im letting everyone down

when i was like 14, i once wore contact lenses instead of glasses to school bc i had just learned how to put them on and i wanted to show them to my friends right, and this one guy goes and tells me “i thought girls were supposed to become beautiful when they stopped wearing glasses. something obviously went wrong with you” and that was??? so incredibly rude i wanted to cry but i just stood there not knowing what to say bc i honestly thought we were friends

but the girl sitting in front of him (who was also his crush, mind u) hears him and turns around with the most disgusted expression on her face, and calls him out on it like “omg i cant believe you said that have you even seen yourself in a mirror you have no right to tell her shit” and then she turns to me and says “dont listen to him, you look gorgeous with or without glasses” and she probably already forgot about that but i always remember it whenever i feel self-conscious about myself

so the moral of the story is: if u see someone being a jerk to someone else, dont laugh along and call them out on it. stick together and bring all the fuckboys down

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Doodles from waiting at the bus stop, using only my sweet keychains as ref

im having so much fun playing spot the difference with those two isco pics

yall: how can you not love the balloon squad?? youre racist if youre not six feet deep in their asses! theres no reason to be suspicious!
yall: thought even was a serial killer up until 3x08

honestly i cant believe i let myself become a tumblr gay…. im sorry to everyone who supported me i let u down the moment i listened to electra heart

BREAKING: Josh Balz left Motionless In White after 10 years.

His statement:

Never did I think this day was going to come. It was 10 YEARS ago, a full decade, that I joined a group of friends who started a music project called Motionless in White. I was 16 years old and had the whole world ahead of me, and together with the guys we managed to explore a ton of it. It’s crazy how fast time goes, and how much I’ve learned and grown over the past 10 years. I will never regret anything that has happened, and will forever cherish so much of this journey, especially all of the people and the dedicated fans I got to connect with along the way, but with that being said it is time for me to depart from Motionless In White. This year a lot has changed in my life from The Strange and Unusual growing immensely, to MIW signing to a major label, and a million other things that altered my life for both good and bad. Ive learned so much, and now understand on a new level what it is like to really experience life struggles, what is really important to me, and in this discovery and self reflection I’ve found myself. I’ve always been the one to go out and talk to and hangout with fans, as all of you know… but this past year I was honestly just hanging on because I felt I would let everyone down if I left. Im finally ready to refocus my time to worry about myself, and what I really want, and what makes me happy. And in that, I understand that it is time to stop being a part of MIW. It’s funny how after all of these years, I feel MOST connected to our fans, and truly understand their struggles and connect with them more than ever. And with this realization, comes my exit. The bottom line is, you have to do what makes YOU happy. We all have one life to live, and we can’t live it for anyone else. I know this news may disappoint some fans, but this isn’t a bad thing. I’ve grown up with all of you, and this is just the next chapter for me!

I’m sure this will not be the the last you see of me in the music Industry, and you guys know where you can always find me! Keep staying strong and fearlessly following your dreams, wherever they may lead you. Thank you for the most amazing 10 years. Here’s to the next chapter!

anonymous asked:

Style 5 reacting to their s/o craving while pregnant

AHHH, I’M SO LATE WITH THIS DX IM SORRY EVERYONE!!!! I HAVE LET YOU ALL DOWN Orz I will try to make it up to all of you. QwQ 

Haru couldn’t help but stare as you sat on the couch, downing what seemed to be the fifth bowl of popcorn, much to his chagrin. “…(Name)… don’t you think you’ve had enough?” Haru asked after moments of silence. You’re gaze briefly met his, before they flickered back to the TV, and sighed. “ I can’t help these random cravings…you know that.” You lightly frowned, and puffed out your cheeks a little. Haru, thinking that little gesture was adorable, stifled a chuckle and walked over to the couch before plopping down beside you, and gently placed a hand over your swollen belly. “I know…but I just think having a fifth bowl is too much for our little guy today.” At this your cheeks lightly flushed, and you placed your hand over his with a soft smile. “Aww, Haru…” You giggled and kissed his forehead, before looking at him with a smirk. “Actually, this is my eighth bowl~.” “…What…?”

“Are you sure you should be eating all that ice cream…?” Makoto asked, as he eyed you eating a full tub of ice cream. You giggled as you pulled the spoon out from your mouth, and turned around on the stool you were currently sitting on, and faced him. “Well, the baby wants ice cream, so I’m just helping them have some~.” “So, your the type of parent to spoil their children?” Makoto chuckled softly and pressed his lips against your forehead. “…I’m gonna spoil them only a little…not too much.” You murmured softly with a giggle. Makoto smiled back with closed eyes, and took a step forwards to give you a warm embrace. “I can’t wait for the little one to emerge and see the world…” He murmured into your hair as you return the warm gesture. “I can’t either…now…time for me to finish that ice cream~.” “…*sigh*.”

