im not even going to re read this

Okay but Rainbow Rowell is the kind of author who makes you feel like you’re in love the minute you open any of her books. She makes you feel like life may be shitty, but it’s alright there’s still hope don’t worry you’re going to be fine cos these characters which I’ve written are just like you. They’re human. They’re insecure. They’re flawed. They too live vicariously through fictional characters. She writes like Ed Sheeran sings and ohmygod I just love her so much I can’t even-

ways to pass the time by yourself
  • start a DIY project if you’re artsy 
  • rearrange/redecorate your room  
  • exercise for at least 15 minutes
  • start a new book, or re-read your favorite one
  • spoil yourself and binge watch movies with snacks
  • try out new hairstyles and make up looks
  • draw, paint, sculpt, create anything! even if it’s not that great
  • start learning something new you’ve been wanting to
  • take a nap because you deserve it 
  • go explore local shops, and do some shopping
  • start a little garden or repot your current plants, give ‘em more love
  • check yourself out and hype yourself up. give yourself some lovin’ girl 

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You should definitively pm me!! Anyone who reads this and feels like having a chat, actually! :’)

{Special}College!AU Wonho
  • major: anthropology
  • minor: archaeology 
  • sports: not on any teams even though every team keeps trying to recruit him. he just like works out every day @ the gym
  • clubs: he’s in three language clubs: spanish, hebrew, and japanese
  • wonho literally doesn’t spend any semester on campus, for the most part he studies abroad 
  • and like most people are like “oh, you’re going to spain or china right?” and wonho’s like “been there. im actually going to cyprus it’s this really small island-” and basically he’s never interested in visiting the big countries everyone’s always like so excited about. he always wants to go somewhere small, but with rich history. keeps begging the school to fund a trip to kuwait. 
  • has like ten piercings in each ear and tattoos done in every different country that he’s visited. when he was in japan he got a tebori tattoo (basically tattooing by hand without a machine) and by the end of it he was smiling and laughing and the tattoo artist was just like “this boy…….has the highest pain tolerance ive seen in anyone…….”
  • wonho really loves to live in the culture he’s studying rather than just read about it and what i mean by “live” can fall into the category of partying in that country with the college kids there and like wonho is no stranger to parties. when he is on campus (for like three weeks in the beginning of the semester) he’s literally invited to one every night
  • that might have to do with the fact that he’s considered one of the hottest guys on campus, and also one of the sweetest??? like first impression everyones like hmm jock but then wonho has like a flower tucked behind his ear that kihyun gave him and everyone’s like ok wait not not jock…..soft…..boy ……….which ON E
  • either way everyone loves him, at home or abroad LOL
  • and aside from partying he’s crazy about trying new foods, testing out his language skills on the locals, and of course visiting whatever sites there are to see and taking photos (his instagram? like 50 k followers and he’s literally just a kid in college L I KE )
  • his roommate hyungwon is always like ,,,,, dude you have so many damn souvenirs - like what even is that? and wonho’s like “oh that? that’s a wayang i got from jakarta, put down it’s fragile.” 
  • but it’s cute he brings hyungwon back books from all his travels since hyungwon’s a linguistics major and hyungwon lets wonho cover his side of the wall with maps of all the places he’s been
  • so like you actually don’t really know wonho. he’s in one of your philosophy classes which you have to take as a pre-req for another class and he isn’t there half the time and you’re too busy trying to keep up with the professor that you kinda just like you’re like not interested in the people around you
  • but when the professor announces that she’ll be offering a study abroad to West Bengal firstly you’re like LOL who has the money for that 
  • but one student seems extra excited and you GUESSED IT it’s wonho
  • and when you’re leaving the room, frantically trying to organize your folder for your next long lecture you feel someone tap your shoulder and you’re like ???/
  • and you look up and see this smiling boy and he’s like “are you gonna go on the study abroad??”
  • and you’re like what? the what? and he points over his shoulder to your classroom and he’s like “the study abroad, to West Bengal?” and you’re like sarcastically like hAHAHA yeah no i don’t have the money + i have three other super important classes. i can’t waste my time on that
  • and you don’t notice that the person who asks you is wonho the same way you haven’t noticed that for the past half a semester he’s been looking over at your side of the room
  • and he thinks you make the cutest facial expressions when you don’t get what the teacher means + he thinks that it’s cute when you pull the sleeves of your sweater over your hands because the AC in the room is on + he thinks you look cute coming in with coffee and bedhead because this CLASS is At 8:30 AM 
  • and tbh wonho has never really dated anyone for longer than a month because everyone he dates always restrains him from being curious and traveling but you,,,,, you seem so independent and even though your backpack is always overflowing with papers and you sometimes scribble into the margins of your notebook like 
  • it’s obvious to wonho that you have your priorities set straight, like you’re the only one even taking notes and you always rush out to get to your next class on time and wonho, like he really likes that about you
  • you, ofc, have no clue because you’re in a constant state of ‘oh my god i have a test in that class. oh my god i have work study at 4pm. oh my god i need to buy shampoo for the dorm after school’ and so dating? boys? NAH
  • but wonho ….. wonho becomes interested before he even knows it
  • and so when you go back to that class next week you sit down, take your notes out, take a sip of your coffee but then like 
  • you turn to the side and instead of the seat being empty like it usually is…..there is wonho
  • and he smiles at you and you’re like ?????? and he’s like “i can sit here, right?” and you’re like um….sure? and he’s like “thank you” and you just kinda look him over 
