LEFT YOU 
  • YOU MADE HER RAN AWAY FROM YOU 
  • 6 DAYS HAVE PAST AND YET NO MC 
  • YOU AND YOUR BROTHER TRIED FINDING HER LOCATION WITH HER PHONE BUT YALL DIDNT GET NOTHING
  • SAEYOUNG VOWED TO KEEP WORKING ON IT 
  • YOU LOVED YOUR BROTHER FOR THAT
  • FOR ALWAYS BEING YOUR ROCK 
  • YOU COULDNT HANDLE IT NO MORE 
  • YOU WENT FOR THE LIQUOR BUT THERE WAS NONE 
  • SAEYOUNG LOOKED AT YOU AND SHAKED HIS HEAD
  • FUCK, HE EMPTY EVERYTHING OUT 
  • YOU JUST SAT BACK AT THE COUCH AND STARED AT THE DOOR 
  • 7 DAYS HAVE PAST SEEN M-
  • YOU HEAR DOORS BEING SLAMMED SHUT OUTSIDE 
  • SAEYOUNG LIFTED UP HIS HEAD 
  • SAERAN HEARD YOUR VOICE ANSWERING THE QUESTIONS TO OPEN THE DOOR  
  • ONCE HE SAW IT WAS YOU HE RAN TO YOU AND CRIED AND FELL TO HIS KNEES CRYING 
  • APOLOGIZING 
  • YOU PICKED HIM UP AND ASKED HIM IT WAS OKAY THAT YOU UNDERSTAND WHY HE WAS MAD 
  • YOU TOLD HIM: READY FOR YOUR SURPRISE 
  • HE WAS ????????????
  • THEN YOU WERE ????????
  • SAEYOUNG WAS ??????????!!!!!!!!!!!!???????????
  • AND THEN YOU MENTION THE NOTE 
  • SAEYOUNG HANDED YOU THE NOTE AND SAW THE WATER SMUDGED EVERYTHING 
  • YOU TOLD HIM YOU SAID IN THE NOTE 
  • I UNDERSTAND WHY YOU GOT MADE SAERAN IM SORRY FOR NOT BEING ABLE TO TELL YOU BUT ITS A SURPRISE I HAVE TO LEAVE FOR A WEEK SORRY SAERAN GOODBYE 
  • YOU TOLD HIM YOU WASHED YOUR HANDS 
  • HE ASKED WHAT WAS THE SURPRISED  THEN SINCE HE WAS SHOOK 
  • YOU TOOK HIM AND SAEYOUNG TO THE TV AND TURNED IT ON AND BAM THERE WAS THE ANNOUNCMENT 
  • BEN N JERRY: HELLOOOO EVERYONE HERE IS OUR NEW FLAVOR: SAERAN’S CHOCOLATE CHUNKY PECAN ICE CREAM 
  • HIS TWO FAVES 
  • CHOCOLATE 
  • AND PECAN 
  • HE FUCKING DIED 
  • HE JUST FAINTED
  • YOU HELPED HIM UP AND GIGGLE 
  • YOU TWO SHOWERED TOGETHER AND SAEYOUNG LEFT THE HOUSE TO GO SEE ELLY brother award over here for knowing when to leave HIS OWN HOME 

JAEHEE

  • you and Jaehee have been together for merely 2 months but yet it felt like forever because yall enjoyed each other’s company and love 
  • but lately jaehee has been really stressed because her favorite coffee beans just disappeared from where she always put them 
  • she isnt saying that you misplace them or used them 
  • but
  • she questions you almost everyday 
  • you guys use to wake up and cuddled while drinking coffee
  • but now the coffee mysteriously disappeared 
  • she doesnt spend mornings with you any more
  • when you wake up 
  • you find that she always leaves a note saying she went to work early 
  • you know she needs coffee to get her thru the day 
  • but you didnt take or misplaced her coffee beans
  • you always try telling you that but she just keeps quiet not wanting to start an argument 
  • but her being quiet just pushes you to the edge 
  • you just tell her to shout at you to say what she is thinking 
  • all she says “ its better for me not to”
  • she walked away from you 
  • you knew you had to fix this 
  • you grabbed your phone and looked for plane tickets for Ethiopia
  • you just shaked your head and wrote on the same note she writes on saying take care
  • you didnt wrote anything else because you were mad
  • and also it was only suppose to be a short trip
  • so you left
  • JAEHEE POV 
  •  if only MC confesses that she knows where my coffee beans are 
  • we can go back to normal 
  • but :( 
  • i cant believe im acting so childish just for coffee 
  • i need to call Mr. Han and let him know that I need to take the day off 
  • Hello Assistant Ka-
  • you were screaming 
  • you dropped your phone 
  • and screamed and cried when you saw the note 
  • she left you 
  • you deserved it 
  • for making the coffee beans a problem in your relationship 
  • perhaps MC really didnt know where your beans are 
  • what did i do 
  • oh no 
  • i lost everything now 
  • she fell on the floor and cried 
  • 10 mins later Jumin body gaurds came rushing in and knocked her door down 
  • *ALPHA 1 TO ALPHA 2 COAST IS CLEAR* 
  • *COPY THAT ALPHA 1 EAGLE IS READY TO FLY* 
  • Jumin walked in looking at you like -.- 
  • assistant kang 

