im in a better mood now :)

its fucking bullshit that femmes r the only lesbians yall care abt lol. butches r only considered attractive thru a very sexual lens n god forbid u be a butch who doesnt want to fuck every femme out there!!! god forbid u be a butch who isnt into femmes!!! god forbid u be a butch who doesnt fit into tumblrs ideology of what a butch should be!!! (hint: its a skinny, white, perfectly androgynous soft butch who can still be called pretty n wears makeup)

yall dont care abt butches bc u only care abt lesbians that r sweet n pure n feminine lmao. ur all so ugly 

i dont wanna see a single femme comment on this lol

honestly nothing is better than having a day to yourself where you’re free to stim constantly and submerge yourself in whatever your special interest is like this is the ultimate form of healing

{Monsta X Reaction} to S/O having sleep paralysis

Scene: You’re lying there, tossing and turning because not a single position is comfortable. Eventually you lay on your back, but something’s wrong. It felt like someone was sitting on your chest, pinning your whole body down. Your eyes shoot open, but your whole body is stiff and it refuses to move, struggling to get a decent inhale of the cold night air, your conscience internally screaming at your body to move just a little. Just enough to wake your partner next to you. Tears slowly start to form and you’re scared of being stuck like this, but the fear only digs its nails further into your psyche when out in the corner of your eye you see this figure standing in the doorway. You can’t make out who it is, its face is completely blacked out, until it smiles. The tears now streaming down your face and all you want to do is move. When it felt like you were about to pass out from the lack of oxygen, the weight that was on your whole body was gone and so was the figure. You gasp loudly and began to sob even louder, waking your partner next to you.

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ok im still in a jackshittybitty mood
  • but my meds are fuckin w me so i don’t want to write fic so have more messy bullet HCs
  • post-grad dating is tricky bc now there’s THREE totally different and demanding schedules trying to line up
  • they do a lot of one-on-one plus skyping dates during the season
  • the commute between samwell and cambridge is not ideal but it’s also not terrible so by the end of the first semester it’s p much like shits has moved back into the haus w bits
  • jack gets a lil jealous that his BFs’ schedule match up a bit better than his but mostly he just misses them a whole bunch
  • shitty has been banned from “””””helping”””””” bitty write the notes on jack’s pregame PBJs. he writes his own and sticks them in the lunch sack when bitty’s not looking. they’re always very crude and either make jack laugh like a fool or blush bright red in public. 
  • bits and shits are jack’s unofficial cheerleaders at home games. bitty wears his zimmermann jersey and sometimes paints little blue and yellow streaks on his face. 
  • shitty is a fucking hooligan and tends to get overzealous in his Team Pride Gear. im talkin blue wigs, body paint, big ass foam fingers, boas, glitter, pom poms, THE WHOLE NINE YARDS
  • the falcs loooove jack’s best friends. mostly bitty, but shitty’s good for a laugh. 
  • (it takes jack a lot longer to confide in anyone re: his relationship, but george is a fucking goddess and takes it in stride – after the initial “teammates” panic, that is.)
  • (there is a brief second where she thinks that jack is dating both tater and snowy. she’s not sure why those are the names that come first to mind, but the logistics of it all nearly stop her heart right then and there.)
  • when they go out in public, bitty and shitty don’t have to hide with each other, but jack is very reserved.
  • (in a way, it’s harder, because he so desperately wants to hold their hands and kiss them without thinking about it; but it’s easier, because they can still be open together, which is all jack wants for them.)
  • luckily, shitty is equally gratuitous in his friend-PDA and his boyfriend-PDA, and bitty is equally reserved, so it’s not like they have to hold back too much love
  • jack and shitty have nearly gotten into physical fights over paying for dates. at first bitty feels bad and tries to steal the check from them, but he’s learned that’s the fastest way to lose a hand with these two goofs. 
  • so he just finishes his drink and watches them bicker like an old married couple and gives them That Look so they’ll hurry up and take him home already

anonymous asked:

I'm crying im so happy!! I had a really shit day at work and getting off and seeing all this fatgum art really put a smile on my face. Seriously Thank you :"))

I’m glad–! To be be able to lift your mood with all my spamgum makes me really happy too lolol. Today’s done with so hopefully you’ll get to relax now. I pray that you get a better tomorrow and the day after that too–! ; w ; 

H E L L O!

Surprise surprise, im alive and i dissapeared which is literally common on this blog but this time, was for good reasons. Now, i don’t like to bore you with long speeches so i will get to the point with the highlighted letters and want to be honest in order to move on. Here i go:

I have problems dealing with emotions and anxiety and it got worse and led me to become ill various times and feel weaker and on the mood of doing absolutely nothing. In resume: my mental and physical health went to the floor and did break dance, it was awful. So i needed a big break to calm down and focus on selfcare.

I don’t want to worry you, now im better, stable and progressing on things i wasn’t able to do before and having good help :3. Means: i will be able to work on the blog again, i wont be so fast but there is going to be activity and comics back. Askbox and requests will be closed for the moment while i respond to pendant dusty asks and requests and work on new small amounts of new content.

Sorry if i dissapoint you and your hopes on new content and if you sent me any message im sorry for not responding as soon as you expected, and many thanks from my kokoro for waiting all this time and for supporting me with kind words, new followers and the blog by reblogs, thats so nice i freaking want to cry. Too nice for my body fghjkl.

In other news (no need to read if you don’t want to):

I want to confess that during this whole time i’ve been gone the only thing i have been drawing is Hamilton trash (and got into Heathers) and just like 3 or 4 doodles of Undertale… so prepare for Hamiltrash because that’s what the menú has.

Originally posted by schuylerpippa

I will be able to open donations soon yay! Commisons will be open whenever school stops being like a crying betch  i have enough time and open some slots to begin with, im actually excited at this point ;v;

Originally posted by shuubass

My internet conection got better which means Streams!! i don’t want to keep you waiting for new stuff so i will do streams so you can see progress on comics and random doodles. When? mostly on weekends in the morning and if im not sleepy, Friday nights. Some of them will be with mic on so you can listen at my stupid jokes, stories and me singing Hamilton.

Originally posted by wiiwiipyon

Get ready to see animations!, thats something i’ve been practicing and it doesnt look so bad even when its scrappy. Yes, i  really want to do Hamilton animatics, Heathers as well and would love to do animated memes.

And welp that’s what i remember on what i had to say. Thanks again to everyone who waited for a life sign of me and for writing and dedicating your time on something to show me


Im sorry for not upload new draws because I really had some problems and i Didn’t have the moods to make them, But now i’m way better, so I will start to give to you new draws again and i will be active <3 ! :’DDD 

Originally posted by rensaven

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Lo siento por no cargar nuevos dibujos porque realmente tuve algunos problemas y no tuve los estados de ánimo para hacerlos, Pero ahora estoy mucho mejor, así que voy a empezar a darte nuevos dibujos de nuevo y voy a estar activ@ pero no se preocupen estoy bien ahora :’DD <3 ! 

@cookiejuicedesu requested pupship and i finally got around to doing it

i was going to colour it better because i was actually in a colouring mood but then @murgleiss is complaining that i should go to bed because it’s like 2 AM rn so it’s all her fault is what i’m saying (not at all because im a trash person who hasn’t drawn in so fucking long now)