im kinda late on this one

Auston Matthews ~ Never be alone

So sorry I’ve not posted one of these in a while! Been super busy again, but I’m back to writing again and hopefully posting a lot more frequently!!

Really not sure about this imagine, so I’d really appreciate some feedback please! :)) Requests are also open and I’m running low, so send me some!

Requested: Yes

”hi gorgeous, could i request an auston one where he meets a really lonely girl who prob has really bad anxiety/depression and shows her the love she deserves?? im kinda vague on this one but i want you to have freedom on it too:)) thanks bb”

Warnings: Mentions of death, sadfic

For @toronthoes So sorry this took so long! :(

–———–— is a Time Lapse



*Auston’s POV*

Being late for an early morning practice was not the position you currently wanted to be in, as you exited the small coffee shop.

You had entered the shop over 15 minutes ago and hadn’t expected it to be that busy, this early in the day. Ofcourse, considering you had overslept and were already running late, something else was bound to go wrong. Hence the crowded shop.

You dodged by people, trying to make your way back to Mitch’s car. God he was going to kill you for making him late as well.

Being so focused on the car ahead, you didn’t notice the small girl infront of you until she was pressed up against your chest and your coffee was covering her shirt.

“Oh my god, I’m so sorry. I wasn’t looking and I’m kinda in a hurry.” You tried to sound sincere and not dismissive, like you were sure you did.

A small smile graced her face, “It’s fine.” She squeaked out. Her volume so quiet, you barely heard her.

“Um look I really have to go, but how about I buy you a coffee or something, sometime to make up for your shirt.”

“It’s okay, I’ve experienced a lot worse than a stained shirt. You don’t have to buy me anything.”

You were a little taken aback by her reply, expecting her to take you up on the offer, and she scurried off before you could reply.

You walked towards the car, still a little dazed, which Mitch immediately picked up on, “You alright?”

“Yeah, fine. Hurry up, gotta get to practice.”

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Over the next few weeks, the mystery girl constantly plagued your thoughts, rolling around in your head.

Even though she had smiled at you, you could tell there was sadness lurking beneath, and you wanted to change that.

You returned to the small coffee shop a couple of times, hoping she was a regular or at least visited it sometime, but she was never there.

At least, until nearly a month later when she finally walked through the doors. You had just finished your coffee and were preparing to leave when you caught sight of her long brown hair and small frame.

“Hey, I don’t know if you remember me? I bumped into you in the street a few weeks ago. I spilled my coffee all down you,” you continued, hoping she’d remember, “I was hoping to catch you again.”

Confusion turned to understanding within a few minutes of her staring at you, finally recognising your face.

“Oh yeah. I already said it was fine, you really didn’t have to come back and find me.” She replied, with that small smile that never did quite reach her eyes.

“Oh I know, I just… There’s something about you, and I don’t know what it is, but I’d really love to have coffee with you, get to know you maybe?”

“Eh, yeah sure, I guess that would be okay.”

You gave her a small grin and motioned over to the table you had been sitting at a few minutes ago.

As the two of you spent the next hour or so talking, you noticed she was quite closed off and never really seemed to meet your eyes when the two of you were talking about family or friends. You just assumed she was a private person, and not very comfortable around you yet.

However, as the weeks dragged on and the coffee dates became a weekly occurrence, you noticed that as soon as family or friends was brought up she immediately closed up.

You decided that after almost 3 months of coffee dates, it was time to ask her about it.

“Hey, can I ask you something?”

“Yeah, sure Auston, what’s up?” She asked with a smile.

“Why do you always close up when I bring up friends or family, you completely change.”

You watched the smile drop off of her face and immediately regretted the decision as you watched her stutter out an apology and goodbye, and flee the shop.

You left a tip on the table and immediately rushed through the door, after her.

“Y/N, wait up.”

You finally caught up to her in the local park, where you found her sitting on one of the benches with her face in her hands.

Her sobs broke your heart and you didn’t understand what had just happened.

Sitting down next to her you placed an arm around her shoulders, trying to comfort her.

Her sobs eventually turned to sniffles, after some time, and when she raised her head, your heart broke all over again. Her eyes bloodshot and red, tear trackmarks staining her flawless complexion.

“I’m, uh, sorry for running out on you like that, it’s just when you brought up friends and family, I couldn’t stay…”

“Hey, no, you don’t have to apologise. I shouldn’t have brought it up in the first place, it’s obviously a sore subject for you and I clearly wasn’t thinking.”

A small smile graced her face at that.

“Look, I just want you to know that if you want to tell me about it, then I’m always here, but don’t feel the need to just because I want to know. It’s your private life and you share it with who you want to. I just want you to know I don’t judge and I’ll be here for you no matter what.”

The two of you had gotten close over the last three months and you wanted to show her that she was supported and had love from you, no matter what.

“I appreciate that, Auston. I know it’s gonna be hard for me to talk about this, but you deserve to know.”

You grabbed her hand as a sign of comfort.

