im not even doing anything today

i god honest dont know what your even telling me to stop doing. because i havent done anything today but say im not going to foegive him and the fact that hes posting about it so much is dumb though i did apologize for any misinfo i gave out (the “whats worse iding as an su chara or a rapist” screenshot was given fo me out of context and i do sincerely apologize for that, i didnt know) not that anon even knows or cares. when they originally messaged me yesterday i hadnt brought him up like All week!!!! they DO realize theyre instigating this, right?? i had to post an explanation as fo why i wouldnt be “stopping” to which encouraged leaf to post which is why i said that the entire thing is dumb… like, anon, idk if youre doing some kinda reverse psychology to make us more mad or if you think your helping but youre not, and if you god honest want tjis to stop, take it up with him because im not posting anythinh else about it, but you literally cannot make my accept his half assed apology.


Jerome Valeska x Reader: Our Love

Originally posted by hellomadzstuff

a big thank you to my lovely friend @im-not-dead-but-i-should-be who made writing this story possible by helping me so much!

also idk  but it really took me long to write this and it’s so short….. omg kill me

‘Perfect. Fucking perfect.’

[Y/N] was going to be late. Thanks to her alarm. She knew that shit is going to broke sooner or later and she didn’t do anything about it.

She would’t even care but today was Monday and her first class on Monday was English.

She despised her English teacher. He was an asshole. Always making rude comments about her and the other girls.

‘[Y/L/N] why do you look so sad? Smile, kid! You look so pretty with that smile!’

‘[Y/LN] what’s with that stupid smile? You’re supposed to read something!’

He was so annoying.

[Y/N] realized she’s already late anyway, so why should she bother? She wanted to have a proper breakfast.

After doing her morning routine she grabbed a backpack, keys and left the apartment.

Ugh. It was snowing.  

As she peacefully walked on the iced streets of Gotham, she checked the time and she couldn’t believe herself. This is what you get when you “shouldn’t bother”.

[Y/N] was going to be late. Again. To her second class.

So she did the only think she could think of.

She ran.

When [Y/N]’s feet met the slippery bridge, she didn’t slow down. She knew it was very risky but she could’t be that late, she would be in trouble!

She thought she’s going to be just fine because she was already in the middle of the construction but oh boy, how naive she was.

Then she was running and now she wasn’t.

Her face was in the snow..

Yes, she slipped.

[Y/N] groaned and was about to start getting up but she heard a laugh.

Quite maniacal one.

It was a male, he sounded young. She didn’t want to see him, she was to ashamed to show him his face.

It was obvious that her fall looked hilarious but seriously, she could have hurt herself!

Now she was mad at this guy.

Still too embarrassed to get up though.

So poor [Y/N] laid there until she heard the person walking away still giggling a little.

‘Wow. What an asshole.’ She thought and finally stood up.

She arrived to school after her English class. She made it right on time.

At least she didn’t have to confront her teacher.

Classes passed by very quickly, thanks to [Y/N]’s five friends.

They were supposed to grab something to eat and go to the movies. [Y/N] loved cinema.

As the laughing pack left the building they heard an explosion and people screaming. Just around the corner.

“What was that?!”

“I don’t know, let’s check it out!”

‘Very fucking smart..’ Thought [Y/N] but didn’t say anything.

Now while walking in the direction of even louder screams she seriously wanted to say something. It really wasn’t a good idea to go there, now with everything happening with Jerome Valeska being alive and his cult–

–And the penny drops.

‘That laugh. It was him!’

When running people started to pass them by she stopped in her tracks.

“Okay guys, this is very stupid of us. We really shouldn–”

“My, my, what do we have here?” Somebody cut her off.

The group slowly turned around to meet Jerome Valeska, in the flesh, standing there and smiling madly at them.

‘Oh no…now we’re screwed’

As they stared at him, too afraid to run, a school bus pulled up.

Those lunatics. Those lunatics from his cult were in this bus. 

[Y/N] could’t take a good look from her position but it seemed like all of them were ugly men with clown make up on their faces, holding weapons. 

Jerome started to laugh darkly as he saw the fear in their eyes.

“Come on children, the bus is hereee! Now, get in or..” He targeted his gun at them.


Scared pack could only nod, expect [Y/N].