  • ASSISTANT KANG 


  • JAEHEE KANG
  • WAAAAT 
  • i thought there was a robber …..you startled me 
  • wow thanks for saving me *sarcastically*
  • you’re welcome, now what seems to be the problem
  •  she left me Mr.Han ….. *throws he note to his feet* 
  • *a guard picked it up for him*
  • o
  • yeah 
  • o
  • yeaahh 
  • you can have the week off assistant kang and *looks at body gaurd* please hand me all my personal stash 
  • RIGHT AWAY SIR *COMES BACK 10 SECONDS LATER* HERE YOU GO SIR 
  • jaehee, *hands 30 bottles of imported wine* ill come by and join with you after i sign a few documents… please dont do nothing reckless
  • okay 
  • ill leave two of my men here see you later 
  • right when he left 
  • you opened the wine
  • when he came back after to check up on you  
  • 4 bottles were already done 
  • he felt sorry for you and wondered why did you left her 
  • where did you go 
  • where did you stay ? 
  • he went to everyones house and you werent there 
  • everyone panicked 
  • saeran and saeyoung double team to find you.. but your phone was turned off
  • they worked day in a day out 
  • jaehee…. well she was gone 
  • she didnt want to eat 
  • she threw away some of zens musicals because they reminded her of you 
  • she cried herself to sleep every night 
  • by her 6th night 
  • one of jumins guard felt bad for you 
  • and decided to make you a sandwich 
  • you ate it with wine :/
  • she proceeded to cry herself to sleep again 
  • she woke up that morning hearing Zen and Jumin screaming 
  • she lifted her head up and heard Saerans voice yelling at them back 
  • and then you heard a females voice 
  • wait 
  • MC
  • you wobbled into the room 
  • and you saw her
  • you saw the whole situation unfold 
  • Zen: WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU FOUND HER THE 4TH FUCKING DAY SHE LEFT 
  • Jumin: I EXPECTED THIS FROM SAEYOUNG BUT NOT YOU AS WELL SAERAN JESUS MAN 
  • Saeran: SHE GAVE ME AND SAEYOUNG HER REASON WHY SHE LEFT AND WE SYMPATHIZE WITH HER SOMETHING THAT YOU DONT EVEN KNOW HOW TO DO 
  • Jumin: say that again *he got closer*  i dare you *he looked down at saeran
  • Saeran: *he looked into jumins eyes not afraid of facing someone taller than him* you better watch what you say rich boy money cant buy you out of this 
  • MC: *she went between saeran and jumin and grabbed saeran by his shoulders and was gaurding him*
  • Saeyoung: *went infront of saeran and you*
  • Saeyoung: dont you dare do something that you will regret Jumin. MC told you her reason when we picked her up
  • Zen: * he went closer to Jumin* I agree with Jumin! MC THAT WAS RECKLESS OF YOU TO DO THAT YOU COULD OF BEEN HURT OR ANYTHING IF YOU REALLY WANTED THAT THING YOU COULD OF ASKED JUMIN BUT NO “HEAT OF THE MOMENT” GOT TO YOU (HE SHOUTED)
  • Saeran: DONT YOU DARE SHOUT AT HER ZEN BEFORE I MESS UP THAT FACE AND THE LITTLE CAREER YOU HAD WILL GO DOWN THE DRAIN
  • MC: *went to the middle* (jaehee saw she had brusies all over her arms and a cut on her cheek… she gasphed softly)EVERYONE STOP IT WAS MY CHOICE AND SAERAN AND SAEYOUNG RESPECTED MY WISHES AND UNDERSTOOD. JUMIN  AND ZEN. I UNDERSTAND YOU GUYS FREAKED OUT BECAUSE I DIDNT EAT PROPERLY AND ALMOST FELL DOWN A CLIFF. BUT I NEEDED TO GET PURE ETHIOPIA BEANS FOR JAEHEE CAUSE THAT IS HER FAVORITE COFFEE BEANS IN THE WHOLE ENTIRE WORLD. SHE NEVER OWNED A FULL FREAKING BAG. IT WAS MY CHOICE PLEASE JUMIN AND ZEN RESPECT IT. 
  • JUMIN: OKAY FINE. WHATEVER MC. BUT ONCE YOU GIVE THE BEANS TO JAEHEE W-
  • ZEN INTERRUPTED: WE ARE TAKING YOU TO THE FREAKING HOSPITAL ALL OF US OKAY TO MAKE SURE YOU ARE OKAY AND I SWEAR IF I FIND OUT THAT YOU SKIPPED MEAL
  • JUMIN FUCKING LOST IT: MC MC MC TELL ME DIDNT YOU SKIP A MEAL JESUS CHRIST WOMEN HAVE YOU GONE MAD. YOU NEED A WELL BALANCED NUTRITIOUS MEA-
  • SAERAN: JESUS CHRIST SHUUUUTT THE FUCCCCCCCC-
  • JAEHEE: EVERYONE SHUT THE FUCK UP 
  • EVERYONE: JAEHEE
  •  MC: jaehee i i-
  • jaehee runned to you and cried 
  • you tried giving her the beans 
  • but she pushed it away
  • Jumin: *whispered softly and sarcastically to zen* women almost died and all she does is push away the beans 
  • Saeran and Saeyoung just stared down jumin and proceeded to wait outside 
  • yall went to the hospital
  • they found you you skipped many meals 
  • jumin and zen went insanse 
  • saeyoung and saeran were trying to calm them down
  • yoosung came in crying 
  • cause no one told him anything 
  • jaehee just laid down with you happy that you are okay 
  • she went to her car to take out a blanket so she can spend the night at the hospital with you 
  • she picked up the blanket and found the beans 
  • she left the beans behind 
  • she cried in her car 

