im never gonna leave without you

anonymous asked:

I completely support zayn for his decision I agree he did a brave thing leaving the tour and choosing himself Im sure hes been trying to hold it together for a long time but I cant shake the thought that its a bit unprofessional to leave in the middle of a tour.. I give the other boys a big round of applause for picking up the slack and doing it without him but do you think they might harbor the slightest bit of resentment towards zayn? Im sure they want a break.. Idk I love them all regaurdless

So he’d better professionally stay and end up depressed or worse? You’d better hear the worst of news in half a year just to have seen them as ot5 for your concert? I’m never gonna see them in Vienna as ot5, do you hear me bitching about it?

Don’t you dare bring professionalism up. Don’t you dare. He’s been clearly not good in the inside but showed nothing during otra in the outside. He was bouncing and happy because he knew he could get rid of modest and the shitshow he never signed up for. He just wanted to fucking make fucking music. Don’t you fucking say he was unprofessional. He did the otra shows for his boys and his fans, while he had a war raging in the inside.

And honestly I can see a conversation when the boys are choking up asking him to quit because they love him that much, and then they would all do their signature group hug, squuezing the shit out of each other. When you love someone who’s struggling from demons you set them free. If you don’t set them free, you sign their death penalty.

The entitlement in this fandom runs so fucking deep.

Just kindly leave my inbox thank you.

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anonymous asked:

im worried about a party i was invited to because its gonna be the first real party ive been to and im not against drinking but im worried about that aspect of it?

Make sure you go with a friend and that you look out for each other’s safety.

Do not leave your drink alone and do not allow people to pressure you into drinking. You can have a good time without alcohol.

If you’ve never had a drink before the best time to have one is in the safety of your own home with at least one other trusted person, NOT at a party.

I would suggest having an “escape plan” ie a bus or a friend or an uber that can get you out of there if you wanna go home.

At the end of the day, NEVER feel embarrassed or afraid to call your parents for help if that is an option available to you. They will ultimately be glad you are safe and trusted them enough to call for help.

im never gonna wait
that extra twenty minutes
to text you back,
and im never gonna play
hard to get
when i know your life
has been hard enough already.
when we all know everyones life
has been hard enough already
its hard to watch
the game we make of love
like everyones playing checkers
with their scars,
saying checkmate
whenever they get out
without a broken heart.
just to be clear
i dont want to get out
without a broken heart.
i intend to leave this life
so shattered
theres gonna have to be
a thousand separate heavens
for all of my flying parts.

I was tagged by meganleeann137 for this challenge! :)

Using only song titles from one artist/band, cleverly answer these questions. Pass it on to 15 people. Try not to repeat a song title, it’s a lot harder than you think!

Pick your artist/band: Maroon 5

What is your gender? sugar
Describe yourself: this love
How do you feel? animals
Describe where you currently live : won’t go home without you
If you could go anywhere, where would you go? Never gonna leave this bed
Your favorite form of transportation? payphone
Your best friend is? moves like jagger
You and your best friends are? one more night
Favorite time of day? daylight
If your life was a TV show, what would the title be? maps
What is life to you? wake up call
Your relationship? lucky strike
Your fear? harder to breathe

I tag: elliebelliesblog, outlawed-summer & dammit-jim-im-a-blog!

you know…i feel so lonely and all but i never message people out of fear im bugging them or gonna fuck up again, well you know if theyve gone this long without messaging me why would anyone care if i just went missing.
I feel so dumb and i fuck up all the time and shit, idk…i think im just a trouble for everyone my mom has said multiple times of leaving or dying because of me and many other people i think its best if one day i leave

Lost

At a crossroads
Not sure what to do
Its never gonna be the same
Well not without you
How can it by right
When I have any doubt
Isnt that a sign
that maybe I should get out
If I leave
Will I have more what ifs
If I stay
Will I have more of this is it
Is it just that the flame is dull
Or is it that theres someone else
Am I just finding an excuse to go
Because im scared
Or have I just had enough of
Im not prepared
Do I want to marry her
Do I want to have kids
Am I hoping that she leaves me
And that maybe she’ll call it quits
Am in praying for someone else
To come show me what im missing
Or is it that im just afraid that hers are the last lips ill be kissing
So many thoughts
Too many to mention
Fuck knows what I want
Its question after question
I think I want it simple
Just sex and a casual chat
But then again
I want someone that has my back
I know I cant have both
Its one or the other
But I dont know how ill ever
Get past this
Or if I truly wanna

When you love someone you love them for the way they are, how they think, how they act the way they make you feel, and you support that person to become who they want to become and get to where they wanna be, i know for a fact i’m not gonna stop loving you at all im so in love with you that just an hour without you has made me so sad an lonely that id be a fool to not love a girl like you, you are so unique and i love everything about you and i will support you no matter what im always gonna be here im never leaving, I love K.D for who she is and who she wants to be and il still love her just as much in 80 years time no matter what your my best friend wife and soul mate i love you so so much Forever and Always X X X

ive lost my shit

im so fucking done

my grandmother, like the shit she is, has decided its ok to scream at my disabled brother, disabled grandfather, and myself. fucking thanks, i really needed to know you dont give two shits about any of us (wow no surprise there lol)

she fucking lays on her ass all day and expects everyone to listen to her without question.. and when family is around, she acts like the nicest person alive. im so tired of her i want to leave i want to escape i just dont want to be around her ever again but that will never happen because she manages to weasel her way out of everything. i dont want to go back to being depressed and anxious all the time. but its gonna happen because im forced to be around her while my mom is working all the fucking time. i have to sit in my room all day when she’s here because she’s to goddamn lazy to do anything. if i want something and literaly cant do it myself? guess im not doing that. if i dont like something we’re having for dinner? i can either force myself to eat it or eat nothing at all. does she care? nah

It does not matter how happy I am or how good on terms at the moment. It never last. Damn. It gets me all the time, I always think that you’ll change but I guess not. Even though I TRY but it’s fine. I’m gonna leave anyways . That’s why I feel the way I feel. I’ll make my own success without your help. I will get my own things without your help. I WILL NOT BE HAPPY UNLESS IM ON MY OWN.