  • you see the ten piercings in his ear, the tattoos that go up his arm, the fact that he doesn’t even have a backpack and you’re like ? who is he
  • but like the teacher comes in and you try to find the page in your notebook with last weeks notes and you’re like here we go and as you’re re-reading you feel the boy scoot closer and you’re like “um?? do you have a question?”
  • and wonho looks up and he’s like “is it cool if i can see your notes, i just wanna make sure im keeping up?” and you kind of shift a bit awkwardly because again you don’t really know much past his name
  • but you don’t wanna be mean so you’re like ok, sure and so you move your book so he can see
  • and like he chuckles a bit and points to one of your doodles in the upper corner and he’s like ‘is that supposed to be the professor?’ and you’re like eEP what no,,,, and you snatch your book back and wonho is laughign into his palm like ‘that’s so cute!!!!’ and you’re like wihlgfdjfdw get your own notes bye
  • and you turn in your chair and wonho’s like still laughign to himself but he’s also like,,,,,,,,,in his head about you; ‘they’re,,,,,cute’
  • and tbh you think that’s the last time like it won’t happen again BUT GUESS WHO MOVES THEIR SEAT PERMANENTLY NEXT TO YOURS
  • and guess who keeps asking you if you’ve got anymore doodles to show him
  • and guess who compliments you on your keychains on your bag
  • and guess who says he’ll see you next week after class and waves
  • and guess who basically all of a sudden is getting really close and comfy with you
  • it’s WONHO 
  • and h o n e s  t ly like you don’t know how to reciprocate this attention because yes: you admit it, he’s cute and alluring and there is something about him that makes you want to ask questions and know more
  • but there’s also the fact that you’re busy and always stuck between school, work study, and whatever else is happening
  • and wonho is on this whole other wavelength of laid-back and you’re just like doing your best to get the top grades, work the most hours, and still get some damn sleep
  • like you and him are polar opposites and sometimes it just annoys you that he takes everything so easily
  • and when he comes into class one day, and starts telling you about this party he was at the other day you kinda just snap and get up and move to the other side of the room
  • because it’s like he’s distracting you and you don’t wanna listen to his crazy college life because you’re barely making it by
  • and wonho seems so shocked and you feel a little bad but in your head you’re like :this is for the best, he probably will forget about you completely 
  • but then you find yourself not seeing wonho in class for like three weeks and the teacher keeps bringing up that study abroad and you kinda know wonho was so into it, but you’re also like ??? it’s coming up but he’s not in class at all
  • and so finally you can’t believe it but curiosity gets the best of you and you find hyungwon in the library as per usual and you’re like,,,hey do you know this kid named wonho
  • and hyungwon snorts like “do i know him? i live with him.” and you’re like oH well….like is he sick??? and hyungwon raises an eyebrow like no? and you’re like ‘ah it’s just he….hasn’t shown up to class in a while so i was just you know, jsut,  you know…..”
  • hyungwon: worried?
  • you: NO it’s not like that
  • hyungwon: uhuh
  • you:…….anyway i gtg
  • and hyungwon before you leave is like ‘wonho works the night shift at the 7/11 outside of the campus. you can ask him why he’s been skipping there.’
  • and you’re like forget it,,,, like to yourself you’re like i dont need to be involved
  • BUT OFC MIDNIGHT COMES AROUND and you’re still up trying to cram in some studying when you’re like,,,,im hungry,,,,but your dormmate ate all the snacks and you’re like,,,,,,i could go to 7/11
  • and you try to convince yourself that no. you’re not going because you want to know about wonho. hey, you don’t even know if his shift is today right- right
  • but lbr the second you go in you look over at the cashier and WOW GuEss WHO
  • and you’re like ok ok don’t make eye contact just get your food and go, but once you bring everything up you hear the familiar laugh and wonho says your name and you’re like FRICK he knows and so you look up and he’s like
  • “what’s up?” and you’re like stuffing your hands into your hoodie looking away like “not much….” and you hand over how much you owe, but wonho swats your hand away and he’s like just take it and you’re like no take my money and he’s like seriously it’s fine
  • and you don’t know maybe it’s his niceness that gets you but you can’t hold back you’re like “why aren’t you coming to class.,…..” and wonho for the first time you see his smile falter
  • but he just sighs and he’s like “i work this job till 4 am, i just always end up oversleeping so….”
  • and you’re like “why’d you take an 8 am class than?” and he’s like “i got this job WHILE i was taking the class. i thought i’d be fine but,,,,”
  • and you’re like wait, what, how long have you been working here? and he’s like 3 weeks and your eyes widen and you’re like wHAT you just started here??? and wonho’s like “im saving up.” and you’re like “for the West Bengal trip?” and wonho grins like yep, but not for myself
  • and you’re looking at him puzzled and wonho’s like “are you that oblivious?” and you’re like what in the world
  • but then he’s leaning over the counter to gently kiss your lips and you damn near drop the can of coffee you’re holding and wonho pulls back and he’s like
  • “i already had enough to get a ticket for myself, i wanted to get one for you.”
  • and you’re like WOHA wAIT wHA T 
  • and wonho just grins that same grin and you’re like,,, you got a job??? for me??? someone you barely knew???
  • and wonho shrugs and he’s like “i kinda live on a motto that’s like do whatever you wanna do in the moment, and in that moment when you told me you didn’t have the money, i wanted to help you, i wanted to be there for you. even if we were strangers - i felt like this was something you deserved and ……here i am.”
  • and it takes you a second but you look at him and you can see he’s not lying and he’s being genuine 
  • and all of a sudden the guy you thought was kinda air-headed and too laid back for his own good becomes the kindest person you’ve ever had the pleasure of meeting and you can’t believe it but you just have to ask again
  • “wonho, do you like me?”
  • “i want to do everything for you. so i guess, yeah, i guess i do really like you.”
  • and that night you forget about your textbook still waiting for you at home, you spend the rest of his shift sitting behind the register with him, talking to each other on such a deep personal level