V

  • V had this habit of leaving his camera everywhere because 
  • 1) he is use to having it everywhere just in case he got inspiration 
  • 2)  he is use to living alone now so he keeps forgetting that you keep telling him to stop living it everywhere 
  • that it must be in a secure place before it gets damage 
  • he just chuckles but 
  • yall dont understand 
  • he lives and breathes for that camera 
  • like it was his first expensive camera 
  • and he has an emotional attachment to that camera 
  • sooo
  • one day he left the camera under your pillow 
  • why is it there 
  • well he got inspiration to take a picture of when you were sleeping cause he thought you were so beautiful 
  • but 
  • he left it on your side by accident 
  • so when you got home tired from work and answering emails for party guest 
  • YOU just belly dropped onto the bed 
  • and then your head got hurt 
  • you screamed 
  • your forehead was bleeding 
  • you went to go clean it and put a band aid on it 
  • you went back to see what the hell it was 
  • you picked up your pillow 
  • and saw V’s camera 
  • shattered
  • holy shit 
  • HOOOLLLLYLYYYYYY SHIT 
  • HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLLLYY
  • SHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIT
  • you panicked 
  • you broke it on accident 
  • when V came home 
  • you saw him finally took of his sun glases 
  • Babe how do you feel with your eyes now 
  • i can see a bit better 
  • aaa your face is amazing MC 
  • i need to take a picture 
  • * he was getting ready to walk into the room* 
  • WAIT V NO 
  • DONT GO
  • MC WHY WHAT IS WRONG 
  • I UH UUUUUHHH UMMM 
  • MC WHAT IS IT ARE YOU HURT WAIT IS THAT A BAND AID 
  • I
  • ACCIDENTALLYBROKEYOURCAMERA
  • VIAMSOSORRYIDIDNTKNOWYOU
  • PUTITUNDERMYPILLOWANDIJUST
  • THREWMYSELFTOTHEBED
  • IM SOOOOOOOOOORRRRYYY 
  • HE FROZE 
  • HIS FACE HAD NO EXPRESSION 
  • BUT YOU SAW HOW HIS BEAUTIFUL EYES TURNED 3 SHADES DARKER 
  • YOU SAW TEARS FORMING 
  • HIS JAW CLENCHED
  • GET OUT he hissed
  • WAIT WHAT? 
  • MC GET OUT OF MY APARTMENT 
  • V IM SORRY I CAN HELP REP-
  • RIKA GAVE ME THAT CAMERA MC. YOU CANT REPLACE WHAT SHE GAVE ME. NOW GEEETTT OUUUUUTTTTT
  • you left 
  • you were crying 
  • you went to yoosungs house 
  • you knocked on his door 
  • HEY MC WHY ARE YOU CRYING WHAT DID V DO 
  • YOU JUST CRIED
  • THIS SMOL BEAN CRIED WITH YOU 
  • HE STOPPED PLAYING LOL SO HE CAN TAKE CARE OF YOU 
  • WHEN YOU TOLD HIM WHAT V SAID 
  • BEAN WAS MAD 
  • HE WAS A CRYING MAD BEAN 
  • HE WAS READY TO KICK V’S ASS
  • HE WAS READY TO KICK EVERYONES ASS
  • EVEN HIS OWN 
  • yoosung let you sleep on his bed and he took the couch
  • you couldnt help but feel so guilty 
  • you looked at your bank account and transferred money from your savings to checking 
  • around 3:00 am you left yoosungs house
  • you left him a note you made your way to the airport
  •  with just the clothes on your back and tears on your face
  • *YOOSUNG POV* 
  • i hate v so much 
  • fuck v
  • i cant believe he thought he was special enough to call him himself after a letter 
  • damn v 
  • ima kick his asss how dare he hurt MC 
  • you know what 
  • everyone deserves to kick V’s ass 
  • he message the RFA at 7:09am
  • they all showed up at 7:13 am
  • jaehee was sent to see how you were doing since she is a female and who knows how you were 
  • but lord jesus christ 
  • papa zen was fuming 
  • he was ready to kill fucking v 
  • like he was mad
  • jumin tried to calm him down but he couldnt 
  • they heard sobbing 
  • they all ran 
  • it was jaehee crying 
  • they didnt see you there but a note and your phone 
  • ZEN AND YOOSUNG LEFT THE FUCKING HOUSE 
  • YOOSUNG ASKED IF HE CAN SHARE A RIDE WITH ZEN 
  • ZEN SAID FUCK IT HOLD ON TO YOURSELF 
  • THEY LEFT TO V 
  • jumin directed everyone to go to his limo 
  • jumin picked up the phone and note 
  • he was the last one to read the note 
  • “it seems that Rika’s prescence will always be more powerful than mine….especially with you V and the RFA. Yoosung thank you so much for everything…. I am going somwhere and please dont try to find me….. I need to make things right even if it kills me… I love you guys…Zen, Jumin,Jaehee, you, Saeyoung, Saeran, Elizabeth 3rd, and V… bye everyone” 
  • jumin heart ache 
  • he needed to hear the whole story 
  • he clenched your phone and felt that it was wett from your tears
  • no
  • one
  • fucks
  • with
  • MC
  • ESPECIALLY CAUSE SHE PUT ELIZABETH 3RD 
  • driver kim caught up to zen and past him and zen just drove faster 
  • yall got to v’s place and yoosung was so mad that he made a dent in V’s door
  • yoosung just charged in and he got on top of V 
  • and he started to punch him 
  • and V was trying to get the monkey off 
  • but then saeyoung and saeran got him off
  • jumin then punched him 
  • zen kicked him 
  • jaehee was about to slap him but she didnt 
  • saeran was about to go 
  • but everyone knows saeran can kill a man
  • they hold saeran back xD 
  • V got up and he was drunk as fuck
  • Yoosung got pist and screamed she left she left 
  • and he said 
  • i told her to leave 
  • JUMIN WENT TO HIM AND PUSHED HIM AGAINST THE WALL GRABBED HIS SHIRT AND LOOKED INTO HIS EYES AND SAID 
  • WHAT DID YOU DO TO MC 
  • SHE BROKE MY CAMERA JUUMIIIAAAN SHE BROOKKEEE ITT 
  • ITS JUST A FUCKING CAMERA 
  • BUT RIKKAAHHHH GAVE IT TO M-
  • SAERAN: FUCK RIKA (IN THIS MOMENT THE WHOLE MYSTIC MESSENGER FANDOM AGREED WITH SAERAN) 
  • SAEYOUNG:WE NEED TO CLEAN HIM UP AND STAY HERE TO WATCH HIM I HAVE A FEELING HE IS GONNA LOSE IT WHEN WE TELL HIM 
  • TELL ME WHAT - V SAID 
  • JAEHEE: THAT THAT M-
  • ZEN: MC LEFT BECAUSE OF YOU 
  • JUMIN: SHE LEFT A NOTE AND HER PHONE… SHES GONE 
  • V VOMITTED ALL OVER JUMIN 
  • JUMIN WAS PIST 
  • HE BOUGHT EVERYONE CLOTHES TO STAY WITH V
  • HE EVEN BOUGH T INFLATABLE MATTRESSES 
  • SAERAN AND SAEYOUNG WENT TO THEIR HOME AND BROUGHT BACK THE EQUIPMENT THEY NEEDED TO FIND MC 
  • *2ND DAY*
  • V WAS MORE STABLE
  • HE SAW THE WHOLE RFA IN HIS HOUSE
  • EVEN ELIZABETH 3RD 
  • HE ASKED WHY THEY WERE THERE 
  • YOOSUNG JUST KILLED HIM WITH HIS GLARE
  • UM WHAT IS GOING ON EVERYONE-V
  • JUMIN GOT UP AND WENT TO HIM 
  • DO YOU NOT REMEMBER THE FIGHT YOU HAD WITH MC 
  • SHIT MY CAMERA I NEED TO FIND HER JUMIN WHERE IS SHE STAYING 
  • SAERAN: WE DONT KNOW SHE FLED THE COUNTRY 
  • V-FAINTED-
  • FOR THE REST OF THE DAYS THE RFA HAD TO TAKE CARE OF V 
  • ITS BEEN 6 PAINFUL LONG DAYS 
  • BUT JUMIN NOTICED SAERAN AND SAEYOUNG TALKING 
  • THEY KEPT LOOKING AT SAEYOUNGS SCREEN AND SAERAN SHAKED HIS HEAD
  • JUMIN: HAVE YOU FOUND HER 
  • SAERAN: UM WELL UM
  • SAEYOUNG: WE FOUND TRACES OF HER IN THE UNITED STATES BUT WE ARE NOT SURE IF SHE IS STAYING OR WHAT SHE IS DOING
  • JUMIN: WHAT STATES
  • SAERAN: CALIFORNIA AND SUPPOSEDLY SHE WENT TO ALASKA FIRST
  • YOOSUNG: THATS WHERE RIKA IS 
  • ZEN: JESUS CHRIST WHERE DID SHE WENT FIRST ALSAKA OR CALIFORNIA 
  • SAEYOUNG: WE ARE TRYING TO FIGURE IT OUT ITS LIKE SHE KNEW WE WERE GONNA TRACK HER AND SHE JUST SO 
  • SAERAN: COMPLICATED 
  • V: I I DESTROYED HER I I CAN-T
  • V STARTED TO CRY AND JAEHEE TOOK HIM TO LAY DOWN 
  • ZEN: JUMIN DO YOU THINK SHE WILL EVER COME BACK
  • JUMIN WENT TO GO LOOK OUTSIDE THE WINDOW: -heavy sigh- i i just dont know 
  • Yoosung over heard and he felt bad…badthat his cousin is still causing pain….. 
  • they all went to bed in the living room 
  • shit even V he slept on the couch 
  • everyone was thinking about MC 
  • and remembering how they always brought up RIka 
  • damn they all felt guilt 
  • saeyoung: -whipser- brother are are you getting the same signal
  • saeran: mc is back *whisper* 
  • Jumin woke up so quickly when he heard them say that 
  • jumin: where 
  • saeran: my records say that she was at the airport 
  • saeyoung: yeah i thinnk she just arrived There 
  • jumin: access the camera scans now
  • saeran: already have it here look i think thats her 
  • saeyoung: but but if it is here then why does she have a big bandage on her shoulder 
  • jumin: fuck, we are keeping this private till we know her every move got it 
  • saeran: i dont work for you 
  • jumin pulls out his check book and writes 3,000,000 USD 
  • saeran: you got it boss 
  • saeyoung: WHAT ABOUT ME 
  • jumin: *grabs elizabeth 3rd and hands it to him* only for 1 hour 
  • saeyoung: YAAASSS
  • *knock knock*
  • everyone O.O 
  • ELizabeth 3rd ran to the door and meowed 
  • Saeran smirked and ran to the door 
  • Hello MC 
  • saeyoung: WTF HOW DID YOU KNOW SAERAN
  • saeran: ive been tracking MC for a while already you are just….slower 
  • MC: hello everyone
  • yoosung cried
  • saeyoung cried
  • saeran patted your shoulder and looked at your bondage 
  • jumin got teary eyed 
  • jaehee cried 
  • zen cried 
  • v v was sobbing and went crawling to you on your knees 
  • you helped him get up and hugged him 
  • you were hugging him while people ask you questions
  • what happen to your shoulder ?
  • Oh ummm im guessing one of the twins must of mention i was in alaska to see rika and ummm she toook the surprise visit not well and she got a knife and almost stab me with it *v hugged tighter* but she just slashed me 
  • everyone cried 
  • im sorry i shouldnt of said anything about rika i know rika means a-
  • everyone: FUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKK RIKKKKAAAAA 
  • *elizabeth third meowed with them* 
  • you let go of V and got him the most expensive camera in the world and you said sorry and he just hugged you and promise to love you and never let you go and he said sorry then everyone came in for a group hug