“I lost my mum and dad in a car accident a few years ago. We were travelling to go see my aunt, some drunk driver crashed straight into us and they both died on impact. I took it really hard, as you can imagine, and I cut myself off from everyone as a result. I stopped speaking to my friends, stopped going to school, it was all just too much for me to handle. I felt like I was worthless without them and I didn’t know what to do. I learned how to do things for myself and how to take care of myself, but it didn’t make things any easier. The last few years have been hell for me, and I haven’t wanted to be around anyone. That was until you bumped into me on the street. Staring into your eyes, I felt a way I hadn’t since my parents died. It was like a second chance. These past few months you’ve given me an outlet for my sadness and helped me to see the world in a way I haven’t for quite sometime now. The reason I ran out was because I didn’t want you to think different of me, I’ve enjoyed having someone treat me like a normal person for once.”

As she finished, you sat awestruck by what she had gone through and how difficult her life had been. You felt a sense of protection and care for the girl, even more than you had before, now.

“Wow, I honestly don’t know what to say. You’ve been through one of the worst things imaginable and done it all alone. I want you to know that even though you may think you’re better alone, that you don’t have to be. I promise that I’ll try to at least help you feel somewhat normal, and help you to see the beauty in the world you may think is no longer there. I know it is because I’m looking at it right now. I’m always gonna be here from now on, you don’t have to go through this alone anymore.


Thanks for reading!

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Ladrien June Day 15: Fear

love is in the air

anonymous asked:

hi :) i really love your supergirl art. ita with your comments about season 2 its...unfortunate. idk if you ever take drawing prompts but im so tired of kara being 'rescued' by dudes (haha remember s1 when she saved herself or alex saved her? good times) any chance you could draw kara and alex after a fight with some big bad? kinda beat up but happy bc they won and just leaning on each other? because they don't need saving. thank u! <3

hello! sorry for the super late reply;;; thank you for liking my work!! and yes, i do take prompts, its just a matter of whether or not i get to it aha :’D thank you for sending one in!!

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anonymous asked:

hOW DO YOU DO THE SHAKY EFFECT WHEN YOU DO MEME ART LIKE IT'S KINDA BLURRY BUT NOT UHM SORRY IF I'M NOT MAKING ANY SENSE I JUST LIVE OFF YOUR ART ALSO IT'S SUPER LATE AND NOW IM CURIOUS PLEASE QUENCH MY KNOWLEDGE

I got you

filter > blur > radial blur > spin

keep the amount at about 4-10 unless you want to be extremely SHOOK 

also works with nyoom !!!
filter > blur > radial blur > zoom 
(you can put the amount at 10+ for this, it’s hella)

and also filter > blur > motion blur
(I used this one a lot for the laugh in that one video)

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#471 Glaceon

Day 26 is a request from @daily-glaceon, Glaceon!! A bunch of you guessed what it would be and you were right! This one took a lot of redos, but I think it turned out pretty okay!

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chlonath week day 3- art

im so sorry this is late, really!! this comic is alot longer though so i hope it makes up for it. i swear i’m almost done with day 4 and day 5, i’ll get them up soon as i cannnnn

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Guess who didn’t post shit for Raffles week even though I got maybe 70% of the prompts done bc I had to finalize my designs

and i never got to scan them bc the scanner never got fixed so here are more phone quality photos I love YOU GUYS

anonymous asked:

Oh snappp your neighbor AU is lit. No rush at all but if you could also write one for Shownu it would be awesome.

find wonho (here) , jooheon (here), & kihyun (here)

