im not even apologizing for this one

yall about female celebrities: she has to be smart and sexy and YOUNG and fun and SKINNY and independent and of course nice and humble and charitable and of course she has to have at least a 4 octave range and act and write her own songs and be an outstanding performer and she has to hit that choreo hard and of course she needs to be a feminist and be an astute businesswoman but keep in mind that capitalism is destroying the middle and lower class and she MUST be well informed about all forms of social justice and date as few men as possible and never make a single mistake no matter how small or if she publicly acknowledges it or apologizes for it otherwise she is the devil incarnate and of course her album needs to sell at least 500k copies on the first week and her single HAS to go number one on the billboard hot 100 and do better than ANY other female singer EVERY. SINGLE. TIME. otherwise she is just a flop and irrelevant

yall about male celebrities: lol hes just too dumb to understand anything. im surprised he can even put a sentence together. hes daddy af tho!!  😍 😍 😍 😍

a letter to everyone who’s ever hurt me;

i am so god damn tired of hearing “you did nothing wrong, you deserve better, you deserve so much love, i don’t deserve you.” it is engraved in my fucking head. i want to rip out my teeth and slam them into your heart so you know how it feels to cough up broken pieces of a person you once loved. because you shoved all of these words down my throat and i was convinced, maybe for once, someone felt it too. it’s like putting money in a machine, fuel me and make me work and I’ll confine to your needs. give me happiness and I’ll give you all my love. with one smile i will give you my ribs, with one touch, one call, i will personally rip my heart out with my bare hands and place it right into yours and I’ll do you a favor and ignore your trembling hands and instead, I’ll shoot you with a, “hey, how ya doing? haven’t talked to you in a while!” text cause i have never been one for subtlety or expressing how i feel. “im sorry. you deserve more, you don’t deserve that, you deserve so much love!” then why does this keep happening to me? if i deserve more, why is all of my love one sided? unrequited? why is my heart layered in stitches and still im the one who always gives. if you are so sorry why in the fuck do you keep letting me crash and burn? why in the fuck did you think it was okay to tell me you loved me and then not speak a word to me for three fucking months? i have always been one to remember everything and i remember the way your lips felt on mine for the very first time and how i was so in shock i couldn’t even kiss back but i swear to fucking god i felt my veins turn into fireworks and my body into a land mine and with one more touch i thought that i just mightve exploded and jesus fuck i don’t even know how you feel and i have destroyed myself pondering over it and they tell you that their touch means forever but all i can think about is you telling me i deserve better but if i deserve so much more why will no one reach out and give it to me? i am choking on water and drowning in my own house because i gave you the key and i trusted you with all i had but when you walked away you left the faucets on and i wondered why i just couldn’t stop crying. i think you slammed the door too hard, i think my water bill is too high, i don’t even bother to wipe my eyes because all i can think about is your smile and how it made me feel like i was finally safe but all i ever am is somewhere for people to go when they need to take refuge, and i am never a permanent home, just a quick little stop, a let’s take a break, unwind and ruin the foundation kind of stop. an “oh its okay it’ll only hurt a bit” kind of stop, an “i love you.” kind of stop but i always love more, so can you stop? i can’t stop bleeding, i can’t stop scratching myself raw, i can’t stop screaming because all i am good for is always loving more and i am so beyond tired of hearing how i deserve better, maybe i don’t want better, maybe i am ready for a fight, maybe i am fragile and gentle and cry all the time over the smallest thing because one bad thing just sends my heart crumbling but i want a love that rips me apart and maybe im already in pieces but i really wouldn’t mind if you turned me black and blue because i swear to god, no matter what, im always going to love more so i might as well just see how much i can take before i collapse on the floor and i am so tired of always being the one with the brave face and im tired of forgiving without even a slight trace of an apology and i don’t even give a shit that you don’t talk to me anymore because maybe i did deserve more and maybe i finally found it but im afraid this fire is unrequited too and i am so tired of burning one second and being ice cold the next and all i need is consistency but i get summer days filled with winter nights and i am sorry for always loving more. I’ll make sure it doesn’t happen but we all know that is a god damn lie because my hearts already prepped and ready for the next gaping chest i see. // i think that’s my problem, im always one to give without them even asking for anything but i cannot stop stitching up soldiers in a war i wasn’t even drafted in.



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anonymous asked:

Okay so I was thinking about the langst rescue thing and I just can't stop thinking about the lengths the others (besides Hunk and Coran) would go through to convince Lance everything was real and that they did care about him

Kieth would lose his shit, honestly. Kieth is probably low key the most protective of them all, in a really low key way. And he just can’t handle the fact that he and the other made Lance feel unloved to an extent where the Galra where too nice. Kieth never really felt like his Galra side was bad, until that exact moment. he was worse that the enemy. He made Lance feel like a seventh wheel. The bounds he would go too to make up for it would be huge. Like I’m talking, staying with Lance and snuggling with him at night, making sure Lance eats, trying to show how much he cares without showing how gay he is how much he cares. 