SAEYOUNG 

  • remember the space station that he promise to marry you in
  • yeah it never happened 
  • the beginning of yalls relationship was perfect 
  • but ever since you accidentally destroyed the hard drive that contain all of saerans baby pictures
  • he just  
  • couldnt stand looking at you anymore
  • sex felt like it was a routine  
  • he didnt make you feel pretty anymore
  • one day she was bought a new dress she asked saeyoung and saeran what they thought of  it 
  • MC: so what do you guys think?
  • Saeran: you look beautiful MC ! wow my brother is lucky to have you 
  • saeyoung: you really think so ?
  • saeran: yeah MC looks amazing ! I wish i can heal faster and i can love someone the way you love MC awkward 
  • he didnt know okay 
  • he thought yall ere going thru a dry spell 
  • MC: thats so sweet of you saeran! 
  • saeyoung: if you really think she is beautiful you can have her. She not useful for me anymore 
  • saeran: dude what the fuck is wrong with you 
  • MC: saeyoung its been months i said im sorry !!!!! okay im sorrry !!!! (goes on knees) please forgive me saeyoung please!!! 
  • Saeran:MC what happened 
  • Saeyoung: ITS NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS
  • MC: I WAS CLEANING HIS DESK AND I ACCIDENTALLY SPILLED THE DR.PEPPER HE HAD ON HIS DESK AND IT SPILLED ON THE HARD DRIVE THAT HAD YOUR PICTURES SAERAN *SOBS UNCONTROLLABLY* 
  • Saeran: are you seriously mad at her because of that brother!? you have me here now and its best to forget the past 
  • Saeyoung: BUT THOSE PICTURES MEANS A LOT TO ME IT REMINDS ME OF HOW FAR WE CAME AND SHE FUCKING RUINED IT 
  • mc ran to the guest bedroom 
  • you heard saeran and saeyoung arguing some more and then an hour later you heard a door knock 
  • mc……
  • it was saeran 
  • you opened the door
  • he just hugged you and closed the door
  • you cried and cried and cried 
  • he held you in his arms like a protective brother 
  • he was saying sorry for his brothers actions 
  • you told him no 
  • you told him it was your fault 
  • he literally told him everything 
  • from how he treated you to how you felt like sex was a chore to how he wouldnt even pay attention to you anymore
  • he saw how broken you were 
  • he didnt know what to do 
  • he remember when he was having episodes you just hugged him 
  • so he did the same thing for you as you did for him for months 
  • saeran offered you saying that the both of you can sleep in the living room together so you wouldnt be alone
  • he felt awkward sleeping with you in closed bedrooms… especially noq 
  • he knew saeyoung wouldnt say anything
  • but saeyoung was different now
  • he snapped 
  • you declined saying you would like to cry yourself to sleep without anyone watching 
  • he left and went to his room and cried 
  • cried because he knows how it feels to cry yourself to sleep 
  • he had to help fix this 
  • he went to saeyoungs bedroom and knocked 
  • he saw his brother on his computer doing coding 
  • saeran shut down his laptop 
  • saeyoung: i was in the middle of work 
  • saeran: congrats now whats wrong
  • saeyoung: shes useless i dont love her 
  • saeran: i know you better than that im not stupid tell me whats wrong why does it bother you that the pictures are erased now 
  • saeyoung: cause that was the only thing that gave me purpose in life back then brother i thought you were actually happy and it made me feel at peace whenever im stressed now i look at the pcitures of you and MC and i feel at peace but she fucked it up
  • saeran: brother she didnt it was an accident im not mad that the pictures are gone
  • saeyoung: your not ? how come
  • saeran: i have my new family now and i prefer this than that 
  • saeyoung: can i hug you?
  • saeran: one arm hug thats it 
  • saeyoung give him a two arm hug and saeran returned it 
  • he made a promise to god and saeran that he was going to fix everything with MC and he was going to spend the rest of his life apologizing to her 
  • -hours later-
  • saeran got up 
  • it was around 3:42am
  • he was thirsty and decided to go to the kitchen 
  • he decided to go by the guest room and see if you were okay 
  • he knocked gently 
  • he knocked again 
  • nothing 
  • he was about to open the door but it was already ajar 
  • he saw the bed freshly made 
  • he heard the taxi honk
  • shit MC is making a run for it
  • he ran to the door and opened it and he saw you ready to leave them 
  • MC PLEASE DONT THINK ABOUT THIS !MY BROTHER IS AN IDIOT PLEASE MC NO 
  • he fell to his knees but he got up and was running after you
  • you turned around and 
  • mouthed im sorry 
  • he screeched his brothers name 
  • his brother ran to saeran 
  • he saw you leaving off with the taxi he memorized the number of the plate before he fell to his knees
  • he was screaming your name
  • they both were 
  • they were two broken men that you left behind
  • but you didnt see saeyoung crying his heart out 
  • you didnt see him pounding the cement 
  • you didnt see his brother running his fingers thru his hair 
  • you didnt see any of it 
  • *saeyoung POV* 
  • i fucking lost her 
  • i pushed her away 
  • its all my fault i dont deserve to live 
  • fuck 
  • i felt my brother hug me
  • he was shaking
  • he was crying 
  • i got a flashback of how he did the exact same motion whenever our mom was about hit us 
  • my brother was scared he was going to relapse because MC helped saeran out so much 
  • she saw him as his brother
  • she helped me 
  • keep me sane 
  • she helped me loved life
  • she let me be happy 
  • i destoyed the love of my life 
  • i destroyed the light that keep this family going 
  • after all she is my furture wife 
  • and she is saerans sister 
  • i shook saeran off me
  • saeran: w-ww–ee ne-need t-to fi-find h-her 
  • i dragged my brother to our desk 
  • we cleaned all paper work 
  • and got ready 
  • to find MC 
  • i inputed the license plate number while saeran access every single camera within the 50 mile radius 
  • we putthe cameras on the big screen *the wall* 
  • and looked to see if we could see the cab 
  • we found it 
  • it was nearby the train station shit
  • i got the keys to my fastest car 
  • and i got in the dirver seat and saeran got in the passenger seat
  • to get to the train station by car takes 45 mins 
  • we got there in 15 
  • saeran was doing everything he can to stall the train station from departing and he was successful 
  • we were two crazy men yelling out MC name throught the station 
  • we barged thru and checked every train cart she wasnt there 
  • we lost her 
  • we lost our fire
  • i lost my life 
  • for 6 days straight me and saeran were looking at every possible country city looking for MC 
  • we never found her 
  • we were both losing our selves 
  • i started to hate myself 
  • saeran was hating me but was trying to control his emotions
  • i wanted to die
  • i cant be in this world without MC 
  • my brother knew what i was thinking and searched harder 
  • somehow we both fell asleep
  • deep sleep 
  • until i heard an angelic voice saying me and my brothers name 
  • it was MC 
  • i screamed and woke my brother up
  • he thought he was hallucinating 
  • i thought so as well
  • saeyoung: i think im seeing her 
  • saeran: have we gone mad 
  • MC: no its me im sorry guys i jus-
  • i went over to her and picked her up and kissed her 
  • i put her down so saeran can hug her 
  • but he was just on his knees crying 
  • she bent down and hugged him 
  • he was having a break down and i bent down and hugged my family
  • MC got up and my heart stopped 
  • was she going to tell me she is going to leave us for good 
  • she got something out of her purse and went to the computer and inputed a USB drive 
  • it had all the pictures that was on the file that she accidentally broke 
  • it had more pictures of us 
  • and then it went to her and saeran 
  • where they went to little trip while i was at work
  • and then it was the RFA
  • then the second to last paicture was all of us a family photo with the rfa 
  • the last picture was her smiling in the middle between me and saeran
  • he was smiling in the photo
  • i broke down and hugged her 
  • she told us she went to her grandfather in japan and he fixed everything and modernized it a bit and she decided to add more photos
  • i spent the rest of my life makin git up to her 
  • we had the space ship wedding just like i wanted no
  • what we wanted 

