idk im just having.. weird gender feelings i guess?? (these are from my old blog like 4 years ago) i really just. thought i had to be feminine. thought that there was a “right” way to be a girl. i remember telling my dad i wanted to wear a suit instead of a dress to some event and him saying “is this one of your feminist things again?” i remember getting in trouble for cutting the sleeves off that pac man shirt lol. but like that was the first ‘masculine’ piece of clothing i ever wore and i loved how it made me feel, but my parents told me it wasn’t appropriate so it ended up in the back of my closet.
like gender is fake and im not really butch, not really femme, but im a lesbian and im finally becoming comfortable with myself. even last year i was wearing a full face of makeup every day because in some weird way i thought i ‘had’ to? idk im just. emotional rn and i love lesbians and butches so much and im so happy to be gay