  • and when the sun starts coming up and wonho needs to close up the store, he offers to walk you back to your dorm first
  • and you two kiss again, you kiss twice, three times, four times
  • and both you and wonho are so struck by the feeling that the minute you get inside you already have a text on your phone from him that reads ‘i miss kissing you’
  • and like he doesn’t make it to class again, but you make sure to take extra careful notes and before you know it you’re compiling the ones you have to give to him 
  • and when you see him again at the 7/11 he perks up and you tell him that he doesn’t have to keep working here, it’s fine if you don’t go on the study abroad - but wonho insists and so you hand him the notes and he just
  • he tells you you didn’t have to but you’re like seriously it’s nothing compared to what you’re doing for me
  • and ofc you two kiss some more until a bunch of college kids come in to buy beer
  • but before you leave, wonho asks gently if you two can date
  • and you’re like “i thought that was pretty clear?” and wonho smiles and he’s like “i just wanted to hear you say you were mine.”
  • long story short wonho finishes working at the 7/11 and pays for your ticket to West Bengal and it’s a trip you never forget
  • mostly because holy hell India is a beautiful country and the history and culture is so rich but also
  • wonho is there, by your side
  • and he makes everything so much more enjoyable because he’s so adventurous and sweet and goes from wanting to share his food with you to carrying you in his arms when you’re tired from all the sightseeing to tucking your hair behind your ear while the professor is lecturing you guys in at a local landmark and like best boyfriend ever???
  • wonho so easily makes friends with a bunch of people your age there and you’re kinda shy so you hide behind his back but wonho always knows if you’re uncomfortable or not so he doesn’t push it too much
  • but he does bring you out of your shell and he does calm you down when you start frantically talking about all the classes you missed while you guys were on the abroad 
  • he’s just,,,,he’s like chamomile tea, calming but also so good you want more….LOL
  • when you guys get back to school, everyone knows you’re dating because wonho’s traveling instagram has basically become a couplestagram with photos of you two holding hands and you looking at menus or art pieces and all that jazz
  • shownu on one of your photos: congrats! cute couple 
  • jooheon right under kihyuns comment: shut up 
  • but it’s like adorable because all his friends are so supportive because they were all like Will Wonho Ever Find the One since he spends so much time out of the country and things like that
  • but you, you love the fact that wonho loves to travel and is always somewhere new instead of trying to tie him down you’re just like “wonho - you want to do it? do it!”
  • the only time you ever like lecture him is when he starts slipping on his school work you’re just like heY HEY you have a test concentrate and wonho’s like usually i just wing it baby and you’re like no more winging on my watch - we are going to study and make flash cards
  • and wonho’s like giggling because you’re so smart he loves you so much and you’re like akhfew he’s so cute but also you’re like ‘translate this phrase from japanese for me - go’ 
  • and like whenever wonho does leave you guys skype and like facetime like seriously sometimes he forgets timezones exist so you’ll get a call at like 3 am and it’s wonho standing in front of a waterfall or an ancient ruin and he’s like 
  • throwing up the peace sign like “look!!!! so pretty!!! you’re prettier though, i miss you- can you kiss the camera for me?”
  • and you’re tired and you’re like sleep but you kiss the camera because it’s wonho and he’s cute and you love him and ofc
  • brings you back souvenirs that are always like interesting and hyungwon’s like get them like a necklace or something but you’re like no no no im ok with this mummified bug. it’s cool
  • wonho does this thing where he holds you around the waist while you two are like in line or something and he rocks you back and forth 
  • he loves talking against your ear while you’re trying to study because you get all blushy and pouty with him and he thinks it’s ADORABLE
  • he sleep talks in different languages and it’s so funny you always snapchat it to everyone else in monsta x
  • the first time you stayed the night like it was after wonho got home from a trip with his archeology class and like it wasn’t that long, nothing like an abroad study, it was more like a three day workshop but it was during a time when you had so much on your plate
  • and when he got back you came over and hyungwon opened the door and was like “whats up-” but you were like ‘hyungwon, here’s 10 bucks go to the library or something and come back in like 3 hours’ and hyungwon was like wh- and then he wasl ike OH OK IM OUT
  • and basically wonho was like “hey, ive miss-” but you just started making out with him and you were like ‘ive been so stressed this whole time and you weren’t here so please, make up for it.
  • IF YOU know what i mean (-:
  • and wonho,,,,,oh wonho,,,,,,,,languages isn’t the only thing he’s good at.,,,,,like with his mouth OK ANWYAY ….
  • you’re like sitting in his bed with him, wearing his shirt and typing some stuff on his laptop for another class and he’s like how are you not tired??? and you’re like i have lost the ability to be tired, this is college
  • wonho actually has started writing his thesis and he’s actually so shy about showing it to anyone, but he opens up to you and when you read the first draft you’re like
  • ,,,,,wonho holy shit you’re so eloquent and ??? well written
  • and he’s blushing like oh stop don’t compliment me,,,,
  • hyungwon from somewhere: aCtually, his grammar isn’t that-
  • you: let’s fight pepe boy
  • you like know that wonho has a good body and whatnot but you see how shy he gets about it when people like ask him and so you always step in and get him out of awkward situations and he’s like il ove you so much and you’re like me too!!! also if someone asks you to flash your abs one more time i will personally dunk their head into the campus water fountain
  • wonho teaching you cool little phrases he learns when he’s abroad
  • wonho biting your neck playfully and changkhyun being like ew. im out
  • ok but also wonho has all these piercings and tats and you’re like sitting there in a big sweater and it’s cute everyone’s like…This Dynamic is Pure