“Alrighty then…” She spoke, wanting to play it cool. She didn’t want to give him satisfaction of her shaking in fear.

All of her friends were already in the bus, probably sobbing and not knowing what to do.

[Y/N] really wanted to save her ass, so she started to think about the plan.

The moment she was about to step into the bus, passing Jerome, [Y/N] flirtatiously smiled at him, kinda praying he’s not gay. Her plan was to use her looks to save herself. She didn’t expect anything just yet, she didn’t even have a full plan, it was all so spontaneous.

When their eye contact broke she heard him say “C'mere, Angel.”

A little shocked [Y/N] skipped to him and gave him a small smile.

She felt him put an arm around her waist.

“We can’t let you fall and hurt yourself again, can we?”

Now she was sure it was him laughing at her earlier. Douchebag.

[Y/N] only nodded as she let him hold her waist and sensing him entering the bus right after her.

Then she felt somebody hitting her head with something hard and she fell straight on the bus floor knocked out.

“Rise and shine, Beautiful..” A hot breath on her ear was present as she started to wake up.

Her vision more clear now, so she could see she’s been lying on the hard floor, and noticed the Ginger hovering over her.

She whined because her head hurt like hell.

Jerome’s face softened as he caressed her cheek.

“I’m so sorry about it, Doll. That idiot who did that to you is already dead.”

He helped her to stand up and took her to another room of wherever they were.  

What [Y/N] saw before her was absolutely terrible. Her friends tied to the chairs, crying in pain. Three psychos torturing them.

When they saw Jerome coming in, they left the room one by one, still laughing.

“Alrighty!” He shouted smiling widely at her almost lifeless friends and then turned to [Y/N].

“Listen [Y/N]..” She wasn’t even surprised he knew her name.

“When I saw you for the first time.. I knew you were just like me. Different. What I’m saying is, join me. You can be my queen of hearts. Well, more like of my heart. I know you feel the same about me, Doll Face.”

Okay, this is crazy. [Y/N] wanted to play with his mind and make him think that she likes him because she wants to be alive. Nothing wrong with that.. but she wasn’t prepared for something like this, for God’s sake. It’s not her fault nobody ever loved Jerome this way. Or at all.

What is he gonna do to her friends?!

“What about my friends?”

“Thought you’re not gonna ask! That’s the funny part, Darling!”


“You’re going to kill ‘em! Bang! You don’t need ‘em do you?! I’m everything you need!”

[Y/N] forgot how to speak English. She started to pray this is all a cruel joke or better - a nightmare.

“Are you crazy?! I’m not doing this!”

“Yes. You. Are.” She could tell he was angry.

He pushed a gun into her hands.

“You’re doing this, Lovely. Now.”

She targeted the gun at them, shaking like mad. She didn’t want to do this.

“Pull the trigger.” He hissed.

Too many emotions. [Y/N] was so nervous she started to sob, look on her friend’s faces not helping at all. Hopeless like they were expecting her to do it..

Now Jerome was seriously annoyed and bored.

“Guess I have to kill all of you now…”

He shot her friends in the head and dropped the gun. He took out his knife and just as he was about to hop in her way–

–There was a shot “GCPD! You’re surrounded!

And then she realized. She didn’t even flinch. She still had a gun pointed at their direction. She was too shocked to do anything.

This is so stupid.

So stupid.

“Amazing job, Honey!”

Oh no.



He did it on purpose.

One month later, Arkham Asylum

‘’[Y/N]! How is my favourite inmate doing?” said Jerome, squeezing her hard.

She pushed him off and didn’t say anything.

“Awww, c’mon Baby, you can’t possibly be still mad at me? I did it for our love!”

Great. Now she was stuck with him in this crazy place.

At least they had their love.. Right?

oh my god my hands are shakign rn 

so work was bad yesterday and this happened and i just had to tell u guys somewhere im sorry im scremaing???

yesterday i watched three men die because one man sneezed in a room full of blood and shit and light.

no. it gets worse.

today 3 more go in and theyre holding these like super cheap mops, like this place cant afford anything better. it just made me fucking depressed like i don’t even get union pay and u make me use these mops??? like what????