Pidge tries her best too show how goddamn sorry she is for every snide comment, for every mean word, for a lot of things, and she doesn’t cry. She doesn’t she swears. But she sees Lance as a brother, she really didn’t mean too make him feel that way. And she really really really despises herself because of it. Needless too say, but her and Lance have this biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiig convo about how to avoid it, and how she needs too stop blaming herself for what she did in the past, versus how she can be in the future. 

Shiro flat out blames himself, and can’t even look at Lance without being reminded of how bad a leader he was. Like, strategically he was the best, and when it comes to leading on the battle field there is no one better, but fuck, if he didn’t mess up his team emotionally. He’s the only one that Lance doesn’t forgive right away after an apology or three. 

boys to avoid

(cause ive seen WLW versions of this i thought I’d make a MLM version)

-boys who think they cant be racist/misogynistic/etc because theyre gay/bi/trans

-(similar to the previous one) boys who think being gay/bi/trans gives them a free pass to be an asshole

-boys who refuse to apologize when they fuck up (or who give very half hearted apologies that show they obviously dont mean it)

-boys who try to pressure/convince you into doing sexual things even when you arent ready/dont want to

-boys who dont think trans men count as guys

-(addition to the previous one) boys who think trans women are just gay men/drag queens

-if he tries to control who you hang out with/doesnt want you hanging out with other guys, run

-if he had anger issues and isnt trying to work on them/apologizes but in ways that just blame you for him getting angry (i.e. “im sorry i snapped but you can just piss me off!!”)

-if he talks about how all his exes were crazy/ps*cho/etc

-if he uses slurs against other people (even if he technically can reclaim the slur (i.e. calling someone else f*g))

-if he thinks flamboyant gay men are terrible for perpetuating stereotypes

-if he does drag and calls himself a tr*nny

-if he hates lesbians

-also if he refuses to date bi men?

okay this is getting long but i hope i got my point across lmao

(feel free to add more points tho)

anonymous asked:

Hiya! ^^ I would like to request hc's about an MC who is a kpop star or part of a group. I imagine they'd all be super surprised to see them at the party! I hope you both are well, and you don't have to do my ask if you wouldn't like to! Oh sorry, I'm starting to ramble again aren't I? Hahaaaa;;;

A/N: IM SO READY FOR THIS, FUCK ME UP (and dont worry i ramble a lot, I don’t think you were rambling sweetheart <3) ~Admin 404


           -He’s a big big fan of kpop

           -Follows all the popular groups and stars almost religiously

           -So when you (or Saeyoung) tell the group what your name is, he’s hYPED


           -You just couldn’t tell him right off the bat that yes, you were that person

           -You decided to surprise him at the party instead!

           -Because nothing is cooler than finding out you’re dating an idol of yours, right???

           -So when he sees you at the party he actually squeals like a little kid because WOW YOU’RE THERE AND YOU’RE AMAZING

           -“YOU KNOW MY S/O HAS THE SAME NAME AS YOU” “Yoosung it is me, I’m MC, I’m your s/o”

           -Poor baby faints right then and there. From then on he’s just always so in awe every time he looks at you. Always telling his friends about you; “Hey did you know i’m dating-” “YES YOOSUNG, YOU’RE DATING MC. THE MC. YES YOU LOVE THEM. YES THEY LOVE YOU. WE GET IT”


           -Yeah he’s heard all the popular groups and stars

           -Has a ton of respect for them all

           -After all, he is a music man himself musicals are different than pop music though zen

           -He’s also a firm believer of “He can date whoever he wants, famous or not”

           -When he’s down in the dumps and you come over to his house to cheer him up he’s really surprised

           -Why is there a famous star on my doorstep?? What do they want?? Are they here to say bad things about me too? whaT IS HAPPENING

           -You have to quickly calm him down and explain that no, you’re just MC and you’re here to cheer him up

           -He’s so confused and stays like that for a solid hour. He talks to you and he’s excited and all but he just…. cannot process that the MC he’s developed strong feelings for is also the famous star MC

           -You’re waiting for him at his home while he brings back some snacks for the two of you and he bursts through his own front door



           -The moment she knew your name, she was suspicious

           -Isn’t one for blindly believing something

           -So she thought it was merely a coincidence that you shared the name of a famous star

           -Except when she saw you in person at the party

           -She kept asking around to make sure that she was seeing you correctly

           -Not to mention she never remembered anyone mentioning the invitation of a famous kpop star???

