im not going to get like any notes on this but i dont care

Get to know me tag

Tagged by: @dreamteamnoona & @donghyuckstudies ,, thank you 💕💕

Rules:Answer the 20 questions in a new post and tag 20 blogs you would like to get to know better.

Nickname: tbh i dont have any nicknames ,, people just call me cheryl/ryl . unless you count my friends in because they call me ahma ( grandma in chinese ) because i love taking care of them

Gender: female

Star Sign: leo !

Height: 170cm !!! -20cm ,, yeah im smol and tiny

Time right now: 11pm

Last thing I googled: detrimental’s definition ( last minute notes revision and i came across that word so )

Favorite Bands: nct,seventeen,bts,exo,monsta x,blackpink,got7,shinee,twice,bigbang and i could go on but-

Favorite Solo Artists: ailee , eric nam , roy kim , k.will, crush & dean !!

Song stuck in your head: ngl ,, 마지막 첫사랑

Last movie I watched: cry the beloved country ( i had my literature exam today and it helped so yay )

Last TV Show I watched: i dont watch television shows but does kim bokjoo count omg

When did you create your blog: last mid november !

What kind of stuff do you post: mainly scenarios for nct but i reblog and make gifs/memes/and all that too so … it’s really messy

When did your blog reach its peak: last month omg

Do you have any other blogs: only my main one where i only reblog other kpop group stuff

Do you get asks regularly: yes i’d say ? but most of them are requests

Why you chose your URL: do i even need to explain

Following: 283

Posts: 2K ??

Hogwarts House: -

Pokémon Team: -

Favorite colours: light green and anything bright hehe

Average hours of sleep: 5 hours , no more or less

Lucky Numbers: 4,14,2

Favorite Characters: i don’t have one wth im so boring ??

What are you wearing right now: oversized white tee + really short shorts

How many blankets do you sleep with: one

Dream job: social worker !!! psychologist & also a dancer/performer

Dream trip: canada or japan/korea please !!

i’ll go against the rules and not tag anyone because jaksjsn i don’t wanna bother any of y'all ,, feel free to do this if you want to and tag me in !

Theory...?

ok so you know how theres that theory that the original goner ending music is the start to heavydirtysoul?

well i was thinking that the original goner, heavydirtysoul, and the ‘new’ goner could be telling a story. in the first rendition of goner we clearly see that tyler loses. hes a goner, theres no point to living anymore. but he gives it one more day. thats when heavydirtysoul starts. hes begging for someone to save him. his soul. and then the new goner starts and it starts off kinda like the first one but over time you see tyler fights back. he realizes whats going on and he fights blurryface. its that point in the song when he first starts to scream ‘dont let me be gone’ that starts the fight and the final gentle ‘you’ is the end. its llike a sigh. tyler won this time. he decided (story-wise or real life) to stay alive for just another day and he realized that it was worth it, he can beat this thing and live.

i just know a lot of suicidal people do this, where they decide to live just one more day, or one more week etc.

im saying its worth it, and those songs are proof. we’ll beat our demons one day. and we’ll be happy to be alive. just keep fighting. 

just one more day.