im just a great friend

can i just talk for a minute about how Lucas was willing to go headfirst into the upside down just to bring Will back ? as soon as it was revealed to him that Will was trapped in this cold, dark space he had to find out how to get him out. and once Eleven, or Mike, or even Dustin didn’t seem to have the same drive he just decided to go on by himself. no matter what it took, no matter if he’d get caught, his priority, his mission was to find his friend and get him back. and honestly, he didn’t even understand what he was getting himself into. he hadn’t seen the demogorgon before so he had like no idea how high the stakes were. he just knew his friend was in trouble, and that they had to get them out. and he geared up for battle and marched himself over there to do it himself. because he couldn’t go on and possibly let Will die because they all were taking their sweet time with it. like just realizing he was willing to walk into another dimension solely based on the fact that his friend needed him says a lot about his character. and honestly people think that he’s selfish, or rude, but this is a kid with clear allegiances, who has a tight circle around him and if you’re in the circle he’ll do anything for you, he’ll die for you, but if you’re out of the circle he just can’t focus on your troubles ?? and while that’s a hard position to take, it’s very realistic imo and very mature tbh and I don’t feel like he should be vilified for it. another thing is, is that he actually realized he was wrong and sincerely apologized for it like– that’s so mature and aware of his actions and I just want this kid to be appreciated and loved and respected and yeah.

For Megan,

Happy Birthday you silly dork!!!<333

I feel so happy, to be able to see you alive and safe, after everything that you’ve been through. It’s kind of hard for me to find the right words for such a message, im not that good at explaining or talking;;;, but as nerdy as this message will come out i guess it wouldnt matter. ;^)

Everytime i check your blog, i see it full of love from people and from you aswell, which aways cover the sad moments the blog had. I still remember the first day i found your blogs, the first day i baked a cake as a gift, drawing you stuff although i suck at drawing;;; , or the emotional messages- ah man ,were those so long ago? It literally feels like yesterday. And months by months you seem to be growing so much,and weird coming from me considering that im younger than you..haha. You’re that kind of person who wouldnt be forgotten that easily, and i mean in a good way.Remembering the pickle family, all those pants eating thing, the stickers,drawings,comics,the gifs, the minecraft times too? hahaha. They were all such great memories that were created with your help, with your positivity and with -just you,existing.

Im happy that i met you, and although i couldnt help you that much in the past year, at least i know i tried and that im happy i got to know many sides of you, personalities and of course friends of yours.

Look at you know, strong, indipendent and ready to fight whatever comes in your way. Many people told you in the past that if you keep fighting you’ll get strong, lets face it, they didnt slutter ;D 

You are amazing and we are all trying to be there for each other.

This year might be different than the others that you had celebrated, but i just want you to know that you are loved by so many people, just by your smile, laugh or you being a smol dork.You care so much for people Megan, please continue being the amazing person you are, we all are so proud of having you here, spending all time together and having fun. 

                                   Happy Birthday, pickle mom(yup, didnt forget about that)

   @sai-shou                                                                                 with love  Cat.


(an anon asked me for blog recs but i accidentally deleted the ask so im just doing it like this whoops)

okay first my friend @happydnp,, rubys great and she deleted her blog but shes back now so please follow her !!!  

mutuals (in no sort of order)

@danffodils, @nikedan, @awrff, @cringe-attacks@shingekihowell@nasaphil, @paradisedan, @philtrashblr, @softdan, @dantea@flowrphilly@wafflydan@bubblegumdan@rebloggingphan@danjlester, @prettydan, @lesterial, @fringecringes, @fuckinlester@azuredjh@crisshowell@calmdan, @plantpot-phil, @princessdan, @fringegaps, @ripdan, @pansexualphil@dnlhwl, @champagnehowell, @phanniephil, @writerlester, @petalphan, @cappuchinophil, @bitesizedhowell, @dnjhwll, @howelletc, @roseydan, @puritylester, @softphl, @lattehowell, @dayphil, @amazedphill, @spaceclub, @energeticwarrior, @heathnes, @howelljesus, @lsterr, @theaterdan, @vyou, @momhowell
@iridescentlester, @demonphannie@lesterose@hobbithair, @dansucc, @oops-phan, @dantlers, @asleepyphilly, @softdnp, @dansomniac, @astronautdan, @howelle, @ratinof, @gloaminghowell, @cozydan, @cosmologicaldan, @neonlester, @pacificlester, @glasshowell, @koiphil, @dans-tampon, @lesterie, @floatphil, @mrphilip, @danrat, @phanhtml, @fireflyphil, @amusedan, @hwlle, @leftsharklester@nasahowell @angelbud, @articulatehowell, @scowlhowell, @femlester, @paranormalhowell, @dimplydan@adorablehowell@arcticlester

im not mutuals with these people but i lov there blogs 

@dawniel, @djnof, @radioheaddan, @feministdan, @pinofs, @rosylester@softestdan, @crescendohowell, @theanomex, @planetarylester, @philliester, @bestestbuddy, @amazingphilz, @vintagephan, @howelles, @chocolatesaucelester, @forgetfullittleguy @aurellialester@spanielhowell@goincrazyfast@phiru@bondange @glowinghowell, @dailybooth

sorry its so long omg

played comp with The Boys for at least 4 hours (it’s 4am rn) and now i’m back up to my season high ✌️✌️✌️

tfw u briefly start crying in class bc a kid u don’t like is causing the computer to make a Big Noise and the noise is bad and then everything EVERYTHING is awful, just for a moment there, bc of the bad noise???????