           -“Jaehee, it’s me. MC. I helped organize the party, I didn’t realize I had to put myself on the list”

           -You helped whAT

           -Then and there is the moment she realized that your name wasn’t a coincidence and that she had asked planned on asking a famous kpop star to be her partner in opening a coffee shop

           -But she doesn’t treat you any differently, not at all. She just kind of fangirls in silence (until you catch her later at the party)


           -“Are you part of that famous group that’s all over the radio all the time?”

           -I guess that’s one way of greeting me, Jumin

           -When he saw you in person it just solidified his assumptions

           -Doesn’t treat you any different than he would have before, because you’re still you

           -You just happen to have a title as well. That doesn’t change who you are inside, ya know, the part he loves

           -But, the fact that you’re famous and you have no body guards concerns him to all hell??

           -That day on you’re surrounded by more body guards than you can even see

           -He actually admits to not hearing any of your work and you just sit there in awe

           -“Jumin do you live under a rock?” “Don’t be ridiculous, I live up here in my penthouse”

           -He actually buys all your albums and anything you’ve ever made later that day. Falls in love with your music and he’s so cute like he wears your merch when the two of you are relaxing at home


           -Knew from the background check, there’s no be reveal for you this time MC

           -Though he was REALLY REALLY excited that you’re the famous kpop star because he loves your music

           -Actually seen you live before which makes meeting you 10x more exciting

           -He throws in lyrics to your songs to try and let you know that “hey, mc, i know who you are but im keeping it a secret from everyone else”

           -HYPED AS HELL! The person he fell in love with is also the celebrity he had the biggest crush on

           -But that also scares the hell out of him because of his job??? He’s supposed to be in the shadows??? How would this even work out?

           -Despite it all, he still came to the apartment to protect you

           -You expected a big “wow i can’t believe its you” but instead you just got ignored and you’re just left there kinda like???? dude???

           -But when the two of you head out to Mint Eye headquarters, your music started to blare in his car and he couldn’t turn it down fast enough

           -EMBARRASSED AS ALL HELL, he’s as red as his hair and finally admits that you’re his favourite recording artist and has been for years. Even admits that he’s the owner of your fanclub fucking dORK


           - can he even see you

           - im sorRY I HAD TO THROW THAT IN JUST FOR 626

           -Really really surprised to see that you’re the famous MC

           -Actually enjoys your music a lot and has photographed you at a few of your shows

           -Never sold the pictures though because those are personal to him what a fanboy

           -He feels TERRIBLE that you got caught up in all of this, he doesn’t think you deserve the trouble at all

           -When he meets you in person, the first thing he does is apologize profusely

           -After a very long time, and the two of you end up together, he didn’t even realize that one day he wore a t-shirt of yours until you pointed it out

           -Immediately starts to stutter and turn bright red. The gig was up so he decided to show you some of those pictures he’s taken as well

           -He’s your favourite photographer at every show from then on and he’s loving the hell out of it <3


           -Also knew from the beginning

           -He’s not into kpop, he’s into some harder music, forget that MC

           - somebody’s being a LLLIIIAAAAAARRRRR

           -After a while, when the two of you get close, you catch him listening to a few of your songs

           -You never say anything though because if you catch him, he gets embarrassed and just walks out of the room

           -Hates publicity (or the public population in general, take your pick) so he avoids it at all cost

           -But he does think it’s pretty cool that you’ve created music, like he wishes he could do something like that

           -Protects you from his fanboy of a brother who’s always hanging all over you

           - calm down saeran it’s in an idol-appreciation way

           -Literally does not care if you’re famous or not. He has no more fucks to give. None I tell you, none

things ive noticed about the signs // harsh advice

aries: they’re just here for the fun of it. fucking hilarious, but usually in their own way, so they’re funny to just themselves and their close friends. wants to be more independent than they are. shitty drivers. dont have much of a filter. extremely adept at overcoming life’s bullshit, mainly because they do not have time for this. quick thinkers. // learn how to own up to the shitty things you do everyone is sick and tired of calling you out just apologize and be done with it

taurus: able to adapt to new environments. hard workers. good at everything they try. not always trusting of or open to new friends, but when they care about someone, steadfast doesn’t even begin to cover it. they aren’t going anywhere. // i swear to fucking christ if i catch you shit talking yourself one more time im gonna punch you in the throat(in a friendly loving way)

gemini: whether they’re an introvert or an extrovert, they know how to talk to people and make friends easily. 95% of people have a crush on them at some point solely for their magnetic personality. is a giant fucking loser but somehow pulls it off. makes good grilled cheese sandwiches. doesn’t really want to be the team leader, as they have a better view from the back, but they’re pretty good leaders. // if you make one more shitty pun im going to check you into a wall

