im in a glass of emotion

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Seven and Yoosung accessory swap!! (+ Sleeping LOLOL Prince and double glasses cause Seven looks odd without them-)

I swear I like Zen the most but all I ever draw is Yoosung-

anonymous asked:

hey, any chance i could get a broke mc? Like, college student poor? And like, out of food a few days b4 the party? Cause there's this bit where you can say you didn't have $for food n jumin asks if you need help n IM IN A GLASS CASE OF EMOTION

YES YOU CAN! 
As a broke student who sleeps a lot and misses breakfast and then takes naps and misses dinner and is always starving 
I can relate 

Yoosung

  • MC didn’t want anyone to worry 
  • so when they start running low on food they don’t mention it at first 
  • but now its 4 days before the party 
  • and MC has no food. 
  • at first in the morning Yoosung asks if they ate 
  • “Not yet :)” 
  • “Okay! Make sure to get something!” 
  • then during lunch he asks again 
  • same answer 
  • and then around dinner 
  • he gets concerned 
  • he texts them instead of asking in the group conversation 
  • “Hey, MC. You are eating right?” 
  • MC explains to him that they’re broke and don’t have food 
  • He can relate to that as a broke student 
  • But he doesn’t just wanna let MC starve 
  • He knows he can’t go to the apartment 
  • He doesn’t have a lot of money himself 
  • but still he convinces MC to meet him somewhere not too far from the apartment 
  • and they meet up and he buys them cheap cafe food 
  • He then buys MC some cheap groceries 
  • mostly ramen and juice 
  • Since he’s poor too he can’t really get them anything fancy 
  • but MC really appreciates it. It’s really nice of him. 

Zen 

  • He is super worried as soon as MC tells him 
  • they had casually mentioned that they were out of money and didn’t have food 
  • wtf MC how do you casually mention something like that? 
  • He just wants to run over to the apartment and feed MC 
  • but he can’t go there 
  • Like Yoosung he get’s MC to come meet him 
  • He doesn’t want them to walk far since they haven’t eaten 
  • As soon as MC shows up to their meeting spot he brings them to his home and cooks for them 
  • MC goes home later that night 
  • can’t stay the night, can’t unleash the beast 
  • But he gives MC basically all the food in his fridge 
  • “Are you sure about this? What will you eat?” 
  • “Don’t worry MC~ I’l go grocery shopping first thing in the morning” 
  • He always checks on MC now 
  • and after the party he will always get MC food if they can’t afford it 

Jaehee 

  • She’s really worried when MC tells her they haven’t been eating
  • At first she’s also really confused about why MC hasn’t been eating 
  • But when MC explains it’s because they can’t afford it she really wants to help 
  • She can’t go to the apartment 
  • and she can’t really leave work 
  • She offers to transfer money to MC’s account so they can buy food
  • but MC insists they’d feel bad about accepting Jaehee’s money 
  • So Jaehee does talk to Jumin about this 
  • and Jumin says she can go see MC 
  • but he has to come with 
  • he has a driver pick up MC 
  • and they meet at this super fancy restaurant 
  • the food here is worth more than MC’s monthly salary holy shit 
  • MC is really happy to get so see Jaehee 
  • and Jumin 
  • damn it Jumin let them have their date 
  • Jumin does pay for the dinner tho 
  • And they gave MC a full bag of groceries and a cook book 
  • always used her free time to check on MC 

Jumin 

  • Jumin had asked MC if they ate 
  • “Nah, I can’t afford it” 
  • He get’s instantly worried 
  • MC needs to take care of themselves 
  • He offers to pay for lunch for MC
  • and after they agree he has them go to a location so a car can pick them up 
  • when they arrive they get probably the best lunch they have ever had 
  • after they had lunch Jumin suggests that MC stays for dinner too. 
  • and you know what after dinner they should probably stay over so they can have breakfast too 
  • and maybe stay after breakfast too, I mean they need to eat 
  • Maybe it’ best that they stay until the party so they always have enough food 
  • MC probably doesn’t mind tbh .
  • Free food 