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and please look forward to more college!seventeen + special college!aus


“There stood the famous detective in his long Belstaff, holding tightly onto the little pathologist in her white lab coat. Her feet continued to dangle some inches above the ground as he held her in place. Neither of their faces were clearly visible, as they were both pressed into the other’s neck. Not that it even mattered. Faces clear or not, it wasn’t exactly a mystery as to what they were feeling in that moment.”

I Told You So, Chapter 12; by writingwife83

Done! I hope you like it! Had fun drawing this! <3

jimon fic recs

(updated with descriptions) 

3 times simon flirts with jace in serious situations + 1 time jace gives it a try by hexicity 

‘“Well–well you should come to the library. With me. So that we–so that I could check you out.”There’s a brief silence during which Jace considers opening the car door and letting the demons have him for dinner, but Simon’s sudden bursting laugh halts any and all thoughts.“Dude.” Simon heaves between laughs, wiping at his eyes. “Oh, Jace, that was so bad. Oh man, oh Jace. Oh no.”’

worlds apart by banesexual 

‘highschool AU where Simon is the biggest nerd for space and the guys on the football team like to tease him, except for Jace Lightwood: captain and star quarterback who thinks it’s super cute.

slight misunderstandings by madzielightbane

‘jace and simon reflect on their feelings about why neither of them seemed affected by simon drinking jace’s blood as vampire’s usually have much more significant an effect on people.’

the obi-wan for me by the_magnificentbane

‘Jace never thought he’d be grateful to be forced to work on the day of the new Star Wars’ film’s release, all because Alec decided to cash in one of his favors so he could go on a date with that guy from last week, but turns out working instead of watching the movie wasn’t too bad.’

he’s got something special by rocketshiptospace

‘“I’m in love,” Simon declares, as he joins his friends at their table in the library.“Groundbreaking news,” Raphael deadpans, “Really, I’m shocked. This is too much. I can’t handle the pure surprise that comes with this revelation. I had never expected this. Next you’re going to tell me you’re in love with Jace, of all people. Then my mind will truly be blown.”Or, Simon is in love with Jace. He hates Christian Ozera, a famous singer. It’s a lot more complicated than it sounds.’

call it magic by rocketshiptospace

‘The cutting boards are at it again. Or, well, they are fine for most of the morning, until Jace comes in and they start circling around his middle like they’re trying to sacrifice him to the food gods. Or something. At least they aren’t chanting anything.“Just one normal day,” Jace says, “Just one day I want to come in here and be like ‘Hi Simon, here’s your delivery!’ and that’s it. Just once.”“You and me both,” Maia says, eyeing one of the cutting boards currently circling Jace. It’s holding a half chopped tomato she had been working on.“It’s charming,” Simon says, with the voice of someone who has had to repeat that exact phrase way too many times. “It adds character.”Or, Simon owns a sandwich shop with a haunted kitchen. Jace delivers his bread.’

only fools by rocketshiptospace

‘Jace looks conflicted now and Simon places a reassuring hand on his shoulder. “I know what you’re thinking: ‘Simon Lewis, what does he know about dating?’ Well, from experience, very little. But I’ve been friends with Clary all my life, and on top of that I’ve watched enough rom-coms to be able to confidently call myself an expert. You’ll be successfully dating Clary before you can even say ‘Simon you’re an idiot’. Trust me.”or, Simon convinces himself Jace is into Clary, and like the Amazing Best Friend that he is, tries to teach Jace how to properly wine and dine her. It doesn’t really go as planned.’

Here’s what gets me the most…

People choose to hate on Choi Seunghyun for his scandal without even knowing the reason behind it or reading into it. Everyone wants to act like they’re all understanding and here for people with mental illness but then when a famous person does it as for us Kpop fans an idol. You all go ghost. You act like Seunghyun sat around and vaped marijuana for a hobby. I love how most of you anti’s and non VIPs could careless what Seunghyun was going through and how bad we’ve watched him hit rock bottom. And the most vile disgusting thing is that you guys will use Seunghyuns suicide attempt as an insult or a ‘drag’ that’s so disgusting and uncalled for. Do you honestly know what us fans went through? We almsot lost him. And not only us fans but his mother.. who means the world to him and he’s her world.. his sister , his family, his group mates and firends. No one cares to think About that. Don’t act like you care about suicide and mental illness because only VIPs a, friends and family were there for SH and some non-VIPs with actual hearts. You all pick one of the most NON PROBLEMTIC idols to hold a grudge on. T.O.P being in the industry for 11 years he’s done nothing hugely problematic. Yes he appropriated hairstyles in BIGBANGs early days. But he’s never done anything racist, homophobic or offensive. Seunghyun is a heavy drinker another way he numbed his stress and depression, he’s never acted under the influence, no DUIs, no fights, no sexual assualt ONCE. Actually none of the BIGBANG members ever had bad history of innoprooriate immature behavior. So why must you all treat Seunghyun like he’s the worst criminal out there? Why him? He doesn’t deserve any of this. Sure it was his fault to vape it and get it off of that psychotic impsuling liar. But we do negative coping things when we’re suffering without any help. And it’s not like he didn’t try in the past. I just don’t understand why everyone is being so rude and harsh with him when idols have done way worse? Let him breathe.

i have no idea if i got this right but i ended up just kind of pouring out little scenarios that i thought of.. oops lolol sorry for me indulging haha, re-request if this isn’t what you wanted and i’ll do something else! sort of nsfw!
and YES im trying a new format for this post and i’m so excited, It takes a lot more coding but hopefully the end result is prettier and easier to read ;)

  • Even though he jokes about the beast a lot, He’s actually a very gentle and kind lover. He never wants to scare you off or make you feel intimidated at all.. Whatever you’re comfortable with or your pace, he’ll go with it.
  • He loves kisses especially and that’s where he always starts, they’re his favorite; tiny little intimate ones– they mean the world to him. He likes brushing his fingers softly over sensitive bits of skin to hear you giggle or to watch you smile.
  • Surprisingly yes I know surprisingly Zen himself is fairly vanilla as well. He’s experimented in the past, yeah; but it’s not like he relies on anything wild to do the deed. He’s actually surprised you’re so patient and sweet. It makes everything so much more drawn out and enjoyable.
  • Zen is that guy that’s really into massages. Most of the time it doesn’t lead to anything as long as you don’t want it to– He just loves feeling pampered by you. Always gives return massages though, he’s a gentleman.