Yoosung

  • you guys rarely and i mean RARELY get into arguments 
  • you guys understand each other 
  • love each other 
  • respect each others boundaries 
  • but not every relationship can be picture perfect
  • one day you two were playing LOL together 
  • he loved that you actually took interest into something he liked because he made his life a bit better
  • but he knew that he had to do something you likes 
  • and guess what you liked 
  • THE FREAKING GYM *WHICH IS NOT ME LOL I RATHER BE AT HOME AND RELAX AND EAT CHIPS 
  • so yoosung was actually getting into decent shape 
  • zen was lowkey jealous because people were starting to notice yoosung more LOL 
  • so one day you decided that you needed to workout alone and yoosung was fine cause he wanted to defeat a level 
  • but then you started to out more and more on your own 
  • the reason for that is because you were enrolled in a insanity workout class and you knew yoosung couldnt handle it 
  • he confronted you because he is a worried bean and you showed him some videos and he just cried 
  • cried because you KNEW HIM SO WELL 
  • one day you came home all sweaty and tired and you notice that yoosung wasnt home 
  • you threw your gym bag aiming for the couch but you accidentally hit yoosungs limited edition LOL ACTION FIGURE 
  • JESUS CHRIST 
  • YOU WERE CRYING 
  • YOU WENT TO IT TO TRY AND FIX IT 
  • BUT ITS HEAD IS MISSING 
  • THE LEG IS ALL CRACKED SIDEWAYS 
  • IF THE ACTION FIGURE WAS A REAL PERSON BEST BELIEVE IT WOULDNT EVEN BE ALIVE ANY MORE 
  • YOU WERE A NERVOUS WRECK 
  • you got the figure together and put it inside a shoe box 
  • you took a shower and put on some comfortable clothes because you had to tell yoosung 
  • yoosung came home pretty late because he was at the library studying 
  • “MC!!!! HOONEEEEY IM HOOME” 
  • aaaaaaaa the sweetness of his voice c: 
  • it sounds so beautiiful 
  • but yet  you knew you were going to be the destroyer 
  • shit where he goes EVERYTHING 
  • its time to break this mans heart 
  • you breathed heavily and entered the living room 
  • you saw him going crazy 
  • “ 1…..2…..3.3……4….WHERE IS NUMBER 5 WHERE IS ACTION FIGURE NUMBER 5 I PLACED IT RIGHT HERE HOLLY SPAGHETTI” 
  • fuck how were you going to do this 
  • “um yoosung ….. sweetie…. are you okay”
  • “MC I AM MISSING NUMBER 5 YOU KNOW THE PURPLE ONE” 
  • “ baby please sit do-” 
  • “HOW CAN I SIT DOWN IN A TIME LIKE THIS” 
  • “YOOSUNG PLEASE PAY ATTENTION TO ME” 
  • he sat down and started to cry 
  • “ what is it MC” 
  • “ yoosung i came home from my insasnity workout and my bag hit figure number 5 im sorry yoosung it wasnt on purpose i just thought it was gonna flop onto the couch” 
  • THIS POOR CHILD BURSTED OUT CRYING HE JUST CRIED 
  • you tried to console him but you he kept pushing you away from him 
  • he didnt eat dinner that night 
  • he slept in the same bed as you but you heard him crying himself to sleep 
  • you got onto your phone and looked for a place where they sold the toy 
  • NO ONE HAD IT OKAY THATS HOW LIMITED EDITION HIS FIGURE WAS 
  • you grew desperate 
  • you left the bed silently and went to to the computer and logged onto LOL 
  • you put on the head set and the majority of your and his members were logged on
  • “OH MY GOD ITS OUR LEADER HELLO LEADER”
  • “GUYS THIS IS AN EMERGENCY”
  • you told them everything 
  • “okay guys i need the biggest favor ever…. if anyone has an extra figure of that i am willing to pay big money”
  • the chatroom grew quiet 
  • you started to cry 
  • then this one player 
  • “leader MC i live in Alaska and i have one extra of the figure but you see its really hard to ship things from here so you would have to come to my place to get it” 
  • you gave private message her saying that if she is really willing 
  • you bought the plane ticket and grabbed some clothes *warm ones* 
  • and left to the airport 
  • but you forgot to leave any trace behind that you were going to come back 
  • it was too into the heat of the moment.
  • YOOSUNG POV*
  • my life is over…. its finished 
  • GAME OVER 
  • *cries* 
  • NO DONT TOUCH ME !!
  • wait no one is touching me 
  • why is MC not touching me did she went to go get water or what 
  • i got up and looked around our bedroom the sun was already up and i checked the alarm and it was 10:31am 
  • jesus christ i overslept 
  • “MC…. where are you YOU ARE SCARING ME” 
  • no reply 
  • today is Saturday so there is no gym classes for her today 
  • where is she 
  • i called zen jumin jaehee and……. the letter that shouldn't be mention… THEY ALL HAVENT SEEN MC 
  • god okay maybe she will come home soon 
  • its been 8 hours 
  • she hasnt been here 
  • its time to go to sevens and saerans house 
  • SEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEVVEEEEEEEEEEEN
  • yes C: you heard thru the door
  • I NEED YOUR HELP 
  • NO MORE HONEY BUDDAH CHIPS BYE 
  • mc is gone 
  • *door opens* 
  • saeran: what happened? 
  • yoosung: shes just gone 
  • saeyoung: what do you mean she just left… you know her better than anyone where is she usually 
  • yoosung: i checked her places and nothing saeyoung she she sh 
  • saeran: oh fuck please do-
  • yoosung: *BAWLS OUT CRYING* 
  • saeyoung: there there me and MY BROTHER :D 
  • saeran: bye 
  • yoosung: PLEASE SAERAN *RUNS AFTER HIM AND TACKLES HIM DOWN* PLEASE HELP ME FIND MC 
  • saeran: *pushes him off* get off me fine just stay in your corner 
  • saeran then went to get water and gummy worms and proceeded to start looking for you 
  • saeyoung was nice enough to to gve you DR. Pepper and honey buddah chips 
  • but you felt like just crying 
  • LIKE YOU WERE CRYING LIKE A BABY 
  • its been 2 whole days of you just crying 
  • saeran was annoyed 
  • saeran was done 
  • you notice saeran making a drink and you saw that saeyoung was a bit worried 
  • saeran: here drink this… all of it 
  • yoosung: why ITS NOT MC 
  • saeran: i will stop looking for her if you dont drink this 
  • yoosung: fine i i ill dr-drink it 
  • saeran: g0od 
  • 2 hours later you fill your body tingling 
  • yoosung: where does the liquor in here ? 
  • saeran: no 
  • yoosung: does saeran choi is gay 
  • saeran: jesus christ just just work already 
  • saeyounug: DOES SAERAN CHO IS GAY LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLO 
  • yoosung: do choi twins is gay ? 
  • saeran: 2 more mins 
  • yoosung: for is um what? 
  • you blanked out 
  • you knocked out 
  • saeyoung: are you sure its not gonna kill him 
  • saeran: yes its just to keep him to shut up for a long time he doesn't let me concentrate 
  • saeyoung: for how long is he gonna sleep for 
  • saeran: 4 days give or take 
  • in the long sleep all you were seeing you life 
  • from being born to now
  • you were watching a movie of your life
  • you didnt know how to feel because it SHOWED EVERYTHING 
  • you saw the recent outbreak you did 
  • ouch you hurt MC feeling 
  • oh my god 
  • she probably thought i didnt want her with me anymore 
  • saeran: he is shaking, probably having a bad dream
  • saeyoung: cant we wake him up/ mc is already on their way here 
  • saeran: idk how to wake him up 
  • saeyoung: ….
  • saeran: MC is coming i here her cab 
  • saeyoung: oh god 
  • MC POV 
  • i entered the door and saw saeran throw a blanket over something 
  • what is he doing 
  • saeran: how was alaska ? 
  • saeyoung: yeaahhh 
  • mc: it was fine but what are you guys trying to hide from me 
  • saeran: whats in the bag
  • mc: what are you trying to hide from me 
  • yoosung: mmhmhmmhhmhm
  • mc: oh my god yoosung 
  • *pushed pass the brothers and saw him sleeping droolings and everything* 
  • MC: WHAT DID YOU GUYS DO 
  • saeran: he NEEDED TO SHUT UP OKAY HE WAS CRYING FOR 2 WHOLE DAYS LIKE DOESNT HE RUN OUT OF TEARS OR SOMETHING JESUS CHRIST HOW DO YOU HANDLE THE CRY BABY 
  • you were screaming for yoosung to wake up and he finally did 
  • MC: THANK GOD YOOSUNG 
  • YOOSUNG: AM I DEAD AM IM SEEING MY ANGEL 
  • MC: *YOU KISSED HIM* IM SO SORRY I BROKE YOUR STATUE YOOSUNG I AM SO SORRY 
  • YOOSUNG: ACTION FIGURE BUT ITS OKAY I I RATHER HAVE YOU THAN THE FIGURE 
  • MC: WHY NOT HAVE BOTH 
  • YOOSUNG: MC IT ITS LIMITED EDITION YOU CANT HAVE B-
  • * you showed him the figure 
  • yoosung cried even harder 
  • saeran left the house cause he couldnt take it no more 
  • you guys went back home and made up c; and thEn played LOL 