cancer: fluid personality, often shifting quickly from sensitive to uncaring. they want to feel safe, whether this is emotionally, romantically, or financially. they love surprising people with gifts. they have a laugh that you can never forget. open about their feelings. if they love you, you will know. smarter than they’re given credit for. // for the last time, your day was not ruined because you stubbed your toe please calm down and quit crying

leo: they soak up all the attention within a 5 mile radius of wherever they happen to be standing. they want to succeed and be recognized for their achievements, but they would never think of dragging anyone down with them. positive and creative thinkers. persistent. weirdly flexible. natural leaders. when they speak, people listen, partially out of respect but also because leos are naturally likable. // QUIT YELLING AT PEOPLE WHO ARE DOING THEIR BEST!!!step in someone else’s shoes for fucking once, goddamn

virgo: contrary to popular belief, not actually that excited about school. their room is generally a mess but like, theres one part of it that always has to be clean. they like to make friends, they like to be liked, but they know when thats not an option, and they will not hesitate to cut someone off to protect themselves. if you’re a virgo with a resting bitch face, i am so sorry and i understand. me too. // WHY DO U DO THAT THING WHERE U THINK UR BETTER THAN EVERYONE???U AINT BITCH THE FUCK

libra: ambitious. sometimes seen as shallow but theres often a lot more hidden under the surface. charming when they want to be. one of the funniest people you know, but you dont realize it until they’re mad at you. also, their anger is terrifying so watch your back. if they make a mistake, please just forgive them, because chances are they’re beating themselves up about it. like a lot. make great brownies. // YOU GET PISSY ABOUT THE LITTLEST THINGS. SHUT UP

scorpio: love making other people happy. sometimes manipulative, but a lot of times by accident. spend all of their energy worrying about others, but never themselves, and then some. loyal to the last breath. weirdly good at dancing. always a little bit confused about whats going on but pretends to know whats going on so they look smarter. compassionate. they love new beginnings, clean slates, and fresh starts. // stop dancing around what you wanna say and fuckin SAY IT

sagittarius: adventurous. just because they’re quiet doesn’t mean they’re shy. bad at listening to others sometimes, but they’re doing their best, really. curious. not bothered by a lot. probably would marry a good glass of chocolate milk. tries to be optimistic in most situations, but if they start crying just let them get it out okay they need a good solid cry rn. big hearts. sometimes nosey. want to make a difference in the world and to the people around them. // i have called your name three times you piece of shit PAY ATTENTION STOP ZONING OUT THIS IS IMPORTANT

capricorn: witty and self-depricating. loyal friends but bad at texting back. they dont shit talk people often, but when they do, its because that person is really, really awful. probably a fucking weeb. if they aren’t, then they’re a furry. if they aren’t either of those, then they’re lying. down to earth(literally, they’re an earth sign). they will kick your ass at cards against humanity. accept that they are funnier than you and move on. great hair. // you’re a passive aggressive little shit and you know it

aquarius: independent. talk when they’re nervous. excellent liars, but also brutally honest. alien fuckers. EXTREMELY perceptive, often seeing things you didn’t want them to, or that you thought you had hidden well. organized. probably runs an aesthetic blog. the only people that can lie to them are themselves. hate feeling dragged down by others. // QUIT FUCKING COMPLAINING ABOUT TINY SHIT LIKE PEOPLE NOT GOING FAST ENOUGH WHEN THE LIGHT TURNS GREEN!!!!SOME PEOPLE ARENT ALWAYS HAVING A GOOD DAY OKAY

pisces: resilient. always wants to stay busy. honestly some of the sweetest people ive ever met, occasionally a bit misunderstood. obsessive. emotional, which sometimes pulls them in confusing directions. determined to get what they want. the supportive friend that just needs a hug. whatever skills they have, they’re just naturally talented. tries to be mysterious, usually ends up tripping over their own feet. // you’re some of the worst procrastinators of all time get your shit together buddy

anonymous asked:

Matt has an ugly, long scar on his calf from where Shiro had slashed him with the sword. Even though it was to save Matt's life, Shiro is always attentive of that leg when he caresses it and kisses the scar like a rentless, quiet apology

The first time he saw the scar on Matt’s leg he probably started crying or at least froze up bc
Yeah he’d done it to save Matt’s life, but it had been deep/bad enough to leave a scar

Every time he tries to apologize for it Matt, more or less, tells him to shut up bc if Shiro hadn’t done that, he would be dead and a scar, no matter who made it, is better than being dead

And every time Shiro tries to say he’s sorry, Matt thanks Shiro for saving him
He thanks Shiro for going through hell in the area so he (Matt) didn’t have to

He often does this while gently kissing Shiro’s scars because most of them he got while fighting in the area, and Matt feels sort of responsible for having Shiro end up in there even though he knows it’s ridiculous bc it’s the Galra’s fault and Matt had no idea Shiro would risk his own life to save his

But tl;dr
They each feel responsible/are responsible for each other’s scars and kiss those scars while apologizing or thanking one another

Drug Wars (Pt. 3)

mafia!Jungkook x Reader

‘…you always look like a little angel when you’re beneath me’

Warnings: There will be very explicit sexual content, violence, drugs, graphic descriptions of everything,so please don’t read if you’re easily triggered and please don’t do drugs.