“Hey, (Name)?” “Yes~?” Rin closed the cupboard he was previously looking through, before he walked over to the cabinets beside it, and opened those too. “Where are the peanuts? I swear we bought some yesterda-” Rin stopped mid-sentence when he heard the sounds of shells being crushed, and munching, which soon stopped as well. “…(Name)…” “…Yes?” The red head slowly turned around, and and gave you a deadpan look. “…Are you craving again?” At this question, you tried to fake an offended look, which in your mind worked pretty well. “Why would you ever suggest such a thing?” “…There’s the bag of peanuts that we bought just yesterday, that is now practically empty. And there’s a bowl full of peanut shells right there.” You blinked owlishly, before a sheepish smile stretched across your face, along with a light blush. “…Oops~?” Rin sighed, before letting out a slightly bitter chuckle, making you feel offended…this time for real. “It’s not my fault, I’m carrying another human inside me! Of course I’d be craving…why don’t you try being pregnant for once, and see how you like it!” You huffed dramatically, and crossed your arms across your chest. Rin couldn’t help but chuckle at your little outburst. “I don’t mind you craving…I just hoped you’d save some for me.” “…Oh.”

Nagisa found your cravings kind of amusing…most of the time. Today, you were just searching through the kitchen looking for granola bars, ‘cause for some reason you couldn’t live without them. And just last week the same thing happened…with grapes. “Dang…do we not have any…?” You quietly muttered, but loud enough for Nagisa to hear. “Sorry, (Name)-chan. You’re 24 hours too late…I had the last one yesterday.” Once you heard that, you let out a loud whine and looked at him with puppy dog eyes. “How could you do this to me?!” You whined before you grasped the male’s shoulders, and begun shaking him back snd forth. “Give it back!” “Heheh, sorry (Name)-chan. It has already left my system.” Nagisa smiled apologetically, making you groan loudly before slowly slumping to the ground. “…(Name)-chan,” Nagisa began, catching your attention from the ground. “If you really want one, I can go buy some…if you want.” Nagisa laughed as he saw you raise your head with big, sparkling eyes. “Yes please…” You quietly murmured, with a small nod of your head. Nagisa laughed and bent down to peck your forehead before giving you a cheeky grin, and a wink. “I won’t be long~.” You nodded once again as he opened the front door, and left. you sat there for a short moment, before you opened the door and shouted down the hall. “IN THE MEANTIME I’LL JUST EAT YOUR STASH OF STARBURSTS!!” “(NAME)-CHAN, NO!!” “(NAME)-CHAN, YES!!” And with that, you closed the door with a large grin on your face.

“…How many have you eaten so far…?” Rei asked with a raised eyebrow, as he side-glanced the bowl of ice cream. “I’d say…this is my…third bowl?” You replied as you looked down at said bowl questioningly. Rei sighed lightly with a small smile on his face, and chuckled. “Well, after this it’d be best if you don’t have anymore.” At this, you raised an eyebrow, and turned your head to face him. “And why is that?” You asked, with an irritated tone. Rei visibly glupped, and chuckled sheepishly. “W-Well, I don’t want you to get a tummy ache, and it’s a tad unhealthy…” You sighed lightly, and with a soft smile, you gently cupped his cheek. “I know…but this ice cream is so good! I can’t stop! It’s. Too. Good!” Rei chuckled at your ramblings. “I know, it’s my favourite too. But,” Rei took the bowl from out of your hands, and walked towards the kitchen with both the bowl, and tub of ice cream in hand. “Enough is enough. You sighed once again and slowly trudged after the tall male, who proceeded to place the ice cream back into the freezer, and the bowl in the sink. “You know why I’m doing this, don’t you?” “To make me suffer.” “(Name).” You sighed, once again, and laughed. “Because you love me, and want what’s best for me.” Rei smiled brightly and nodded. “And I promise, you can resume your ice cream eating after our baby is born.” He walked over to you and planted a quick peck onto your lips. “Promise?” “Mhm.” 

me: 2016 is gna be such a good year ! everythings great i love everyone im not letting ANYTHING bring me down this year

svt: [say the n word] 

me: