ooh speaking of not being straight edge you know what i’m still bitter about is years old stale shit having casual convos with friends and acquaintances and i happen to be ask if ive ever smoked anything at all and i say no and i get what i hope was meant to be affection teasing about how im like an innocent child or a delicate spring blossom or whatever which like, irks me becoz i dont want anyone making fun of me on certain subjects where that always means being infantilized aka that i havent ever used drugs including even the good kush and i largely avoid alcohol and i havent had sex. like im really bitter on that shit being joked on in that way, i’ll talk abt it myself all i want without any solemnity but its off limits to get joshed about by other people. like as though surely my not having had these particular experiences by an acceptable age must mean im opposed to all of them and/or too much of a baby. again not as though i have to explain myself. but i dunno how people are gonna think theyre being chill about people having whatever personal relationship with drugs and sex that they feel comfortable with if theyre gonna find it unnaturally forced or laughable if its like mine where it involves No Personal Experience yet. and like i gotta explain how i feel about each subject to not be mocked for it, like they cant assume that i’m not too childish or too Abstinence Only For Everyone! without having me provide a defense for myself. it wasnt meant to be that deep whenever people teased me on it i’m sure but its the kind of thing that annoys me at the time and just keeps on annoying me. plus did i mention its patronizing cuz i hate that shit too. never know what “guess what i’m bitter about” posts i’m making at 4:44am…..
hey john not to be that guy but im wondering when you guys are gonna cover all star by smash mouth. im not even joking this is a serious concern. you may think im pulling your leg. memeing you for shits and giggles. sir i am not. i just think when i finally hear it i can be at peace i think. please respond