jess !!!! how are you doing nowadays !!! love u
so this is kind of a loaded question, and like i know you are meaning to be positive so im going to try to keep it positive
but like i was going to make a post about this soon and
the job situation has not improved but i am applying for things like crazy and hoping someone will take me - currently im applying for 5 jobs a day and desperate enough that i will take anything because anything will pay more than this and once i am done my program in june i will be without any source of income
my car decided to have my check engine light go on last week and my oil change light went on monday, and i currently have $18.72 in my bank account which i need to use for gas to get to work
so right now im pretty stressed about that
which like i hate to ask you guys for money, but people have been so helpful in the past and i dont even make enough to pay my bills and survive right now that this car situation is making it all even worse so
but some good things have happened this week:
- today is star wars day and im currently watching attack of the clones
- my work catered lunch the past three days so i havent spent money on food
- also my food stamps just refilled yesterday so got a little bit of food money!
- tomorrow i am going to go see gotg 2 with the free tickets i won
- i also just won the wynonna earp con yearbook over on twitter !
- people have left amazing comments on my fic lately which inspire me to right more
- and like ? i am currently alive ?
bills are all due next week and im going to be cutting it close if being able to pay them at all, and this car thing may be stressing me out
but like some good as happened
positive outlook? even if theres a good chance my car is going to break down or get repo’d this month because i cant afford to take care of it? and that this time next month i will be wrapping up my program and about to be jobless (and likely heading towards homeless again)?
just trying to keep positive