ZEN

  • for three years you and zen have been happily together but the only problem was that he was always super busy 
  • but you understood because you knew what you were signing up for 
  • what you didn't know is that this beautiful gorgeous man is jealous 
  • like he MUST SHOW IT 
  • he tries so hard to hide to but it is nearly impossible for him to do so 
  • so one day he told you that he has to work over time for a whole week so you logged onto the chatroom and everyone else was keeping you company 
  • many of the RFA members took you out to to dinner or you went over their place to hang out 
  • zen knew and he didnt mind because he trust his friends and you 
  • but for some reason 
  • god was out to get him because he noticed during his breaks you talked to jumin more 
  • more and more days has passed and noticed that you were over at jumins place more than the others 
  • jesus christ he is biting his tongue 
  • but he couldnt help it one day 
  • because he logged on the chat room one day and the whole chat room was blowing up 
  • JUMIN FUCKING HAN POSTED A PERFECT SELFIE WITH YOU WEARING CAT EARS WEARING HIS JACKET LAUGHING AND JUMIN WAS LAUGHING AS WELL 
  • IT WAS THE FIRST TIME JUMIN EVER TOOK A NON BLURRY SELFIE 
  • ZEN: Oh hello MC. I see that you are having fun. 
  • MC: BABY!! how is everything!? i bet you are doing an amazing job in your performances
  • Yoosung: LOOK JUMIN HAN IS SMILING OH MY GOD THE WORLD IS ENDING 
  • saeyoung: LOOOKK HOW ADORABLE MC LOOKS WITH THE CAT EARS ON 
  • Jaehee: MC does look rather nice… i feel odd that Mr. Han is smiling 
  • Jumin: I am laughing because my best friend is making me laugh 
  • Saeran: o
  • Saeyoung 