A/N: None of these pictures are mine, credits to the owners. There are mistakes, I’ll reread it later. I’m anxious as fuck, so please, please tell me how you feel about this part and feel free to ask questions. Enjoy!

Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 | The Real Drug War

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so with clarke now being injected with nightblood, all i can think of is potential bellarke scenes. so obviously clarke is gonna get exposed to radiation which will make her sick. but like luna, she’ll probably get sick and then her body will heal itself. abby would be by her side when shes sick and im picturing clarke all snuggled in that nice big bed and abby sitting with her, apologizing for letting it get this bad etc etc and clarke saying it was her choice and stop worrying and she has hope she’ll heal. even though clarke is terrified she’ll die. of course bellamy will catch word of clarke. my thought is that abby will be the one to tell him and say that clarke needs him now more than ever. so he’ll rush to her side. when he gets there, abby will leave the two of them to have some time. and clarke will ask bellamy to stay with her. he’ll get comfortable laying next to her on the bed and maybe, just maybe their hands will touch and fingers gently intertwine. bellamy and clarke will look at their hands and bellamy will start “clarke-” but she’ll try to stop him again. but he isnt letting that happen again. he starts again “no, clarke. i need to say this. let me say it.” so clarke nods knowing where this is going, terrified its a goodbye. bellamy continues “we dont have much time left and the thought of losing you again is worse than the end of the world. i love you, clarke.” and clarke’s eyes would get misty and she’d wordlessly snuggle into bellamy’s chest. after she collects herself she’ll finally speak, “we’ll survive this. we always do.”

and of course the next morning is cute because their legs will be all tangled together and they’ll smile at each other when they wake up but bellamy will notice something, “clarke - you’re healed.” she’ll spin around and look at herself in the mirror and see her skin is cleared and the only indication left that she was ever sick is the stomach ache. she’d stand and examine her skin. bellamy would stand behind her in awe. clarke would turn to bellamy and rush into his arms, kissing him with all the passion she has for him. in clarke fashion though, she’ll be ready to get back to work, to saving everyone so the two walk closer than ever, shoulders brushing, to the lab to reveal the experiment worked and they get to work to save the world.

Let Me Be Your Anchor

Okay so hi, I’m new to this. liam-dunbar-9xx has given me a chance and requested an imagine. I’m really nervous because this will be my first one I post!

Liam Dunbar Imagine

“So it could be around season 4 and So the reader would have IED and is in the pack maybe Scotts sister and when Liam is bitten and joins the pack she’s helps him with his anger and gives him tips and she becomes his anchor”

I tried, fam

(Y/N) thought nothing of it when she walked into her house and didn’t hear her brother Scott or his best friend Stiles, she figured they were they were out or studying. She started up the stairs to go to her room and stopped when she heard voices in Scott’s room.

‘maybe you should explain to him since you’re the one who did it.’ She heard Stiles say.

You carefully put your hand Scott’s doorknob and put your ear close to the door, listening.

‘I bit you, and it’s going to change you. We don’t know if it’s for the good, or the bad.’ Scott said in a calm voice.

You twisted the knob and swung the door open, all three surprised boys attention turned towards you as you stared at Scott in disbelief. “You bit him?!”

Stiles quickly got up and ushered you out of the room and into the hallway, blabbering about how Scott kidnapped a freshmen and he bit him.

“Wait, wait, woah. Hold on.” You finally said, holding up a hand to stop Stiles from talking. “Scott bit and kidnapped that new freshman?”


“But he only bit him to save him?” You asked skeptically, your eyes focusing on Stiles.

Scott came out of his room, closing the door behind him. “I think he’s scared.”

“Of course he’s scared!” you yelled, wanting to shake your older brother. “I’d be scared too if some random guy bit me and kidnapped me!”

Stiles stuffed his hands in his pockets and looked to Scott and then you, “I think we need to go in there and explain.”

All three of you nodded, Scott leading the way back into his room. It was going well, until Stiles mentioned that Liam’s body could reject the bite and he could die. Before Scott could tell Stiles to shut up, Liam’s head ducked down, his shoulders shaking and whimpers escaping his lips.

“Is he crying?” Stiles asked, trying to see his face.

“Scott, he’s crying.” You say, panic rising in your voice. You gently pushed Scott in front of you so he could comfort the crying boy.

Reluctantly, Scott kneeled down, “Hey, it’s okay. You’re not going to die.” He rested comforting hands on his arms.