  • Personally I HC Jumin as a virgin before MC so he would be vanilla at first regardless? But when he found out that’s exactly how you like it, he was relieved to say the least. Out of everyone besides V we know V is the precious babe that is amazing like this He’s the best at drawing everything out. He could spend hours worshiping your body, planting tiny kisses upon your wrist while he brushes his fingers against your stomach. Sometimes that’s even all there is, if you’d like. He doesn’t mind, he just wants to make you feel spoiled.
  • He looks to you to be a source of comfort, so a lot of the time you two just sit and do intimate things together. It doesn’t always lead to more, he just enjoys your presence for all it’s worth. Especially laying in your lap while you play with his hair, more often than not he falls asleep like that. It’s calm and enjoyable after a hectic day at the office.

  • This is Yoosung were talking about here– Of course he wouldn’t mind a vanilla mc. Lots of times you two just cuddle up together on the couch, he pulls a blanket over your bodies to stay warm and reads up on some school books. Running a thumb comfortingly in circles on your arm.
  • Usually you two play fight, he loves to tickle you even though you can’t stand it. As soon as he starts, you run for the hills. He usually catches you, pulls you towards his chest and blows raspberries on your neck. Sometimes this could lead to more depending on what you’d like, but for the time being moments such as these are short and sweet.

  • This woman doesn’t need kinks to make her happy so she’s fine with it
  • She really likes coming home from the cafe after a late night of working, snuggling together under a fuzzy blanket while putting on one of Zen’s films. She likes to kiss your forehead when you lean on her shoulder.
  • She’s soft and sweet during succ everything so being vanilla won’t really bother her? She’s fine with everything! It’s sort of new to her as well, she’s always worked so hard her whole life that she never got to explore much on.. that side of things. So i’d say she’s vanilla if you are as well!

  • Kink Master ™ so he has to hide all that away if you’re not comfortable with it, of course it doesn’t bother him regardless. You’re still a shy little cutie-pie, he feels like you’re a saint coming to rescue him from all his dirty little sins lolol
  • Sexual tension is usually intense when there’s only one bag of honey buddha left. Usually it ends in a wrestle to the death. Champion wins the HBC. He’s gentle obviously, he doesn’t want to hurt you. But eventually you ‘win’ and he cant believe it. Acts like you’re taking away his first born child. sometimes these little ‘matches’ end in a little more fun.. Only if you’re feeling up to it. He’s sensual and gentle like a babe the entire time, he’s amazing at making it all seem not so serious. Jokes, noises, faces. Best boy to hook up with tbh.
polar opposites

Originally posted by magiccastles

[jaebum x reader]

genre: fluff

word count: 1713

What made us so beautiful is that we were never likely to happen.”

Of all the people living in the world today, no one would’ve guessed that you two would become a couple – well, considering you’re polar opposites.

Keep reading

Melting Of The Ice Cream Girl [ pt.2 ]

PD101 / MXM’s Im Youngmin X Reader [fem ver]

part one

TW: use of vulgar language, mild violence i think… better to put these up anyway

Fluff, mild angst

bullet-point ver.
[ scenario ver. : coming soon ]

• some stuff happens that makes you go all ICE princess where is ice cream girl
• your stare could freeze Youngmin
• can Youngmin still melt you?

oMGgg guys idk what’s wrong with me i’m on a roll right now but i literally re-read part one and got super happy after that like it didn’t even feel like I wrote it okay bye

- admin L
PS: sorry but scenario ver. might take a long time :(((

• it’s pretty awkward still
• you can’t stop blushing
• Youngmin can’t stop talking to you
• and chuckling when you barely nod out a reply
• your face is like a tomato
• what is a regular heartbeat anymore?
• Youngmin’s so perfect you can’t even breathe the same air as him it isn’t possible
• but he seems happy sharing the same table as you
• as much as his sunbae + chaebol™ clique is yelling for him and Donghyun to return to them
• they stay rooted to their seats
• and somehow it makes you really happy on the inside
• but on the outside, it looks as if your glare can get hell to freeze over
• you try to get Woojin or Daewhi’s help but they’re so engrossed in conversation about something personal with Donghyun
• that Youngmin feels that he shouldn’t interfere with because he isn’t interrupting
• he’s just admiring your face and picking at his fries
• also trying to start a conversation with you
• at least he’s trying and you really appreciate it 