707/Luciel

  • [707 has entered the chatroom.]
  • “Hey! Did you eat yet, MC?~” 
  • “No, Can’t afford it T-T” 
  • [707 has left the chatroom.]
  • Okay, That was weird. 
  • MC shrugged it off at first 
  • until a bit later they they heard someone ring the doorbell
  • “…Hello?” 
  • “It’s Seven! Let me in” 
  • what.
  • but no one was allowed to come here? 
  • MC opened the door and there was Seven, out of breath with food. 
  • Like real actual food. Not chips and soda. Food.
  • “You should be more careful, MC. That could have been anyone! What if it was a kidnapper who pretended to me! You need a secret code or something” 
  • “I recognize your voice, Seven. We have talked on the phone” 
  • “What if they had just used some kind of voice changing app?” 
  • “…Okay, I’l be careful” 
  • It was so nice of him to bring food though 
  • he filled up the fridge and cooked for MC 
  • he quickly ate with them before he had get back to work. 
It’s like the depression slowly creeps back in like fog.
“No no no” I whisper
Then all of the sudden,
it’s an anchor pulling me down.
To darkness,
Where it’s hard to breath.
Where my emotions are behind glass.
I know they’re there but I can’t get to them.
Im numb.
But when the glass finally breaks open,
I am a mess.
Its all crashing back into me.
Im trying to get back to the light,
And fresh air.
But I just can’t.
I am stuck.
—  Chapters from my life

when i’m apathetic due to disassociation, it feels as if all of my emotions are muted, trapped behind a thick glass wall and totally out of focus. i know they are there; i can feel them tapping on the wall, calling through it, but they are muffled. there is no connection and they are easily dismissed or ignored.

Snapshots from a (much) later future
  • An apartment for two. Crystalline figures, lined up an equal distance apart from each other, kept in a glass case in the study room, away from the cats.
  • An exy racquet signed ‘Knox’, in the back of a closet filled with various workout clothes. An XXL sized t-shirt hangs from one of the plastic hangers, jutting out incongruously from the smaller sized clothing. On it are the faded words ‘World’s Best Dad’, ‘Coach’ written underneath it in parentheses. It still smells like smoke.
  • A trophy case in an empty locker room, freshly cleaned after a match. It’s filled to the brim with medals and trophies. On the same wall, an overcrowded collection of photos. Everyone in them is smiling if you squint your eyes and tilt your head.
  • An urn filled with ash, built to be the centerpiece of a fountain in front of the house. If you look closely, you might see engraved on it, 'In loving memory of Bryan Seth Gordon’. 
  •  Various bottles of half used brightly colored hair dye sitting in a box to be shipped out. The owner doesn’t need them anymore. The little girl she’s been writing to needs them more.
  • A stuffed fox plushie tucked into the bed of at least 3 different children, all of whom’s parents will never forget the nostalgia of their college days.
  • A set of black arm bands beneath a pillow. The color has faded to gray, but the 'To Robin’ written in Sharpie on the inner label hasn’t. 
  •  A set of black arm bands tucked away in the back of a drawer. They haven’t seen light in a while. Neither have the knives hidden inside them.
What your favorite Yuri!!! on Ice character says about you

Viktor Nikiforov: You’re a very passionate and emotional being. You’re in love with Yuri Katsuki. You are also very charismatic and have good hair. You have no shame and probably walk around the house naked.

Yuri Katsuki: You’re kind of anxious and nervous but it’s all good. You’re in love with/want to marry Viktor Nikiforov. You are a secret kinky bastard. You have good hair and cute glasses. And you like food a lot.

Yuri Plisetsky: You’re smol and angry. You probably have a cat addiction, too. You’re in love with Otabek Altin. You act like a hard-ass but you’re a softie who loves their best friend.

Otabek Altin: You’re tough-looking and cool. You have a crush on Yuri Plisetsky. You either own a motorcycle or want to. You don’t like ballet. And you have a cool haircut.