“Probably not.” Stiles commented. You hit him on the arm and gave him a look that said ‘shut up’. He grabbed his arm in pain, mumbling about how you’re human but your hit is like a werewolf.

Once Scott seemed like he got Liam calmed down, he turned to you and Stiles. “Help me untie him, please.” Scott and Stiles both ripped off the tape while you stood and watched.

“Are you okay? We’re sorry about that…” Scott said sheepishly.

Liam stood up from the chair, his head still down. 

“Please talk so I know they didn’t traumatize you.” You asked, wanting to reach out and touch the boy. “Liam…”

“I’m fine!” He yelled, shoving past you, Scott and Stiles. With that, he went down the stairs and out the front door. Stiles was going to follow him but Scott stopped him.

“We threw too much at him… We can talk to him at school, when he calms down, ya know?” Your brother suggested, he waited for you and Stiles to agree.  

You snorted, your arms crossed over your chest. “If he shows up.” You walked to your room, closing the door behind you.

You, Scott, and Stiles pulled up to school in Stiles’ jeep. As you three were making your way inside the school, you caught sight of Liam.

“Hey,” You said, wandering up to him, he was rummaging through his locker. “Are you okay? I’m really sorry about my brother and Stiles…” you played with your backpack straps.

Liam slammed his locker door shut, startling you. “Yeah, I’m fine. Now why don’t you back the hell off?” he angrily said to your face and started walking away. He didn’t get far before you grabbed his arm.

“Hey! You need to listen to what Scott and Stiles tell you. Scott was serious and you’re a part of his pack now. You need him,” You growled, pulling Liam closer to you, anger in your eyes.

He tried to pull himself out of your grip but couldn’t, “And if I don’t?” he looked at you with the same anger.

Your grip tightened on him, “Then you’ll become an omega… and they don’t last long, sweetheart. But that’s up to you.” You faked a smile, releasing your strong grip on him, and began walking away.

That was the first time Liam really looked at you, and he was blown away with the fact that you’re Scott’s sister. You and Scott had the same eyes, facial expressions, mannerisms, even the same smile!

You were beautiful and he couldn’t deny that.

“Wait,” Liam called after you. You smirked and turned on your heel as the boy caught up to you. “I’m sorry,” he said, looking defeated. You raised an eyebrow and he continued, “this is a lot to take in and I’m a little scared.”

You tilted your head to the side, “That’s what we’re here for. We’re here to help you learn and get through this whole werewolf thing.” A small giggle escaped your lips, Scott should be telling him this, not you. “Let’s skip… I can explain as much as I can to you, if you want.”

The freshman agreed and you two left the school and went to your house.

Liam was finishing up telling you his story about how he transferred to Beacon Hills and about his IED. He thought you were going to think of him as a freak and order him out of your bedroom, but you didn’t. You sat there quietly and listened to him, not once thinking of him as a freak.

“I just don’t know how to control it. My dad told me that kids with IED do one of two things, they either hurt themselves, or hurt other people.” Liam admitted, looking towards you.

You started walking towards him, “I can help you.” You softly said, taking his hand in yours. “Let me help you.” Liam looked at you, a little skeptical and you continued. “When I was younger, my mom and Scott would help me calm down. Scott’s advice to me was to think of family and friends, and it helped me a lot.” You suggested.

“We’ve tried that already, remember? What else am I supposed to think of, (Y/N)?” he removed his hands from your smaller ones and began to pace. “I can’t control my IED let alone when I change during the full moon.”

“Think of me then.” You blurted out.

Liam stopped and looked at you dumbfounded. “You?”

You nodded sheepishly. “Think of me when you have your IED outbursts,” You began walking towards him and took his hands back in yours. “Think of me when you’re changing during the full moon, and if thinking of me isn’t enough, then I’ll be with you when either of the two happen.” You ran a hand down his face gently, your eyes searching his eyes for an answer. “Let me help you.” You whispered.

The boy stood there, looking at you. “Do you think it’ll work?”

“Most definitely.” You smiled. “When Scott was first turned, his girlfriend, Allison, helped him through the full moons. She was his anchor.”


“She kept him grounded during the full moon and she calmed him down.” You stopped, realizing you may have spoken too much. The damage was done so you continued, “Let me be your anchor, Liam.”

After a couple moments of silence and you mentally beating yourself up for talking so much, Liam replied. “Okay.” He nodded, giving your hands a squeeze.

You smiled, “Okay!” you repeated back. You were so caught up in the excitement that you wrapped your hands around Liam’s neck and kissed him. It was went you pulled away that you realized what you did and immediately began apologizing.

He stopped you midway of ‘jesus Christ I’m so sorry!’, “It’s fine, (Y/N).” He laughed, staring at your slightly horrified expression. “I wanted to kiss you anyways.”