Originally posted by foolishneko

Originally posted by ladyarcane

Originally posted by ladyarcane

  1. Jaehee Kang has left the chatroom 
  2. Zen: what did you say jerk 
  3. MC: YAAAAY JUMIN DID IT IM SO PROUD OF YOU JUMIN 
  4. Saeyoung: I thought i would never live to see the day 
  5. Yoosung: that jumin shows some type of 
  6. saeran: affection.
  7. saeyoung: SEEEEE BRRROTHER YOU HAVE HOPE MC PLEASE DO MY BROTHER NEXT 
  8. yoosung: wait MC did jumin!!!?????
  9. Jumin: No. 
  10. Zen: Im going to kill you Jumin 
  11. MC: SAEYOUNG WORD SHIT RIGHT but ill be happy to show your brother how to show emotion c: 
  12. saeyoung: MC SAERAN IS SMILING OH MY GOOOOD YOUR POWERS ARE WORKING 
  13. Saeran: :) thank you MC 
  14. Saeran has left the chatroom 
  15. Zen: my girlfriend will not help no one 
  16. MC: zen are you okay why are you being such a grump :(
  17. Jumin: Yes Zen why are you being a so called “grump” 
  18. saeyoung : MC YOU ARE CHANGING THE ROBOT
  19. Jumin: It is nice having her as my company, we drink wine talk about our past and praise Elizabeth 3rd
  20. ZEN: Mc
  21. MC: yes babe ~
  22. Zen: Home. Now. 
  23. Zen has left the chatroom
  24. Yoosung: what is his problem
  25. Saeyoung: i dont have a good feeling about this 
  26. MC: yeah i should go :/ 
  27. MC has exit the charoom 
  28. Jumin has exit the chatroom 
  29. I CANT BELIEVE THAT TRUST FUND JERK IS MAKING MOVES ON MY MC 
  30. SHE IS MINE NO ONE ELSE
  31. I THOUGHT I WAS SPECIAL ENOUGH TO BE SAVED FROM HER 
  32. BUT NOW IS SEE SHE SAVES EVERYBODY 
  33. i got home and i saw that the limo driver barely leaving my house 
  34. he even got the nerve to send her in one of his fancy limos…. stupid trust fund jerk 
  35. when i went inside i swear i can smell him onj her 
  36. Zen: hello. Mc. 
  37. MC: hi baby whats wrong? 
  38. zen: so i see your into fixing everybody is that your new kink? 
  39. mc: zen honestly cut it out Jumin is a very good friend  of mine and he is helping me out with something so zen stop. 
  40. zen: oh what is he helping you with MC huh huh tell me I CAN HANDLE IT MC TELL ME 
  41. MC: ZEN DONT FUCKING YELL AT ME BECAUSE YOU ARE FEELING JEALOUS. IM IN LOVE WITH YOU SO STOP IMAGING STUFF HAPPENING BETWEEN ME AND JUMIN. AND WHILE IM AT IT YOU KNOW I LOVE HELPING PEOPLE BECOME A BETTER PERSON YOU KNOW I LOVE HELPING PEOPLE YOU KNOW I LIVE FOR HELPING POOR CREATURES LIKE ANIMALS AND EVERYTHING WHY IS IT SO WRONG FOR WANTING TO HELP SOME BODY BECOME A BETTER PERSON 
  42. ZEN: I THOUGHT YOU ONLY DID IT FOR ME 
  43. MC: ZEN I PUT MYSELF LAST JUST SO YO CAN BE HAPPY ZEN I LOVED BEING THERE FOR YOU I LOVE BEING YOUR SHOULDER TO CRY ON BUT ITS NOT THE SAMW TYPE OF CARE THAT I GIVE FOR JUMIN THE ONLY THING HE NEEDS IS FOR SOMEONE TO LISTEN TO HIM NOT TO JUDGE HIM THATS IT. MY LOVE, HEART, MIND, SOUL BELONGS TO YOU AND ONLY YOU 
  44. * SHE GOT CLOSER AND YOU HATED IT BECAUSE YOU CAN SMELL THE WINE THAT SHE DRANK IN HIS HOME* 
  45. ZEN: i honestly dont know how to feel. i smell him on you and MC i dont know what to think. im sorry i gotta go.
  46. MC: zen wait why are you being so irrational i love you im always there for you i get you dont like jumin but it doesnt mean that i have to hate him so much… if only i could tell you…. but i… cant 
  47. ZEN: see you tomorrow MC 
  48. and i left 
  49. MC POV 
  50. ugh i hate that i cant tell him…. i feel like he forgot that his birthday is coming up because of all the stress he is recieving 
  51. why do we gotta fight now… 
  52. i have to leave sooon. 
  53. god why NOOOOW 
  54. shoudl i stay 
  55. should i go 
  56.  fuck it i gotta go… he’ll understand once i show him *breathes heavily* its time to go back 
  57. *you picked up the phone and called * 
  58. MC: Ju-
  59. Jumin: the jet is ready for you the driver is still around the corner ill be waiting for you inside the jet. see you soon… best friend… 
  60. *beeeeeep* 
  61. Zen POV 
  62. ugh where the fuck am i ? 
  63. why am i surrondered by action figures 
  64. where are my clothes?
  65. please god please dont tell me i cheated on MC 
  66. mc
  67. NOOOO MY JEALOUSY GOT THE EBST OF ME NOOOO I SCREWED IT BIG TIME 
  68. fuck i see panties 
  69. i see bras?? 
  70. why am i in a closet full of women clothing 
  71. please dont let it be true 
  72. please dont let it be true 
  73. Zen: heellooooo anyone there 
  74. unrecognizable voice: he is awake your problem now 
  75. huh? i think i recognize that voice 
  76. you hear someone getting closer to the door 
  77. fuck who is it shoit 
  78. saeyoung: HIYA ZEN HOW ARE YOU :D 
  79. zen: what am i doing here !? where are my clothes 
  80. saeyoung: well you see you were infront of our door drunk and saeran tried geting you inside the house becaus you were a mess and you started to take of your clothes and dance to the music that was coming from inside your head :D so saeran threw you into my closet :) 
  81. zen: jesus christ *gets up and sees his pants in the corner and puts it in with a shirt* 
  82. saeran: thank god you are dressed now… please leave my house 
  83. zen: yeah dude sorry im leaving 
  84. damn i guess i gone drinking 
  85. shit i need to go home 
  86. *gets home safetly somehow* 
  87. ZEN: MCCC BABY IM SORRY I CAME HOME LATE WHERE ARE CHUUUU 
  88. you didnt hear shit 
  89. huh perhaps she head to work already 
  90. when you were eating a protein bar its like everything fucking hit you 
  91. SHIT I HAD A FIGHT WITH MC SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT 
  92. you declined every single meeting so you can make up today and spend the day with ehr tomorow 
  93. she never showed up that night 
  94. you cried yourself to sleep that night 
  95. you woke up to yet another day with an empty home 
  96. you drank more and more thinking she ran off with jumin 
  97. fuck jumin i hate him 
  98. MC why did you leave me baby 
  99. i fucking loved you so much 
  100. im so sorry baby 
  101. im sorrry my jealousy ruined us 
  102. in another life i would make you stay 
  103. so i dont have to say that you were the one that got away 
  104. fuck the song is coming into my head 
  105. MC just know i love you so much 
  106. im sorry im no longer your muse 
  107. *continues drinking and smoking for 6 days straight* 
  108. MC POV 
  109. MC: hahahahahaah jumin you are hilarious !
    Jumin: haha. thank you but i hope zen likes the gift you are going to give him 
  110. MC: yes but i feel so guilty because ugh i hope he isnt thinking wrong things…. i feel … i just have a bad feeling about this 
  111. Jumin: its okay he is a big boy he can understand.. look MC we are going to land back home 
  112. *5 hours later*
  113. jumin: okay we are here ill held back and let you and zen enjoy some time together :) 
  114. MC: *hugs him tightly* THANK YOU JUMIN YOU ARE AMAZING THE BESTEST FRIEND IN THE WORLD! 
  115. Jumin: okay wow thank you MC i better go ELizaebeth is missing m in the car let me know how he likes it ! 
  116. okay time to show him his gift 
  117. you walked inside the house and saw zen passed out 
  118. SHIT ZEN ZEEEEEEN ZEEEEEEENNNN
  119. jumin heard you screaming and crying and he ran inside and called an ambulance and the best doctors in the world 
  120. zen woke up three days later to seeing MC Jumin and the rest of the RFA sitting in his hospital room 
  121. Zen: m-mc
  122. MC: ZEN SHIT I LOVE YOU OH MY GOD THANK YOU FOR WAKING YOU 
  123. zen:what do y-y-you mean waking up 
  124. Jumin: me and MC found you passed out and its been 5 days since you lost conscious  
  125. MC: i know you probably hate me btut i didnt leave you zen i went with jumin to the states to get you this custom built harley and zen im so SORRY 
  126. zen cried and told you that he is sorry and he would never drink that much again 

