it’s so funny when ppl who have never met me in person think i’m a lot taller than i actually am bc this past spring when i met @wonders-of-thedas and @theespookiest they were rly surprised by how bitty i am and how i compact all my spite into such a tiny body
Are you ever just casually reading about the types and having a good time when suddenly you read something sad about own of your friends’ type and you go “wait my friend does that?” and you’re suddenly really sad about it and you just really want to hug them?
Because I just read something really sad about my friends type and now I really want to hug them
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Even though I already told my honest feeling on yesterday’s showroom, I still couldn’t put my words together. I ended up not posting anything on G+, sorry for that.
I spent one day to think about what happened But the only word that came up to my mind was: “frustrating”
I can’t forgive myself for not being able to say what I wanted to say in last year sousenkyo and for not being able to do well despite of all the chances I’ve been given and seeing everyone saying “sorry” just makes my heart hurts more. I finally understand how painful sousenkyo is
There are a lot of things that I wanted to say on that stage, if I entered senbatsu. I can’t forgive myself because I keep saying that AKB is AKB, but I became the only person who dropped out from the senbatsu.
I’m really sorry
But you know, I feel really happy to be able to work hard with you guys. Please keep supporting me from now onwards.
I still don’t know how I should change my way of working hard (ganbarikata) But I will surely make this day to not be useless. And one day, I will say, “Because that day happened, I can be who I am today.” Please keep watching over me until that day come.
Even though I’m frustrated right now、 I believe that if I keep looking forward, everything is gonna be alright!
Yesterday was such an important day in my life😌 There is no way I would forget it.