“Oh.” You said, a smile and blush on your face. “That’s good, I was totally expecting you to freak out and walk away from me!” You nervously giggled.

“Why would I freak out when you’re my anchor?”

You grinned and nodded.

The next full moon, you were there with Liam and you helped him calm down. Even when he had an IED outburst, you were there and helped him. Of course, it worked vice versa, like when you had an IED outburst, he helped you calm down even though you accidently punched him in the face. You wouldn’t stop apologizing until Liam kissed you to shut you up.

Liam thought that letting you be his anchor was the best thing he’s ever agreed to.

 MY GOSH THAT SUCKED IM SORRY. I’M TERRIBLE WITH ENDINGS SOMETIMES. Buuut I hope you all enjoyed it for being my first imagine. ;-; request if you want to see more of me though.

I’m sorry that one day you’ll turn over in the mornings and I won’t be there because at 5 AM I decided I needed more drugs.
I’m Sorry that when you talk to me my mind will be so distant that I couldn’t tell you what you just previously said to me.
I’m Sorry that when you hold my hands they will be frail and weak from hitting and missing veins.
I’m Sorry for getting angry at you when you realize a week has passed since I’ve eaten and you simply just ask if I’m hungry.
I’m Sorry that I’m forcing you to fight for my love.
I’m sorry that you might not win.
So leave now while you can because even just one shot is that consuming.
—  I have to apologize in advance (written during previous relationship)
Not In that way (Jughead)PT.1


Ok so this is like my first small fic so im sorry if it sucks, I wrote this on my phone too so I apologize

Summary: You’re basically head over heals about Jughead and you’re tired of him being oblivious. So, after he rejects you, you change

Growing up you and Jughead had always been bestfriends. You had started to develop a small crush on him during freshman year, you made it seem so obvious even Archie who was always clueless noticed. You were tired it drove you insane, during summer Arch and Jughead fell out. Everything changed on July the 4th no one was the same. Not you not anyone. You tried being the same you no matter what, .Jughead started writing his novel, and when ever you’d spend your time at Pop’s he’d barely even talk. It annoyed you to the core but you wouldn’t show it. You were supportive you just hated you didn’t get enough attention from him

Present Time

I finally woke up for school after hitting the snooze button on your phone at least 5 times. Rubbing my eyes I slowly stood up, and brushed out my h/c hair and trew it into two french braids. Changed out of your clothes into your favorite black skinny jeans and a simple gray shirt and your Converse. After, getting dressed you walked to the bathroom and quickly washed your face and teeth. You quickly walked back to your room grabbed your favorite back hoodie, your phone, headphones and backpack. Rushing down stairs you quickly grabbed your Naked juice and keys. I started the long dreadful walk to school.

Arriving to school you where welcomed by Ronnie and Kevin.

“Hey y/n” they both said in sync

“Hi guys, have you seen Jughead” you asked and smiled

“He is in the newspaper room with Betty" Ronnie answered, both of you gave each other a half smiled

Veronica had started crushing on Betty, when they both kissed in the River Vixens tryouts. You told her, you felt as if Jughead had started crushing on Betty. It crushed both you and Ronnie.

“C'mon gals cheer up. Y/n if you want Jughead to notice you, tell him how you feel about him, and Veronica you do the same thing.” Kevin said while putting his arms around both of you

“Kevin you’re saying it likes its something easy to do. It all takes time to do. You can’t just drop it like a bomb” Ronnie said

“Yeah” you said agreeing to what she said

Kevin just smiled and shook his head and we kept walking

“Well i don’t know about you, but this is my stop see you in Chemistry"Kevin said and walked into class

“Ronnie, want to accompany me to give Juggie his notes” I asked her

“Sure"she said we were both hand in hand.

When we got to the newspaper room you were close to opening the door until you saw through the window. They kissed, it ached your heart so much you felt like crying. You faced Veronica she had hurt in her eyes. You’re eyes were watery, tears threatening to spill. You hugged her tight.

“Ronnie I have to go” My voice cracked

“Go they wont know you were here”she said 

I ran, I ran until I felt my chest close in. Tears streaming down, once I got home i ran up to my room and just cried, cried into my pillow like there was no tomorrow. I cried till I fell into a deep nap. 

I stayed home all day I never left it was around nine when you heard a knock on your door. I opened my door and was welcomed by Jughead with Pop’s take out and a milkshake. He looked into my eyes concerned as why were they puffy and red. You had wallowed all day. He had a worrisome look he gently closed the door and set the food down.