Jumin *this is gonna be short sorry i just really want to get this done* 

  • ·       You and Jumin jesus Christ you and jumin were SOOO HAPPY
  • ·       AND I MEAN SO HAPPY
  • ·       THAT HE CAN DIE THAT DIE AND LITERALLY
  • ·       NO REGRETS
  • ·       He treated you like a queen in public and in private you know ;)
  • ·       It was almost Christmas and Jumin flew away for business for almost a month
  • ·       Jaehee was being amazing and told you he was getting your Christmas gift abroad
  • ·       #billonaireboysclub
  • ·       And you ?
  • ·       Well you wanted to get jumin something nice
  • ·       Since the both of you had joint accounts
  • ·       And the account literally had so many comas
  • ·       You decide that you didn’t want the gift to be about money
  • ·       You wanted it to be something meaningful
  • ·       Something pure
  • ·       Something he will remember for the rest of his life
  • ·       So you decided you needed to go back to Costa Rica to visit family while Jumin was away
  • ·       So you asked your family for help
  • ·       TO HELP YOU THINK FOR A GIFT
  • ·       They were stumped caused everything they mention he already FUCKING HAD
  • ·       Jesus Christ
  • ·       Jumin Han had
  • ·       Power
  • ·       Money
  • ·       Pussy (Elizabeth 3rd)
  • ·       And
  • ·       You
  • ·       What more does this man need
  • ·       So you needed to go to a family party
  • ·       But once you arrived at the party you felt sick
  • ·       nauseous  
  • ·       you assumed because you weren’t accustom to the strong scent of mayo for a long time so you just ignored it
  • ·       until you vomited all over
  • ·       you’re family members took you to the hospital
  • ·       you were relived to find out that it wasn’t nothing serious
  • ·       so you decided to fly back early
  • ·       but when you flew back
  • ·       Jumin han was crying
  • ·       He was freaking out because you weren’t there
  • ·       He crawled to you on his knees and told you sorry
  • ·       SORRY FOR WHAT JUMIN YOU DIDN’T DO SHIT WRONG MY PRECIOUS BABY
  • ·       He kept crying till you bent down and told him that you visited your family
  • ·       He just said he would appreciate a call and you told him that you were sorry
  • ·       DEEPLY SORRY
  • ·       But then you opened your purse
  • ·       And gave him a paper
  • ·       MC YOU WERE SICK WHY DIDN’T YOU TELL ME
  • ·       Jumin please read the paper you are gonna love the surprise
  • ·       MC YOU WERE SICK JESUS CHRIST DID YOU SKIP A MEAL MC IT SAID YOU VOMITTED BECAUSEE IT’S A SIDE EFFECT FROM BEING PREGANCT MC YOU
  • ·       O.O
  • ·       :D
  • ·       O:
  • ·       :D
  • ·       :O
  • ·       CONGRATS BABY YOU ARE GONNA BE A FATHER
  • ·       THIS MAN CRIED SO HARD
  • ·       HE WAS SO HAPPY
  • ·       THE BEST EARLY CHRISTMAS GIFT HE EVER RECEIVED
  • ·       HE WAS JUST
  • ·       SOLUDGJNKEGJKL
  • ·       HE SENT A BLURRY PICTURE IN THE CHATROOM
  • ·       EVERYONE WAS HAPPY
  • ·       LJFGBEOWUPRFGWREIOG
  • ·       JUMIN HAN IS PRECIOUS

khayr  asked:

hello!!! I've been combing the internet for some good info on n. argentii and n. bellii since I'm super keen on the really tiny species, do you have any good info on them or know any other smaller nepenthes? where do you usually look for reputable sellers if you're looking to buy species that aren't super common? thanks for any help you can offer! 8 )

ok i hope you dont mind me taking a hot second to talk about these smol carnivorous nepenthes babs and related smol carnivorous nepenthes babs because i never get to talk about the individual nepenthes species and i love them so much

background knowledge: nepenthes is a genus of tropical pitcher plants. they are largely vine-based plants that survive off of catching bugs in leaves adapted into cup-like appendages filled with digestive fluid; insects fall in the digestive fluid and are eaten alive. all nepenthes species are, in essence, a variation on this theme. 

ok first, nepenthes argentii is like……..so good and pure………like i want one too but im poor and they’re rather hand to care for (ill get there in a hot second). this species is the smallest nepenthes species known to date, and was discovered in 1989 on the peaks of a few mountains on a small island in the phillipines. it looks like this: (x) (x)

(honestly this is like. a very photogenic small bab so you can find more pics here)

this plant. this plant. this plant is like. the purest plant. like my favorite literature ive read so far on it is this account published in a ICPS newsletter of a small 2005 expedition into the mountains to gather more information and samples on both argentii and the other main nepenthes species living there, sibuyanensis. lets see what these scientists have to say about these smol boys in the wild:

“…From our observations we conclude that N. argentii is almost an obligate petrophyte growing in the rock crevices or among boulders, where it may avoid surrounding low vegetation…We did not find any plants under the shrubs, but cannot exclude the possibility of having missed them. Nepenthes argentii is not very frequent and the whole population consists of some hundreds of plants- the only ones in the world! We counted 14 rosettes in the largest group, but whether it was an individual plant or more plants in one bunch, we are not sure. Most of the plants consisted of an individual rosette usually with very low stems; the maximal measured height was 25 cm.”

the rest of the paper talks about a variety of things, including the small seed yield, plant care, and it’s habitat. this plant is difficult because of it’s slow growth and the fact that it’s a very high highland plant with few blooms. by “highland” i mean that it grows at very high elevation where it’s cooler. for these plants to grow, many serious growers choose to build special refrigeration chambers that replicate a cloud forest in both humidity and temperature (and clouds, using special foggers and fans!). this particular species is less rigid in its temperature needs, but some highland species are veeerrryyy specific (within a 10-20 degree window at all times). 

aaaannnyway. these are very hard to get a hold of due to their low flowering rates and slow growth and germination. generally, I try to stick to reputible US sellers (california carnivores, Sarracenia northwest, and the like) but there are a few international sellers that are pretty reputable, the best being Wistuba, a massive international carnivorous plant store run by botanist Andreas Wistuba. this site tends to have some of the more exotic ones (Wistuba focuses professionally on taxonomy, and therefore has some stranger specimens from time to time) but I’ve heard that these plants aren’t always as healthy as other plant stores that might charge a little more. for carnivore plant stores in general, I would hiiiighhhhly recommend the savage garden subreddit’s list of vendors

side note: on the note of really touchy rare highland species, something thats permanently featured on the sidebar of the savage garden subreddit is an article published in an ICPS issue back in 2003. its written by a dude with an electrical engineering phd who converted a literal chest freezer into a very specific niche habitat for one of the rarest and touchiest highland species in existence, Nepenthes villosa. to give an example of what this guy is up against in this article, this is a plant that needs nights between 36 and 39 degrees F and days between 55 and 61 degrees F. it’s…extremely impressive. please read it, or at least look at the pictures of this amazing feat. you may be wondering, ‘what plant could possibly possess a man to convert a chest freezer in to an extremely specific growth environment for a plant?’ and the answer is this one (nepenthes villosa):

anyway. so next is n. bellii, and I…actually don’t know much about this one, but it’s a very cute and good smol bab and im excited to know about it now:

as for more smol babies, i looooove smol nepenthes species so I have a few recommendations!

Nepenthes glabrata (highland/highland intermediate):

Nepenthes ampullaria (lowland i think??? also pic is of a cultivar in coloration terms)

a really pretty tiny one is the Nepenthes mirabilis var. globosa hybrid! again, hybrids are cheaper and often intermediate-climate and heartier:

nepenthes aristolochioides hybrids can be small and affordable depending what its mixed with, and also are usually intermediate and way heartier in terms of care. or, of course, you could go for the purebred species, which can be, um…kind of expensive. not saying the non-hybrids aren’t worth it though, i mean look at that:

and then, of course, if you aren’t set 200% on a nepenthes species, you could go for a cephalotus follicularus, a species from southwestern australia that I’m personally quite fond of. It’s a slow grower, small, compact, and is very rewarding! some people say they’re hard to care for, but in my opinion they really aren’t