• suddenly you have this nudge of confidence and you blurt out
• ‘you’re in the same mathematics class as Mina, aren’t you, oppa?’
• deadass Youngmin’s pupils dilate when you call him that
• he smiles and nods his head
• ‘yeah i know mina, she’s cool. we actually sit next to each other in class.’
• then silence
• …
• *crickets chirping*
• ‘yo Y/N why don’t you tell Youngmin and Donghyun about the game you created’
• oh god Woojin why
• your best friends are grinning smugly at you
• the focus shifts to you
• ‘uh…uh, it’s nothing much really…’ you try to avoid it
• but the hopeful and interested look on Youngmin’s face makes you give in
• ‘It’s like…idk what we call it but for now, we call it mall hide and seek’ ( made up game by yours truly™ )
• so like hide and seek but across the whole mall and you can text clues and whatnot
• Youngmin and Donghyun want to play
• sunbae + chaebol™ clique hears and joins in as well
• resulting in your face resembling a tomato
• one of the boys in the clique makes fun of your blushing face
• ‘yah! don’t laugh at her like that, it’s rude of you.’ Youngmin defends
• 'oh, it’s okay….’
• 'but thank you Youngmin’
• and that makes you crack a smile
• even though it’s a tiny one
• you guys get up to leave
• and Youngmin refuses to leave your side for some reason but you don’t really care
• because
• who would? He’s Im Youngmin
• you’re blessed if he approaches you
• and he’s your crush so
• you guys start playing
• and Youngmin decides to hide in the supermarket
• so you find yourself squashed in the tissue paper section with a laughing Im Youngmin
• he doubts the finders would ever search in behind a wall of tissue boxes
• thank god no one reports ya’ll
• you’re giggling so hard it kinda unlocks your crazier side
• you feel like you can reveal a bit of your true self to Youngmin
• he seems trustworthy
• suddenly your phone chimes
• your mum needs you to buy some spices
• sighing reluctantly, you emerge from your hiding spot and Youngmin follows you
• you try to push him back since Woojin and Sewoon have already found Donghyun, Samuel and Kenta
• skillz™
• but he’s like 'no i can’t leave you, we hide together, we die together’
• even though it’s possibly the dumbest thing he has ever said, your heart flutters uncontrollably
• you roll your eyes but grabs his hand and drags him along
• Youngmin is sHOokeTH
• you don’t even realise because skinship is such a common thing with your friends
• Youngmin is about to faint from happiness
• he can die happy
• you grab a basket and start searching for things from the list
• surprisingly, Youngmin takes and interest and also helps you to get things
• he also tells you about how his parents use roughly the same types of herbs
• also helps you reach the top shelf if you can’t
• just looking like a domestic couple
• newly weds
• like the wholesome couple just grocery shopping together
• you find yourself enjoying it so much you don’t feel as if Youngmin is a acquaintance
• he asks for your number
• and you two chat a lot as you’re grabbing items
• when your just finishing at the cashier
• Jung Sewoon, a member of the sunbae + chaebol™ clique spots you two
• 'there!’
• you hastily thank the cashier and make a run for it
• grabbing Youngmin’s hand and your stuff of course
• you manage to outrun the school’s star tracker, Takada Kenta
• 'yo dude, let’s let them go to the rooftop and do romantic shit before ambushing them’
• 'do you guys want bubble tea?’
• 'i bet Youngmin’s going to kiss her first’
• Samuel loses the bet
• you guys are up on the rooftop sky garden
• how romantic
• you guys out breath and struggling to catch it while doubling over in laughter
• 'did we lose them?’ Youngmin asks
• 'i thinks we did’ you reply, giggling
• 'you’re crazy, Y/N. I love it’ he says
• you’re caught off guard but recovers quickly
• you pull him close by his fancy as tie bc he’s a sunbae + chaebol and loves dressing up
• tip-toeing
• 'then i suppose you’ll love this’
• before you can back out, you press your lips to his
• you break away but he pulls you back in to kiss you more
• honestly, you don’t know what you guys are but you know the feeling is mutual
• you do go home with a heavy heart after he doesn’t say anything about a future relationship
• at least he was your first kiss
• but you’re absolutely crushed when Youngmin arrives to school in his fancy ass car on Monday
• he isn’t alone
• it’s like a scene in a drama
• and this pretty, tall, rich girl steps out on the other side
• you were halfway done the steps to meet him but you just turn around and storm the other way
• your temper has been tested
• 'you don’t want to mess with Y/N, she’ll ice you to death’
• you’re mad, why?
• Youngmin can’t make out with you on Friday but come to school with another girl on Monday
• what’s worse? you spent the whole weekend texting him
• he was behaving super sweet and lovey dovey
• clearly interested
• and now….
• they aren’t related
• so she’s a competition
• she’s his dad’s boss’s daughter who transferred schools halfway through Sophomore year
• she isn’t in any of your classes but she seems like a fairly pleasant person
• Hyemi and Mina aren’t having it either, since they know about your little incident
• you can’t even look at Youngmin
• he’s confused when you don’t return the smile or wave
• i guess she never really liked me ???
• lol son im sorry but u dumb
• he asks about you in math class but Mina just shrugs in response
• it continues for a week
• you can’t exactly kick the poor innocent girl out of school can you?
• but she seems to want to extend her 15 seconds of new girl fame
• she goes around bragging about how she and suuupppeerr close
• 'oh! we were just in his room watching a movie yesterday’ she says to her little group of Freshman fangirls
• 'did you two cuddle?’ one of them pipes up, eyes wide
• 'yupp! we live in the same house for now so we’re super close. the mansion is huge.’
• basically, she’s trying to brag about being Youngmin’s friend
• Kenta told you that Youngmin’s only nice to her because she’s like his annoying little sister and his dad would have his head if he isn’t
• you hold you temper but one day
• she’s just sitting there in the canteen outrightly insulting Samuel for being the 'poorest’ in the sunbae + chaebol™ squad and being mixed
• ( i fcking love samuel how dare you not like him just bc he’s mixed im mixed too wtf wtf wtf i still don’t understand )
• you just about beat Donghyun to confrontation
• 'it’s funny how you laugh at others for small things like that but you don’t even have enough money for your own house,“ you hiss even though it’s a really low jab to take at her
• you have 0 chill when it comes to your friends, even though Samuel isn’t the closest
• the Sophomore pushes out her chair and stands up to meet your eye but she’s still shorter than you
• 'eXCuSE mE?’
• 'you heard me. you talk shit about Samuel yet you’re living off the Im family.’
• the Sophomore bitch shoves you as hard as she can but you barely wavers
• 'LIsTEN! I cAN taLK abOut whOEVER i waNt tO. SamUEL DOESN’t belONG iN thAT cLiqUe. WhO tF dO yOU tHiNK YOu ARe?’
• you scoff, mildly amused by this Sophomore
• 'someone Youngmin oppa actually likes’
• she screams so shrilly it causes your ears to bleed before lifting her hand
• you catch it before Hyemi and Mina can interfere
• leaning to her ear, 'you have no right to look down on someone just because of their social status or because of their race.’
• 'it was joke’ she whimpers out as your grip on her tightens
• 'there’s a fine line making a joke and being a bitch but I guess you’re both’ you spit, releasing her arm
• she tries to shove you again ??? lololol this girl issa joke
• suddenly, you’re wretched away
• Youngmin storms out of the canteen but before he can, you yank your hand out of his grasp, glowering at him
• 'you don’t deserve me!’ you yell, anger bubbling over
• he’s speechless but you still follow him to the bleachers in the gymnasium
• there’s a really long and bitter silence
• 'thanks…on behalf of Samuel, you didn’t need to….Donghyun would’ve-’
• 'Samuel’s my friend, of course I should have’ you cut off, 'what do you want anyway? i need to go.’
• Youngmin catches your arm as you turn to leave, 'why are you ignoring me? what did I do?’
• you raise your eyebrows at him in disbelief, 'Im Youngmin, you are one of the smartest students in this school. you should know what you did’
• he shakes his head and hangs it in shame
• 'i don’t know? how about…making out with me on Friday, texting me all weekend just like a boyfriend would but showing up on Monday with a girl and not denying any of the shit she’s spewing? i don’t even know anymore’
• he’s apologising countlessly but you don’t even know anymore
• you’re out off the gymnasium before he can catch you again