memoca’s been waiting her entire life for this moment probably


sometimes I’m just really overwhelmed with my love for exo. like, they bring me so much joy??? like not just them as a group, but them as individuals as well. kyungsoo is literally the squishiest, most adorable man ever and although he doesn’t like to be called cute, he definitly is and his voice is so soothing and calming and i love him so much!!!! and chanyeol is literally the smollest giant ever and an actual saint like he feeds homeless kittens and make music and he’s a giant ball of fun and make my best friend so happy and im just so greatful for his existence and his voice is literally the best thing known to mankind i just love him som much!!! jongdae’s vocals is actually god like and I want to fcking cuddle him because that’s how cute he is and his laugh can cure cancer and his whining is iconic i just really fcking love jongdae!!! and suho is so fcking gorgeous like dont fight me this is the most beautiful man i have ever seen in my life and he loves everyone so much and he is funny!!!!!!!!! like honestly i want to thank suho for existing because it makes my life so much easier like i love him so much!!! kai is an actual ball of fluff and will laugh 10/10 times of everything and he just really just love his dogs and dancing and exo and it makes me so happy that he always go 110% in to everything he does he’s actually so amazing kai is literal sunshine i just love him!!!! lay is actually such a wonderful person because he just is and he’s the actual king and i want to cry because he’s so cute like he’s such a precious little thing and i want to protect him against evil and his dancing is sinful and just i lov lay!!!!!! xiumin is the fake maknae and actual oldest but i actually dont believe he is real at all like he is an anime character there is no way in hell anyone can look so perfect in real life i want to fcking kiss him like wtf he’s ethereal like can we sit down for a minute and talk about fcking kim minseok like jfc he’s amazing and wonderful and his voice is like velvet and i just love him so much wtf!!!!! oh sehun the one and only, the tower, the most amazing man who actually is the cutests lille boy who loves vivi more than vivi loves him :((( and he’s so precious and just loves all his older members and fans and is actually so deep and smart but still adorable and he loves dancing and i just really love sehun so much!!!! baekhyun… the love of my life and the most precious human being on earth, lay and aeri’s #1 fanboy and actual owner of my heart he always make sure everyone is okay and care so much for everyone, his personality is wonderful his voice is fcking the most amazing his dancing is also so fcking fantastic and i could watch him perform for days he’s the cutest and he’s sinful and ethereal and i want to cry because of how perfect he is please i actually am so in love with him it hurts… he just lights up my world like no one can and i just am so grateful for him .. guys I just really love exo :((


To answer your question, dear anon, Star actually likes the comic. 
Marco didn’t responded to any of her messages after the :3.


they’re bffs in my heart idgaf

So I got a second job at a popular game store. It is located in the mall, where my other job is, so it seemed really convenient. I can just walk there.
Yesterday, these guys from Cardboard Hero (sports store) came in to my store and asked “Did you get a job at [game store]?” I said yeah and they just, idk, freaked out? Like they were genuinely angry at me? “That is so sexist! I’ve applied there twice and never even got an interview. They just hired you because you’re a girl! Do you even PLAY video games? You know you need to actually KNOW about games to work there. Do you play eSports? Do you even know what that is? What console do you even play? That means xbox or playstation, by the way, in case you didn’t know!”
It didn’t matter that I was answering all of their questions, every answer I gave them was automatically wrong. I work at a little convenience store where mall employees usually spend their breaks, the manager from the game store comes in a lot and we have gotten to know each other, he mentioned that 2 people quit suddenly and I said I always wanted a job there, and he told me to apply. He didn’t just give me the job. I had to apply, turn in a resume, and go through an interview process. And you know what? I have gotten calls for interviews before because employers think I’m a boy (I have a unisex name that is more common for boys), then they get disappointed and retract the interview offer when they find out I’m a girl. I have heard “oh, sorry, we were actually looking to hire a male for this job” more than once. So if for once I got hired because I’m a girl, SO WHAT! I don’t care! I have bills! Oh well!

important fictionkin thing

(but if you feel this relates to some other type of kin experience thats cool too!!)

its ok if youre not exactly the way you were before
its ok if you like different things now
its ok if you seem like you should be someone else when you know youre not
its ok if you dont have the powers or the face or the interests and habits you used to
they dont make you any less you!!
this is a new life and a new world and a new timeline and even though things are different and scary and some of our old friends are miles and miles away or we might not know where they are its going to be ok!!! youre still you and youre also the you youve become in this life and you can be whatever you you want to be or feel that you are and its great!!
we have to be strong for our friends both old and new! the world is big and vast and full of possibilities so we should try our best to stay positive for ourselves and for everyone else even when its hard just to wake up and convince yourself to live sometimes in the morning
its ok!!
youre doing great!!!