. Yesterda, I watched a man I admired just like shot. because he left some chick a flower. like im literally screaming rn how can you do that?? all it was was like?? a flower and u shoot him?? im??

 Today, she doesn’t remember, and three halls down I can hear her screaming. (Im literally screaming rn))

and then the day before that i watched a group of soldiers like… they have to like shoot their own coworkers because of zombies and i was like wtf how is this real??? bjut its real i watched it if you dont believe me!1!!

. Today, we test another sample, this time on children. im criyng

so then like another day last week, as if this isnt’ bad enough,, I watched five men and women gunned down in an abandoned factory no one cares about. (I know no one cars about it b/c i was there okay,,, i saw,,)

 Today, it happens again and again. Every eleven seconds. Forever. ((9(can u imagine???))0

and like to top this all off it just keeps piling up., I watched a man sit comfortably in a nice armchair, sipping scotch and laughing as he ordered a woman to simply stop breathing and then today he gets the day off of work detail for good behavior like what?? is wrong with this place???. I watched hundreds of ppl in orange jumpsuits herded like animals into empty rooms that filled with gas and firebut then the next day hundreds more are told they have a chance for a lighter sentence, and a chance to serve their country (lmfao rite) like what?? does that add up??? no it does not .

so then like all this got to me in my mind and i was like okay this needs to stop. theres no way im the only one that sees like how fucked up all this is?? so i told my coworker, i took them to the side in the break room and i whispered in their ear and i was like look, yesterday i watched the world nearly die in a thousand thousand terrible ways. sometimes we would have had the time 2 scream. ive gotten used to it okay?? today u and i are alive to write about it.

and like they woldn’t listen to me they were like fuck u ur not the ethics committee i dont care. so i blocked them . ,

but here’s the thing like????? you want happy endings???? fuck you honestly???? they dont happen here like. You’re alive to read it. isnt that good enough. god help us all honestly 

so then heres the thing, this morning in the break room i was like, i told that to my coworkers to try to get them to see my side and they all listened and i was like holy shit im a martyr. so then i said really loud i was like “secure. contain. protect” and they all like nodded b/c they agreed and i felt better u know??? like im glad i could move these ppl. then the whole break room clapped


so deciding to do hourlies today was kind of a hard decision actually. 

ive been really ill lately, dealing w chronic and mental illness (hypothyroidism/fibromyalgia + depression/anxiety/ptsd) and it’s turned my life into extended sequences of lying in bed wishing i could do anything BUT lie in bed and also like feeling bad in ways people probably dont want me to describe, rock bottom kinda shit  

luckily, ive dealt with most of this before, and im pretty sure im on my way to some sort of recovery after only a month (first round w hypothyroidism took the better part of a year) and i DID have the energy to do these, but then there’s the issue of…showing everybody how i have to live my life lately

i always feel like the artists i admire are doing /so much/ and honestly i wish i could do as much, but its not feasible when im sick like this, and its been really getting to me lately. its frustrating, and embarrassing, and hard.

but its the way i have to live when my meds are off, or when im having flashbacks, or whatever it is that day. or several days. or months. and its the way other people like me live, too! 

and thats why i wanted to do it, i guess. to see that this is a valid way to live. to help show other people its valid, and to help show myself. to look at it with compassion and humor and try out just enjoying the fact of my existence.

so anyway thats a lot of text for it but i just kinda wanted to get those thoughts out there. thanks everyone

Being pregnant with Aaron Hotchner’s child will involve:

  • Very punctual appointments to the doctor. If Hotch can’t make it, then he’d call you to make sure you remember
  • He’d go out of his way to make sure you don’t do anything too strenuous (”Sweetheart why are you carrying that basket of laundry you could hurt yourself, or worse, the baby”)
  • Will feed your cravings, no matter what they are
  • “Aaron, I’m  h u g e  why did you get me pregnant you bastard” “….im sorry honey”
  • Rubs your feet a lot because he can’t fix all your other pains and aches but he can fix that one
  • “Did you take your vitamins today?”
  • “Are you drinking a lot of water?” “Aaron if I even look at water, I’ll have to pee”
  • Garcia,  JJ, and Rossi will buy you so much stuff for the baby shower like “when am i ever going to need a 25 pairs of baby shoes?”
  • Hotch is very patient and that will be needed when you’re pregnant

Requested by yournightingale~

Honestly, I am the embodiment of a fashion disaster. But I always wear what I like, and I make sure I rock it, so everyone focuses on my confidence and not the fact that I’m wearing a blue shirt/jacket/shorts and rainbow knee-high socks.