• it’s been another week since that entire fiasco and everything has settled down since then
• Samuel won’t get over the fact that you stuck up for him and nearly got suspended
• Sophomore did get suspended because she initiated the fight
• you ignored Youngmin the whole time as much as your heart ached and as much as you cried but it was too mentally pressing to try to keep up with a guy like him
• one day, a letter falls out of your locker when you open it
• it’s from your alpaca boy
• 'y/n, i’m sorry. hear me out, we can make this work. 3 pm, basketball courts’
• Hyemi and Mina caution you, even Woojin and Daewhi are skeptical but you’re at the basketball courts at precisely 3 pm
• Youngmin’s already waiting for you on one of the benches, he smiles - which you can’t return - and gestures for you to come closer
• 'i’m sorry i behaved like that. i had a lot going on, believe me when I say I argued with my parents for an hour when they told me about…Anna’s arrival. it was unexpected and I didn’t exactly like her.’ he sighed 'i guess i really f*cked with you without even realising. I’m sorry. I should have made things clear from the start to her. I’m sorry I played with your emotions and that she said such things.’
• 'what did you want to make clear?’ you prodded, hope rising in your chest
• Youngmin’s eyes met your own and his hand enclosed yours, beaming. 'that I want to be with you, because I like you’
• you’re elated but at the same time, you can’t accept how things are
• 'I-I’ll have to… think about it…with all that’s happened,’ you stammer
• the smile on his face falls but he nods understandingly
• 'I understand. I’m willing to wait for you.’
• your answer isn’t immediate and Youngmin got pushed to the greatest lengths to try to win you back
• he really isn’t giving up
• honestly, you’re touched he’s courting you for so long
• it was entertaining for his clique and yours which had bonded together to form one power squad
• eventually, you fall for his advances once again
• you’re truly an ice cream girl
• sweet, crazy, cold and sticks to Youngmin’s lips
• it isn’t like he’s complaining

Taylor if you’re reading this, I really need you to know that….


Thirteen Signs You’re Falling in Love Jeongcheol vers.

Jeonghan: “Thirteen Signs You’re Falling in Love”? Shua, what’s this?

Joshua: Oh this is just something a fan gave me. Wanna give it a go?

Jeonghan: Sure. Let’s see… “One, you can’t stay mad at him/her for more than a minute or two.” Okay but Seungcheol’s really hard to stay mad at when he shoots you those puppy eyes, everybody knows that, even Woozi.

Joshua: Mhmm, I agree.

Jeonghan: Right? “Two, you’ll read his/her IMS over and over again…” But he’s the leader, we all reread his messages to make sure we didn’t miss anything!

Joshua: Again, I agree.

Jeonghan: “Three, you’ll walk really slow while you’re with him/her” how is walking a sign you’re in love? Cheol just walks really slow so the rest of us can keep up? I don’t see how this means anything.

Joshua: Just keep reading.

Jeonghan: “Four, you’ll feel shy whenever you’re with him/her. Five, while thinking about him/her your heart beats faster. Six, by listening to his/her voice you’ll smile for no reason.” Okay first, just because I can’t look at Coups in the eyes without laughing doesn’t mean I’m shy. Second, five and six can be justified because he’s a funny guy.

Joshua: Sure, I’m not claiming otherwise.

Jeonghan: “Seven, while looking at him/her, they’re the only person you can see” Isn’t that normal? It’s not just something that happens with Cheol. “Eight, you’ll start listening to slow songs” He’s the one recommending all these ballads to me! “Nine, he/she becomes all you think about” A little hard to NOT think of him when I literally live and room with him. Shua, I don’t see-

Joshua: Keep going.

Jeonghan: …Okay… “Ten, you get high just by their smell” Wow that’s not weird at all, I think Cheol gets high off MY scent. “Eleven, you realize you’re always smiling when you’re around them” Again, he’s a funny guy. “Twelve, you’ll do anything for him/her” I’d do anything for the entire group, not just Coups. Look, Shua, I really think this is a waste of time.

Joshua: Yeah but you haven’t even read the last one yet.

Jeonghan: Okay but I literally don’t see how-

Joshua: Just read it.

Jeonghan: Geez, alright then. “Thirteen, while reading this, there was one person… on your mind… the… whole… time…”

Joshua: *knowing look*

Jeonghan.exe has stopped working

anonymous asked:

Do you think the Casino has a in house doctor? They probably have patrons that get hurt a lot or even they themselves get hurt, so is there someone there with medical training? Or like someone on call? Someone who ya know... won’t ask questions, like why Mango has bullet wounds.

You’re reading my damn mind because I’ve been thinking about making an OC with that mechanic uhhhh

3gg10rd  asked:

hi! my name is jackie and i know you don't know me but i like lowkey still love/ miss sq and if you're okay and cool with it i would love to know anything abt her origin story or where you saw her character going literally it was such a cool concept omfg (i literally used to like make myself hot chocolate and read that blog like a book) (also even if this is weird and you don't want to talk to me that's cool but you should make comic books or smth you're an amazing artist/ storyteller)

jfdksglf holy shit?????????