  • king of owning three sets of the same colored bed sheets and kihyun once asked if shownu every washed them because??? they’re always the same??? and shownu was like “don’t you just buy the same thing in bulk when you go to ikea?” and kihyun was like no,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,oh my god is that what you do
  • and shownu just shrugged because whatever he likes his grey bed sheets
  • doesn’t do decorations but let his mom hang up some photos of his family and stuff when she came over
  • you’d think he’d just ignore them, but he cleans the dust off the frames and adjusts them because,,,,,, shownu cherishes anything his mother does for him. he’s an amazing son and literally everyone in the neighborhood always tells his mom when she comes over that he’s so filial and they wished they had a son so polite and well mannered
  • because lbr shownu is the person who holds the door open for anyone he sees,,,,,,,,even if they’re still half way across the street
  • the only thing that ever makes him flustered is that one time a mom asked him to watch her son while she ran to re-park her car
  • and shownu was like ,,,,,,,,,,,,hi and the kid just started crying and shownu was like nO PLEASE,,,,IM SORRY FOR WHATEVER I DID TO DISPLEASE YOU
  • thankfully minhyuk was coming over and saw the whole mess and came to the rescue and shownu was just like “minhyuk,,,,,kids are terrifying,,,,,”
  • minhyuk looking at shownu whose literally swole and tall: what
  • you’ve lived next door to shownu for quite some time,,,,,but you two don’t really talk much because like well,,,,he’s not a small chit chat kinda person
  • and you’ve always thought he was handsome but like so what you know ??? your idols on tv are handsome too
  • but one evening,,,,you’re getting home super late and you try to grab for your keys in your bag,,,,,,but they’re gone????? and you sigh and take out your phone to text your friend who has a spare
  • but then you see a text from your boss telling you that you won’t be getting the promotion he promised you
  • and your friend with the spare just updated instagram with a photo at a club so you know they’re not gonna be able to help
  • and so you just slide down against the wall near your door and hold your bag to your chest
  • and life sucks,,,,,,,,in this moment,,,,so much so that you can’t control tears coming out and you wanna brush them away but like no one’s there to see??? so whatever
  • until ,,,,, there is someone,,,,, someone who’s too freaKING quiet so you only notice them when they step right in front of you and ask “is everything ok?”
  • and you look up to see shownu and you’re like oh gREAT the handsome, nice neighbor has to see you balling your eyes out on your doormat good job gg what a terrIFIC night this is
  • and you’re like “y,,yeah i got locked out it’s nothing,,,”
  • and shownu suddenly puts his hand out to help you up and you take it hesitantly and he’s like “staying out here would be dangerous. do you want to spend the night at my place? feel free to say n-”
  • but you’re shaking your head and you’re like “that would be very nice of you,,,,,,my spare is,,,,,in the hands of someone who is busy,,,,”
  • and shownu lets go of your hand and you notice how warm it was when he’d held it
  • and you follow him to his apartment where he lets you in
  • and you can’t help but look at the photos as you take off your shoes and you’re like “is this your family?” and he nods and you’re like “your mother is so pretty!!”
  • and shownu kind of is taken back, but just nods again and you’re like oops am i making this awkward
  • and he switches the lights on in his bedroom and he’s like “i know we’re strangers, but it would be impolite of me to let you sleep on the couch. my bedroom is clean, i promise.”
  • and you’re like dhkcblvj he’s worried about me thinking he’s gross,,,,,but he’s doing something really nice??????? he’s,,,,,,cute
  • and you’re like “i can take the cou-” but shownu puts a hand up and is like “please, that would be rude of me.”
  • and you’re like ok he’s such a gentleman????? what the heck
  • and you’re like “ok, well thank you!! ill wash my face then?” and he’s like pointing out the bathroom
  • and when you’re done you walk out to tell shownu thank you again
  • but you see him sitting on the couch, suddenly he’s got glasses on and he’s reading something with the cutest look of concentration on his face and you can’t help but stare at him a bit longer
  • when he suddenly looks up you’re like oH I Totally,,,,just came into this room anYWAY,,, thank you again!!!
  • and you like do an lil bow and shownu is like “it’s nothing!” and you’re like akhfgfs ok,,,ill go to bed now
  • but ofc u can’t sleep because,,,,,,wow this is shownu’s room,,,,,,,,the sheets smell like him,,,,,,,slight cologne but also fresh breeze,,,,,
  • and in the morning your friends texts you that she’ll be over in an hour
  • and you go to tell shownu whose up,,,,,,,,,,shirtless,,,,,making eggs,,,,,,,,and you almost trip and fall over
  • but when he turns for the first time you see him get embarrassed and he’s like “ah - oh one moment,,,” and rushes back to the living room to pull on his shirt again and you’re like trying to look down
  • and you’re both red,,,,,,and shownu is like “,,,, i,,,im sorry that was-” and you’re like “nO,,, no,,,,, it’s nice,,,i mean what no i mean it’s your home feel free um oh,,,,”
  • and shownu is like “would you like something to eat?”
  • and it’s cute you two eat together and shownu is a silent eater but it’s somehow really adorable and you can’t help but think he’d be a really ,,,, good bf
  • and shownu is like “you can stay here till your friend comes.” and you’re like ok!!! thank you 
  • and he’s totally turning on the sport channel but it’s whatever you’re happy to be in his company,,,,because shownu makes you feel safe????
  • and when ur friend tells you to meet her by ur door shownu walks you out and he’s like “maybe, if you think this is a good idea you could give me a spare, in case this happens again.” and you’re like good thinking i should do that!!!! 
  • but before you can thank him again your friend is like “oH I DIDNT KNOW YOU WERE SPENDING THE NIGHT WITH SUCH A HANDSOME MAN I GUESS YOU DONT NEED THE SPARE-”
  • and you’re like PLEASe,,, SHTU TUP ,,,,
  • and shownu is blinking like hmmm what does that mean-
  • and your friend winks at you two and waltzes up to shownu like “so,,, what’s your name? how long have you been dating my friend here?” and you’re like givE ME my KEYS 
  • while shownu is like ???? but also he’s like “oh they’re single?” and your friend is like YES THEYRE sinGLE
  • and you’re like dO NT FLirt on my behalf wait shownu why do you want to know if im single,,,,,,,,,????
  • shownu probably just wanted to know because coughs,,,,,,,,maybe he can take you out sometime,,, coughs