February 9, 2017 – 40/365

11 Random Facts Tag

I was tagged by @fakelimabean thank you ily :) i also always forget to do these things so im going to do it right away today lmao 

Rules: tell your followers 11 random facts about yourself, and tag 11 people in return! Tag backs are allowed, but you mustn’t repeat any of the facts you mentioned previously. The facts can be absolutely anything! Whatever springs to mind! Let’s get started!

  1. i’m such a superhero fanatic like i watch every cartoon ever made based on any superhero 
  2. i read a lot if there’s a new ya novel out i’ve probably read it
  3. idk why but i watch all the shows on the cw even tho some are so shit *cough* vampire diaries *cough* arrow
  4. i like to draw every now and then
  5. i love to watch puppy/dog videos even tho in person im deadly afraid of them
  6. whenever i’m in any kind of situation where i have to talk face to face w/ someone i always think of worse case scenarios
  7.  i’ve only ever eaten one type of cereal my whole entire life and its cinnamon toast crunch and never tasted any other
  8. i can be tricked very easily like im really gullible i’ll believe anything which is pretty sad
  9. i can’t go up to an employee and ask for anything i also can never order anything i always begin stuttering 
  10. no lie 1d helped me become more confident in myself and helped me realize i dont need to worry about what other ppl think about what im interested in
  11. i can read a full book in one day in december i read 9 books in 2 weeks

im going to tag @rowronnie @laurnenjauregui @aircatcherharry @guccilouisharry @sweethaerts @hotharreh @cloudytelltales @theiloveyous @louvbite @infernoliam @ziamnjuustme and anyone else who wants to do it :)

anonymous asked:

I don't think you should have wrote that article about jin and not today on allkpop. It shows insensitivity and hate toward the other members and big hit. It doesnt prove anything but bias toward one member and disrespect toward the others. Im sick of people complaining about not today. Its all they are going to do during this comeback and im starting to want to leave the fandom because of it.

I’m sorry, I disagree. I didn’t disrespect the other members at all. I didn’t even MENTION them except to say that it made sense for Jimin and Jungkook to have a lot of lines, and I’m not sure how that’s disrespectful. 

And fans have a right to complain. It’s not the first time it’s happened, and I doubt it’s the last time it’s going to happen. Fans have a right to give feedback - we’re not mindless machines that have to like everything single aspect of everything they put out. Seokjin has no parts in NT, has a second of screen time in the MV, and has basically no time in the choreo up front. That’s not okay. He has some screen time in SD, but again basically no lines and no center choreo time. He’s not some sort of backup member, and it’s not okay.

anonymous asked:

Who is in charge of bringing sweets for Elise?Is it Mori who takes time in his busy schedule as boss to do them?is there a cook specialised on that so that they can have some at any time?(also are they a mafia member and do mafia stuff or just a cook and I want that story).Is there a mission "special Elise"?Are the lower members in charge?No mission today for me, I'm looking for cakes. Did Chuuya had to take this job once?Do they command them?Yes the Mafia is bad but they're my best client so...


My guess is that Mori has a team of specialized chefs whose only job is to make the perfect sweets for Elise tbh

anything less than perfection is a sign of treason, you don’t want to fuck this job up or you’ll probably be executed

thankfully Elise is only a little bitch towards Mori so even if one of the sweets tastes bad Elise probably won’t get the chef in trouble because she knows that Mori will just take pleasure in ordering someone to be executed and then hiring a new servant

Elise is probably on extremely good terms with all of the chefs and they love her

ok so i found out about that cursed poem “cr*epypasta” tomino no jigoku today they say if your read it out loud like bad things will happen so while i was reading it i was covering my mouth to make sure i wouldnt even mouth any words but then i realized it was too long and i was like scared so i didnt read the whole thing and now im worried that something bads gonna happen because i didnt finish it even tho i didnt read a single word out loud vgvghvgvvghh im never doing anything like this again i dont play with demons