I guess my idea in terms of her direction really changed, because since I started writing her I’ve changed. Originally, there was a real emphasis of self loathing, confusion, and discomfort with presentation. Looking back on it, I think it was a way of me venting my frustrations with my gender and sexuality that at the time that I wasn’t able to properly identify and articulate.

Understanding this now, I feel like SQ’s character direction and motivations would be different as well: for one thing, the mechanics of her “human disguise” have changed, now rather than her “making” her body look human, her pink-tinted glasses are an enchanted trinket she found that projects a “humanoid flesh zentai suit” on her body, which she found convenient for sneaking around. SQ did do a couple modifications to her body previously, but this was just for her own comfort and interests, including retracting her mask, reducing her size, connecting vocal chords to her re-purposed fluid hole to make an actual mouth/voice combo, and growing out long flowing silvery hair.
Her real fear has become isolation, since it’s so common for her species, and supposedly her “destiny”, but she grew up on a planet teeming with life and entertainment! How could she ever pass that up for drifting aimlessly and alone through the cosmos for the rest of her life?

SQ spent some time around humans, and found that they either feared and rejected her prefered appearance, or they deified her as some kind of “death god”, which was also fucked up. Even though it’s been a long time since humans bombed themselves into fuckall, and magic mutants rule the world, she still lives off the fears that “being herself” would cause her to lose her kingdom and her friends, even though she would be in no way out of place among the other inhabitants of the world. Since she found her magic glasses, she’s used them to interact with other humanoid creatures with pretty positive outcomes, like how she ended up the queen of those little dudes in the sweater kingdom, so she’s reluctant to try stepping back into her comfort zone.

So I guess, my direction for her character would be the emotional journey of her learning to talk to her friends, to trust them, and her finally feeling comfortable in being outwardly herself and doing what she loves.

mermaidwerewolf  asked:

Hello, so I'm ethnically Jewish but I've never really followed Judaism but I'd really like to start! There's no Jewish community here so it'll be a bit tricky but do you have any resources or tips?

Disclaimer: Im not a convert so I don’t have much experience with it, I asked one of my converting friends what her advice was, this is her response just made legible.
This is assuming you’re going to go through/consider an official conversion and such

1. Start by doing a bunch of research before even going to a rabbi-
Such as looking into the conversion process, and reading a children’s version of the torah

2. try to start learning a little bit of hebrew. Basic aleph-bet and letter pronunciation is a good place to start

3. Read books and educate yourself from a multitude of perspectives-my friend recommends “what is a jew” by rabbi morris n kertzer - this book is written by an orthodox rabbi and a little outdated with some views but it’s a good place to start, judaism for dummies by rabbi ted falcon and david blatner this is basically a jewish encyclopedia, choosing a jewish life by anita diamant which is more specifically about converting and what that means

4. Keep a journal, just hitting down your thoughts. what you like, what interests you, what confused you, what you find troubling etc.

5. even if you don’t have a jewish population in physical try getting into a jewish community online especially with people your age, because books can only get you so far. to see what it really means to be jewish you have to experience what being jewish means and start immersing yourself in a religiously active culture

I hope this helps somewhat, and shoutout to @trianglesandwiches for the ideas. Followers, if you have anything else, feel free to add on.

anonymous asked:

how did you get interested in socialism and learn more about it? i've been interested in the ideology for a while but im not sure where to learn more.

TBH one of the best places to start would be reading Emma Goldman’s Anarchism And Other Essays and Peter Kroptkin’s The Conquest of Bread.  These are anarchist texts and I’m not an anarchist, but even so they’re very accessible to the layperson and serve as really good introductory texts for why society is fucked up and ways it can be un-fucked, and if you’re starting from zero they can give you the tools you’ll need to understand what’s going on in stuff like The Communist Manifesto.

I first got into this whole “socialism” business from diving into queer theory, and if that’s your bag then Leslie Feinberg is a good name to look for.

Followers, be a dear and fuck us up with some more recommendations

“When they met again, Even made him a promise he couldn’t keep.”

Me: *loud gasp* 

Me: okay it’s time to get to theorizing. Is Even going to promise to meet Isak in Oslo and doesn’t come and Isak will be left waiting??? Is Even going to give him a phone number and it’s going to take Isak everything to call him, but when he does the number is disconnected? Is Isak going to randomly show up somewhere and Even will be with someone else? SONJA? will he delete the instagram account?!?!?! Isak is going to Japan. with Even? with jakob/not with jakob? will Isak and Jakob run in to Even there after even breaks his heart? oh god oh god. AM I READING TOO MUCH INTO IT? 

anonymous asked:

Hi! First of all, I love ypur KatsuDeku blog so much. Gives me the boost I need to love this ship more ❤❤. Thank you ❤❤. May I ask, I stopped reading the manga, and I was wondering in chapter 13p and up, are there still more scenes between Bakugou and Midoriya? Im afraid that ill be missing them together when I read them on. Thank you :)

Awwww thank you so much! I’m glad you’re enjoying the Katsudeku bias I got going on in my blog. Even though I am a multishipper, you are not wrong to call my blog a Katsudeku blog since I just gravitate towards it so dang much. Thank you for the anon love!

And -gasp- you should get into the manga again for there are a decent amount of moments between Bakugou and Midoriya. The manga also is very far ahead of the anime. I do not wish to spoil you anything, but S3 in the anime is going to be pretty amazing with Bakugou and Midoriya! So either way, you could wait for S3 which is getting worked on right now by the animation studio Bones! 

For S3 and in the manga, there is a particular famous scene with them which made me cry, as well as other Katsudeku hearts soar. -wink- I’ll remain vague, but ain’t it nice to know you have two choices? Read on or wait for the upcoming S3. Hope this helps! <3 -Unoutan