“Y/N, whats wrong why where you crying” He asked you grabbing both yor hands, I was done trying I was going to tell him how I felt

“Whats wrong, Jughead is that I’m in love with you.” I said it, I felt the weight fall of my shoulders. He held my hands even tighter

“Id never ask you to love me, because deep down I’m certain I know what you’d say. I hate to say I need you,I rely on you way too much, I’m so dependent, I’m such a fool for you.”I said my voice cracking at the end, he looked at me deeply at this point i was crying

“I’m sorry Y/N, believe me I love you, but not in that way.” He said

“Juggie I need you to leave before you break my heart anymore”I said


“Jughead, Please just leave”I said one last time. He did as he was told ‘I guess its time for a change’ you thought to yourself as you grabbed the food he got you and took it upstairs.

Jughead felt such guilt he really did love Y/N  he just couldn’t break Betty’s innocent heart just like Archie had. That night he ended up breaking his bestfriends heart even more and it broke him.

anonymous asked:

new coworker was cashiering on st patricks day, i was cashier after her. she left me a mountain of shit to do after claiming she did it all (she didnt even make go-back/rtv carts she literally left shit piled everywhere) then told someone i was bossy when i got frustrated about it. i apologized but it made me feel bad because then all my other coworkers were like YEAH YOU'RE SO BOSSY and i couldnt tell if they were joking or not. but that bitch's register was over 29$ and im the bad one >>

furgemancs  asked:

Hey dear. I know we're not talking that much lately, so I just wanted to tell you you are an awesome, talented person I really love and feel honored to be your friend (even if Im a terrible one XP ) stay strong hun!!! *hugs tight*

I’ve never been really social and I apologize if I don’t talk much to you lately as well, but you definitely count for me as a precious friend… You’re far from a terrible one I just don’t know how to handle people, especially lately with everything that is going on. I really hope you’re having a nice weekend sweetie pie. And please, take care of yourself.

Thank you for those kind words, it means a lot to me…

Originally posted by piccolasognatrice-91

when the writers make dean show mary the door, be vocal about his feelings and call out sam on his crap

when the writers make dean wrong, his feelings also wrong and make him apologize and accept mary’s bullshit with arms wide open

anonymous asked:

How do you bring attention to someone’s able-ism? —I was at the one of the marches with my friend and she saw a guy who was using a cane, in response she used him as inspiration porn, and saying things like how strong he was, and how it makes her so happy to him marching even tho he needed a cane, and other stuff like that, and I wanted to mention how its was ableist and stuff, but I didnt know how—also I apologize for the weird wording in places, im having trouble figuring out the phrasing

No weird wording! I get what you mean. Personally, I find approaching the subject as a learning experience the best way. Not to come at it condescendingly or rudely. Just be like “hey, people in the disability community are not okay with being treated in this way and here’s why. Doing x,y, and z is much better if you want to be inclusive and supportive of disabled people”

For your friend, there are also some good sources for explaining inspiration porn. Stella Young’s TED talk on inspiration porn is by far my favorite. I have used it in college lectures on ableism. Googling “explaining inspiration porn” also offers quite a few articles written by disabled people. 

disability au’s: tourette syndrome! 

  • you have a tic where you click your tongue a few times in a row during class and it’s really loud so I can tell you get embarrassed by the looks u get. just becaus I’m an idiot though and like seeing you smile I end up drumming on the table to start a jam session with ur clicks as the baseline and we sound awesome man ayyy
  • I like to bet the odds of how many tics I’ll have in a spell every once in a while just because I like money&gambling but ur stupit ass always guesses right and it pisses me the hell off because im the one with the tic so how do u even know this what thenfuck 
  • your tic involves shaking your head back and forth and sometimes u hit me with your hair but I don’t rly mind cause its hella pretty and ur hairflip motion is A1
    • also i can see you get embarrassed by it and apologize but i like shamelessly flirting with you and joke that if I had hair like that I’d ‘flip it around all day too’ cause it makes u snort and smile
  • I have those really frustrating tics where I feel the need to curse unstoppably & of course it’s in the middle of a test when the room is deadass silent so I’m jus sittin here whispering “fuck” to myself over and over and I can see you noticing me but apparently not really noticing bc you just circled an answer on your paper saying “same" 
  • I didn’t know you had tourettes even though we kinda share looks all the time in art class, so when I held up my piece to show you it you grimaced/rolled your eyes and immediately mouthed a big apology and all I can do is laugh cause hey, your pretty cute when you’re embarrassed  
  • you never eat much around people because you hum when you do and it’s embarrassing, but I didn’t know that so when I forced you to try some of my cooking I had to admit, I just thought you liked it a whole lot man I was super happy 
  • the tics I get spasm my shoulder muscles and they’re really fucking annoying sometimes so I get frustrated and you always think it’s funniest thing to hear me cursing the hell out of everything when I go into a spell when it’s NOT– I hate it and I hate yuo and stop making me laugh so hard while this happening YOU’RE NOT HELPING