Phichit Chulanont: You’re addicted to social media and taking selfies. You want to be best friends with Yuri Katsuki. You have like 50 hamsters and you’re a cutie pie. Too pure for this world.

Christophe Giacometti: You’re a walking sex machine. You get turned on easily and aren’t afraid to share your sexuality. You’re probably gay and a cat owner.

Jean-Jaques Leroy: You’re a cocky bastard sometimes, but people love you because you’re hot. You’ve got anxiety but you cover it up with charisma. You’re secretly afraid of failure/everyone being better than you.

Seung-Gil Lee: You’re quiet and reserved most of the time. You have like 10 dogs and are very much a dog person. Your resting bitchface is super hot and everyone wants to see you smile.

Leo de la Iglasia: You are a cutie pie and love your friends 2 death. You want to be best friends with Guang-Hong. You’re probably very creative and like doing things on your own.

Guang-Hong Ji: You thrive on the power of friendship. You might have a weird crush on Leo. You’re a sweet bean but you can be intense when you want.  You’re a cutie pie.

Kenjirō Minami: You are smol but powerful. And you’re cute. You idolize Yuri Katsuki. He’s your senpai.

Georgi Popovich: You are a drama queen. People sometimes forget about you but you’re very important. Your favorite song is ‘Let It Go’ from Frozen.

Emil Nekola: You’re adventurous and daring. You’re probably in love with Michele Crispino. You love hugs, too. And your hair is 10/10. And you’re a PewDiePie fan.

Michele Crispino: You’re protective and loving towards your family, and especially your sister. You’re in love with Emil Nekola probably. You’re very supportive of your peers.

I hope that on this 2016 Christmas Eve Mulder and Scully are both wearing flannel and looking right where they belong in their snowed-in house. Daggoo is snoring on the couch next to the tree, a crazy result of Mulder’s extravagant decorations and Scully’s traditional layout (“there *MUST* be a star at the top of the tree Mulder!”). Mulder made the food while Scully set the table for two. They are about to start, he pours two flutes of champagne and as they are about to clink their glasses, Mulder toasts “to the ones who are loved and missed”. He wipes the solitary tear betraying her thoughts with the back of his hands. She looks away and downs her drink in a single take. For her second glass, he says smiling “to the one who got away and came back for more”. She sniffle-giggle and smacks his arm with the hand towel she was using to dab her eyes. Daggoo barks from the couch like he agrees. Typical Mulder she thinks, already claimed her heart and now claiming her dog.

Straight White Boy Problem #957

…SO PISSED right now!!! Evan and i rushed THREE fraternities and EVAN WENT TO A DIFFERENT FRAT… . I don’t think it is an issue….but h o ly s h i t!!!! Youre supposed to be in my FRAT dude!!! I mean…It’ll…its gonna be alright….i got bros in a new group but these group of bros don’t have EVAN and Evan’s new bros don’t have ME!! WHAT. WHAT THE…..*internalizing emotions* ok im fine….at least my frat RAGES HARDER THAN EVAN’S *throws an empty beer bottle at a high velocity at a wall, watching it break into approximately 500 small pieces of glass*

u kno what i find lowkey funny? ppl gettin emotional over colress being in the game

boi looks like a chicken who decided to get its crest dyed. internet explorer lookin ass w/ glasses. looks like he goes on youtube and corrects ppls spelling and grammar all the time. the only reason im sheddin tears when he shows up is bc he looks so damn funny. who tha fuck is his hair stylist? a furfrou?

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Once more unto the drink, dear friends. Once more!
And give a roar for all our English drunk!
On, on you noblest Riot, whose blood is fed from vodka 80 proof!
And be envy now to clubs of weaker blood.
And teach them how to drink.

The game’s afoot!
Pour out your spirits, and with glasses charged
Cry, “ God for Harry, Dimitri and Alastair,
James, Toby, Edward, Milo, Hugo, Guy and George
!”

Many things led to this day, for all of us. A forgotten son, a vengeful mother, a brother with a long shadow, a strange mutation. 

Together, they’ve written a tragedy.

Red Queen by @vaveyard